I've been so lazy
Posted 5 years agoI barely get on a computer, and haven't produced much art, let alone dirty art this account is dedicated too.
My last journal here is over a year ago. Such a switch from when I treated this like twitter before that was a thing, posting daily journals or more.
Really trying to get into some kind of groove so I can be a productive artist, but I'm easily disheartened when my stuff doesn't come out right.
My last journal here is over a year ago. Such a switch from when I treated this like twitter before that was a thing, posting daily journals or more.
Really trying to get into some kind of groove so I can be a productive artist, but I'm easily disheartened when my stuff doesn't come out right.
Thank you all
Posted 6 years agoJust want to pass it out to all those who watch me, to all my friends, and really anyone who wants to feel some love.
I love you. Y'all keep me going.
I love you. Y'all keep me going.
Where to find me
Posted 6 years agoI've decided to make a list of all places you can find me across the web, some more active than others.
-Art Sites-
FurAffinity:
Skuger NSFW
Jimaza General/a little NSFW
DeviantArt:
https://www.deviantart.com/lunarlight-prism Main Account
https://www.deviantart.com/zeonic-skunk Kinda Dead Account
InkBunny:
https://inkbunny.net/Skuger
-Social Media-
Twitter:
twitter@LunarlightPrism Art focused/a chance of NSFW (Currently Closed)
twitter@ZeonicSkunk Main account, NSFW at times. Art sometimes.
twitter@HexHorrorHouse Dark, Creepy or just weird account.
Instagram:
instagram@lunarlight_prism Main page
instagram@henry_gardinn account for my Werewolf Skeleton
Messenger:
Discord:
Sura#2252
Telegram:
ZeonicSkunk
Please message me before requesting on Discord or Telegram. I will not just accept random names, bad history from MSN and AIM days.
I also will not engage in RP of a sexual nature. I love to chat, but I don't do that kind of thing. RP in character while talking is fine.
Please, don't join any of these just to ask for requests or stuff like that. I will post when I'm taking requests.
-Art Sites-
FurAffinity:


DeviantArt:
https://www.deviantart.com/lunarlight-prism Main Account
https://www.deviantart.com/zeonic-skunk Kinda Dead Account
InkBunny:
https://inkbunny.net/Skuger
-Social Media-
Twitter:
twitter@LunarlightPrism Art focused/a chance of NSFW (Currently Closed)
twitter@ZeonicSkunk Main account, NSFW at times. Art sometimes.
twitter@HexHorrorHouse Dark, Creepy or just weird account.
Instagram:
instagram@lunarlight_prism Main page
instagram@henry_gardinn account for my Werewolf Skeleton
Messenger:
Discord:
Sura#2252
Telegram:
ZeonicSkunk
Please message me before requesting on Discord or Telegram. I will not just accept random names, bad history from MSN and AIM days.
I also will not engage in RP of a sexual nature. I love to chat, but I don't do that kind of thing. RP in character while talking is fine.
Please, don't join any of these just to ask for requests or stuff like that. I will post when I'm taking requests.
Horse dicks!
Posted 6 years agoI have a question, for a character that is 6’7” equine and fine, is 1’ cocker a good size for it to be fair but not too small for a horse or too big? People make some pretty big ones, but I don’t want it to be huge.
Also sorry to those who follow this account, I just don’t do much stuff I designated this account for, and also don’t go on my computer too much anymore.
Some things will be coming, hopefully soon. I’ve got blue ball(s)point pen here.
Also sorry to those who follow this account, I just don’t do much stuff I designated this account for, and also don’t go on my computer too much anymore.
Some things will be coming, hopefully soon. I’ve got blue ball(s)point pen here.
Back from the Abyss (After Six Years)
Posted 7 years ago-Note for those who watch my Jimaza FA account or my DeviantArt account: I just was able to access this account, why this is so late-
Several years ago a series of events unfolded and rendered me without a computer or means to get a hold of anyone, and forced me to loose internet access as well as my old phone. I have had to refocus my life, and sort things out on a personal level, and financial one as well. After much effort and time, I am once again ready and able to come back online. I am fine, and have been ok over all; just some major life changes and situations.
I wish to apologize to my friends that have unintentionally left in the dark, and have been wondering what has happened to me. I am sorry to my watchers who have also been supportive and commenting through the years, wondering of my absence. I have missed you all, and regret my disappearance. I have also missed out on much in these past six years, and likely have lost people and relationships I had once forged, and can only hope I can regain some of them. I have noticed some are gone, and I will try to find them to hopefully restore our friendships.
