THE FUN JUST KEEPS ROLLING...
Posted a year agoWhelp... seems like the 'fun' never ends. So to keep it short and sweet. Laptop which I have been working on for the last 5+ years is finally showing signs of failure... T.T I would have LOVED to get 2 more years out of this baby before I can switch back to desktop and use it for casual fun stuff. But I have been over working the poor thing.... which is why I didn't stream last couple days... I've been saving all my files and transferring all KINDS of shit to lessen the load. So as it stands, I am sadly going to put myself into a little bit of an art debt. I do NOT LIKE IT cause I STILL OWE ARTS, but I need to have a functioning comp to do just that.
So if you wanna order a comm from me. Drop me a note or hit me up on discord! 100% is going towards desktop and when I hit the numbers (aiming for $1200 for transparency sake. I ain't looking for top of the line shit. Just a nice decent graphics card and an extra internal SSD) I will be working my ass off, YET again to get the art list down. I am still gonna try to push the laptop a little bit more if I can, but no promises on how long it's gonna last. WISH ME LUCK!
Here is the guide: https://spearfrost-commission.carrd.co/
15 YEARS on FA and you guys STILL are the fucking best.
So if you wanna order a comm from me. Drop me a note or hit me up on discord! 100% is going towards desktop and when I hit the numbers (aiming for $1200 for transparency sake. I ain't looking for top of the line shit. Just a nice decent graphics card and an extra internal SSD) I will be working my ass off, YET again to get the art list down. I am still gonna try to push the laptop a little bit more if I can, but no promises on how long it's gonna last. WISH ME LUCK!
Here is the guide: https://spearfrost-commission.carrd.co/
15 YEARS on FA and you guys STILL are the fucking best.
Update! For once not a bad one... well sorta?
Posted 2 years agoHey guys!
Sorry if I have been AFK for a while there (via streaming and all) I have like 3 weeks left before the con season starts and as PER FUCKING USUAL, imma fucking cram everything I can at the LAST moment. YEA. Well I gotta try something! Can't be stagnant all my life. I'll be opening up an actual online store soon enough when this happens so I can finally see myself working on some more personal stuff. I am (not gonna lie) a lil bit intimidated and nervous about it all. It could be a massive flop, you know? BUT gotta keep at it. Yes, yes... it HELPS if I post more online.... I get it. People need to know I'm still fucking alive too.... but here's the kicker. When I sat my ass down to do arts for ME. Personal works. Shit that I like. I have ZERO ideas... I like all kinds of things but none of it is cohesive and I it's like learning to draw all over again. HOW does this make sense?? Shouldn't I be able to just dish this shit out? Like I do commissions? WTF direction did I train my brain that I can't draw "FUN" shit for me anymore.... *sighs* I am jelly of those who have their shit more balanced.... >.> I should get weed....
So you remember that thing?
Posted 2 years ago
Yea that thing where I said in my last Journal: "... time slips away and the pressures of the UNKNOWN catches up to you. WELL I'LL GIVE YOU ONE FUCKING GUESS.
https://i.gyazo.com/8ae803342f55b2e.....82018960c6.png
So I've been hit with a FROZEN account. So much for trying to stay above water right? Now I gotta prove that I am who I say I am.... and I don't have the documents to prove I have a license other than I am a sole proprietor (I still file my taxes) and "HOPE" they fucking unfreeze my shit. I should be fucking worried. I guess all the mental beatdowns lately drained me of fucking caring. I'll send them my tax info and make my case and for whatever extra shit karma wants to throw in there, I'll roll for fucking initative.
............. fucking cunts...
Suggest me other alternatives! Might as well get that going in the mean time.
Small rant....
Posted 2 years ago
It has been........ and absolutely frustrating week. My mind is filled with so much shit to do and then the unforeseeable future of the UNKNOWN.... I am TRYING to handle the day to day, but when you do that, when you're just 'sliding' on by, making sure you do enough to keep your head above the water, the time slips away and the pressures of the UNKNOWN catches up to you. My head is foggy at times when that happens, and I BARELY am able to get work done. So I would blame it on 'burn outs'. Sometimes I am jealous of you 9 to 5 job goers. You switch your brain into work mode. DEAL with that shit and then clock out. Mentally and physically. The rest of the time is YOURS to do as you please.... for me, 24 fucking 7 every single day of the damn year, EVEN when I get sick I think about my art (the full time job). It feels like there are no breaks. Even when I put my brain on auto-pilot to play some games so I can shut it up for a few hours, the breaks in between waiting for matches to load is fill with the art shit again. Which... nothing is wrong with that... but it consistently GUILTS me for having "ME" time. I love arting... but I wanna have FUN arting...
Money always seems to be the common denominator for all our problems and I fucking hate that it is. Cause truthfully, if we ALL had money, we'd be less stressed thinking about how the bills are gonna be paid and sustaining our lives with the basic of shit. But let's compound it with the government fuck ups that are just making more harder to get shit done and it's like fighting rough waves constantly. Just when you THINK you can get ahead a little, something else fucks it up.... ANYWAYS..... just wanted to get my thoughts out there and just rant for a bit. Thanks for reading. I'll fucking figure it out one day.... or win the fucking lotto...
Carry on we the mindless drones....
Website Hosting/building....
Posted 2 years agoAlrighty guys I need some help. I have been out of the loop for hosting sites and such.
HATE godaddy right now and all their bullshit, so I need to end this relationship and move the fuck on.
Carrd is SUPER simple and I love it but not fully customizable? Or is there some trick I am missing?
To be honest, I rather stay with them. FUCKING LOVE THEM... but can't seem to find any 'carrd tricks' (hehe)
since they're still fairly new. Not sure where to go honestly. If you got any ideas/recommendations otherwise.
Let me know! I greatly appreciate it. ^ ^
HATE godaddy right now and all their bullshit, so I need to end this relationship and move the fuck on.
Carrd is SUPER simple and I love it but not fully customizable? Or is there some trick I am missing?
To be honest, I rather stay with them. FUCKING LOVE THEM... but can't seem to find any 'carrd tricks' (hehe)
since they're still fairly new. Not sure where to go honestly. If you got any ideas/recommendations otherwise.
Let me know! I greatly appreciate it. ^ ^
Holy shit... got some bad news guys...
Posted 3 years agoI got covid. Started with roomie and now all three of us are out of commission. Mine started Tuesday. I catalogued every thing that happened to me so far during this time.
WEDNESDAY: Realized I got it when Roomie was SERIOUSLY sick and I went out to get groceries for everyone. ( I masked up of course and wore gloves) I noticed that my stomach was churning and I was getting the sweats and fatigue. So I knew I was infected. Got back home, prepped everything. Around exactly 11pm est I started getting the cold chills BAD. I could NOT warm up for shit. Playing The Boys in the BG to keep track of my so called sleep. I was aware of everything and missing like about 10 mins of the show every so often. Then I woke up to becoming a fucking FURNACE and not sweating at all. That started 3:30 am est to 5am when I finally broke and I was sweating. Some where along then I passed out around 6am and woke up 11am.
