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Posted 8 years ago:/ Tried logging into my main DA just now, and found it giving me 403 Forbidden messages. Tried everything the help desk said, no help. Tried changing my password and reverifying. Nothing.
I have no idea what's going on there. Honestly a little distressed by it.
I have no idea what's going on there. Honestly a little distressed by it.
^w^ Reopening Sketches for a bit
Posted 8 years agoJust for a bit! Trying to keep ahead and anticipating a repair bill in the next month.
General content for these. Pretty much any species will do. c: Gentle G/t stuff is fine and I'll do some mawshot things and maybe spiderwebbing too, but otherwise not looking for over-the-top fetish stuff either.
I'll take five slots right away, and start a longer queue if anyone else would like a go. :D
Slot 1--Taken
Slot 2--Taken
Slot 3--Taken (
HellsingKitten)
Slot 4--Taken (
RaptorianOne)
Slot 5--Taken (
Ilynine)
Slot 6--
Slot 7--
Prices: A sale sort of thing. ^^ $5 per sketch, up to three characters in each sketch. I'll do a fancier background for an extra dollar if that's your dig too. X3
General content for these. Pretty much any species will do. c: Gentle G/t stuff is fine and I'll do some mawshot things and maybe spiderwebbing too, but otherwise not looking for over-the-top fetish stuff either.
I'll take five slots right away, and start a longer queue if anyone else would like a go. :D
Slot 1--Taken
Slot 2--Taken
Slot 3--Taken (
HellsingKitten)Slot 4--Taken (
RaptorianOne)Slot 5--Taken (
Ilynine)Slot 6--
Slot 7--
Prices: A sale sort of thing. ^^ $5 per sketch, up to three characters in each sketch. I'll do a fancier background for an extra dollar if that's your dig too. X3
Casual Updates (6/19/17)
Posted 8 years agoRight, so since there's still the chance of new watchers being unaware of some very important details, I'm going to periodically bump up this journal with a few helpful bits of info.
My Fetish Content Is:
- Always non-fatal. Yes, even that one.
- A variety of things, including mostly vore/endosoma, G/t, stuffing, constriction, vampirism, and the odd other niche material.
- Mostly tame and clean. The occasional mature-themed work will be marked and tagged as such.
- Not limited by species. Including things that aren't even "species", like mechs.
- Going to have some fandom elements.
(6/19/17)
The above stuff won't change (if you're already aware of those, feel free to skip it >u<; ), but below here will be small updates. :D Those'll change over time.
On DA right now I am revising and reposting some "Cracky-creams".
Note: I call them "cracky-creams" to emphasize how very strange, non-canon, and hog-wild-off the main canon storytime they get.
In the olden days of Spider's writing stuff of fanfic-nature I made pretty much exclusively these of a Bleach nature. "Cracky-creams" of mine are designated so because they should in no way be taken in as if I'm writing something seriously related to Tite Kubo's plot and character choices--I base everything on what's already there, of course, but a note is that pretty much all of it is AU. The major "starting point" one was essentially centered on the idea of canon characters being trapped in an AU.
XD I say this because, even when I originally posted it (in much poorer writing style, of course, as I did start in... 2013? I was a beb!) I had people show up and go "wha-huh? [so-and-so] is working with [what's-er-name]? Oooh, what'll happen when [who's-his-face] gets involved???" as if they have no knowledge of the big ol' "AU warning" on there. XD This is EXACTLY why I openly call them Cracky-Creams: It is a fanfic that is wildly different from the intended canon with intention, addictive to the writer (and often also the readers), and entirely aware of how it is deviating from the norm. The concept got lost on a lot of people--the people who reacted in accordance to canon information and not the story that was being presented in the very chapter they were commenting on. XD I find that kind of funny. Annoying, but funny.
The reason for this big ol' rant business thingie is that my idiom has shifted back into these Bleach cracky-creams now and I've been revising old ones (good god, my writing style was kinda awful then!), updating details in them that I wanted to drop and change (times events happened, who had what position at what time, a little shift around to make new addition ideas work). I'm going to repost these here--previously they were only completely posted on FF.net with only a couple transferred over to here (when I realized that fanfiction writing was also allowed XD) and since the posting mechanism on here is slightly easier to go about than FF.net's publishing system, I think I'll only have them here. If you've happened to be an old-time fan of these weird thingies, stay here and you're good. :D You will see the shenanigans and cracky-creams.
I'm going to pop up the more Aaroniero-centered series FIRST--since I have actually written a completely new chapter 5 for that one (and begun a chapter 6). I'll be slowly getting the revised chapters up so finally getting some completely new material up is something I'm excited about.
Hope you all are having a good summer-not-officially-summer(but-totally-summer-already-c'mon)! I know I seem inactive but honestly, I need my time. I need to dedicate more of my thought to existing in real space. XD I write almost constantly on my own stuff and cracky-creams and fanfics and suchlike, and I need about four times as much brainpower to write to my full capacity than to doodly-doo up something real quick. And since it's my real professional trained skill, if I ain't doing it pretty frequently I will backslide and I ain't doing that. XD So I hope you guys are pumping iron on your own skills and talents, I'ma do mine and sip coffee. ^u^
I would like to note also that I am not currently open to commissions, trades, or anything of the sort! ^w^; I am not in the kind of position to be offering commissions or trades at this time. This is both mental/emotional and physical in nature; I am in poor health and working to re-achieve a healthy weight and level of fitness. And I find myself completely unable to work on the kinds of things I'm likely to be asked for, so sorry. >u<
My Fetish Content Is:
- Always non-fatal. Yes, even that one.
- A variety of things, including mostly vore/endosoma, G/t, stuffing, constriction, vampirism, and the odd other niche material.
- Mostly tame and clean. The occasional mature-themed work will be marked and tagged as such.
- Not limited by species. Including things that aren't even "species", like mechs.
- Going to have some fandom elements.
(6/19/17)
The above stuff won't change (if you're already aware of those, feel free to skip it >u<; ), but below here will be small updates. :D Those'll change over time.
On DA right now I am revising and reposting some "Cracky-creams".
Note: I call them "cracky-creams" to emphasize how very strange, non-canon, and hog-wild-off the main canon storytime they get.
In the olden days of Spider's writing stuff of fanfic-nature I made pretty much exclusively these of a Bleach nature. "Cracky-creams" of mine are designated so because they should in no way be taken in as if I'm writing something seriously related to Tite Kubo's plot and character choices--I base everything on what's already there, of course, but a note is that pretty much all of it is AU. The major "starting point" one was essentially centered on the idea of canon characters being trapped in an AU.
XD I say this because, even when I originally posted it (in much poorer writing style, of course, as I did start in... 2013? I was a beb!) I had people show up and go "wha-huh? [so-and-so] is working with [what's-er-name]? Oooh, what'll happen when [who's-his-face] gets involved???" as if they have no knowledge of the big ol' "AU warning" on there. XD This is EXACTLY why I openly call them Cracky-Creams: It is a fanfic that is wildly different from the intended canon with intention, addictive to the writer (and often also the readers), and entirely aware of how it is deviating from the norm. The concept got lost on a lot of people--the people who reacted in accordance to canon information and not the story that was being presented in the very chapter they were commenting on. XD I find that kind of funny. Annoying, but funny.
