Ello peoples :3 I'm having art givaways again
Posted 13 years ago_________________________________
Wanna enter comment on my journal from my new account so please comment on that journal and pass a watch if you wanna. Heres a link to the journal http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3831856/
_________________________________________________________________
Thanks for reading :3
Attention Friends,watches and peeps :3
Posted 13 years agoI wanna do TMI tuesday looks fun.
Posted 13 years ago______________________________________________
ASK ME lots of stuff :3 I'll be honest promise. ^^
_______________________________________________________
Ello everyone :3
Posted 13 years ago____________________________________________________
You know what..... I'm a indecisive Dummy who can't be honest with himself or sure of anything "ever" Haha I know funny right after doing so many changes with sona's and other things. It's irony that I was indecisive about being indecisive well I feel I might never be sure of anything really. My train of thought was gone for a while striving to become someone easily noticed which I guess isn't too bad really but making excuses for my actions was my way of saying I'm not in the wrong which was a dummy move :3 but after sometime and seeing that life isn't so bad really when I opened up to all my friends it was awesome and funny probably the best days i had in a while now. I suppose I been to hard on myself with the whole fursona nonsense really why should it matter what animal I am right....well I thought it would be hard cause I'm all over the place I'm way too random to figure out or fit into one thing. So I know what I'm gonna do *giggles* I'm probably not gonna have a new picture in this gallery for a bit but maybe later in the weeks I should have a update on something details later on that one but yeah ^ ^
__________________________________________________________________________
Thank you all for watching and reading and faving I hope to hear from you all soon
Should I start streaming again?
Posted 13 years ago____________________________________________________
Just curious cause I can you everyone wants me to. I really don't mind just lemme know thru this journal in the comment section. .....
_______________________________________________________________
Thanks for reading and commenting.
Gotta get my mind free
Posted 13 years ago_________________________________________
Watchers,friends,peoples,hommies,other terms X3
As much as I loves you all......I need to clear my mind I want to empty all the unfortunate things from my mind. It's been holding me back for far too long I need to figure out where things stand with me on a few levels....mainly "this" retains to friendships. Started, lost, recovered, and forgotten by all means. I was hung up on the fact that being a fur and seeing IMs of people would give me a instant friendship to them but that was stupid. You can't gain an instant friendship with anyone from just one talk, joke, picture, or RP. Friendships are building blocks based off trust, understanding, held together by great fond memories from that bond. Truly something that doesn't happen of one convo or RP and certainly not from long extended periods of staying idle or being a ghost hardly even there. So I see where I was a fool in the aspect even with my problems and lack of courage from shyness. It's no excuse for staying silent to so many for so damn long v.v There is no way that some of the could have been friendships will ever be regained or restored honestly it made me a little sad but I understand sure there is a chance maybe some of those people may like to try again and sure I would like to as well. just I don't think I can gain any type of friendship like this really. So please this goes out to anyone who has or is on my friend list on anything. Delete me if you feel that the chance of a friendship is not possible, or if I had neglected to talk with some of you and you believe we had a real friendship Please tell me the truth I can change anything without a response and if anyone would like to try talking with me and hopefully become real friends is free to indeed my skype and steam info is still there just tell me.
_____________________________________________________
Thank you and I'm sorry
Commissions ready to take on some
Posted 13 years ago________________________________________
Okay....I'm nervous as heck so lets get started :3 I'm gonna start small 5 slots
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
My commission price journal is here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3682193/
If interested in getting one comment on this journal and then we can talk from notes on your slot.
If anyone commission me I'll also do their picture with them private in a join.me If requested.
I'll eagerly await you all to hopefully give me a chance for doing you all an commission ^^
____________________________________________
Thank you =3
Gonna start taking Commissions soon.