THURSDAY: Felt slightly better and just rested the entire day. Couldn't do shit really. I was too tired BUT like clockwork, 11pm had the chills but it was much lower and small fevers on and off for the rest of the night.
FRIDAY: Sore throat. Extremely raw. Happens when I am getting over a fever and could not sleep cause I keep getting these coughing fits. Makes me fucking tired and annoyed. I WAS WRONG.
TONIGHT: Fever is back... no chills, just the dry throat cough and sinus headaches. No body aches shockingly. Imma try to keep burning this bitch off but damn man.... it needs to be over already!
I'll keep you guys posted with more updates soon.... fucking HATE being sick.... STAY SAFE out there guys!
WEDNESDAY: Realized I got it when Roomie was SERIOUSLY sick and I went out to get groceries for everyone. ( I masked up of course and wore gloves) I noticed that my stomach was churning and I was getting the sweats and fatigue. So I knew I was infected. Got back home, prepped everything. Around exactly 11pm est I started getting the cold chills BAD. I could NOT warm up for shit. Playing The Boys in the BG to keep track of my so called sleep. I was aware of everything and missing like about 10 mins of the show every so often. Then I woke up to becoming a fucking FURNACE and not sweating at all. That started 3:30 am est to 5am when I finally broke and I was sweating. Some where along then I passed out around 6am and woke up 11am.
THURSDAY: Felt slightly better and just rested the entire day. Couldn't do shit really. I was too tired BUT like clockwork, 11pm had the chills but it was much lower and small fevers on and off for the rest of the night.
FRIDAY: Sore throat. Extremely raw. Happens when I am getting over a fever and could not sleep cause I keep getting these coughing fits. Makes me fucking tired and annoyed. I WAS WRONG.
TONIGHT: Fever is back... no chills, just the dry throat cough and sinus headaches. No body aches shockingly. Imma try to keep burning this bitch off but damn man.... it needs to be over already!
I'll keep you guys posted with more updates soon.... fucking HATE being sick.... STAY SAFE out there guys!
I AM BACK! I BE FREEEEE!
Posted 3 years agoAhhhhh good god I've been waiting for so long. I am finally free of family burdens! I am back home and I am HAPPY.
I've been sleeping for a WEEK, cleaning and rushing to do a last minute Convention. Now that I am well rested, time to
roll back into the groove. I have been ITCHING to get back to work, so let me update you all!
- NO MORE EXCUSES, I've got NONE to finally finish up the owed comm lists. So! Please be patient guys, I'm gonna be
rolling through it all in due time. Not gonna take me long to finish them (still not a machine though).
- I'll FINALLY have ME time to work on MY arts, Personal works and make all kinds of cool shit. XD Webcomic, Graphic
sweaters and Tees, who knows! I got a lot I want to do. So I'll be testing them all.
- SO for the rest of this year. I'm gonna focus on just that. Getting a-head in work and building up my artist life. Paying
off the debts I accumulated because of all this family shit and living MY life.
I AM SO EXCITED!
I've been sleeping for a WEEK, cleaning and rushing to do a last minute Convention. Now that I am well rested, time to
roll back into the groove. I have been ITCHING to get back to work, so let me update you all!
- NO MORE EXCUSES, I've got NONE to finally finish up the owed comm lists. So! Please be patient guys, I'm gonna be
rolling through it all in due time. Not gonna take me long to finish them (still not a machine though).
- I'll FINALLY have ME time to work on MY arts, Personal works and make all kinds of cool shit. XD Webcomic, Graphic
sweaters and Tees, who knows! I got a lot I want to do. So I'll be testing them all.
- SO for the rest of this year. I'm gonna focus on just that. Getting a-head in work and building up my artist life. Paying
off the debts I accumulated because of all this family shit and living MY life.
I AM SO EXCITED!
IT IS DONE!!!
Posted 3 years agoThis LONG ass journey is finally complete!! Sis got her sealed package and passport stamped. Orders for Lady Maria and Blaidd have been sent out to
the manufacturer. Tickets to roll back to the US are being booked as I type this out! So it is amazing news all around. NOT too happy that now I have
to make a mad rush to prep for con weekend (Metrocon Tampa), but I am happy that I'll be back nonetheless. I MISS MY FUCKING BED.
I got bills to pay, August rent to prep for, Comm list to finish and ZERO time for rest and relaxation. Yet with a HUGE weight off my shoulders now, I
can concentrate on building MY own thing and start working on actual merch. I am more leaning towards my original characters. I do like the fanarts
stuff, but I don't feel like that is the direction I should go. I will do a few pieces of it but I dunno... we'll see. I don't do fluffy ( I mean 'cute, warm feelings'). So you're gonna see a lot
more mature, borderline erotic arts of bondage, techwear, ladies in suits and men in lace. What kind of merch do you guys like to collect? Would like
to see me make?
In da mean time.... Imma go pack my fucking suitcase....
~ Be back soon!
the manufacturer. Tickets to roll back to the US are being booked as I type this out! So it is amazing news all around. NOT too happy that now I have
to make a mad rush to prep for con weekend (Metrocon Tampa), but I am happy that I'll be back nonetheless. I MISS MY FUCKING BED.
I got bills to pay, August rent to prep for, Comm list to finish and ZERO time for rest and relaxation. Yet with a HUGE weight off my shoulders now, I
can concentrate on building MY own thing and start working on actual merch. I am more leaning towards my original characters. I do like the fanarts
stuff, but I don't feel like that is the direction I should go. I will do a few pieces of it but I dunno... we'll see. I don't do fluffy ( I mean 'cute, warm feelings'). So you're gonna see a lot
more mature, borderline erotic arts of bondage, techwear, ladies in suits and men in lace. What kind of merch do you guys like to collect? Would like
to see me make?
In da mean time.... Imma go pack my fucking suitcase....
~ Be back soon!
Pre-Orders Blaidd + Lady Maria - LAST DAY! STREAMING!
Posted 3 years agoLast day for the Acrylic standee Pre-Orders! It's a small short run so nothing extravagant about it. They do come with their stickers!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47877751/
I'll be streaming whole day so if you got any questions, ask away!
https://picarto.tv/Spearfrost
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47877751/
I'll be streaming whole day so if you got any questions, ask away!
https://picarto.tv/Spearfrost
WTH DISCORD.....
Posted 3 years agoSo it seems like my discord for Plastic Library is kicking members.... so I re did the invite link... follow the new one guys.
Sorry about that! Stupid discord......
https://discord.gg/f9xrKeXu
Sorry about that! Stupid discord......
https://discord.gg/f9xrKeXu
One month UPDATE! PROGRESS!
