You know what FA? I don't care if you don't really don't wanna take or read my shit. And I was going to write this huge thing about what I'm feeling right now. Like a huge thing on everything that I feel upset about right now and how it makes me feel, and how I see life and all the things I can see coming in the future. And so much crap. But the only line I can come up with now that I'm at my computer is really short.

I'm just sad.

HEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyy guyzzz

Just wanted to let you al know that IVE GOT A LOTTA STUFF TO UPLOAD YAAAYYYYY~~

Like A LOT of stuff im not even joking

ALso this otter --->  wydran is the KOOLEST GUY EVER EVEN KOOLER THAN ME YO

(tee hee guess who's on el prez's account when I'm not supposed to beeeee :3 )

I couldn't help but join in a raffle and you should too! There's some really awesome art from  SkaiLunatic!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/111...../#cid:72676181

Now go watch her!

And on another note IMMM BACKKKK!!!
Art will be uploaded soon.
As a side note, I'm using a different keyboard than usual to type and its A PAIN.

AND NOOOOWWW Im doing one of these (Geez couldn't I fit anymore random things into this journal? I dont want to post seperate journals though... but rlly go enter that raffle)

Yeah just comment and Ill do this:

Post a comment and this will happen

1. Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your FA page for 20 seconds.
2. Tell you a color you remind me of.
3. Tell you an element I think you belong to. (e.g. water, fire, earth, air, etc.)
4. Tell you what character you remind me of.
5. Ask you a question, and you must answer.
6. Tell you something I like about you.
7. Tell you the object that is to the left of me.
8. Tell you what food/flavor/smell you remind me of.
9. Tell you to put this on your journal.

I'm just a whirlwind of on and not on FA yayyy

Thank you everyone who messaged me based on the last journal. Even if I didn't answer (prbly from exhaustion and other things) I really appreciate it it meant a lot to me.

I also wanted to ask you guys your opinion about colours vs sketch. Computer coloring with a mouse takes forever and I don't have the time and life's only getting busier so I was planning to upload alll my art after I ink it with pen and just scan and paste? I know that can get boring and stuff in my opinion but what do you guys think?

Thanks for being patient, all that free art? Yeah its coming, prbly outlined not colored but if you insist it in colours then ill do it :p

FINALLY I'm going on vacation for a week and won't have interwebs
I'm doing a lot of drawing at my cottage. So the free art will be outlined and ready but after that I want to draw a lot more.
If you want something specific (ie Draw Phalia sitting in a bedroom eating oreo cookies) just mention it. I'll do ANY character and of course all safe art. I'd prefer female characters but if you know anyone who wants their fursona done, or any other character of theirs let them knowwww or something. Or even if you want a second free art ya know.

I won't be able to check this after tomorrow so up until then pleassseee comment. I do gender bends too >8)

PHEW long journal is long. So yeah I hope everyone has had a good summer so far and will continue to have an even better one whether you're chilling at home, going places or working!

If anyone's on right now can you message me? Skype me maybe?

I'm in some deep white right now. I have never had it to this point and it's a bit scary.

ONE MORE THING ON PAINT.NET GOES WRONG AND I AM DONE.

Really anyone have a free program thats a bit better?
Have no clue whats going on, I was actually SAVING regularly on a huggee pic I was doing for a friend that returned to the interwebz again. It was actually really cool, she's a lizard so I got ALL the scales goin on, special eyes that were glittery and now paint.net is telling me that there is an error opening it, tried opening with other stuff like paint and it tells me that its an unsupported format... >8(
IT PRBLY CORRUPTED OR SMTHIN HHUURRGG

Okay Rage out. Hopefully my luck gets better. Ill be with you soon FA!
Just gotta push through the last bit of school! Whoo~

Just a reminder list for me.