The reason for this big ol' rant business thingie is that my idiom has shifted back into these Bleach cracky-creams now and I've been revising old ones (good god, my writing style was kinda awful then!), updating details in them that I wanted to drop and change (times events happened, who had what position at what time, a little shift around to make new addition ideas work). I'm going to repost these here--previously they were only completely posted on FF.net with only a couple transferred over to here (when I realized that fanfiction writing was also allowed XD) and since the posting mechanism on here is slightly easier to go about than FF.net's publishing system, I think I'll only have them here. If you've happened to be an old-time fan of these weird thingies, stay here and you're good. :D You will see the shenanigans and cracky-creams.
I'm going to pop up the more Aaroniero-centered series FIRST--since I have actually written a completely new chapter 5 for that one (and begun a chapter 6). I'll be slowly getting the revised chapters up so finally getting some completely new material up is something I'm excited about.
Hope you all are having a good summer-not-officially-summer(but-totally-summer-already-c'mon)! I know I seem inactive but honestly, I need my time. I need to dedicate more of my thought to existing in real space. XD I write almost constantly on my own stuff and cracky-creams and fanfics and suchlike, and I need about four times as much brainpower to write to my full capacity than to doodly-doo up something real quick. And since it's my real professional trained skill, if I ain't doing it pretty frequently I will backslide and I ain't doing that. XD So I hope you guys are pumping iron on your own skills and talents, I'ma do mine and sip coffee. ^u^
I would like to note also that I am not currently open to commissions, trades, or anything of the sort! ^w^; I am not in the kind of position to be offering commissions or trades at this time. This is both mental/emotional and physical in nature; I am in poor health and working to re-achieve a healthy weight and level of fitness. And I find myself completely unable to work on the kinds of things I'm likely to be asked for, so sorry. >u<
Casual Updates (5/27/17)
Posted 8 years agoRight, so since there's still the chance of new watchers being unaware of some very important details, I'm going to periodically bump up this journal with a few helpful bits of info.
My Fetish Content Is:
- Always non-fatal. Yes, even that one.
- A variety of things, including mostly vore/endosoma, G/t, stuffing, constriction, vampirism, and the odd other niche material.
- Mostly tame and clean. The occasional mature-themed work will be marked and tagged as such.
- Not limited by species. Including things that aren't even "species", like mechs.
- Going to have some fandom elements.
(5/27/17)
The above stuff won't change (if you're already aware of those, feel free to skip it >u<; ), but below here will be small updates. :D Those'll change over time.
^^; I must admit I've been feeling somewhat unwell and unmotivated lately, particularly for my vore work. I've managed to share out my RPG game demo (through my main account, SpiderMilkshake, if anyone is interested) and gotten some feedback but only had the energy to fix a few major things for the next version. Writing is slow. Drawing is even slower. The past four days I've probably slept only a combined 12 hours and gotten maybe 2000 calories. It a not good.
What's worse is I want to work on things, and want to finish things, but I'm just so slow and weak. I lack the energy as well as the motivation to power through. I've been trying to write a bit more of non-vore things and of G/t things. I would rather like to be known more as an artist and writer, not specifically as a vore artist and vore writer. I like it, of course. I have a very sweet spot for all kinds of crazy endosomatic stuff. I wouldn't do it if I didn't like it. But... it's not my entire repertoire or my entire personality. I don't want to go so far as obsession. A lot of people think they're obsessed with something--oho no, buddy, a true obsession ruins ya. Even liking something so very much (as I do) does not mean obsession. There is something else to me besides liking safe vore. Heck, even my vore art and writing usually has "something else to it", in a sense. I very rarely draw scenarios that are completely random and without story.
If that sounded like ranting then apologies. ^^; I'm working off of very little rest and trying to stay focused well enough to finish the very last bits of The Pacts of Runaways' next chapter and revise it. Putting the game project down for a bit until I give all the peeps a chance to playtest and give me feedback. Might be another page of the Nom-scream stuff in the near future. Might also have to shelve/drop some projects and just let them be, make room for new inspiration if it ever comes.
>w< I hate having to do this also, but I don't think I can handle requests at all from now on. I was open to them from friends before, but now... well, let's say along with a lot of requests coming from people I considered friendly enough to want to work on stuff for them, I also consistently got a high volume of seemingly random people coming to beg for free art after seeing some completed requests. I mean... a HIGH volume. I don't remember a week going by without at least two or three notes from people I didn't know feeling entitled to free art, mostly just a note with a vague demand for something (most of them not specific enough for me to feel comfortable with at all, or something completely out of my comfort zone right off) titled "Request". I can't handle that kind of attention--it's almost as bad as the trolls at this point. So yeah, thanks to randoms no more requests for people. I still have six or so of these "request demands" in my note inbox to clear out even now...
I hope everybody's alright. I'm getting better, just slowly. Shenanigans and such will resume when I can put half my mind to it again. XD
My Fetish Content Is:
- Always non-fatal. Yes, even that one.
- A variety of things, including mostly vore/endosoma, G/t, stuffing, constriction, vampirism, and the odd other niche material.
- Mostly tame and clean. The occasional mature-themed work will be marked and tagged as such.
- Not limited by species. Including things that aren't even "species", like mechs.
- Going to have some fandom elements.
(5/27/17)
The above stuff won't change (if you're already aware of those, feel free to skip it >u<; ), but below here will be small updates. :D Those'll change over time.
^^; I must admit I've been feeling somewhat unwell and unmotivated lately, particularly for my vore work. I've managed to share out my RPG game demo (through my main account, SpiderMilkshake, if anyone is interested) and gotten some feedback but only had the energy to fix a few major things for the next version. Writing is slow. Drawing is even slower. The past four days I've probably slept only a combined 12 hours and gotten maybe 2000 calories. It a not good.
What's worse is I want to work on things, and want to finish things, but I'm just so slow and weak. I lack the energy as well as the motivation to power through. I've been trying to write a bit more of non-vore things and of G/t things. I would rather like to be known more as an artist and writer, not specifically as a vore artist and vore writer. I like it, of course. I have a very sweet spot for all kinds of crazy endosomatic stuff. I wouldn't do it if I didn't like it. But... it's not my entire repertoire or my entire personality. I don't want to go so far as obsession. A lot of people think they're obsessed with something--oho no, buddy, a true obsession ruins ya. Even liking something so very much (as I do) does not mean obsession. There is something else to me besides liking safe vore. Heck, even my vore art and writing usually has "something else to it", in a sense. I very rarely draw scenarios that are completely random and without story.
If that sounded like ranting then apologies. ^^; I'm working off of very little rest and trying to stay focused well enough to finish the very last bits of The Pacts of Runaways' next chapter and revise it. Putting the game project down for a bit until I give all the peeps a chance to playtest and give me feedback. Might be another page of the Nom-scream stuff in the near future. Might also have to shelve/drop some projects and just let them be, make room for new inspiration if it ever comes.
