Better art!! The latest adopt I posted I'm super proud of, so I am planning on my adopts to be better quality..;~; I am kind of embarrassed about my older ones..but I'm going to work hard to get more out there..and better quality..

My friend is letting me use her tablet, mine is nothing compared to this! I'm excited about that..kinda disappointed that things are getting overlooked though.

RIP Robin Williams..I have no words to express my remorse.

I am feeling so down as of late, just been wanting to Skype with certain people and I'm being ignored..or excuses..it makes me feel pretty pathetic and like I'm not really worth the time at all..I have almost no inspiration at all right now cause I'm feeling so down..been trying to do some art but its just taking so much to get stuff done cause I just have absolutely nothing there.

I'm trying though, I keep looking at my lineart and I'm like..URGH what am I waiting for!? lol

I did a lot of cleaning today! Got the turtle tank finally completely finished, some laundry done..trying to make this place look good for when my roommate comes back from the hospital. My turtles are currently fighting over the land in their tank..that's amusing..Need to get a bigger one for them!

Any cookies, I'm just feeling mighty depressed as people who are actually reading my journals know already, so I'm trying very very hard to push myself..got a lot going on in my head constantly and with him being away I'm trying to get this place looking awesome and then art and lhfsi;ajf..so much..

Yee!! It looks so much more cleaner!! And I put links up to all my characters..my big ole happy family..Anyways..there is that! lol

Come follow me on Tumblr!! YES!! I have been on Tumblr for sometime now, its mainly intended to be a venting place and a place to share my artwork and other interesting things. Its mainly personal stuff, but its stuff I enjoy sharing..its things that perhaps other people can relate to.

http://spandypuddin.tumblr.com/

So go on and enjoy the randomness!! Also, there is a load of NSFW related things included real life pictures of myself (nothing really completely showing). So go browse my page to your content..and enjoy my random, depressing, uplifting..silly..shenanigans..

Also, I am stiil working on art..doing multiple things at once probably should concentrate one one thing at once but I get so ADD!!

So John (my roommate) is going to have surgery tomorrow..which means he's going to be in the hospital another week (from what the surgeon said to him). I am not happy about this for a few reasons..I have errands to run and I don't drive and I need help with paying for what I need anyway..x.x

I am also not happy cause I really been worried getting very little sleep cause I'm so anxious about this whole thing. He's got like six cysts they need to remove, so its pointless to have them all draining at once cause he'd look like a porcupine. Yes this is kind of a serious surgical procedure, anytime they open you up its just..yeah..

So I'm going to try desperately to raise money as fast as possible to get some things I need..that's if anything actually sells..I'm trying to get stuff done but I'm feeling so blah about everything that's going on so its going a lil slower then normal.

Anyways, that's the update..I got a lot to do..cleaning lots of cleaning and hopefully catching up on sleep.

Art related..yes..lets talk about art..cause I need to talk about something positive for once instead of my damn depression that seems to be getting worse with each BAD LUCK bs that I keep getting thrown into my face by the day.

Alright..enough of that..okay..

I am basically going through looking at some artwork and get some idea's from others, cause lets face it most artwork tends to look similar at least in some ways..cause everyone learns from each other..and of course people have their own style..blah blah..

Any cookies..I'm just getting some idea's..and going to HOPEFULLY submit some stuff soon..I'm lazy though and need to get a lot of cleaning done here at my apartment.

Unfortunately that includes ferret cage and I might drain the turtle tank again, but usually that's a two person job..>_<

RESPONSIBILITIES!! EVERYWHERE!!

Enough rambling, artwork soon hopefully..if anyone even reads these journals..most don't...xD

And its not because of me..My roommate and an ex of mine (yea we live together shocker..ehhh..its not as bad as one may think). We are rather close, at least I'd like to think we are still..I been babying him since Friday on-through Saturday and went with him to the hospital to make sure I gave them all information like recent meds and helping him remember lil things here and there. I stayed the night for a few reasons, being concerned and having no-way to get home anyways.

I decided it was time to come home cause nothing new will come up until tomorrow morning, hopefully..I am just..really worried about him. I didn't want to leave but it was a good idea for me to do that.

I wont give full detail, but it was a rather serious and rare case for his age. Its easily fixed but it could also lead to surgery, we're hoping that wont be the case..>_<

I'm so..all over the place..not just with this but..dating..like..guys suck..totally suck..I was talking to a great person really liked a lot about him he's out of state though currently for a while..and then PEWF just out of nowhere..REALLY please stop doing that to me!? So many have done that and I'm kind of getting tired of the mind games. I know of another one who lives in Deltona which is like..eehh..not to far from me I live near Daytona~ Buut can't meet cause of stuff..lol.

