I would say that I am going to go out and actually talk to people and make friends in the states and be social and not dislike myself as much as I do (along with attempting to get better grades then I have been)

But I know better. Hasn't happened the last few years I've said that, not going to happen this next year.

Get to go to my friend's house and chill tonight to bring in the new year, hopefully will be fun!! Even if it's going to be like...4 people in total, haha. Better than sitting in my room talking to people over AIM or something.

I AM HOME <:
Some random guy at LAX got me a hot cocoa out of the blue, which made up for my shitty flight, then one of the guys next to me on my long flight was nice to talk to, which made up for that flight being shitty too, HOORAY.
But now I am home and I get to snuggle with my puppies and see my friends and just be happy for a month, yay yay yay.

Two days two days two days aaaaaaaaa!!!! :D
I need to finish packing in like...3 hours though, and I am just so confused as to how I am going to get everything to fit, stupid presents for people. My room is a huge mess too, should probably clean that before I leave lmao ): That isn't super likely though because I am horrible.
I also have things I need to draw aaaaaaack sorry to anyone who is waiting oh god. And the people who aren't waiting I'm sorry that any possible Christmas drawings are going to be late most likely whoops.
/wasting time augh

http://www.formspring.me/awkwardhue
Yeah I ended up making one ):
Not really expecting any questions, but hey might as well post the link I guess!!!

Even though the worst things are now over for the most part, I still am dying for this semester to end so I can fly back home, augh. I at least now know when I'm flying out!! So yay, don't have to stress about not knowing for sure, hahaha.
Just so exhausted lately, augh.

Woo Texas went better than I thought it would, but I am so happy to be back home now. Well, second-home, hahaha.
Saw so many houses that I could actually picture myself living in in Texas, but who knows when my parents are actually going to start trying to buy one, sigh.

Kind of just want to bum around and not do anything at all for a few days

Idk I am bored, sorry, haha.

Put your music player on shuffle or random or whatever. What are the first twenty songs that come up? Explain why they are in your library, please.

1. 'Nerd Alert!' by The Aquabats
I am a bit of an Aquabats fan, gotta admit. Their songs are just so funnnn.
2. 'If Tragedy's Appealing, Then Disaster's an Addiction' by Moneen
UH idk I just like it. The Moneen songs that I have I like, idkidk.
3. 'Around The Horn (Louis XIV Remix)' by The Bronx.
Uh I have this because I got the Snakes On A Plane soundtrack lmaooo.
4. 'Miserere' by The Cat Empire
I have this song 'cause The Cat Empire is amazing aaaaugh. Just actually got two full albums of theirs, instead of just random songs. ABOUT TIME goddamn.
5. 'Harry Sees Dragons' from the GOF Soundtrack
Because I am a huge lame-o augh.
6. 'Do The Hippogriff' by The Weird Sisters
Again I am a lame-o oh jesus this is getting embarrassing.
7. 'It's Official! We're Booorrrrrriiiiing!!!' by Bomb The Music Industry
A FRIEND suggested I listen to them and they are pretty cool yeah!
8. 'We're All Dudes' by Kel Mitchell and Less Than Jake
BECAUSE I LOVED GOOD BURGER aaaaaahahahahs;dlkfj
9. 'Baby Got Back' by Throwdown
I kind of adore (and have) Sir Mixalot's version of this song too, but the fact that this is all rock and screaming and stuff just makes me happy idek man. My favorite part is the 'my anaconda don't want none unless you got buns hun' ohmygod.
10. 'Business Time' by Flight Of The Conchords
Because I adore them and will forever love this song. Makes Wednesdays amazing.
11. 'Never Slept so Soundly' by Rx Bandits
This band is fucking amazing and just a;lsjkcdf why wouldn't I have this song. I need to see these guys live oooooooooohmygod.
12. 'Wayne Gretzky' by Goldfinger
This song just makes me smile. Also Goldfinger is pretty cool from what I've heard.
13. 'The General' by Dispatch
Aaaaa this song is just so pretty idk I just really enjoy it. Can listen to it all the time.
14. 'Lay Your Head Down' by Mad Caddies
Aaaa their stuff is just so nice sounding. HORNS MMMMMMMM<3
15. 'Chim Chim Cher-ee' by....All is what it says hahaha. FROM DIVE INTO DISNEY.
This CD and Most Pit On Disney are just so much fun ohgod. Both Japanese and American bands doing Disney covers, makes me way too happy.
16. 'Dancing In A Circle' by Ellegarden
PRETTY RAD BAND wish Pizza Man popped up instead, lmao. MY BROTHER was friends with a guy who was like bros with this band, no joke. Pretty fun stuuuuff.
17. 'Sunshine On My Back' by Bassui
MY BROTHER IS BROS WITH THIS BAND HIMSELF lmao. They are pretty rad and I need to see them live ):< They better be playing shows while I am back home I swear.
18. 'Enkidu, A Stalward Wizard' by Songstowearpantsto.com
Uh I used to go to this site all the time. The guy is pretty rad, gotta say. Just...keep forgetting to go and listen to any of his new stuff hahahaha.
19. 'The Lion Sleeps Tonight' by Tonic Sol-Fa
This is a muppets version of The Lion Sleeps Tonight. I am sorry I am like secretly 8 years old aaaaa
20. 'Doginabag' by The Fratellis
THESE GUYS ARE PRETTY RAD at first I didn't like them a whole lot but now I rather enjoy themmmm idek. Like when I heard them on music stations and stuff I was like 'eh okay' but then my friend sent me the CD and I actually like their stuff woo!!

