Yep I'm 19 today. I'll type more about this year when I get back from work

8:30-5:30

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djnFt1Je9o0

In Willy Wonka Jr. I played Mr. Bucket (Charlies dad, duh) and this is one of my fav songs that I had to sing, it seriously changed my life and always made me look on the bright side of things =]

It was also the last play I did with Walter (best friend who passed away) So when I feel glum, I listen to this song, and look at my Golden Ticket on my wall.

Also another song I had to sing was : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=94Bs.....eature=related

A little sad, but still fun to sing.

So yeah, THINK POSITIVE....or else....bitch

So it's been a while and let's just say, a lot has changed.

Well my sisters laptop has died and now I only have my iPhone for Internet.

One thing I do miss a out a computer is talking to Vivi Karu Aki and the HQ pandas. I still have msn but it's not the same.

I actually had a job interview today with the company my crush works for. I think it went very well and they seemed very friendly but I think my age might hold me back.

The problems with this job would be that I would work full time so drivers Ed would be a problem. Also it's in the morning and people who know me know about my sleep. And not having a car also imposes a problem.

Pros: MONEY. Seriously I would be making $11-$12 an hour, 40 hours a week. That is about 4x the amount I make at the movie theater. That means I can get a new laptop in no time and other useless things 8D

Anyway. Yeah.

So the other day at work, me and my coworker were talking about dicks. Its what we do. I said I prefer guys to be intact and she ridiculed me! Her opinion was that they looked nasty and usually had "cheese" in them. That "It doesn't look natural or right intact" UNNATURAL?! I think she forgot what a circumcision was for a second! It is a SURGERY! As in, cutting the skin of the penis, to expose the head. To me, that sounds VERY unnatural :/

So I talk to another friend about it, she said that she likes either but prefers uncut, and then I told her the same and we giggled.

That maybe biased, but when you argue with me and not have anything to back you opinion up, then of course I am going to take you down!

THEN, while on the phone with my friend, my sister chimed in her opinion.

She said that being uncut is UNHEALTHY. What?

I told her that if I ever did have a child, and it was male, I wouldn't want him to be circumcised. She then "explained" that that could lead to many health issues, and that I should get my head out of my ass and do some research.

So I did, bitch.

Sure, there is always the chance of an infant having problems at birth.
Some examples: Asthma, cystic fibrosis, ADD, even having bad eye sight.

But its is not a high risk to not be circumcised. Actually (Do not quote me on this) it seems that its more dangerous to be circumcised.

But there is the risk of having phimosis, which can be treated!

Years ago, there was a family that went to a hospital to have their baby boys to be circumcised. The doctors asked the parent if they could use a new LASER technique to cut the boys. The parents said sure! What happend? One boy was fine, the other? They burnt the penis off :I

I'm sorry, but fuck that! If I had been given the choice, I would be intact.
So people, in conclusion, DO YOUR FUCKING RESEARCH!

That is all, have fun.

I've always been fascinated with pixel art and actually just googled how to do it. I have a pixel program called GraphicGale and is really easy for me to use

I'm still going to need some help though

People who make great pixel are:
 marurun
 fatyogi
 blibbles
 bakasm
 ayato
 PRGuitarman
 basuke

These guys are going to be a big inspiration, maybe I'll work up the nerve to actually try to talk to one of them for help ^-^;

3 things meme stolen from  vivikun =3

Three names you go by, other than your given name:
1. Sinin
2. Whitle
3. Kevvy

Three screen names you've had:
1. Hacker1092683125
2. UsuallyLate
3. Nivek92

Three physical things you like about yourself:
1. My eyes
2. My tan
3. My hair

Three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. Belly
2. Skin
3. Nipples

Three parts of your heritage:
1. Native American (Pueblo)
2. Some Mexican
3. white >.>

Three things you are wearing right now:
1. Tie Dye Shirt
2. Pajama Bottoms
3. ....Thats it

Three favorite bands/musical artists:
1. All Time Low
2. Phone Calls From Home
3. Glee Cast

Three favorite songs (currently, not all the time):
1. Six feet under the stars
2. Coming back to the world
3. Like a Prayer

Three things you want in a relationship:
1. Trust
2. Friendship
3. Understanding

Three physical things about the preferred sex that appeal to you:
1. Height, I don't really like to tower over someone
2. Body type, usually the skinny guys who like me tend to be picky about what they eat.
3. Cuddler =3

Three of your favorite hobbies:
1. Videogames
2. Movies
3. Music

Three things that scare you:
1. Dark
2. Being Alone
3. Crime

Three of your everyday essentials.
1. Foooooooooood
2. Ciggs
3. Hat

Three places you want to go on vacation:
1. Japan
2. Brazil
3. Italy

Three nicknames you dislike:
1. Kev
2. Fag
3. Whore

Three careers you have considered/are considering:
1. Massage Therapist
2. Chef
3. Ice Cream man

Three ways you are stereotypically a man:
1. I have a penis
2. I like to drink
3. I wear pants?

