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I figured I'd do a quick little life update because I haven't for a while and I figured I'd update some of my watchers so they know I'm not dead X3

I moved in with my boyfriend  arkxy in July and I've honestly never been happier ;u; I'm closer to my best friends and of course having the privilege to wake up next to bae every day~

Back in August I bought my first car, a silver 2001 Honda Prelude. Tis my pride and joy! It's a little rough around the edges but with my new job ill definitely have no issue fixing the rust and dents from the past owner's negligence :| I named my car Tatl because the other Blue Prelude I was looking at was supposed to be Navi, but the owner was a turd and basically ignored me and ignored 5K worth of cash.

Then two weeks ago, Arkxy and I adopted a senior cat from the Edmonton Humane Society, he's 9, but still has the attitude of a 2 year old :| his name at the shelter was "Corben", but because I went to high school with an asshole who shared the same name we changed it to "Odin", he loves cuddling and food. So basically he's just a normal cat.

Along the same week, I started a job at "Global Pet Foods" and honestly its the job I was looking for until I gather the funds to move to Vancouver and start my 3D Texturing Career~

So
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I have been busy as fuck hence the lack of art ;-;
Hopefully I'll have an actual schedule soon and find my tablet so I can find some time to do some arts~

EW I'M OLD.

I'm job searching currently.. and my savings are wearing thin. I'm opening for 10 NSFW/SFW commissions! Note me if interested!

EXAMPLE-- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16722553/

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MY FURSUIT IS IN NOW HNNNNG
Gotta wait for to take me to his house and we'll record a box opening video!

TEARS ARE A FOR SURE THING

Hey guys, I'm really stripped for cash, and I need to get out of my house for personal reasons.

I'm doing tails, so message me if you'd like one and I'll give you a quote. I'm also doing PWYW commissions, so note me.

Just need out of my house to get away from the abuse..

https://www.weasyl.com/~sashaaardwolf
https://www.weasyl.com/~sashaaardwolf
https://www.weasyl.com/~sashaaardwolf

So my new FA is  SashaAardwolf
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Commission info and shit will be there instead of here~

Probably going to happen, not liking the name anymore and there's a lot of art and such on re with my two exes I'd rather not see anymore.

I DUNNO

Probably going to do that tonight if I got time. I'll post the new FA link in a journal here~

So my friend Eerie and I are going to make it to Eurofurence this August in Berlin Germany!
If you're wondering where we'll be look for the pasty whites in goofy accents

Bringing my Fur Suit as well! Eerie and I will be giving out candies and stuff! So be sure to look out for us! C:

My depression has hit me like a freight train.. I've been bawling my eyes out for the past hour. I'm wanting to do something.. but I promised my boyfriend I'd stop. I just can't move away.. it's only six months but I know it'll be the most painful six months I've ever had.
I've kept strong for so long.. I'm exploding case of emotions and just everything hurts right now. I can't talk about it face to face because when people see me cry I feel pathetic. I just can't handle being unable to see my boyfriend on my last week at home. He's going to be stuck at work, where talking about how much I really don't want to move away will be impossible without bawling my eyes out like a wimp.
I'm moving to college.. I should be excited when really I've been depressed since the moment I realized, I won't be seeing him as much as I need to.
I'm just so sick to my stomach
I want to stay home

IM 18
I CAN DRINK AND SCREW ALL I WANT

But all I'm going to do is buy a slushy palm bay package just so I can play with it and play video games with my boyfriend

CANT COMPLAIN

So like.. tomorrow my boyfriend and I celebrate 4 months together. Now I know that this is hardly a long time, but after spending some time with him today.. I can say that I've never ever thought that I would have somebody like this. September is usually a hard time for me because it's the month my dad passed away, the end of August is usually when I feel my depression seep back but do I feel it this year? Hell to the no. Who would of thought tickling the fuck out of somebody and having them laugh out death threats to get you to stop would make me realize just how much I've grown these past few months?

I just want to say, it took me 17 years to have somebody actually here with me. I was patient, and I believe that everything was worth the wait. I haven't felt a drop of my old depression, a hint of my gender issues, nothing. When I had an anxiety attack he was right there.. holding my hand and talking me through it, and didn't even tell his other friends about my attack, and just said "I was tired" when I went mute because of my anxiety, knowing I get embarrassed about it. I've finally found someone who I can be a complete idiot around and still know he's thinking, "Damn I love her."

I know I don't show it enough because I've been running around trying to get my shit together for college, but I love you so much, Kevin. There's literally nobody I can picture in my life right now. I know these next 6 months will be difficult.. but we'll make it. And thank you for everything you do for me.

