Big plans for the next year. May concern those seeing this.
Posted 15 years agoWell, the days count down to the new year, and I've decided to make some big changes. Also those seeing this, don't hesitate to show this to others who've known me, or might be interested but don't watch me. Be surprised how many friends I've ha(ve)d, who don't watch my gallery. ^^;
1. I'm staring a new account, to go along with this one.
2. My fursona/web personality is changing
3. My comic is most likely going digital in colouring
4. I hope to start commissions
5. Relationships
1 New account: I've decided with the new personality, to try to reclaim the charm the furry world had for me many years ago. Not so much sex, and over the top ideas. Not that I'm insulting any one, just the furry world is going so far, so fast. This account will continue to have my current posts, but it's going mature for here out. Anything I do adult wise, and in the yiffy mind, will be here, hosted by my dirty Skutah fursona. The new account will be all my new works that are not beyond low R at bast. Lead by Jimaza. This means my comic fans, and some of my general art fans, will need to watch the new guy.
2 My Fursona: Though I've never posted it, there is a long story behind Sura (skiger) and his brother Arus (Shapeshifter), and it's come to it's end in my mind. As they are reborn, the once one, then two, are becoming one again, and taking on the form of the Skutah James "Skuger" Denver. That who was Sura, is finding his way into Jimaza "Sura" Dememder. Who since his creation, has filled me with joys I haven't felt since the late 90's when I first got onto the web and the vest world of furs. He reminds me of those days, that seemed so much nicer, and joyful. Though I wish I didn't have to base him on another art's species, but that is part of why he makes me happy. I feel closer to the artist who really gave me a passion for this world of art. I may revert to the Skiger her and there, but it's going to be mostly Jimaza, and James.
3 My comic: I've come to a new art program, that I'm going to start learning, as well as a new tablet I'm hoping will work out, cause both my program and tablet now, are 10+ years old. (stubborn) with this, I hope to be able to do comic pages faster, and able to do more comics, not only pages of one type, but several different comics at once. I've sat one too many ideas, and there are not enough years to live to do them all at this pace. My normal art, isn't going digital, aside something such as mechs, and tech themed works. Just doesn't seem right in a traditional style.
4 Commissions: Since I've been able to hold down a schedule on the comic for a few months now, I think I maybe able to do commission work. The added money would be nice, as well as it's a nice way to get out there, and some times, make friends. Prices are not known yet, but in time, that'll come.
5 Relationships: I have few friends I can count on, but I do have some people who are pals, that I'd like to forge stronger friendships with. I hope that I can find time to connect with those I think are friends, and those I wish were. I just hope I don't seem like a stalker to people. I just want luv <3
Thanks for reading, see you in 2010
1. I'm staring a new account, to go along with this one.
2. My fursona/web personality is changing
3. My comic is most likely going digital in colouring
4. I hope to start commissions
5. Relationships
1 New account: I've decided with the new personality, to try to reclaim the charm the furry world had for me many years ago. Not so much sex, and over the top ideas. Not that I'm insulting any one, just the furry world is going so far, so fast. This account will continue to have my current posts, but it's going mature for here out. Anything I do adult wise, and in the yiffy mind, will be here, hosted by my dirty Skutah fursona. The new account will be all my new works that are not beyond low R at bast. Lead by Jimaza. This means my comic fans, and some of my general art fans, will need to watch the new guy.
2 My Fursona: Though I've never posted it, there is a long story behind Sura (skiger) and his brother Arus (Shapeshifter), and it's come to it's end in my mind. As they are reborn, the once one, then two, are becoming one again, and taking on the form of the Skutah James "Skuger" Denver. That who was Sura, is finding his way into Jimaza "Sura" Dememder. Who since his creation, has filled me with joys I haven't felt since the late 90's when I first got onto the web and the vest world of furs. He reminds me of those days, that seemed so much nicer, and joyful. Though I wish I didn't have to base him on another art's species, but that is part of why he makes me happy. I feel closer to the artist who really gave me a passion for this world of art. I may revert to the Skiger her and there, but it's going to be mostly Jimaza, and James.
3 My comic: I've come to a new art program, that I'm going to start learning, as well as a new tablet I'm hoping will work out, cause both my program and tablet now, are 10+ years old. (stubborn) with this, I hope to be able to do comic pages faster, and able to do more comics, not only pages of one type, but several different comics at once. I've sat one too many ideas, and there are not enough years to live to do them all at this pace. My normal art, isn't going digital, aside something such as mechs, and tech themed works. Just doesn't seem right in a traditional style.
4 Commissions: Since I've been able to hold down a schedule on the comic for a few months now, I think I maybe able to do commission work. The added money would be nice, as well as it's a nice way to get out there, and some times, make friends. Prices are not known yet, but in time, that'll come.
5 Relationships: I have few friends I can count on, but I do have some people who are pals, that I'd like to forge stronger friendships with. I hope that I can find time to connect with those I think are friends, and those I wish were. I just hope I don't seem like a stalker to people. I just want luv <3
Thanks for reading, see you in 2010
Going digital.
Posted 15 years agoMoments before I finish the next page of the Issues series, I've been thinking. Doing it all by paw, is long and hard work. Since the comic is more for me to get a better grasp on my drawing skills, not so much my colouring, I wonder, should I just ink them, and do them on the computer for colour? Most the comics I admire and pull inspiration from, are all computer coloured. Shal's many glorious comics, Slightly Damned, Furthia High. I'd like t be able to do more pages, but I think having to do all the little detail work in a comic, eats up too much time to be able to draw and do a comic.
One thing, I'm going to simplify the colours in the digital series, to allow more pages per week.
I plan to do the next arch in digital. In 2010, the comic goes Digital (like TV keeps saying) and Jimaza moves in, and Sura takes a break. Let's see what the new year has.
Merry Holidays, and happy new years.
One thing, I'm going to simplify the colours in the digital series, to allow more pages per week.
I plan to do the next arch in digital. In 2010, the comic goes Digital (like TV keeps saying) and Jimaza moves in, and Sura takes a break. Let's see what the new year has.
Merry Holidays, and happy new years.
