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10 Years. Dragoneer has Died; Become the Fur Affinity Uni...
Posted a year agoWho could have predicted Dragoneer was dying? The signs were all over his TwXtter account, which was deplatformed, much like Mark Nadal's.
Oh, hi, it's Filene. I mean, yes, this is my name--you can call me "Natalie" or Philene if you want. I'm here because Dragoneer's death shook me.
When I left ten years ago, I was in a hangover of grief. I had lived almost 30 years of my life as a shallow version of myself. I was still in a toxic relationship I was largely responsible for crafting, and which I was too unfit to realize its end. This was the second person I introduced to the furry community, much like Kee and Arcano had introduced me to 10 years prior. Yes, I was 20 when I went to my first FurFright in 2005. It was a few years later when I would meet Dragoneer at, I think, Anthrocon 2009. I had a larger chance to be his friend in 2010, the year after my first toxic relationship ended. Do I claim immunity or perfection? I've been gone ten years because of the opposite: I had my failings and my wounds accumulating, unaccounted for. After coming out as trans* in October 2014, I began seeing my first long-term therapist in 2015. I've been in therapy since.
I couldn't come back to FA because I had so many ideas about how I'd do it. I'd post a journal coming out, promoting my new FA username (FindingFilene, or Bedtricks), or my queer adult sex working lifestyle writing/streaming company, NotStung Entertainment (@NotStung for just the character.) I really took a left turn after I was laid off in May 2014, and I was determined to stop making the same mistakes in art, in community, in myself, in employment, in love, and beyond. It's for this reason I am alive because of three things: 1. My faith in God, and a religious experience I had in December 2012, leaving me to believe I would live and needed to live as an out trans person. 2. My spouse, best friend, partner, and muse, SassyUnicorn, who no longer goes online by that pseudonym. She housed me after my parents unhomed me in July 2015--I was homeless for an hour until she offered to home me and continue expanding our relationship. (Shout out to my sister who could offer me an occasional home.) 3. Everything my friend Ryn taught me, and including everything from my furry friends like imuhata (not going by this name), Lainenyah (not going by this name), Parlnock (no longer), and FullNekoAlchemist (not going by this name?). They had been the closest to me in the years leading up to the relationship that had threats upon my life and safety, and they were largely aware of the poor match I made for my ex-partner despite all else.
I'm posting here, on FA, under SoreThumb, when I had largely surrendered this pseudonym in 2014. That's because I joined FurAffinity before it was Dragoneer's. I joined FA before "social media" was coined. The features FA uses were all hand-coded by human beings, and all their interconnected parts, like help desks, art galleries, trouble tickets, administration, exporting, browsing, search aggregating, are *nowadays* never handled in one giant program like FA grew into. The fact FA continues is a testament to the furry community Dragoneer protected with his life and his body. I was familiar with Dragoneer/Preyfar outside FA due to our art and inflation interests. I can still hear his voice in my mind, and when I learned of his passing, I saw so many of his posts on TwXtter still shared the same values I do, such as being anti-facist, anti-Racist, anti-poverty, anti-apartheid, anti-revisionist Zionism (I think), anti-nationalism, anti-authoritarian, and on and on and on. I was aware he was going broke helping furries all over the world. He never had time to recover from the mantle of "owner" of FA, even during the brief time IMVU employed him. And it's because of his death I have returned to share information about me, and how you can help me, if not help FurAffinity as well.
I believe the answer for FurAffinity was something Dragoneer had possibly wondered about: a union. "Fur Affinity: United", the convention Dragoneer, FA staffers, and FA:U Organizers made a reality, could be more than just a short-term convention. It could be, like what an inspiration to me, Margaret Trauth (egypturnash), said which I'll paraphse: dress like the convention never ends. This convention I imagine could be for all furries: anti-ecocide. Pro human rights for non-humans, like animals, or robots, and if this means ethical communal organizational bodies like unions or B-Corps for example? So be it. And all we have to do on FA is send an email or a snail mail, voting for this union to be real.
With this union, and with a large international governing body of this union, we could finally demand universal healthcare for the grass, for the bugs and burrowers, for all life on Earth, and truly provide Nature's Rights as the Indigenous First Nations of "Turtle Rock" (the western hemisphere) have long sought. **Now, is the time, in the light of Dragoneer's martyrdom by a money-hungry and money-impoverished health care system.**
I don't dare let FA pass on. Now is the time for FA to become a greater institution. Now is the time for us to find our family and friends and ask them to donate to our cause, to keep our art alive. And our art is important *now*, more than ever. Just as I signed into FA, to see: 65,820S, 404W, 25C, 2,154F, and 15,923J, I checked the shouts and comments to find new commenters with art favorites I *had* to save and fave. (Yes, see, I have new faves after 10 years? XD) In the ten years I've had, being suffocated by fears about my art, my influence, my symbology, my ideologies, I have now understood none of those were problematic in begetting or wishing *real* harm to *real* beings. Instead, I can see how, with the closing of movie theaters that aired X-rated movies by smaller time artists, people like you and I are losing the chance to share our politics of pleasure. All art is political. Being in an audience of hundreds, or thousands, or more, and all of you celebrating trans people being loved and pleasured, melanated people being pleasured in public, cismen and ciswomen refusing to let their sexualities and gender conformity be defined by heteronormativity and being pleasured/pleasuring thanks to this; being in an audience with people celebrating this CHANGES THE POLITICS OF THE WORLD AND OUR VERY BODIES.
Make no mistake, FA is radical. The pamphlets I saw at FurFright (may it rest in peace), about furry being greater than a fandom are REAL. They are TRUE. The people you inspire by seeing your furry art, or your faves, or your comments, THEIR LIVES ARE IMPROVED. I didn't know this, and I didn't believe this, but I improved lives. I recall my first long-term partner asking me what I thought when other people mentioned my "weird furry art, like the Cheeseasaurus Rex comic," and I recall the shame I felt in the fandom for having dug my niche, and I dug it no longer. It's with gratitude and pride and humility I return to FA to see messages of shouts from folk like Critlocked, notes from long term friends like Karno, and comments on my old work by Modem_redpill. I remember you. **I remember you.** I will always remember Dragoneer, too.
If you really want to help me in the circumstances I'm in, cashapp me. I don't know when I'll work next. I don't know when I'll fit employment into my busy life. I just moved in with my spouse, and our two disabled children. My dad is failing to have his memory recover quickly after fighting Stage IV Pancreatic Cancer. My mom is struggling taking care of him. My family is ruined by the 2016 election and the distance we grew apart after the death of my grandfather. We're almost full on credit. But even if you don't help me, I have faith we *will* survive and endure. And I *will* post to Bedtricks or FindingFilene or some other name that you'll find from those so you can see the scribbles and sketches I worked so hard to do more than etch in 10 years.
We can have Rednef and Fender. We can bring all the furries and furry-adjacents like I formerly was, to the table. None of us want this world to be destroyed. None of us want the habitat of the animals we love to be destroyed. And in a large, open government we run on a system like Decidim, we can actually be a part of international social change. If you want to learn in more detail how Dragoneer's death hit me in the middle of my "Slumberer Sentinels" project, or my "VANtics" Project (formerly WackyWildTVAds.com ) , you can visit https://tumblr.filene.cloud . Yes, that's my new domain. I plan on possibly working with this because I don't want to change the work of the Filene family and foundations by continuing to go by this department store name (Filene's Basement, hee hee) that inspired me.
I'm not the old SoreThumb. I'm fuller, kinkier, more humble and faithful, and more determined to somehow survive another 40 years.
Thank you for being here to read this. Let me link to all sorts of journals by others who I saw in my Journals tab, and let yourself also be touched by the large network of people mourning my friend Sean. Perhaps he was a friend to all furries who'd allow it mutually.
Assalamu Alaikum, (Yes, I reverted to being an Islamic Muslim on Oct 29th, 2022. I said the Shahada aloud a few days later on November 2nd, 2022, I think.)
Filene "Natalie" Taylor Bedrick
tsey/tsem/tseir[s] or she/her/hers or any
https://dragon.style/@Filene
https://filene.cloud and https://tumblr.filene.cloud
PS: If I've wronged you in the past, I'm sorry. I've likely tried to reach out to you if you weren't either my former long-term partners. I won't stop being accountable for my errors and effecting positive change to be anti-annihilationist and anti-apartheid.
Journals from friends and those I followed:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10926353/ from zumzumfoxy;
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10926369/ by ScottMale24;
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10926811/ by Eric W Schwartz (EWS)
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10927433/ by Farore Nightclaw
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10927830/ by Zai (Zai Redwinters)
(alas, my busy life calls me, and I can only post five before I go away. I hope to add more some day.
Filene, August 11th, 2024)
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Oh, hi, it's Filene. I mean, yes, this is my name--you can call me "Natalie" or Philene if you want. I'm here because Dragoneer's death shook me.
When I left ten years ago, I was in a hangover of grief. I had lived almost 30 years of my life as a shallow version of myself. I was still in a toxic relationship I was largely responsible for crafting, and which I was too unfit to realize its end. This was the second person I introduced to the furry community, much like Kee and Arcano had introduced me to 10 years prior. Yes, I was 20 when I went to my first FurFright in 2005. It was a few years later when I would meet Dragoneer at, I think, Anthrocon 2009. I had a larger chance to be his friend in 2010, the year after my first toxic relationship ended. Do I claim immunity or perfection? I've been gone ten years because of the opposite: I had my failings and my wounds accumulating, unaccounted for. After coming out as trans* in October 2014, I began seeing my first long-term therapist in 2015. I've been in therapy since.
