Happy New Year 2025, everyone!
Now that I have some time to draw, I can maybe open some commission slots for a while! Until the end of January.

I already got some commissioners in queue, so there will be only 6 slots open(for fully colored pics)!

* Current Commissioner List(for fully colored pics) :
- SketchySeraph
- jdburger
- DshittyAdmiral
- Thommieja
- Nephirite Harmony
- Corvet
- Grant Graywolf

* B/W Lineart commission List :
None at the moment!

* Current Trader List
- bardley0886
- Natalie

If you feel like commissioning me, do tell me your ideas via notes OR discord(esotericer#5812) and we can talk it over.

Commission fee will be as usual : $50 USD for B/W lineart, and $100 USD for fully colored and shaded character. So if you commission a color sequence with three characters, the price will be 100 * 3 =$300.
The price and working time might go up, if the character has complex design or if BG needs to be drawn too.

However if you have TF /furry pic ideas that's either :
1. Quite big, featuring a lot of characters or has lots of parts
2. Feature haughty princesses as victims(preferably generic ones, and not something from an existing franchise)
3. Feature livestock animals, like cow, donkey, pig, horse, dog, etc
4. Really intriguing in general,(e.g. Shiranui Mai getting turned into a cow, since Shiranui Mai got announced to be in Street Fighter 6 recently and I kinda wanted to draw her more),

Then I will draw some additional details for free, or will offer some discounts.

Payments will be made via Paypal.

Let me know if you got ideas you want drawn by me. Again, hope you have a great start of the new year!

Since I got started on a new job, I am closing commissions for now due to reduced time. Will spend little remaining time on finishing commissions on the line and practicing my drawing skills and stuff.
Also my deepest apologies to people waiting for my commissions, I hope to deliver pics as fast I can!

* Current Commissioner List :
-SketchySeraph
-Snoopguy
-Avulpanther
-jdburger
-Stickcut

However, if you have TF /furry pic ideas that's either :

1. Quite big, featuring a lot of characters or has lots of parts
2. Feature haughty princesses as victims(preferably generic ones, and not something from an existing franchise)
3. Feature livestock animals, like cow, donkey, pig, horse, dog, etc
4. Really intriguing in general,(e.g. Shiranui Mai getting turned into a cow, since Shiranui Mai got announced to be in Street Fighter 6 recently and I kinda wanted to draw her more),

feel free to tell me your ideas via notes OR discord(esotericer#5812) and we can talk it over,
and we can see if I can draw it this session or draw it in the next session when I am open for commissions again.
Cheers!

Can anyone recommend me some TF writer to commission, who can write a story with :

1. Lots of creative descriptions, that makes the story feel like a legit fantasy novel
2. Explores the life AFTER transformation, rather than the TF process itself(like most TF stories nowadays)
3. Minimal dialogue(I am a bit tired of TF stories that feels like an RP log at the moment)
4. Fantasy setting(worldbuilding
5. Involving feral(or anthro, but I prefer feral over anthro) livestock(cow, donkey, pig, and horse) TF.
-> First and second condition is obviously the most important.

Currently my fav writers are : DankeDonuts, TurnedintoDragon, crunchynachoes, sketchyseraph and mutamancer. Plus others, but all of them are busy at the moment. So trying to branch out and find some other writers.

Just let me know if you guys know a writer who wrote TF or furry literature, that feels like a fantasy novel with lexicon of diverse and creative words.
Plus maybe a site to look for tf literature. So far I'm checking Doc's Lab, Furaffinity and Deviantart, but not sure what other sites to look into.

Thank you so much!!

It has been 4 years since I made that animation(titled 'Princess's Ordeal') of a generic purple-haired princess, being 'Poof' tfed into various forms(17 in total) : https://www.furaffinity.net/view/34585482/

Now, I might try to recreate that sort of animation, involving a more older(last one looked too young, tbh. Due to my poor drawing skills) looking, more haughtier/angrier looking princess being turned into various animals and maybe objects.