Can I PLEASE stop having bad luck? Would be GREAT! Like send me a guy who is a real fucking man for once..who wont ditch me, dump me and disappear, or rather just leave and not say a word..the list goes on and I'm sure this is getting annoying to read at this point and its turning into a rant..

Also my compute problems, keeping fingers crossed that I get the computer I want within this month! Oi Oi Oi..

ANYWAYS

Other then all that depressing shit, I am dealing with my own serious battle with depression. I wont go into much more detail about it then that, but I'll be seeking help soon..also have some medical issues that may end up being serious or maybe an easy fix..lets hope for the easy fix..I'll of course update on all that if anyone cares or even reads this..

I know its not art related but I just need to vent a little..I am hoping to get some adopts out soon..I'm just gong threw hell right now.

I am like..so irritated..I've lost a lot of stuff from my USB and I also have had a LOT of troubles with my computer..so its why I been gone for so long..and I apologize for that..

My hard drive is basically being a poop..head..I'll be going to get a new hard drive soon hopefully thanks to a friend of mine. Next month I plan on getting a better computer all together thanks to another friend of mine!! SO YEAH!! Eventually..I'll be putting more artwork up in here...le sigh~

Looks like yet again I'm starting all over from scratch..UGH..going to buy an external hard drive next month..was planning on that to begin with but yeah to late for the stuff I lost..

I can re-outline a lot of the recent lineart I made because I thankfully posted it..but everything else..ugh..I was pretty upset..going to be more careful from now on..more then I was before..

I am going to do the butts for the two people I promised them to, it'll just be a lil delayed..-__-

I have reached a moment that I am like woah..so many watchers within a few seconds I was going to pick out a random person for some butt artwork of their character buutt yeah kinda hard to choose!!

Soo if any of my watchers (who preferably have a ref sheet) would like some free ass I will pick out two random people in the comments below..if anyone comments..SOO there ya have it!

Tarot reading is up for grabs too!

Let me know if you'd like a chance for either. :3

I'll end this by Friday 20th this month.

Working hard, staying up late..waking up early..to get artwork out there..and I almost feel like its not worth it..
One of the major reasons right now that I'm doing this is because I want to move in January..no I have to move in January..I'd like to get to Texas and help pay for my way to get there..with a friend of mine.

If I can't get to Texas I gotta go to TN with my mom..but the thing is I have my pets..which she doesn't want there at her home..so I'd have to get rid of them..I can't tell you how many times I've had to do that and I don't want to do it again..

I'm so frustrated..nothing sells..I feel like I'm doing something wrong..x.x

For a tarot numerology yadda yadda etc over Skype? I decided that the set price for the readings would be $30..but I thought maybe if enough people are interested doing a free raffle once a month! :o

Anyone would like this? I need to have at least a few people..interested..

Its all I can come up with atm..

Someone thinks I've traced them, and that's the last thing I need is for my FA to get reported or something..x.x

I do work rather hard on my artwork, I've had people watch me do my artwork physically, even if I can't hardly prove it..I understand if someone thinks they've been traced I suppose since it looks like the animal..bloop..no more lineart for me..was trying to do something different to get my other more serious artwork out there but guess that wasn't a good idea after all..:l

Soo recently I started getting into a lot of other things not just Tarot! Soo still at 20 dollar readings (original is $40) This may include a tarot reading with me personally threw a Skype call, and your numorology reading with your birthday and possibly a star reading too! LOTS of very awesome information for you!! Just for 20 dollars!

I will also be doing a large digital piece of an animal face (realistic) and have it printed and shipped to you along with some information from your reading including a photo image of your tarot reading printed out for you as well (just as an added special bonus). S&H not included with the 20 dollars. (ONLY SHIPPING WITHIN THE USA)

If anyone is interested I will give you all the information you wish to know about the reading before hand, I will be taking money threw paypal before the reading and then give you my Skype information.

THERE IS NO TIME LIMIT and you will NOT be charged for extra time for any questions you may have! Once everything is complete we will remove each other from our Skypes friendslist to keep our privacy. :)

All money that I get threw this will be saved towards my move to Texas in January..so it'll be a HUGE help.

Thank you, and Blessed Be.

I'm doing more artwork because inspiration has struck..

I am now dating the best guy ever..I am so happy..<3

Taking a break for a bit, just a few days maybe longer. Just need a damn break from doing art, cause really I'm doing it for nothing right now. It makes me feel really cruddy..not like anyone is really caring about it anyways for the time being sooo here's me taking a break.