I couldn't come back to FA because I had so many ideas about how I'd do it. I'd post a journal coming out, promoting my new FA username (FindingFilene, or Bedtricks), or my queer adult sex working lifestyle writing/streaming company, NotStung Entertainment (@NotStung for just the character.) I really took a left turn after I was laid off in May 2014, and I was determined to stop making the same mistakes in art, in community, in myself, in employment, in love, and beyond. It's for this reason I am alive because of three things: 1. My faith in God, and a religious experience I had in December 2012, leaving me to believe I would live and needed to live as an out trans person. 2. My spouse, best friend, partner, and muse, SassyUnicorn, who no longer goes online by that pseudonym. She housed me after my parents unhomed me in July 2015--I was homeless for an hour until she offered to home me and continue expanding our relationship. (Shout out to my sister who could offer me an occasional home.) 3. Everything my friend Ryn taught me, and including everything from my furry friends like imuhata (not going by this name), Lainenyah (not going by this name), Parlnock (no longer), and FullNekoAlchemist (not going by this name?). They had been the closest to me in the years leading up to the relationship that had threats upon my life and safety, and they were largely aware of the poor match I made for my ex-partner despite all else.
I'm posting here, on FA, under SoreThumb, when I had largely surrendered this pseudonym in 2014. That's because I joined FurAffinity before it was Dragoneer's. I joined FA before "social media" was coined. The features FA uses were all hand-coded by human beings, and all their interconnected parts, like help desks, art galleries, trouble tickets, administration, exporting, browsing, search aggregating, are *nowadays* never handled in one giant program like FA grew into. The fact FA continues is a testament to the furry community Dragoneer protected with his life and his body. I was familiar with Dragoneer/Preyfar outside FA due to our art and inflation interests. I can still hear his voice in my mind, and when I learned of his passing, I saw so many of his posts on TwXtter still shared the same values I do, such as being anti-facist, anti-Racist, anti-poverty, anti-apartheid, anti-revisionist Zionism (I think), anti-nationalism, anti-authoritarian, and on and on and on. I was aware he was going broke helping furries all over the world. He never had time to recover from the mantle of "owner" of FA, even during the brief time IMVU employed him. And it's because of his death I have returned to share information about me, and how you can help me, if not help FurAffinity as well.
I believe the answer for FurAffinity was something Dragoneer had possibly wondered about: a union. "Fur Affinity: United", the convention Dragoneer, FA staffers, and FA:U Organizers made a reality, could be more than just a short-term convention. It could be, like what an inspiration to me, Margaret Trauth (egypturnash), said which I'll paraphse: dress like the convention never ends. This convention I imagine could be for all furries: anti-ecocide. Pro human rights for non-humans, like animals, or robots, and if this means ethical communal organizational bodies like unions or B-Corps for example? So be it. And all we have to do on FA is send an email or a snail mail, voting for this union to be real.
With this union, and with a large international governing body of this union, we could finally demand universal healthcare for the grass, for the bugs and burrowers, for all life on Earth, and truly provide Nature's Rights as the Indigenous First Nations of "Turtle Rock" (the western hemisphere) have long sought. **Now, is the time, in the light of Dragoneer's martyrdom by a money-hungry and money-impoverished health care system.**
I don't dare let FA pass on. Now is the time for FA to become a greater institution. Now is the time for us to find our family and friends and ask them to donate to our cause, to keep our art alive. And our art is important *now*, more than ever. Just as I signed into FA, to see: 65,820S, 404W, 25C, 2,154F, and 15,923J, I checked the shouts and comments to find new commenters with art favorites I *had* to save and fave. (Yes, see, I have new faves after 10 years? XD) In the ten years I've had, being suffocated by fears about my art, my influence, my symbology, my ideologies, I have now understood none of those were problematic in begetting or wishing *real* harm to *real* beings. Instead, I can see how, with the closing of movie theaters that aired X-rated movies by smaller time artists, people like you and I are losing the chance to share our politics of pleasure. All art is political. Being in an audience of hundreds, or thousands, or more, and all of you celebrating trans people being loved and pleasured, melanated people being pleasured in public, cismen and ciswomen refusing to let their sexualities and gender conformity be defined by heteronormativity and being pleasured/pleasuring thanks to this; being in an audience with people celebrating this CHANGES THE POLITICS OF THE WORLD AND OUR VERY BODIES.
Make no mistake, FA is radical. The pamphlets I saw at FurFright (may it rest in peace), about furry being greater than a fandom are REAL. They are TRUE. The people you inspire by seeing your furry art, or your faves, or your comments, THEIR LIVES ARE IMPROVED. I didn't know this, and I didn't believe this, but I improved lives. I recall my first long-term partner asking me what I thought when other people mentioned my "weird furry art, like the Cheeseasaurus Rex comic," and I recall the shame I felt in the fandom for having dug my niche, and I dug it no longer. It's with gratitude and pride and humility I return to FA to see messages of shouts from folk like Critlocked, notes from long term friends like Karno, and comments on my old work by Modem_redpill. I remember you. **I remember you.** I will always remember Dragoneer, too.
If you really want to help me in the circumstances I'm in, cashapp me. I don't know when I'll work next. I don't know when I'll fit employment into my busy life. I just moved in with my spouse, and our two disabled children. My dad is failing to have his memory recover quickly after fighting Stage IV Pancreatic Cancer. My mom is struggling taking care of him. My family is ruined by the 2016 election and the distance we grew apart after the death of my grandfather. We're almost full on credit. But even if you don't help me, I have faith we *will* survive and endure. And I *will* post to Bedtricks or FindingFilene or some other name that you'll find from those so you can see the scribbles and sketches I worked so hard to do more than etch in 10 years.
We can have Rednef and Fender. We can bring all the furries and furry-adjacents like I formerly was, to the table. None of us want this world to be destroyed. None of us want the habitat of the animals we love to be destroyed. And in a large, open government we run on a system like Decidim, we can actually be a part of international social change. If you want to learn in more detail how Dragoneer's death hit me in the middle of my "Slumberer Sentinels" project, or my "VANtics" Project (formerly WackyWildTVAds.com ) , you can visit https://tumblr.filene.cloud . Yes, that's my new domain. I plan on possibly working with this because I don't want to change the work of the Filene family and foundations by continuing to go by this department store name (Filene's Basement, hee hee) that inspired me.
I'm not the old SoreThumb. I'm fuller, kinkier, more humble and faithful, and more determined to somehow survive another 40 years.
Thank you for being here to read this. Let me link to all sorts of journals by others who I saw in my Journals tab, and let yourself also be touched by the large network of people mourning my friend Sean. Perhaps he was a friend to all furries who'd allow it mutually.
Assalamu Alaikum, (Yes, I reverted to being an Islamic Muslim on Oct 29th, 2022. I said the Shahada aloud a few days later on November 2nd, 2022, I think.)
Filene "Natalie" Taylor Bedrick
tsey/tsem/tseir[s] or she/her/hers or any
https://dragon.style/@Filene
https://filene.cloud and https://tumblr.filene.cloud
PS: If I've wronged you in the past, I'm sorry. I've likely tried to reach out to you if you weren't either my former long-term partners. I won't stop being accountable for my errors and effecting positive change to be anti-annihilationist and anti-apartheid.
Journals from friends and those I followed:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10926353/ from zumzumfoxy;
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10926369/ by ScottMale24;
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10926811/ by Eric W Schwartz (EWS)
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10927433/ by Farore Nightclaw
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10927830/ by Zai (Zai Redwinters)
(alas, my busy life calls me, and I can only post five before I go away. I hope to add more some day.
Filene, August 11th, 2024)
SHA-512 Hash of everything above
:
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SHA-512 Hash of everything above
, plus a salt after the last ):
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Anthrocon! I'm here until my birthday.
Posted 11 years agoRemember me? If you're at AC already, I hope you see this.
Anyways, besides scribbling in my sketchbook and having grand ideas, I've definitely put more into my study of myself. Probably not all that helpful.
But, if you're at AC, I'll share some of what I've drawn, depending.. :O
Missing you all, btw. Critlocked, send me a note with your email and I'll take a few cameraphone pics in the hopes you might be intrigued.
Everyone reading this: thank you, and I hope to spend time with you!
Excluding nobody. :)
FYI, I'll likely be wearing a skirt. Major things on my mind have made me question what/who I am..
Anyways, besides scribbling in my sketchbook and having grand ideas, I've definitely put more into my study of myself. Probably not all that helpful.
But, if you're at AC, I'll share some of what I've drawn, depending.. :O
Missing you all, btw. Critlocked, send me a note with your email and I'll take a few cameraphone pics in the hopes you might be intrigued.
Everyone reading this: thank you, and I hope to spend time with you!
Excluding nobody. :)
FYI, I'll likely be wearing a skirt. Major things on my mind have made me question what/who I am..
AC, FA:U, FurFright. Nuked Journals.. & About Me
Posted 12 years agoHey, those of you!
You're special to me. Say something to me at Anthrocon about seeing my FA journal and I'll draw the best 15 minute ink drawing I can of your request. I've been practicing in my spare time, it may appeal. I might need you to change your request, or to come up with a new one, though...! And timing is everything, so be judicious in interrupting me. :3
Anthrocon:
Wednesday to Monday. I still need a roomie, but I"m very picky.