ALSO, want to create another animation with the similar effects and execution, but this one involving Princess Peach from Super Mario series, being turned into various forms by her 'evil alternative' version Wapeach, who got her hands on Rosalina's wand and is happy to exert her ire and frustration of never making it to an official game on the much beloved Nintendo princess.
Basically it will be Peach and Wapeach version of that gif of Daisy, turning Rosalina into a variety of forms with her own wand. Which inspired me to create that animation 4 years ago.
(The name of the artist escapes me, but I think they pioneered the 'd/orse' or 'queen's blade stallion' TF genre, that NikujiruC later took up the mantle. If you know, please let us know too)

The main problem is that there are just so many possibilities, I cant possibly decide on what animal and inanimate forms to choose. As long as its not something too body-horror ish(like that cock-head form of Rosalina in the original animation), I am welcome to draw any forms.

SO, if you have any forms in mind that you want to see me draw these princesses 'poof' turning into, please let me know in the comments below!

* Also I'm thinking of giving all these forms human breasts, what do you all think?
* Also some of these forms can be futa, sporting huge dicks.

Idea 1 - a generic haughty princess getting TFed. Probably no modern stuff, like machinery?

1. Fav Ideas :

-cow
-cowgirl
-donkey
-donkeygirl
-pig
-piggirl
-horse
-horsegirl
-Elephantgirl
-Hippogirl
-Monkey
-Ladypot
-Pumpkin
-black panther(anthro)
-lioness(anthro)
-dragon
-kobold
-Camel
-Frog (normal sized one or bigger than normal?)
-Seal
-Otter : can be another mustelid, like a weasel
-Fuckplant
-Clay Statues(fertility Idols)
-Caryatid (statue pillar)
-Chair or couch

2. Less Fav Ideas : Let me know if you want to see ideas from these!

-sheepgirl
-sheep
-goatgirl
-goat
-chicken
-cat
-catgirl
-dog
-doggirl
-bear
-Rabbit
-Bunnygirl
-Deer
-Reindeer
-Flying Squirrel
-Squirrel
-Mouse
-Red Panda
-Raccoon
-Tanuki
-wolf(anthro)
-fox(anthro)
-stove
-bimbo
-whale : plus other aquatic animals like shark, orca, dolphin, etc?
etc.

Edit : maybe its TWO princesses, instead of one!

-2 cowgirls
-2 cows
-2 horsegirls
etc.

Idea 2 - Princess Peach getting TFed by giggling Wapeach. Modern stuff such as 'relief station' and 'rocking horse' are welcome, plus some Japan or Nintendo-exclusive forms too.

* maybe no 'too big/too small' forms like a whale or a mouse.
* Lots of these forms will be Pink-colored. Maybe some animals that doesnt have natural pink colors might get to have pink colors too.
* Maybe 6 loops with 17 forms in each panel. So 85 forms in total.(84 + 1) Since she debuted in 1985.

0. Peach(Original)

* 1. First Loop : Things beginning with P (and subsequently pink colored) - 14
-Peach(Fruit)
-Panther(girl) pink!
-Puppet
-Panda
-Pudding
-Poodle
-Plushie(Teddy Bear)
-Python
-Pooltoy(Orca)
-Penguin
-Porcelain(=Ladypot)
-Pony
-Piñata
-Portrait

* Second Loop : Nintendo related things - 14

-Miltank
-Pikachu
-Snorlax
-Sylveon
-Slowpoke?
-?
-?
-?
-Dragonite or Charizard

-Donkey Kong or Dixie Kong
-Dog(from the Duckhunt series)
-Isabelle from Animal Crossing
-Midna(Imp/shortstack)
-Tanuki Statue (Tom Nook style + Traditional Japanese tanuki statue)

-> Let me know if you guys have suggestions for her pokemon forms! Miltank and Pikachu is going there for sure.

* Third Loop : Super Mario Series related forms - 14

-Tanukigirl
-Elephant Girl(pink version)
-Rabbit
-Cat(anthro)
-Maneki-neko (Japanese cat doll)
-Frog (bigger than a normal frog, maybe looking like Wart)
-flying squirrel
-Gold Statue
-Piranha Plant (also doubles as fuckplant)
-Thwomp
-Goomba
-Yoshi
-Koopa
-Hoppo

* Fourth Loop : Other Animals - 14

-Hippogirl
-Bear
-Snail(Multiboobed)
-monkey
-Dinosaur(T-rex)
-Seal
-Kangaroo
-Wolfgirl
-Foxgirl
-Hedgehog?
-Beaver? Squirrel? Mouse?
-Shark
-skunk
-Ostrich

* Fifth Loop : Farm Animals. - 14

-Chicken(human sized)
-Reindeer
-Camel
-cow
-cowgirl
-donkey
-donkeygirl
-sheepgirl
-goatgirl
-Pig
-Piggirl
-horse
-horsegirl

* Sixth Loop : And Everything else! - 14

-Rocking Horse/relief station
-baby(in Diapers)
-sexdoll
-Clown
-Pumpkin
-bimbo
-inflation/fat
-Cake
-d/orse
-Mushroom Girl (like the ones from Naga's Den)
-?
-?
-Stove
-Demoness

etc.