Three ways you are stereotypically a woman:
1. I like guys
2. I like jewelry
3. I like clothes and fashion

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. Fall in love
2. See The Northern Lights
3. Adopt

Three things you want to do really badly right now:
1. Drive
2. Live in my own apartment
3. get a new job

[x] - You like cheese.
[ ] - You hate peanuts.
[x] - You agree that this quiz is random.
[x] - You have farted today.
[x] - You have choked on something.
[ ] - You are a writer.
[x] - You smoke.
[x] - You like to swim.
[x] - You have farted more than once today.
[x] - You like ice cream.
TOTAL SO FAR = 8

[x] - You have lied more than 10 times.
[ ] - You are an only child.
[x] - You have more than 3 pets.
[x] - You prefer water to other drinks.
[ ] - You are an alcoholic.
[x] - You are under 20 years old.
[ ] - You are over 30 years old.
[ ] - You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] - You like jewelry.
[x] - Your favorite music genre is rock.
TOTAL SO FAR = 14

[x] - You weigh more than 140 lbs.
[x] - You like pirates.
[x] - You like anime.
[x] - You are a fangirl/fanboy of something.
TOTAL SO FAR = 18

[ ] - You take a prescription drug every day.
[x] - You have a job.
[x] - You live with your parents.
[ ] - You like to eat eggs.
[ ] - You have a religion.
[ ] - You dress stranger than other people.
TOTAL SO FAR = 20

[ ] - You have had diarrhea in the past 2 weeks.
[x] - You have eaten something odd before.
[ ] - You are bad at math.
[x] - You love electronics.
[x] - Someone/something has pissed you off in the past week.
[x] - You cuss a lot.
[x] - You believe in aliens.
[x] - You play video games.
[ ] - You have low self-esteem.
[ ] - You carry a purse.
TOTAL SO FAR = 26

[x] - You like flowers.
[x] - You are bisexual or homosexual
[x] - You are a Capricorn or a Scorpio.
[x] - You have used tarot before.
[x] - You believe in ghosts.
[ ] - You think *The-Fun-Group is awesome. ( Lol? http://thefungroup.com/ )
[ ] - You like ~Fotus9's horoscopes better than *An-Unsure-Thing's.
[ ] - You thought today's funny saying was really funny.
[ ] - You have gotten one of the daily riddle's right.
[x] - You have gotten in/came close to being in a fist fight.
TOTAL SO FAR = 32

[x] - You like fire.
[ ] - You have fainted or passed out before.
[ ] - You have cooked a full meal for your family before.
[x] - You live in America.
[ ] - You use hand sanitizer a lot.
[x] - You consider yourself a nerd.
[ ] - You have tried chewing tobacco.
[ ] - You are a conspiracy theorist.
[ ] - You sleep in the nude.
[ ] - You will tag people to do this.
TOTAL SO FAR = 35

[x] - You have imagined yourself being famous.
[x] - You own a stuffed animal.
[x] - You like watermelon.
[ ] - You live in Europe.
[x] - You have a fetish for something.
[x] - You fidget a lot.
[x] - You agree that this quiz has nothing to do with anything.
[ ] - You won't re-post this quiz.
[ ] - You have your own personal computer and don't share one.
[x] - You have a brother.
TOTAL SO FAR = 42

[ ] - You can cook well.
[x] - You like to party.
[x] - You are a bad dancer.
[ ] - You are a professional dancer.
[x] - You have crossed paths with a black cat.
[x] - You have a friend that you think is crazy.
[x] - You have under 10 good, close friends.
[x] - You are anticipating your answer to this quiz.
[x] - You have run away from something.
[ ] - You have watched the movie: "X Men 3".
TOTAL SO FAR = 49

