Fall Update 2022
Posted 3 years agoHello everyone,
I hope you all are having a great Fall season as well as a great Spooky Month. For those of you wondering where I was all this year; I apologize. I am currently trying to look for a permanent job and I am still searching for one up to this day. Do not worry, I am still online and active; but I am not as I was last year. Also because of job searching; I did not fulfill my promise to open and show commissions, so I apologize for that as well. I am planning to get a new phone with better storage soon so as soon as I find the time to do commissions again, I will try my best to do so. Also thank you all for helping me reach over 60 watchers! This really means a lot to me. Anyway, I hope you all have a great day/night, stay safe, and I will see y’all in the next Journal.
^w^
I hope you all are having a great Fall season as well as a great Spooky Month. For those of you wondering where I was all this year; I apologize. I am currently trying to look for a permanent job and I am still searching for one up to this day. Do not worry, I am still online and active; but I am not as I was last year. Also because of job searching; I did not fulfill my promise to open and show commissions, so I apologize for that as well. I am planning to get a new phone with better storage soon so as soon as I find the time to do commissions again, I will try my best to do so. Also thank you all for helping me reach over 60 watchers! This really means a lot to me. Anyway, I hope you all have a great day/night, stay safe, and I will see y’all in the next Journal.
^w^
50 Watchers Appreciation!
Posted 4 years agoHello everyone,
I hope you are all doing well today? I came here to say I can’t thank you enough for your support and helping me reach over 50 watchers on my FA page. Especially to all my friends on discord for helping me feel better when the times are down. I am currently working on a commission but after I finish that one I will reopen for commissions. Anyway I hope you all take care, stay safe, and thank you so much for all your support! ^w^
I hope you are all doing well today? I came here to say I can’t thank you enough for your support and helping me reach over 50 watchers on my FA page. Especially to all my friends on discord for helping me feel better when the times are down. I am currently working on a commission but after I finish that one I will reopen for commissions. Anyway I hope you all take care, stay safe, and thank you so much for all your support! ^w^
Name Poll for my Flareon OC
Posted 4 years agoHello Everyone, I hope you are all doing well. I came here to ask if y’all can help me with something? A little while ago I created my first PokeSona which was a Flareon. I completely forgot to name him! So I am gonna let y’all decide what should I name him, and pick the best name that suits him. Either than that I hope you all have a great day or night, and stay safe. ^w^
Rules Update 2021
Posted 4 years agoHello everyone,
- I am going to be sort of taking a break from discord and Telegram for a bit, I just want to be able to spend time with my family while I can and enjoy every moment of it. Also if you are under the age of 18 then please do not ask to dm me, I know I am a nice person to talk too but my parents are saying it’s against the law to do this. So again do not dm me if you are under the age of 18.
- My first PokeSona is here if you had not already checked it out. There will be more PokeSonas coming soonish.
- That’s about it for now, Have a great day and stay safe! :3
- I am going to be sort of taking a break from discord and Telegram for a bit, I just want to be able to spend time with my family while I can and enjoy every moment of it. Also if you are under the age of 18 then please do not ask to dm me, I know I am a nice person to talk too but my parents are saying it’s against the law to do this. So again do not dm me if you are under the age of 18.
- My first PokeSona is here if you had not already checked it out. There will be more PokeSonas coming soonish.
- That’s about it for now, Have a great day and stay safe! :3
Summer Update 2021
Posted 4 years agoHello everyone it’s Cole back it again for your spicy update! So here are my news and updates to get your summer sizzling up!
- I am closing my commissions for now, I am going to get a summer job in July for a month so until then, please don’t ask me for a commission, I will also be starting my first official job in August so commissions will be accepted but I won’t get them as done as soon as I see them.
- I was thinking about this now and I was thinking about changing my gamer name to Raizen Up, so if y’all think it’s a cool name I will consider changing it and leaving it at that name. I got that idea since I love the PC gaming company RAZER and their arsenal for Gaming Domination!
- Thats all the news I have for now, so if anything else comes to mind I will write another note. Either than that, have a great day or night, and stay safe! ^^
- I am closing my commissions for now, I am going to get a summer job in July for a month so until then, please don’t ask me for a commission, I will also be starting my first official job in August so commissions will be accepted but I won’t get them as done as soon as I see them.
- I was thinking about this now and I was thinking about changing my gamer name to Raizen Up, so if y’all think it’s a cool name I will consider changing it and leaving it at that name. I got that idea since I love the PC gaming company RAZER and their arsenal for Gaming Domination!
- Thats all the news I have for now, so if anything else comes to mind I will write another note. Either than that, have a great day or night, and stay safe! ^^
Great News; Spring Update 2021
Posted 4 years agoWell it's now officially Spring Time, a time for stinging insects, pollen on cars, and allergies. Im just kidding, Spring is a time for beauty, romance, and getting excited for everyone's next season - SUMMER!!!