Other Ideas :
-Claydoll(Haniwa)
-Peach's Castle
-Gyaru
-Toilet
-Dragon/Kobold

* I plan on drawing them both, you just can tell me which forms on the list you prefer and if you would like something to add! Wanted to hear everyone's opinion on it. The more the merrier! And whether you want breasts on feral forms or not.
Also it stops me from skipping over some TF forms that I am not that interested, but are popular.

With the old comms are now done, I'm opening up commissions again!

The price(USD) is $50 per 1 BW lineart character, and $100 per 1 Color(fully shaded) character.

As always, I will give you discounts or extra details, if you order in large quantities.

Feel free to tell me your ideas via notes OR discord(esotericer#5812) and we'll talk it over. Cheers!

* Current Commission List :
-SketchySeraph
-Mike471
-Snoopguy
-TheYellowcoat
-Avulpanther
-jdburger
-Pharaohsauron

Recently i feel like shit from all the pressure and real life hardships, which i wouldnt have minded and carried on, if it wasnt for all the lack of TF content that I would enjoy.
All the tf writers and artists are too busy or unwilling to take my requests, so been suffering a lot recently with nothing to look forward to.
I wouldnt mind the whip if i had been given some carrots at least. But seriously, nothing seems to be helping me anymore. Only TF works might help with my problems.
Only things keeping me going are my commissioners and fans loving my work, and a slimmer of hope that i could become a better artist and things will improve in the end.
Thanks for listening to my grumbles.

Hi everyone, thanks for enjoying my art! I regret to tell you that I will be shutting down commissions for a while. I will be busy for a month or two at least, so I intend to finish what I already have in my mouth, not biting off more than I can chew.

Current Commissioners list :
-SketchySeraph
-Antifreeze(trade)
-Fiddleman
-PharaohSauron

But if you have any interesting ideas than I will be happy to hear and discuss, and add your idea(s) on the 'impending' list. If you do, feel free to contact me on discord : esotericer#5812

Commissions are open again, folks! Until the end of August XD

The price(USD) is as follows :

Lineart :

$30 per character, $35 if the character is wearing clothes or has complex design.


Color :

$60 per character, $70 if the character is wearing clothes or has complex design.


so, if you want a lineart 3-part sequence of a woman(clothed) getting naked and gets turned into an animal like this :

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33579410/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33579434/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33579469/


then the price will be $35 + $30 + $30 = $95


And if you want a 7-part color sequence like this elephant TF :

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37807519/


then the price will be $70 + $60 + $60 + $60 + $60 + $60 + $60 = $430


As always, I will give you discounts or extra details if you order in large quantities.


Feel free to tell me your ideas via notes OR discord(esotericer#5812) and we'll talk it over. Cheers!

Hi! As you can see I really love TF story, especially livestock TFs like Cow, Donkey, Horse and Pig, etc. anthro and ferals are both good.
So if any story artist is interested in writing a story for me, be it in the form of commission or an art trade it would be awesome!
But beware! I'm kinda picky and has some DOs and DON'Ts in TF settings. Thus why I'm kinda unhappy with most TF artworks/stories out there(which is already a very niche genre).
So if anyone is willing to meet these standards, or knows someone who will, feel free to contact me on PM or on discord!(esotericer#5812)

Okay, so here goes :

Would LOVE to see
1. Fantasy TF featuring princesses and magic, TFed into anthros and ferals(anthro->feral is good too), especially big, cumbersome and humiliating animals like cow, donkey, pig, horse, water buffalo, camel, sheep, goat, etc, especially with larger-than-normal mammaries!
2. Princesses being humiliated and discomforted by their fat, cumbersome animal bodies(anthro or feral), aren’t clearly enjoying any of their predicament. Their animal bodies pleasured by the sex acts and milkings but their human minds being disgusted, etc
3. plenty of focus on life after TF, even moreso then the TF itself!

