love brings nothing but pain and misery to me now......such a stupid emotion......

at least we can be friends still...i hope.....v.v.....sigh..........shouldnt have left her..........i feel crapy again......... wolfaurora......i hope he keeps you happier....than i ever could............http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JByD.....OQ&index=1

Why is it that love makes everything more complicated/ difficult v.v sigh.....my heart tells me one thing...while,my mind says another...then theres the influences of other people and things....ugghhhh *slams head onto desk* @.@ and it leaves me with a question....of who am i?....and what do I truly want?

going to leave here.....and try to see aurora after school....just to talk as friends....and if she wants hang out we will head to fun spot for the day...i dont wana date her....i just wana be on good trems again as friends.....and apologize for the way ive acted...........if not then i guess ill just go back home as hang with leann or other friends....either way gtg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gwx4iTRLXG8

so.....leanns not the same person i know anymore v,v and to be honest...things don't seem to be working out to well, with her being angry and smoking all the time v,v she doesnt make me happy....and i feel like i saw better off with kyra..... -sigh- and the fact still remains....i miss  wolfaurora even after the things we have done to each other......idk what do do anymore...... people say she treated me wrong, heck my mom even threatened to kick me outta the house if i went back with her........v.v....i....i was afraid to go back...so i burned my connection.....and tried my best to forget her....but all has failed.......in truth.....she might have been bad for me..but i dont care...because she was my best in my eyes......and.....now i know why...she got a song stuck in my head.......so one day......just maybe....we can learn to love again.....night

In the end,.after the fire kills all in its path...it looks back..wondering..if what it did..what it burned was the right thing to do....*sigh* I know one thing for sure...I moved on from my ex, and started dating taiyo.....I thought it would help end the pain...but now it just lingers in the back of my mind...after all the pain, the lies, the betrayal. I still miss her as a friend....idk what to do still...but I know one thing for sure, eventualy every fire goes out...

blah blah blah going to work X3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4454725/

go heres

Was at megacon this sunday with taiyo <3 hehe had so much fun..so many pictures @.@ glad kyra didn't show up there....my friends would have tried beated her to a pulp..which would have ruined my day a little, anyways tag meh if ya got any pics! X3 ty

universal tomorrows with friends :3 if anyone wants to come with let me knows and we can meet ups!

cant makes it this year sadly due to work, moneys, not having a room, and other issues <3

someone to talk to, someone to care, and someone who will helps :3 thas me nows

ive been doing all the things i could think of to keep the drama level low and fixed everything i broke as far a s i know......jw if any other furs have suggestions on stuff i could do for hers still? <3 ty

idk y....hehe just cause i guess :3

and im ready to do everything i can to fix whats broken...and make things right again :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4304737/

let go people, move MOVE MOVE!!!!!!

so i cant review one because it will get reported...

and i cant review the other because hes a close friend of mine....man he needs the credit though...he does insanely good work for normal prices....

o wells...nothing i can do...cant wait till i get everything redone <3

http://www.floridafurs.com/node/559 <---- go there fur more infos!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eRK9.....fT1Lvf70WJd0OQ

my room/club zone/move area

W.I.P.

almost done cleaning the area out...next is to move my lights around, get the couch in and work on the projector hopefully :3

cool comic thingy!!! X3 go nows!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4198592/

yes yes...i knows...im 20 nows!!! isnt it scary @.@ hehe anyways cant wait to spend the day with my mate <3

hehe tomorrows my birthdays!!! hehe cant believe im going to be 20! where has the time gone? X3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4119284/

go nows!

X3 i gona be 20 soons >.< i feels old now...


lol ya thas all....feeling old...but im stills excited that the holidays are here <3 i love Christmas....

but i love my mate auroras more <3 hehe

Elliot's Fall Festival was so much funz!!!!! hehe ^.^