It has been a year since the last journal, only apt it be another New Year Meme!
I hope everyone has a lovely new year in this, the Roarin' 20's!!!

First things first, did you have a good year?
It has had it's ups and downs.

How old did you turn this year?
I'm a whole quarter century. 25

Do you feel your age?
Yes.

Did your appearance change in anyway?
Longer hair, more muscles.

If you traveled, where did you go?
I didn't travel this year. I've been busy working.

Which fashion trends did you love?
I've been pretty keen on most of the stuff I've seen this year, honestly. Feels a lot like my style this year!

Which fashion trends did you hate?
Except for those sleeved leotard things, which are now in sweater material! I hate them still!

What was your favorite article of clothing this year?
I have been wearing scrubs like everyday. I love wearing my sweaters when I get the chance.

What song sums up this year for you?


What album came out and has been on heavy rotation since then?
Nothing in particular sticks out. I listen to a lot.

What was your favorite movie of the year?
Dragon Ball Super Broly! That was a wonderful movie! It was seriously beautifully animated, great mostly sound direction, we actually get to see some history of the Sayans, so that was great by itself.

Did an actor/actress catch your attention for the first time this year?
Nope.

Favorite new TV show?
We started watching The Resident. It is a fun medical drama.

Which new ship/fandom has taken over a lot of your time, attention, and tears?
No new ships, but I have been accompanying my lovely wife on her Dragon Ball kick, so that has taken a lot of my attention.

What food did you try for the first time?
Spicy potato noodles. Real good!

Did you make any big permanent changes this year?
Yes, kind of. Rei and I moved out of our parents houses and have started living together, and now we have a menagerie.

What was one nice thing you did for someone else?
I do a lot of nice things for a lot of people, it is part of my job.

What was one nice thing you did for yourself?
I got myself some art supplies for traditional art. I havn't stopped doing art, I've moved over to mostly traditional art because I can doodle on a sketch pad while on the couch with Rei and Phantom.

Did you develop a new obsession?
Not especially, but I have gotten more into my own characters.

Did you vote?
Nope, I have not voted.

Did you move?
Yep, my fiancee and I are now in our own apartment.

Did you get a job?
Yep, I changed jobs.

Did you get a pet?
Yes. We got a pomsky.

Do you regret not doing anything?
Sure, I have a lot of regrets.

Do you regret doing something?
Again, yep. Got a lot of regrets.

Have you done anything that scared you?
Well, someone hit my car on the highway, so that scared me.

Did anyone/thing make you so mad it stayed with you for days?
Yes.

Did you lose anyone close to you?
Not really.

Did you fall in love?
Yes, with my dog. I love him so much, and now I am one of those Dog Mom people.

Did you fall out of love?
Nope.

Did you start a new relationship?
Nope.

Did you go through a break up?
Nope.

Did you have to cut ties to someone?
Kind of, after I changed jobs.

Who was important to you this year but wasn’t important last year?
The people I work with.

Who wasn’t as important to you this year as they were last year?
My college classmates, unfortunately. We are all busy livin life and such.

If you could have a do over on one thing you did, would you take it?
Yes, absolutely.

What was the best moment of the year for you?
Probably earlier on in the year, when I got my RVT license, maybe moving into my own place with Rei.

What was the worst?
Getting hit on the highway is Pretty High up there. My car is still in need of repairs.

Did anything happen that you were sure would change you as a person but it really didn’t?
I thought I would never drive on the highway again, but that lasted maybe two weeks. I got places to go, I can't afford to not go on the highway. I have altered when I get on the highways, though. I don't go on the highway in the mornings anymore, with heavy rush hour traffic.

Did anything happen to you that you were sure wouldn’t change you as a person but it did?
Nope.

What are you most proud of accomplishing?
Rei and I living on our own, with my son the dog.

What have you learned about yourself this year that you didn’t know in the years prior?
Yeah, I'm a Dog Mom person. I have always had dogs, but this dog is mine completely. I didn't even want a dog, he just happened.

Did your opinion of anyone change for the better?
Kind of. I get along a bit better with my in-laws now that Rei doesn't live with them.

Did your opinion of anyone change for worse?
Yes.

If you make resolutions, did you complete them this year?
I did, and I stuck to everything except doing more art!