The last couple years I have had to moved a number of times, gone through a couple cars, changed my horrid job of 10 years, financial issues aplenty, and been trying to just generally sort out my life, getting it more in order. In the past few days I have been trying to get things in sorted to rejoin the art world, and I have much to still figure out.
An important note: My old email of zeonic_skunk[at]hotmail.com was hacked and became linked to suspicious activities, and I am unable to recover that email or anything that had been sent to it. If anyone has tried to get a hold of me through that account, I have no way to get to those. Also, if anyone has been talking to me on MSN or Yahoo messenger in these past 6 years, I was not online, and likely who ever stole my account.
I hope I can make a new start, and pick up the pieces of what I had to leave behind for too long.
Several years ago a series of events unfolded and rendered me without a computer or means to get a hold of anyone, and forced me to loose internet access as well as my old phone. I have had to refocus my life, and sort things out on a personal level, and financial one as well. After much effort and time, I am once again ready and able to come back online. I am fine, and have been ok over all; just some major life changes and situations.
I wish to apologize to my friends that have unintentionally left in the dark, and have been wondering what has happened to me. I am sorry to my watchers who have also been supportive and commenting through the years, wondering of my absence. I have missed you all, and regret my disappearance. I have also missed out on much in these past six years, and likely have lost people and relationships I had once forged, and can only hope I can regain some of them. I have noticed some are gone, and I will try to find them to hopefully restore our friendships.
The last couple years I have had to moved a number of times, gone through a couple cars, changed my horrid job of 10 years, financial issues aplenty, and been trying to just generally sort out my life, getting it more in order. In the past few days I have been trying to get things in sorted to rejoin the art world, and I have much to still figure out.
An important note: My old email of zeonic_skunk[at]hotmail.com was hacked and became linked to suspicious activities, and I am unable to recover that email or anything that had been sent to it. If anyone has tried to get a hold of me through that account, I have no way to get to those. Also, if anyone has been talking to me on MSN or Yahoo messenger in these past 6 years, I was not online, and likely who ever stole my account.
I hope I can make a new start, and pick up the pieces of what I had to leave behind for too long.
Anime con, and oh yeah...
Posted 14 years agoGoing to Anime Con Boston Friday and Saturday, 22 and 23rd. Gonna be some fun, and be like an anniversary thing for my mate and I. Be some fun, gonna try to represent the Furs. My FA shirt, and gonna wear a Jimaza badge.
Oh yeah, any one interested, my birthday is tomorrow. No big deal.
Not sure when I'm gonna get anything done... for like ever. Busy like every day for two week ><
I hate working 5 days, it's killed my free time. 1 extra day, and I have no drive
Oh yeah, any one interested, my birthday is tomorrow. No big deal.
Not sure when I'm gonna get anything done... for like ever. Busy like every day for two week ><
I hate working 5 days, it's killed my free time. 1 extra day, and I have no drive
Christmas, cause it's key to my future.
Posted 14 years agoI gave some cool stuff, but got cool stuff, and that's what matters most in these journals XP
Best thing? Applejack figure ^.^
I got a laptop, so I'm setting it up, but this should mean I can get more junk done, and be online more often. Going to try to get a Gimp program on here, so I can do some art stuff here. I might start doing my comics again. I think MLP one will be digital, and gonna mess with In Training as a digital colour comic. Looking into some better paper for doing my comics on, that isn't too expensive or hard to come by.
Best thing? Applejack figure ^.^
I got a laptop, so I'm setting it up, but this should mean I can get more junk done, and be online more often. Going to try to get a Gimp program on here, so I can do some art stuff here. I might start doing my comics again. I think MLP one will be digital, and gonna mess with In Training as a digital colour comic. Looking into some better paper for doing my comics on, that isn't too expensive or hard to come by.
My armpit smells like McDonnald's Cheese Burgers
Posted 15 years agoJust got home from work, and I'm in my chair, something smells like McD's and no one here eats there. My body is weird.
Also, I was sick two weeks ago, but been fine but I cough randomly, and sniffle. Nothing is there, so I taste blood cause my throat and nose are so raw from their respective acts.
Ok, random journal out, PEACE!
Also, I was sick two weeks ago, but been fine but I cough randomly, and sniffle. Nothing is there, so I taste blood cause my throat and nose are so raw from their respective acts.
Ok, random journal out, PEACE!