In Training Forecast
Posted 16 years agoAs the Issues run comes close to it's end. (some time around the first of the year) I have many more stories to run with. Here is a view. Maybe a little spoiling, maybe a little tantalizing. Read if you dare!
2 Friendships Forged and Battle: A long story that gives a look into Kirmila and Izzy's abilities as fighters.
3 More Issues: Another collection of random goings on that lead into the next big plot, as well as in site to more of the housemates pasts.
4 Burdens of Family: Izzy's past comes calling, and she must leave for a few days.
5 Empty nest: With Izzy gone, the house seems so empty, as well as the upcoming tournament, the team needs some members to compete.
6 Furthers Issues: After the competition, one of the fill ins becomes a permanent member, as well as an on call who hangs around. Mostly more random stories.
7 Dark Clouds and Lightning: Izzy returns, and finds one of the new faces hanging around is one she rather have never seen again.
8 Re-Issued: More random tales of the house mates and friends.
9 New faces, and different paths: The ride is ready to change, but not every one is staying on.
Some other stories maybe added, or changed. Only have 2 ready to go, and vague ideas for 3. So who knows. Keep reading to find out!
2 Friendships Forged and Battle: A long story that gives a look into Kirmila and Izzy's abilities as fighters.
3 More Issues: Another collection of random goings on that lead into the next big plot, as well as in site to more of the housemates pasts.
4 Burdens of Family: Izzy's past comes calling, and she must leave for a few days.
5 Empty nest: With Izzy gone, the house seems so empty, as well as the upcoming tournament, the team needs some members to compete.
6 Furthers Issues: After the competition, one of the fill ins becomes a permanent member, as well as an on call who hangs around. Mostly more random stories.
7 Dark Clouds and Lightning: Izzy returns, and finds one of the new faces hanging around is one she rather have never seen again.
8 Re-Issued: More random tales of the house mates and friends.
9 New faces, and different paths: The ride is ready to change, but not every one is staying on.
Some other stories maybe added, or changed. Only have 2 ready to go, and vague ideas for 3. So who knows. Keep reading to find out!
Comics, vacation, and stuff
Posted 16 years agoI'm doing two more pages of "In Training" and then I'm out for two weeks. Mama I'm coming home, back to OR, and it's much needed for my love and myself. Once I come back, I should be making pages again for the Issues series, which I have enough to go till the start of the new year. After then I'm going to the next series, one that is an actually story line and not random stories. I'm going to try and make more then one page a week too, cause with all the plots and stories I have for this, it'll take me several years at this pace. @.@
So November 2nd - 15th I'll be gone, and new pages for two weeks
Once I return, I'm going to whore myself to any job I can find, cause I've had my limit of my job and how it's ran, and people are treated. I need to leave, cause I don't now how long till that fire me because of some pointless rules they decided to make to drive us nuts, and I loose it. I have hope, but that can only go so far. I'm on probation as it is, over stupid reasons, so not much longer either way.
Comic should be up tonight, or tomorrow, and another next week, and some time in there, I'll have my pic for Halloween up.
So November 2nd - 15th I'll be gone, and new pages for two weeks
Once I return, I'm going to whore myself to any job I can find, cause I've had my limit of my job and how it's ran, and people are treated. I need to leave, cause I don't now how long till that fire me because of some pointless rules they decided to make to drive us nuts, and I loose it. I have hope, but that can only go so far. I'm on probation as it is, over stupid reasons, so not much longer either way.
Comic should be up tonight, or tomorrow, and another next week, and some time in there, I'll have my pic for Halloween up.
Updates
Posted 16 years agoBeen some time huh? posted some pictures now and then, but hardly anything to speak of, in hopes of having more days off, has proven only to give me little time to do anything.
Soon I should be on the road, and not long after, have my car going I'm going to either change my hours at work (which my be impossible) or find another job. I know state side, it's not easy to find work, but I need a change, some place not 24 hours, so I can work afternoons, and have nights free, even if I'll be doing 5 or more days. My prime time is night, and I need them back.
Another reason for my artistic absence (not playing Warcraft) is I've been reconstructing my art. Learning from the How to Draw Manga U, and find the results surprising. I've been able to draw angles and do things I would need tons of referance for before, and feel more confident in my art. I have been doing humaniod more, mostly my Wow character Mirri, and her obsession with Illidan. Also been doing some story stuff. I had done a story that was inspired by Slightly Damned, and it just became an obsession to me, and I've worked on it, and molded not only the story goings on, but the very history of a world that is only in my head. Dates, evolutions, peoples, everything. I did a sequall to it, that dives more into the history and also the troubles of the world beyond the main cast. I've still debating if I'm going to turn them into full on novels, or work them into a Web comic run. Add too it, I've also have a Teenage Robot fanfiction that needs some tooling I may post some point, aswell as a few short manga stories. I may tool those and see about publications, but that is fa fetched. I've been hooked on June Yoai mangas, and the last one I read "Wild Butterflies" was a collection of differn't stories, only really one was truly yoai, the other not as much. I have some short story ideas I may try to get into something like Furlough, or something like it.
I've become pretty happy with my learnings from the U, and got my Robot books lately, so I may be able to revive my Gundam obsession. Though DA may be the focus of that, trying to break up my art so FA is my intended Furry fandom, and DA my other.
Going to go catch up on my DA side now, then hopefully do some art. See you all soon, hopefully. ^^
Soon I should be on the road, and not long after, have my car going I'm going to either change my hours at work (which my be impossible) or find another job. I know state side, it's not easy to find work, but I need a change, some place not 24 hours, so I can work afternoons, and have nights free, even if I'll be doing 5 or more days. My prime time is night, and I need them back.
Another reason for my artistic absence (not playing Warcraft) is I've been reconstructing my art. Learning from the How to Draw Manga U, and find the results surprising. I've been able to draw angles and do things I would need tons of referance for before, and feel more confident in my art. I have been doing humaniod more, mostly my Wow character Mirri, and her obsession with Illidan. Also been doing some story stuff. I had done a story that was inspired by Slightly Damned, and it just became an obsession to me, and I've worked on it, and molded not only the story goings on, but the very history of a world that is only in my head. Dates, evolutions, peoples, everything. I did a sequall to it, that dives more into the history and also the troubles of the world beyond the main cast. I've still debating if I'm going to turn them into full on novels, or work them into a Web comic run. Add too it, I've also have a Teenage Robot fanfiction that needs some tooling I may post some point, aswell as a few short manga stories. I may tool those and see about publications, but that is fa fetched. I've been hooked on June Yoai mangas, and the last one I read "Wild Butterflies" was a collection of differn't stories, only really one was truly yoai, the other not as much. I have some short story ideas I may try to get into something like Furlough, or something like it.