Posted 3 years agoYup... I am STILL here in Trinidad. We got pretty much everything done and submitted all the info/paperwork so NOW, we gotta wait on the embassy to make their move and give us the packet so we can actually leave and head back to the US. The FINAL STEP of this multi step process guys! Now there's a but.... we don't know how long THAT will take. I mean this is a small ass country, it's shouldn't take them THAT long to get this shit in order and get it done. I am not trying to worry for my sister's sake, I know she got everything done right and should have ZERO problems getting the temp visa to head back... but it's the WAITING that's fucking stressful. Especially when your FATE depends on someone else's "mood".
Other than that. I am still working in the background. Getting comms finished and working on personal projects. It's definitely kept me busy. So... yea. Not much of an exciting update, but thought I should let you guys know the progress so far! Thanks for being so supportive as always guys! MUCH APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE.
Other than that. I am still working in the background. Getting comms finished and working on personal projects. It's definitely kept me busy. So... yea. Not much of an exciting update, but thought I should let you guys know the progress so far! Thanks for being so supportive as always guys! MUCH APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE.
YO! Greetings from Trinidad!
Posted 3 years agoHey guys! I got a quick update for you. Everything's going smooth so far... but I KINDA hit a small snag... not so much with sis but myself.
There is no quiet place for me to draw porn. XD I am surrounded by family 24-7 so I am barely getting the really raunchy "to-do" on my list
going. I'm gonna have to find some corner soon to work on these... but GOOD GOD these people be nosy...
Will update you guys again soon!
Stay safe!
There is no quiet place for me to draw porn. XD I am surrounded by family 24-7 so I am barely getting the really raunchy "to-do" on my list
going. I'm gonna have to find some corner soon to work on these... but GOOD GOD these people be nosy...
Will update you guys again soon!
Stay safe!
UPDATE! IT'S FINALLY TIME!!
Posted 3 years agoFIRST! Sorry about the long absence cause OF FUCKING COURSE I had to deal with mom and her bullshit. BUT! During the time of dealing with that drama, my
sis finally got her interview date! 14th June! SO, now it's a small brisk walk to the finish line. She has to leave the country to finish her papers in Trinidad and obviously requested my backup since I have dealt with this for like what...? Going on 10+ years. I AM SO EXCITED FOR HER and you guys have been SO DAMN PATIENT WITH ME dealing with MY shit life. I really REALLY appreciate it. My time on the internets and streaming would be extremely sporadic (I mean... it's already like that...) starting from 28th May till 20th June (interview is 14th but we gotta wait for the travel packet before we can leave and that could be an additional week)
I ain't doing this for fun. Don't even WANT to go to Trinidad, my SISTER included... but we gotta do what we gotta do. If I had to choose. I'd stay home. DO ARTS. PLAY GAMES.... yea that's about all I do honestly. XD
I'LL BE FREE!! OMG! I will be free of this whole ordeal and family for a few more YEARS at the very least. I'm so happy you have... NO IDEA. Cause NOW with sis getting her shit done, they can now go to HER with their problems! and she is more harsher/stricter than I am XD
Thank you ALL for putting up with my bullshit. Imma get to work and finish all I can offline (Hell YES I am taking work with me. I have an excuse to NOT deal with family in Trinidad while we're there) and I will do my bestest to get shit back on track! Let's finish this damn questline already!
sis finally got her interview date! 14th June! SO, now it's a small brisk walk to the finish line. She has to leave the country to finish her papers in Trinidad and obviously requested my backup since I have dealt with this for like what...? Going on 10+ years. I AM SO EXCITED FOR HER and you guys have been SO DAMN PATIENT WITH ME dealing with MY shit life. I really REALLY appreciate it. My time on the internets and streaming would be extremely sporadic (I mean... it's already like that...) starting from 28th May till 20th June (interview is 14th but we gotta wait for the travel packet before we can leave and that could be an additional week)
I ain't doing this for fun. Don't even WANT to go to Trinidad, my SISTER included... but we gotta do what we gotta do. If I had to choose. I'd stay home. DO ARTS. PLAY GAMES.... yea that's about all I do honestly. XD
I'LL BE FREE!! OMG! I will be free of this whole ordeal and family for a few more YEARS at the very least. I'm so happy you have... NO IDEA. Cause NOW with sis getting her shit done, they can now go to HER with their problems! and she is more harsher/stricter than I am XD
Thank you ALL for putting up with my bullshit. Imma get to work and finish all I can offline (Hell YES I am taking work with me. I have an excuse to NOT deal with family in Trinidad while we're there) and I will do my bestest to get shit back on track! Let's finish this damn questline already!
UPDATE! Family update
Posted 3 years agoWell if the news keep coming like this in waves, I'm gonna drown.
Sis got her confirmation letter yesterday for her approval. So she's getting HER paperwork done finally and I am extremely happy about that. The ONLY problem however, is that since I've been through the process like 4 times now, I gotta make a trip to Trinidad to get the finalization done with her. TRUST ME, I would LOVE to give it to someone else to complete this shit for her and I DID do that earlier. (backstory: Dad got a lawyer, and they've done NOTHING for the entire process, except mailing ALL the files that I/ME/MYSELF prepared and STILL, they managed to fuck it up when we got another letter stating one of the documents THEY COULDN'T FUCKING PHOTOCOPY RIGHT was denied. SIMPLE. FUCKING. TASK. Which delayed her shit for another 3 months.) The incompetency of professionals is fucking mind boggling. Now.. if this was a simple "go get your ID kind of thing" I'd tell my sister go fucking get it done and I would continue on my merry way. BUT this is LIFE CHANGING. I want her to have a life that she had on pause for the last 20 YEARS. So taking 3 to 4 weeks of my time is insignificant to her ENTIRE future.
I'm glad everything is happening all at once honestly... As much as I fucking hate it, I rather deal with all of it now, than in bits and pieces over the course of the entire year. I would loose my shit. I'm glad I can rant to you guys too. At least you have insight of exactly what the fuck is going on in my life so you'd have some idea why I am taking so long to do........ anything, honestly and why I'm stressing all the goddamn time...
I'll keep you all up to date with the details and DO MY BEST!... I guess... Just... a bit longer guys. I'll be free...... ONE FUCKING DAY.
Sis got her confirmation letter yesterday for her approval. So she's getting HER paperwork done finally and I am extremely happy about that. The ONLY problem however, is that since I've been through the process like 4 times now, I gotta make a trip to Trinidad to get the finalization done with her. TRUST ME, I would LOVE to give it to someone else to complete this shit for her and I DID do that earlier. (backstory: Dad got a lawyer, and they've done NOTHING for the entire process, except mailing ALL the files that I/ME/MYSELF prepared and STILL, they managed to fuck it up when we got another letter stating one of the documents THEY COULDN'T FUCKING PHOTOCOPY RIGHT was denied. SIMPLE. FUCKING. TASK. Which delayed her shit for another 3 months.) The incompetency of professionals is fucking mind boggling. Now.. if this was a simple "go get your ID kind of thing" I'd tell my sister go fucking get it done and I would continue on my merry way. BUT this is LIFE CHANGING. I want her to have a life that she had on pause for the last 20 YEARS. So taking 3 to 4 weeks of my time is insignificant to her ENTIRE future.