Augh flying over to Austin Saturday afternoon, leaving here like crazy early in the morning. AUGHaughaugh. I hope this goes well oh god I am going to stress over this like crazy I just know it.

Wanting to get that stupid super long thing off of my page, Jesuschrist.

Man so I think my friends are going to leave me to go to Korea over winterbreak, the butts. I'd tag along but uh I actually have to worry about money, unlike them. This is pretty much always the case, augh. But hey at least I know about this now and can plan to be a bum for however long they are gone!! Instead of finding out the day that I land back in Japan or something. GIVES ME TIME TO SPEND WITH MY PUPPIES aaaaaaaaa<33 /fag.

I AM OPEN FOR COMMISSIONS, if anyone is interested, not like anyone will be but hey why not say it anywho.

And uh, stealing this from  namelessenemy!!

What's your honest impression of me based off my art and page?

Kissed any one of your Furaffinity friends?
Haven't even met any of them, what no.

Been arrested?
I am too much of a goody-two-shoes

Kissed someone you didn't like?
I haven't even kissed anyone jeeeeez.

Slept in until 5 PM?
Hahaha nah.

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Ohgodno, I have like this inability to sleep during school, idek. I'LL REALLY WANT TO but the thought of the prof/teacher seeing me worries me far too much.

Held a snake?
YES C:

Ran a red light?
Not on purpose!! It was yellow when I was driving through it, sob.

Been suspended from school?
OH GOSH NO I was the kid that got like all A's ):

Experienced love at first sight?
PFF no.

Totaled your car in an accident?
Ohgodno.

Been fired from a job?
I haven't had a job to be fired from!!

Fired somebody?
Lmao no way.

Sung karaoke?
JAPANESE-KIND, YESSSSSSSSSSS that is the most fun ever I love it. I am so sorry friends for enjoying it so much ): No one should have to deal with my singing voice as much as you all do.

Pointed a gun at someone?
Whwhat no.

Did something you told yourself you wouldn't?
Hahaa yeah.

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
MMMYEP

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Ohjesus when it snows I run away to where it is warm.

