Yes my back is still sorta out.. its better but still hurts if I sit or stand for more then an hour (unless I take a few of my happy pills). I was told it'd take about a yr for my back to get better. So I'm downsizing my commissions to only 2 at a time the turn around time for them will be undetermined. Also I'm taking classes, finally workin 40hrs a wk, workin on a poster pack for 'Third Heaven' to sell at my fav bar, and also workin on starting up my comic third heaven, plus takin my daughters father to court cuz I'm tired of him n his new wife verbally and mentally abusing me for shits and giggles, and I"m going on vacation soon (without interent so a real vacation lol) so like I said a whole whopping pile of shit is goin on here. so thank you to everyone who watches and commissions me for they're love and patince. I'll hopefully upload a few more things here soon but I'm tryin to take everything slowly as it comes at me.

Yes I'm alive but my back is still out, I did everything the doc said and its still just as bad so now I get stronger pain meds! yay. Again to my commissioners yes I am working but it is slow cuz sitting hurts my back. I will get them done and thank you for being patient! THANK YOU SO MUCH! A quick note the Free 'fribi' chibi's are no longer available for every commission, only on commissions 30$ or more! My next sale will be in JULY so look for that! But I must return to my couch now and take some relaxors while watchin Deadliest warrior. AGAIN THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE.

OK I just want to let everyone know I am still going to do commission threw my back injury for at least the next 2wks unless it gets worse. I'm only spending an hr or so a day sitting at the computer so as not to strain my back so I'll be getting out CG commissions slower then normal. Thank you for your patience n hopefully my day job doesn't screw me over and put me on disability for makin me work too hard >.< Also I'll be highly medicated so ya that will slow work down as well again I'm sorry and I will be able to do commission work!

Commissoin form here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/727418/

you need to fill one out for me do consider the commission.

FREE CHIBI'S HERE UNTIL MAY 23RD!
YES you can still recieve a free chibi with any purchased commission until may 23rd UNLESS there are a great demand for it then I will extend the free-ness of the chibi's!

I have now come up with a form to fill out for commissions to make it I guess easier for ppl! and I've realized maybe everyone doesn't want a chibi (crazy ppl lol) so there is a chibi option now!
_________________________________________________________
FORM:

Type of commission:
Character name:
Character Description:(age, fav things, personality, etc)

Character Ref Pictures:(if possible @ least 1 colored pic)

Picture theme:
____________________________________________________
[FILL OUT ONLY IF YOUR COMMISSION IS OVER $30]
Would you like a free chibi? YES [ ] NO [ ]
Character you'd like for the free chibi:
Chibi discription:(if different from commissioned character)

Chibi ref Pics:(if different from commissioned character)
___________________________________________________

Paypal account:
Email Address:
________________________________________________________

No sales this month sorry T_T
~sizer <3

Yes my 10% off sale is over seeing as how it is now MAY! Give me tell tomarrow and I'll have a new sale for this month I just need to come up with it lol!

FREE CHIBI'S ARE STILL HERE UNTIL MAY 23RD!
YES you can still recieve a free chibi with any purchased commission until may 23rd UNLESS there are a great demand for it then I will extend the free-ness of the chibi's!

I have now come up with a form to fill out for commissions to make it I guess easier for ppl! and I've realized maybe everyone doesn't want a chibi (crazy ppl lol) so there is a chibi option now!
_________________________________________________________
FORM:

Type of commission:
Character name:
Character Description:(age, fav things, personality, etc)

Character Ref Pictures:(if possible @ least 1 colored pic)

Picture theme:
Would you like a free chibi? YES [ ] NO [ ]
Character you'd like for the free chibi:
Chibi discription:(if different from commissioned character)

Chibi ref Pics:(if different from commissioned character)

Paypal account:
________________________________________________________

so thats all I can think of for right now I'll update tomarrow on anything I come up with.
~sizer <3

YES TODAY IS THE LEFT TO RECIEVE 10% OFF ANY COMMISSION!