Posted 13 years ago________________________________
*plays dramatic music* It's almost time for me to start taking commissions...I wanted to do this later but my dad is kinda pushing me into a corner buy cutting off me getting a 30 or 20 dollar allowance. So in order to live and support myself untill I can find a good job I'm gonna do commissions thing is I dunno when I'll start so best to check with me on that fast *giggles* and check over at my commission price journal thingy here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3682193/ <-
I'm dunno if anyone would be interested in getting a commission but if by chance anyone is then the price thing is there just note me if your interested? ^ ^
As for the filling gallery journal please note that it serves as a random drawing. And does not automatically mean you'll get a picture but the chances and odds are good. If you get a commission from me it will be bumped to head of my priorities of things to do. So yes please keep that in mine.
____________________________________________
Thank you for reading
Help me fill out my gallery ><
Posted 13 years agoThis event is close thanks for trying but yes its over maybe later I'll do this again
_______________________________________________
I'm put and wanna try more stuff plus I wanna fill out my gallery a bit and I wanna put more art out this so more people can see it and hopefully like it aswell ^^. Soooooo ummmm post journals if you want or just post a comment with refs and possible a picture idea on here in this journal >,.< I got very confused last time but this time I think I got it :3. So ummmm please post your ref and idea here or tell people I'm doing random pictures for anyone on a journal eithers fine really I just wanna fill out my gallery a bit also to keep it fun I'm gonna pick pictures at random to do so don't go asking me if your picture is being done cause im not telling *giggles* :p
__________________________________________________________
Thanks for reading
Need Inspiration
Posted 13 years ago______________________________________
I'm in a pure art rust right now I'm feeling like pure crap as well. I dunno when I will draw or be all happy-go-lucky but I'm just sick of everytime I feel like im really getting better out of nowhere everything just goes as if that progress never happened it bother me a lot.....a whole lot *sigh* feels odd and not really in my best of moods *sigh* anyway I dont think I'll be able to draw but I don't mind taking ideas. Please comment and note me. In the meantime please feel free to comment as well if like talking to me v.v
_____________________________________________________________
Thank you for reading and or commenting
Commission Prices Are here
Posted 13 years ago__________________________________________________
So I'm now finshed picking out Commission prices so They go as following.
Commission prices
________
Line Art only (no coloring) $10
Currently I dont have exactly have pictures of such.
...
Flat color (no shading or highlights just the coloring)$15
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8407418/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8407380/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8368261/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7666185/
...
Full color pictures (picture giving shading,highlights .etc) $18
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8472532/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8391273/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8420735/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8402551/
.....
Things I'm not comfortable with drawing is simple
-scat
-killing ,death and murder picture
.....
Things that I'm not used to / still learning (Art of this caliber is questionable meaning untill I'm better at such you might wanna ask for another artist)
-Dragons
-Equines
-Fat furs
...
Yup so thats pretty much it. Anyone have questions or think that the prices should be lowered please lemme know ^^.
I'll answer any and all questions giving.
_________________________________________________________
Thanks for reading and hopefully commenting
Something is.....missing? (please read)
Posted 13 years ago___________________________________________
I dunno Something is missing in my art But I can't tell what it's lacking blah this is gonna kick my butt till I figure it out >,< everyone please I'm just asking out of curiosity. Do any of you " really " like my artwork. I'm just wondering cause hardly anyone ever comments but sometimes some people favorite my pieces and I'm very thankful for that. Just wish I got alittle more feedback on my picture so then I could further improve on things so I could tell what exactly I need to work on.....I thank you all for helping me get me to this point and I wanna further improve and make everyone happy but I need to know where my faults are or even if my pictures was truly good or not.
__________________________________________________________________________
Thank you for reading and hopefully commenting
Need help from Artist
Posted 13 years ago____________________________________________________________________
I need an some artist help for making somethings mostly stuffs I wanna try. If your an artist or know an artist that can help with the items on the list below.
The items are :3
_______________________
1. animations
2. how to make a badge.
Thats mainly all anyways
___________________________________________________________________________
Thank you all for reading :3
Important decisions Time
Posted 13 years ago_______________________________________________________________
Ok so ummmmm its "do or die", "Go big or go home", "the final countdown" Ummmmmm its choice time...