On this day of Thanks
Posted 15 years agoI don't care much for the gathering part, don't like large groups. I do however like to give thanks to the people in my life, for a person is judged by their company, and based on mine, I say I'm pretty well off.
My Friends, buddies, Soul mates, family, all who keep me going in this crazy world, those I talk to nearly daily, and those I rarely get too see. If all the luck I have in this world, that is good, was money. It's all invested in these people. Cause I feel truely lucky to have them in my life.
My Mate, Af, Eddily, Lloxie, Shalone, Siatea, Vash, my Lil Bro (some times known as Synth, other times, many other names). Lil'shock (never got your name by the way ^^; )
Thankful to the artists and creators that inspire me, and make me create so much. (some I only know by their account names, some I've already mentioned as friends)
Shalone, Siatea, My Lili Bro, Lil'Shock, KaeMantis, Izartist, Bloodhound Omega, Leelee, Ivy Beth, Shon Howell, Eiichiro Oda, Akira Toriyama, Gene Roddenberry, Alice Cooper, Chris Sanders, Don Bluth.
-If I forget any one of my friends, you should know that my memory sucks. I recall stupid things easily, but important things always slip my mind. So please don't be offended, my mind sucks. I still love ya <3-
And all those who watch me, past, present, future, and comment, and fave, and take interest in my art. I do my art for my own enjoyment, and some times to brighten other's day, but knowing people take interest, really pushes me to keep going. You people make it wonderful to be an artist.
So Happy Thanksgiving, this day should realyl be about remembering those special in your life, not the eating. (Eating isn't too bad though)
My Friends, buddies, Soul mates, family, all who keep me going in this crazy world, those I talk to nearly daily, and those I rarely get too see. If all the luck I have in this world, that is good, was money. It's all invested in these people. Cause I feel truely lucky to have them in my life.
My Mate, Af, Eddily, Lloxie, Shalone, Siatea, Vash, my Lil Bro (some times known as Synth, other times, many other names). Lil'shock (never got your name by the way ^^; )
Thankful to the artists and creators that inspire me, and make me create so much. (some I only know by their account names, some I've already mentioned as friends)
Shalone, Siatea, My Lili Bro, Lil'Shock, KaeMantis, Izartist, Bloodhound Omega, Leelee, Ivy Beth, Shon Howell, Eiichiro Oda, Akira Toriyama, Gene Roddenberry, Alice Cooper, Chris Sanders, Don Bluth.
-If I forget any one of my friends, you should know that my memory sucks. I recall stupid things easily, but important things always slip my mind. So please don't be offended, my mind sucks. I still love ya <3-
And all those who watch me, past, present, future, and comment, and fave, and take interest in my art. I do my art for my own enjoyment, and some times to brighten other's day, but knowing people take interest, really pushes me to keep going. You people make it wonderful to be an artist.
So Happy Thanksgiving, this day should realyl be about remembering those special in your life, not the eating. (Eating isn't too bad though)
Applejack, need I say more?
Posted 15 years agoReally?
Yeah, this journal has no point, just I've gone AJ nuts. Stay tune to
jimaza for some coming fanart. He refuses to go naughty with MLP. Party pooper >:P
Yeah, this journal has no point, just I've gone AJ nuts. Stay tune to

Less ranty this time
Posted 15 years agoOk, the work thing from the last journal. situation sucks, and I am looking for a new job. Till then, I'm gonna be a good little boy, and do what needs to be done (as if I didn't before)
I had too little time to get myself into "Ignore the Dick" mode, so I was very aggravated, and worked up.
New BJ's is opening up around here, and looking for everything. So here is hoping.
I had too little time to get myself into "Ignore the Dick" mode, so I was very aggravated, and worked up.
New BJ's is opening up around here, and looking for everything. So here is hoping.
Well, this week is the begining of Hell (language warning)
Posted 15 years agoMost know, I dislike my job (who doesn't) it's been pretty ok for some time now. Annoying, but since the manager from Hell was transfered about a year ago, it's been alright.
He's back. The better manager we've ever had, has been forced to take a transfer or be fired, because the assholes that work there don't do shit, and so she got blamed. She was willing to work with people, but no one was willing to work with her, so now the Hitler of Mobil has returned.
Needless to say, I'm not going to last a second term under the man who's name fits his personality. Dick.
Day one, he comes in, acting all buddy buddy, then half second later goes on about "you do this, have you done that, that the only uniform you have, why isn't this done, so on" After I spent the night cleaning the store. A man happy with nothing, who demeans everything, and just has a special way to piss you off, and you can't do shit. I could be perfection, have the store perfect, and not a spot any where, and he'd complain I'm doing too well.