>w< I hate having to do this also, but I don't think I can handle requests at all from now on. I was open to them from friends before, but now... well, let's say along with a lot of requests coming from people I considered friendly enough to want to work on stuff for them, I also consistently got a high volume of seemingly random people coming to beg for free art after seeing some completed requests. I mean... a HIGH volume. I don't remember a week going by without at least two or three notes from people I didn't know feeling entitled to free art, mostly just a note with a vague demand for something (most of them not specific enough for me to feel comfortable with at all, or something completely out of my comfort zone right off) titled "Request". I can't handle that kind of attention--it's almost as bad as the trolls at this point. So yeah, thanks to randoms no more requests for people. I still have six or so of these "request demands" in my note inbox to clear out even now...
I hope everybody's alright. I'm getting better, just slowly. Shenanigans and such will resume when I can put half my mind to it again. XD
RPG Game Alpha Demo Ready!
Posted 8 years ago...And it should be working now for people to play, even if they don't have the RPGMaker tool. XD
Comment here if you want to playtest or just get a preview play in. :D
The demo goes to about the halfway point of the game and still needs some polish, but the basic structure is there and the maps of the first half are done. There's even some optional content and secrets. :3c
For those who didn't see the last journal, be aware:
-2D graphics (retro RPG game style)
-Silly humor everywhere.
-For ages 13 and up.
-Spiders! 8D
If you're playtesting, please get back to me about bugs, glitches, or even gameplay errors you think you've found. I'd be eternally grateful for this!
Comment here if you want to playtest or just get a preview play in. :D
The demo goes to about the halfway point of the game and still needs some polish, but the basic structure is there and the maps of the first half are done. There's even some optional content and secrets. :3c
For those who didn't see the last journal, be aware:
-2D graphics (retro RPG game style)
-Silly humor everywhere.
-For ages 13 and up.
-Spiders! 8D
If you're playtesting, please get back to me about bugs, glitches, or even gameplay errors you think you've found. I'd be eternally grateful for this!
Casual Updates (5/20/17)
Posted 8 years agoRight, so since there's still the chance of new watchers being unaware of some very important details, I'm going to periodically bump up this journal with a few helpful bits of info.
My Fetish Content Is:
- Always non-fatal. Yes, even that one.
- A variety of things, including mostly vore/endosoma, G/t, stuffing, constriction, vampirism, and the odd other niche material.
- Mostly tame and clean. The occasional mature-themed work will be marked and tagged as such.
- Not limited by species. Including things that aren't even "species", like mechs.
- Going to have some fandom elements.
(5/20/17)
The above stuff won't change (if you're already aware of those, feel free to skip it >u<; ), but below here will be small updates. :D Those'll change over time.
Slightly inactive of late...
I will post more sometime, but I'm working to get a gamedisc of an RPGMaker game I've been working on. Just need to clear up a few things to make an early-access demo for people to play. c:
I should be able to have a playable alpha demo before this time tomorrow, so if you like silly RPG games check up on any journals announcing it being ready. I will need and greatly appreciate any bugtesters and playtesters! :D
A note though--the game is not vore or fetish related at all. It does contain a good amount of irreverent humor, bad puns, parody, and PG-13 language along with other weird fantasy/fiction elements. It's above all a game to play for fun, get some story, and giggle at a lot. You'll like it if you like Giant Spider People, too, since the main hero is Uups--my giant spider boyo.
^^
My Fetish Content Is:
- Always non-fatal. Yes, even that one.
- A variety of things, including mostly vore/endosoma, G/t, stuffing, constriction, vampirism, and the odd other niche material.
- Mostly tame and clean. The occasional mature-themed work will be marked and tagged as such.
- Not limited by species. Including things that aren't even "species", like mechs.
- Going to have some fandom elements.
(5/20/17)
The above stuff won't change (if you're already aware of those, feel free to skip it >u<; ), but below here will be small updates. :D Those'll change over time.
Slightly inactive of late...
I will post more sometime, but I'm working to get a gamedisc of an RPGMaker game I've been working on. Just need to clear up a few things to make an early-access demo for people to play. c:
I should be able to have a playable alpha demo before this time tomorrow, so if you like silly RPG games check up on any journals announcing it being ready. I will need and greatly appreciate any bugtesters and playtesters! :D
A note though--the game is not vore or fetish related at all. It does contain a good amount of irreverent humor, bad puns, parody, and PG-13 language along with other weird fantasy/fiction elements. It's above all a game to play for fun, get some story, and giggle at a lot. You'll like it if you like Giant Spider People, too, since the main hero is Uups--my giant spider boyo.
^^
Winners of the Mech YCH Raffles!
Posted 8 years ago So I've just divvied up all the numbers to you all's names, and run the Random Number Generators! There are three lucky peeps who've now got a free spot in some finished noms art for their character of choice. :3
Winners are:
Substitute for Olives (Starscream noms); PINK PREVORE SLOT:
NobleSpartanV
Substitute for Olives; GREEN INTERNAL SLOT: InterstellarEnigma (DA)
Dhow's Maw: amalgam1 (DA)
8D If I don't hear from you soon, you'll be hearing from me! I'm excited to start working on these bebs, and will start as soon as I have character references to work from! ^w^
Winners are:
Substitute for Olives (Starscream noms); PINK PREVORE SLOT:
NobleSpartanVSubstitute for Olives; GREEN INTERNAL SLOT: InterstellarEnigma (DA)
Dhow's Maw: amalgam1 (DA)
8D If I don't hear from you soon, you'll be hearing from me! I'm excited to start working on these bebs, and will start as soon as I have character references to work from! ^w^
Streamin' G/t Painting Stuff!
Posted 8 years ago^w^ I'll be starting at 5pm EST! Also known as super-soon! X3
Working on a macro/micro fluffy fun painting!
https://picarto.tv/SpidersStreamin
Feel free to come and watch me paint, chat and goof off. ^u^
Working on a macro/micro fluffy fun painting!
https://picarto.tv/SpidersStreamin
Feel free to come and watch me paint, chat and goof off. ^u^
Casual Updates (5/4/17)
Posted 8 years agoRight, so since there's still the chance of new watchers being unaware of some very important details, I'm going to periodically bump up this journal with a few helpful bits of info.
My Fetish Content Is:
- Always non-fatal. Yes, even that one.
- A variety of things, including mostly vore/endosoma, G/t, stuffing, constriction, vampirism, and the odd other niche material.
- Mostly tame and clean. The occasional mature-themed work will be marked and tagged as such.
- Not limited by species. Including things that aren't even "species", like mechs.
- Going to have some fandom elements.
(5/4/17)
The above stuff won't change (if you're already aware of those, feel free to skip it >u<; ), but below here will be small updates. :D Those'll change over time.
Professional Elf Smuggler is going to be getting another page sometime in the near future, and the first page of the snake nom comic with Argus (sass-filled dragon character) will be up quite soon--sooner if I can decide what to name the freakin' comic. XD I called the sketches the "Snake-Time" sketches as a joke, but I'm thinking a proper silly name, preferably with the dumbest pun possible, would be better. Still musing over that one.
In other news, I was thinking of holding a small group of raffles for YCH pieces mostly to do with my favorite alien robots in a number of silly vorish scenarios. Some will also be for my own preddish characters--some of them also robots. XD I'm on a robot kick as usual. ^u^; They'd be free and it'd essentially just be signing up to win your spot in a finished drawing I already had the idea for. Need to make some placeholder sketches for those ideas and post 'em up when I've got the raffle mechanics set up.