If you make resolutions, what will your resolutions be for the coming year?
I want to plan my wedding. That's pretty much it, I want to plan my wedding this year. We are getting married in 2021, so I got a year to plan.

If you could go on an adventure during the remaining days of the year, where would you go and what would you do? Who would you go this?
2019 is over, it is now 2020. I would still like to go to New York City with Rei.

What do you wish for others for the coming year?
I wish them a good new year!

What do you wish for yourself?
WEDDING CON 2021! I just want to plan this thing! I'm excited to legally be married to Rei.

It is the end of the year! Time for meme.

First things first, did you have a good year?
Yes I did!

How old did you turn this year?
24

Do you feel your age?
I do.

Did your appearance change in anyway?
I think my hair is longer.

If you traveled, where did you go?
Rei and I went to Portland!

Which fashion trends did you love?
I love many things.

Which fashion trends did you hate?
The weird leotard long sleeve trend.

What was your favorite article of clothing this year?
I have mostly existed in yoga pants and leggings, but I always am happy to throw in winter sweaters into the mix.

What song sums up this year for you?
My Way by Frank Sinatra

What album came out and has been on heavy rotation since then?
Into The Spiderverse has been a staple for me since I have encountered it, I can't place another album I've been into.

What was your favorite movie of the year?
This has been a very Spider-Man heavy year and I am loving every second. I loved Venom and Into The Spiderverse. Spiderverse probably wins, but goddamn I love Venom.

Did an actor/actress catch your attention for the first time this year?
Tom Hardy, because Venom.

Favorite new TV show?
I watch baking shows all the time, and I've watched She-Ra. She-Ra is pretty good.

Which new ship/fandom has taken over a lot of your time, attention, and tears?
I wouldn't say anything has taken over.

What food did you try for the first time?
I don't know if I've had any new foods. I've been eating a bit healthier.

Did you make any big permanent changes this year?
I graduated college.

What was one nice thing you did for someone else?
I really can't think of anything in particular.

What was one nice thing you did for yourself?
I spoil myself a bit.

Did you develop a new obsession?
Not really. I got re-invested in Spider-Man but I already adored Spider-Man.

Did you vote?
Yeah, I vote.

Did you move?
Nope

Did you get a job?
Yep

Did you get a pet?
Nope

Do you regret not doing anything?
Sorta, but nothing I can really fix.

Do you regret doing something?
Of course.

Have you done anything that scared you?
Surgery terrified me, but now it is really easy.

Did anyone/thing make you so mad it stayed with you for days?
Yes.

Did you lose anyone close to you?
Nope

Did you fall in love?
Nah, I already got a wife

Did you fall out of love?
Nope!

Did you start a new relationship?
Nope, Rei and I are on our 7th year together.

Did you go through a break up?
Nope

Did you have to cut ties to someone?
Nope

Who was important to you this year but wasn’t important last year?
I got really close with the rest of my class.

Who wasn’t as important to you this year as they were last year?
I don't think anyone.

If you could have a do over on one thing you did, would you take it?
Of course I would

What was the best moment of the year for you?
Graduation was real nice.

What was the worst?
November was a super terrible month.

Did anything happen that you were sure would change you as a person but it really didn’t?
Nope, I have had things change me.

Did anything happen to you that you were sure wouldn’t change you as a person but it did?
Yep.

What are you most proud of accomplishing?
Graduating college.

What have you learned about yourself this year that you didn’t know in the years prior?
Nothing! Even after extensive medical testing!! It is driving me insane! On an emotional level, though, I have learned that I can take a lot more than I ever thought I could.

Did your opinion of anyone change for the better?
Yes.

Did your opinion of anyone change for worse?
Oh hell yeah.

If you make resolutions, did you complete them this year?
I think I was too busy with school to think about resolutions last year.

If you make resolutions, what will your resolutions be for the coming year?
I want to start working out more, which I have actually already started. I want to eat healthier, which I have also started. I want to do more art. I want to try new things.

If you could go on an adventure during the remaining days of the year, where would you go and what would you do? Who would you go this?
If I could do anything I wanted, I would take Rei to New York. I would love to visit the city again, and to show Rei around would be special.

What do you wish for others for the coming year?
I hope everyone has a great new year!

What do you wish for yourself?
I wish for happiness, and also for my stupid goddamn medical issues to be resolved.