I have to still do free art for 13 people. Wow. What have I done.
Those beautiful people include:

bluecayman, EJ-the-Hyena, ElliotShoe, FurryWolfe, Ilari_Ghostwing, KarnThunderHoof, sakuthehedghog801, sauerkraut, SoongDae, thewolf19, Werewolf_Leprechaun, and ZizixMP3

Phew Im gonna be updating this list for myself so I don’t add anymore people and that I dont forget anyone.
Almost ALL are drawn with a few exceptions. I just need to outline and colour, the later I like to do all at once on a single picture. Later I come back and get colour block where I just can't pick colours. Funny story, for you at least for me it was heartbreaking. I spent last Saturday outlining and colouring EJ's art. I was actually done it, in one go. I got the colours and outlining and everything I just needed my signature crappy background. But alas my 2 hour YouTube music video had ended and I just NEEDED to switch it. Trying to minimize the paint.net I accidently hit X. Thankfully the ARE YOU SURE? box came up and I clicked Cancel. At least I thought I did. In my panic of the box appearing and my mini heart attack that I almost lost everything, I managed to freak out and pressed don't save. When things like this happen I sit and stare at the screen for a while. Go into a happy place and tell myself that it did not just happen. When I faced reality, I began to beat myself up over it. I HAD IT DONNEEEEE.

Continuing my blabbing and extremely long journal:
(Rlly guys. I’m avoiding work and

Also promised Wydran something big. Another regret in my over cluttered art pile. XD

And I’m gonna have something done for Saturday too!

I've also started.. something else and it will be uploaded next week hopefully... at least a sketch cause *looks up* I owe lotsa of people lotsa art.

If your still here and you're still reading, (and hopefully you aren't squeamish) I'm going to tell you what just happened. Nothing FA related just a little peek into my life. Lots of school and I manage to book my cottage ^^. Really looking forward to this summer and I’m still looking for a job :/ SO hard to find one where you’ve gone everywhere... twice. And today I managed to kill my big toe on my left foot. I’ve run into walls and managed to hurt my self before, or sometimes manage to roll off sofas and beds by accident but this brings a whole new level to the word klutz. I was walking. and I brushed my foot passed my leg. The end. Somehow I managed to rip a bunch of my toenail off, (Like the entire top half). I really have no clue how it happened. It took me a while to realize what I did. Really. I was WALKING and I managed to rub my foot against my pant leg. I’m a special one that’s for sure.

And btw Now I have my LEGIT brother on this site. I'll give you guys his username to watch him eventually, he just wants to get stuff ready and upload things, so support him O3O

HEY GUYS

JOIN MEEEEEE
https://join.me/327-689-393

STarted at 7 : 30

Goin till 10 : 00!!!!!

W000T!!! JOIN ANY TIME HOPE TO SEE SOME PEOPLE

Im colouring art and this is prbly A HORRIBLE IDEA with my crappy internet connection but... YOLO

ANOTHER JOIN ME W00T!!!!
This was updated at 6 30pm.



https://join.me/539-381-879

I have abunch of watchers that Im unsure if they are still active and so Id like just a comment on this to see this whose still on FA and who isnt.

anyone who's currently is watching me and answers here (unless I know you IRL then youll 100% get a pic if you comment or not) is gonna get a free pic done by HOPEFULLY the end of this weekend

[10:13:38 PM] Wydran: what about the RPG???
[10:13:46 PM | Edited 10:13:50 PM] Wydran: what would it even be about O_O
[10:13:51 PM] Thursday: O_O
[10:13:54 PM] Thursday: Poop
[10:13:56 PM] Wydran: WAT
[10:13:57 PM] Thursday: itd be about poop
[10:13:58 PM] Wydran: NO
[10:14:02 PM] Thursday: like a toilet adventure
[10:14:07 PM] Thursday: whee you get flushed
[10:14:12 PM] Wydran: PLZ DONT TELL ME THATS UR BACKUP PLAN
[10:14:14 PM] Thursday: and you make friends with poopies
[10:14:16 PM] Thursday: and stuff
[10:14:18 PM] Thursday: yes it is
[10:14:21 PM] Wydran: THATS SO NASTY
[10:14:23 PM] Thursday: This is official now
[10:14:30 PM] Wydran: IM GLAD WE LIVE IN THIS UNIVERSE
[10:14:34 PM] Wydran: WHERE THINGS WORKED OUT

I WANTED TO SEE YOUR REF SHEET BUT I COULDNT FIND IT

If anyones on like right now.

Like look at how long ago I posted this... ya know about 9 ish...