I'll be posting more written work too soon. ^u^ Some of it will be fanfic, some of it vorish, some both (since these are how I keep practiced for continuing to work with that "fine literature" stuff XD) and a chunk of it will be none of these and instead little blurbs, poems, and vignettes of my own characters and musings.
:D I also hope to hold a stream tomorrow--may end up being shorter than the others depending on life stuff but I should be starting one around 5pm EST. ^^
My Fetish Content Is:
- Always non-fatal. Yes, even that one.
- A variety of things, including mostly vore/endosoma, G/t, stuffing, constriction, vampirism, and the odd other niche material.
- Mostly tame and clean. The occasional mature-themed work will be marked and tagged as such.
- Not limited by species. Including things that aren't even "species", like mechs.
- Going to have some fandom elements.
(5/4/17)
The above stuff won't change (if you're already aware of those, feel free to skip it >u<; ), but below here will be small updates. :D Those'll change over time.
Professional Elf Smuggler is going to be getting another page sometime in the near future, and the first page of the snake nom comic with Argus (sass-filled dragon character) will be up quite soon--sooner if I can decide what to name the freakin' comic. XD I called the sketches the "Snake-Time" sketches as a joke, but I'm thinking a proper silly name, preferably with the dumbest pun possible, would be better. Still musing over that one.
In other news, I was thinking of holding a small group of raffles for YCH pieces mostly to do with my favorite alien robots in a number of silly vorish scenarios. Some will also be for my own preddish characters--some of them also robots. XD I'm on a robot kick as usual. ^u^; They'd be free and it'd essentially just be signing up to win your spot in a finished drawing I already had the idea for. Need to make some placeholder sketches for those ideas and post 'em up when I've got the raffle mechanics set up.
I'll be posting more written work too soon. ^u^ Some of it will be fanfic, some of it vorish, some both (since these are how I keep practiced for continuing to work with that "fine literature" stuff XD) and a chunk of it will be none of these and instead little blurbs, poems, and vignettes of my own characters and musings.
:D I also hope to hold a stream tomorrow--may end up being shorter than the others depending on life stuff but I should be starting one around 5pm EST. ^^
SFW Nom-Stream Starting!
Posted 8 years agohttps://picarto.tv/SpidersStreamin
Gonna start streaming nommish and G/t drawings in just a few minutes. ^w^
Gonna start streaming nommish and G/t drawings in just a few minutes. ^w^
Casual Updates (4/27/17)
Posted 8 years agoRight, so since there's still the chance of new watchers being unaware of some very important details, I'm going to periodically bump up this journal with a few helpful bits of info.
My Fetish Content Is:
- Always non-fatal. Yes, even that one.
- A variety of things, including mostly vore/endosoma, G/t, stuffing, constriction, vampirism, and the odd other niche material.
- Mostly tame and clean. The occasional mature-themed work will be marked and tagged as such.
- Not limited by species. Including things that aren't even "species", like mechs.
- Going to have some fandom elements.
(4/27/17)
The above stuff won't change (if you're already aware of those, feel free to skip it >u<; ), but below here will be small updates. :D Those'll change over time.
c: I've been working on comics lately. From older projects to newer ones! The oldest one is probably Professional Elf Smuggler, which I'm getting close to having another page done for. (Done did it! ^^)
I'm also working on lining up the snake nom sketches featuring Argus, so expect to see a page or two of that one popping up sometime soonish.
And fandom-based stuff is always being worked one because I am a nerd. >u<; The Starscream nom comic will probably have another page or two going up in the next day or so, and you may start to see a different sketch comic involving Bee sometime too. ^^
I also wanted to ask about what the best times for streams would be--I do try to hold fairly long streams to allow for people to pop in as they wish, but I want to hold them at times that are better for everyone. Most of my streams have been in the afternoon according to EST--between 3 pm and 7pm--but if there's a better time let me know and I'll try to have them at least include that timeframe a bit more in the future.
:D I was hoping to hold another vorish stream tomorrow, haven't decided what time yet.
My Fetish Content Is:
- Always non-fatal. Yes, even that one.
- A variety of things, including mostly vore/endosoma, G/t, stuffing, constriction, vampirism, and the odd other niche material.
- Mostly tame and clean. The occasional mature-themed work will be marked and tagged as such.
- Not limited by species. Including things that aren't even "species", like mechs.
- Going to have some fandom elements.
(4/27/17)
The above stuff won't change (if you're already aware of those, feel free to skip it >u<; ), but below here will be small updates. :D Those'll change over time.
c: I've been working on comics lately. From older projects to newer ones! The oldest one is probably Professional Elf Smuggler, which I'm getting close to having another page done for. (Done did it! ^^)
I'm also working on lining up the snake nom sketches featuring Argus, so expect to see a page or two of that one popping up sometime soonish.
And fandom-based stuff is always being worked one because I am a nerd. >u<; The Starscream nom comic will probably have another page or two going up in the next day or so, and you may start to see a different sketch comic involving Bee sometime too. ^^
I also wanted to ask about what the best times for streams would be--I do try to hold fairly long streams to allow for people to pop in as they wish, but I want to hold them at times that are better for everyone. Most of my streams have been in the afternoon according to EST--between 3 pm and 7pm--but if there's a better time let me know and I'll try to have them at least include that timeframe a bit more in the future.
:D I was hoping to hold another vorish stream tomorrow, haven't decided what time yet.
SFW Nom-stream in 30 minutes!
Posted 8 years ago^w^ Going to work on a simple nom-comic and various other endo and G/t doodles~
Stream starts in half an hour: picarto.tv/SpidersStreamin
Stream starts in half an hour: picarto.tv/SpidersStreamin
Gonna Stream in 'bout half an hour!
Posted 8 years ago^w^ Gonna do a long SFW streaming sesh!
Come chat and watch me doodle lots of strange silly things. XD
picarto.tv/SpidersStreamin
Gonna start in half an hour so I have time to test Picarto and OBS's fickle, fickle services. X3c
Come chat and watch me doodle lots of strange silly things. XD
picarto.tv/SpidersStreamin
Gonna start in half an hour so I have time to test Picarto and OBS's fickle, fickle services. X3c
Casual Updates (4/2/17)
Posted 8 years agoRight, so since there's still the chance of new watchers being unaware of some very important details, I'm going to periodically bump up this journal with a few helpful bits of info.
My Fetish Content Is:
- Always non-fatal. Yes, even that one.
- A variety of things, including mostly vore/endosoma, G/t, stuffing, constriction, vampirism, and the odd other niche material.
- Mostly tame and clean. The occasional mature-themed work will be marked and tagged as such.
- Not limited by species. Including things that aren't even "species", like mechs.
- Going to have some fandom elements.