One day back, and I'm pissed at the world, no one gets under my skin like him, and I wanted so badly to tell him to "Fuck off" with in 15 minutes.
I can't transfer, cause I'm the only overnight regular, one of like two who actually shows up on time every day I work, and we are understaffed. So I'm fucking stuck, and I can't quit cause we have enough money problems.
So Fuck me...
He's back. The better manager we've ever had, has been forced to take a transfer or be fired, because the assholes that work there don't do shit, and so she got blamed. She was willing to work with people, but no one was willing to work with her, so now the Hitler of Mobil has returned.
Needless to say, I'm not going to last a second term under the man who's name fits his personality. Dick.
Day one, he comes in, acting all buddy buddy, then half second later goes on about "you do this, have you done that, that the only uniform you have, why isn't this done, so on" After I spent the night cleaning the store. A man happy with nothing, who demeans everything, and just has a special way to piss you off, and you can't do shit. I could be perfection, have the store perfect, and not a spot any where, and he'd complain I'm doing too well.
One day back, and I'm pissed at the world, no one gets under my skin like him, and I wanted so badly to tell him to "Fuck off" with in 15 minutes.
I can't transfer, cause I'm the only overnight regular, one of like two who actually shows up on time every day I work, and we are understaffed. So I'm fucking stuck, and I can't quit cause we have enough money problems.
So Fuck me...
Toe Socks! (silly)
Posted 15 years agoI've always wanted some, found some. I don't think I can go back to normal socks. Pictures if any want ^^
Comic absence
Posted 15 years agoI know, people are crying in the streets cause it's been so long since I posted the comic, but there is a reason.
50% laziness (won't lie)
50% dialog issues
I've been stuck on two pars with the dialog. I want it too sound right, and it's coming out either way too bad drama, or immature, or just plain weak. I really want to finish this, cause a couple chapters down, I've been dying to do, but stuck on 2, and still need to do 3 after.
With luck, I can get the language right, and have the last parts all done and posted this weekend. have about 8 pages ready to be shaded, just need the dialog on a couple to move on.
50% laziness (won't lie)
50% dialog issues
I've been stuck on two pars with the dialog. I want it too sound right, and it's coming out either way too bad drama, or immature, or just plain weak. I really want to finish this, cause a couple chapters down, I've been dying to do, but stuck on 2, and still need to do 3 after.
With luck, I can get the language right, and have the last parts all done and posted this weekend. have about 8 pages ready to be shaded, just need the dialog on a couple to move on.
Meh bad
Posted 15 years agoI keep forgetting to upload here.
I didn't forget you wonderful people of FA, just I've been up to more stuff for my DA page. Recap:
Jimaza FA: General furry art, and comics
James FA: Naughty things (and James' featured comic)
Skuger DA: Pretty much anything not furry related, and comics.
I forgot that I had to rush out last week when I posted the QT comic on DA, I didn't have time to post it here.
I didn't forget you wonderful people of FA, just I've been up to more stuff for my DA page. Recap:
Jimaza FA: General furry art, and comics
James FA: Naughty things (and James' featured comic)
Skuger DA: Pretty much anything not furry related, and comics.
I forgot that I had to rush out last week when I posted the QT comic on DA, I didn't have time to post it here.
Comic!
Posted 15 years agoYep, I hav ea comic going here now. Jimaza isn't the only one who can do comics! All though, this one isn't really going to be dirty, so it doesn't fit in here... It has me, so I have to have it! I have some fun in this one, with some surprises to come!
How furry are you
Posted 15 years agoTaken from
denoyelle
1. (x) Have you ever howled at the moon? (many times)
2. (x) Have you ever barked at someone? (meow count? I growl at people)
3. (x) Have you ever found yourself drawing or scribbling furry art when you're supposed to be doing something else? (all the time)
4. (x) Have you ever worn an animal costume or tail as a child and pretended to be an animal? (highschool)
5. (x) Have you ever eaten out of adog Cat bowl?
6. ( ) Have you been to at least one furry con?
7. (x) Do you like to look at furry porn all the time? (most the time)
8. (x) Do you RP or play second life as a furry character? (would if I was on there)
9. (x) Do you own a fursuit or at least a tail? (tails, want a suit)
10. (x) Do you know what all these words mean or have used them at least once?
11. ( ) Do you have at least 5 videos of you acting or doing something furry on youtube?