If your on message me thru FA I just wanna tak to people, feelin lonely, im being kicked off my computer so Ill be on my playbook all will work fine.

Ill be up probably till 11 checking and stuff.

Well looks like the reason for my stupidness is because Im now some mothacrappin heathen....

WOW. That was about the saddest thing I have ever heard.

Im... I dont know how I am but yeah.
Srry Ive been gone n stuff.

I dun know when ill be uploading and commenting and stuff anytime soon

SOMETHING HAPPENED!! I posted this journal.

trololol

SO my DA is dead to me, I never did like posting my art there. FA is really my art site, where my frineds and other people are. The thing is however, I do lots of art that isnt furry as well.

I see lots of people post selfies and ponies and random crap but I was wondering if you guys minded that I uploaded my human stuff all in scraps cause it aint furry related.

Just wanted to know whther A you cared or B if you minded.

Please let me know I want all your opinions!!

ALL YOUR OPINIONS ARE BELONG TO US!

EVERYONE KEEP IN MIND TORI TORI WHO HAS COME DOWN WIF CANCEROUS CELLS
We are all hoping you pull through Tori!!

(BTW THANKS TO DAVE FOR THIS INFO)













































































































































































IF YOU SCROLLED THIS FAR
either you need to make acomment
Or you need to know that Tori doesnt actually have cancer

Whats your name?
Im actually not used to being called my real name 8|
Though some people do call me that at school :P
Usually though I go with Phalia, or more often warf or sometimes odd nicknames like fish (that was the best one)

How old are you?
17

Where do you live?
…..JAPAN lol I wish
South Korea
LOL I WISH ON MY DEAR LIFE
No I live in Canada…

Ever been in love?
Maybe infactuation but nope never love
Im a forever alone type of person :P
Too weird to find my match

Marital Status?
….. I got an imaginary boyfriend?

Do you have a job?
Well, I work as a waitress when they call, but not often
Should go find a job but my life is busy as it is

Whats your best feature?
best feature……
O_O Oh gosh
Its not like I un think Im special but I don’t think I have anything that outstanding about me…..
Umm……… My finger knuckles

Are you happy with how you look?
Yup! Though my hair could be bit longer like before I cut it (WHY DID I DO IT?)

If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
To go back to the way I was before I got into highschool, where I was proud of every little thing I did even if it was something stupid. I thought I could do anything :P

Are you happy with your life?
Yeah, I guess. Like there will always be the people who want to screw things up but meh. They’re everywhere

Is there anything that would make it better?
CDs that actually didn’t lie about being dual layered and actually burned my pirated games.
That my bio teacher didn’t think that we are all going to get PHDs and major in medicine or biochemistry or become famous doctors and get 90s in all classes.
That I didn’t get a cavity each time I ate chocolate.
Small things like that, the list goes on XPP

Who is your best friend?
Best… friend.. those are two words that should never be put together. Cause no one is better than anyone else. That and Ive seen people argue over that title, not even including my opinion… its nasty

Where do you go to get your hair cut?
NOWHERE I HAVENT CUT IT IN 3827384623874 YEARS
No I get small trims to style it but haven’t got it ‘cut’ in like a lonnnggg time I dun even rememeber
Back to the question. Some polish lady who runs her store in her basement. Its actually REALLY nice. She tricked out the place and its so fancy. O_O

When is the last time you used a ladder?
……. like in game or real life
In a game? Theresia
In real life….. um.. never? I think like two years ago in a park. Im really the type of person that worries about accidents on those things so I don’t really climb them. Seriously, Im not kidding when I say two years since I was on a ladder.

What friend have you known the longest?
I have a friend Patty, or Patricia. Even though we don’t hang out much or talk too often, when we do awesomeness forms. We knew each other since I was I think like… 2months old? maybe like 9 months but still reallllyy long. I consider her the longest cause I have so many pictures of us as babies O_O

What are you wearing?
white socks, black yoga pants, a whit t-shirt with a black kitty on it that’s sitting and has a thought bubble with “>8(“ in it. Yes angry kitty is angry. OH and glasses if you count that.

