EDIT: my goal is to make $1400 by june 20th...that will secure first and last on a place for my bf and I..if i cant make that, or at least half of it, probably in for some serious trouble.......><

first and last on a new place: $20/$1400
i have until june 30th at the latest

so my bf, his mom, his sister and i all live together.
my bfs mom has paid our rent late 6 months in a row (even though we all paid his mom on time. we pay her and she sends the money further with her share of the rent.) and we got an eviction notice from our landlord. saying they want to end our tenancy because of rent being late 6 months in a row....even though my bf and his sister and i have paid on time...it was his mom's fuckup, and now we're all being screwed over. its really great...worst of all is no apology, no remorse, nothing. she doesnt give a flying fuck it seems.

so im desperately hunting for a full time job. part time wont do, because it seems like we're all splitting off. moms going somewhere, sister and her bf, and my bf and i.

i dont ask for donations, and i wont ever. but i would like to ask for any other sort of help my watchers..or anyone can offer. signal boosting, join my streams, invite your friends, get some cheap art. everything will be done instream and before payment. no procrastination, no bullshit. im hitting a big bump in my life and i could use any sort of help. even someone to just vent to. i dont want to vent on my bf, i know hes got alot on his plate. if i cant get a full time job by june he'll be stuck supporting us, or i'll need to beg my mom in oakville to let me move in until i can find a job and get some money saved.
ill be posting the stream schedule in the next few days, probably by friday at the latest. if you're interested in a regular commission i can do that aswell, just note me. if you signal boost please tell me so i can draw up something tiny for you. hopefully i can help my bf at least secure first and last on a new place, whether i have my full time job by then or not.

thank you for reading, if you would like more information please ask and i'll answer any question

yeah you guys know my feelings about it. brutal cliquey shit. And the first year I went people were teasing/putting down my overweight friend right infront of us. that changed my whole view from furries being accepting and friendly to same old crap people you'll find anywhere else. of course not all of them are like that but yea. I was also what, like 16? very impressionable at the time, not to mention stubborn as hell.


Anywho. maybe bring my bf, hes not into it and never will be but he has a pug obsession so I'm thinkin of giving him some money and having some artists in the den help somehow flesh out a sona for him. maybe he'll appreciate the fandom more by having his own
character, right?


I really need to get out and socialize. Make some friends even if I can. there's people I briefly met there my first and second go, and I talk to them oh-so-occasionally on here. Don't think they remember me..

People are really intimidated by me or hate me for drama I've caused on here, so I'm unsure if I should even bother going. Like, would you guys (who are going) even want to meet and talk to me? Give me a chance?

Let.me know guys, please! My tax return should be here soon, I'm fully able to go.

The book is pretty bad...the writing, ugh.

But man. My babe and I went yesterday night to see the movie. Talk about SUPER softcore.

This chick moaned at everything, it was waay too exaggerated. Like it actually made me feel uncomfortable. To each their own, like whatever works for you, but I doubt anyone screams in euphoric pleasure and ecstasy when their partner just touches their face. Like cmon...

Christian grey. Lacking any sort of real character.

Ana doesn't know how to shave her legs.

Most intense sex of the movie was her tied to bed posts and getting doggy style fucked. SOFTCORE. TOO MUCH SOFTCORE.

Hmmm...oh something I enjoyed, seeing fox/wolf tails on the wall in his playroom. Being someone who enjoys petplay occasionally, I kinda giggled in my head when I saw that.
And how it ended...blah. idk, I was hoping I'd walk out of the theatre pretty fuckin wet, but nah.


What did you think of the movie?

Title says all really. I'm using the cards for a huge art project!

Please please note me if you're interested with what you have!!