Taken from Dev Art cause I needed something to think about that doesn't involve Pharmacology


- Name: Stacy, but I go by a lot of things

- Single or taken: Taken

- Gender: Female

- Birthday: November 1

- Sign: Scorpio

- Hair color: Right now, light brown

- Eye color: Green

- Height: 5 Ft

- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Lesbian/Asexual of some variety

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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Whole Foods brand Lavender

- What are you listening to right now?: Game Grumps

- Who is the last person that called you?: Some random number from Massachusetts

- How many buddies are online right now?: A few

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F A V O U R I T E S
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- Animal: African Wild Dogs and Spotted Hyenas, but also I love everything

- Colour: Greens, Purples, Teals

- Drink: Coffee and Tea

- Element: Ice

- Food: Vegetarian Mandarin Chik'n

- Game: Pokemon

- Movie: Repo! The Genetic Opera

- Song: Honythief - Halou

- Subjects in school: All of them, I'm in a veterinary program and I love what I do

- TV: Scrubs, How It's Made

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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: Yup

- Smoked?: Nope

- Bungee jumped?: Nope

- Made yourself throw up?: No, but I have gastric reflux so my throat is acid about 70% of the time

- Skinny dipped?: Nope

- Ever been in love?: Yup

- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: I did as a kid

- Pictured your crush naked?: Yeah, she's much prettier than I could have ever imagined

- Actually seen your crush naked?: Yeh, she's me wife

- Cried when someone died?: Yes

- Lied: All The Time

- Fallen for your best friend?: Yeah

- Used someone?: I shuretanly have, I am an expert at manipulation

- Done something you regret?: Yup

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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: Pastel rainbow pajama dress

- Desktop picture: Purple-blue clouds and lightning

- CD in player: N/A

- DVD in player: I have a plastation as a dvd player, it has Dragonball Xenoverse 2 currently

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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: Dad

- Hugged: Grandma or Grandpa

- You kissed: Tally (my rabbit)

- You IMed: Rei

- Talk to online: Rei

- You sexed it up with: Rei

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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: Yes

- Open-minded?: Yes

- Arrogant?: Possibly, I'd need an outside opinion

- Insecure?: Only Slightly

- Random?: No, I'm quite predictable

- Hungry?: Always

- Smart?: Yes, very

- Moody?: No

- Organized?: Very Yes

- Shy?: Yes, but I am far more social than I used to be

- Difficult?: I can be

- Bored easily?: Yes

- Entertained easily?: Yes, I was looking for a toy yesterday and just kept shaking a rattle with this very happy chiming sound

- Obsessed?: I prefer dedicated, but that word would also fit

- Lazy?: I used to think I was, but I'm pretty sure it was depression

- Angry?: I can be at times

- Happy?: Happy is a strong word, I'm more just content

- Hyper?: No, I'm docile

- Trusting?: Absolutely Not

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R A N D O M
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- In the morning: I am in class

- Love is: What you make it

- I dream about: Becoming a vet, working at a zoo or with a specialty avian clinic, after I retire from regular clinic, I'd love to work at a wildlife rescue

- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Regardless of what sex, I notice Body Language first

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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: Kree

- Makes you smile: Kree

- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Not in the way implied here, but I certainly get red flag feelings from some people

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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No, Rei and I talk as it suits us

- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Nope

- Wish you were younger?: Hell No

- Cry because someone said something to you?: I used to

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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Not much, but it has happened a couple times

- Of CD's: I have some

- Of scars on my body: 5 at the moment but they are fading away, all from animals

- Of bones I've broken: None officially, maybe my hand when I was a kid, and I had a cracked rib

[do you like . . .]
◌ small hugs? Yes
◌ big hugs? Yes
◌ lip kisses? Yes
◌ cheek kisses? Yes
◌ neck kisses? YES
◌ forehead kisses? Yes
◌ making out? Nah, that's a bit gross
◌ cuddling? YES
◌ spooning? YES
◌ holding hands? Depends on the temperature
◌ nose booping? YES they are my favorite thing
◌ tracing circles on skin? Yes
◌ being carried? Yes
◌ carrying others? I try my best but I am 5 ft 85 lbs