I'm glad everything is happening all at once honestly... As much as I fucking hate it, I rather deal with all of it now, than in bits and pieces over the course of the entire year. I would loose my shit. I'm glad I can rant to you guys too. At least you have insight of exactly what the fuck is going on in my life so you'd have some idea why I am taking so long to do........ anything, honestly and why I'm stressing all the goddamn time...
I'll keep you all up to date with the details and DO MY BEST!... I guess... Just... a bit longer guys. I'll be free...... ONE FUCKING DAY.
UPDATE! BACK to fucking Ohio
Posted 3 years agoWell it's not like I didn't see it coming. This is gonna be my life now... after all the shit, I MIGHT AS WELL ACCEPT IT.
Life is already stressful as is... and since I cannot IGNORE my problems, might as well take them in strides. Now the
reason I am going back to Ohio for a few days is to finalize mom's new place to stay and get her settled in. For those
who wants to know WHY I am taking a hands on approach, my mom lived most of her live in another country. Living in
the US is a COMPLETELY different kind of frying pan so there's gonna be a bit of 'holding her hand' before she gets use
to her simpler routine. She's gonna be lonely but I can't do SHIT about that. She had 4 fucking years to figure it out.
Granted, 2 of those years were because of the pandemic, BUT nontheless, she had her chance. She'll TAKE what I give,
and all the fucks in my reserves are depleting FAST. We had a LONG talk about it and as per usual, parents do NOT like
being talked down to or reminded of their fucked up mistakes. BUT I MADE SURE TO REPEAT IT LIKE SHE WAS A FUCKING
CHILD, because I do not want her to forget that every time something fucking happens, I was there to help her. If you
ever followed my journey, you'd see in my past journals/submissions, how I was doing base sales to help her get her
green card and the SHIT I WENT THROUGH for her to fuck it up at every corner. It took YEARS. 4 FUCKING YEARS. 5, because
she LIED to me on an interview and took another year of filing MORE paperwork to get it cleared up. So she's going to
suffer being ALONE for a bit, while I get MY shit, MY life together. I've fucking told them a THOUSAND times, if
I cannot help myself, I am in NO POSITION to help anyone else.
I'm just going to make sure she is comfortable and entertained for a while. Luckily she'll be getting a roommate of same age
and interests in crafting so they might have fun making new friends and just leaving me the hell alone for a while. Trying to
apply for jobs is hard but she's trying so we'll see how this goes....
THEN, I'll be back to SERIOUSLY finishing these owed commissions.
BET, BET SOMETHING ELSE FUCKING POPS UP AND I HAVE TO DIP AGAIN. BET. ~end mini rant/update
Life is already stressful as is... and since I cannot IGNORE my problems, might as well take them in strides. Now the
reason I am going back to Ohio for a few days is to finalize mom's new place to stay and get her settled in. For those
who wants to know WHY I am taking a hands on approach, my mom lived most of her live in another country. Living in
the US is a COMPLETELY different kind of frying pan so there's gonna be a bit of 'holding her hand' before she gets use
to her simpler routine. She's gonna be lonely but I can't do SHIT about that. She had 4 fucking years to figure it out.
Granted, 2 of those years were because of the pandemic, BUT nontheless, she had her chance. She'll TAKE what I give,
and all the fucks in my reserves are depleting FAST. We had a LONG talk about it and as per usual, parents do NOT like
being talked down to or reminded of their fucked up mistakes. BUT I MADE SURE TO REPEAT IT LIKE SHE WAS A FUCKING
CHILD, because I do not want her to forget that every time something fucking happens, I was there to help her. If you
ever followed my journey, you'd see in my past journals/submissions, how I was doing base sales to help her get her
green card and the SHIT I WENT THROUGH for her to fuck it up at every corner. It took YEARS. 4 FUCKING YEARS. 5, because
she LIED to me on an interview and took another year of filing MORE paperwork to get it cleared up. So she's going to
suffer being ALONE for a bit, while I get MY shit, MY life together. I've fucking told them a THOUSAND times, if
I cannot help myself, I am in NO POSITION to help anyone else.
I'm just going to make sure she is comfortable and entertained for a while. Luckily she'll be getting a roommate of same age
and interests in crafting so they might have fun making new friends and just leaving me the hell alone for a while. Trying to
apply for jobs is hard but she's trying so we'll see how this goes....
THEN, I'll be back to SERIOUSLY finishing these owed commissions.
BET, BET SOMETHING ELSE FUCKING POPS UP AND I HAVE TO DIP AGAIN. BET. ~end mini rant/update
UPDATE: Getting back to work!
Posted 3 years agoWhelp,
It's done. Mom is moved in with a friend and only temp till we fix up a more stable place for her. I would LIKE to say it's over for now... but considering this is
almost equivalent to having a child (aka someone who is dependent on you) I am... non too please? I don't know man.. it feels like the new year JUST started for me and all that drama is smooth over, but in the back of my mind, NONE of this is fucking over and it's got me on some weird edge? I don't know how to explain, but it feels like the moment I start getting my own life together, the shit storms will just swamp me again and there will be no recovering from it. Like it's a constant drawback of a never ending cycle of bullshit you know?
I got so much work to do and just because I can do it on my own time doesn't mean I have free time to waste. I have to take into account I am not getting any
younger. My hands are not fucking machines that can go nonstop without breaks. Nowadays I have to force myself to take them or I will end up literally hurting myself. My parents are the fucking worst... they cared about no one but themselves and I am sure you'd ask why not drop them like fucking rocks. I mean I would. Oh I wish I was that fucking cold hearted to do it, but coming from the struggles, I would never really wish that on other people, including my family... I sighed hard when I re-read that...
ANYWAYS, here's me HOPING, that I get uninterrupted bullshit for the next 2 months. That's all I am asking for honestly.. I want to catch up! I am tired of having this list lingering in my "to do" pile. Feb is definitely going to be FINISH YOUR FUCKING LIST MONTH. So I'm gonna be pulling double work yet again to get it done. I mean you guys are the fucking best for being so patient with me. I truly appreciate all the amazing support and as per fucking usual. I am determined to get this done.
It's done. Mom is moved in with a friend and only temp till we fix up a more stable place for her. I would LIKE to say it's over for now... but considering this is
almost equivalent to having a child (aka someone who is dependent on you) I am... non too please? I don't know man.. it feels like the new year JUST started for me and all that drama is smooth over, but in the back of my mind, NONE of this is fucking over and it's got me on some weird edge? I don't know how to explain, but it feels like the moment I start getting my own life together, the shit storms will just swamp me again and there will be no recovering from it. Like it's a constant drawback of a never ending cycle of bullshit you know?