(4/2/17)
The above stuff won't change (if you're already aware of those, feel free to skip it >u<; ), but below here will be small updates. :D Those'll change over time.
c: So I am somewhat back after taking a long break, began working on things again. Might be slow at first but soon I will get back into the two-or-more sketches a day minimum that I used to do! ^u^
^w^ I'm hoping to continue playing around with fetish stuff and tiny narratives, so to work on that you might expect to see little flash fiction bits showing up in the descriptions of things. XD When I draw something I almost always have a story in mind anyways so this would turn up good writing practice! Even if it's a tiny snippet that wouldn't make a full page. ^^;
I've been scouring for little animals of late too, so if I'm lucky there might be some closeup photos of various wild creatures. 8D Sneks, birbs, spooders, toads, snails... all my favorites. (XD And I'm not even sure if I have a cut-and-dry "favorite")
XD And giant, alien robots still rule my mind, so welp, more of that is bound to crop up. That stuff is default-G/t goodness, and no one's even confused if you draw it in public. >u<;
Anyways, I hope April started out great for you guys! :D I myself had a lovely day yesterday avoiding the mean-spirited pranks and seeking out the normal humor (and observing a more spring-themed ritual sort of thing ^^;). Much of it was silly dancing. Very, very silly dancing. >///u\\\< Controlled wiggling... except the "controlled" part was debatable.
My Fetish Content Is:
- Always non-fatal. Yes, even that one.
- A variety of things, including mostly vore/endosoma, G/t, stuffing, constriction, vampirism, and the odd other niche material.
- Mostly tame and clean. The occasional mature-themed work will be marked and tagged as such.
- Not limited by species. Including things that aren't even "species", like mechs.
- Going to have some fandom elements.
(4/2/17)
The above stuff won't change (if you're already aware of those, feel free to skip it >u<; ), but below here will be small updates. :D Those'll change over time.
c: So I am somewhat back after taking a long break, began working on things again. Might be slow at first but soon I will get back into the two-or-more sketches a day minimum that I used to do! ^u^
^w^ I'm hoping to continue playing around with fetish stuff and tiny narratives, so to work on that you might expect to see little flash fiction bits showing up in the descriptions of things. XD When I draw something I almost always have a story in mind anyways so this would turn up good writing practice! Even if it's a tiny snippet that wouldn't make a full page. ^^;
I've been scouring for little animals of late too, so if I'm lucky there might be some closeup photos of various wild creatures. 8D Sneks, birbs, spooders, toads, snails... all my favorites. (XD And I'm not even sure if I have a cut-and-dry "favorite")
XD And giant, alien robots still rule my mind, so welp, more of that is bound to crop up. That stuff is default-G/t goodness, and no one's even confused if you draw it in public. >u<;
Anyways, I hope April started out great for you guys! :D I myself had a lovely day yesterday avoiding the mean-spirited pranks and seeking out the normal humor (and observing a more spring-themed ritual sort of thing ^^;). Much of it was silly dancing. Very, very silly dancing. >///u\\\< Controlled wiggling... except the "controlled" part was debatable.
Title because FA also needs one
Posted 8 years ago:( I really wish things didn't happen like this so often.
Just the "give up" voice is particularly strong now. It's probably a bad thing. I'm so tired of beating it back.
I may not be on much for a bit. Probably won't be posting much either. I need a hiatus or a break or something.
Sorry. I'll try to reply when I get back but I can't make promises.
Just the "give up" voice is particularly strong now. It's probably a bad thing. I'm so tired of beating it back.
I may not be on much for a bit. Probably won't be posting much either. I need a hiatus or a break or something.
Sorry. I'll try to reply when I get back but I can't make promises.
Standard Commissions Open ^^ [Queue open]
Posted 8 years ago^u^ Getting back into it and needing to pay some bills. This time of year usually my only income is art commissions (not sure why technical writing and editing work dries up in early Spring, but it do. XD) so it's time ta open 'em up.
One major change is that I'm no longer doing commissioned digital art, as it takes too long for a proper turn-around and I've been charging way too under for the time required, oops. X3 I've consolidated some things and updated pricing, some are less and some are more now. ^u^; Hopefully all still affordable: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22974758/
And a quick T.O.S. link too: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7428426/
I'll have three slots open at a time! I'll reopen the slots as they're completed--note me if you're interested. ^^
Slot 1--[pending]
Slot 2--
Aevsivs
Slot 3--OPEN
One major change is that I'm no longer doing commissioned digital art, as it takes too long for a proper turn-around and I've been charging way too under for the time required, oops. X3 I've consolidated some things and updated pricing, some are less and some are more now. ^u^; Hopefully all still affordable: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22974758/
And a quick T.O.S. link too: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7428426/
I'll have three slots open at a time! I'll reopen the slots as they're completed--note me if you're interested. ^^
Slot 1--[pending]
Slot 2--
AevsivsSlot 3--OPEN
Sadness+Frustration
Posted 8 years agoSorry guys... I'm back in a sad cycle. Probably won't be drawing or posting much for a bit.
Casual Updates (Because they're needed!)
Posted 8 years agoRight, so since there's still the chance of new watchers being unaware of some very important details, I'm going to periodically bump up this journal with a few helpful bits of info.
My Fetish Content Is:
- Always non-fatal. Yes, even that one.
- A variety of things, including mostly vore/endosoma, G/t, stuffing, constriction, vampirism, and the odd other niche material.
- Mostly tame and clean. The occasional mature-themed work will be marked and tagged as such.
- Not limited by species. Including things that aren't even "species", like mechs.
- Going to have some fandom elements.
(3/15/17)
The above stuff won't change (if you're already aware of those, feel free to skip it >u<; ), but below here will be small updates. :D Those'll change over time.
Still working on some things. ^u^; I'm almost done with the sketches of alternate Spider-forms... will do a couple of more finished stuff of some of my favorites afterwards.
A little bit back I put up a poll on a prey character to include in a new internal scene, and I've counted the votes across sites. Nego won by a margin of one vote. XD So, bunny spotlight!
Still a bit on a robot kick, so expect periodical mecha-noms. XD Mostly just continuing the silly, fun Starscream shenanigans.
And as far as non-fetish material goes, I'm still working on another realistic animal portrait. c: I'm trying to do at least one every month, bit slow right now since I'm mostly working on getting frames for things and on work-work. (Not for-fun-work. XD That's a thing.)
My Fetish Content Is:
- Always non-fatal. Yes, even that one.
- A variety of things, including mostly vore/endosoma, G/t, stuffing, constriction, vampirism, and the odd other niche material.
- Mostly tame and clean. The occasional mature-themed work will be marked and tagged as such.
- Not limited by species. Including things that aren't even "species", like mechs.
- Going to have some fandom elements.
(3/15/17)
The above stuff won't change (if you're already aware of those, feel free to skip it >u<; ), but below here will be small updates. :D Those'll change over time.
Still working on some things. ^u^; I'm almost done with the sketches of alternate Spider-forms... will do a couple of more finished stuff of some of my favorites afterwards.
A little bit back I put up a poll on a prey character to include in a new internal scene, and I've counted the votes across sites. Nego won by a margin of one vote. XD So, bunny spotlight!
Still a bit on a robot kick, so expect periodical mecha-noms. XD Mostly just continuing the silly, fun Starscream shenanigans.
And as far as non-fetish material goes, I'm still working on another realistic animal portrait. c: I'm trying to do at least one every month, bit slow right now since I'm mostly working on getting frames for things and on work-work. (Not for-fun-work. XD That's a thing.)