12. (x) Has your anthropersona/character been drawn in a furry porn type manner?
13. ( ) Are you well known in the furry fandom? (not that I know of any ways)
14. (x) Do you dream furry while you sleep?
15. (x) Would you transform into your character/fursona if you were given the chance to live like that for the rest of your life?
16. (x) Have you ever worn a collar?
17. ( ) Do you own more than 20 art badges of your fursonas or characters?
18. ( ) Have you been to more than 20 furry cons in your lifetime?
19. (x) Do you think that deep down you have the spirit of an animal within you?
20. (x) Do you enjoy hanging out with other furries?
21. (x) Do you think we should have a furry run for president of the USA? (not that they'd really be any better)
22. (x) If you ever became rich would you own a room in your house that was just to display your fursuits or furry art?
23. (x) Is your best friend furry?
24. (x) Does your furry friends call you by your furry name in public?
25. (x) Have you been in the furry fandom for at least 5 years? (12 years, officially)
1 to 5 = Furry wannabe.
6 to 10 = Furry newbie.
11 to 15 = Furry.
16 to 20 = Hardened Furry.
21 to 25 = Hardcore Furry.
20, Hard-on furry! oh, hardened, same thing XP If only I've been to a con, I'd be hardcore!

1. (x) Have you ever howled at the moon? (many times)
2. (x) Have you ever barked at someone? (meow count? I growl at people)
3. (x) Have you ever found yourself drawing or scribbling furry art when you're supposed to be doing something else? (all the time)
4. (x) Have you ever worn an animal costume or tail as a child and pretended to be an animal? (highschool)
5. (x) Have you ever eaten out of a
6. ( ) Have you been to at least one furry con?
7. (x) Do you like to look at furry porn all the time? (most the time)
8. (x) Do you RP or play second life as a furry character? (would if I was on there)
9. (x) Do you own a fursuit or at least a tail? (tails, want a suit)
10. (x) Do you know what all these words mean or have used them at least once?
11. ( ) Do you have at least 5 videos of you acting or doing something furry on youtube?
12. (x) Has your anthropersona/character been drawn in a furry porn type manner?
13. ( ) Are you well known in the furry fandom? (not that I know of any ways)
14. (x) Do you dream furry while you sleep?
15. (x) Would you transform into your character/fursona if you were given the chance to live like that for the rest of your life?
16. (x) Have you ever worn a collar?
17. ( ) Do you own more than 20 art badges of your fursonas or characters?
18. ( ) Have you been to more than 20 furry cons in your lifetime?
19. (x) Do you think that deep down you have the spirit of an animal within you?
20. (x) Do you enjoy hanging out with other furries?
21. (x) Do you think we should have a furry run for president of the USA? (not that they'd really be any better)
22. (x) If you ever became rich would you own a room in your house that was just to display your fursuits or furry art?
23. (x) Is your best friend furry?
24. (x) Does your furry friends call you by your furry name in public?
25. (x) Have you been in the furry fandom for at least 5 years? (12 years, officially)
1 to 5 = Furry wannabe.
6 to 10 = Furry newbie.
11 to 15 = Furry.
16 to 20 = Hardened Furry.
21 to 25 = Hardcore Furry.
20, Hard-on furry! oh, hardened, same thing XP If only I've been to a con, I'd be hardcore!
Here we go again...
Posted 15 years agoFeeling depressed, had a fight with my other half, and for what ever reason, hasn't talked to me for the last three days. Needless to say, I'm not doing art. Who knows when this will be over.
Post Birthday
Posted 15 years agoI had a simple Birthday, got home from work, got an epic cake that I was Not Prepared! for. Slept, and went back to work.
I gots money, which turned into my DSi XL! and the Soundwave Bumblebee pack that I'm gonna try to get the Ravage thing from too. Also bought a Rocko's Modern Life hat. ^^
Izzy's Birthday was bigger deal to me, so mine was over shadowed XP
I gots money, which turned into my DSi XL! and the Soundwave Bumblebee pack that I'm gonna try to get the Ravage thing from too. Also bought a Rocko's Modern Life hat. ^^
Izzy's Birthday was bigger deal to me, so mine was over shadowed XP
Cured, back to work, and got a scanner! WARNING!
Posted 15 years agoYep, I'm two weeks over the Bell's Palsy, a week back too work, and got a new Scanner. Once I have my money they owe me, and my Pay check is normal again, I'll be back to happy land.