So I really dont wanna do this to anyone but *sigh* its come to this. I'm gonna start doing commissions I hate to put a price on what I love to do but after talking with my dad and some friends. Me and my dad agree that jobs are very hard to come by and now that I'm out of school. I need to start supporting myself somehow and while I'm looking for a job at the same time I need to find a means of earning alittle bit of money on the sides. My dad said to use my talents and make it more than just a hobby tho I really hate to admit it he does have a point out of the pass two months I only had about 40 dollars and been supporting myself on that alone. So now my question to Everyone and I mean every single person *giggles*
_______________________________
Though it hurts me a little to have to charge people for my art and I love drawing for everyone ^^
Would anyone still like a picture from me even after I start charging?
Whats your idea of a fair price for a Full colored picture from me?
Any other question anyone would like to ask me?
______________________________________________________
Thanks for reading and answering
Yays it's My Birthday and My Second year as a fur
Posted 13 years ago___________________________________________________
*Cheers and dancing* Hehe I'm sooooooo happy X3 *hugs everyone*
___________________________________________________________
Thanks for reading :3
The full point I noticed
Posted 13 years ago _________________________________________________________
My happiness only came from having and making my rabbit character that I stop using for the dumb reason explained in the other journal so I'm remaking him and never switching again I was dumb for changing from him when the way I made him was exactly the way I am :3 but I was being picky and just want to be liked to much to realize it. So I'm just gonna be done with that hopping from sona to sona and kuro is for sure not gone I like him as a funny and pervy character but he just wasn't fully me.
___________________________________________________________
Thanks for reading
I totally Missed the point!?
Posted 13 years ago________________________________
I come to realize something that I was an idiot and was being clueless to the truth that I was avoiding. I in my first year of being a fur I have made a total of 3 "fursona's" and time after time again I was acting like they fit me but in all honest I made those fursona's off my secret wanting to be liked and I wanted that so badly but the love I notice I gain from some people wasn't a true thing and even if it was I didn't feel any happiness from it at all. I thought about it over time and noticed that the way i was switching my fursona was the same way I acted around people in school. Being something I know I wasn't just wanting to be loved or liked by others and I felt like crap then acting like that. I don't wish to be that way anymore If anyone loves or like me then I rather they liked me for the real me and not some pale imitation of something I'm not. I also came to see that my fursona was something that I did really like but my only reason for stop using him was because of my lack of drawing talent and thought he wasn't gonna be liked by any means. I know dumb reason right. Well now I see how I was wrong by doing that and so I'm gonna start using what I have no doubt was my true fursona without question. So in which I would like to ask to anyone or everyone who known me up to this point or just the fur community in general. I would like to make a clean slate and clear all the nonsense I had with the constantly making a new fursona after a few months. I also would like to state that I'll act my true girly,weird,pervy,silly, giggly,clueless self the way. And use the fursona I should had been from the start. Please forgive me?
____________________________________________________________
Thanks for reading
Would anyone like a picture? (Closed)
Posted 13 years ago __________________________________________
If so and don't mind someone at my amateur level of art then please ask me for A request right anyway for the time being and the fact it takes me sometimes like 2 or 3 days for each picture And I don't wanna have anyone waiting for years for a picture I'm gonna take 5 requests. I please want to remind everyone that I'm not a master artist or super fantastic I'm still learning and This is mostly for practice and giving people some artwork ^ ^ as well as getting my art alittle noticed every once in a while :3. Please simple ask me on This Journal and After I reply back I'll ask you send your full ref, idea and rating of the picture in a note Then I'll put your name down on this journal's "requests list" and I'll do my little scribble thing *giggles* ^ ^ So please ask away :3.
_____________________________________________________
Thanks for reading ^ ^
Request List
1.
Done
2. 
3. 
4. 