○ do you have a crush? I have a Wife
○ are you in any kind of relationship? Yes
○ have you been kissed before? Yes
○ would you want your partner to be taller or shorter than you? I have no preference but my Rei is taller than me
○ what's your dream date? Hiking somewhere beautiful
○ have you ever confessed to a crush? Kinda
○ are you open to a poly relationship? Honestly, I don't know, maybe with the right people but for now I'll say No
○ do you have a fb crush? I have a wife
○ what is one thing that always makes you blush? Rei
○ what's your fave petname? Snow, probably
○ stargazing or a city skyline? Both is good

I am so tired. I'm halfway into my second term. I'm making straight A's, got myself a sweet 4.0 GPA. My life is nothing but homework and studying. And really, I thrive on it. I just gotta brag for a bit. I'm really great at what I do. I was born to work in the veterinary field. My goal short-term is to pass vettech with a 4.0 gpa and have my internship at the STL Zoo. Long term, I want to work in exotics, specifically avian medicine. And become a full veterinarian once I got the money to pay for it, which working as a tech in exotic medicine is pretty feasible. Anyway, next week I have kennel duty so I'm about to be a dead cat walking. It is surgery term for the upperclassman so we are about at capacity. We have so many dogs it isn't even funny. And most of them have giardia. And we have a shit ton of cats too, but I'm pretty sure than all of our cats are healthy.
This upcoming weekend I am going down to my fiancee's family's cabin because they're having some memorial day weekend event and their family is doing their spring birthdays. That means that I have to find the time to shave somehow during kennels week. This autta be fun.

So a lot has happened since I last wrote anything on here. I am going to vet school starting on the 27th of this month, which is really exciting. But some bad things have happened, too. My cat, Bandit, passed away a month ago. And just today I found out my grandma fell and broke her arm last night. She is fine, but hurting right now and doesn't want visitors yet, so obviously I am worried about her. She doesn't want me to worry, she'd much rather me focus on getting ready for school. So I'm trying. It's just a bit difficult. It is a mixed bag, but I am going to make the best of it.

1. Dropping ice cream on the ground
2. Finally completing a level in a video game they were stuck on for months
3. “Don’t touch me”
4. Alarm clock just went off
5. Just got assigned a lot of work
6. Watching a fictional character they love die
7. “Oh what’s that thing”
8. “aAGH I SHOULDN’T HAVE TOUCHED THAT THING”
9. Just actually slipped on a banana peel
10. Being blamed for something they didn’t do
11. Just ran for an extended period of time
12. Being sent an email that’s entirely in wingdings
13. Receiving anon hate
14. Having money thrown at them
15. Just brought fast food home and looked in the bag to see it’s not what they ordered
16. About to be hit in the face with a rotten tomato
17. Startled by a doorbell
18. Getting paid very little for a tedious task
19. Getting paid a lot for a tedious task
20. Failed to make a bubble with bubble gum
21. Just received socks as a gift
22. Seeing their favorite animal
23. Seeing their favorite person
24. Someone pronouncing their name horribly wrong
25. Eating something gross
26. Trying hard not to burst into tears in front of a crowd
27. Someone accidentally touches their sunburn
28. Realizing they spelled their own name wrong on something they gave to a friend
29. Booing someone off of a stage
30. Being booed off of a stage
31. Getting flipped off
32. Receiving an email with the entire Bee Movie script
33. Realizing they’re about to fall down the stairs
34. Having a fan blown in their face
35. About to tackle-hug someone
36. About to receive a tackle-hug
37. Accidentally burned themself with hot glue
38. Looking in the mirror and realizing someone drew on their face while they slept
39. Seeing something they desperately want to buy
40. Eating something hot and realizing it was probably too hot to eat

I figured since I havn't updated here in ages that I'd stick up this new challenge. I havn't started on it yet and won't for a little while, but I got a bit tired of seeing the goretober one still up.

1. Excessive Gashes/Lacerations
2. Extra Limbs/Eyes/Etc
3. Surgery
4. Torture
5. Amputation
6. Cannibalism
7. Gut Spill
8. Ritualistic Sacrifice
9. Monster Form
10. Blood Bath
11. Skewered
12. Fire/Explosion Damage
13. Decay
14. Plant growth in body
15. Emaciation
16. Painful Transformation
17. Backstabbed (literally or figuratively)
18. Acid burn
19. Toolbox Injuries/Robotic Parts/Prosthetics
20. Parasite
21. Manslaughter/Serial Killer
22. Animal/beast wounds
23. Nosebleed/Bruises/Minor Injury
24. Post-Mortem examination
25. Skeletal/Bones showing
26. Crushed
27. Possession/Corruption
28. Sickness
29. Distorted Body/Broken Bone
30. Stitching
31. You made it! Combine any 2-3 above!