I've become pretty happy with my learnings from the U, and got my Robot books lately, so I may be able to revive my Gundam obsession. Though DA may be the focus of that, trying to break up my art so FA is my intended Furry fandom, and DA my other.
Going to go catch up on my DA side now, then hopefully do some art. See you all soon, hopefully. ^^
23 rotations down
Posted 16 years agoWell, come the 14th, I'll be 23. Also be my 3rd year here in Massachusetts. well, that was a couple days later, but still.
What am I doing this year? Same thing I do every year Pinky. Nothing much haha! Maybe go to Outback on the weekend, working on the day it self, and wasting my time.
What am I doing this year? Same thing I do every year Pinky. Nothing much haha! Maybe go to Outback on the weekend, working on the day it self, and wasting my time.
Rose tint my world, take away my touble and pain.
Posted 16 years agoRocky Horror has been stuck in my head for the last few months. @.@
As I feel I need to journal now and then, I post this with little to say. I've tried to draw, but mostly only will look good as a sketch. I have ideas, but nothing is working, and seems most my best pushes to draw come when I'm at work @.@
Tanking goes well on Warcraft, 504 defence, and working on my block as one of the Server's best said I should. Still need alot of gear and enchants, and gems. So for only being semi geared, not too bad I'd say.
Pokemon team is all at or near 30. in 20 hours sounds good to me. I like to level my top guys to the next level before a Gym. Flare, 30 (Monferno) Kirmiko 30 (Luxray) Darrel 25 (Buziel) James, 30 (Bunnary) Epolaze, 27 (Ponyta) I have no real 6th, there is the Eevee, but not really sure I'll stick with him.
Love to all my friends, hate to all my Vegies. Peace!
As I feel I need to journal now and then, I post this with little to say. I've tried to draw, but mostly only will look good as a sketch. I have ideas, but nothing is working, and seems most my best pushes to draw come when I'm at work @.@
Tanking goes well on Warcraft, 504 defence, and working on my block as one of the Server's best said I should. Still need alot of gear and enchants, and gems. So for only being semi geared, not too bad I'd say.
Pokemon team is all at or near 30. in 20 hours sounds good to me. I like to level my top guys to the next level before a Gym. Flare, 30 (Monferno) Kirmiko 30 (Luxray) Darrel 25 (Buziel) James, 30 (Bunnary) Epolaze, 27 (Ponyta) I have no real 6th, there is the Eevee, but not really sure I'll stick with him.
Love to all my friends, hate to all my Vegies. Peace!
A quicky
Posted 16 years agoJust popping in for a bit, I forgot to post this, but I made a DA page. There will be lots shared between the two, but I'm going to post most if not all, my non, and not so Furry art there. Warcraft, Gundam, One Piece, what ever I draw hence forth.
http://skuger.deviantart.com/
Be back in the weekend to check messages and what not.
http://skuger.deviantart.com/
Be back in the weekend to check messages and what not.
I'd laugh, if it wasn't so pathetic
Posted 16 years agoWell, I had a mental break down last night. Always something makes me miss my sunday shift at work, and I always just add to my Asst. Manger's problems. He is one of few people at the job I try not to screw.
I don't know why it happened either, I was watching a movie, and after it was over, I just started to go blank. I wasn't thinking, or paying much attention to anything around me. I pissed off my mate, and we had a fight, and I don't know why. I sat there, both of us not talking. All that was in my head, was limited to what was before me. I was hoping it would pass, but it didn't. So I called work to tell them I couldn't come in. Which took all I could, cause I couldn't hardly do more then stare off. All usually, it was a problem, cause no one could cover for me, without it being a problem for scheduals. Jeff had been having a hell of a weekend himself, people at work pulling shit, and this and that, so he wasn't too happy, but being about the only one their who dosen't bullshit about getting out of work, he knew I wasn't just slacking. The two guys who can cover me, one is hard to reach at times, plus he has another job and has been having health problems, the other is a lazy do nothing who finally pushed Jeff to write him up for something. I don't know who covered me, but I couldn't come in, cause by the time I got off the phone, I was crying.
I have no idea still why I had this break down. I wasn't thinking of any of the things that would gave me reason, and this past year had plenty to do it. All I can think, is that my mind just had enough and shut down. No warning, no provocation to why.
I just hope I don't have this again, cause it was such a weird feeling, and I "attacked" my mate, I ruined her and her dad's night, I let down Jeff. I don't look forward to tonight's shift, I don't know who will be in for the 3rd shift, and I don't know who is doing 1st, and add to them, the regulars, and every one, I'll have to come up with something to say why I wasn't in that won't let them dig too far into my personal matters.
"Oh hi, I had a mental breakdown" guess I could say I was sick, or something. I just hate lying when at all possible.
almost 23, and I feel so old.
I don't know why it happened either, I was watching a movie, and after it was over, I just started to go blank. I wasn't thinking, or paying much attention to anything around me. I pissed off my mate, and we had a fight, and I don't know why. I sat there, both of us not talking. All that was in my head, was limited to what was before me. I was hoping it would pass, but it didn't. So I called work to tell them I couldn't come in. Which took all I could, cause I couldn't hardly do more then stare off. All usually, it was a problem, cause no one could cover for me, without it being a problem for scheduals. Jeff had been having a hell of a weekend himself, people at work pulling shit, and this and that, so he wasn't too happy, but being about the only one their who dosen't bullshit about getting out of work, he knew I wasn't just slacking. The two guys who can cover me, one is hard to reach at times, plus he has another job and has been having health problems, the other is a lazy do nothing who finally pushed Jeff to write him up for something. I don't know who covered me, but I couldn't come in, cause by the time I got off the phone, I was crying.