Also, I maybe posting a ton of art. Have to sort it out to find where it'll all be going, but Skuger, Jimaza, and my DA page are due for some minor flooding. Fitting to be in Mass during it's own flooding.
Also, I maybe posting a ton of art. Have to sort it out to find where it'll all be going, but Skuger, Jimaza, and my DA page are due for some minor flooding. Fitting to be in Mass during it's own flooding.
I want my scanner
Posted 15 years ago*rolls around* I miss scanning my art. I have such back up. I'm this close to taking pictures of them. >.<
No more art
Posted 15 years agoAt least, not till life stops pissing on me, and I can actually afford to buy a scanner.
The one I had, decided to get this lovely little green line across it, and I tried everything, from reinstall, to taking it apart to find any dust. Nope, same stripe of green, same spot across the picture. Right as I was trying to scan a bunch of stuff to post.
I'd use my mate's, but (sorry hun) that scanner sucks. Probably the reason why she been having problems with the lines looking too pixilated. I also don't like to sit there trying to scan porn with her dad randomly popping into the kitchen. I like having it right here, in my room, so I can use it when ever.
Since I'm broke, and have far too many things to deal with, my artist life is now on hold.
Also, don't bother telling me any ways to fix it, cause after a couple hours of taking it apart and doing everything I could find to "fix" the problem, I busted that piece of shit up.
The one I had, decided to get this lovely little green line across it, and I tried everything, from reinstall, to taking it apart to find any dust. Nope, same stripe of green, same spot across the picture. Right as I was trying to scan a bunch of stuff to post.
I'd use my mate's, but (sorry hun) that scanner sucks. Probably the reason why she been having problems with the lines looking too pixilated. I also don't like to sit there trying to scan porn with her dad randomly popping into the kitchen. I like having it right here, in my room, so I can use it when ever.
Since I'm broke, and have far too many things to deal with, my artist life is now on hold.
Also, don't bother telling me any ways to fix it, cause after a couple hours of taking it apart and doing everything I could find to "fix" the problem, I busted that piece of shit up.
Bell's Palsy My trip to the vet... doctor
Posted 15 years agoNot sure if this has anything to do with it, but might as well start from the top.
Last Friday, I got up, and my eye felt like I had a good sized stick in it. After picking, and looking in the mirror, nothing, I then proceeded to get a bad migraine behind that eye (left side) After this last for two days, I laid down to nap before work. When I got up, I was fine, but as I talked, I noticed my mouth felt like it was pulling on the right side, and when I got into work, it went away, but I could feel it off and on all night, along with the Migraine. Last night, it was worse, the whole left side of my face was unresponsive, and basically paralyzed. I freaked, and called my mate, and tried to figure out if I was getting a stroke, or had had one and now was paralyzed in the face. Well, It was no stroke, since I had no other Symptoms for one. I went to the Hospital, and got blood done, CT scanned, and tested every which way.
I got Bell's Palsy, and have to take about $200.00 worth of meds for the week, one pill being like the size of the quarter machine plastic capsules. I should be ok, they say that it's rare that it has any lasting effect, and rarer that my left size will remain paralyzed. I should be ok, but I'll be out of week for a couple days. Luckily, my week is almost done. Till then, I need to take those pills daily, some three times a day, and keep my bum eye watered with some faux tears, and be Gel'n at night when I sleep with an Eye patch.
sucks, cause my crappy ass insurance didn't help with the pills, and not sure what they'll cover on the hospital visit, (not sre wha tI pay those morons for) so looks like my money situation, which was already tight, has gone from clenched fist, to monkey wrench. Comcast, + Car repair + normal living stuff + hospital bill = cluster fuck.
Last Friday, I got up, and my eye felt like I had a good sized stick in it. After picking, and looking in the mirror, nothing, I then proceeded to get a bad migraine behind that eye (left side) After this last for two days, I laid down to nap before work. When I got up, I was fine, but as I talked, I noticed my mouth felt like it was pulling on the right side, and when I got into work, it went away, but I could feel it off and on all night, along with the Migraine. Last night, it was worse, the whole left side of my face was unresponsive, and basically paralyzed. I freaked, and called my mate, and tried to figure out if I was getting a stroke, or had had one and now was paralyzed in the face. Well, It was no stroke, since I had no other Symptoms for one. I went to the Hospital, and got blood done, CT scanned, and tested every which way.