Welp!! I'm gonna upload a bunch of stuff that I've drawn since I last uploaded something. I am probably gonna make myself a new icon, too.

Stole from  rottie.

The Essentials
Name: Stacy Klug
Nickname: Snow
Location: St. Louis
Age: Young Adult, 20
Height: 5 ft.
Zodiac sign: Scorpio
Any pets: Two dogs, one cat. I have a rabbit, too, but he lives at the clinic. And a gourami.
Favourite thing about yourself: I like that I am able to please my fiance.
Worst habit: Being shitty at most things
Fun fact:
★ART WISE: I can draw pretty decently.
★LIFE WISE: I'm amazing at psychology and biology, and pretty damn good at writing.
★KINK/NSFW WISE: I don't do sex. I think I'd enjoy bondage.

Identity, Sexuality & Personality
Gender identity: Female
Sexual preference: Female
Relationship status: Engaged


Routine
"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": Night Owl
Bath or shower: Depends
First thought in the morning: Shit I'm late!
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Either thoughts of my wife or some schizophrenic terror.

School/Work
Do you work or are you a student: I am a full time student, but I've been looking for part time work.
What do you do good: Psychology and Biology. And writing.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Still in school, probably living with my wife.

Habits (Do you…?)
Drink: Nope
Smoke: Nope
Do Drugs: Nope
Exercise: I do sometimes if I feel I need it
Have a go-to comfort food: Yes, I love chocolate.
Have a nervous habit: Far too many.

What is your favourite…?
Physical quality (in yourself): Eyes
In Others: Probably also eyes. I like eyes.
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): I don't have good qualities mentally, I don't think. You could ask Rei if you want to know.
Food: I like chocolate.
Drink: I like coffee and tea and the like.
Animal: African Wild Dog, Spotted Hyena, North American River Otter, every single herp
Artist/Band/Group: Voltaire
Author/Poet: Not sure.
TV Show: I don't really watch tv.
Actor/Actress: I'm not good with names either.
Blogger: Probably someone.

Sooo I just realized that  foxaxon tagged me to do this ages ago and I don't think I ever did it! I'm fixing that now.

Da Rules
1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You have to tag 11 people.


1. Given the opportunity, would you remain human, become an anthro, or would you be feral?
That's a hard question. I think I'd like to be an anthro. That way I'd be able to be a cat, but still retain the ability to draw and my other higher level thinking. I would be able to cosplay things as a catgirl, too.

2. What is the weirdest or most unusual thing you've ever eaten? Would you eat it again?
Huh, I think the weirdest thing I've eaten was squid. No, I won't eat it again. Not because it wasn't good, but because I am a vegetarian now. u.u

3. If you were a tree, which specie would you be?
Oohhh I love trees and pretty much all plants. I want to say Sugar Maple. But I also feel like dogwood because they are just so beautiful.

4. If the future could be seen and you could view your end, would you?
I would not. I'd rather not know.

5. What picture best represents you? I could be something you drew, another artist on FA, or something else on the web. Provide a link, please.
Probably this. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13382029/

6. Of all of your favourites, what is your most favourite picture on FA? What makes it your favourite?
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12738298/ Love is Blind by  Rukis. I've loved Arctic foxes since I was little, Off The Beaten Path is a really great story with an amazing Arctic Fox character. It doesn't hurt that the artist is so amazing as well! This pic in particular sticks out to me due to the snow. It's simply beautiful.

7. If you could choose someone to hold a seat of power (presidency, the monarchy, or some other position of leadership), who would you choose and why?
I would choose  gravediggersco as the dictator of Argentina.

8. How do you handle telemarketer calls?
I don't answer the phone. ^^;

9. What is the stupidest thing you've ever done? Did you live through it? Was it worth it? Would you do it again?
Story time! One time my fiance and I were trying to find best buy. We did not find best buy, but we somehow managed to get all the way out to Forest Park. And then on the way home we found a mysterious pet shop that had so many reptiles. It was really fun, totally worth it, and I'd love to do it again.