I have no idea still why I had this break down. I wasn't thinking of any of the things that would gave me reason, and this past year had plenty to do it. All I can think, is that my mind just had enough and shut down. No warning, no provocation to why.
I just hope I don't have this again, cause it was such a weird feeling, and I "attacked" my mate, I ruined her and her dad's night, I let down Jeff. I don't look forward to tonight's shift, I don't know who will be in for the 3rd shift, and I don't know who is doing 1st, and add to them, the regulars, and every one, I'll have to come up with something to say why I wasn't in that won't let them dig too far into my personal matters.
"Oh hi, I had a mental breakdown" guess I could say I was sick, or something. I just hate lying when at all possible.
almost 23, and I feel so old.
(10 x 100) + (345 - 150 + 805) + 9 = 2009!
Posted 16 years agoHaving fun with titles, though my math sucks haha
Well it's the time of year again, or for the first time, depending on your view. The 2,008th demon hath been slain, and the 2,009th hath reared it's head to do battle. Will this one be a fight that gives growth and give your life good cause, or will it be a up hill battle that test you in ways you can't imagine? Will the world band together for the good of all, or will it still fight it self, letting the demon have fair time to do it's worst? Who can say?
What have I set forth as goals for the new year? Nothing really, my life is an ever changing focus. I want to do so much, yet I cannot focus on one time, and in multitasking I fail most my goals. I want to do differn't hours at work, but doing so would mean dealing with the worst boss this job has had yet, more often. I want a new job, one I can proudly go too, and say I do, but the way MA is at the moment, I'm lucky to have this one. I like to draw more, but I have obligations. Same for Warcraft, and any other past time.
Past year, I failed to spend much time with my friends, or doing art. All I seem to do, was work, eat, (bathroom), warcraft, and sleep. Mix some TV time, and doodles.
So far, I've cleaned my room. Not completely, but far more then I have ever before. I never have a clean room, but now I can get to my closet, sorta. I want to save some money up, cause my mate and I want to work on living on our own, right now, we can't afford to live on our own, but she wants more hours at her job, and I want to find something else, that pays more, or has management tolerable enough to work more hours, so we could do it.
We'll see I guess. Sword drawn, and nerve steeled, I begin my fight in this year, and lets see who comes out on top. Will I stand proud at the end, ready to take on the next? Or will I crawl out of the heap, just barely in time for the next?
My the light of the Naaru guide me, and strength of Illidan fill me. For the Horde!
Well it's the time of year again, or for the first time, depending on your view. The 2,008th demon hath been slain, and the 2,009th hath reared it's head to do battle. Will this one be a fight that gives growth and give your life good cause, or will it be a up hill battle that test you in ways you can't imagine? Will the world band together for the good of all, or will it still fight it self, letting the demon have fair time to do it's worst? Who can say?
What have I set forth as goals for the new year? Nothing really, my life is an ever changing focus. I want to do so much, yet I cannot focus on one time, and in multitasking I fail most my goals. I want to do differn't hours at work, but doing so would mean dealing with the worst boss this job has had yet, more often. I want a new job, one I can proudly go too, and say I do, but the way MA is at the moment, I'm lucky to have this one. I like to draw more, but I have obligations. Same for Warcraft, and any other past time.
Past year, I failed to spend much time with my friends, or doing art. All I seem to do, was work, eat, (bathroom), warcraft, and sleep. Mix some TV time, and doodles.
So far, I've cleaned my room. Not completely, but far more then I have ever before. I never have a clean room, but now I can get to my closet, sorta. I want to save some money up, cause my mate and I want to work on living on our own, right now, we can't afford to live on our own, but she wants more hours at her job, and I want to find something else, that pays more, or has management tolerable enough to work more hours, so we could do it.
We'll see I guess. Sword drawn, and nerve steeled, I begin my fight in this year, and lets see who comes out on top. Will I stand proud at the end, ready to take on the next? Or will I crawl out of the heap, just barely in time for the next?
My the light of the Naaru guide me, and strength of Illidan fill me. For the Horde!
well now
Posted 17 years agoSo yeah, been gone for some time, blame largely to Warcraft, but also my lake of doing art, and not having my old art program any more, I haven't done much to be here.
Work sucks, same old same old, there, out of the way.
This may take a bit, get something to eat, go to the bathroom, let out the cat, cause it's been needing to pee, and the house plant is praying not to be the new toilet.
Things in life have gotten strange. A family situation has been brewing for some time, and the perculation has stopped. Now things have spilled over, and so much has been crammed into a few short months, that most of us are having trouble doing much of anything beyond the need to be, such as work, and the like. Any free time is spent on Warcraft, TV, sleeping, and attempting to draw. Have wrote alot of random stories myself, but I know the popularity of stories here is low, so haven't bothered to refine them, or post them.
I cleaned up my watch list the other night, cause getting 1,000 some new submissions in a week's time or less, was getting old, with the new set up with the submission field, aswell as the fact I really don't look as much as I use too at the things people post. Many of the artist I chose to remove were good, but I know that I've never or rarely ever looked at their submissions and/or commented. If they even read this, sorry. Not what you do, cause hell, I watched you once, it's just I've changed, and much of what I liked, or enjoyed, only reminds me of how my endless free time is gone, and I've grown up some. I hate thinking I've become another adult. guh. Your art iis still great, maybe better then it was, but just needed to slim it down, now my list is made up of friends, those who've inspired me, or I worship as a lesser artist to their inarguable greatness.
on subject of my art, once again my idol of idols Kaido, has inspired me to take another new path is art. Though she has long been gone from the internet, at least under her old name, that which I have collected in my endless horde of art, continues to inspire me when I need inspiration, to make me urn for those days when I first came to this fandom, this lifestyle, when black and white art wasn't so ignored, when all this porn and yiff wasn't so mainstream to us. Yes their was a time when Furry art was more wholesome, and clean, then it is now. a Clean 60%, naughty 20%, and adult 20% world. now it's more clean 15%, Adult 25%, all out porn 60%
Back on track, I've looked upon those old works of hers, and decided to try not to match wits with the yiff masters of this day, but to just try and retake my old place as another simple artist in this world of art. Not trying to make the next great Zig or Doral, but just to be me, and my art. A problem I've always had, to be like the rest, to impress and to show off. I need to stop myself from forcing my art to be what it isn't. I need to just draw what I love, in what ever way it comes out, be sketchy, or well made line art, shaded, coloured, what ever.