FA:U
Yeap, whenever that is.
FurFright
Stuck across the street in the most expensive hotel there is, goddammit. If you are going to give up a room at FurFright, I'd be much obliged!
You're special to me. Say something to me at Anthrocon about seeing my FA journal and I'll draw the best 15 minute ink drawing I can of your request. I've been practicing in my spare time, it may appeal. I might need you to change your request, or to come up with a new one, though...! And timing is everything, so be judicious in interrupting me. :3
Anthrocon:
Wednesday to Monday. I still need a roomie, but I"m very picky.
FA:U
Yeap, whenever that is.
FurFright
Stuck across the street in the most expensive hotel there is, goddammit. If you are going to give up a room at FurFright, I'd be much obliged!
Nuked Journals. I'll read yours if you comment here.
Posted 13 years agoHey, everyone.
I still have a lot of journals and images in my art box. While Journals are pretty good (Saw
Cameroo posted the video link I sent him awhile ago), there's just too many to go through.
So, I nuked them. Might have to do it again.
Next up, if you want me to read yours, please comment here.
(PS: It's likely I un-watched you, too, if you were an offender who doesn't post art often nor is a close friend. :S .. or might be someone I want to remind myself to say something to.)
I still have a lot of journals and images in my art box. While Journals are pretty good (Saw
Cameroo posted the video link I sent him awhile ago), there's just too many to go through.So, I nuked them. Might have to do it again.
Next up, if you want me to read yours, please comment here.
(PS: It's likely I un-watched you, too, if you were an offender who doesn't post art often nor is a close friend. :S .. or might be someone I want to remind myself to say something to.)
AC, FAU, FurFright; a friend selling $5 FAU badges (15 @con)
Posted 13 years agoHey everybody.
AC was crazy. Don't even know what to say. Thanks to everyone who helped my time be great. ;u; Thanks to people I never knew were so cool until the con showed me.
I'm going to FA:U. I"m also going to FurFright.
If you don't have your AC pictures from me, get in touch.
Finally,
My friend
Rynnie is selling $5 FAU badges for pickup, $15 at-con.
Def. worth it. Take a peek through her gallery, it's definitely a deal.
AC was crazy. Don't even know what to say. Thanks to everyone who helped my time be great. ;u; Thanks to people I never knew were so cool until the con showed me.
I'm going to FA:U. I"m also going to FurFright.
If you don't have your AC pictures from me, get in touch.
Finally,
My friend
Rynnie is selling $5 FAU badges for pickup, $15 at-con.Def. worth it. Take a peek through her gallery, it's definitely a deal.
See you at Anthrocon 2012. (nt)
Posted 13 years agoNt means, "no text"...
See you all at AC this year! :3
See you all at AC this year! :3
Help Fernando, the kind restaurant owner from AC!
Posted 13 years agoIn it, Kage is asking everybody to donate money to Fernando.
Who's Fernando?
Fernando was the first restauranteur at Anthrocon who welcomed the Furries to Pittsburgh.
Read some of the comments at that video, and you'll see how many others he's touched, dude!
To CritLocked - Why I find it hard to reply
Posted 13 years agoDude,
I'm sorry I haven't replied to you, yet...
It's because I have no idea how to reply to the esteem you poured out to me over notes...
Did I mention that? I dunno..
I've never been 'somebody's favorite artist'-- not even my own. For what you said, it feels surreal-- like you're talking about someone else, even though that someone else is me...
To be honest, I've felt more scorn and ridicule in my life as an artist than anything else. I had an ex comment on how people remembered me for "That weird cheesasaurus series", that other artists "were ashamed to be mentioned by me in the context of that series"... There're other prominent TF artists who won't ever reply to my comments, unless possibly I say something grievous. I've had other friend groups exclude me and my crappy art (which was very poor at the time, though)... My art isn't posted at any furry sites unless it's for ridicule, or it's the flashes you remember me for.. I've done fan art for people only to have the smallest modicum of response acknowledging my hardwork...
And if I'm lucky, I get maybe a third of the results that somebody like
Herro gets. And even then, that's still a lot; maybe three to ten times what 
CrisisAbort makes, yet she's fucking stellar..
I've never had "a fandom", much less a fan. :F
In summation, it's been pretty hard continuing to draw or animate anything when I look at all the requirements and outcomes of my effort.
After talking to
Chero-kee- and considering I might be better than shit, I'm reminded of something I said to someone else.
I said that I've been so focused on the outcomes that I forgot that I think I like the headspace and focus of drawing. I've judged drawing upon "Will this be as sexy and appeal as much as I thought it might?" instead of, "Would I like to draw this?"
I'll see about making more time to relax and draw, in between all the other projects and coding I want to do... Thanks to you, and anybody else
I'm sorry I haven't replied to you, yet...
It's because I have no idea how to reply to the esteem you poured out to me over notes...
Did I mention that? I dunno..
I've never been 'somebody's favorite artist'-- not even my own. For what you said, it feels surreal-- like you're talking about someone else, even though that someone else is me...
To be honest, I've felt more scorn and ridicule in my life as an artist than anything else. I had an ex comment on how people remembered me for "That weird cheesasaurus series", that other artists "were ashamed to be mentioned by me in the context of that series"... There're other prominent TF artists who won't ever reply to my comments, unless possibly I say something grievous. I've had other friend groups exclude me and my crappy art (which was very poor at the time, though)... My art isn't posted at any furry sites unless it's for ridicule, or it's the flashes you remember me for.. I've done fan art for people only to have the smallest modicum of response acknowledging my hardwork...
And if I'm lucky, I get maybe a third of the results that somebody like
Herro gets. And even then, that's still a lot; maybe three to ten times what 
CrisisAbort makes, yet she's fucking stellar..I've never had "a fandom", much less a fan. :F
In summation, it's been pretty hard continuing to draw or animate anything when I look at all the requirements and outcomes of my effort.
After talking to
Chero-kee- and considering I might be better than shit, I'm reminded of something I said to someone else.I said that I've been so focused on the outcomes that I forgot that I think I like the headspace and focus of drawing. I've judged drawing upon "Will this be as sexy and appeal as much as I thought it might?" instead of, "Would I like to draw this?"
I'll see about making more time to relax and draw, in between all the other projects and coding I want to do... Thanks to you, and anybody else
Body Part Swap ads & other fantastic ads
Posted 14 years agoIn case you don't know, I maintain a Tumblr where I regularly post ads I like that have weird TF-y aspects.
I just found one that'd tweak
LaraTheLabRat's interest, if he hasn't seen it already--there's a HD version on Vimeo if anyone has an account. (Here's hoping it doesn't break the gracious ad company's download limit!)
http://wackywildtvads.tumblr.com/po.....in-this-ad-for
I find a whole lot more, and post every once-in-awhile--though I try to get a queue of backlogged posts.
http://wackywildtvads.tumblr.com
PS: If you want my personal tumblr, it's http://sorethumblr.tumblr.com -- though I .. rarely use it D:
I just found one that'd tweak
LaraTheLabRat's interest, if he hasn't seen it already--there's a HD version on Vimeo if anyone has an account. (Here's hoping it doesn't break the gracious ad company's download limit!)http://wackywildtvads.tumblr.com/po.....in-this-ad-for
I find a whole lot more, and post every once-in-awhile--though I try to get a queue of backlogged posts.
http://wackywildtvads.tumblr.com
PS: If you want my personal tumblr, it's http://sorethumblr.tumblr.com -- though I .. rarely use it D:
TF Meme, stolen from Amethyst!
Posted 14 years agoStolen from 
AmethystBouncyBunny
I Like TF Art.
3/5 - I used to say I "loved TF art", but when I see other artists drawing TF, I wonder if I really like it. Stuff I like is a lot more outlandish than "Turned into a dog". However, some partial TFs or kinkier TFs are great. See Kora's stories regarding Mia's Wet Dream
I Like TF Stories.
1/5 - Used to, but the TF stories I like now are few and far between. Believe it or not, one about the Honeycomb Craver that Firingwall did was pretty good..
Usually, if a story can combine TF with something fantastic, it works. I've seen some stories that have mild transformation (EG: costume fusing) combined with inflation that seemed great.
I like to roleplay TF.
0/5 - I got sick of cybering anything a long, long time ago.
I've had TF dreams while sleeping.
1/5 - Just like Ame, I've had few dreams where I TFed into anything... Kinda sucks. I remember
ZumZumFoxy having a TON of pervy dreams and me being jealous. :F
I wish TF was possible in real life.
2/5 - Mixed bag, here. Sometimes, things in fantasy are better in fantasy than IRL. However, if my fantasies could be made real? 4/5.
If TF was possible in real life and reversible, I'd want to try it regardless of how painful it could ever be.
2/5 - I might be a bit scared. It really depends upon how the TF happens AND what I can TF into. :S
If TF was possible into the form that I've always wanted, but I knew I could never go back, I'd take it.
0/5 - I've never 'always wanted' a form.. :/ So I can't even decide one to change into. No way I'd pick one to go for one-way.
If I could turn into any animal in real life, it would be...
0/5 - See, that's the problem with some questions in this quiz-- they're limited to 'animals' as being part of TF. :/ I guess my definition of 'transformation' includes a lot of otherworldly things, like cartoonish 'transformations', or cartoonish final forms. There're no real animals I'd want to be out of 'them all' :/
I daydream about TF when there is downtime.
3/5 - Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. Usually, each fantasy may have a twinge of TF.