10. If you were stranded on a desert island, what would you hope to have with you?
I'd hope to have a hatchet. Everything else, nature would provide, aside from contact with the outside world. But I'd be able to build a shelter and other things if I could cut down trees. Maybe a raft even, to attempt to get home.

11. If you were shopping for my birthday, what would you get me? (no I do not expect you to get something for me, remember, it's the thought that counts. ^.^)
Oooh I don't know! Maybe a very large slow cooker. X3 Really though, probably just money. I've always found that people prefer money so they can buy themselves exactly what they want instead of someone buying something like what they want for them.

11 things about me:
1 I am a cat.
2 I have insomnia.
3 I want to get my pilot license.
4 I love pokemon.
5 I love Warrior Cats.
6 I sew and knit.
7 Before I was with my fiance I never wanted kids.
8 I love Harvest Moon.
9 My favorite book is A Taste For Rabbit by Linda Zuckerman.
10 The book series Cirque Du Freak holds a very special place in my heart.
11 My first anime was NightWalker. (I'm not counting Pokemon and Sailor Moon because I don't feel it.)

I'm not doing 11 new questions or tags. I'm sleepy. G'night <3 It's 4 in the morning.

• What is the name of your fursona?
Pfeffa

• Where did the name of your fursona come from?
Pfeffa means Cat in the rabbit language from Watership Down.

• What species is your fursona and why did you choose that species?
Pfeffa is a Snowshoe Hare. I chose that species because it had Snowshoe in it and I am a Snowshoe.

• What color is your fursona and why?
Brown. That's the color of a Snowshoe Hare's summer coat.

• What is your fursona's personality and how does this compare to your RL personality?
Pfeffa is a part of my personality, not a different personality.

• What is one item your fursona owns that is significant to you in RL?
My collar and silver celtic knot necklace.

• What is one thing your fursona would say to you if you could meet?
Ohgodohgodohgod we missed two questions on that test, holy shit this is the end of the world, and we have that paper we need to write on the medical treatment of ADHD oh god we need to do that /NOW/ IT IS DUE IN A WEEK HURRY IT'S A 20 POINT PAPER GO GO GO

• What is one thing you would say to your fursona?
Oh god we do have that paper don't we? Oh shit, we're gonna be late on it. WE GOTTA WRITE THE PAPER PFEFFA WE GOTTA WRITE. WE NEED $90 FOR TOMORROW'S CLUB HOLY SHIT PFEFFA FIX IT WE HAVE TO REMEMBER TO BRING IN THE RESEARCH TO THE CLUB ON AUTISM OH GOD WE GOTTA

• How has your fursona changed over the years?
Well, she wormed her way in to my fragile psyche and became a visual hallucination that was then killed by another one of my hallucinations and after sshe died she decided to become my personality. Way to go, Pfeffa.

• How long have you had this fursona?
I'm actually not sure. I made her after I read Watership Down.

• Would you like to be more like your fursona?
I'd have to be a rabbit to be more like Pfeffa. I'm happy being a cat.

I finished my Epona cosplay. I am happy with how it turned out. I'll post pictures tomorrow I think. Gonna wear it tomorrow.
I am so tired. I'm gonna go to bed.

Last night I celebrated the New Year by watching Resident Evil with my fiancee. Got to spend the night over there. Was lovely. :3 And as of now, I think we have about three inches of snow on the ground, and its still coming. A very snowy new year!

Art News:
I got my tablet all nice and functional, and now I'm downloading the bundle of art programs that came with it. <3 I can't wait to try them out.

Hope everyone has a lovely time! I am gonna start drawing a whole lot more. ^^ <3 Got my tablet now and such.

Stolen from  AlexDachshund

1. Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Rei

2. How did you two meet?
We met through someone who used to be a friend of ours.

3. When did y'all officially start dating?
January 31st at about 11:30 at night, so we can say either January 31st or February 1st.

4. Did you meet online?
Nope.

5. What attracted you the most to him/her?
Her. Just all of her. X3

6. Is he/she what you expected?
I didn't expect anything, but she is the greatest. <3

7. Did you kiss on your first date?
Nope. X3

8. When did you first have sex?
We don't have sex.

9. Do you live with them?
Unfortunetly not. T_T We really want to, but we're going to get through a bit of college first. Hopefully in about two years we will be living together, but I want to sooner.