I've done a couple pictures so far, as with the countless times befor, the first is a tribute to my Idol in who she use to be to me. Another is of myself, Sura, just being their in simple clothing, all be it feminen, enjoying the moment. I've started another Zelda fan art, and where it goes, I know not. As to my picture for Affy, I still plan to get that finished when I can get a good program on here. Though I may redo it in a later date.
I was hoping to do some trial commission works, but I need to retake myself, and get my groove going before I dare take on paid work.
Well, I can't think of anything else at the moment. To my friends, who I've lost contact with, and ones I still try to talk too, miss you all. Af, Ed, Shalone, Lil'Shock, Daren, Krissy, Doom, Morti, Lox, and so many more, even if I didn't name you, I still love ya. Some of you have been with me for so long, some only short, but friends I hold dearly, and I hate to loose them, though some I think I might have. Maybe kidding myself with some of those who I think are my friend, cause just never really got to forge those bonds to become so.
Thank all the little people, just feels like I'm doing a speech here. I really should have spell checked before I did this haha.
To my watchers, new and old, fans, and stalkers. I hope to bring you something to continue your interest in me soon.
Arkinane Poros
Work sucks, same old same old, there, out of the way.
This may take a bit, get something to eat, go to the bathroom, let out the cat, cause it's been needing to pee, and the house plant is praying not to be the new toilet.
Things in life have gotten strange. A family situation has been brewing for some time, and the perculation has stopped. Now things have spilled over, and so much has been crammed into a few short months, that most of us are having trouble doing much of anything beyond the need to be, such as work, and the like. Any free time is spent on Warcraft, TV, sleeping, and attempting to draw. Have wrote alot of random stories myself, but I know the popularity of stories here is low, so haven't bothered to refine them, or post them.
I cleaned up my watch list the other night, cause getting 1,000 some new submissions in a week's time or less, was getting old, with the new set up with the submission field, aswell as the fact I really don't look as much as I use too at the things people post. Many of the artist I chose to remove were good, but I know that I've never or rarely ever looked at their submissions and/or commented. If they even read this, sorry. Not what you do, cause hell, I watched you once, it's just I've changed, and much of what I liked, or enjoyed, only reminds me of how my endless free time is gone, and I've grown up some. I hate thinking I've become another adult. guh. Your art iis still great, maybe better then it was, but just needed to slim it down, now my list is made up of friends, those who've inspired me, or I worship as a lesser artist to their inarguable greatness.
on subject of my art, once again my idol of idols Kaido, has inspired me to take another new path is art. Though she has long been gone from the internet, at least under her old name, that which I have collected in my endless horde of art, continues to inspire me when I need inspiration, to make me urn for those days when I first came to this fandom, this lifestyle, when black and white art wasn't so ignored, when all this porn and yiff wasn't so mainstream to us. Yes their was a time when Furry art was more wholesome, and clean, then it is now. a Clean 60%, naughty 20%, and adult 20% world. now it's more clean 15%, Adult 25%, all out porn 60%
Back on track, I've looked upon those old works of hers, and decided to try not to match wits with the yiff masters of this day, but to just try and retake my old place as another simple artist in this world of art. Not trying to make the next great Zig or Doral, but just to be me, and my art. A problem I've always had, to be like the rest, to impress and to show off. I need to stop myself from forcing my art to be what it isn't. I need to just draw what I love, in what ever way it comes out, be sketchy, or well made line art, shaded, coloured, what ever.
I've done a couple pictures so far, as with the countless times befor, the first is a tribute to my Idol in who she use to be to me. Another is of myself, Sura, just being their in simple clothing, all be it feminen, enjoying the moment. I've started another Zelda fan art, and where it goes, I know not. As to my picture for Affy, I still plan to get that finished when I can get a good program on here. Though I may redo it in a later date.
I was hoping to do some trial commission works, but I need to retake myself, and get my groove going before I dare take on paid work.
Well, I can't think of anything else at the moment. To my friends, who I've lost contact with, and ones I still try to talk too, miss you all. Af, Ed, Shalone, Lil'Shock, Daren, Krissy, Doom, Morti, Lox, and so many more, even if I didn't name you, I still love ya. Some of you have been with me for so long, some only short, but friends I hold dearly, and I hate to loose them, though some I think I might have. Maybe kidding myself with some of those who I think are my friend, cause just never really got to forge those bonds to become so.
Thank all the little people, just feels like I'm doing a speech here. I really should have spell checked before I did this haha.
To my watchers, new and old, fans, and stalkers. I hope to bring you something to continue your interest in me soon.
Arkinane Poros
Off to the South
Posted 17 years agoI see FA is back, that is good, but I doubt I'll get to check my messages for a bit still. 1671 new ones woo.
Mayu and I are on vacation, headed down to Florida for a couple weeks. First day was ok, then yesterday I got sick, fallowed by Mayu, and our friend who we came to Florida for also got sick. Not sure what caused it, cause two of us may have had the same thing, but all three of us didn't. So not sure what caused it.
It is still nice to get away, hopefully when I get back, I can find a new job, and get ourselfs in a better situation. Some may know the details, others I'll cover some other time.
Well, going to try and get some Pizzahut sent to the hotel. Check in again soon, I hope.
Mayu and I are on vacation, headed down to Florida for a couple weeks. First day was ok, then yesterday I got sick, fallowed by Mayu, and our friend who we came to Florida for also got sick. Not sure what caused it, cause two of us may have had the same thing, but all three of us didn't. So not sure what caused it.
It is still nice to get away, hopefully when I get back, I can find a new job, and get ourselfs in a better situation. Some may know the details, others I'll cover some other time.
Well, going to try and get some Pizzahut sent to the hotel. Check in again soon, I hope.
WoW wave
Posted 17 years agoIs it me, or did more Warcraft art start showing up around when I posted Zivi? or was there something going on before that?
Just browsed the newer posts, and were a bunch or warcraft pics, mostly Night Elfs, and Draenei. If I'm part of this sudden wave. I'm sorry T.T
For the Horde!