Do you have any plans for today?
Its 11 pm. For the one hour left I plan to finish my chemistry project and then sleep. Or play on my ds and then sleep you know however I feel.

Anyone you want to see?
……. EVERYONE well almost all
THIS INCLUDES: TORI, DAVE, SARAH-SAN, EJ, and TYLER (YOUUUUU STAHHPPPP)
And KYRAN AKA WOLFIE CHAN WHO IS IGNORING US ALL
ALL OF YOU… YOUUUUUU ALL…. ._. I miss you guys

Have you ever lied to anyone about how you feel?
PFTTTT 24/7 man 24/7
Who hasn’t really?

How do you really feel?
PISSED OFF
But majorly happy 8)
I think this is something I can only get cause stuffs been happening and because of it Im coming to be more grateful and happier

Are you missing anyone right now?
Yeah a little bit
*COUGH*ALLYOUOTHERPEOPLE*COUGH*
And some others (family)

Whos the last person that Im'd you?
Wydran… he’s spamming me telling to do my work right now, but instead Im doing this

What does your last text say?
“and it's just gonna be with a few people”

That can be taken in so many ways….

Do you think your smart?
School wise? Average
Common sense wise? NO, I forgot what rain was the other day duurrr, was like wats dis stuff fallin from da skY???

What kind of mood are you in?
Melancholic kinda, and bored due to homework,
Mostly happy despite those two 8|
Just chillin right now, got food to look forward too, wanna feel upbeat so Im happy

Whos the most important person in your life?
Right now at this moment there are tow but I dun think me counts so Im gonna have to say someone whose been helping me with my issues and stuffs.

What would you do if you lost them?
Kill myself. Not kidding. I 100% would.

What super power do you want?
The super power to give super powers. LOL NO.
Umm… To do anything I want anonymously. You know like not invisible but no one would know who I was and they’d never figure out.

What do you want to know right now?
What my mark is in bio…. AND whether or not the mac n cheese in our fridge is expired

When is the last time you told someone to shut up?
At musical practice. NO ONE stops blabbing and we waste 15 – 45 minutes waiting for people to stop talking in order to hear instructions or continue with practice -____-

What was your 1st pet's name?
…. Mr. Fish (INTERESTING FACT: That was last year, the second was called Mrs. Fish, the third was Kisame and the last was theresia Mr. Fish was later renamed pedofish. Theresia died a week after we bought her cause it turned out she was sick when she was in the store GRR and I poisoned the rest accidently on Christmas eve. True story. WHOOPS)

What color is your room?
Peachy colour with many ugly smudges of pencil on it cause my hands are covered in pencil lead a lot. Though Im repainting it very soon to a bright green.

What time did you wake up this morning?
7:16 Got up late

Do you like energy drinks?
EW NO. Theyre just bad tasting.

What products do you put in your hair?
Shampoo? Sometimes conditioner?

What middle school did you attend?
Umm a regular one. Nothing interesting about it.

Name every state you have lived in?
Ontario?

Where was the last place you drove?
Down my street and over to the convenience store where I took 5 spaces to park and told my mom to get the milk fast cause a guy wanted to park and I wasn’t gonna repark. I don’t know how :P I never want to drive again, its freaky.

Ever been on a go cart?
yup like years ago though. Im talking 5 years ago.
Yesterday if you wanna count the video game world :P

Who is sitting next to you?
No one…. FOREVER ALONE
Like usual

Last funeral you attended?
Never gone to one
Which is kinda good

When is your mom's birthday?
August. Make her CDs every year with her fav music all decorated with marker.

When was the last time you saw your most recent ex?
TT^TTT HOW MANY TIMES… Im forever alone. I don’t have anyone not even ex’s.
Except on my chemistry tests when I get questions wrong. I have many “EX’S” there

How much cash is in your wallet?
PFFTTT $1.65
Im so rich

Do you balance your check book?
Dun have one, unless I do and dun know about it

What does your favorite hat look like?
I own one and one hat only, a black popcorn hat O_O Nothing special.

What kind of computer are you on?
My laptop, trustworthy and pretty decent in running things
Has all my pirating gear too!

I WILL SURVIVE!!!
Im still alive and posting something epic VERY SOON so stick around fro amazingly awesome project Im starting that Iwont give up on this time and I will dedicate all my free time to for now on and forward!