10. Are they snugglers?
Yeah. :3

11. What was the last compliment they gave you?
I can't recall exactly, but it was probably something about my hair looking cute. X3

12. How long have you been dating?
Year and about 4 months.

13. Would you spend the rest of your life with them?
That is what I plan on doing. X3

14. When will you see them next?
Maybe today, maybe tomorrow. Depends on if she can get out of the house for something other than college.

15. What interests do you share?
Art, anime, animals, medicine, we like alot of the same foods, movies, books, exct.

16. Is there something you regret?
I regret being so clingy, I've made her stay past when she was supposed to be home before and that's a bad thing.

17. What was the last thing he/she gave you?
Support when I really needed it and her hoodie to cuddle with.

18. What was the last thing you gave them?
I made her dinner.

19. Are they willing to sacrifice for you?
Yeah. :3

20. Have they given you a ring?
No, but I've given her one. X3 Not the actual rings we are going to use, but we are kind of poor right now and rings are expensive.

21. Are you taller or shorter than them?
I'm shorter.

22. What is their personality?
Pretty impulsive. Sometimes has a short fuse. Very demanding. Very caring. Very loving. Quick wit. Smart. Perfect to me. <3

23. Are they a furry?
She has a fursona. X3 But so do I. And I don't really think of either of us as 'furries'.

24. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Right. She likes being on the left.

God damn I have a lot on my plate right now. x_x;
I have to do so many things.
I got a few comics I need to do.
I have a few more Easter things I want to get done.
I have a collab.
I have my 8/10 pieces for my senior project I still need to do.
I have an entire folder of things Rei wants me to draw.
Let's organize things!
Priorities:
1) Easter stuff
2) Collab
3) Comic
4) Entire folder of things
5) Senior Project

.... Yep. I'm dumb.

I have a work in progress and am not sure what to do for the background, but I have the characters finished, like full shaded and everything. Just don't know if I should post it as a wip or not. Any opinions?

Innocence is when someone does not know any better. It is when they react in a way that they think is right when they are thrust into a situation in which they don't actually know how to react. This often leads to them making mistakes. It leads to them doing wrong by accident.
This is correct, is it not?
Are we all in agreement?
We have all done this. We have all been innocent at one time. And we have made our mistakes. We have done wrong because we didn't know any better.
This is true, eh?
Think of this any time you interact with someone who makes a mistake. Keep it in mind when you get angry. Remember that you were once innocent, too. You have made those mistakes.
I hope that every one has paid attention to this. Because some people need to be reminded.
The innocent can not know anything unless they have learned it through trial and error.
Keep a level head.
Be gentle in guiding them.
It can be exhausting, but wouldn't you have been grateful if someone had taken their time to be there, gently guiding you through a mistake rather than yelling at you for something that you did not know about?
Yes.
Keep this in mind.

Oh this rant is full of hormones and emotions and other things because I can and only like two people are going to actually maybe read this and that's just swell. Also, I am fully aware that this is irrational. Believe me. I know. I can't change it though.
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I am so completely pissed off at my parents. Why? Because they are turning the tv up loud and the noise is driving me insane. I can't do loud noises. And I also have a retarded ocd thing where I have to wash my face like freaking bajillion times a day or everything goes into panic mode. Well Dad shaved his face in the sink I use and hasn't cleaned it. He left globs of toothpaste and hair everywhere and it's disgusting. I won't touch it while it looks like that. But I have no other sink to use, so I don't get to wash my face. This brings a really retarded amount of stress onto me. It is literally hard for me to function right now. I just want to curl into a ball and cry or stab things. I'm not sure. It's actually hard for me to type. Today is St Patrick's day. Everything was supposed to be fun and good today. It was for Rei. And I am happy that she had such a great time at her show. I really am. I love it when she's happy. I didn't get to go with her today, though. I wish I would have been able to. I want to spend more time with her. I barely got to see her for an hour this evening. When I'm all completely stressed and irritated like this she can completely calm me down, but I didn't get to do that because I was busy making us dinner, and then she brought a Oregon Trail Zombie to play, so I didn't get any cuddles. I was lonely for pretty much the entire day, and I've been easily irritated all day as well. I know it's hormones. It is. But knowing what it is does not solve the problem. No, knowing what it is does not change the symptoms of anything. I've learned that the hard way. I really hope that I'm not completely hormonal when I go see my psychologist this Wednesday. That wouldn't be good. "I HATE EVERYTHING" "Why is that, sweetie?" "I DON'T KNOW." *goes to sob in the corner of the office* "I see." * prescribes antipsycotic drugs*