I got Bell's Palsy, and have to take about $200.00 worth of meds for the week, one pill being like the size of the quarter machine plastic capsules. I should be ok, they say that it's rare that it has any lasting effect, and rarer that my left size will remain paralyzed. I should be ok, but I'll be out of week for a couple days. Luckily, my week is almost done. Till then, I need to take those pills daily, some three times a day, and keep my bum eye watered with some faux tears, and be Gel'n at night when I sleep with an Eye patch.
sucks, cause my crappy ass insurance didn't help with the pills, and not sure what they'll cover on the hospital visit, (not sre wha tI pay those morons for) so looks like my money situation, which was already tight, has gone from clenched fist, to monkey wrench. Comcast, + Car repair + normal living stuff + hospital bill = cluster fuck.
"Girl Confessions"
Posted 15 years agoBorrowed from
kaemantis
FRUITY GIRLY-PANTS MEME OF SWISHY PINKNESS [Transvestite girly-boy edition]
1. Do you sleep in your bra?
Not in a long time. Hurts
2. Do you sleep with socks on?
I barely wear socks at all.
3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
I enjoy when I can, but I snuggle plushies otherwise. Sometime at the same time ^^
4. Do you enjoy drama?
No more then a Llama.
5. Are you a girly-girl? (girl-girl-boy)
Yes. Pink cell phone holder, pink Hibiscus on my DS, pink lamp, dangly earrings, rings etc.
6. Who was the last person you hugged?
My mate ^^
7. Small or large purse?
Medium.
8. Are you short?
Average I'd say.
9. Do you like somebody?
Like totally fo sure, and some junk.
10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
My book doesn't have a face o.o that's creepy
11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
The few times I wear socks, are so they get dirty, and not my feet.
12. Do you think you’re conceited?
I'm too good, to even understand this question, it's beneath me.
13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
YES, I love dressing up, and going to Salem and hanging out wondering the streets till the last T is leaving.
14. Are you double jointed?
I think I have a few joints o.o
15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
On a table, under, in cabnats, across several chairs, on milk crates, on the back of the futon, on a big pillow, on the floor, curled up in a ball, in the tub. Let's just say, there is a reason I call myself a cat. ^^
16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
woke up a couple hours ago, and was with my mate. So yes, as we slept. XP
17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
I'm under the radar, so probably not. *sneeze*
18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
One person I knew, but that's cause I thought it was his first name.
19. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?
Hmm, not sure.
[] I do wear make up.
[x] I have cried in a movie theater. (Avatar)
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy. (He can be)
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I like death/grind/black metal. (some what)
[ ] I like rap.
[x] I like techno. (Love)
[] I like country.
[x] I carry a purse.
[x] I'd be lost without my computer.
[x] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[x] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football. (Sports)
[ ] I've never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing. (but cute)
[x] I've been called a bad influence (I'm one of the bad things, you hope to happen)
[x] I have/had a piercing other than my ears. (plan to get a couple)
Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What color is your bra that your wearing?
Was white, but don't have one any more.
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Hard to say. I love white, but I love black.
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Na, they like to please me too much XP
4. What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
How dirty can this be?
5. Do you have a best friend?
Two that have been there for me for many years. Love you guys.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Once... don't want to talk about it.
7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
I rather have metal surgery.
8. Do you like your life?
Kinda rough at the moment, but I believe in pushing on.
10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Can't say that's happened.
11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Yes, but I was unselfconscious then. Be lucky I don't do it naked XP
12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Add the ones I know are friends, plus the ones I hope to be friends, and the ones that I pretend are friends. Think girls win.
13. How long have you had a facebook?
I own no faced books >.<
14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
I'm a gental lover.
15. What are your biggest fears?
Being in a car that fell into the water.
16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
I usually stop before
17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Once or twice.
18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"
I am very unforgiving.
19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Again, how dirty can this be?
20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
Yes, for my art.
21. Are you currently missing someone?
My mate is at work. Some times I miss being back in Oregon.
THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? PICK ONE
Cowboy or Gangster?
Pirate
Preppy or Punk?
Goth
Face or Body?
Legs and feet. Not a deal breaker, but I look there first. So body I guess.
Good cook or take you out a lot?
Mate is a good cook, and I like to take out a lot. so both.
Sweet or sexy?
Swexy
Armani or Abercrombie?
Hot topic.
Contacts or glasses?
Oh glasses, they look so hot. So many ways they can be worn to enhance the sexiness. I don't like big ol 60's style, but the smaller size of the eyes kind. Round, oval, square.... mmm.