I just received my first commissioner from a person named "~DaOlivia123". I saw his page and he does sfw and nsfw work, I accepted the offer and I am currently doing the commission as we speak. I am so EXCITED!!! >W< Also I will still keep my commissions for free, but if more people decide to come to me for commissions than I might raise up the price to a dollar or 50 cents. It just depends on how many people want to commission me.
I also have a pet the smol but mighty "~DracoArton" He sure is a cutie smol Derg~
Welp, I hope everyone is fine and dandy and staying safe during these hard times, Have a good day/night, stay safe, and Peace OUT! >:3
I just received my first commissioner from a person named "~DaOlivia123". I saw his page and he does sfw and nsfw work, I accepted the offer and I am currently doing the commission as we speak. I am so EXCITED!!! >W< Also I will still keep my commissions for free, but if more people decide to come to me for commissions than I might raise up the price to a dollar or 50 cents. It just depends on how many people want to commission me.
I also have a pet the smol but mighty "~DracoArton" He sure is a cutie smol Derg~
Welp, I hope everyone is fine and dandy and staying safe during these hard times, Have a good day/night, stay safe, and Peace OUT! >:3
21 WATCHES or sus accounts?
Posted 4 years agoWOW! I never though I would get over 20 watches on my FA Page, but I wonder if those people who just added me are bots or fake accounts? I never heard of some of the people that added me, I know one of them is an artist and is a real FA user. Anyway, I am still a little sad to be honest, most just because no one has commissioned me yet, and I am not receiving much love and I don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend yet. Most of y'all are telling me to hang in there but I am still finding little to no hope for me because I am not a normal person like y'all as you saw in my last journal. I am going to Jekyll Island, Georgia for my Spring Break Trip from 4/3/2021 to 4/11/2021 so If I am not active, its because I am doing something else or I am just enjoying my work free break while I can. My parents still don't trust Discord no matter how many times I have tried to convince them. I just feel lonely a lot of times, I just want to hug and cuddle with a irl furry one day if that is possible, that I have heard of - so if you are a stranger watching this, go tell someone else (no offence). I feel like a idiot telling other furries that I will visit them soon, but in reality that will never happen or won't happen for a long time. I am just lost irl in the fandom like an addiction of adding photos to my favorites page, or just wondering if I will ever see a furry user irl. I don't know but I hope you all have a great day, stay safe, and God Bless you All! ^^
Im Done! ;(
Posted 4 years agoI have been heartbroken again, you know what I don't think I belong in the fandom anymore, sure some people say nice things to me, but in the end I am always a loser and a lonely disabled person left alone in the dark forever! Everyone is just taking advantage of me for sex or something like that but that is not cool at all! Even when I am starting to get into somefur, they just break my heart by saying they can't be my love or they are already taken without telling me!!! If Furries actually cared for me, they would have sent me sorrowful messages and not just say "I'm sorry this has happened to you." So if anyone DM's me saying they just want to NSFW RP for my body, then I will block you immediately! 7 failed relationships is like going to a con and everyone is laughing at you and calling you offensive names that get into your skin! Now I have had some suicidal thoughts since I was 11 like jumping off a building and ending it and all. I still am considering suicide and all of you liars are ABSOBLUTELY NOT HELPING!!!! I am turning my Discord and all of my other social media contacts to "Ask Only" because I don't think I can trust anyone right now. I am sorry for this message to you all but I am in a state of serious mental pain!
MY HELL YEAR!!!!
Posted 4 years agoOkay, I am just having terrible luck for this shitty year! I got catfished again >:(!!! I received a notice from Georgia Tech and I did not get accepted into their college! I recently did a art commission to one of my friends (See my scraps for more) and I was really nervous and stressed if my friend was going to judge me in a mean way for doing it. However, nobody said anything about it, which was good. I have been so lonely, I just might give up on love for a long while if things come to worst. I just am a worthless person with Anxiety, ADHD, and all other disabilities that cannot be cured. I only wish I could make this world happy but I am not up for it. Sorry for downing myself and curing a lot but I am just so weak right now! All of y’all are so lucky to be accepted into the fandom but I am just a shadow that lurks and always dies whenever it gets dark. All of you are so lucky to get art from so many furries gifts, commissions, all of that. Even when I see an art raffle pop up on my notifications, no matter how many times I enter, I never get picked or I don’t have an OC that can seem gleaming to me and everyone else. Maybe I should give up the fandom, roleplaying, or art in general if this keeps up! ;(
Anyway I am going to start volunteering at a hospital soon and I just joined a drag racing team for a Nitro Chevy S10. So those are the good things that have happened this year. I am also going to look into a new career center/college to see if they can help me out or not. I hope you all have a good day, stay safe and I will write to yall later!
