Took me a few years to put up a journal again but here i am again. Wel i always was here in the first place and i did pretty wel most of the time! i never ever really was and still am not a writer and poster of stuffs... but just so people know im not unhappy or out of the fandom or dead. Im alive,healthy and happy still whit  dracky the one person i love a ton and is bin by my side al the time.

Just came back from NFC 2016 and had a total blast!! met new people and people who i havent seen in years. il try to post a little more than once every few years from now on...

Wel uhhh yeah so not so good whit writing means this post ends here

Have a good one!!!
Sonnypup <3

i should really make more journals about what is going on here probely xD.
atm im just a bit bored and about to go to bed but i just cant stop thinking about christmis <3.
It alreaddy makes me so happy inside thinking im gonna spend it whit Dracky and i always thought whan you fall in love the first few days would be the best you know?
but ive bin only in a relation whit her for little over 2 months but it feels so much longer!!!
And strangely enough the feeling of love only got more whit time i can treuly say i love her more and more everyday ^__^. I also love al the lil deatail i before never notished but i now pay atention to and it treuly makes me smile andhappy inside.
i cant stop staring at those eye`s whan she laughs couse i see a happy sparkle in thare every time i look in em and that smile is just wel it makes everyday i good thay!
its probely pretty lame i write about this couse i like to keep my feeling about this kinda stuff for me and not post em online for everyone to see. but i just had to urge to write about it and share my joy and love whit everyone who looks to my page. i treuly hope everyone is paying atention to the little happy fun things in life!! its really helps me al the time even simple stuff as yummy foods can make me happy to be alive <3 or now that its winter it puts a huge smile on my face to wake up in the morning and look outside and see the everything beeing coverd in snow <3
its so pretty but so simple and naturel.i also find it funny how Dracky whitout knowing changed me inside and my look upon things. before i really had a i coudent care less attitude.Since she is the one for me i really have the urge to make her happy. and why? couse for some reson that makes me happy ! i dont know shy couse i never had that before!!! i just know it feels great to see her smile and get a simple thing as a smile or a kiss as reward for it.
wel i think i should stop my journal here couse for me this is bin more than enough typing xD

wel people ^__^ i just wanna say enjoy the lil things in live and your life will hopefully be even more fun ^__^!

*hugs to everyone from this happy lil dobi pup!!! <3*

and for you Dracky!!!!
*wraps his paws around you and gives you one of his special kisses*
couse thats one of the lil thing i just cant do enuf!!
your my most special person in the world <3 and make eveyday a great day knowing your always whit me in my heart <3

wel here it happend totally unexpected!!! but it happend!!! i fell in love and Dracky the one i fell in love whit !! i asked her yesterday to be by my side treu out al of my life =D and she told me YES!!!! and tough i kinda knew she would say it whan i asked it was still a HUGE suprise and i was and still am overwelmed whit joy !!! im not the best writer so i dont really know
to put the words down to explain how happy i am ^^;; but belive me I AM !!! i never knew whan people talked about butterflys in your belly feeling but i feel it al the time now !! =D
i just wanted to share my joy whit the world couse i never had a girlfriend before kinda ^^;; i waited for the one and so here she is by my side and to stay for ever =D
DRACKY I LOVE YOU!!! <333 *kisses you on the maw to share to love*

wel today was totally sucky for me im not a writer at all but i just had to write this off me >.< first the small freezer under my fridge broke down so al my frozen food is fawked up now >.< and i normaly buy for like 2-3 weeks of food so tat was my first sucky part of today than my just new exaust pipe and muffler on my car broke and i jsut had it fixed for like 380 bucks >.< at that point i was like what ever shit happens il get over it (( it did add a sporty sound to my car btw xD sounds like a race car now xD )) than i decided to drive to my parants who dont live al that far from my house but yeah seeing my fuel indicator doesent work i otught it was full but it wasenand i ended up pushing my car to my parants (( and otday was like VERY VERY HOT so that was no fun at all )) at my parants i had sometinh to drink and talked a lil about that happed alreaddy today and yeah that whare the same like me THAT SUCKS D:
wle after that i had ot walk home what sucks but at least it was good weather. at home i was like i need to chill now >.< so i grabbed my guitar and some smokes and someting to drink and went outside to relax a lil and ply some guitar. after 10 min of playing not one but TWO of my strings broke. at ths point i was like freaking out couse i really had thfeeling something dident like me this day >.<
so i went inside to take a nap couse i was fed up whit everything at this point and ofcourse something happnd i dident even got to my bed and my upstairs neighbeur decided it was time for some home inprovment whit some LOUD POWERTOOLS!!!. coudent take my nap now .___. wel it was almost dinner time so i decded to go and make some food what ofcourse burned for some reson i dont know >.<
so i ended up whit a bag of patato chips and cola ad lookd tv for some hours. after that i wanted to get behind my PC and do some stuff and OFCOURSE the damn thing broke down so now here i am on my crappy labtop hopeing that in 30 min whan my new day starts stuff will go better than today. im now just trying not to get pissed off to much of eerything what happend and trying to make the best out of the rest of the day (( what is 30 min for me )) and yes i fele better finaly having typed this xD and nothing sucky happend :3 *huggels for everyone*

yeah the other one doesent have a message in it couse i did a pre mature enter XD
wel yeah today im officaly turnd 23 years old ^___^
im happy and obunce and eating cake!!!
*hugs fri everyone*
Sonnypup ^^