[x]- You like to mix soft drinks together.
[x] - You have done an odd experiment
[x] - People have stared at you oddly in public.
[ ] - Your grandmother(s) are still alive.
[x] - You have a step-mom or dad.
[ ] - You hate to be tagged.
[x] - You have been a member to dA for under 3 months.
[ ] - You have a dA subscription.
[x] - Your hair is brown.
[x] - You love to eat candy.
TOTAL SO FAR = 56

[x] - You have dressed up for Halloween.
[ ] - You love cats.
[ ] - You have a quirky personality.
[x] - You are a coffee addict.
[x] - You live near a body of water.
[x] - You have/had a toothache.
[ ] - You currently have to go to the bathroom.
[ ]- You like reading others' answers to "What would you do?".
[x] - You use the term: "Epic Fail".
GRAND TOTAL = 61

Find your score & re-post this titled as "I'm __, ______________". (Put your answer in the blank.)


0-25 = A spaceship.
26 = Corn.
27 = The Chosen One.
28 = A donkey.
29 = Flashlight.
30 = Weed.
31 = Stalker.
32 = Poodle.
33 = A turd.
34 = Pacifier.
35 = Chili.
36 = A continent.
37 = Bamboo.
38 = A Nissan Skyline.
39 = Pedophile.
40 = A rather large and smelly fish.
41 = Parachute.
42 = Mob of angry sheep.
43 = A clone of yourself.
44 = A mortified chocolate deer antler.
45 = Pincushion.
46 = Toilet seat.
47 = Ninja.
48 = Psycho passion fruit.
49 = Yellow snow.
50 = Flammable.
51 = A poison Easter basket.
52 = A dirty diaper.
53 = Mammary gland.
54 = A moose humping a guardrail.
55 = An illegal immigrant.
56 = Tofu.
57 = Microscopic testicle fuzz.
58 = Staple gun.
59 = Tail feather.
60 = A white rapper.
61 = A shotgun shell.
62 = Sexy as hell.
63 = A popcorn fart.
64 = A rusty, herpes infected needle.
65 = Fortune cookie.
66 = Barack Obama.
67 = Chinchilla.
68 = Weapon of mass destruction.
69 = An epic failure at everything.
70 = A semi-proportionate and anonymous fish scale.
71 = Naughty nymphomaniac.
72 = Bicycle tire.
73 = Sweat.
74 = The Bubonic Plague.
75 = Turkey.
76 = Amoeba.
77 = A lice-infected hobo.
78 = The ruler of all evil.
79 = Horny toad.
80 = Fairy Godmother.
81 = Tuba.
82 = Anorexic llama capillary.
83 = Moldy snot.
84 = Miley Cyrus wannabe.
85 = Doppelganger.
86 = Future porn star.
87 = Unnatural disaster.
88 = Statistical database.
89 = Genital lice.
90 = Rocket launcher.
91 = Ruby vomit.
92 = Maggot.
93 = Selfish antagonistic poofing cat.
94 = Pudding.
95 = A gravy train.
96 = Santa Claus.
97 = Paris Hilton's big toe.
98 = Decaying insect corpse.
99 = Blood bank.
100 = Freak of nature and humanity.

I felt like typing before bed.

Lately I've been thinking about my life and all of my choices and other stuff. I look at my FB and all the statuses are "Going to college :D" "Going back to Highschool! D:" or "I love my baby boooooooo" And I realize that I'm bored with my life and right now there is so much holding me back from what I want. What do I want?

A real relationship. I could say I was only in love once and even then it didn't last long. I've dated 4-5 guys but I never felt the 100% trusting loving supporting feeling that I hear most people would expect.

A lot of things are worrying me, but I guess I should just go to sleep and try to get my life on track, no matter how long that takes.

Rules:
1. Go to Google and type, "You know you're from (your city or state) when...." (hit "I'm feeling lucky")
2. Cut and paste the list.
3. Bold the items that apply to you

*******************************

You know your from Baltimore when ...

1. You could pick crabs before you could walk.

2. From snow to hurricanes to heat waves, you've seen every kind of weather imaginable.

3. 695 gets you everywhere.

4. You stress the "Oh" in the U.S. National Anthem.

5. It's "DC", not "Washington"; "Hopkins", not "Johns Hopkins", and "goin' downa' ocean" means you're off to Ocean City, Bethany, or Rehoboth.