Anyway I am going to start volunteering at a hospital soon and I just joined a drag racing team for a Nitro Chevy S10. So those are the good things that have happened this year. I am also going to look into a new career center/college to see if they can help me out or not. I hope you all have a good day, stay safe and I will write to yall later!
MY HELL YEAR!!!!
Posted 4 years agoOkay, I am just having terrible luck for this shitty year! I got catfished again >:(!!! I received a notice from Georgia Tech and I did not get accepted into their college! I recently did a art commission to one of my friends (See my scraps for more) and I was really nervous and stressed if my friend was going to judge me in a mean way for doing it. However, nobody said anything about it, which was good. I have been so lonely, I just might give up on love for a long while if things come to worst. I just am a worthless person with Anxiety, ADHD, and all other disabilities that cannot be cured. I only wish I could make this world happy but I am not up for it. Sorry for downing myself and curing a lot but I am just so weak right now! Anyway I am going to start volunteering at a hospital soon and I just joined a drag racing team for a Nitro Chevy S10. So those are the good things that have happened this year. I am also going to look into a new career center/college to see if they can help me out or not. I hope you all have a good day, stay safe and I will write to yall later!
Frusterating News/Depression
Posted 4 years agoHey Everyone this is my second Journal but its not going to be all rainbows and cupcakes so if you don't want to hear this I suggest you leave NOW!
- I just feel so GODAMN Frustrated. I was talking to another furry by the name of ~accgaming17 . We started off chatting and roleplaying, but then we sort of went to NSFW for a week or two and then after that. I felt that he was my chosen one. Even though he told me he was taken, I did not care as I continued to do NSFW Roleplay with him. But then the biggest news came to me and for a second I was lifeless when he told me his actual age was 17 not 18!!! He FUCKING Lied to my face! After that we discontinued roleplaying for a bit and still up to this day! I also have another Furry who I thought was my love by the name of ~aceblaire . But its almost been a month, I know she told me that she was depressed and all but I feel that she is off with someone else. I don't know. Maybe I should lay off on dating furries for a bit, after I am going to have to start volunteering at a Hospital soon and then think if I want to go to Georgia Tech Excell. Anyway my Birthday is on March 4th, I will try to get another OC in but if I can't, then I guess it will have to wait. I appologize for cursing in this but I don't know how else to explain this!!!!!
- Anyway I hope you all have a great day and stay safe.
- I just feel so GODAMN Frustrated. I was talking to another furry by the name of ~accgaming17 . We started off chatting and roleplaying, but then we sort of went to NSFW for a week or two and then after that. I felt that he was my chosen one. Even though he told me he was taken, I did not care as I continued to do NSFW Roleplay with him. But then the biggest news came to me and for a second I was lifeless when he told me his actual age was 17 not 18!!! He FUCKING Lied to my face! After that we discontinued roleplaying for a bit and still up to this day! I also have another Furry who I thought was my love by the name of ~aceblaire . But its almost been a month, I know she told me that she was depressed and all but I feel that she is off with someone else. I don't know. Maybe I should lay off on dating furries for a bit, after I am going to have to start volunteering at a Hospital soon and then think if I want to go to Georgia Tech Excell. Anyway my Birthday is on March 4th, I will try to get another OC in but if I can't, then I guess it will have to wait. I appologize for cursing in this but I don't know how else to explain this!!!!!
- Anyway I hope you all have a great day and stay safe.
First Journal/Birthday Announcement
Posted 4 years agoHello everyone and welcome to my first FA journal!
So I apologize for anyone who is wondering why I don’t say anything, it’s because I have to plan my irl future; college, jobs, living independently, and all that stuff!
My social media is getting shut down by my family because they want me to talk to real people and not just some people who parents are say are fake or pervs or old men. Even though I try to reason with them they just won’t listen to me. I do have a Telegram now with the same name as my FA name so just copy and paste it and you will be good to go!
In other words it’s almost my 19th Birthday! It’s going to be on March 4th. I am trying to get another OC down before then, but it’s hard because I am still trying to find a irl job. So if I don’t get it before that day I will just make one later.
Anyway I hope all of you have a great day, stay safe, and until next time. God Bless you all!
So I apologize for anyone who is wondering why I don’t say anything, it’s because I have to plan my irl future; college, jobs, living independently, and all that stuff!
My social media is getting shut down by my family because they want me to talk to real people and not just some people who parents are say are fake or pervs or old men. Even though I try to reason with them they just won’t listen to me. I do have a Telegram now with the same name as my FA name so just copy and paste it and you will be good to go!
In other words it’s almost my 19th Birthday! It’s going to be on March 4th. I am trying to get another OC down before then, but it’s hard because I am still trying to find a irl job. So if I don’t get it before that day I will just make one later.
Anyway I hope all of you have a great day, stay safe, and until next time. God Bless you all!