MOVED ACCOUNTS
Posted a year agoA recent situation has caused me to move accounts to
Gigavee
If you would like to know what happened you can read more about it on my twitter: https://twitter.com/Gigavee_/status.....22147671986602

If you would like to know what happened you can read more about it on my twitter: https://twitter.com/Gigavee_/status.....22147671986602
Commissions Open!
Posted a year agoLast day to enter the 1k followers raffle
Posted a year agoLast day to join before I pick two winners around 4pm est tomorrow https://twitter.com/Sizevee_/status.....tGxfQ&s=19
1k followers raffle on my X/Twitter
Posted a year agoDoing a raffle on my Twitter/X for reaching 1k followers https://twitter.com/Sizevee_/status.....6FRnw&s=19
Commissions Open
Posted 2 years agoLow on money so I'm opening up 5 commission slots and 1 animation commission. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53573973/
2022....was not the best
Posted 2 years agoSo....it's pretty much been a year since I started making macro content here and honestly....it hasn't been fun. It's been extremely hard for me mentally. For the last 12 months I've had to go through way more challenges mentally that it was at a breaking point. I've never really been suicidal but last year was just....it was getting too much. I was never actually gonna do it since I love my personal life and stuff. It was just that the intrusive thoughts were a little louder yk? The weight of school, work, discord, and YT was just so much to take on. What really made it worse was some of the people I've interacted with. I really thought this community was gonna be all fun but I was very wrong. I've been hurt and betrayed by 4 people. 3 of which I considered friends. I had to ban and block my head mod because their anger issues were out of control. They have actually changed and I'm back on speaking terms with them but still those moments hurt. Then one of my discord mods was completely abusing their powers and deleting member's messages out of jealously. They had been doing it for months and I never caught them until recently. Then my other friend is just so envious and mostly refuses to seek therapy. Idk what they want me to do. I'm not a therapist. Idk how to handle their problems and emotions. Idk what to do. But when I tell them to go to a therapist they give me a million reasons why they can't. It's to the point that I've had to threaten our friendship because I just can't handle them anymore. The community just made this whole thing way worse. And idk what to do. I honestly just wanna return to my old life. When I was just someone who wasn't involved with the macro community in anyway. Don't get me wrong I still love it here and I've made some great friends but....I've had more bad and stressful moments then fun and happy ones. I really don't know what to do honestly. I've just not had a lot of fun here. I'm gonna stick it out and hope that this year is better but I honestly don't know how much more I can take. I've had too many breakdowns to keep going any longer. I'm really hoping this year is better.