And these are my preferred(and unpreferred) TF elements :

- The story must be in third person.
- Also no male to female TG. sorry but MTF is a no for me. Mare horse anthro growing a horsecock is okay though XD
- also the one transforming them is a hot but cruel sorceress, and male human characters are not included as much as possible.
- I can't stress this enough, POST-TF is the most important part!
Much focus on descriptions of life, and the victim’s feelings after tf. The tf sequence itself is comparatively less important.
- While I won't mind some background scenes like princess's lives before the TF, if we were to work on limited length then I want to see post-TF scenes. before-TF(princesses normal routine), and the TF part can be described concisely. I really, really want to see the post-TF parts like anthro harems or dairy farms so badly.
- their voices coming out as animal noises. and even when they are able to speak(maybe as anthros) their speaking is peppered with moos, neighs, and oinks.
e.g. “What is happening to uuuuuuus?!”(claps mouth) “Did you just mooooooooed?”(also claps mouth)
- focus on the humiliation, embarrassment and discomfort of their new, bloated bodies.
- Also lots and lots of focus on their mammary, anthro breasts or feral udders(swinging about and getting filled with milk so often, and them having no ways to milk their own udders themselves),
-vaginas(maybe cursed to be constantly in heat?), thinking about sex even though their dignified princess selves humiliated by thinking about such unladylike things.
- less dialogue and monologue, and certainly less curse words. Only really necessary dialogues. Descriptions mainly.
-Flies buzzing around the butt and vagina, so the victim(s) is forced to use her tail to swat them off.(and then humiliated that she have a tail now)
-> Tail swishing(and embarrassed that she has a tail now) is a real bop for me! Would LOVE to see more and more of 'em tails!
- Also wish to see some reality warping! The princess's extravagant room with a comfy canopy bed being turned into a run-down barn with a bed of hay, or into a dimly-lit harem room filled with smoke and velvet bed is a scene I would really enjoy.

- NO scat(pooping), urination, farting, manure, etc. this is either explained :
1. the sorceress ‘spares’ the victims from having to do such things magically. plus she wouldn’t want her realm dirtied
2. They are able to pee and poop, but just doesn't get mentioned
- NO mentions of death, suicides or abattoirs, etc.
- also no ‘trapped in her body, having lost all control of herself’ type of story. The princess can still control her body but has to fight the cow’s animal instincts.
- they still keep their human hair and eyes. No description of hair falling out or eyes changing into animal's.
- NO public humiliation, in which they are humiliated in front of a large audience. Being inside a magical circus and forced to play in front of faceless crowd(which the sorceress conjured) is absolutely okay though.
- NO pregnant or giving birth scenes. Being fucked by male animals is fine though.
- NO milking machines or modern-day machinery, since its a medieval-type fantasy thing. the milking is done by hand

About the last 'sex with males', well, I would love to see it, but since it doesn't lead to pregnancy if you don't want to see it then its fine. Maybe just having their bodies full of animalistic lust but denied the chance of ever relieving it is another hot take.
also I would LOVE to see that ‘the males’ were once human women, turned into either dumb or humiliated male or futa anthro/feral animals. Or just some magical constructs like black goo forming into a black bull, and melting into thin air when the job is done, etc.


the scenarios can be endless, but it features 1 or more(1~4) princesses getting changed by a beautiful yet very cruel sorceress. The sorceress doesn’t need to show herself, maybe a relic or a book that sucks them into the sorceress’s realm. Of course she can just appear and put good ol fashioned curse on the princess(es). Reality warping is fine also!
format 1 : one chapter focuses on one or two princess, with each additional chapter featuring another princess in a similar routine, but as a different animal
format 2 : each chapter focuses on the four princesses,
chapter 1 : TF scene chapter 2 : their lives as livestock feral ch.3. : their lives as livestock anthro slaves ch4. rinse and repeat

check out my google docx :
1. preferences and references : https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....7vnFYuemA/edit
2. scenario ideas : https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....2BcodL9yE/edit

Again, if you are interested, or know someone who might be interested then feel free to DM me or write some comments below. Looking forward to people willing to take this, maybe even write some stories for my upcoming TF artworks! Cheers y'all XD