^^ Experimenting with Sona Forms + Kink Stuff
Posted 8 years ago...which means a variety of vorish doodles. XD
I'm looking for a wide variety of suggestions for species and creatures to try out new forms with my persona. All of which will have at least a lil tidbit of vore made using the design. I'm maranaga, true... but I frequently portray myself as a more humanoid version of naga, and also as a fully feral anaconda, so I figure a little playing here is good.
Done a cat, dragon, and an actually spidery drider-esque form so far--hope to hear some interesting suggestions! XD Nearly anything goes (though afraid that official material is probably a naw.... well, except maybe Transformers. XD Because I am a nut.)
Awright below here is some kink talk, fairly NSFW! :D
Sometimes I'm a DIY pornist, making me own kink material. XD That I do not mind sharing. Is pornist a word? Don't think so... Anyways, I've been wanting to visualize some extremely explicit things recently, both with my sona and with my other characters, so I guess just expect some smutty stuff. XD
Hoo boy... there's tentacles, anal vore things, sexi-times between micros and macros (some which evolves into anal vore X3), oral sexual thingies, very chubby peeps, rubbery/goo peeps, nibbling, coiling, mild blood and vampirism, butt smoosh things... hoo boy... Lots of things I don't get into too often but here I really feel zero shame expressing my liking here. XD So definitely going to be a number of DIY sona kink stuff from me in the next few days along with the usual clean, playful stuff. Not to say the kinky bidness isn't playful... 83 And I really don't mind if someone has a suggestion of a particular character of mine, or of a way to combine some of these in interesting ways. XD No guarantees, but I'm open to it.
I'm looking for a wide variety of suggestions for species and creatures to try out new forms with my persona. All of which will have at least a lil tidbit of vore made using the design. I'm maranaga, true... but I frequently portray myself as a more humanoid version of naga, and also as a fully feral anaconda, so I figure a little playing here is good.
Done a cat, dragon, and an actually spidery drider-esque form so far--hope to hear some interesting suggestions! XD Nearly anything goes (though afraid that official material is probably a naw.... well, except maybe Transformers. XD Because I am a nut.)
Awright below here is some kink talk, fairly NSFW! :D
Sometimes I'm a DIY pornist, making me own kink material. XD That I do not mind sharing. Is pornist a word? Don't think so... Anyways, I've been wanting to visualize some extremely explicit things recently, both with my sona and with my other characters, so I guess just expect some smutty stuff. XD
Hoo boy... there's tentacles, anal vore things, sexi-times between micros and macros (some which evolves into anal vore X3), oral sexual thingies, very chubby peeps, rubbery/goo peeps, nibbling, coiling, mild blood and vampirism, butt smoosh things... hoo boy... Lots of things I don't get into too often but here I really feel zero shame expressing my liking here. XD So definitely going to be a number of DIY sona kink stuff from me in the next few days along with the usual clean, playful stuff. Not to say the kinky bidness isn't playful... 83 And I really don't mind if someone has a suggestion of a particular character of mine, or of a way to combine some of these in interesting ways. XD No guarantees, but I'm open to it.
Your Vote? ^^ [Closed!]
Posted 8 years ago>w<; Starting to work on a thing I thought I'd get to a while back... eheh, and still need a little help choosing a character.
XD So I've given up trying to narrow it down any further myself, and I'd like your vote on who to have as a prey character in this next drawing:
Your options be~
A. Nego (ref here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18923071/
B. Sprite (ref here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18441263/
C. Alex (ref here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18279741/
D. Aerosmith (ref here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17411296/
8D So y'alls can votes... the winner is gonna be in a belly. X3c
:D So, I'ma close this now that it's been up a few days.
Counting all the votes across sites, looks like A is the majority of votes!
^^ Which means Nego is gonna get some limelight... err, tumlight? XD However ya say it!
XD So I've given up trying to narrow it down any further myself, and I'd like your vote on who to have as a prey character in this next drawing:
Your options be~
A. Nego (ref here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18923071/
B. Sprite (ref here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18441263/
C. Alex (ref here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18279741/
D. Aerosmith (ref here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17411296/
8D So y'alls can votes... the winner is gonna be in a belly. X3c
:D So, I'ma close this now that it's been up a few days.
Counting all the votes across sites, looks like A is the majority of votes!
^^ Which means Nego is gonna get some limelight... err, tumlight? XD However ya say it!
-w- Mmmf, putting feelings down, ignore if ya like
Posted 8 years agoI keep having worries about drawing some of the things I want, specifically vore-related. I dunno, it just seems to me like some things get misconstrued too often for my comfort.
I get antsy posting similar-size vore (despite how much I like it for its comic appearance and inclusion of comfy snugglin' bellies). It seems people associate it more with fatal, due to the close quarters or something. I don't really know.
I am scared to include too much fluid inside my stomach internals, even though I do like stomach acid of a realistic strength (which is comparable to citrus juice, actually, and by itself would probably be good on the skin) and want to include them in some pieces... well, you know. You put acid in a stomach, people are going to jump immediately to the death outcome, even if you explain it's just natural acidity and nothing else. I guess I should expect that one--since I doubt the majority of people with the exception of maybe some biology majors who got a job relating to gastrointestinal medicine know how strong gastric acid actually is, or even have heard of pepsin. I recently wanted to make an illustration of one of my prey character soaking in some harmless, weak acids and using it to disinfect and soothe some minor wounds. But I hesitated and put off even starting it because I know how it would go. There'd be the people who don't read, of course. They're easy to spot and only annoy me somewhat when they blurt something that is contrary to even the title. I can handle that (since it's unavoidable). But this... it's something that I know would be easy for even people who pay attention to misconstrue.
I'm afraid to post much stuffing and belly appreciation. I've all but stopped making stuff of my naga characters feeding normally--due to the fact they eat their meat whole (but it's meat... not a live animal... there is a massive difference) I can just see people showing up and taking it as fatal vore, even though it is not. Same with stuffing. If I drew myself bloated with barbeque and taters and ice cream and other good stuff, I just know someone unfamiliar with my stuffing art but familiar that I draw vore (an easy thing to know) might jump to conclusions and think I'm drawing digestion stuff. I will not. I will never--it's not something that sits right with me. I know, it's not real, but it's real in the context of characters and honestly I don't want to torture any of my characters to death for the sake of a fetish I don't have, and I can honestly say in the context of the fictional world NONE of my characters are immoral enough to kill so inhumanely. Oh yes, many of them are carnivores that hunt for a living, but they are quick, precise, and most of all empathetic to the creatures in their biome they depend on. With that knowledge, I shouldn't have to be afraid that an image of Gaji happily sucking down a whole (dead) catfish will be conflated with something that I and the character himself would find horrific and cruel.
My comfort with unwilling vore decreases by degrees. I would consider even non-fatal vore that is done to a character so unwilling and afraid it brings them to tears to be not safe vore. Crying prey makes me immediately uncomfortable, as does crying pred. If the event of being eaten alive freaks the characters out that much, then it's probably doing damage, at least psychologically. I might feel it necessary to come very close to this in the context of a story or narrative, but when I draw little scenarios for pure enjoyment... no. I can't stomach mental suffering (ha), considering I'm all too familiar with anxiety attacks in my real life. I empathize too much with the prey to possibly enjoy that.