I like goo-based TF.
1/5 - Depends upon how the TF feels, what part is TFing, or if it's a partial TF. However, being completely transformed into goo is no fun for me. :s
I like latex/rubber TF.
5/5 - I gotta admit-- if having rubber/latex skin feels like it SOUNDS like, I bet it'd be amazingly exciting and sensitive. Count me in 100%, as long as I can't pop or really be hurt. D:
I like inanimate TF.
1/5 - Depends upon if the 'inanimate' thing I'm turning into actually has some sort of sentience or control. :S
I like animal TF.
2/5 - Really depends upon how the TF takes place. Partial TF can be great.
I like anthro TF.
4/5 - I think anthro is pretty good, since there's still something otherworldly about it.
I like TG.
2/5 - REALLY depends upon how it's done. Besides what
Bose draws, there's only been ONE thing that had TG I liked. Everything else feels a bit like sticking a 'new' sticker on a used car...
TF has always been an interest for as long as I can remember.
5/5 - I think I've had fascination with partial TFs as long as I can remember. Mario with the Tanuki tail, the kid turning into Buster Bunny in a Tiny Toons Adventure commercial.
TF is instead an interest a friend/community brought me to.
0/5 - I started with Mermaids, which is TF in of itself.
Favorite Parts:
I like tail growth.
5/5 - Tail growth is great. The more disruptive, the better.
I like head transformation.
5/5 - Depends upon how it's handled, but it can be utterly fantastic when done right.
I like the hands/feet change.
5/5 - Given in the context of "Not only animals", this can also be spectacular. :D
I like the bodily covering change (fur, feathers, scales, general skin change).
5/5 - Also great. O_O
I like wing growth.
0/5 - WHERE would they grow? Do my arms disappear? Nah.. D:
I like size change.
3/5 - Depends upon the context, really. I like the idea of being so big I feel my body pushing everywhere, against a room's limits.. but otherwise, I don't like the idea of being macro. D:
Favorite Scenes:
I like group TF.
5/5 - If you've seen
One-Trick 's art, he does a lot of "contagious group TFs", which are something I love. There's something about being caught up in the whole mess, or the "You're next" aspect that is fantastic. Outside of fantasy, though, I'd probably be horrified. <:3;;;
I like TF that occurs in front of people.
5/5 - Not to say I dislike the contrary, though! Something's spectacular about the outright public-ness of the change. :D If it's contagious, even better.
I like clothing restraint in a TF.
5/5 - Hell yeah-- I think this coincides with the whole 'pushing against a room's limits'... Maybe it has to do with some sort of 'tightness' that many men are fond of?
I like when the person transforming is resisting/not enjoying it
1/5 - Really depends... I like it when it's already taken over them, and they're either back to normal or realizing what's happened during their exciting change. However, something about the TF taking control and making them ignore or have no control over the situation is great.
I like when the victim loses his human mind.
4/5 - Depends upon what they gain in its place. Mindlessness is not something I approve of, but zaniness or recklessness is quite acceptable.
I like FORCED TF.
3/5 - Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. I don't like 'disliking/hating/painful' TFs-- I'd prefer losing one's mind (and going to no mind, versus animalism).
I like blood in a TF.
0/5 - What Ame said-- nope!
I like bondage during a TF.
3/5 - Could be pretty good. Imagine somebody turning completely horny or reckless, but being restrained to keep the fun-loving insanity at bay!
... and then it gets loose. :D
I like TF that occurs in less than 5 minutes.
5/5 - Definitely.
I like TF that takes much longer.
1/5 - I don't feel this one.. Something about fast-paced TF feels like having a wild ride.
I like magic-based TF
0/5 - Magic feels like a cop-out sometimes.
I like injection-based TF
0/5 - Feels pretty scientific, and nope in this case too.
I like other TF methods
5/5 - Really depends upon the method and the TF. Frequently, the "eating something" TF spawner is a favorite. I also like the "turning something on" idea. For massive group contagion, I love the idea of simply seeing one victim being TFed being the trigger for another person.
I don't care how a TF is started.
3/5 - Depends upon the context...
There are too many questions.
0/5 - Nope, helps me get a bit of insight on myself!
Contribution Section:
I am a TF artist.
4/5 - Most all drawings I've done has a bit of TF in it, though not all'd say inflation is a TF..
I am a TF writer.
2/5 - Barely, but I've been considering it as an outlet for my ideas.
I've withheld my answers/lied about some of them.
0/5 - Nope.
AmethystBouncyBunny I Like TF Art.
3/5 - I used to say I "loved TF art", but when I see other artists drawing TF, I wonder if I really like it. Stuff I like is a lot more outlandish than "Turned into a dog". However, some partial TFs or kinkier TFs are great. See Kora's stories regarding Mia's Wet Dream
I Like TF Stories.
1/5 - Used to, but the TF stories I like now are few and far between. Believe it or not, one about the Honeycomb Craver that Firingwall did was pretty good..
Usually, if a story can combine TF with something fantastic, it works. I've seen some stories that have mild transformation (EG: costume fusing) combined with inflation that seemed great.
I like to roleplay TF.
0/5 - I got sick of cybering anything a long, long time ago.
I've had TF dreams while sleeping.
1/5 - Just like Ame, I've had few dreams where I TFed into anything... Kinda sucks. I remember
ZumZumFoxy having a TON of pervy dreams and me being jealous. :FI wish TF was possible in real life.
2/5 - Mixed bag, here. Sometimes, things in fantasy are better in fantasy than IRL. However, if my fantasies could be made real? 4/5.
If TF was possible in real life and reversible, I'd want to try it regardless of how painful it could ever be.
2/5 - I might be a bit scared. It really depends upon how the TF happens AND what I can TF into. :S
If TF was possible into the form that I've always wanted, but I knew I could never go back, I'd take it.
0/5 - I've never 'always wanted' a form.. :/ So I can't even decide one to change into. No way I'd pick one to go for one-way.
If I could turn into any animal in real life, it would be...
0/5 - See, that's the problem with some questions in this quiz-- they're limited to 'animals' as being part of TF. :/ I guess my definition of 'transformation' includes a lot of otherworldly things, like cartoonish 'transformations', or cartoonish final forms. There're no real animals I'd want to be out of 'them all' :/
I daydream about TF when there is downtime.
3/5 - Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. Usually, each fantasy may have a twinge of TF.
I like goo-based TF.
1/5 - Depends upon how the TF feels, what part is TFing, or if it's a partial TF. However, being completely transformed into goo is no fun for me. :s
I like latex/rubber TF.
5/5 - I gotta admit-- if having rubber/latex skin feels like it SOUNDS like, I bet it'd be amazingly exciting and sensitive. Count me in 100%, as long as I can't pop or really be hurt. D:
I like inanimate TF.
1/5 - Depends upon if the 'inanimate' thing I'm turning into actually has some sort of sentience or control. :S
I like animal TF.
2/5 - Really depends upon how the TF takes place. Partial TF can be great.
I like anthro TF.
4/5 - I think anthro is pretty good, since there's still something otherworldly about it.
I like TG.
2/5 - REALLY depends upon how it's done. Besides what
Bose draws, there's only been ONE thing that had TG I liked. Everything else feels a bit like sticking a 'new' sticker on a used car...TF has always been an interest for as long as I can remember.
5/5 - I think I've had fascination with partial TFs as long as I can remember. Mario with the Tanuki tail, the kid turning into Buster Bunny in a Tiny Toons Adventure commercial.
TF is instead an interest a friend/community brought me to.
0/5 - I started with Mermaids, which is TF in of itself.
Favorite Parts:
I like tail growth.
5/5 - Tail growth is great. The more disruptive, the better.
I like head transformation.
5/5 - Depends upon how it's handled, but it can be utterly fantastic when done right.
I like the hands/feet change.
5/5 - Given in the context of "Not only animals", this can also be spectacular. :D
I like the bodily covering change (fur, feathers, scales, general skin change).
5/5 - Also great. O_O
I like wing growth.
0/5 - WHERE would they grow? Do my arms disappear? Nah.. D:
I like size change.
3/5 - Depends upon the context, really. I like the idea of being so big I feel my body pushing everywhere, against a room's limits.. but otherwise, I don't like the idea of being macro. D:
Favorite Scenes:
I like group TF.
5/5 - If you've seen
One-Trick 's art, he does a lot of "contagious group TFs", which are something I love. There's something about being caught up in the whole mess, or the "You're next" aspect that is fantastic. Outside of fantasy, though, I'd probably be horrified. <:3;;;I like TF that occurs in front of people.
5/5 - Not to say I dislike the contrary, though! Something's spectacular about the outright public-ness of the change. :D If it's contagious, even better.
I like clothing restraint in a TF.
5/5 - Hell yeah-- I think this coincides with the whole 'pushing against a room's limits'... Maybe it has to do with some sort of 'tightness' that many men are fond of?
I like when the person transforming is resisting/not enjoying it
1/5 - Really depends... I like it when it's already taken over them, and they're either back to normal or realizing what's happened during their exciting change. However, something about the TF taking control and making them ignore or have no control over the situation is great.
I like when the victim loses his human mind.
4/5 - Depends upon what they gain in its place. Mindlessness is not something I approve of, but zaniness or recklessness is quite acceptable.
I like FORCED TF.
3/5 - Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. I don't like 'disliking/hating/painful' TFs-- I'd prefer losing one's mind (and going to no mind, versus animalism).
I like blood in a TF.