Just browsed the newer posts, and were a bunch or warcraft pics, mostly Night Elfs, and Draenei. If I'm part of this sudden wave. I'm sorry T.T
For the Horde!
Little something
Posted 17 years agoI posted a few things, 3. Woo, doing stuff.
Not really, been hard to get to do anything lately. I think I need motivation. I'm thinking of doing commissions or something where I feel I have too do it, so I can get it done.
I'm not sure really, but I might look into pricing, and figuring out how to go about it. I won't be too much, but also won't know if I'll do this thing at all. So just something to keep an eye out for.
Also for comments, or watches or anything needing me to make comments about, be tomorrow or so before I reply. busy with things, and can't get too them right now. In the future, either. I'll try, but will take a bit.
Yay no bitching of work this time.
Peace.
Not really, been hard to get to do anything lately. I think I need motivation. I'm thinking of doing commissions or something where I feel I have too do it, so I can get it done.
I'm not sure really, but I might look into pricing, and figuring out how to go about it. I won't be too much, but also won't know if I'll do this thing at all. So just something to keep an eye out for.
Also for comments, or watches or anything needing me to make comments about, be tomorrow or so before I reply. busy with things, and can't get too them right now. In the future, either. I'll try, but will take a bit.
Yay no bitching of work this time.
Peace.
Look, he is backish
Posted 17 years agoWow, been far too long eh? I haven't been doing much arts, blame World of Warcraft, and work. I have a coupel things, one needs scanning, others need colour, but I have stuff.
Work sucks as always, nothing new. I started a new story, actually a couple, but who knows when they will finish. Been playing Smash Bros, great game that Brawl. Haven't gone online yet, waiting till I'm back to my level I was on Melee, before I go online to fight. Link, and Wolf are my bests.
Birthday was Monday, and was nice, though thanks to internet loss on saturday, I didn't get to talk with my beloved friends Af and Ed like I was hoping too. I miss them, and all my other friends whom I haven't seen in a long time. I did get a few things I wanted. Mate got my the iPod white Soundwave MP3 Player, with Rumble and Frenzy head phones. All Transform, and work. Had to get some stuff to get it too work, but it kicks butt. I also got the two Swords form Storm Hawks, so now my collection is complete for now. Least what have been poplicly put out, might be some rare things only insiders have, but one day eh? haha.
Well, might be forgetting some stuff, but just letting you all know, I'm still around. Peace
Work sucks as always, nothing new. I started a new story, actually a couple, but who knows when they will finish. Been playing Smash Bros, great game that Brawl. Haven't gone online yet, waiting till I'm back to my level I was on Melee, before I go online to fight. Link, and Wolf are my bests.
Birthday was Monday, and was nice, though thanks to internet loss on saturday, I didn't get to talk with my beloved friends Af and Ed like I was hoping too. I miss them, and all my other friends whom I haven't seen in a long time. I did get a few things I wanted. Mate got my the iPod white Soundwave MP3 Player, with Rumble and Frenzy head phones. All Transform, and work. Had to get some stuff to get it too work, but it kicks butt. I also got the two Swords form Storm Hawks, so now my collection is complete for now. Least what have been poplicly put out, might be some rare things only insiders have, but one day eh? haha.
Well, might be forgetting some stuff, but just letting you all know, I'm still around. Peace
Trying to get use to things
Posted 17 years agoYeah, I've been away for a long time, least seems so not too sure.
Work wise, I'm doing 10pm to 7am, Sunday/monday - Wensday/thursday, But Mayu has got me on World of Warcraft, and been spending more time then I should on there. Basicaly 1, trying to cetch up with Mayu and 2 level up enough to be a threat to those ass wholes to like to go to weak areas and kill players several times lower then them. Long shot, but oh well.
Art wise, I haven't done much, I have ideas, but when I sit to do anything, nothing comes out.
I'm trying to get on more, but things just keep getting in the way, plus the WoW bug is a strong pest. See why so many are sucked in and turned into slaves to it.
Work wise, I'm doing 10pm to 7am, Sunday/monday - Wensday/thursday, But Mayu has got me on World of Warcraft, and been spending more time then I should on there. Basicaly 1, trying to cetch up with Mayu and 2 level up enough to be a threat to those ass wholes to like to go to weak areas and kill players several times lower then them. Long shot, but oh well.
Art wise, I haven't done much, I have ideas, but when I sit to do anything, nothing comes out.
I'm trying to get on more, but things just keep getting in the way, plus the WoW bug is a strong pest. See why so many are sucked in and turned into slaves to it.
What I got
Posted 17 years agoCause I know you care XP
Games:
Star Trek Conquest for Wii
Toys:
General Grievous pre-cyborg
General Grievous Nesting dolls
Todd Mcfarlan mutant Raindeer
Finger Drums
RC Forklift
Shirts:
Star Trek: "Expendable" red shirt
WiFi detector shirt
Random things:
Too many to list and remember XP
Other:
A Ferret and all the trimmings ^_^ (Cage, food, toys, hammic, little shirt)
Named him Toby, and he is very cute ^^
Games:
Star Trek Conquest for Wii
Toys:
General Grievous pre-cyborg
General Grievous Nesting dolls
Todd Mcfarlan mutant Raindeer
Finger Drums
RC Forklift
Shirts:
Star Trek: "Expendable" red shirt
WiFi detector shirt
Random things:
Too many to list and remember XP
Other:
A Ferret and all the trimmings ^_^ (Cage, food, toys, hammic, little shirt)
Named him Toby, and he is very cute ^^
Christmas time.
Posted 17 years agoWell here it is, the eve of the night that several winter celebrations merged formed. I'm working tonight, but Christmas is off, I'm going to try to be on some time at night, so I can at least say something to Af and Ed, and any of my other close friends, if they are on.
Well Happy Holidays, and any comments, watches, so on, I'll probably get too in the next couple days. Work has me busy for the next few.
Well Happy Holidays, and any comments, watches, so on, I'll probably get too in the next couple days. Work has me busy for the next few.
Is he back?
Posted 18 years agoNot so much so, trying to get more art done, but not really getting far, seems all I can do is other's characters. Maybe I'll focus on that for a bit. I believe I have a good size list of people who want to art trades, and people I wanted to do ones with that were filling too. I might start doing some of those. Might lead me into doing commissions.