Kissed in the rain?
N/A ):

Had a close brush with death (your own)?
UH not really. I guess there's always that possibility whenever you go and have a surgery, but the kind that I have had done weren't near vital organs (just an important artery oh boy) so I don't really consider them to be that bad! WOO.

Saw someone die?
Nope nope.

Played Spin-the-Bottle?
LMAO who would want to play that with me what. Also I was a lame-o in school (Or rather I still am) and never went to any sort of party at all.

Smoked a cigar?
Fuck that shit ):<

Sat on a rooftop?
I am pretty sure!

Smuggled something into another country?
Uh nope!?

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes?
Not that I can remember! This reminded me of the time that my cousin's-then-boyfriend (now husband) threw me into the pool which resulted in the worst bellyflop I have ever had. /RAMBLES FOREVER

Broken a bone?
MMMMMYEP once I am like in my mid/late twenties though hopefully people won't be able to tell as quickly as they can now!!!!

Skipped school?
Lmao now I have /worst student

Eaten a bug?
Probably when I was little. I was pretty gross back in the day.

Walked on a moonlit beach?
Uuuh don't think so, that just sounds so prettyyyyyy.

Ridden a motorcycle?
I have sat on a few!! All of them = my dad's, haha.

Dumped someone?
PFF haven't had anyone to dump, silly!!

Forgotten your anniversary?
UUH the only anniversary I have is the one of when I broke my leg, so I can remember it pretty well woo!!!

Lied to avoid a ticket?
Haven't had to yet!!

Ridden in a helicopter?
Oh god no I would die.

Shaved your head?
I have actually considered doing this!

Blacked out from drinking?
Pfff nope, haven't even gotten drunk yet.

Played a prank on someone?
I am pretty horrible at doing that, hahaha.

Hit a home run?
I am not a fan of sports!

Felt like killing someone?
YEP.

Cross-dressed?
Yes P:

Been falling-down drunk?
Nope nope.

Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
N/A.
Also I just don't like making people cry ever period so I sure hope that doesn't happen.

Eaten snake?
Noooooo why would I do that whatno.

Marched/Protested?
Have considered doing so! But nope.

Had Mexican jumping beans for pets?
What, no.

Puked on an amusement ride?
Haaahaha no.

Seriously & intentionally boycotted something?
Uuuh not that I can remember?

Knitted?
YES I have my knitting needles out and everything, kind of wanna get more yarn and make myself a new scarf /lame.

Been on TV?
Uh actually I think yes. Sadly.

Shot a gun?
Ew no.

Skinny-dipped?
NO though I admit it sounds kind of fun.

Given someone stitches?
Noooooooooope!

Eaten a whole habenero pepper?
Fuck that hahahahs;ldfj. Spicy food ewww.

Ridden a surfboard?
UH no but I used to have one in my room 'cause of my older brother!

Drunk straight from a liquor bottle?
NOPE.

Had surgery?
13 and counting!!

Streaked?
Hahaha no.

Been taken by ambulance to a hospital?
YEP.

Tripped on mushrooms?
Noooope but one of my friends wants to! I'll have to ask him when/if he does how it goes.

when NOT drinking?
I do not understand this question!

Peed on a bush?
Uuuh pretty sure nope!

Donated Blood?
YEP wanna do so again aaaa.

Grabbed electric fence?
Why in the world would I do that, what.

Eaten alligator meat?
Ewwwww no no no.

Eaten cheesecake?
Yes P:

Killed an animal when not hunting?
Unless I have run over squirrels without knowing about it, no ):

Peed your pants in public?
Uh maybe when I was little little?

Snuck into a movie without paying?
Yes ): My cousin's bf used to work at a movie theater whoops.

Written graffiti?
Pff nah.

Still love someone you shouldn't?
NOPE.

Think about the future?
Pretty often, which then stresses me out oh boy.

Been in handcuffs?
Nope!