0/5 - What Ame said-- nope!
I like bondage during a TF.
3/5 - Could be pretty good. Imagine somebody turning completely horny or reckless, but being restrained to keep the fun-loving insanity at bay!
... and then it gets loose. :D
I like TF that occurs in less than 5 minutes.
5/5 - Definitely.
I like TF that takes much longer.
1/5 - I don't feel this one.. Something about fast-paced TF feels like having a wild ride.
I like magic-based TF
0/5 - Magic feels like a cop-out sometimes.
I like injection-based TF
0/5 - Feels pretty scientific, and nope in this case too.
I like other TF methods
5/5 - Really depends upon the method and the TF. Frequently, the "eating something" TF spawner is a favorite. I also like the "turning something on" idea. For massive group contagion, I love the idea of simply seeing one victim being TFed being the trigger for another person.
I don't care how a TF is started.
3/5 - Depends upon the context...
There are too many questions.
0/5 - Nope, helps me get a bit of insight on myself!
Contribution Section:
I am a TF artist.
4/5 - Most all drawings I've done has a bit of TF in it, though not all'd say inflation is a TF..
I am a TF writer.
2/5 - Barely, but I've been considering it as an outlet for my ideas.
I've withheld my answers/lied about some of them.
0/5 - Nope.
FurFright 2011 - Pics Sent OUt
Posted 14 years agoA few people are having problems finding or downloading their pics already.
:( I blame my crappy PC. I'm getting a new RAID card soon.. and hoping that it works :S
Also, I'm pretty sure that after talking with
Myrilla , that I"ll need a better solution in the future.
I think that, before each con, I'll print out a business card with all my information, plus a password for viewing event photos.
That way, while I don't have to figure out WHO needs WHICH pictures, I can at least limit who gets to see them.
The biggest downside is that if I took a picture of you, ANYONE who I took a picture of could see it.. D:
Thoughts?
edit:
Or maybe I'll use Irfanviewer and resize all pics.
Some people are saying I need to/should use Flickr. :S
:( I blame my crappy PC. I'm getting a new RAID card soon.. and hoping that it works :S
Also, I'm pretty sure that after talking with
Myrilla , that I"ll need a better solution in the future.I think that, before each con, I'll print out a business card with all my information, plus a password for viewing event photos.
That way, while I don't have to figure out WHO needs WHICH pictures, I can at least limit who gets to see them.
The biggest downside is that if I took a picture of you, ANYONE who I took a picture of could see it.. D:
Thoughts?
edit:
Or maybe I'll use Irfanviewer and resize all pics.
Some people are saying I need to/should use Flickr. :S
FurFright 2011 -- Pics Update
Posted 14 years agoI've sent out about 10 sets of photos so far, but there's still a ton more.
Why are they taking so long?
Because I work during the day, uploading the files to a website takes awhile, and one important problem:
My computer sucks at uploading files... I'm thinking it's a harddrive / RAID problem.
Rest assured that once I can upload to mediafire expediently, I'll be sending the parties with pictures a link to the downloads.
(PS: a 'thanks' never hurt. D: )
Why are they taking so long?
Because I work during the day, uploading the files to a website takes awhile, and one important problem:
My computer sucks at uploading files... I'm thinking it's a harddrive / RAID problem.
Rest assured that once I can upload to mediafire expediently, I'll be sending the parties with pictures a link to the downloads.
(PS: a 'thanks' never hurt. D: )
FurFright 2011 - Quick (Not a long ver) + Vid Clips from FF
Posted 14 years agoFurFright 2011 was just about what Imuhata and MeowHype 'd say to me-- not many ups or downs, but pretty good. (EG: No, "OMG IT'S AMAZING" moment like some may have).
I took a crapton of pictures. I had two SD cards full of pictures.
For now, here're (edit:) THREE videos that I took. (Maybe I should do more of these?)
THey're of
LeeLee and 
MishkaGhost, two cool people i met at the con.
ALso including
RevaDiehard and my sweetheart 
MeowHype
First, Mishka:
I hope you get the parody.
Also:, me interviewing Paul!... while my camera blurs/deblurs.. D:
MeowHype and RevaDiehard holding Dakota, the bird:
Anyways, back to everything I have to do before sending out photos. T.T ... also: 708 new submissions on FA after a week.. arg.
I took a crapton of pictures. I had two SD cards full of pictures.
For now, here're (edit:) THREE videos that I took. (Maybe I should do more of these?)
THey're of
LeeLee and 
MishkaGhost, two cool people i met at the con.ALso including
RevaDiehard and my sweetheart 
MeowHype First, Mishka:
I hope you get the parody.
Also:, me interviewing Paul!... while my camera blurs/deblurs.. D:
MeowHype and RevaDiehard holding Dakota, the bird:Anyways, back to everything I have to do before sending out photos. T.T ... also: 708 new submissions on FA after a week.. arg.
FurFright 2011-- Ask questions of me?
Posted 14 years agoAre you going to FurFright 2011? :O I hope so, so I can meet you!
Uhh.. that's all I got.
Getting there early/mid Thursday, leaving Monday, maybe bringing some food and liquor.
Anyone want something out of me? EG: bringing food, art, things?
Uhh.. that's all I got.
Getting there early/mid Thursday, leaving Monday, maybe bringing some food and liquor.
Anyone want something out of me? EG: bringing food, art, things?
Breast Inflation in a Latino Beer Ad
Posted 14 years agoAs some of you are aware, I started a Tumblr a bit ago where I post ads that have weird/wacky stuff, usually involving Transformation, flattening, inflation, things going out of control, wild takes, etc.
Here's a link to the post with the ad. I don't think anybody's mentioned it before. In it, a girl's breasts inflate bit by bit when the boy inflates an inner tube.
It's not obscene, massive, or crazy, but it's notable.
Hoping others who know of crazy TV ads will chime in and become regulars.
Back to my normal stuff..!
Here's a link to the post with the ad. I don't think anybody's mentioned it before. In it, a girl's breasts inflate bit by bit when the boy inflates an inner tube.
It's not obscene, massive, or crazy, but it's notable.
Hoping others who know of crazy TV ads will chime in and become regulars.
Back to my normal stuff..!
Geek Social Fallacies, or, "Fix those problems, Geeks"
Posted 14 years agoI was linked to a post on Geek Social Fallicies earlier today-- and damn, a good list.
"#1: Ostracizers Are Evil
#2: Friends Accept Me As I Am
#3: Friendship Before All
#4: Friendship is Transitive
#5: Friends do Everything together"
Interesting. Thoughts, after reading?
"#1: Ostracizers Are Evil
#2: Friends Accept Me As I Am
#3: Friendship Before All
#4: Friendship is Transitive
#5: Friends do Everything together"
Interesting. Thoughts, after reading?
Personality Quiz going around.
Posted 14 years agoI was pretty glad about these results. Out of 90, I'm impressed I got these.
http://www.signalpatterns.com/psych_central/
Intellectual
You are thoughtful, rational, and comfortable in the world of ideas. People find you interesting to talk to. You're the living embodiment of the saying "You learn something new every day." In general, those with a high score on the "intellectual" trait are employed in such fields as teaching and research, and are enthusiastic about reading, foreign films, and classical music.
You do not avoid abstract conversation, experimenting with new ideas, or studying new things. It bores you to stick to the straight and narrow of what you already know.
Conscientious
You feel it's important to work according to a plan and finish every task, to do things correctly and thoroughly.
You are not the kind of person who abandons a project before finishing it, or slacks off when you've lost interest.
Organized
You like to think a task through before you embark on it. If it's the slightest bit complicated, you make a list (even if it's only in your mind) and methodically work your way through it. When you have a goal in mind, you're not satisfied until you reach it.
You are not one of those people who ignore the details, and you don't understand how anyone can get anything accomplished without thoughtful planning ahead of time.
Creative
You are good at solving problems, coming up with original ideas, and seeing connections between things, connections that most other people miss. People with a high score on the "creative" trait often are employed in such fields as finance and scientific research, and enjoy avant garde and classical music as well as literary fiction and scholarly non-fiction.
You do not shun abstractions and concepts in favor of the concrete and tangible.
Competent
You strive to master everything you undertake. You tend to learn quickly and do not shy away from challenges.
You are not a "que sera sera" type of person, nor do you go easy on yourself when attempting to master a new skill or get a job done.
Astute
You are a quick study. You generally don't need to have things explained to you more than once. When presented with a problem, you will often have an instant understanding of where to look for the solution.
You do not take your sweet time when presented with a new task to complete or problem to solve. You don't avoid assignments that require you to learn new skills.
Curious
You like to get to the bottom of things. You're not content knowing what someone did; you want to know why they did it.
You don't simply take things as they are and move on; you're not content skimming along on the surface; you don't feel you're wasting time by digging for the meaning of things.
Warm
You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort. Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.
You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism.
Empathetic
You are in touch with your own feelings, which helps put you in touch with the feelings of others.
You don't buy the logic that your happiness comes ahead of everyone else's because unless you're happy you're incapable of making anyone else happy.
Focused
You know how to lock in on what's important. You quickly prepare yourself for a task, you don't procrastinate, and you don't let up until the job is done to your satisfaction.
You are the opposite of scattered. You don't procrastinate before starting a task, and you almost never lose track of what you're doing.
http://www.signalpatterns.com/psych_central/
Intellectual
You are thoughtful, rational, and comfortable in the world of ideas. People find you interesting to talk to. You're the living embodiment of the saying "You learn something new every day." In general, those with a high score on the "intellectual" trait are employed in such fields as teaching and research, and are enthusiastic about reading, foreign films, and classical music.