I got so much work to do and just because I can do it on my own time doesn't mean I have free time to waste. I have to take into account I am not getting any
younger. My hands are not fucking machines that can go nonstop without breaks. Nowadays I have to force myself to take them or I will end up literally hurting myself. My parents are the fucking worst... they cared about no one but themselves and I am sure you'd ask why not drop them like fucking rocks. I mean I would. Oh I wish I was that fucking cold hearted to do it, but coming from the struggles, I would never really wish that on other people, including my family... I sighed hard when I re-read that...
ANYWAYS, here's me HOPING, that I get uninterrupted bullshit for the next 2 months. That's all I am asking for honestly.. I want to catch up! I am tired of having this list lingering in my "to do" pile. Feb is definitely going to be FINISH YOUR FUCKING LIST MONTH. So I'm gonna be pulling double work yet again to get it done. I mean you guys are the fucking best for being so patient with me. I truly appreciate all the amazing support and as per fucking usual. I am determined to get this done.
UPDATE: Family update
Posted 3 years agoHey Guys!
Happy New Year everyone!! Let's get straight to the gravy of the updates. You guys read from my last journal I was about to loose my shit dealing with family. WHELP, I'm in the final phase of helping mom move to Ohio, and NOW my dad called me up for the new goddamn year to whine, bitch and complain about mom when they both live in separate countries. EXPLAIN TO ME the logics of these fucking arguments... well either way I told my dad off; he's gonna conveniently forget that this happened and pretend we're on good terms again. FUCK. THAT. I am done with him. Now he can go fucking die in a hole.
NOW, just going to be gone for a week longer and then.... PRAYING... FUCKING HOPING I can get the next 6 months of uninterrupted SHIT so I can get some fucking work done. SOON guys... SOON I shall be free. Let's see how long this shit lasts...
~ end mini rant
Happy New Year everyone!! Let's get straight to the gravy of the updates. You guys read from my last journal I was about to loose my shit dealing with family. WHELP, I'm in the final phase of helping mom move to Ohio, and NOW my dad called me up for the new goddamn year to whine, bitch and complain about mom when they both live in separate countries. EXPLAIN TO ME the logics of these fucking arguments... well either way I told my dad off; he's gonna conveniently forget that this happened and pretend we're on good terms again. FUCK. THAT. I am done with him. Now he can go fucking die in a hole.
NOW, just going to be gone for a week longer and then.... PRAYING... FUCKING HOPING I can get the next 6 months of uninterrupted SHIT so I can get some fucking work done. SOON guys... SOON I shall be free. Let's see how long this shit lasts...
~ end mini rant
UPDATE - Close to loosing my SHIT. Comms/Family. UPDATE
Posted 3 years agoSo firstly, I have to thanks everyone who commissioned me so far to make this move. I really appreciate it and as much of a strain this whole ordeal has put on me mentally, it was worth it in the end. As of right now, I have 2 Active lists:
FIRST LIST
- Underscore
- Bigwhitewolfballs
- OuroborosTernal
- Attisa
- Hexxia
- BlueRockCandy
2ND LIST
- Kalash
- MagazineImp
- Foxolaurels
- Quinndoesstuff
- Kesik
- Felteres
- FrarfMeister
(If I missed anyone let me know!!) NOW, These comms pretty much paid for the move. Just to move. I also burned through some of my cards to keep up with basic expenses and now that I've been settled, I have to turn around and take more commissions to pay for the following month's expenses.. But I am not taking any new lists. What I am doing are in-stream comms. You guys seen the posts. These comms are finished right then and there so it doesn't create any more 'art debt' and right now, I am playing the "keep up" game. While working on comms in the background, I have to take instreams to subsidize paying rent and all my other bills. I tell you, it is not fun. I am pulling double duty with the work loads.
Doesn't sound too bad right...? How about we throw a fucking wrench into it all. Now my mom is out of a home. Long story short; brother got possession of the house and pretty much 'kicked her out'. So now not only do I have to worry about my own shit but my mom's too. I thought all the STUPID SHIT would end this year. I had HIGH FUCKING HOPES that it would. BUT NO. She can't stay with us, because there is no room and I would be seething for the entirety of her presence here cause it will be a constant reminder that THIS IS MY FAMILY and it will sure as hell make me extremely unproductive. I thought I would have the whole of Nov and Dec to just make a nice cushioning for myself, finish comms owed and really work on my own arts. I had such nice plans... That's all out the fucking window now.
December is booked full of comm work. Half of Jan is gone, cause I have to make that trip back to Ohio to set my mom up so she can stay there for at LEAST the year. So lucky I had something left in place that I could use. She won't be able to work for those couple months so she'll be dependent on me. I fucking hate all of it. HAAATE IT. These mutherfuckers don't EVER THINK about anyone else BUT THEMSELVES and I AM THE ASSHOLE whenever I say NO. I'm not even going to do Christmas this year. Family wanted me to 'drive' 4 hours to 'spend the holiday' with them and with how things the way they are now. I am in ZERO mood for this false happiness and games of pretend. I would only RUIN it for everyone.
I can't even end this rant.... I still got the rest of December and Mid Jan to DEAL with this shit. I am CURRENTLY SWIMMING in this shit soup and I don't want to fucking drown, so please guys. Have some patience while I deal with all of this and TRY to find some personal days where I can say "FUCK IT" and NOT DO ANYTHING or I'll burn myself out and I start hating the very thing I love doing. Trust me, it's okay to ask about the current status of your commission. I have no problem giving updates. Just the drive is teetering and progress is going to be slow cause of the EXTRA stress I have to deal with now. Please remember, it's not a 9-5 job to us. It's 24-7. We don't 'clock' out at a certain time so I HAVE to force myself to take time off or I will lose my shit.
In the mean time while I fucking man handle these issues with work and family, I'm gonna play shitty overwatch, watch movies while I work and try to roll for ITTO AGAIN, CAUSE I GOT DUMBASS DILUC! (But mostly working though.... ) Thanks for hearing me out~
FIRST LIST
- Underscore
- Bigwhitewolfballs
- OuroborosTernal
- Attisa
- Hexxia
- BlueRockCandy
2ND LIST
- Kalash
- MagazineImp
- Foxolaurels
- Quinndoesstuff
- Kesik
- Felteres
- FrarfMeister
(If I missed anyone let me know!!) NOW, These comms pretty much paid for the move. Just to move. I also burned through some of my cards to keep up with basic expenses and now that I've been settled, I have to turn around and take more commissions to pay for the following month's expenses.. But I am not taking any new lists. What I am doing are in-stream comms. You guys seen the posts. These comms are finished right then and there so it doesn't create any more 'art debt' and right now, I am playing the "keep up" game. While working on comms in the background, I have to take instreams to subsidize paying rent and all my other bills. I tell you, it is not fun. I am pulling double duty with the work loads.