1. Air conditioning broke down, repairman says we have to buy a new one

2. Ordered a new one 1 week ago, and just got the message it will take another 1-2 weeks to arrive
(I told my family we should buy a new one since last month, but they refused and now I'm the one paying for their decision)

3. Wasn't able to sleep well because of the sweltering heat, and the temperature keeps on rising

4. The heat is also affecting my everyday life, like drawing and studying

5. I absolutely hate my drawing, and the fact that all the time and effort I put into it only yields pathetic outcomes. Absolutely disgusting that I have to create the things I want to see created.
Also arranging all the images and files in folders for drawing reference is a royal pain in the butt. It did gave me some insight about what art is good and bad, but takes so much time and effort.

6. Couldn't exercise well because of heat and corona, gained weight

7. Would love to go to a beach, a water park or just anywhere cool, but can't because of Covid

8. AND some more stuff that I don't like mentioning here, not to mention all the crazy stuff on the news everyday

I wouldn't complain so much if someone would create a decent TF artwork or story, and I'm willing to commission them. Just seeing some quality TF artworks will invert my mood from seriously considering slashing my wrist to giving me hope, happiness and energy.

The only thing holding me together and are my goals for the future, like creating TF doujin series, some SFW fantasy novels, TF dating sim/fantasy(which I have already created characters and settings, but don't have the time to actually draw character sheets), building miniatures AND getting a commission from Etheross.

thanks for listening to my ranting guys. Your comments gives me the strength to go on, even though I may not come up with a good reply for some of them. Take care.

cheers

is to get a TF commission from Etheross(https://www.furaffinity.net/user/etheross/), the greatest animal artist I've ever known. I've searched far and wide but just couldn't find another one like them, checking every bit of my preferences. All of my drawings are greatly influenced by their wonderful artworks, especially equines, and also that lion TF scraps too.
Almost 5 years have passed, since I first found out about their wonderful artworks. Everyday I hope my chance will come, and put an end to my current state of misery and frustration caused by all the problems I'm currently facing.

Currently all commissions are closed, and I don't think I will be able to open them soon.

Current commissioners in queue :

KatiathePony
Geistis
Mommylynn
chelast
Anonymous
Shirageta
Gwyndolyn
Crunchynachoes

Hope I can get all of them done by April. Sincere apologies to people waiting for my work to be done..

I wish I could stop drawing until I can draw well.

But to draw well I need to keep drawing....

Happy new year, everyone! Since I've cleared some tasks I'm going to take up commissions for a while.

The price(USD) is as follows :

Lineart :
$20 per character, $25 if the character is wearing clothes or has complex design.

Color :
$40 per character, $50 if the character is wearing clothes or has complex design.

so, if you want a lineart 3-part sequence of a woman(clothed) getting naked and gets turned into an animal like this :
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33579410/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33579434/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33579469/

then the price will be $25 + $20 + $20 = $65

And if you want a 7-part color sequence like this elephant TF :
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37807519/

then the price will be $50 + $40 + $40 + $40 + $40 + $40 + $40 = $290

As always, I will give you discounts or extra details if you order in large quantities.

Feel free to tell me your ideas via notes and we'll talk it over. Cheers!

Yay!

Man, just got some free time in months and decided to focus on drawing, but just couldn't finish any sketches because my spirits won't allow it. As one tumblr post said : "absolutely disgusting that I have to create the art I want to create". Yet such created artworks that took all my time and effort just aren't good enough for my criteria. And all the artists that I really appreciate and admire are busy or just won't accept commissions.... I hope this lowest point of my life passes soon.