That was fun, thanks Mommy Mantis for the meme. ^^

FRUITY GIRLY-PANTS MEME OF SWISHY PINKNESS [Transvestite girly-boy edition]
1. Do you sleep in your bra?
Not in a long time. Hurts
2. Do you sleep with socks on?
I barely wear socks at all.
3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
I enjoy when I can, but I snuggle plushies otherwise. Sometime at the same time ^^
4. Do you enjoy drama?
No more then a Llama.
5. Are you a girly-girl? (girl-girl-boy)
Yes. Pink cell phone holder, pink Hibiscus on my DS, pink lamp, dangly earrings, rings etc.
6. Who was the last person you hugged?
My mate ^^
7. Small or large purse?
Medium.
8. Are you short?
Average I'd say.
9. Do you like somebody?
Like totally fo sure, and some junk.
10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
My book doesn't have a face o.o that's creepy
11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
The few times I wear socks, are so they get dirty, and not my feet.
12. Do you think you’re conceited?
I'm too good, to even understand this question, it's beneath me.
13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
YES, I love dressing up, and going to Salem and hanging out wondering the streets till the last T is leaving.
14. Are you double jointed?
I think I have a few joints o.o
15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
On a table, under, in cabnats, across several chairs, on milk crates, on the back of the futon, on a big pillow, on the floor, curled up in a ball, in the tub. Let's just say, there is a reason I call myself a cat. ^^
16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
woke up a couple hours ago, and was with my mate. So yes, as we slept. XP
17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
I'm under the radar, so probably not. *sneeze*
18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
One person I knew, but that's cause I thought it was his first name.
19. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?
Hmm, not sure.
[] I do wear make up.
[x] I have cried in a movie theater. (Avatar)
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy. (He can be)
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I like death/grind/black metal. (some what)
[ ] I like rap.
[x] I like techno. (Love)
[] I like country.
[x] I carry a purse.
[x] I'd be lost without my computer.
[x] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[x] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football. (Sports)
[ ] I've never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing. (but cute)
[x] I've been called a bad influence (I'm one of the bad things, you hope to happen)
[x] I have/had a piercing other than my ears. (plan to get a couple)
Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What color is your bra that your wearing?
Was white, but don't have one any more.
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Hard to say. I love white, but I love black.
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Na, they like to please me too much XP
4. What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
How dirty can this be?
5. Do you have a best friend?
Two that have been there for me for many years. Love you guys.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Once... don't want to talk about it.
7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
I rather have metal surgery.
8. Do you like your life?
Kinda rough at the moment, but I believe in pushing on.
10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Can't say that's happened.
11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Yes, but I was unselfconscious then. Be lucky I don't do it naked XP
12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Add the ones I know are friends, plus the ones I hope to be friends, and the ones that I pretend are friends. Think girls win.
13. How long have you had a facebook?
I own no faced books >.<
14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
I'm a gental lover.
15. What are your biggest fears?
Being in a car that fell into the water.
16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
I usually stop before
17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Once or twice.
18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"
I am very unforgiving.
19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Again, how dirty can this be?
20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
Yes, for my art.
21. Are you currently missing someone?
My mate is at work. Some times I miss being back in Oregon.
THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? PICK ONE
Cowboy or Gangster?
Pirate
Preppy or Punk?
Goth
Face or Body?
Legs and feet. Not a deal breaker, but I look there first. So body I guess.
Good cook or take you out a lot?
Mate is a good cook, and I like to take out a lot. so both.
Sweet or sexy?
Swexy
Armani or Abercrombie?
Hot topic.
Contacts or glasses?
Oh glasses, they look so hot. So many ways they can be worn to enhance the sexiness. I don't like big ol 60's style, but the smaller size of the eyes kind. Round, oval, square.... mmm.
That was fun, thanks Mommy Mantis for the meme. ^^
Account changes
Posted 15 years agoI've begun some of the changes. As I prepare to relocate my personalities, I started moving some of the older works on this account to the scraps. I don't want to get rid of all the faves and comments people have given me, cause I do cherish them.
Soon that horny Skutah will be incharge of this page, and pretty much anything not sexual, or mature enough, is going into the scraps. Some files maybe moved to my other account.
With luck, I should be ready to set up both accounts to their future ways, with in a few days.
Edit: Also, going to be changing my watch list soon.
Soon that horny Skutah will be incharge of this page, and pretty much anything not sexual, or mature enough, is going into the scraps. Some files maybe moved to my other account.
With luck, I should be ready to set up both accounts to their future ways, with in a few days.
Edit: Also, going to be changing my watch list soon.