5. 
what I can do
-badge thing (example http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8128400/)
-Icons
-full and half body picture (example http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8329604/ and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8069239/ )
Oh my gosh Party time
Posted 13 years ago Soon anyways *giggles* I'm so happy in just a week or two My birthday will be here :3 and also my second year anniversary of being a fur. I'm soooooo excited I can't wait I'm gonna scream "eeeeeeeeeeeee!!!" Okay now im done ^ ^ so thats all to really talk about on that behalf. Meanwhile I wanted to make some new friends so if anyone would like to chat sometime please add me on.
Skype - kota_pup
or Playstation network - ZeroskykitsuneX
Also I might be getting an Xbox 360 for my birthday so I'll be on there aswell.
Oh and my birthday is July 11 X3
_____________________________________________________________________________________
Thank you for reading ^ ^
I got the rusties again ><
Posted 13 years agoBLAH I'm feeling so dang rusty when it comes to drawing anything this week after gradaution rehearsals and the actual graduation on wednesday I hardly had any chance to draw not to mention I hardly gotten any rest but Im feeling a little better just need to shake off this rusty feeling I still have like a picture or two that and I hate to keep people waiting on their picture >< but this feeling gotta go before I can do any serious artwork cause I rather give someone the best I can do than the worst ^ ^ I might try and stream maybe try to do a few sketches or chibi art with simple colors I dunno I guess this is just a heads up I suppose. Anyway Thats my little problem :3. *Thinking* Oh yeah also I'm very bored anyone wanna chat on skype add me I don't mind Kota_pup thats my name thingy on skype Comment on the journal letting me know if ya adding me first tho kay ^ ^
____________________________________________________________________________________________________
Thanks for reading :3
Graduation brings a lot out of someone
Posted 13 years ago First I have to start by saying as of now I'm an official graduate of my high school and I'm so filled with emotion I dunno how I was able to get out the building without crying like all my other fellow classmates. I never had the honor of having my name called for anything in school but at this graduation I was shocked by being awarded a reward for having the highest "Notci" (graphic designer Test) Score out of the whole school :3. I never been so proud of myself but getting my diploma had to be the most scary thing I ever had to do ever. I'm glad its over though I will miss them all and some I will still be seeing from time to time as for the ones I know I probably won't see ever again I will keep the memories of the times I shared with all of them in my heart forever. *sniffles and tears up* Now I take my first steps into the world no longer as a student of a school but as a student of college and a graduate of year 2012.
____________________________________________________________________________
" Cute " !?
Posted 13 years ago I'm not getting this at all anymore. Every time I heard the "cute" word or anything related to that I feel so darn confused and blushy but I hate those words so much. I never heard these words ever when I was trying to be cute or wanted to be...so why now. I when over family house to get some stuff done for graduation and thought I'll take my hair out and let it just flow a bit and I did also took a picture of it as well. The moment my cousin's friend and family seen me they went crazy saying "you look just like a girl", "Oh goodness such a cutie", "you finally look like yourself", "such a teaser. why dont you stay like this." heck my own uncle (my mother's half brother) even said "you look so much like your mother its amazing. You take right after her". I had to run away and go walking for a bit tearing up from hearing that. It didnt stop there either girls I never seen before and even a few boys started hitting on me. I told them I'm a boy and did they notice and still they didnt throw insults or make jokes all they said was "you look really pretty for a boy.....no homo". I quickly said thanks but had to run off before they noticed me blushing again. I couldnt escape those words by any means I heard them everywhere I went and it scared me and made me nervous but at the same time I felt like I wanted to say thank you to all the people but the best I could do is "Im not pretty, cute, or anything sorry but thanks" as a comment I feel like I said the right thing at the time but now I wish I could say sorry and just really say thank you. What is wrong with me I never accept people and the good comments given but the bad ones I can handle so well. I was even told I should "feel lucky and proud that I have the looks I have." but I just can't understand it how am I any different from anyone else. It's not as if I'm that special or I cured the common cold or anything. I'm just a normal geeky,shy,nervous,happy-go-lucky giggling idiot so how the heck am I soooo special and what should I truly be proud of my "looks". For the past months I keep being told "You should learn to take a compliment" but I just don't get it. What the heck am I missing here and why am I told I look pretty or cute. Personally I don't think so but I just wish someone could just help me understand it better. Inside I know I want to accept being called such things but I just can't see how am I expressing any of these things everyone finds so cute. I want to know myself better.