And when it comes to unwilling, I will not do sexual themes with it. Adding in sexuality makes any depiction of genuine unwillingness to be non-consent. Also known as rape, which is something I'm entirely not about. Now, pseudo-unwilling is another game. It's the teasing and chasing, where a prey or pred resists but is actually in on it. That, in sexual or clean vore, is something I like. But there's a vast difference. It's the thick chalk line between a BDSM scene performed by informed and consenting individuals simply experimenting with power and struggle, and a depiction of a sordid, disgusting criminal offense. I want nothing to do with the latter. I'm uncertain how readily people would conflate any of the playful erotic chase and struggle stuff I might make with legitimate rape themes... well, there's probably always going to be the non-reading groups that will, but... I dunno. Western culture tends to group rape and sexual assault things in with sexuality, and not with violence like it belongs, so given the amount of free reign "blood" has versus "boobs" in media I wouldn't think it as common a jump to make. But FA is very sexually free, which I fear might have the unwelcome side effect of people more openly misconstruing playful "unwilling" struggle stuff as actual rape and assault scenes. T_T I don't want that, about as much as I don't want my work confused with snuff. Or torture.
Also... I've had the most problems with this on Eka's Portal, and not any at all here, but I may as well vent it out anyhow. I'm leery of making clean vore with child characters involved anymore. You can probably guess why--there have been so many people lecherously (and creepily) making it out to be sexual vore. Yeah, you can probably guess why this has disturbed me. And it rounds out the Four Nope Fetishes for me. I really, REALLY get uncomfortable with my young characters being sexualized, so much so that I've restrained myself from making cute nommish things many times already, knowing that some pedo is going to ignore the fact that it's meant to be clean and comedic and post some drool-soaked comment about how there need to be more "cute little girl preds" and that they'd "love to see more kink stuff with her". :| Yeah, I find it a very positive sign for FA's userbase that no one has crossed that line on this site yet, but Eka's is... ugh. As many nice people are there, and as nice as it is to have a basic forum to go to where no one looks at you funny for having a gallery full of soft vore, it is true the site has a higher creep concentration (and they absolutely allow things that, in the U.S., are SUPER illegal to have... child porn... ;-;). So yes, you guys, there are some things posted here and on my DA and Weasyl that I just... don't post on Eka's due to them involving children. Even though it's clean, and I'll openly say it's clean in the description, tags, title... Still happens.
So yeah... these are things I had to put somewhere. I just had to say it openly to have it out there, and to address my feelings on the matter. Just never addressing it and never forming these discomforts into words was just horrible to my psyche. Hopefully I might get a little more courage to try the things I've been stinting due to these fears after this. Who knows. I doubt the people responsible for these things would ever find this wall o' text, but... I guess now, if someone jumps to a conclusion without reading the basic info, or conflates something I've made with something completely different, it'll sort of be on them now, and not killing me with shame and fear. I'm always fighting these emotions in my life anyways. A little less of them would be nice and balancing.
Well, for most of the people coming across this journal it doesn't really apply... feel free to ignore if you don't feel like reading my huge word-chunks. ;w;
I get antsy posting similar-size vore (despite how much I like it for its comic appearance and inclusion of comfy snugglin' bellies). It seems people associate it more with fatal, due to the close quarters or something. I don't really know.
I am scared to include too much fluid inside my stomach internals, even though I do like stomach acid of a realistic strength (which is comparable to citrus juice, actually, and by itself would probably be good on the skin) and want to include them in some pieces... well, you know. You put acid in a stomach, people are going to jump immediately to the death outcome, even if you explain it's just natural acidity and nothing else. I guess I should expect that one--since I doubt the majority of people with the exception of maybe some biology majors who got a job relating to gastrointestinal medicine know how strong gastric acid actually is, or even have heard of pepsin. I recently wanted to make an illustration of one of my prey character soaking in some harmless, weak acids and using it to disinfect and soothe some minor wounds. But I hesitated and put off even starting it because I know how it would go. There'd be the people who don't read, of course. They're easy to spot and only annoy me somewhat when they blurt something that is contrary to even the title. I can handle that (since it's unavoidable). But this... it's something that I know would be easy for even people who pay attention to misconstrue.
I'm afraid to post much stuffing and belly appreciation. I've all but stopped making stuff of my naga characters feeding normally--due to the fact they eat their meat whole (but it's meat... not a live animal... there is a massive difference) I can just see people showing up and taking it as fatal vore, even though it is not. Same with stuffing. If I drew myself bloated with barbeque and taters and ice cream and other good stuff, I just know someone unfamiliar with my stuffing art but familiar that I draw vore (an easy thing to know) might jump to conclusions and think I'm drawing digestion stuff. I will not. I will never--it's not something that sits right with me. I know, it's not real, but it's real in the context of characters and honestly I don't want to torture any of my characters to death for the sake of a fetish I don't have, and I can honestly say in the context of the fictional world NONE of my characters are immoral enough to kill so inhumanely. Oh yes, many of them are carnivores that hunt for a living, but they are quick, precise, and most of all empathetic to the creatures in their biome they depend on. With that knowledge, I shouldn't have to be afraid that an image of Gaji happily sucking down a whole (dead) catfish will be conflated with something that I and the character himself would find horrific and cruel.
My comfort with unwilling vore decreases by degrees. I would consider even non-fatal vore that is done to a character so unwilling and afraid it brings them to tears to be not safe vore. Crying prey makes me immediately uncomfortable, as does crying pred. If the event of being eaten alive freaks the characters out that much, then it's probably doing damage, at least psychologically. I might feel it necessary to come very close to this in the context of a story or narrative, but when I draw little scenarios for pure enjoyment... no. I can't stomach mental suffering (ha), considering I'm all too familiar with anxiety attacks in my real life. I empathize too much with the prey to possibly enjoy that.
And when it comes to unwilling, I will not do sexual themes with it. Adding in sexuality makes any depiction of genuine unwillingness to be non-consent. Also known as rape, which is something I'm entirely not about. Now, pseudo-unwilling is another game. It's the teasing and chasing, where a prey or pred resists but is actually in on it. That, in sexual or clean vore, is something I like. But there's a vast difference. It's the thick chalk line between a BDSM scene performed by informed and consenting individuals simply experimenting with power and struggle, and a depiction of a sordid, disgusting criminal offense. I want nothing to do with the latter. I'm uncertain how readily people would conflate any of the playful erotic chase and struggle stuff I might make with legitimate rape themes... well, there's probably always going to be the non-reading groups that will, but... I dunno. Western culture tends to group rape and sexual assault things in with sexuality, and not with violence like it belongs, so given the amount of free reign "blood" has versus "boobs" in media I wouldn't think it as common a jump to make. But FA is very sexually free, which I fear might have the unwelcome side effect of people more openly misconstruing playful "unwilling" struggle stuff as actual rape and assault scenes. T_T I don't want that, about as much as I don't want my work confused with snuff. Or torture.