HURRY IN! I've got 9 slots left Fill up those slots and get some good art for less before this deal disappears!!!

I am giving away free chibi's with ANY commission purchased threw May 23 2009!! So get them while they are hot, hot, hot!

_______________________________________________________
Also in my specials for the month I am giving 10% off all april commission purchases in celebration of my boyfriend's birthday! Sharing the happiness!

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Since the commission tab is down I've posted prices and other tid bits of information. Also my commissions are currently limited to 1 character per commission currently ('pets' and little fairy critters are ok though) and NO male characters except for fembois. unless its a chibi commission.

Turn around on pics should be pretty quick bout 1wk waiting period.

~<3 Sizer!!

YES ONLY 5 DAYS LEFT TO RECIEVE 10% OFF ANY COMMISSION!

HURRY IN! I've got 9 slots left plus a few on a waiting list! Fill up those slots and get some good art for less!

I am giving away free chibi's with ANY commission purchased threw May 23 2009!! So get them while they are hot, hot, hot!

Also in my specials for the month I am giving 10% off all april commission purchases in celebration of my boyfriend's birthday! Sharing the happiness!

Since the commission tab is down I've posted prices and other tid bits of information. Also my commissions are currently limited to 1 character per commission currently ('pets' and little fairy critters are ok though)

Turn around on pics should be pretty quick bout 1wk waiting period.

~<3 Sizer!!

YES YOUR WILDEST DREAMS HAVE COME TRUE!

I am giving away free chibi's with ANY commission purchased threw May 23 2009!! So get them while they are hot, hot, hot!

Also in my specials for the month I am giving 10% off all april commission purchases in celebration of my boyfriends birthday! Sharing the happiness!

Since the commission tab is down I've posted prices and other tid bits of information. Also my commissions are currently limited to 1 character per commission currently ('pets' and little fairy critters are ok though)

Turn around on pics should be pretty quick bout 1wk waiting period.

~<3 Sizer!!

For right now this is what the prices will be at until the commission tab is up and running again. And I know run monthly specials soo keep an eye on the 'SPECIALS' area.

Sketch:
Bust:$8
Waistup:$10
Fullbody:$15 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2214971/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2214945/

Flat colors: (style)>ttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/2218909/
Bust:$15
Waistup:$20
Fullbody:$30

CG Painted:
Bust:$22
Waistup:$32
Fullbody:$45 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2214928/

Chibi:$10
Fribi Chibi: $5 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2218909/

EDIT:
*I not draw hentai/porn or giant robots. and For now I am refusing to draw male characters seein as how I want to practice them first.

*I will draw furry, human, fantasy, MALE CHIBIs

[center]SPECIALS!!
*first commission will get 20% off their picture
*For the rest of April all commissions accepted will get 10% off the purchase!
*With a purchase of a commission (except chibi commissions)you will receive a free chibi!

*any questions please note me! or comment[/center]

Yes I am now lured to twitter, for no real apparent reason besides to see what the heck is up with it. I'll be using it for art updates and random life complaints...so...GO FOLLOW ME!!! you know you want to...come to the dark side muwahahaha

my twitter page> http://twitter.com/SuicideSizer

lol well I am still around I've just been sick for like the last week and was trying to plan my "valentines" date (we really did it on the 13th cuz we hate the whole valentines idea) been sketchin and stuff when I'm not feeling like all high on medicine lol

I've always been a huge fan of alice in wonderland, since I was little. Then the american Mcgee came out and it was awesome and then I finally read the original book with the orignal drawings and it was like Uberly awesome-o and I wanted to create a dark comic in my own wonderland (didn't really pan out cuz I am lame with comics). When I started out drawing "Follow the white rabbit" I didn't even realize tell I was almost done the implication of the wonderland setting. But now I am thinking maybe this could be fun (though I am sure already overdone!) I am thinking of doing a series of pictures (mature -to- adult related) of Josephine (my white rabbit) in her Wunderland. I've already got some ideas (pretty basic since they just came to me):

1. the Catapillar // mature : hooka DONE
3. March hare, madhatter and the mouse // adult : molest
9. The lion and the unicorn // adult : double pen
10. The inventor // adult : bondage and toys

some I'm kicking around but don't quiet know what to depict in the picture are:
4. the gryphon
5. the queen of hearts // adult : lesbian?
8.tweedle dee and tweedle dum // adult : threesome?
6. the jabberwocky
7.The flower garden // adult : tentecal?
2.The Duchess // adult : Herm?