Believe in love?
Sure! Why not.

bungee jump?
Never never never never never.

drowned?
Whwhat.

kicked some guy in his jewels?
UH maybe my older brother, but otherwise nah. THOUGH ONE TIME in like 4th or 5th grade, I was swinging, and this guy was running around, and I swung up and he ran right into my feet and I therefore kicked him in the head (and I actually had a crush on him so overall it was pretty much the worst thing). I FELT PRETTY HORRIBLE.

ass faced?
Whwhat.

ever had suicidal thoughts?
YEPPP!!!!! HOORAY. Awesome way to end this.


Ohmygod I am so bored. Also this is going to be insanely long ewwwww.

SO for any dudes that watch me for some reason, do you think that tights/leggings under skirts looks weird? Back home that's pretty common fashion, so when my friend told me that she heard American guys don't really go for that, I was confused, haha. STILL GONNA DO IT ANYWHO I just wanna hear what you guys think!

ALSO god I need to get boots auuuuuugh. Converse in wintertime does not really protect my feet at all. ANYONE HAVE STORE SUGGESTIONS? Lmaoidek.

I CAME HERE TO RAMBLE and it's about clothes this is so not good. I don't even have money to get anything lmao. Rarely have enough for gas pfffffffffff.

I sure hope I don't screw up tomorrow, auuuuugh.
Should finish what I'm working on and attempt to sleep, sigh.

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.

I am going to fail miserably at this I can already tell hahahas;ldfj.
Also today was a weird but good day! Kind of needed it haha.

I dislike getting random bouts of feeling horrible about myself in every which way.
IN ONE OF THOSE NOW oh boy totes awesome.

Halloween was alright, at least got to chill with some people closer to my age for once, haha.
How was all of your guys'? HOPEFULLY RAD!!

Super close to getting 1000 pageviews whatwhat.
Whoever gets a screencap of it gets a picture? :D /no one will do this I bet.

Uh. School is stressing me out loads, funtimes.
Commissions are still open, if anyone is interested, guessing not though hahahlskdjf.
UHM. Yeah I don't really have anything to say whoops. Hope you guys aren't getting annoyed with me posting so often.

It'd be nice if there was like an lj-cut type thing to use on FA/DA journals, ah well, hahah.
Working on Astronomy and then spending all day in classes, oh boy.
Kind of want/need to talk to my mom about some stuff; stupid timezones and her going to bed insanely early, sigh. /stresses over minuscule things.

• × • ALL | ABOUT | ME • × •

- Name: Meg
- Single or taken: Single since forever.
- Sex: Gurrrrrrrl
- Birthday: May 22, 1990
- Sign: Gemini
- Hair color: Brown
- Eye color: Hazel
- Height: 5' 8.5"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bi.


• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: Cheap places, hahaha. Or to just get them from people, that's swell too.
- Favorite designer?: I do not give a shit.
- What is your sexiest outfit?: Lmao I can't be sexy so that is N/A.
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: PJbottoms and wifebeater/baggy shirt mmm.
- What do you usually wear?: Jeans and a tanktop or tee and flipflops.


• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Head&Shoulders, TreSemme for conditioner woo.
- What are you listening to right now?: Nocturne in G minor by Chopin <333
- Who is the last person that called you?: UH on the actual phone? A wrong number. On Skype, my mom.
- How many buddies are online right now?: On all of my messengers? Uh. 18? Includes multiples of the same person though.


• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •

- Food: Food in general is my favorite.
- Girls' names: I could honestly care less.
- Boys' names: Same here.
- Subjects in school: Currently it's Japanese and Drawing, and from highschool, baaaaand.
- Animals: Far far too many, hahaha.


• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •

- Given anyone a bath?: Maybe like my little brother when he was a baby? IDK.
- Smoked?: God I'm around smokers so often my lungs don't me to fucking smoke a;lskdjf they're fucked up enough.
- Bungee jumped?: God no.
- Made yourself throw up?: Nooope was close once, 'cause I felt so sick, then I didn't have to force it yay!
- Skinny dipped?: Hahaha no.
- Ever been in love?: Lmao no
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: I hate crying in front of people, so no.
- Pictured your crush naked?: Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmahahaa
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Alas
- Cried when someone died?: Yepyep
- Lied: Far too often.
- Fallen for your best friend?: Sadly
- Used someone?: Noooope
- Done something you regret?: Yep.


• × • C U R R E N T • × •

- Clothes: High school gym shorts and handmedown shirt from my older brother.
- Desktop picture: Uhh it has a deer and stuff and is black, idk.
- CD in player: UH my Tally Hall CD is currently in my car?
- DVD in player: There is nothing in there, I tend to take the DVD I watched out of the player when I'm done, for some odd reason.


• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •

- You touched: ACTUALLY I don't think I've actually touched anyone today lmao.
- Hugged: Probably my aunt
- You kissed: My puppies when I was leaving them to go back to the states sob
- You IMed: My friend Mel
- Talk to online: My mom, then before that my friend Tash woohoo.
- You sexed it up with: Myself ):


• × • A R E | Y O U • × •

- Understanding?: I try to be.
- Open-minded?: Yepyep.
- Arrogant?: I hope not a;lsjk
- Insecure?: Ohgodyes.
- Random?: I actually enjoy routines and plans somewhat so no.
- Hungry?: For once, no!
- Smart?: I do not think so.
- Moody?: Eeeeh I can be.
- Organized?: Lmao no.
- Shy?: Aaaaayes.
- Difficult?: I try to make others happy far too often so I sure hope not a;lskjfd
- Bored easily?: Most of the time yeah
- Obsessed?: Not really
- Angry?: Not at the current moment!
- Happy?: Meh I'm not that good yet, hahaa.
- Hyper?: I can be I suppose.
- Trusting?: To certain people.


• × • R A N D O M • × •

- In the morning I: Wonder how much longer I can stay in bed.
- Love is: Something that quite a few people have for one another?! I DO NOT KNOW.
- I dream about: The weirdest crap.
- Sexual preference: This was already asked |:
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: I DO NOT KNOW depends on the person and if it is a chick or dude.


• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × •

- Coke or Pepsi: Eeh they're both alright.
- Flowers or candy: You can eat candy.
- Tall or short: Either is fine.


• × • W H O • × •

- Makes you laugh the most: MY FRIIIIIENDS~
- Makes you smile: Same answer I suppose, though when I'm not on the internet talking to said friends I am not usually smiling whooops. :\
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Derp.


• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: I have a few times, yeah.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Far more often then people would assume.
- Wish you were younger?: Nope.
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Eeeh I haven't officially yet, but it's getting way easier to get me all teary eyed.


• × • N U M B E R • × •

- Of times I have had my heart broken?: 0
- Of guys I've kissed: 0
- Of girls I've kissed: 0
- Of Cd's I own: Barely any at all whoops.
- Of scars on my body: Far too many, mostly on my gimp leg.

AND THEN IT WASN'T EXCITING OHWELL.

I'm thinking of lowering the prices for commissions ;lksjdf

OKAY so I think I will finally start doing commissions, considering I have a car that needs gas and insurance and repairs money pretty regularly it seems, and getting a job in California for someone with no previous work experience is pretty much impossible! Also helping out my parents some money-wise would be pretty swell too.

SO UH, for these first few ones, I'd like to keep them relatively clean, meaning that I'll draw boobs, but that's the most mature I'll get, haha.

Sketch: $7 Examples: 1 2 3
Colored Sketch: $14 Examples: 1 2
Long Neck'd style: $15 Examples: 1 2

I'll be taking three slots for each type at first, I suppose!

Sketch
1.
2.
3.

Colored Sketch
1.
2.
3.

Long Neck
1.
2.
3.