Really though, no idea. One min I'm ready to do something, next I don't feel it. Just see where It goes.
Some friends are over, that we get to see maybe once a year. They are here till friday I think, sucks, cause been here a while, but cause of work, I haven't been around much. Feel bad about it, but I knew it was going to happen.
*Warning, little bit of complaining*
Work is about as enjoyable as ever. Last week had to help some one get use to our system, he is most likely going to be an assistant manager. up side, he likes me, and think I work hard, down side, I really want to find something else soon. I know all jobs are the same, but I need something that I can get more into, not looking for easier work load, just easier mental load. Like art, if you don't feel it, your not going to do that great. From the start, before I worked a day, or even went in, I had a bad feeling. It's been one thing after another.
Going to look into Quill and Press again, cause I felt good about that, but I didn't have exsperiance. I do now, worked with a register, and done multitasking like never before, delt with costumers of all types, and oddest hours. Also be nicer to have a closer job, with hopefully later hours, so I don't have to freak'n wake up at 5:30, to be there at 7.
Really though, no idea. One min I'm ready to do something, next I don't feel it. Just see where It goes.
Some friends are over, that we get to see maybe once a year. They are here till friday I think, sucks, cause been here a while, but cause of work, I haven't been around much. Feel bad about it, but I knew it was going to happen.
*Warning, little bit of complaining*
Work is about as enjoyable as ever. Last week had to help some one get use to our system, he is most likely going to be an assistant manager. up side, he likes me, and think I work hard, down side, I really want to find something else soon. I know all jobs are the same, but I need something that I can get more into, not looking for easier work load, just easier mental load. Like art, if you don't feel it, your not going to do that great. From the start, before I worked a day, or even went in, I had a bad feeling. It's been one thing after another.
Going to look into Quill and Press again, cause I felt good about that, but I didn't have exsperiance. I do now, worked with a register, and done multitasking like never before, delt with costumers of all types, and oddest hours. Also be nicer to have a closer job, with hopefully later hours, so I don't have to freak'n wake up at 5:30, to be there at 7.
No good title fits.
Posted 18 years agoHe's back, and worst then ever!
Work has eaten away alot of my time, being sick didn't help either. Things that were getting on my nerves, finally seem to fad away, but now we have a new manager, and either because he is new, or is an ass, he is being very strick, and unusful. I've worn my earrings every day, and he tells me I need to take it off, cause it's pollicy. I told him, that none of the terrotory managers have said anything about it. They going to start getting strick on that stuff, I should being wearing all black dress pants with belt loops, and blacks socks, and boots. But I won't.
He then wanted me to work on Thanksgiving, and I told him I can't, I don't work Thursdays, and I'm not having my mate work her ass off doing it, just to go into work that day, cause they are so stupid, they only have 5 people who can work on their own at all. If things don't improve, another job or not, I seriously think I'm going to quit. I don't want to back out, but it's been one thing after another, and no matter how hard I try to do things right, or try to brush things off and keep my head up, I keep getting shit, and just don't see any relive in site.
Art wise, I haven't got much done, and really haven't been feeling it, Work stress has been keeping me mojo down.
Another great thing happend. Mate's fuck face of a Mother out of no where, pulled a Divorce thing on my Mate's father. well, needless to say, between trying to help both her dad and her from loosing it, and myself as well, things haven't been that great around here.
Money has been the big problem aswell. People in dept, problems that need it, and all around dissapointment, in the gorvernmental system.
Gooder thing, I have a Cell Phone now. A little Boot Mobile flip phone, that is slowly making it's way to Geek town. I have some Star Trek ring tones, and been naming my contacts in a very Trek way. Hoping to get some Zelda, and more Star Trek tones and papers for it. Have my little Minish charm on the phone now.
Halloween was pretty good, was Captian Hook, and as a few people said, I was one of the best costumes in Salem. If Shalone reads this, let me know the best way to send you files, cause we took some shots of a couple Halloweenies I think you'd like.
Rest of you, I or my mate, will post some of the spoils on a off site or something, link you is wanted.
Christmas, oh boy. I have some big plains, if what little money I can hold onto, can get up enough. Mate and I are going to do what we can, to make 2007 end on a good note, cause it's been one hell of a pile of shit. For ever good step forward, three steps back right into the pile of shit left by the horse of life.
Work has eaten away alot of my time, being sick didn't help either. Things that were getting on my nerves, finally seem to fad away, but now we have a new manager, and either because he is new, or is an ass, he is being very strick, and unusful. I've worn my earrings every day, and he tells me I need to take it off, cause it's pollicy. I told him, that none of the terrotory managers have said anything about it. They going to start getting strick on that stuff, I should being wearing all black dress pants with belt loops, and blacks socks, and boots. But I won't.
He then wanted me to work on Thanksgiving, and I told him I can't, I don't work Thursdays, and I'm not having my mate work her ass off doing it, just to go into work that day, cause they are so stupid, they only have 5 people who can work on their own at all. If things don't improve, another job or not, I seriously think I'm going to quit. I don't want to back out, but it's been one thing after another, and no matter how hard I try to do things right, or try to brush things off and keep my head up, I keep getting shit, and just don't see any relive in site.
Art wise, I haven't got much done, and really haven't been feeling it, Work stress has been keeping me mojo down.
Another great thing happend. Mate's fuck face of a Mother out of no where, pulled a Divorce thing on my Mate's father. well, needless to say, between trying to help both her dad and her from loosing it, and myself as well, things haven't been that great around here.
Money has been the big problem aswell. People in dept, problems that need it, and all around dissapointment, in the gorvernmental system.
Gooder thing, I have a Cell Phone now. A little Boot Mobile flip phone, that is slowly making it's way to Geek town. I have some Star Trek ring tones, and been naming my contacts in a very Trek way. Hoping to get some Zelda, and more Star Trek tones and papers for it. Have my little Minish charm on the phone now.
Halloween was pretty good, was Captian Hook, and as a few people said, I was one of the best costumes in Salem. If Shalone reads this, let me know the best way to send you files, cause we took some shots of a couple Halloweenies I think you'd like.