Also... I've had the most problems with this on Eka's Portal, and not any at all here, but I may as well vent it out anyhow. I'm leery of making clean vore with child characters involved anymore. You can probably guess why--there have been so many people lecherously (and creepily) making it out to be sexual vore. Yeah, you can probably guess why this has disturbed me. And it rounds out the Four Nope Fetishes for me. I really, REALLY get uncomfortable with my young characters being sexualized, so much so that I've restrained myself from making cute nommish things many times already, knowing that some pedo is going to ignore the fact that it's meant to be clean and comedic and post some drool-soaked comment about how there need to be more "cute little girl preds" and that they'd "love to see more kink stuff with her". :| Yeah, I find it a very positive sign for FA's userbase that no one has crossed that line on this site yet, but Eka's is... ugh. As many nice people are there, and as nice as it is to have a basic forum to go to where no one looks at you funny for having a gallery full of soft vore, it is true the site has a higher creep concentration (and they absolutely allow things that, in the U.S., are SUPER illegal to have... child porn... ;-;). So yes, you guys, there are some things posted here and on my DA and Weasyl that I just... don't post on Eka's due to them involving children. Even though it's clean, and I'll openly say it's clean in the description, tags, title... Still happens.
So yeah... these are things I had to put somewhere. I just had to say it openly to have it out there, and to address my feelings on the matter. Just never addressing it and never forming these discomforts into words was just horrible to my psyche. Hopefully I might get a little more courage to try the things I've been stinting due to these fears after this. Who knows. I doubt the people responsible for these things would ever find this wall o' text, but... I guess now, if someone jumps to a conclusion without reading the basic info, or conflates something I've made with something completely different, it'll sort of be on them now, and not killing me with shame and fear. I'm always fighting these emotions in my life anyways. A little less of them would be nice and balancing.
Well, for most of the people coming across this journal it doesn't really apply... feel free to ignore if you don't feel like reading my huge word-chunks. ;w;
ART BLOCKISH THING (throw ideas at me)
Posted 9 years ago:U I don't know for sure if it counts as art block, but I have the motivation to draw but cannot grab onto an idea I want to draw enough.
Please toss your (preferably SFW) ideas at meh. XD
One might stick!
Chances are higher if your idea is made of delicious, delicious toffee pudding. >u<; It sticky.
Please toss your (preferably SFW) ideas at meh. XD
One might stick!
Chances are higher if your idea is made of delicious, delicious toffee pudding. >u<; It sticky.
Working on cleaning up late gramma's things..
Posted 9 years agoc:> Well, Mom and I have got to do it sometime, and with her old house in the process of being fixed up we can't bear to think of one of the workers accidentally breaking pieces of her collection.
I'll be spending the rest of the day cleaning up and sorting a large portion of these things--ceramic and china figures, for the most part, collected for decades and mostly animal-themed. I'd also be very happy to know where they came from, what era, their value today, a maker, or any information you guys might have. I'll be posting up some photos of the beauts soon so let me know if you have any insider knowledge. >u<;
I'll be spending the rest of the day cleaning up and sorting a large portion of these things--ceramic and china figures, for the most part, collected for decades and mostly animal-themed. I'd also be very happy to know where they came from, what era, their value today, a maker, or any information you guys might have. I'll be posting up some photos of the beauts soon so let me know if you have any insider knowledge. >u<;
Taking a few commissions! ^u^
Posted 9 years agoI have yet to reform my pricelist, but it's going to generally be made more succinct, with a lot of things remaining the same. So I figured I'd open a few slots for the month of January and start the new year with some more art. ^u^
For this opening it's all traditional:
Sketches are $6--Colored sketches are $12--Full Drawings are $30--and Full Paintings are $40!
I'll have these here slots:
SLOT 1--Reserved.
SLOT 2--
Prowler7
SLOT 3--OPEN
I've not got other work this year so it's going to be quite fast turnaround. :D Which makes it extra-good for you guys!
Ask if you've got questions--I'll do my best to answer them! ^^
For this opening it's all traditional:
Sketches are $6--Colored sketches are $12--Full Drawings are $30--and Full Paintings are $40!
I'll have these here slots:
SLOT 1--Reserved.
SLOT 2--
Prowler7SLOT 3--OPEN
I've not got other work this year so it's going to be quite fast turnaround. :D Which makes it extra-good for you guys!
Ask if you've got questions--I'll do my best to answer them! ^^
Weight Off of Shoulders (good personal news)
Posted 9 years agoAs many of you probably already know from talking to me and following my updates, I'd been purposefully keeping this account secret from my Deviantart main account. I post ALL of my account here, including things like macro/micro and vore... and this secrecy was especially because of the vore. This has been because of fears I'd end up being persecuted and also ruin my relationship with one of my closest family members. I had previously thought him to be among the super-vorarephobic crowd due to finding (justifiably) disturbing content that was vore-related early on in learning what it was and then developing a deep dislike of it...
But it seems he found my alternate Deviantart account through the Kyogre drawing. And when he brought it up to me during the first day of the Christmas home visit, I just felt so awful for a few seconds. I thought I was going to lose my family to something I couldn't control... Seriously, it was like those cheesy, clichéd anecdotes--it "felt like hours" even though it was probably only seconds between the start of the sentence and the end. It turns out... while he did have a period where vore as a whole freaked him out very badly, this was basically because the very first vore things he found were... on the far end of creepy and gross (even by vorarephile standards X'D) and since then he's come around to the idea that there's variety, and not all of it disturbs him.
Very conveniently, he only is freaked by the deathy stuff, which means on noms art we actually have more in common than I believed. XD I was a-worried all for naught, but being so mistaken doesn't feel so bad. I am relieved of a great deal of stress and the fear of judgment I carried for years. I still won't fuse the accounts since I do think of the watchers on my main there are probably at least one or two people who are distressed by the content, so I would not want to suddenly introduce it there in great quantity... I may have a Q&A on my main asking if anyone would be disturbed with a handful of the most story-heavy ones being reposted, but mostly it will stay here. ^w^;
This is... possibly the strangest Christmas present I've ever gotten. But it's a good one.
Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, and all those other glorious, glorious winter solstice-y holidays, everyone. ^u^
But it seems he found my alternate Deviantart account through the Kyogre drawing. And when he brought it up to me during the first day of the Christmas home visit, I just felt so awful for a few seconds. I thought I was going to lose my family to something I couldn't control... Seriously, it was like those cheesy, clichéd anecdotes--it "felt like hours" even though it was probably only seconds between the start of the sentence and the end. It turns out... while he did have a period where vore as a whole freaked him out very badly, this was basically because the very first vore things he found were... on the far end of creepy and gross (even by vorarephile standards X'D) and since then he's come around to the idea that there's variety, and not all of it disturbs him.
Very conveniently, he only is freaked by the deathy stuff, which means on noms art we actually have more in common than I believed. XD I was a-worried all for naught, but being so mistaken doesn't feel so bad. I am relieved of a great deal of stress and the fear of judgment I carried for years. I still won't fuse the accounts since I do think of the watchers on my main there are probably at least one or two people who are distressed by the content, so I would not want to suddenly introduce it there in great quantity... I may have a Q&A on my main asking if anyone would be disturbed with a handful of the most story-heavy ones being reposted, but mostly it will stay here. ^w^;
This is... possibly the strangest Christmas present I've ever gotten. But it's a good one.
Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, and all those other glorious, glorious winter solstice-y holidays, everyone. ^u^