OKay so I got a Mac, right?
SO I CAN'T USE SAI FFFF
What's a drawing program that's a good substitute? I mean free would be preferred, but if I have to scrape some money together to get it then that's okay.
in other words
I can't art until I figure this out ;-;

I kinda want to open for some headshot commissions
can that be a thing?
I need to get back in the swing of things now that grad is over

Okay so I know I've been inactive as hell here but I promise that I'm going to upload a lot more now that things have finally settled. So like.. a lot friggen happened this month, both good and bad but hey.. at this point I thought I couldn't be any happier.

My tablet is now fixed.. they finally gave me the right cord and I can draw without any glitchyness which is amazing! Which means that I can now build up my portfolio for college! Did I mention I'm going to a college in September? No? Well.. I'm going to Pixel Blue college in September.. for only six months then I can start working! Awe yiss!

I also got a new job.. I decided to contribute to Canadian culture and work at the local Tim Hortons. Which of course means I have less time on my hands.. but hey it's better than an empty bank account right? More hours and better pay than what I do now.. tis amazing.

AND NOW I'M SAVING THE BEST FOR LAST. So like.. I had this huuuuge crush on this guy, I swear to god I was like a friggen giggly school girl. I slept over at his house last weekend like I always did whenever we were both off of work. Nothing really changed.. we watched youtube and played video games till 5 in the morning and whatnot. When we both got up in the morning we watched a little more youtube videos and such, until out of the blue he told me "get comfortable" which surprised me a little bit because he never acted like that before. But I did as he said and laid down on the couch beside him. What'd he do? Turned on Netflix and put on the fireplace channel. So we watched that in silence for a good 15 minutes before he finally asked me in a bit of a nervous tone "Hey, are you interested in anybody?" which scared the fuck out of me because it's like.. how do you tell the guy you like who exactly you like. Buuut after a while of silence I said that I did. Which he responded with a disappointed "oh.." so being the smooth bastard I am I looked up at him and said "I'm looking at him" which made him crack the biggest smile I've ever seen on him and then he asked if I'd like to "Give us a try" in which I said "of course" which was followed by a hour of holding hands and having epic cuddles. I'VE NEVER BEEN CUDDLED BEFORE AND IT WAS AMAZING I TELL YOU SON.

SO LONG STORY SHORT I GOT A BOYFRIEND ON EASTER MONDAY WHICH WAS GREAT. AND A NEW JOB AND A NEW SCHOOL TO START A CAREER GAWD DAMN IM TURNING INTO AN ADULT WOW.

Open for three gender bender commissions! Ever wondered what your character would look like as the opposite gender? Now's your chance!

You'll get a shaded bust with your character as a boy or a girl! All species welcome! Selling these for $35! If you're interested comment below! I'll close when I feel like I've taken as much as I can handle!

So my dog decided to nibble on my tablet cord, it still works and I have it taped up to prevent further damage, however this is only a band aid, and I'd much like to go wireless to prevent this from happening again.

So what is this iron artist to going to be you say? How about discounted flat coloured busts? Instead of $15, they'll be $10!
Or! Take three slots for $25!

I'd really appreciate if y'all could help me out, I can also offer sketch commissions if you're interested!

Going to spend some time to freshen up my style, do different things when it comes to colouring and inking, and most of all.. fix my anatomy.

I'll finish commissions I owe, however there will be no more openings until I am happy with what I have improved on. Hope you all understand!

So my tablet is really not liking me this week, had pressure issues and it wouldn't follow my pen movements. When I finally fixed it, suddenly there were plans for me to go off to my grandma's until Monday. (Red hood and a basket of goodies were not included)

SO. I will finish commissions on Monday! That is a promise!

Have a happy Valentines Day!

SO now that I have an easier semester I can get more art done
how much art?
Enough for me to do an iron artist!

What is this iron artist to be you say? How about discounted flat coloured busts? Instead of $15, they'll be $10!
Or! Take three slots for $25!
Doing 20 slots of these! Get them while you can!
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Comment or note me if interested!

I HAVE 69 WATCHERS COMEDY GOLD HAR HAR HAR

I'm done I swear

So there's this fall/spring jacket that I absolutely ADORE
but I'm only $15 short
WHY MUST SHIPPING HURT ME SO MUCH

in other news anybody want a sketch or something to make up for what I'm short? I reaaaaly want/need this jacket ;-;

Guys, I'm open for emergency $15 icons.. lost my grad ring and I need money for a replacement. If you got message me for a commission or can spread the word that'd be awesome. I take Paypal or Canadian Cash only.

So life has been pretty crazy, I'm now in my 12th and final year of school and have been really focusing on doing well this year, which has been really kicking my ass. I've been taking care of my horses, who are the cutest little shits out there and I love them to death! I've also been busy getting my lifeguarding license, which I got about two weeks ago which is HUUUGE for me!~

I've also been sick as hell.. blegh

But because of me being busy as shit I haven't been drawing as much, but hopefully I'll be getting my shit together here soon. Starting commissions again and working on LOONG overdue trades, which I feel like a dink about. Life just sorta happened and took of on me, yo.