Doesn't sound too bad right...? How about we throw a fucking wrench into it all. Now my mom is out of a home. Long story short; brother got possession of the house and pretty much 'kicked her out'. So now not only do I have to worry about my own shit but my mom's too. I thought all the STUPID SHIT would end this year. I had HIGH FUCKING HOPES that it would. BUT NO. She can't stay with us, because there is no room and I would be seething for the entirety of her presence here cause it will be a constant reminder that THIS IS MY FAMILY and it will sure as hell make me extremely unproductive. I thought I would have the whole of Nov and Dec to just make a nice cushioning for myself, finish comms owed and really work on my own arts. I had such nice plans... That's all out the fucking window now.
December is booked full of comm work. Half of Jan is gone, cause I have to make that trip back to Ohio to set my mom up so she can stay there for at LEAST the year. So lucky I had something left in place that I could use. She won't be able to work for those couple months so she'll be dependent on me. I fucking hate all of it. HAAATE IT. These mutherfuckers don't EVER THINK about anyone else BUT THEMSELVES and I AM THE ASSHOLE whenever I say NO. I'm not even going to do Christmas this year. Family wanted me to 'drive' 4 hours to 'spend the holiday' with them and with how things the way they are now. I am in ZERO mood for this false happiness and games of pretend. I would only RUIN it for everyone.
I can't even end this rant.... I still got the rest of December and Mid Jan to DEAL with this shit. I am CURRENTLY SWIMMING in this shit soup and I don't want to fucking drown, so please guys. Have some patience while I deal with all of this and TRY to find some personal days where I can say "FUCK IT" and NOT DO ANYTHING or I'll burn myself out and I start hating the very thing I love doing. Trust me, it's okay to ask about the current status of your commission. I have no problem giving updates. Just the drive is teetering and progress is going to be slow cause of the EXTRA stress I have to deal with now. Please remember, it's not a 9-5 job to us. It's 24-7. We don't 'clock' out at a certain time so I HAVE to force myself to take time off or I will lose my shit.
In the mean time while I fucking man handle these issues with work and family, I'm gonna play shitty overwatch, watch movies while I work and try to roll for ITTO AGAIN, CAUSE I GOT DUMBASS DILUC! (But mostly working though.... ) Thanks for hearing me out~
UPDATES~ Positive Vibes & Commissions are OPEN!
Posted 4 years agoWhelp! Been a little over 2 weeks since we officially moved and the rat race is NOT DONE YET. My poor credit cards are feeling the pain of my survival XD but I'm positive I can get my balances to zero before the end of the year so I am not too worried. They're there to be used. Not sit there and look pretty for my scores.
I am happy to say that the OLD old commission list is finally finished! I'm about to start the new list that I took to help with moving expenses to FL so expect some updates in your inboxes soon guys! Here's the list in no particular order:
1) QuinnDoesStuff - Single - Fullbody
2) Hexxia - Couple - Fullbody
3) Underscore - Single - Fullbody
4) Bigwhitewolfballs - Headshot & Couple - Fullbody
5) OuroborosEternal - Single - Fullbody
6) Attisa - Single - Layered - Fullbody
7) Hexxia - Single - Layered - Fullbody
8) BlueRockCandy - Single - Fullbody
If you PAID for a comm AT ANY POINT and I missed you, let me know asap!
So, I am OPEN comms for November. Normally I would prefer doing in-streams as they are completed during the session time, BUT, I'll be playing the game of "catch up" for a couple months while I work off the old list and keep my head above water at the same time. It'll be quite the juggle XD (also, still gotta test that stream strain on this network).
Same rules applied for the last list (above). I am accepting now and will work on the new list as SOON as the old list is completed. If you're interested, send me a note and I will be more than happy to accommodate. ^^ Infor here: https://spearfrost.carrd.co/#work
Thanks so much for all your support guys! I can't thank you enough.
I am happy to say that the OLD old commission list is finally finished! I'm about to start the new list that I took to help with moving expenses to FL so expect some updates in your inboxes soon guys! Here's the list in no particular order:
1) QuinnDoesStuff - Single - Fullbody
2) Hexxia - Couple - Fullbody
3) Underscore - Single - Fullbody
4) Bigwhitewolfballs - Headshot & Couple - Fullbody
5) OuroborosEternal - Single - Fullbody
6) Attisa - Single - Layered - Fullbody
7) Hexxia - Single - Layered - Fullbody
8) BlueRockCandy - Single - Fullbody
If you PAID for a comm AT ANY POINT and I missed you, let me know asap!
So, I am OPEN comms for November. Normally I would prefer doing in-streams as they are completed during the session time, BUT, I'll be playing the game of "catch up" for a couple months while I work off the old list and keep my head above water at the same time. It'll be quite the juggle XD (also, still gotta test that stream strain on this network).
Same rules applied for the last list (above). I am accepting now and will work on the new list as SOON as the old list is completed. If you're interested, send me a note and I will be more than happy to accommodate. ^^ Infor here: https://spearfrost.carrd.co/#work
Thanks so much for all your support guys! I can't thank you enough.
BACK IN FLORIDA! Officially Moved!
Posted 4 years agoSO LEMME TELL YOU THE STORY....
It was 3 of us... we had to drive down with 3 vehicles (the moving truck and 2 cars) and thought the drive itself was fun in some parts. The worst we had to deal with was traffic and running over a nice fat tire remnant that came out of NO WHERE. Getting to the house was easy... but AFTER? The unloading, putting everything in it's place, going out every god damn day to get supplies we forgot the day before. Unable to settle cause we had our office chairs and ZERO tables. We thought some el cheapo Ikea tables would be fine for the time being but they were ALL OUT OF STOCK... so we were goodwill hunting... heh.
Took us a while to settle and we still haven't gotten everything. I'd say we're 70% done? Cause this house had problems from day one we had to take care of... and it's ACTUALLY making me second guess the move. It's like the 'moving in' part is not done yet. Not to mention I THOUGHT I would not have to deal with family... but good fucking god, there will always be the one or two who cannot get their shit together and always cause problems for everyone else.
Well no matter. I have started the grind to get commissions done. So I'll be working on the list I took soon!
OH PS. No sure how well the net will hold when I stream again. Will work on that hurdle when it comes.
It was 3 of us... we had to drive down with 3 vehicles (the moving truck and 2 cars) and thought the drive itself was fun in some parts. The worst we had to deal with was traffic and running over a nice fat tire remnant that came out of NO WHERE. Getting to the house was easy... but AFTER? The unloading, putting everything in it's place, going out every god damn day to get supplies we forgot the day before. Unable to settle cause we had our office chairs and ZERO tables. We thought some el cheapo Ikea tables would be fine for the time being but they were ALL OUT OF STOCK... so we were goodwill hunting... heh.
Took us a while to settle and we still haven't gotten everything. I'd say we're 70% done? Cause this house had problems from day one we had to take care of... and it's ACTUALLY making me second guess the move. It's like the 'moving in' part is not done yet. Not to mention I THOUGHT I would not have to deal with family... but good fucking god, there will always be the one or two who cannot get their shit together and always cause problems for everyone else.
Well no matter. I have started the grind to get commissions done. So I'll be working on the list I took soon!