6. You've had relatives imprisoned at Ft. McHenry.

7. Half your high school graduating class went to College Park.

8. The opening of a Wegman's was the greatest thing to happen to your city in ten years.

9. You put Old Bay on everything.

10. You hate the Yankees, the Steelers, and especially the Colts.

11. The murder rate is higher than the graduation rate.

12. You can go 1 inch beyond the city line and know that you're out of the city.

13. You don't wash your clothes, you "warsh" them.

14. You can pronounce "Havre de Grace." (Not the French way, the Baltimore way.)

15. You've gotten lost and ended up in the projects.

16. You know that The Power Plant is not for the production of electricity.

17. You're pissed off that we have to share our only airport with DC (I mean, don't they already have 2?)

18. You remember when the Orioles were good.

19. You say "wuder", not "water".

20. On September 11, when you heard terrorists destroyed the World Trade Center, you thought they meant the tower by the Harbor.

21. You know where to get the best crabs, crab cakes, and crab soup.

22. You eat snowballs, not throw them.

23. Cal Ripken was your childhood hero.

24. You're considered a Southerner when visiting New England, and you're a Yankee when visiting the South.

25. Distance is measured in minutes.

26. You know when to avoid the Bay Bridge.

27. Every one of your parents' childhood memories revolves around a Colts game.

28. A Berger is not something you grill.

29. Your Senator's website features a recipe for crabcakes.

30. You can spot a Baltimore accent immediately.

31. You watch a John Waters or Barry Levinson movie and recognize someone.

32. Artscape is the event of the season.

33. Five homicides is a good day for your town.

34. Lacrosse ain't no city in Wisconsin.

35. School is out when there's an inch of snow, but when you can't get out of your driveway you somehow have to go.

36. You know what Natty Boh is.

37. The idea of crabs without Old Bay makes you sick.

38. You think living 45 minutes from the nation's capital, 1.5 hours from Philadelphia, and 3.5 hours from New York City is the greatest thing in the world.

39. You think HBO's "The Wire" isn't violent enough.

40. Your car has a bumper sticker that says "BLIEVE HON"

41. The Washington Monument in your city is not a white obelisk.

42. You go to The Fudgery at The Harborplace just to hear singing.

43. You didn't realize that horses race at Preakness.

44. You leave the U.S. and people ask you where you're from, you reply "near Washington" to avoid confusion.

What more do I need?

An actual job. Good friends to talk to. Great music. Food to eat. I am content right now.

Stolen from  racthetmechanic

1. Smoked. (X)
2. Drank alcohol. (X)
3. Cried when someone died. (X)
4. Been drunk. (X)
5. Had sex. (X)
6. Been to a concert. (X)
7. Gotten/given a handjob. (X)
8. Gotten/given a blowjob. (X)
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed. (X)
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. ( )

9/10

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up. (X)
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. (X)
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. (X)
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. ( )
15. Been to prom. (X)
16. Cried at school. (X)
17. Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store. (X)
18. Went streaking. ( )
19. Given or received a lap dance. (X)
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. (X)

17/20

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over. (X)
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house. (X)
23. Kissed a stranger. (X)
24. Hugged a stranger. (X)
25. Went scuba diving. (X)
26. Driven a car. (X)
27. Gotten an x-ray. (X)
28. Hit by a car. ( )
29. Had a party. ( )
30. Done serious drugs. (X)

25/30

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball. ( )
32. Got paid to strip for someone. ( )
33. Run away from home. ( )
34. Broken a bone. ( )
35. Eaten sushi. (X)
36. Bought porn. (X)
37. Watched porn. (X)
38. Made porn. ( )
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex. (X)
40. Been in love. ( )

29/40

41. French kissed. (X)
42. Laughed so hard you cried. (X)
43. Cried yourself to sleep. (X)
44. Laughed yourself to sleep. ( )
45. Stabbed yourself. ( )
46. Shot a gun. (X)
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. (X)
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. (X)
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. (X)
50. Watched an animal die. (X)

36/50

51. Watched a person die. ( )
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present. (X)
53. Pranked somebody. (X)
54. Put somebody in the hospital. (X)
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out. ( )
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex. (X)
57. Dressed punk. (X)
58. Dressed goth. ( )
59. Dressed preppy. (X)
60. Been to a motocross race. (X)

43/60

61. Avoided somebody. (X)
62. Been stalked. (X)
63. Stalked someone. (X)
64. Met a celebrity. ()
65. Played an instrument. (X)
66. Ridden a horse. (X)
67. Cut yourself. ( )
68. Bungee jumped. (X)
69. Ding dong ditched somebody. (X)
70. Been to a wild party. (X)