I wish I just have the energy to complete that lioness tf pic. And yet what I really want to draw are livestock tfs but they are just so darn hard

Since last time, there have been slight changes to the Numbers series. Now it has been compromised :

1. One Otter Princess

2. Two Amphibians - Frog and Toad

3. Three Monkeys

4. Four Cows

5. Five Journeyers to the West
- Tiger, Pig, Monkey, Horse, Water Creature

6. Six Dragons
Naga, Wyvern, Eastern Dragon, European Dragon, Quetzalcoatl, Drake

7. Seven Forest Beasts
- Wereleopard, minotaur, werebat, werefox, werewolf, werebear, Chimaera beast

8. Eight Prehistoric Princesses
- Allosaurus, Triceratops, Edmontosaurus, T-rex, Parasaurolopus, Pteranodon, Apatosaurus, Stegosaurus

9. Nine Hot-land
Jackal, water buffalo, Gazelle, Hippo, Croc, Lion, Elephant, Kangaroo, Desert Fox

10. Ten Snowland Animals
Arctic wolf, arctic fox, polar bear, arctic hare, penguin, Husky dog, reindeer, Harp seal, Ermine, Sea Otter

11. Ocean's Eleven Rangers
Pleciosaurus, Hippocampus, Jellyfish, Dolphin, Shark, Octopus, Mermaid, sperm whale, sea lion, turtle, sea dragon

12. Twelve Fairytale Princesses
- snake, lion, donkey, frog, hedgehog, bear, fox, cat, doe, swan, raven, dog



Other Anthro series :
- Heavenly Animals - Eastern Zodiac

- Stellar Knights - Western Zodiac

- Halloween Night


- Wonderland Animals
A very cute but sadistic little(though much, much older than how she looks) witch transforms a small kingdom into a wonderland full of sickeningly sweet, technicolored animals.
Do you believe in magic, in young girl's heart?


Which of these ideas do you look forward to the most? Leaven your opinions in the comments below!

While there's a lot going on with studying and whatnot, I'm currently drawing some anthro pics and other pics. Some projects are actually over halfway done, but due to my inability to stay on one project I'm jumping from one project to the next, and then I add some more project ideas to the pile.

Here are some projects I hope to finish in the near future :

- Some sequence pic of Atalante from the Greek myth turning into a lioness. Personally love the overall composition, hate my poor drawing skills.

- Sequence pic of Hilda the milkmaid turning into a cow from fae curse. Based on the MTG card <the Bartered Cow>.

- Redraw of the <The Princess Cow> comic

- Redraw of <the Bowsette Switch>

- Sequence of a princess turning into a Kangaroo

- Sequence of a princess turning into an Elephant

- And most importantly, the <Numbers Series>, featuring some transformations of people turning into anthros(some ferals), with their numbers corresponding with the numbers in the titles. Think of the song <12 days of Christmas>.

Though I doubt that it will be done in numeral order, since some projects are more intriguing than others. Especially the project no.7 and 11. So the timeline will probably be more screwed than <Fast and the Furious series>. sigh.

Here are the ideas. Gonna be slightly unspecific about the exact species of animals, for surprise purposes.

1. One Hen Princess

2. The Two Circus Animals - Dog and Pony show

3. The Three Amphibians

4. The Four Princess Cows

5. The Five Journeyers to the West

6. The Six Dragon Ladies - Feral

7. The Seven Prehistoric Princesses(Dino tfs)

8. The Eight Forest Beasts - Feral

9. The Nine Egyptian Goddesses

10. The Ten Halloween Masqueraders(due on Halloween)

-> Also part of a new series called <Madame Maegu>

11. The Ocean's Eleven Rangers

12. The Twelve Dancing Monkeys

13. The Twelve Heavenly Animals(plus a Cat) (basically Chinese Zodiac)

14. The Fourteen Stellar Knights (Zodiac)

The problems are human hair, face and their color. I have ~~relatively~~ no problem with animal forms ~~save for their human features like hands~~, but drawing humans is so hard for me. If not for drawing humans, some of these projects would have been finished long time ago.

Had fun drawing some animals way beyond my usual spectrum. While my favorite tf animals are still livestock, something about drawing other animals and broadening the range were kinda refreshing. Cheers!

p.s. Which of the <Numbers Series> ideas do you guys look forward to the most? Leave your opinions in the comments below!