Seriously its like nearly impossible to get anything to sell..lol..what do I need to do offer an organ? I don't know how you're suppose to gain watchers or popularity if no one ever buys anything. Next to impossible..put out a shit ton of work and nothing in return..pretty shitty if I may say so myself.

I've gotten a couple donations, which helped a lot..but I have so much longer to go until I can get what I desire..but even after that I wonder if I'll sell anything..this is just insane..staying up until 5am almost every night doing nothing but artwork get excited and post it and nothing..makes it REALLY hard to want to even continue. People just fave, and I don't even get that many of those..more views then anything..UGGGHHH so painful to see nothing happening..when I put so much work into it..I'm scared to finish some realistic animal pieces that take a lot of time just sit there..I've finished my tiger I'm working on a betta fish I want to do something else and sell the prints but I can imagine they'll just sit there just like my damn adopts do.

What does people want?? Something that's absolute perfection..I've seen adopts that don't even look that great go for much more then what I am selling..I just don't get it.

If you watch me, I will give you a discount to $15 other wise it'll be $20 for the time being until I raise enough money to purchase my tablet! After that it'll be at the normal price of $40!

SO ANYONE CAN GET THIS DEAL AS SO LONG YOU CLICK THAT WATCH BUTTON!!

This includes a personal one x one time with me for your tarot reading via Skype as well as a sketchy animal face (realistic)!! So if you want in on this deal, please note or comment!

I am only taking monies threw paypal! If you'd like to donate: frisky_shibuiro_neko[at]live.com

First Donation:  kiwiniwi $20
Second Donation: A real good friend of mine that I know on IMVU $40!!

This is only going on until I reach my goal! So get in on this now!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13190571/ There is where I posted most of the details~

If you are ALREADY a watcher I will discount it further to
$15 for a realistic animal face sketch and a personal tarot reading via Skype call!! WOOO!!!

So go read the details, and make sure you let me know you're ALREADY a watcher!!
(of course I am going to go and confirm it.)

So I decided to do tarot and an art piece that'll be included (free shipping if you wanted a physical copy) for $40!

So you'll get a personal tarot reading and a realistic art piece of your animal totem and or fursona (only good example I have atm is my tiger head). The drawing will be a surprise! It can be a face, or full body!

Its a set price, nothing extra for your time spent with me after the reading is finished. So that way if you have any questions about the reading or anything related, you can freely spend however long you wish to with me!

I will have soft music playing and sage burning before the tarot reading begins. I will also take a picture of the cards I draw and send it your way with your finished drawing!!

Please pass this information along for me, I desperately need the money so I can save up and move the heck on out of here. Times are definitely tough.

Also, money needs to be paid to me before the reading begins threw paypal..I will privately send you the information for the Skype call.

Thank you~

SOON I will be getting a license so I can do this outside of my home at a local shop. But I decided that I'll be doing tarot and artwork (together) as a means to make a lil money. I have done many free tarot readings for friends and family, and I feel and have grown more confident to start doing this for money.

I am indeed a wiccan, and I take a lot of pride and I am also rather serious about tarot. I have decided that I'll be doing my readings over Skype and at this shop nearby for $50 that include an art piece of their animal totem etc and a tarot reading.

If anyone is interested in a Skype call and not something physical I'll be doing that too!!

I feel like this is my calling, and I look very much forward to what is in-store for my future..and hope you all take the journey with me.

If anyone is interested, I will totally be more then willing to start this online threw a Skype call with you!
I'll only take payments threw paypal.

This is an example of what I'll draw: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12517596/ I can also do color.

Also, if you'd like a physical copy of the artwork, I have no problem with shipping within the US! That will be included in the $50.

Thanks. <3

My friend makes epic jewelry and stuffs and she's having a sale, dunno how many people are going to see this or even care to read buuut yeah! Posting this as a favor! Please check her out, she could use the commissions. :3

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Here is the details:

Hey everyone!!! Im back in the saddle and in need of some cash so I am offering DISCOUNTED COMMISSIONS and SALES for 2 DAYS ONLY!!!

Any custom commissions ordered between now (7 pm EST 3/29/14) and Monday (7pm EST 3/31/14) will be given 17% off the total price!! These commissions will be completed in a timely fashion. Because these commissions are at a discounted price I will require half the payment up front as a sort of deposit to lock in your order.

ALSO!!!

Any premade pieces I have up that are still for sale I will be offering them at a discount as well!! Premade inventory will be discounted by 12% between now (7 pm EST 3/29/14) and Monday (7pm EST 3/31/14). If you are unsure if a premade stock item is up for sale please ask and I will be sure to let you know.

HURRY AND GET YOUR DISCOUNTS NOW!!!

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And here is the link to her page:  kiwiNiwi

That is all! Yay me!