I was thinking it would make a cool limited edition portfolio to sell, though with the amount of pictures they may only be sold in sections IDK yet. I'd like to hear if anyone thinks this is a good idea to let me know and if you have any other ideas to add or help with that'd be awesome too!

~Sizer

Yes I have attempted something adult. I would welcome help and tips if anyone has them cuz this genere is for some odd reason insanely hard (prolly cuz I suck at drawing 2 or more ppl interacting) So yea hopefully if I learn and get a little more practice I will offically expand my commissions to adult themed work as well. but for now I think I need practice.

~sizer

Ok I have like a question and I wanted to see what everyone thought.

"which style would be prefered if I were to start drawing adult related work?"

style A: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1912063/

Style B: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1882324/


So just comment with what you think. Cuz I've been trying its hard but I think I'll get it. I've been leaning towards Style B cuz style A always makes ppl look between the ages of 5-10yrs old (at least thats what I think) Let me know what you think and I still have commission slots open for anyone who is interested.

~<3 sizer

Yes my commissions are open and I have a few slots on a waiting list as well! They've been open for a few days now and I just thought I'd send out a journal to everyone so everyone knows. I'm also working on learning to 2 some adult rated work, its just hard 4 me I guess so if anyone has tips please drop by and let me know! Anyways heres a quick rundown of commission information:
sketch 15$
inked (digital inking or tradtional) 20$
digital 35$
multimedia tradtional colors 40$

I only except paypal payments at the moment


For more information and examples please look under my commission information. Please note me if you are interested and we can set something up<3

Thank you everyone who watches me!

ok well except for the hour cut, its starting to look up but I don't want to jinx myself! I got the scanner working I just downloaded a new driver and saved it to my portable usb so I'll always have it and not have to worry about a disk. I still got net which is a blessing and a curse, a blessing cuz I get to look at art and communicate with friends who I can't call, and a curse is cuz I tend to plant myself at the computer if I'm not at work >.< But my commissions are open I'm not expecting a flood of them cuz I know everyone gots money probs but they are there and I'll work on getting a digi sample up!

Well I bought myself and adapter and now I get internests at home!!! yay, BUT guess what, I can't find the disc for my scanner, though I'm sure I already put it on my computer its not showing up so I can't scan now >.< and I've searched everywere for that dang disc, but I've had a horrible day so I'm prolly too upset to look for it. I'm going to open commissions, cuz of course they are cutting hours at my job and of course they cut the one and only person who has a young child and needs the money for food and bills and the medical for her child down to part time so she loses her medical and won't be able to afford as much food as is needed (I"m talking about me of course LOL) Sometimes I wonder why I bust my ass at a job that doesn't even want to even use my skills in anyway or how. Plus it doesn't help I quit smoking 2weeks ago and I'm insanely cranky >.< 2009 YOUR SO AWESOME!

Well right now I'm working on character ref sheets for Sizer. I needed to get back into drawing it took a few attempts before I was comfortable again. But she's going to have a few:
1. Sizer nude (back/front/side head) with basic colors and detail shots
2. Normal outfit and alternative outfit
3. Sizer human
4. Suicide sizer transformation

I've really fleshed out her character finally, she uses magik threw her tatts pretty much, but its cool, and now everyone can see what a suicide sizer looks like LOL! But I want to scan and post them ASAP but that all depends on when I can get back to my house.

I may open commissions soon, once I finish some old ones that ppl have been so patient in waiting for. cuz I really need money, I can barely afford bills and groceries right now, but then again a lot of ppl are in that situation as well. It never hurts to try though <3

~Your sexy sizer

Well well well, it seems I finally have a computer for the new year BUT no internet and on top of that my entire apartment flooded so I am currently at my mom's house waiting for the water to dry up.