OH PS. No sure how well the net will hold when I stream again. Will work on that hurdle when it comes.
UPDATE! Good news all around! Commissions open!
Posted 4 years agoWHELP, it's official. After all the running around and back and forth, we finally secured a place to make our HUGE move to sunny Florida! Ok.. I get it.. it's Florida, but I'm am gonna disregard ALL the bad and finally enjoy my fucking life. I miss the weather, I miss the BEACH and just the 'tropical' feeling to it. I am an Islander man... from the Caribbean. I'm not supposed to be where the winters are. I experienced it, I had my fun... but now it's time to go back to the heat. Then family is like... 5 hours away. Good enough distance to NOT visit them every fucking day and not deal with their shit. I am on the total opposite side of the state. So that's a double win for me. Triple win? We're moving at the end of the month and not end of the year so I have time to recoup and plan the new year of attending a TON of cons. Hectic FUN. We'll be way more busy and tons of activities to keep our adhd selves occupied.
COMMISSIONS UPDATE
I've been working tirelessly behind the scenes to get my current list down and the GREAT news is that I got 3 more left to go (Sezaku (currently finishing now) Syphon and Greatwall) If your name was not mentioned here just leave a brief comment in this journal so I'll take note. As it will either be; COMPLETED and I will be sending your files briefly OR you were MISSED within the chaos. MISSED meaning you had been accepted and PAID for your commission already. Which is why I LIKE to keep all my commission info in ONE place. FA notes. Discord to me is unreliable. We'll get it sorted out! I don't like leaving loose ends.
GENERAL COMMISSION | INSTREAM COMMS | IMAGE PACKS
NOW, for the fun part. Taking on more work than I need to... T.T Moving is gonna be COSTLY... even if it's 3 of us, it's still HELLA expensive. I honestly don't know how they expect people to survive with these bloody prices. Having room mates is practically mandatory now. According to my share of the costs, I am going to open a wide range of options. Please take note of each pro and con before deciding which one you're going to choose if you do.
♦ GENERAL COMMISSION SPOT:
Send me a note if you're interested in commissioning me. You have an idea of what you want. New character designs are welcomed. Up to 2 characters. No ref sheets at this time. I will not start on these immediately. Because of the move, I will have no choice but to reserve these commissions after we've settled. So don't expect updates till late October. There is an actual wait time of 2-3 month completion. BUT! This is the EASIEST way to commission me. These are open NOW and will remain open till I fill a quota, so you can send your notes. ^^ Prices, TOS, Dos and Don'ts are all here ==> COMMISSION GUIDE
♦ INSTREAM COMMS:
When I stream it is extremely random. Odd times, odd days. I only accept these comms DURING stream. I will NOT reserve a spot. Typically it is first come, first serve, but priority will always go to new people. Claim a spot whenever you see me starting, cause they tend to go in a matter of seconds. Time instream is extremely precious so have an idea of what you want. Take too long and I will move onto the next person. Single SIMPLE characters only. No weapons, no armor, no backgrounds. No NEW character designs. These are finished during streams, so the turnaround is in a matter of hours. Please, be considerate when choosing this option. Although I am working on these instantly, back and forth nitpicking on minute details adds time and frustration. These are typically harder to get cause of hours/time zones/days etc.
♦ IMAGE PACKS:
I know.. it's a bad habit of mine that I rarely post my completed works to my gallery, but some do not get posted at all. What I post to FA are the low res versions as well. If you can't afford commissions and still want to show your support, you can buy these image packs for a relatively cheap price. They'll be High Resolution with some of them as PSD layers. OH PS... 90% of my works are extremely NSFW so please be weary of that. I will be setting these up soon! So keep an eye out!
♦ THE TIP JAR: ===> TIP JAR
If you're not interested in any of that and just want to support me just because you like my work or me as an artist I would also welcome it. I don't normally do these, but this is an extraordinary situation that I will have up temporarily. I've always appreciated it! You've all be so supportive over the years! THANK YOU!
COMMISSIONS UPDATE
I've been working tirelessly behind the scenes to get my current list down and the GREAT news is that I got 3 more left to go (Sezaku (currently finishing now) Syphon and Greatwall) If your name was not mentioned here just leave a brief comment in this journal so I'll take note. As it will either be; COMPLETED and I will be sending your files briefly OR you were MISSED within the chaos. MISSED meaning you had been accepted and PAID for your commission already. Which is why I LIKE to keep all my commission info in ONE place. FA notes. Discord to me is unreliable. We'll get it sorted out! I don't like leaving loose ends.
GENERAL COMMISSION | INSTREAM COMMS | IMAGE PACKS
NOW, for the fun part. Taking on more work than I need to... T.T Moving is gonna be COSTLY... even if it's 3 of us, it's still HELLA expensive. I honestly don't know how they expect people to survive with these bloody prices. Having room mates is practically mandatory now. According to my share of the costs, I am going to open a wide range of options. Please take note of each pro and con before deciding which one you're going to choose if you do.
♦ GENERAL COMMISSION SPOT:
Send me a note if you're interested in commissioning me. You have an idea of what you want. New character designs are welcomed. Up to 2 characters. No ref sheets at this time. I will not start on these immediately. Because of the move, I will have no choice but to reserve these commissions after we've settled. So don't expect updates till late October. There is an actual wait time of 2-3 month completion. BUT! This is the EASIEST way to commission me. These are open NOW and will remain open till I fill a quota, so you can send your notes. ^^ Prices, TOS, Dos and Don'ts are all here ==> COMMISSION GUIDE
♦ INSTREAM COMMS:
When I stream it is extremely random. Odd times, odd days. I only accept these comms DURING stream. I will NOT reserve a spot. Typically it is first come, first serve, but priority will always go to new people. Claim a spot whenever you see me starting, cause they tend to go in a matter of seconds. Time instream is extremely precious so have an idea of what you want. Take too long and I will move onto the next person. Single SIMPLE characters only. No weapons, no armor, no backgrounds. No NEW character designs. These are finished during streams, so the turnaround is in a matter of hours. Please, be considerate when choosing this option. Although I am working on these instantly, back and forth nitpicking on minute details adds time and frustration. These are typically harder to get cause of hours/time zones/days etc.
♦ IMAGE PACKS:
I know.. it's a bad habit of mine that I rarely post my completed works to my gallery, but some do not get posted at all. What I post to FA are the low res versions as well. If you can't afford commissions and still want to show your support, you can buy these image packs for a relatively cheap price. They'll be High Resolution with some of them as PSD layers. OH PS... 90% of my works are extremely NSFW so please be weary of that. I will be setting these up soon! So keep an eye out!
♦ THE TIP JAR: ===> TIP JAR
If you're not interested in any of that and just want to support me just because you like my work or me as an artist I would also welcome it. I don't normally do these, but this is an extraordinary situation that I will have up temporarily. I've always appreciated it! You've all be so supportive over the years! THANK YOU!
I'm back!!