You do not avoid abstract conversation, experimenting with new ideas, or studying new things. It bores you to stick to the straight and narrow of what you already know.
Conscientious
You feel it's important to work according to a plan and finish every task, to do things correctly and thoroughly.
You are not the kind of person who abandons a project before finishing it, or slacks off when you've lost interest.
Organized
You like to think a task through before you embark on it. If it's the slightest bit complicated, you make a list (even if it's only in your mind) and methodically work your way through it. When you have a goal in mind, you're not satisfied until you reach it.
You are not one of those people who ignore the details, and you don't understand how anyone can get anything accomplished without thoughtful planning ahead of time.
Creative
You are good at solving problems, coming up with original ideas, and seeing connections between things, connections that most other people miss. People with a high score on the "creative" trait often are employed in such fields as finance and scientific research, and enjoy avant garde and classical music as well as literary fiction and scholarly non-fiction.
You do not shun abstractions and concepts in favor of the concrete and tangible.
Competent
You strive to master everything you undertake. You tend to learn quickly and do not shy away from challenges.
You are not a "que sera sera" type of person, nor do you go easy on yourself when attempting to master a new skill or get a job done.
Astute
You are a quick study. You generally don't need to have things explained to you more than once. When presented with a problem, you will often have an instant understanding of where to look for the solution.
You do not take your sweet time when presented with a new task to complete or problem to solve. You don't avoid assignments that require you to learn new skills.
Curious
You like to get to the bottom of things. You're not content knowing what someone did; you want to know why they did it.
You don't simply take things as they are and move on; you're not content skimming along on the surface; you don't feel you're wasting time by digging for the meaning of things.
Warm
You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort. Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.
You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism.
Empathetic
You are in touch with your own feelings, which helps put you in touch with the feelings of others.
You don't buy the logic that your happiness comes ahead of everyone else's because unless you're happy you're incapable of making anyone else happy.
Focused
You know how to lock in on what's important. You quickly prepare yourself for a task, you don't procrastinate, and you don't let up until the job is done to your satisfaction.
You are the opposite of scattered. You don't procrastinate before starting a task, and you almost never lose track of what you're doing.
Your own self-perception is your enemy. (Motivational C/P)
Posted 14 years agoHey everyone,
Wrote this for
SombraStudio.
I don't know how many of you will appreciate this post. However, I hope some may see this as a spark of inspiration.
The topic: (Original Post): "If I'm a terrible person, who's cynical, a wall-flower, and destined for mediocrity, how can I succeed? I'd need to be someone else. What does 'being yourself' really mean? I can't be myself."
(PS, there's maybe one or two people who might benefit from this. I'm likely to link them here... No offense. I like you, and I fear you may still have the fears suggested below. So.. I want you to hear this uplifting speech I wrote.. )
My post:
One:
Your reasons and arguments that defeat/down-talk yourself are the enemy you must fight in the first place.
Consider for a second that you may like puppies.
Imagine that puppies fill your mind from when you wake up and until you sleep.
Now, imagine that somebody you trust and value the opinion of tells you that puppies are disgusting, and anybody who likes them is a terrible person. Imagine that when you ask this person a good possible point on the value of puppies, he comes up with a reason why your point is wrong, and furthermore, stupid. He begins to work himself into your mind so that whenever you think of a good idea, you don't breathe a word for fear that this friend will snap down on you.
And because of that, you still think of puppies, but never tell anyone or act upon it.
Every day you'd walk past a pet store, or a training school, or TVs showing a dog show, sighing and holding this puppy-love in.
And because this person's opinion mattered to you so much, you don't ever act upon what makes you happy.
Now, imagine the person who said that terrible thing was you.
Coda:
You are your own worst critic. In fact, you may have originally been friendlier to yourself. It's likely many people in your life began creating an 'inner critic' for you-- one who'd take care of their "emotionally beat-down-Sombra" job while they were absent in your life. People who were so fearsome that the last thing you wanted to do was upset them.
So, it's quite possible that all this fear and down-talk you give yourself is something you've adopted out of fear, or even repetition by people you knew.
If you're going to change yourself, you must challenge all of the assumptions you've made about yourself. BELIEVING THEM HAS GOTTEN YOU TO WHERE YOU ARE TODAY-- UNHAPPY.
ARE You truly shy? DO you want to be happy? IS your shyness out of fear? ARE you really a screw up? DO my words make more sense if you start wiggling around in your perceptions? Is there meat to these words?
Two:
Being Yourself means you attract people who approve of what you do
Imagine in the previous example that you gave up this trusted friend, because her (since she's you) words had frightened you into giving up something you loved. Imagine you gave up this friend because she never respected the 'shades of grey' in life by making a vitriolic stereotype about puppy-lovers.
Imagine that you gave up the trusted friend and began embracing your love for puppies.
So you begin working at a dog shelter. You begin supporting donation drives with the local pet stores. You begin talking to pet owners and drive local donations towards the shelter.
In all this, people see your passion for puppies. They see the care that drove you to this in the first place. Those who are moved by this begin to appreciate you and trust you with friendship opportunities.
In all this, people who are irritated by their own prejudices and assumptions get pissed at you. (maybe puppy-haters?). Because you gave up the old 'friend', you realize that trying to garner the favor of these people is fruitless. It's fruitless because they are already reacting to you based on their presumptions of puppies, and not you.
Now, imagine in the above example, the love isn't for puppies-- it's a love for women's rights. Imagine it's possibly even a love for tattoo artistry. All of a sudden, puppies seems racier, and anger/prejudice towards them seems more likely.
But more importantly, imagine the love for puppies is actually a love for yourself, and what you enjoy doing..
Coda:
The only mind/soul around that's willing to believe in the body and mind you inhabit.. is you. If you're lucky, you already have friends and family who care more about you than prejudices.
And, if you continue to believe in yourself and your potential and value, you will find others who agree with it. You'll also find others who will spurn and scorn you-- but these people would not be pleased if you tried to please them, either.
However, the above is a self-regulating system. If you do what makes you happy and are willing to frustrate/let go of the people who hate what you do, you will be kicking the bad people out of your life and finding the good ones.
This applies everywhere, even in the workplace. (The best you can do is hope that coworkers can handle your respect, OR that you hire your company's employees in line with your values.)
Next Steps
No metaphorical story here.
My suggestions for getting ahead of the game is to do the first thing: forgive yourself.
The longer you hold onto these perceptions of yourself, the longer they can remain applicable to define and constrain you.
So, forgive yourself.
Next, Begin taking the above re-assessment in your mind when you talk to yourself, or when you begin reacting the ways you did.
That means that when you manage to shake the bars of the cage that contain you (EG: "I'm ugly", "I"m shy", "I"m a failure"), begin shoving harder. Shove harder whenever you talk about yourself.
EG:
"Sorry if I seem a bit awkward. I used to be really shy and awkward, but I'm climbing my way out of it."
"I can make mistakes, but who doesn't? Forgive me, and the next thing I work on will have less mistakes. I'm sad but accepting that I made a mistake."
One final note. People are very, very versatile creatures. We always have tools to help ourselves out.
Create a tool that you can use to help you climb out of this self-deprecating hole.
A bracelet to commemorate your decision?
A bow around your finger?
A daily affirmation?
Wrapping yourself in blankets, then emerging from them to music as if they represented a metaphorical emerging from a cocoon?
Decide a ritual or tool that has some emotional feeling for you, and use it to affirm you've made the decision to forgive yourself, respect that you need dignity for your likes, and be human.
Wrote this for
SombraStudio. I don't know how many of you will appreciate this post. However, I hope some may see this as a spark of inspiration.
The topic: (Original Post): "If I'm a terrible person, who's cynical, a wall-flower, and destined for mediocrity, how can I succeed? I'd need to be someone else. What does 'being yourself' really mean? I can't be myself."
(PS, there's maybe one or two people who might benefit from this. I'm likely to link them here... No offense. I like you, and I fear you may still have the fears suggested below. So.. I want you to hear this uplifting speech I wrote.. )
My post:
One:
Your reasons and arguments that defeat/down-talk yourself are the enemy you must fight in the first place.
Consider for a second that you may like puppies.
Imagine that puppies fill your mind from when you wake up and until you sleep.
Now, imagine that somebody you trust and value the opinion of tells you that puppies are disgusting, and anybody who likes them is a terrible person. Imagine that when you ask this person a good possible point on the value of puppies, he comes up with a reason why your point is wrong, and furthermore, stupid. He begins to work himself into your mind so that whenever you think of a good idea, you don't breathe a word for fear that this friend will snap down on you.
And because of that, you still think of puppies, but never tell anyone or act upon it.
Every day you'd walk past a pet store, or a training school, or TVs showing a dog show, sighing and holding this puppy-love in.
And because this person's opinion mattered to you so much, you don't ever act upon what makes you happy.
Now, imagine the person who said that terrible thing was you.
Coda:
You are your own worst critic. In fact, you may have originally been friendlier to yourself. It's likely many people in your life began creating an 'inner critic' for you-- one who'd take care of their "emotionally beat-down-Sombra" job while they were absent in your life. People who were so fearsome that the last thing you wanted to do was upset them.
So, it's quite possible that all this fear and down-talk you give yourself is something you've adopted out of fear, or even repetition by people you knew.