Anyway I have run into a small problem... FEMALES. THATS RIGHT. ALL YOU FEMALES OUT THERE. I have already enlisted my self , Tori and even Sarah-chan into roles in this ammmaaazing project but I have run into the problem that there are two roles not filled. Both of them EXTREMELY IMPORTANT and bothe being females. Anyone know anyone who I can drawl into this huge thing? Ill be drawing them a lot and n=both wear dresses. Unless a male wants to step forward to fill them in XP No seriously Im debating gender crossing at this point -___-

I hve to apologize for my rages... Honestly stuffs been going on with me, I got really workeed up tht day and posted a ragee journal...

Hopefully it will be the last and ONLY rage journal like that.
I again, Im sorry, I felt like I wanted someone to hear me...

I've been struggling but I guess Im not down yet. I just wish that everything will be dealt with and completely over soon.

Now here are some free hugs. .w.

People are unbelievably ugly on the inside. They'll use you, make fun of you, try to take every ounce of strength from you and continue to be in your life as if they are a fucking god. Some will even say they've done nothing wrong and others are just too stupid too even see what they're doing. I even know people who just go on by, giving you every good reason to brutally hate on them yet they say they will be there to very end. It kills me to think that I'm going to even SEE those people again. I hate it all and I hate people. I just can't take anymore bullshit from anyone else. Everyone tells me to stand up for myself, to stop being so timid yet all of of them are hypocrites.I learn to say no and yet people don't take it seriously cause its coming from me. The friend that's way too nice, the one that wouldn't dare to fight back. One that won't show anger.Can't anyone see??? Can't anyone see my anger?!?! I'm sick of being angry I'm sick of hating every thing I see and do I'm sick of resisting the urges I have to hurt myself
I wish I were alone in his world but I'm tired of feeling lonely

OKAY

IM GONNA START COMING HERE MORE OFTEN.

I have been away from the computer for a while and from FA even longer.
This is over due by otsss BUT thank you AND i REWALLY MEAN THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAST MONTH. And I forgot to turn caps lock off.... That shows my gratidude so much more!

Ive been having a hard time lately with a couple of things, mostly involving upcoming school and myself as a person. So Ive been steering clear of people and for that I do have to apologize. Ive been upset and its no reason to take it out on people who arent even involved. Im sorry.

Im gonna upload more art realllll soon. Prbly just rough right from the scanner, since I dont actually have a computer to outlline or colour with.

I really miss everyone here. ;U;

I love my friends *hugs*

...we celebrate with stupid hats and plastic plates!

It's weird to think seventeen years ago on this day I didn't exist O.o

Well here I am celebrating today that I managed to live a another whole year.
X)

I dont even know what to say. Wydran and I derpbhidfhntyrent derpin- at my place 83 DERRPP

Wydran: HEY EVERYONE THERE'S A PARTY AT EL PREZ'S HOUSE COME OVER GUUYYSSS!!!! XD

DID YOU KNOW
...Zalmon Richards House belonged to Zalmon Richards!

...I recorded this CD~! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/For_My_Thugz

...Colaz is a donut-shapped baked cookie made of wheat flour, butter, salt, leavening agent, and sugar. They are flavored with vanillin, cinnamon and cloves. A type of Confirmation biscuit, they are typical in Friuli and especially Carnia. Like a brasadé in Oltrepo Pavese during the nineteenth century, they are prepared for the sacrament of confirmation, tied with a ribbon, and used to decorate the confirmand's clothes. The biscuit surface is painted with egg yolk and decorated with colored confectionery. Pink or light blue ribbon is used. [1] It is listed in the Ark of Taste.

NE ANYONE WHO HAS WATCHED THE MELANCHOLY OF HARUHI SUZUMIYA.
Watch this it is EPIICCCC XDDD http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p46D.....eature=related

We have also just discovered an amazing new anime called Minami-ke.
THE MAIN CHARACTERS:
Chiaka is me
Kana is  wydran
Haruka is  werewolfleprechaun

it fits perfectly! XD

And Odin-sama as the CURRY FAIRY! BRAVO!