Resolutions:
- Get Drivers License
- Get Job
- College
- Figure out what I should major in

So tomorrow is my last final. =w= Psychology. It is gonna be interesting. I know all the material, but the teacher makes really horrible tests. Like they are bad. Not difficult, just really shitty wording. So I don't know. But then after it I'm off for winter break. Woo~

I have an extra cat in the house now. X3 My friendperson Inanna has a cat, but she moved into an apartment that doesn't allow cats. So I offered to take her in for a bit, we're gonna take her to the vet clinic's catroom because Rei and I are gonna take one of the cats and another one of the cats has also been taken. So they will be needing new cats.
The cat's name is Shadow. X3 She is long furred, black, copper eyes, and a white tail tip. She's still pretty young, I think she's about 7 months.

I think I have to draw her, she is really freaking cute.

Went on a senior photoshoot with my bro, my cuz, my bro's girl, and X. It was pretty awesome. X3 Took a ton of photos. Found out that I actually really like modeling. It was really fun posing for the pictures. And we took lots of them. We played with Pokemon. We did the monkey walk. We danced Gangnam Style. Sarah and I jousted using our brothers as steeds. Climbed some trees. Also I can carry Logan. We went to a pizza place after that and I had the best cheese pizza ever.
Later Rei came over and we hung out here for quite a while just cuddling. ^^ That was really nice. Then we went to Michaels and got over charged for stuff. X3 Didn't notice at the time. I thought it seemed a bit pricey, but at the same time I know that art stuff isn't cheap so I assumed that was it. After shopping we went to the vet clinic. I got to meet the new birds there, Satan and Hitler. No really, those are the birds' names. Rei's brother is so adorable, by the way. In his phone I am registered as Big Sister 2. That is freaking adorable.
So anyways now I'm ending the day. My back hurts like hell. I probably pulled something. I'm gonna draw a new character that one of my friends from Tech designed and gave to me. :3 I really like the design so I hope you all will, too. Her name is Allavey.

Ok, today was amazing. It started off as school. And then a bit of angst because of reasons that make pain and a lot of it. And then I fell asleep for a bit. Then it takes a nice turn for amazing. Rei comes over. We hung out briefly in my house, then we go to the mills. We walked all around the mall, most of the while I was in pain, but ma belle lapin takes great care of me. She takes care of me the whole time without complaint. If that isn't love then I dare you to find what else is. We bought lots of things whilst at the Mills. We raided Spirit because it was cheap. We went to the kitchen store and bought a few things. We bought an American flag at flagworld. And then I learned that an endorphin rush is a better cure for pain than any amount of Indomethacin. So I completely loaded up on endorphins. Kinda feel guilty about it I guess (not really) about the salt, but it was totally worth it. So then Rei goes home. I sit there enjoying not being in pain. Get home and bam! Mom. And she threw money at me. I have $100 from her, and a really cute wolfie card, and an amazing scarf. If this wasn't previously known about me, it is now. I adore scarves. Getting off track now. Durring tech all of my graphic design classmates wished me a happy birthday, hugged me, and threw candy at me. Seriously, Asia gave me an entire large twix. It was awesome. My graphic design peeps are amazing. I'm glad to be a part of the GD family. I don't know what else to ramble on. So I guess that's all for now.

Hey I'm still alive. That is all.

Classes are pretty easy so far, I like them all so far(except most of the people in them).
Been together over half a year with my girlfriend. She keeps trying to teach me to dance and I still suck at it~~ @u@ I will learn eventually........ If I can figure out how feet work.
Turns out I am unintentional matchmaker, I ship my little sister and her friend and now apparently my little sister is going to ask her friend out. My OTP will be for realz! I am really so happy about that.
My cousin and I keep growing closer and closer. :3 I am also really glad about that. He is seriously one of my best friends and I trust him with my life. He is going to be my best man. Rei is going to design his suit.
A tendon in my left arm has been deteriorating fast and is now to the point it's painful for me to use, so I must use a brace for it. The store bought brace frustrates me beyond belief, so I have made my own brace out of gauze. I think it works much better.
Oh, and in the rare event I do start uploading artwork here(I'm lazy) expect it to be a mass amount of rabbit spam, for I have read Watership Down.