Hello my lovelies!!
School is about to start and I am very busy at the time being, as I learn how to get around the wonderful city of Louisville and how to school.
I will be doing A LOT of art, though whether I post it or not depends on the subject matter.
I don't have much time to chat online, but if I'm really close to you then I WILL make time for you!! <3
(You should know who you are!!)

Anyway so life is life, and I'll be back occasionally I promise.

Thats right guys I am taking some sketch commissions

Sketched bust shots will be $4
"chibi" will be $4
Torso up $7
And full body will be $10

Adding color will be an extra $2-$3

Here are some examples of a what my sketches will look like
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(also note that the sketches are not drawn in color, I just digitally enhanced them)

Here are some examples of what colored sketches look like
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(This is what a chibi will look like)
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my paypal is fibergal1[at]netscape.net

Thanks for lookin' doods!!

Hey guys, I sorta need badges for Honeydew.
I know plenty of people that draw amazing badges but I don't know whether they can really pull birds off. It's pretty tricky and I'm still pretty awful at drawing birds myself!

So uh, if you know any awesome badge artist that draw awesome avians let me know!

love
honey

I ate way too much today.
I need to learn how to dance and burn off all these carbs!
Ugh

In exactly 5 weeks I am moving out and will be starting Art school.
I am very excited about this, as the school I will be attending is my dream school. I'm absolutely in love with it.
However I'm feeling anxious until then. I'm just exhausted of waiting!

Just announcing that I really love
Such a wonderful amazing boyfriend ohman.
So handsome and smart uguu

Also is giving me dancing tips oh my goodness I can't wait to try them out gohohoho

EDIT: Why am I still awake

I'm just waiting for the explosion of AC pics.

btw I'm getting close to done with Hallows. WIP pics will be posted tomorrow

Hallows is nearly finished, right now I'm just doing the final details and lovin' every minute of it!
After I finish the head I will make the hand paws and then she's all done forever :3

Have I ever mentioned
How much I hate furring?
like not just a disdain but a burning HATE.
It's so nerve wracking for me and it really freaks me out just thinking about it.
I love the product in the end, I lov fixing up the suit and adding the final details, I love sewing the fur even. It's just the stupid pattern making!
I've never felt that I've been very good at it and even though I try my absolute best I still mess it up some how and have to glue in or sew in some extra fur where the pattern missed a spot.
I don't understand how that happens!
Also when I'm not furring I get all fixated on the flaws of it and just get all anxious. It's awful.
Anyone have any in depth tutorials or tips or just general advice to sooth my anxiety?
Sorry I'm being a cranky baby

Almost done furring Hallows.
oh my god yes.
The ending is neigh

I'm just feeling really dissatisfied with my art. I haven't really had a chance at all recently to WORK on anything. I feel really behind everyone and like a joke for some reason.
I've been trying to read art books, but every time I try to I just feel guilty and worthless and I put it down.
I know I've improved a lot since a year ago, but I still don't feel like it's enough, I absolutely detest everything I create. The only thing I sorta like is my use of colors, and even then it's still a mess half of the time.
I don't know maybe it's just some anxiety issues since I don't have the time to work on art since I'm so dead tired everyday after work.
I hate that I compare myself to other people, it's dumb, but I can't help but feel like a chump every time.

I'm sorry guys. I know it's unhealthy to think like this.

EDIT: Okay so I'm going to at least do 5 minute gesture drawings everyday, even if I don't have the time or energy to work on bigger projects I can at the very least make 5 minutes. I'm going to improve one way or another before I go to art school next year.

Okay guys so I'm gonna be gone until the 4th of June. I'm going to kings island with  minnie- and then I'm heading up to boston with Family.
Although I won't be on the computer, if you have my number and wanna chat you can text me!
Love you guys! See ya later!

Some one squirreled the fur away in the garage (???)
people are bonkers. That's such a weird place.

With that I'll be able to start furring her again and make some real progress!! YES!

Also during the summer, me and  minnie- will start to work on a Freyja costume.
I'm really excited I'm going to work super hard and we're gonna make it so sexy and oooohh man ehehe!!
I already have 2 yards of the fur we need, and we might order another couple of yards of the fur and some balaclavas.

meow meow

I'm getting all my fursuit stuff out so I can finally work on Hallows but the fur I used to make her has all gone missing!!
Thats 3 yards of DF long pile I really don't know where it could go. I mean it HAS to be somewhere but until then I can't work on hallows.
Ughhhhh

I can't afford to buy all that again.

EDIT:
By the way a lot of my other stuff is missing too, like I bought giant blocks of foam and all I can find is an old cut up 1" sheet.
This is super frustrating when people move around stuff and don't tell me where they put it. :I

EDIT #2: I was able to find ONE foam block, I know that I have more than that. I honestly feel like crying, it's so hopeless and stupid because I've been really looking forward to working on Hallows again. I love making fursuits and I haven't been able to work at all this year because I was just so stressed out. Now that I'm not I can't because someone misplaced my shit. It's a terrible feeling because I'm sure the fur is somewhere, just somewhere dumb. I'm NOT buying more fur, especially if it's still some where on my property, it's just pointless and a waste of money.

Eeeee I'm so excited!!!
only 2 days of high school left!!
plus me and  minnie- and  -alexx- get to hang out with  fennecboy who is super kawaii and I love him eee

After schools out I'm going to kings island then I'm going to go to Boston for a few days!
Then I basically work my ass off and earn a shit load of money at a factory.
THEN IT'S ART SCHOOL TIME

SHIT MAN SO READY FOR ART SCHOOL

I had a scary dream that the Joker was actually my father because he raped my mom and ughughu
Then he started to tell me I was too skinny and he tried to break my ribs. 8'c

On a lighter note, I love I love love love her forever!! <3

Ugh.
Just ready for this all to end.

Got a hair cut by the way.

Sorry guys just getting something off of my chest
I totally over reacted to something that I really shouldn't have
I had no right to go into a fit of rage because of something so ridiculously trivial.
I guess maybe it's because I'm sick or something but it's just so stupid.

I'm sick and this sucks aaaahhhh!!

I also miss  agnusdei really bad right now :c

I'm having a lot of dreams about rape and it's really freaking me out. Like I wake up emotionally troubled.
Ugh

Anyway, still really busy, but I miss you guys a lot. After this week I'll have time to chat and socialize again promise

Hey guys AP testing is coming up really soon here so I won't be able to dick around on the computer very much for a little bit.
I'll still occasionally be able to chat a little but not really converse or anything. I also won't really have time to work on art much except for tiny projects or doodles.
But don't worry, I'll have butt loads of free time after the 10th of May!
I love you guys so much thanks for all the support!

I'm in the process most of my art to my scraps.
So don't be alarmed!

Ughhgffhfhuu
I feel like deleting my gallery just because I'm ashamed of it.
But I know I will regret it. Ugh.

HELP MINNIE OUT!!




http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7829097/
So is taking commissions, because she's in roller derby and she loves it. Unfortunately she has to wear some borrowed skates and it really hurts her feet, so she needs to buy her own!
And her art is super cute guys oh my gosh.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7777663/

I mean just look at how amazing that is. It's freaking gorgeous.

Anyway guys please take a look at this. It would really mean a lot. She's a great artist and an even greater person.

http://fangcon.org/welcome

Hmmm not much info yet but it looks like it could have potential.
It's actually pretty close to where I am, so going shouldn't be a problem. I might as well! It could be really fun!

Anyway, thought I'd share, in case anyone was interested.