________________________________________________________________________________
Please comment and thanks for reading
Status Journal (plus other stuff)
Posted 13 years ago_________________________________________________
So as of this week I'm a graduating senior of "class of 2012" which I am very excited though I'm kinda shocked from the "blah" reactions I got from my step mom. I thought maybe I'll find someone to happy dance with ^ ^ but not yet though I'm still very proud of myself cause I had to push myself very hard these last few weeks and my acting like I wasn't worried and staying calm really threw everyone off of me being a nervous wreck for the last two or three weeks. Also lack of sleep has been haunting me for those weeks so I'm sorry if me and my bed become "BFF's" for awhile. As I am very happy I'll probably post a full visible and clear picture or pictures of myself after graduating day hehe. My plan so far as education goes is I'm gonna take a 1 year break and gain some working skills then head into college next year for the fall with enough scholarships to get into a 2 year college then head into an art college for 2 more years. OK!
Well now that thats done and over with. ^ ^ I noticed a bunch of stuff :3
-I have almost 300 watches.
-Being a skunk kitten rocks *giggles* X3
-Making friends is fun sometimes but hard other times.
-I love comments and I get very giggly over them so please send lots kay ^ ^
-Really wanna be in a fur family lately it just seem so loving and caring. *sniffles*
-Having really pervy ideas and becoming more frisky *blush* i dunno why.
-I'm blushing over the word "cute" even more than before.
And Now the questions for everyone now :3
-So I thought up commission prices going (5,10,15) do anyone believe thats reasonable for someone at my level?
-What do you think of my artwork so far?
-If you could rate it from 1 thru 10 what would you score it?
-What do you think of my sona kuro? (if you wanna rate him 1 thru 10 feel free)
-Is there anything you would like to see more of from me? this could be anything and not just art.
-Should I start streaming again?
-Anyone wanna try making or becoming friends with a skunk kitty like me?
I would really love to see comments on this journal because I really love seeing what people think of me? :3
_______________________________________________________________________________________
Thank yew very much for reading and hopefully commenting on this journal ^ ^
E3!!!!! Yays
Posted 13 years ago__________________________________________________________________________________________
_______________________________________________________________________________________
E3 is gonna be a total win :3
Yay Sony press conf. is coming up next in about 30mins I can't wait its gonna be awesome I'm sure. I hope sony talks alittle about kingdom hearts, Ps4 and Devil may cry. Its going to be *purrs and giggles silly* Oh my gosh I'm such a nerd for E3. X3
_______________________________________________________________________________________
E3 is gonna be a total win :3
Sai help wanted and other stuff
Posted 13 years agoUmmmm okay I like using paint tool sai a lot and I think i'm starting to get the hang of it a little by little but I just thought maybe I could ask some other artists on FA for a few tips on somethings that are kinda bugging me.
-Whats a good resolution for clean crisp lines and good coloring
-Cell shading techniques and Sofft shading techniques
-Help making a signature or watermark for my pictures
-Tips on setting up good prices for my artwork comissions whenever I start
And for everyone hehe :3
-Do you think my artwork is improving?
-On a scale how where would my art fall ( 1 being awful) - (10 being amazing incredible)
-What does my style look like to you? (realistic,semi-realistic,cartoony,anime,chibi,etc.)
__________________________________________________________________
-Whats a good resolution for clean crisp lines and good coloring
-Cell shading techniques and Sofft shading techniques
-Help making a signature or watermark for my pictures
-Tips on setting up good prices for my artwork comissions whenever I start
And for everyone hehe :3
-Do you think my artwork is improving?
-On a scale how where would my art fall ( 1 being awful) - (10 being amazing incredible)
-What does my style look like to you? (realistic,semi-realistic,cartoony,anime,chibi,etc.)
__________________________________________________________________
Thank you very much for reading ^ ^