Rest of you, I or my mate, will post some of the spoils on a off site or something, link you is wanted.
Christmas, oh boy. I have some big plains, if what little money I can hold onto, can get up enough. Mate and I are going to do what we can, to make 2007 end on a good note, cause it's been one hell of a pile of shit. For ever good step forward, three steps back right into the pile of shit left by the horse of life.
OH MY GORSH (just something random)
Posted 18 years agoWatching TV, and the Scary Godmother movie comes on, and in the opening, one the kids is dressed as Mike the TV!
Unless your a Reboot fan, and/or know Mainframe Entertainment, this means nothing to you.
just had to say this
Unless your a Reboot fan, and/or know Mainframe Entertainment, this means nothing to you.
just had to say this
Alrighty
Posted 18 years agoI hate making journals so close together, but I need to update.
I feel better, few good words from friends, and some wake up calls. I get moody now and then, think most of it is brought on by work, and personal issues, not so much the art.
I've gathered some good friends, some how, and glade for them. I would love to do something that has been on my mind for some time, but not sure I have the time to do it, and also wouldn't want those who are more recent friends, or ones who are not as close to me, to feel left out or hurt by it. One reason I don't publicly show off my love for my dearest friends, or even privately, though some I don't get to talk much too, other, they know.
I love ya all, some times I just feel so immature, and need to have fizzy hit when I feel "ignored"
I feel better, few good words from friends, and some wake up calls. I get moody now and then, think most of it is brought on by work, and personal issues, not so much the art.
I've gathered some good friends, some how, and glade for them. I would love to do something that has been on my mind for some time, but not sure I have the time to do it, and also wouldn't want those who are more recent friends, or ones who are not as close to me, to feel left out or hurt by it. One reason I don't publicly show off my love for my dearest friends, or even privately, though some I don't get to talk much too, other, they know.
I love ya all, some times I just feel so immature, and need to have fizzy hit when I feel "ignored"
If I may...
Posted 18 years agoBe depressed for a moment, I know I'm not the most popular guy, I don't get that much attention, and I'm use to my picture pretty much getting little to no notess, but when I spend days working on something, longer then I ever have, and the only comment I get on it, is from my mate, then I feel hurt.
Maybe I should just stick to my half hearted pictures of porn, and popular characters that are not my own.
Maybe it's this, maybe it's work, but I doubt much art will come from me any time soon.
Maybe I should just stick to my half hearted pictures of porn, and popular characters that are not my own.
Maybe it's this, maybe it's work, but I doubt much art will come from me any time soon.
Long put off update
Posted 18 years agoWell, work is still eh, but it's getting better, I finally got paid, so no leaving any time soon. It was for my first week working, so wasn't as big as I thought it would be, but it's a start, at least I'm not putting up with the job and odd hours for nothing.
My mom sent us money, and so got a few things, one bing the newest tale in the Legend of Zelda. "The Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass" Great game, really pulls together everything that is DS, and challenging, all though a bit short, or least felt like it. I beat it within a week, as my mate says, which is probably the fastest time I've beaten a Zelda game, cept Ocarina of Time MAster Quest, which took about 3 days.
Hopefully I'll be getting a steady pay, and I can start doing things I've been wanting too, buy crap I like, getting things for my mate, helping friends in need, and help avoid loosing this house, and starving to death.
Art wise, I've been up to little, I've drawn a few little things, but nothing much, most my free time has been working on my Storm Hawks project, and playing Zelda, but since I beat Zelda, I can focus the free time on the pictures.
Well, have to check up on FA doings, and then go back to working on the project before I need to do cloths, and get ready for work tomorrow. Peace out.
My mom sent us money, and so got a few things, one bing the newest tale in the Legend of Zelda. "The Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass" Great game, really pulls together everything that is DS, and challenging, all though a bit short, or least felt like it. I beat it within a week, as my mate says, which is probably the fastest time I've beaten a Zelda game, cept Ocarina of Time MAster Quest, which took about 3 days.
Hopefully I'll be getting a steady pay, and I can start doing things I've been wanting too, buy crap I like, getting things for my mate, helping friends in need, and help avoid loosing this house, and starving to death.
Art wise, I've been up to little, I've drawn a few little things, but nothing much, most my free time has been working on my Storm Hawks project, and playing Zelda, but since I beat Zelda, I can focus the free time on the pictures.
Well, have to check up on FA doings, and then go back to working on the project before I need to do cloths, and get ready for work tomorrow. Peace out.
JOOORB JerOOrb!
Posted 18 years agoWell, work is intresting. The hours are odd, most the days I work, are 7am to 3pm, one day is 3pm to 11pm, and another is 11pm to 7am. I'm working 40 hour weeks, getting something like 8.88 for each hour, plus comes with heath care, for a price.
I don't really mind the work, and such, but they need some seriour orginization. The boss set me to the task of taking care of the Milk Order, Pepsi, and Coke orders, showing what I needed to tell them, but she didn't tell me the Redbull/snapple guy was coming that day, nor the fact the Ice Cream guy was coming either. The Ice Cream we had, was all ruined cause some one unplugged the case, and didn't plug it back in till hours later.
I basicaly can do: Register, fixing the pricer guns, replace paper for the register, and gas pumps, make sure the pumps are working, do the lotery machine, make Coffee, restock, clean up, handle orders info, scan in the stock we are getting, and manage to understand thick accents.
If I didn't want the stress of keeping a store running, I'd probably do what the one girl I work with said, and go for the Assistant Manager Jerb.
I don't really mind the work, and such, but they need some seriour orginization. The boss set me to the task of taking care of the Milk Order, Pepsi, and Coke orders, showing what I needed to tell them, but she didn't tell me the Redbull/snapple guy was coming that day, nor the fact the Ice Cream guy was coming either. The Ice Cream we had, was all ruined cause some one unplugged the case, and didn't plug it back in till hours later.
I basicaly can do: Register, fixing the pricer guns, replace paper for the register, and gas pumps, make sure the pumps are working, do the lotery machine, make Coffee, restock, clean up, handle orders info, scan in the stock we are getting, and manage to understand thick accents.
If I didn't want the stress of keeping a store running, I'd probably do what the one girl I work with said, and go for the Assistant Manager Jerb.