Uuuuh, PM me details and whatnot I guess, and for my paypal email.
And yeah paypal is the only method of payment I'm accepting at the moment sorryyyyy.

I brought my tablet with me, thinking I'd actually draw some stuff on the computer and everything while I'm over at my folks' friend's house for the week.
I ended up forgetting my tablet pen. Sighhhhh.
Oh well oh well.

One of said folks' friends is a graphic designer and is insisting that I show her a portfolio and help her paint fire over her stove. Aaaaaas;ldkfj. I at least cleaned up my deviantart so I could possibly show her that. But just. I get all weird when family or friends of family see my drawings I don't even know why. Oh maybe the fact that they're mostly naked women. Hmmmm.

Still thinking of doing commissions idk. I need the money, considering getting a job in California with no previous work experience is king of a bitch. Just a bit.

Gonna leave to go to the airport in a few hours. Not thrilled to be going back at all, but not much I can do. Hopefully I'll get internet relatively soon, but most likely not.
Meh meh meh.
I guess at least I'll be around a scanner? And when I do get internet I'll be able to set up a paypal account and therefore start up commissions, if anyone would actually buy any, lmao :\.
I should get off of my computer and finish up cleaning, whoops.

Aaaaaaaaa whyyyyy do I suck at calling people, mainly...that one guy, hahahs;dlkjf.
WAY TO MAKE ME FEEL KIND OF GUILTY ABOUT THAT, FRIENDS, gosh.

Also fuuuuuuuuck you, art block, augh. I still remember the requests and everythiiiing, I swear a;lkjsdf. I'm just...horrible with requests, ahaha ):. Sorrysorry.

Uuuuuhm.
I'm back home for the summer, which means I don't have my scanner, whoops. Like, I could use my parents' scanner, but meh idk I'd feel awkward scanning in all my drawings and whatever, idk idk. Soooo even less doodles will be up here, augh. Also, being home means I'm actually around friends now, which means I'm not on the computer as often, which in turn also means that I am drawing less, whooooooooooopsies on that one. SO YEAH, art block + no scanner + not drawing on the computer all that often = just less stuff in general, ahhahaa ):

OTHER THAN THOSE THINGS, I am pretty dandy over here in Japan! So hoorah.
Hopefully everyone else is doing alright as well? Do tell!

SO UH. I want to try to get a better feel for drawing different types of furries and whatnot, so I was thinking maybe I could take some requests and draw people's fursonas, if they wanted?
Probably like, first 3-5...if I even get that many people to comment, lmao. I'm not really expecting all that much. I don't even know like, where I'm gonna end up drawing them. Maybe paper, maybe photoshop, maybe Tegaki, idek.

BUT YEAH, go ahead and comment away, and I'll try to get you your picture in a somewhat timely fashion, ahaha.

1.  Anti-Gilz-Fox
2.  SeaweedPrincess - Blinky
3.  chronoteeth
(4&5?idk).

ALSO, I've been wondering this for a while, but never got any sort of response, really, so might as well ask here too? Ahaha. But yeah, I've been thinking of maybe doing commissions for people? But I have no clue if people would actually want to pay for any art from me, let alone how much they would be willing to pay, soooo yeah. Any input is helpful! :'D

Hey there! As I said in my first submission, I am a new user here! Slowly getting the hang of everything, seeing as it's quite different from deviantart, ahaha.
BUT YEAH, sup, I'm Meg. Trying to get back in the hang of drawing anthro art so I can get out of this massive art rut I'm in currently. THAT and I just kind of missed drawing it, ahaha. Not quite sure why I stopped anywho.
Uh...I'm a college freshman? I like music, art, sleep and food, pretty much, ahaha. Actually, I'm a bit of a nerd/dork, but oh well. Cannot be helped, ahah.
If you wanna find out something about me, you can ask I guess? Trying to get better with talking to people over the 'net, ahaha. Slowly but surely, I'll get good at this, haahah.