Looking around online and I can't seem to find a website or shop dedicated to or that carries femboy lingerie and other clothing tidbits. I've just been buying female sized lingerie converted into my bb's size...but it'd be nice to find somewhere that makes stuff specifically for the pretty boys around the world. :(

Anyone know where I can find male sized pretty stuff? Like panties, stockings, underbust corsets, that kinda stuff. Maybe in time for vday?

https://www.furbuy.com/seller/DemiseDesigns.html
https://www.furbuy.com/profile/DemiseDesigns.html

there should be about 6+ fursuit pieces on there in the next week or so. keep'a lookin.

http://www.patreon.com/JazzyDemise

Not asking any of you to pledge but to at least share with your friends! Thanks so much

all of my information. birthcard, SIN card, passport, even my immunization record, everything.
i left my purse on a TTC bus last night (toronto transit for those who dont know), and some dishonest person took it and didnt return it. i called lost and found and nothing. they said to check back monday because theres a backlog on the missing items but....idk...

ive called and canceled my passport, SIN card is extremely difficult to cancel and theyre giving me a real hard time about it..and thats what people can really use against me. take a credit card out in my name or some other shit. not to mention i cant get a job without it, and im currently jobless. so thats GREAT. birthcard cant be canceled until i have 35$ to buy a new one and i have negative 217$ in my bank right now thanks to paypal being fucktards, and my bf needed to borrow money, that im not angry about...just fuckface paypal.

literally the chick on the phone from service canada told me i cannot 'cancel' a SIN card. she pretty much told me that the only way i can have it flagged and be unable to use is if i have proof that someone is using it for fraud and report it to the police. are you fucking serious? someone out there, has my fucking SIN numbers, and i cant do anything about it until they decide to open a credit card and take out hundreds of dollars without me knowing until i call equifax and find out im in debt. THIS IS MENTAL SHIT. WHAT THE FUCK UGH ive just been crying and panicking all damn day.


this is so stupid.....idk....just gonna...i guess relax and hope and pray someone doesnt put me in debt for the rest of my fucking life. highly unlikely though, living in scarborough with all these scum assholes.

So as some of you may know I moved in with my bf a while back, and because of the move I had to leave my job and I've been jobless since and playing housewife. But I just made a furbuy and I want to bring some money into the house while doing some hobbies I enjoy. Because of my bad rep on here with art that I can't seem to repair with no one giving me another chance even with my DON'T PAY UNTIL ITS FINISHED deal, I decided to try my hand at making premade suits that are ready to sell right away upon completion.


I'm just wondering what would sell better out of the generic three? I'd probably make them 'sparkle' anyways...like a purple and white fox instead of orange, but what species should I go for? Advice and input is really appreciated so thank you in advance!

Hi everyone, hope you had a great christmas! I sure did! Got to see all of my family, some cousins I havent seen for years and my nan. :)
SO MUCH TURNIP WITH TURKEY OMNOMNOM. I love turnip omg thats my favourite part of christmas dinner xD
My bf and I now have enough cineplex cards to last us a year o.O lol

How was your Christmas?

EXAMPLES IN THE COMMENTS OF THE JOURNAL
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6357824/

Its that time of year, I'm a little late but Ive been getting my artsy stuff together and mending old dues. :<

ALL FETISHES BEING ACCEPTED! Please inquire!

What these are:
Fullbody, waist-up or bust pictures!
Clean, 18+Nude, or fetish themed!
Christmas themed or not!

How this is going to work:
Note or comment with refs and what youre looking for!
When we've talked over and okay'd everything you'd like, I will put you on a list!
You choose if you'd like to pay upfront or after the picture is finished!
You will let me know when you're available to watch me stream, and I will make myself available for you!
You watch me draw your picture!
I send you the high-res image, and if you chose to pay afterwards, you send $monnies$ over to me!

Want something else?:
Custom pictures (something not listed above) can be requested at the extra cost of 2$!




Any questions, please comment below or note me! Thank you all!

THESE WILL BE DONE BEFORE CHRISTMAS! I am currently unemployed and I can guarantee they will be finished for Christmas. My time these days is focused on art art art!

Im getting to work here, dont mind me!