51/70

71. Got caught stealing something. ( )
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls. (X)
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend. (X)
74. Gone out with your friend's crush. (X)
75. Got arrested. ( )
76. Been pregnant. ( )
77. Babysat. (X)
78. Been to another country. (X)
79. Started your house on fire. ( )
80. Had an encounter with a ghost. (X)

57/80

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients. ( )
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by. (X)
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex. ( )
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more. (X)
85. Sat on your butt all day. (X)
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself. (X)
87. Had a job. (X)
88. Gotten cut from a sports team. ()
89. Been called a whore. (X)
90. Danced like a whore. (X)

63/90

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity. (X)
92. Been in a car accident. ( )
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes. (X)
94. Been told you have beautiful hair. (X)
95. Raped somebody. ( )
96. Danced in the rain. (X)
97. Been rejected. (X)
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying. ( )
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face. (X)
100. Been raped. ( )

69/100


Of course I get 69! I'm just a fucking whore XD

Well I've been trying to get new jobs for about 2 years, but that has failed.

So after 3 years at the movie theater and 4-5 summers at the snowball stand, someone might try to get me a full time job at FedEx. Way better pay and better hours.

This song really reminds me of a lot of people and is my lifes anthem right now

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XHFh.....eature=channel

And as some of you may not know, but I have an addiction to harmonies and certain notes that send a tingle up my spine.

I know, I'm odd but at least I'm happy =']

So the convention was a lot of fun and got plenty of cool stuff, but waiting for me back home were turn off notices, no food, and drama. I swear trying to live is really hard.

My lifes checklist:
College
Drivers Education
Move out
Be in love
Make a difference
Live a comfortable life
Adopt
See the Northern Lights


There will probably be more when I age, but this is still asking a lot out of myself. Well, time to go destroy my lungs real quick.

RULES.

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 truths about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end you have to choose 8 1 people to tag, and post their its icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their page and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. NO tag-backs.



Got tagged by  vivikun =D

1. I'm not really good at playing instruments
2. I'm kind of a slut
3. I never have enough drive to finish things like games and stuff
4. I am VERY lazy
5. I kinda don't like sex, but I LOVE to cuddle and spoon
6. I can never really stick with a religion
7. I prefer older, older guys
8. I can be very selfish at times, but only about money


I will tag....everyone that wants to do this ^^;

I'm in my Cinnamon Hot Air Balloon
Looking down at people who I'll see soon
I may be a bother
But I am like an otter
Using resources like my father

Up in the air
Without a care
Strumming like a maniac
For I'm an insomniac
I can't write like Meyer
I wonder if the cafe will Hire

The camp fire snaps
As I, turn my back
I'll be back
With wood



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Yeah this is what I have so far, nothing big, just something that came up in a conversation with  karupanda and  vivikun aka The coolest guys around =D

Otakon is tomorrow and I still need to get my badge. The downside of this convention is that I won't be online to talk to my best friends untill about Sunday. Oh well, I'll have pics of my adventure there.

Nothing really to update. Been working for 3 days straight, and then having the rest of the week off kinda messes up my sleep.

OTAKON this weekend!!! :D

I got my commission from  marcothecat and I am so happy with the results!

He even made it icon sized because I'm too lazy to do it XD

BUT fa won't let me change my icon at the moment D:

OH WELL.

Also I have not seen any pokemon in the clouds today, only Digimon and nintendo characters! D:

Oh well, didn't have my camera anyway XD

So relationships are really confusing

I'm typing this as I should be getting ready for work but I don't have a ride yet

I've actually been making some fur friends!

So far  vivikun and  karupanda are pretty cool and fun to chat with. Karu is even making a chibi sketch for me :D

I've talked to two MD Furs and they are both pretty cool too.

I've long accepted that i like furs but it just seems to odd to be around my friends and they talk about furfags.

I don't know, going to shower.

Laterz~

Ovaltine is pretty amazing

Time to buy my own cigarettes and look at porn legally...:]

I'm in a really good mood these days!

I've taken guitar in school so my love for music won't die! Anyone know any simple songs I could practice.

I've gotten my WoW back so my social life can go suck it! lol

Took weight training and I just feel awesome all over

So what about you?

What are you guys really glad to have these days ^^