Going to be doing a huge art Dump tommorow I apologize in advance.

It'll be everything I have commission or adopted over a long period of time. ><

A few of my Discord server are doing this so thought I'd do one..
The one thing I really want is Number 3
https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....t?usp=drivesdk

This has been one of my favorite artist for the longest time check the link then check the gallery. You won't be disappointed
If i had a job right now I'd bye this in a flash.

 HisFluffy

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38700457/

I've been getting messages from multiple people on discord asking if I'm alive because no one has heard from me.

This weekend someone Died close to me I don't handle lost well especially those I care about I go into a depression and shut down from wanting contact.

especially now that I'm 18hr away and can't get time off to go to the funeral because it not a direct relative.

I'll be on sometime this week just don't know when
.

I want to let you know why I seem so distant .
First off I apologize if you think you did something wrong the truth is I'm not very good at being social I have improve a bit since I met all of you even being able to talk and perform in crowds.

It not an excuse ,but I really only have my cell phone for online things so I can't open 3 diffrent windows to talk at the same time as watching a video or I might be drawing on my phone and miss messages.

also I'm kind of single minded focus once I start on somthing like work I kinda push everything to the side.

Also dealing with work and the holidays. I hate bringing my frustration and worries to light all my problems are tiny compared to other people's, but tiny things build up and I hate to unload on friends since I'm not use to having ones I can vent to. so I tend to drop off for a bit till I sort them out. So please don't take it that I don't care or that I hate you I just have

To all of you that read this jumble mess of thought
I thank you, you are truly wonderful people

Bob

They are having a referral promotion week. It a fun time burner and a bit challenging. If your interested
click k the instal link below


Raid: Shadow Legends. https://link.plrm.zone/app/bir1

 MechaTecha22 is a great artist they do some beutiful work check them out. They recently started doing nsfw ,but don't let that sway you away. they do beutiful sfw stuff to.
On that note they are doing a ych for those of you that love Tentacles this a great piece to bid on go check it out.^^

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/30397625/

The master of Goo  Kandlin is holding a raffle holding a raffle in the link below.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9031582/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9031582/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9031582/

If you've never seen the Kandlin work then check them out. I have a few pic from them in my gallery to.
Flat
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/30076520/

Sketch
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29461420/

Flat
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27940674/

Sketch
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27588048/

these two amazing artiist are holding a raffle.
 mdwines and  ShamziWhite

 

they are doing a Free Art Raffle
i comb through a there work and it's really cool. So if you want a chance and watch some amazing artist.
here is a chance for all of you to win a free art raffle
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30197492/

! bonus: Want to increase your chances of winning?

If you have more than 50 subscribers (watchers who watches you), create a journal with the link and terms of this lottery , send it to them or leave in the comments, than boldly take another number!

I recommend thinking about commissioning one or both of them. When o say the art looks good I mean it.^^

One thing I love about not being a big name I can vent and not worry others.

I look back on my life and just want to scream. My yonger home I was just the brat
I enjoy running as far as I could ,but I was always the weird naive kid who could be exploited to do dirty work aka a minion. Even when I found friends I had the same interest in I still couldn't geek out over other things. I couldn't complain about being dyslexic or having ADHD because I was smart in science well beyond my grade level ,but was still just another spicial ed student because I can't comprehend the basic of the language I speak. Two side smart ,but stupid to the point others saw me as helpless even my teacher didn't think I was worth the time.my algebra 2 teacher though I was cheating and failed me in my senior year.

Now I can't even find things to hold my attention for long. I'm at an age where it can be disaterest. I move so I could start over ,but I feel myself staying in the same rut. No great social skills, anxiety when meeting new people. He'll I'm staying with family and they see me as an oddball because I love furs anime ,art and science. It didn't fit the your a man you should be interested in sports, drinking, dirty thinking, tring to find a partner and a career.
The thing is I've form myself to everyone else not knowing how to let my real self out that I can't figure out what I'm good at what in the world I can actualy do. I'll prolly delete this when I wake up and be embarrass I let a little of my dark feeling show because I'm to dame sentive and think I'm a hassle for wording people. Mostly when I did want help No One ever tried listen and understand. Maybe it why I always want to lisen and help others there something to think on.
If you actual read this mess thank you and sorry for wasting your time. I'll be back to my weird self in a day or two just.

So because of reasons I'm being banish from my house to a convention on Saturday jan 12th and If anyone is going to the Concord Ichibon anime con I hope to see you there.
Look for the extremely akward card magic man. This is making me so nervous not use to going to a public event.

Their journal here if you can't donate please boost.



http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9005227/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9005227/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9005227/

What are you doing wasting time reading this go have a happy New Year.

An artist That I've watch for a few years and That make wonderful art has open up. Commision.

 Lysithea
makes the color just dance on the screen. So check them out.


http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29909760/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29909760/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29909760/

I hope you have a good day.

Ask me or my charecters anything.^^

So i have been noted a few times. Should i try my hand at it ask my charecter(s) anything you like.

One of my regular customer is looking to start up a gaming company. He needed an artist message me for info.

This will be my 29th man I feel old.

Ok so I do a lot of patreon stuff and as much as I would love to support all my favrite artist my budget can't handle it. So here a list of awesome and my option of each.
Fisrt is a new ones starting up.18+ If you love real time games, latex, drones and commanding it all this is one for for you.
HexCorp:

https://www.patreon.com/HexCorp/overview

Next is an amazing artist who I have quite the few pieces from  Kandlin They are at the moment free lance and using patreon to take care of their family. You get access to early art once a month request streams and early bird commision notification plus the discord community is pretty nice.


https://www.patreon.com/kandlin/posts

Next up is one of my favorite artist she is an amazing kitsu  jbcblank she is a silly fox who make cute comics and stunning art. Also dose cheap once a month artwork sure to make you happy.

https://www.patreon.com/JBCBlank


Last for today is everyone favrite edge  Chaoscroc they do amazing work and their discord community is out of this world. If you love sonic style art or robots like me this is your go to patreon. (Warning not responsible for cases of robotization, mind control ,and/or latex corruption.)

https://www.patreon.com/chaoscroc/posts

I've been ask why I have three sona a few times this past week and many more over the years.
First up is Xain My oldest(not including video games)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17046076/

He my main because he embodies my love of myth, gaming, love of melee weapons and how I come off to some people. Scary and crazy until you get to know me and see I'm a caring loyal person.

Next up is Vosh
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22126963/

Even though I adopted him from Gilgesh he spoke to me. He embodies my introvert self that loves nature and day dreaming of fantasy. Who like to be alone ,but also wants adveture.

Then there my silly prinny Dice (oldest if you count games.)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27157334/
except for story and RPing. He the side of me I don't get to show often due to reasons. One my age and looks he embodies my true silliness when I have to give a professional sence all the time he my little Advatar that lets me take a load off. Interact with people I would normal be to embarrass of my soicaily skills to talk to.
These are my reasons for these three. Not everyone has a reason like these for their sona some are more personal and other are more simple. So if you don't mind me asking.^^ what about you?

So my new room is a big football (soccer) and his buddy own a pub they are doing this big we'll celebrate Bel early victory in the semi and I'm Being ask to be D.D. since they are to cheep to get uber or lyft and it's my night off. so I need charecter to doodle. Just leave a ref and a little about their likes. It will be Sfw or if I'm up to it an outfit for them I just need distraction from the idiots. Thanks for reading.