Sometimes I feel so frustrated I feel like King Henry II of England, except instead of "Will no one rid me of this turbulent priest?" I feel like shouting "Will no one get me some quality tf works fitting my fancy?" It's so hard to find tf works - arts, stories - that I like :

1. Fantasy/fairytale-themed, featuring princesses and female knights
2. No TG, and no m2f or male tfs
3. (Most important) Quality artwork, manga-style/if it is a story, plenty of descriptions and quality vocabulary

I heard that many therapists study psychology and therapy because they are the ones in need of therapy themselves, and there aren't anyone to provide them with so they have to do it themselves. The reason I draw fantasy-themed tf artworks are the same. Except that my skills are so lacking I feel like crying my eyes out. If only my parents had let me study drawing in my free time, instead of yelling at me for not studying. They would enter my room without knocking so much(my room's door didn't even have locks) that I constantly have paranoia of looking over my shoulder or someone yelling my name.
Not wanted to sound like bragging, but I got accepted in a prestigious university(few years ago, of course) in my country and later that day I got yelled at by my parents for watching a comedy film in my room. They said you can practice drawing when I get into university.... but those were hollow, meaningless lies. Now they are telling me to get a prestigious job and study for it. And never bother drawing, because, and I quote, "You don't have any talent". I understand that they would say that(for reasons I would not state here) but I feel like drawing(not just tfs, mind you, but other SFW works someday) is the only true thing that keeps me going. It's not the word above that troubles me, it's the feeling that I get that, maybe they're RIGHT. Today I tried practicing cow's head and spent about 4 hours struggling with it. Moments like this makes me seriously consider giving up on drawing. I would take some art classes, but right now my life won't allow it. NO hope of getting art classes until the year after next.

My life is in a total mess, with no hope of getting better until next year, which I won't mind if there were some good quality tf works...but the problem is there aren't any. I have to commission tf artworks myself, but the problem is that all the artists that I hope to commission are either busy, ignore my message or doesn't take commissions at all. I paid one artist some years ago, and he hasn't held his part of the deal even to this day. I would want to complain, but I know he's busy with own problems and there are people waiting in line ahead of me so I can't. I don't like his new changed style so maybe I should ask him for a refund?

Where have all the good men gone
And where are all the gods?
Where's the streetwise Hercules to fight the rising odds?
Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed?
Late at night I toss and I turn
And I dream of what I need

... some decent tf artworks.
But for now it seems like a forlorn hope to me.

No good tf works to satisfy my needs. Work keep piling up so can't practice drawing. Always sleepy and tired. Everything, my life, my artworks, my hopes and dreams....all seems to be in vain...

you liked my works, please leave some comments below lol. It's not mandatory, but it sure keeps me happy and going in this depressing times :)

Sorry guys, but I need to close commissions. I have some real life issues at the moment, so need to focus on that for some time on. Also, I'm having doubts over my artistic abilities, so when I'm finished drawing currently commissioned pieces I'm gonna take a break from drawing for some time. Need to recharge and refresh, and re-learn drawing skills.

My preferences in transformations would be...
1. Hair and eyes(and other human characteristics carrying over) still intact.
2. Humiliation from the TF(and the humiliation after the TF too)
3. TF involving mammals, especially livestock(I dislike reptiles, fishes, insects and avians.)

4. Most importantly, the overall theme being 'fairytale' like(involving victims being princesses), and 'magical' TFs(poof TFs are okay by me), not science(if it can be avoided).
It's because although I love TFs, I draw the line between TFs and real life, and I find the idea of TFs happening in our everyday world quite frightening(and against human rights), akin to a horror novel. Especially if the TF method is 'scientific'. It also almost always leads to downer ending, with the TF being permanent.
I prefer 'fairytale' 'magical' and 'medieval' TFs because with magic involved, it leaves some hopes for the reversal and the happy ending(I LOVE happy endings and hopes). Also it is evident that the story is 'fantasy', so the TF is free from human rights issues.

I'm writing this because someone had asked me quite a similar question back('what is your opinion on medieval TFs?' which I took to mean 'Why you keep on drawing princess tfs?') which I didn't managed to answer then. :)

I'm looking for TF stories that are set in fantasy or Medieval setting(you know, with royals, castles, witches and all) that
features livestock tfs(cattle, pigs, horses, goats, etc). Or, more precisely, princess(plus other royals or maidens) tfs.

So far I've found 2 of them(as most tf stories are set in present day) :

http://doc.tf-media.net/Stories/Mut.....cer/dowry.html princess into cow.

http://doc.tf-media.net/Stories/Mut.....sanctuary.html royals into pigs

I know it sounds rather cliche-ish, but as I said, most tf stories nowadays are set in modern day or feature science, so I'm going 'retro'. If anyone knows tf stories like this, please feel free to contribute(cow tfs are my favorite) :)