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Posted 6 years ago✨Hey guys,
I'm looking to do some Ko-Fi half-body pieces!
5 ko-fis for half-body lined & shaded. (That's $10 off!! :>)
http://Ko-Fi.com/Xephyrss
DM me here with details! Payment required upfront! Thank you!! 💕No Subject
Posted 8 years agox_______x help out?
Posted 8 years ago if anyone is interested in helping me afford a place to live/medication/phone bill, commissions are always open . prices can be found on my price sheet in my gallery [ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21705295/ ]. more recent examples can be found on my deviantart, xephyrss (which is where all my nonfurry art gets posted).
as a bonus, uh.. no charge for 1 extra character?
send me a note or my email is listed on my price sheet.
pls. ): [tw] just needed a place to vent
Posted 8 years agoi need a place to vent away from the rest of the world.
i can't sugarcoat it - i've been beating my skin until i bruise. today i carved lines into my legs with scissors. i made it 2 years without harming and yet here i am.
i've ruined everything i've ever worked for, and i will likely continue to ruin everything i try to work towards.
i'm sinking and can't get back out this time.
i got a job; moving the stress away from money should help. it doesnt help. it's lonely, unrewarding.
i don't want to be back on medication but all these things that should be helping - working, drawing, eating well, video games, dnd... nothing.
i'm scared im going to live the rest of my life in this misery.
nothing is rewarding. nothing is fulfilling. nothing is fixing this hell in my own head. i can't get out.
i just want out. out of this feeling. out of this pain. out of this life.
i can't sugarcoat it - i've been beating my skin until i bruise. today i carved lines into my legs with scissors. i made it 2 years without harming and yet here i am.
i've ruined everything i've ever worked for, and i will likely continue to ruin everything i try to work towards.
i'm sinking and can't get back out this time.
i got a job; moving the stress away from money should help. it doesnt help. it's lonely, unrewarding.
i don't want to be back on medication but all these things that should be helping - working, drawing, eating well, video games, dnd... nothing.
i'm scared im going to live the rest of my life in this misery.
nothing is rewarding. nothing is fulfilling. nothing is fixing this hell in my own head. i can't get out.
i just want out. out of this feeling. out of this pain. out of this life.
Winter Break (Christmas, Commissions, Etc)
Posted 9 years agoI hope everyone's winter season is going well! I'm wrapping up school, which is why I've been lacking in the posting department (sorry!).
Now that school is over (for good!!) for me, I'm looking to get back into the swing of art. Also because I desperately am going to need money to pay for medication, phone bill and moving out - I have ~2 months to get together enough before I'm being kicked out, basically. So, if anyone's interested, or knows anyone who's interested or anything at all whatsoever, please let me know. Because it's the holiday season I'm willing to work out deals for anyone who commissions me something $10 or more!
I am aiming to do a lot more streaming, now that I'll have the chance to breathe, at least for a little while, so keep your eyes open for those too!
Love you all dearly, merry Christmas!
Now that school is over (for good!!) for me, I'm looking to get back into the swing of art. Also because I desperately am going to need money to pay for medication, phone bill and moving out - I have ~2 months to get together enough before I'm being kicked out, basically. So, if anyone's interested, or knows anyone who's interested or anything at all whatsoever, please let me know. Because it's the holiday season I'm willing to work out deals for anyone who commissions me something $10 or more!
I am aiming to do a lot more streaming, now that I'll have the chance to breathe, at least for a little while, so keep your eyes open for those too!
Love you all dearly, merry Christmas!
send love and good vibes
Posted 9 years agoI'm in a really big slump, and life - school, work, and moving soon - is overwhelming.
please send good vibes. <3
if anyone has any suggestions to break a drawing slump, i'm all ears.
please send good vibes. <3
if anyone has any suggestions to break a drawing slump, i'm all ears.
Sometimes it frustrates me...
Posted 9 years agoTo spend my money on what I think is a good cause & will be all good karma my way ...
Then find out it wasn't used for it's original purpose of necessity, but instead wasted on unwarranted selfish purchases.
Then find out it wasn't used for it's original purpose of necessity, but instead wasted on unwarranted selfish purchases.
breathe
Posted 9 years agonote to self: just remember to breathe.