Posted 4 years agoWhoooo... made it back to Ohio in one piece. Uneventful road trips are WAY better let me tell you.
Gonna be unpacking, setting up shop (comp and an etsy store! Seems like I got some cute leftovers from the convention and I'll be putting the rest up for sale there!) Recouping 'lack of sleep' time and getting ready to get back to the grind. I got a NICE FAT LIST of commissions to complete and some other catching up to do. Please be patient till then! I'll also be streaming again soon!
Gonna be unpacking, setting up shop (comp and an etsy store! Seems like I got some cute leftovers from the convention and I'll be putting the rest up for sale there!) Recouping 'lack of sleep' time and getting ready to get back to the grind. I got a NICE FAT LIST of commissions to complete and some other catching up to do. Please be patient till then! I'll also be streaming again soon!
UPDATE! Commissions Open!
Posted 4 years agoHey guys! It's time for that long awaited update! SO it's a bit of good news and not so bad news.
These 3 weeks were hectic as fuck; finalizing family business, preparing for the con and working on owed arts in between. So the GOOD NEWS, more like great news for me is that sis's paperwork is finally done! She just needs to do the final steps on her own and I am now FREE! I can FINALLY do the stuff that I want to do and LIVE my fucking life. I'm still in Florida at the moment; Tampa Metrocon was fun and it definitely kickstart the creative juices to work on fanart and my own stuff more so now. I wished I had more time to work on owed commissions. Not only did family and con took up do much of my waking hours, if anyone knows what's driving is like here, that takes up just as much to get anywhere. Will be driving back to Ohio with Lock tomorrow (not looking forward to it but it's gotta get done) and should be back by... Monday.. Tuesday? We're gonna be tired as fuck... but turn around to make plans for our next move... UGH... it never ends. At LEAST I got a couple months to play catch up and finished all that is owed. I am HOPING that they are uninterrupted! But as you may know, the shitstorms don't like me having any kind of peace for too long.
NOW for the not so good news; Bills are due and as much as I LIKE having a SMALL commission list, I have to open for more commission spots. As soon as I get back I will be working on commissions non stop still I am all caught up. In the mean time, I've got a YCH posted if you want to check it out! >> https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43033001/ The work never ends and I am all the more ready to get it going again.
These 3 weeks were hectic as fuck; finalizing family business, preparing for the con and working on owed arts in between. So the GOOD NEWS, more like great news for me is that sis's paperwork is finally done! She just needs to do the final steps on her own and I am now FREE! I can FINALLY do the stuff that I want to do and LIVE my fucking life. I'm still in Florida at the moment; Tampa Metrocon was fun and it definitely kickstart the creative juices to work on fanart and my own stuff more so now. I wished I had more time to work on owed commissions. Not only did family and con took up do much of my waking hours, if anyone knows what's driving is like here, that takes up just as much to get anywhere. Will be driving back to Ohio with Lock tomorrow (not looking forward to it but it's gotta get done) and should be back by... Monday.. Tuesday? We're gonna be tired as fuck... but turn around to make plans for our next move... UGH... it never ends. At LEAST I got a couple months to play catch up and finished all that is owed. I am HOPING that they are uninterrupted! But as you may know, the shitstorms don't like me having any kind of peace for too long.
NOW for the not so good news; Bills are due and as much as I LIKE having a SMALL commission list, I have to open for more commission spots. As soon as I get back I will be working on commissions non stop still I am all caught up. In the mean time, I've got a YCH posted if you want to check it out! >> https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43033001/ The work never ends and I am all the more ready to get it going again.
LIFE UPDATE & OPEN COMMISSIONS!
Posted 4 years agoApril has got to be one of my WORST months of 2021. Life has decided to hit me with all the curve balls including health and drive to to work took a dive
into the dumpster fire. More than likely Ciner's fault). Sis paperwork stressed and drained me, taxes got fucked up cause of H&R Block incompetence, my
health is not doing so kosher either with all the stress and age as I get older (I ain't THAT OLD XP) and with my recent 2nd vaccine shot, put me out for a
couple days as it gave me a fever and chills.... T.T It was not fun at all. I mean there were tons of other stuff and some were pretty devastating so I am trying
to be as supportive as I can. It was seriously a mental beatdown this month... seriously. BUT, I am slowly getting the drive back and I really want to get my
commission work done. It needs to happen. I am so sorry for the delay in finishing these commissions, but I am DETERMINDED to fix that.
With that said. I got 2 spots open! Not gonna do the usual listing cause I know some of you have been asking for a more custom commission requests. So
just send me a note of your specific ideas and I will let you know when you get accepted! Rules of TOS still apply and no more than 2 characters. Hit me up!
https://spearfrost.carrd.co/#tos
Thank you all for being SO DAMN PATIENT with me. I truly appreciate it.
~ Spearfrost
into the dumpster fire. More than likely Ciner's fault). Sis paperwork stressed and drained me, taxes got fucked up cause of H&R Block incompetence, my
health is not doing so kosher either with all the stress and age as I get older (I ain't THAT OLD XP) and with my recent 2nd vaccine shot, put me out for a
couple days as it gave me a fever and chills.... T.T It was not fun at all. I mean there were tons of other stuff and some were pretty devastating so I am trying
to be as supportive as I can. It was seriously a mental beatdown this month... seriously. BUT, I am slowly getting the drive back and I really want to get my
commission work done. It needs to happen. I am so sorry for the delay in finishing these commissions, but I am DETERMINDED to fix that.
With that said. I got 2 spots open! Not gonna do the usual listing cause I know some of you have been asking for a more custom commission requests. So
just send me a note of your specific ideas and I will let you know when you get accepted! Rules of TOS still apply and no more than 2 characters. Hit me up!
https://spearfrost.carrd.co/#tos
Thank you all for being SO DAMN PATIENT with me. I truly appreciate it.
~ Spearfrost
I DIDN'T DO SHIT..... Pt2
Posted 4 years ago
Well not really this time? But it definitely warrants an update so you guys have an idea what going on. SO!! Remember last journal I said sis paperwork is up
and it's gonna require some dedicated attention? WELL, I THOUGHT I had 2 weeks to take my time and schedule in between work to write up all the letters,
gather evidence and all the extra bullshit the gov needs and submit it all after like.. a million fucking reviews cause you only have ONE chance to get it right.
Crunch ALL THAT SHIT, into ONE WEEK. Time constraints got tighter than a virgin's sphincter. So this whole week of my disappearance, well I actually have 2
more days left... no wait... 1 and a half? maybe? Anyways, it is 80% finished. You think it'd be easy... but but no. You gotta make sure everything is consistent
and cohesive. Coordinating gathering evidence is happening between 2 states and a country. Overnight shipping for everything. I hate it. I hate being rushed
and I hate doing anything half assed. So I dedicated the time strictly to this. ONE week and then I am free to get back to drawing sexy commissions. I'm about
ready to punch a bitch... probably do some drugs...
Thought I'd give you guys an update in the mean time and I'm ready to get back to work already man.....