If you're going to change yourself, you must challenge all of the assumptions you've made about yourself. BELIEVING THEM HAS GOTTEN YOU TO WHERE YOU ARE TODAY-- UNHAPPY.
ARE You truly shy? DO you want to be happy? IS your shyness out of fear? ARE you really a screw up? DO my words make more sense if you start wiggling around in your perceptions? Is there meat to these words?
Two:
Being Yourself means you attract people who approve of what you do
Imagine in the previous example that you gave up this trusted friend, because her (since she's you) words had frightened you into giving up something you loved. Imagine you gave up this friend because she never respected the 'shades of grey' in life by making a vitriolic stereotype about puppy-lovers.
Imagine that you gave up the trusted friend and began embracing your love for puppies.
So you begin working at a dog shelter. You begin supporting donation drives with the local pet stores. You begin talking to pet owners and drive local donations towards the shelter.
In all this, people see your passion for puppies. They see the care that drove you to this in the first place. Those who are moved by this begin to appreciate you and trust you with friendship opportunities.
In all this, people who are irritated by their own prejudices and assumptions get pissed at you. (maybe puppy-haters?). Because you gave up the old 'friend', you realize that trying to garner the favor of these people is fruitless. It's fruitless because they are already reacting to you based on their presumptions of puppies, and not you.
Now, imagine in the above example, the love isn't for puppies-- it's a love for women's rights. Imagine it's possibly even a love for tattoo artistry. All of a sudden, puppies seems racier, and anger/prejudice towards them seems more likely.
But more importantly, imagine the love for puppies is actually a love for yourself, and what you enjoy doing..
Coda:
The only mind/soul around that's willing to believe in the body and mind you inhabit.. is you. If you're lucky, you already have friends and family who care more about you than prejudices.
And, if you continue to believe in yourself and your potential and value, you will find others who agree with it. You'll also find others who will spurn and scorn you-- but these people would not be pleased if you tried to please them, either.
However, the above is a self-regulating system. If you do what makes you happy and are willing to frustrate/let go of the people who hate what you do, you will be kicking the bad people out of your life and finding the good ones.
This applies everywhere, even in the workplace. (The best you can do is hope that coworkers can handle your respect, OR that you hire your company's employees in line with your values.)
Next Steps
No metaphorical story here.
My suggestions for getting ahead of the game is to do the first thing: forgive yourself.
The longer you hold onto these perceptions of yourself, the longer they can remain applicable to define and constrain you.
So, forgive yourself.
Next, Begin taking the above re-assessment in your mind when you talk to yourself, or when you begin reacting the ways you did.
That means that when you manage to shake the bars of the cage that contain you (EG: "I'm ugly", "I"m shy", "I"m a failure"), begin shoving harder. Shove harder whenever you talk about yourself.
EG:
"Sorry if I seem a bit awkward. I used to be really shy and awkward, but I'm climbing my way out of it."
"I can make mistakes, but who doesn't? Forgive me, and the next thing I work on will have less mistakes. I'm sad but accepting that I made a mistake."
One final note. People are very, very versatile creatures. We always have tools to help ourselves out.
Create a tool that you can use to help you climb out of this self-deprecating hole.
A bracelet to commemorate your decision?
A bow around your finger?
A daily affirmation?
Wrapping yourself in blankets, then emerging from them to music as if they represented a metaphorical emerging from a cocoon?
Decide a ritual or tool that has some emotional feeling for you, and use it to affirm you've made the decision to forgive yourself, respect that you need dignity for your likes, and be human.
Pooltoys Having Sex, some Breast inflation, in a 2000 Ad
Posted 14 years agoWhoah, Whoah, Whoah
2000 Coca Cola ad in France. Pooltoys have sex, some inflation... A lot of CG to make the toys sentient, winking, wiggling... Damn.
I never thought I'd find pooltoys hot at all, unless somebody was transforming into them. However, this really plays into my "shit going crazy" affection.
Yeah, this is something I do with my spare time.. Find ads like this. I'll probably be posting more at the Tumblr I just set up, above, http://wackywildtvads.tumblr.com. I know some of you like this stuff, so I hope to see you guys follow it, suggest ads to look for, and more.
Back to everything else!
AC PICTURES HAVE GONE OUT! And a note to non-thankers.. :P
Posted 14 years agoHey everyone!
The following people's pics are still being uploaded by me..
-Alden & Bros
- Gadas
- BadgerBen and ZeroHenry
- Lucky Blackwell
What, I haven't sent you pics yet?
Contact me if you're omitted in the above list. I may lack pictures of you, or didn't consider that you'd remember them.
And woe unto you, if thou receivest pictures yet doth not thank!
I know it's really easy to take the pictures after getting my note and not saying anything. I can't blame you.
But I still kinda will hold it against you. Here I am, thinking of you weeks after AC, saving only your pictures, sending only your pictures to you in an easy way... Then I see you read my note, download the pictures, and remember the pictures-- not the person who took care of them. D:
(And then you have people who DO thank me, and make the un-thankers look even worse! )
I will never confront you about this, but I will be glad when you thank me. B)
The following people's pics are still being uploaded by me..
-Alden & Bros
- Gadas
- BadgerBen and ZeroHenry
- Lucky Blackwell
What, I haven't sent you pics yet?
Contact me if you're omitted in the above list. I may lack pictures of you, or didn't consider that you'd remember them.
And woe unto you, if thou receivest pictures yet doth not thank!
I know it's really easy to take the pictures after getting my note and not saying anything. I can't blame you.
But I still kinda will hold it against you. Here I am, thinking of you weeks after AC, saving only your pictures, sending only your pictures to you in an easy way... Then I see you read my note, download the pictures, and remember the pictures-- not the person who took care of them. D:
(And then you have people who DO thank me, and make the un-thankers look even worse! )
I will never confront you about this, but I will be glad when you thank me. B)
AC was better than I predicted. (Mentions, Reminiscence, Pix
Posted 14 years agoSo, as usual, I ran around the con and tried to have as much fun and social interaction as possible.
Highlights!
Here's hoping that all these links work. FA limits these... If some stop turning into links, I'll edit this post some other time. D:
My amazing love, MeowHype *u* <3
My Tomboy MILF, Lainenyah <3 :D
Her femboi in training: Unicow :>
Japan's Prodigal Son, Imuhata !
=
The most fem of Skunkies, Daniskunk :D (Duo Corrolary!)
The enduring smile and heart of TristanGreyFox :> <3
The most metallurgic of Skunkies, Gadas (Loving my necklace!)
The baddest of Daring Bros: BadgerBen and ZeroHenry !
The most daring of storytellers: CZGoldEdition ! :D ( Xavier corrolary!)
The excitingly excitable hot stuff, Guyver47 !
=
The givingest of Goats, Sigil!
The most raucous of adventurers, Bazeel!
The searingly well-dressed & saucy Catfiddle !
Didn't eat us, fed us with sincerity, mirandaarqayla
The most enduring of Bumble Badgeaters, Mitti D:> (I hope your Platypus of Protection +1 can attend next year.. )
The buddy of buddies, Jinsei !
Still brings tears to my eyes, the honorific Lanhao !
The A to Z of perseverance, DotRook ! ( Freaky corrolary! )
The most underappreciated sun of awesome, Bangabear !
The sweet and surprising man-slayer known as RevaDiehard !
The charming and debonair secret agent (secretly: Comus !)
The attention-getter that is the genuine ModemRedpill !
The exhausted due to his persistance and hard work, EraDragon !
Sweats for all of our fun, and keeps smiling, GillPanda !
=
The survivor, triptaker, MxScade !
The enduringly adorable Dragoncat ! (I gotta talk to this person..)
The barely-legal jailbait that is Ark-adustus !
Surprisingly sweet IRL, the wry Reiger !
The honorable kindness that is Gel !
The endearing, sexy, and all around nice guy, Daigo !
The patient, savvy, and helpful FironDraak !
The gritty and charming, VanWeasel !
Wearing my hat? Possible for the awesome Bakasaka !
Cool with the cool kids, Chronoteeth !
Sweeter than Dog Candy, PuppyTreat !
Helper of friends in need, the outreaching WitchieBunny !
Destined to persevere over poison, Pimpuigi !
The Good Heart club: skitzycat and Zippiner !
Imuhata's friends, EIXIN, TASHIRO YU, KITORA, and YUUGAN.
The coinflip of lucky/unlucky bastards, FullNekoAlchemist !
My favorite charming trap of them all, Alden ( FA name ?)
=
New people I'd like to talk to: Cub Whitelion, Luca Shoal, Brokenwing !
People I didn't talk to enough to get them a note above, but rest assured I wish I had!: Vera, RudeTheFox, KazeKat, Donryu, Alex (Bentylpropyld?), Geemo, EC Major, Huskie, Korth, FortuneFox, Hammy, Patches Hyena, Koh, KatMomma, TechnicolorPie, Pandora, Doral (Next time, Doral. D:> <3 <3), Vermilion Dragon, AuraDeva, Lycan,
People I missed if they went: Patches Namaki, Nickwolf
I'll try to get pics to ... almost all... these people... =_= And it will take a long, long time.
Please be patient.
Here's to FurFright, my bros!
Highlights!
Here's hoping that all these links work. FA limits these... If some stop turning into links, I'll edit this post some other time. D:
My amazing love, MeowHype *u* <3
My Tomboy MILF, Lainenyah <3 :D
Her femboi in training: Unicow :>
Japan's Prodigal Son, Imuhata !
=
The most fem of Skunkies, Daniskunk :D (Duo Corrolary!)
The enduring smile and heart of TristanGreyFox :> <3
The most metallurgic of Skunkies, Gadas (Loving my necklace!)
The baddest of Daring Bros: BadgerBen and ZeroHenry !
The most daring of storytellers: CZGoldEdition ! :D ( Xavier corrolary!)
The excitingly excitable hot stuff, Guyver47 !
=
The givingest of Goats, Sigil!
The most raucous of adventurers, Bazeel!
The searingly well-dressed & saucy Catfiddle !
Didn't eat us, fed us with sincerity, mirandaarqayla
The most enduring of Bumble Badgeaters, Mitti D:> (I hope your Platypus of Protection +1 can attend next year.. )
The buddy of buddies, Jinsei !
Still brings tears to my eyes, the honorific Lanhao !
The A to Z of perseverance, DotRook ! ( Freaky corrolary! )
The most underappreciated sun of awesome, Bangabear !
The sweet and surprising man-slayer known as RevaDiehard !
The charming and debonair secret agent (secretly: Comus !)
The attention-getter that is the genuine ModemRedpill !
The exhausted due to his persistance and hard work, EraDragon !
Sweats for all of our fun, and keeps smiling, GillPanda !
=
The survivor, triptaker, MxScade !
The enduringly adorable Dragoncat ! (I gotta talk to this person..)
The barely-legal jailbait that is Ark-adustus !
Surprisingly sweet IRL, the wry Reiger !
The honorable kindness that is Gel !
The endearing, sexy, and all around nice guy, Daigo !
The patient, savvy, and helpful FironDraak !
The gritty and charming, VanWeasel !
Wearing my hat? Possible for the awesome Bakasaka !
Cool with the cool kids, Chronoteeth !
Sweeter than Dog Candy, PuppyTreat !
Helper of friends in need, the outreaching WitchieBunny !
Destined to persevere over poison, Pimpuigi !
The Good Heart club: skitzycat and Zippiner !
Imuhata's friends, EIXIN, TASHIRO YU, KITORA, and YUUGAN.
The coinflip of lucky/unlucky bastards, FullNekoAlchemist !
My favorite charming trap of them all, Alden ( FA name ?)
=
New people I'd like to talk to: Cub Whitelion, Luca Shoal, Brokenwing !
People I didn't talk to enough to get them a note above, but rest assured I wish I had!: Vera, RudeTheFox, KazeKat, Donryu, Alex (Bentylpropyld?), Geemo, EC Major, Huskie, Korth, FortuneFox, Hammy, Patches Hyena, Koh, KatMomma, TechnicolorPie, Pandora, Doral (Next time, Doral. D:> <3 <3), Vermilion Dragon, AuraDeva, Lycan,
People I missed if they went: Patches Namaki, Nickwolf
I'll try to get pics to ... almost all... these people... =_= And it will take a long, long time.
Please be patient.
Here's to FurFright, my bros!
Anthrocon 2011 (I'm going.)
Posted 14 years agoHey, everyone.
In case you didn't guess from my post last month, I'm going to AC 2011.
Some info about me:
6' 2", 220 lbs (and decreasing), perma-tanned white boy. Hairy. Wears a hat. (See my Profile ID) Hopefully well-dressed.
Where I am staying:
Westin.
WHEN I am staying:
Wednesday, the 22nd, to Monday, the 27th.
Who am I going with?
I'm going with MeowHype, my GF. I have roomies, including my buddy 
Imuhata .
Who am I on the lookout for?
I look forward to seeing Lainenyah, Unicow, Gel, Ark-adustus, Comus, ZeroHenry, BadgerBen, Sigil, Bazeel. (Sorry if your names didn't show up, Sigil/Baz :X <3 FA...)
If I'm lucky, I'll get a brief chat with Wovstah, Nica, Gadas, Guyver47, Doral, Mx_Scade, Brainsister (You going?!), PharWarner (You going, too!?), ECMajor, MittiMandi, Myrilla (You going?), CatFiddle, Jinsei, Zippiner, Skitzyfox, Huskie, Chinny, her BF, Dragoneer, Sciggles, Jack, Koh, ShujinTribble, Marc, Era, Panzer, Bangabear (are you going!?), Billy, Fortune Fox, Blarion, PurpleKecleon, Reva, Ness (Are you going!?), Patches Namaki, EIXIN, Kitora, Some other JP friend-of-friends, Doggy Treat (You going?), Pimpuigi (You going?), Patches Yena, LexyEevee, Lanhao (You going?), Rei98, Katmomma
There's a lot of others I run into who I forget or meet for the first time at the con. IF I omitted you, make noise here so I remember to look for you :O It's quite likely I didn't expect you to go.
Will you tweet during the con?
Very unlikely, but I have one.. (linked.)
Can I fit myself into your schedule?
Depends, but I"m not too busy. You know cons-- pretty 'fly by the seat of your pants'.. But my phone should be regularly checked enough to keep me aware of any texts from people.
Do you draw free art?
IF you can get me a pencil and the desire to draw, you will probably get a drawing. Just ask Comus-- that guy is a charmer. <3 Lol..
Any easy way to recognize you?
The hat.. See Q1. :3
Usually..
Any panels you will be attending?
Imuhata's "Are you a Kemo-fan?" Panel. Sunday, 1PM to 2PM! In the Pennsylvania room!
GO TO THAT PANEL..
Anything I should know?
Be honest. I know a lot of furs have some social awkwardness, so the last thing I want to do is have you be too polite and be upset.
If you have any other questions, I'll add them here. ... questions about AC. <:3;;
In case you didn't guess from my post last month, I'm going to AC 2011.
Some info about me:
6' 2", 220 lbs (and decreasing), perma-tanned white boy. Hairy. Wears a hat. (See my Profile ID) Hopefully well-dressed.
Where I am staying:
Westin.
WHEN I am staying:
Wednesday, the 22nd, to Monday, the 27th.
Who am I going with?
I'm going with
MeowHype, my GF. I have roomies, including my buddy 
Imuhata .Who am I on the lookout for?
I look forward to seeing Lainenyah, Unicow, Gel, Ark-adustus, Comus, ZeroHenry, BadgerBen, Sigil, Bazeel. (Sorry if your names didn't show up, Sigil/Baz :X <3 FA...)
If I'm lucky, I'll get a brief chat with Wovstah, Nica, Gadas, Guyver47, Doral, Mx_Scade, Brainsister (You going?!), PharWarner (You going, too!?), ECMajor, MittiMandi, Myrilla (You going?), CatFiddle, Jinsei, Zippiner, Skitzyfox, Huskie, Chinny, her BF, Dragoneer, Sciggles, Jack, Koh, ShujinTribble, Marc, Era, Panzer, Bangabear (are you going!?), Billy, Fortune Fox, Blarion, PurpleKecleon, Reva, Ness (Are you going!?), Patches Namaki, EIXIN, Kitora, Some other JP friend-of-friends, Doggy Treat (You going?), Pimpuigi (You going?), Patches Yena, LexyEevee, Lanhao (You going?), Rei98, Katmomma
There's a lot of others I run into who I forget or meet for the first time at the con. IF I omitted you, make noise here so I remember to look for you :O It's quite likely I didn't expect you to go.
Will you tweet during the con?
Very unlikely, but I have one.. (linked.)
Can I fit myself into your schedule?
Depends, but I"m not too busy. You know cons-- pretty 'fly by the seat of your pants'.. But my phone should be regularly checked enough to keep me aware of any texts from people.
Do you draw free art?
IF you can get me a pencil and the desire to draw, you will probably get a drawing. Just ask Comus-- that guy is a charmer. <3 Lol..
Any easy way to recognize you?
The hat.. See Q1. :3
Usually..
Any panels you will be attending?
Imuhata's "Are you a Kemo-fan?" Panel. Sunday, 1PM to 2PM! In the Pennsylvania room!
GO TO THAT PANEL..
Anything I should know?
Be honest. I know a lot of furs have some social awkwardness, so the last thing I want to do is have you be too polite and be upset.
If you have any other questions, I'll add them here. ... questions about AC. <:3;;
FA VIRUS!!! (The secret of the universe is so simple)
Posted 14 years agoAM I STUPID, OR DOES FA SUCK FOR HAVING SUCH A VULNERABILITY?
If you see the below link..
CLICK HERE. This guy NEEDS to be banned.
Do not click.
Also, I can't see why this problem exists.
this is sick.. FA, you suck.
If you see the below link..
CLICK HERE. This guy NEEDS to be banned.
Do not click.
Also, I can't see why this problem exists.
this is sick.. FA, you suck.
FA, why you nuke submissions? :(
Posted 14 years agoReally pissed.
Had an awesome 300 submissions remaining of 1000, but accidently hit nuke.
I hit cancel on the "u sure, bro?" Box, but FA did it anyways. :/
Glum, but that's it.
Ac Post coming later.
Had an awesome 300 submissions remaining of 1000, but accidently hit nuke.
I hit cancel on the "u sure, bro?" Box, but FA did it anyways. :/
Glum, but that's it.
Ac Post coming later.
(DONE!) Accepting AC Roommate Applications
Posted 14 years agoBELOW TEXT IS IRRELEVANT--
Found two roomies. Thanks everyone. :O
I'm looking for two people. Two friends or a couple are preferable to singletons.
Someone who watches me is a plus, but someone I know and trust is better!
Send me a note!