I have been drawing, actually quiet a bit, but I got myself a new sketch book for these drawings and now the paper is too big for the lame little scanner I have so I'm trying to save up for a nice big scanner.

Sorta been playing with a new style or so, it has two parts a nice cartoony style thats cute and a more detailed anatomically correct style I guess, a lotta ppl at work liked it.

I will try to at least get pics up of the pictures soon but I left my sketch book at my house >.<

So for the new year its going horrible for me but hopefully it'll perk up... how so you ask? well I gained 20lb in the last year, my BF decided he wanted an open relationship which I can't provide, my transmission is going to hell in my car and now my house is flooded, so yea. but I got my daughter kung fu panda for christmas and I love the fact she loves to watch it cuz it's like my new fav movie.
TTYL
~your sexy sizer

I'm still alive but I STILL don't have a computer but I talked to my dad when I called to invite him to my daughters second birthday and he said he'd bring my bros old tower with him when he came to the party so hopefully soon enough I'll be able to get back online and scan a BUNCHA stuff in. I'm sorry for sucha long wait for ppl who have art coming from me but thank you for being patient, computers just hate me T_T

Yes I have been moving

No I don't have internet quiet yet

No I haven't gotten my new tower yet

Yes I have been drawing pictures (commish and such)

Yes I just got my computer at my new place

And no its not hooked up or put together

Hopefully that answers some questions I've been moving and its been a huge pain and having my daughter's father come down every weekend is sorta a hassle but once I get all that great stuff sorted out I'll be uploading everyones pictures Thank you for being patient and all that great stuff while this is going on it helps me not stress out too much ^_^

<3 Sizer

Ok I like guys pretty much my best friends are of the male side of the species but ya'll are still so confusing to me (just as I am sure the females are confusing to the males) but still. Yes I have a child, No me and the father are not together BUT I have a BF. Right there you can see mostly a potential problem. But my BF is very open and very accepting and I know is trying very hard to understand me.

My ex (the father) slightly immature just got back from Iraq a week or so ago and wants to spend as much time with his daughter as possible which means he's gonna be around me as well cuz our child is very young and he hasn't seen her since she was maybe 6 months and now she's almost 2.

So first of yes my ex upsets me beyond beleif because of how he as treated me, the baby and girls in general (though most of his aren't too terrible smart anyways) the thought of him coming to hang with the baby and me stresses me out to were I am taking handfuls of excedrin to keep the migrain down, and I have to hold down vomit cuz of the stress enduced nausia. Cuz normally we don't see eye to eye and over the phone/email we can pretty much rip eachother apart. My BF knows all of this and so here is why he is confused and untrusting of me now which upsets me beyond belief, cuz I shoulda explained the situation fully instead of focusing on the "I hate him" part:

So the ex finally came to see his daughter and I was at work, he waited tell I got off work before he "said" he was gonna leave. so I got home and we talked "business" (baby stuff) and then I remembered I still had some of his boxes at my new place. So we decided to drive out there I was texting my BF to let him know what was going on so he didn't get too worried. So on our way back to the otherside of town he offers to have a couple of beers with me and I figure sure, we're getting along it'd be nice to talk to him some more and since he's gonna be around a lot more try to be actual friends instead of fake ones. So we head to the bar I tell my BF excatly what bar we are at incase he wants to pop in for like 10min (cuz I knew he couldn't hang out unfortunately cuz he was working on finals) and I was designated driver anyways cuz my toloerance is higher then my Ex's and I KNOW how he gets when he's been drinking too.

So I'm sad to say I did have a good time with my ex, it was almost like hanging with an old HS friend. And the thing is I've come to realize we have a love/hate relationship. When we aren't face to face the stresses of everything upsets us and cuz's us to fight and our history adds a fuel to that as well cuz we tend to pick on eachother. But we can be friendly face to face cuz we know that there is someone there that we can count on and that we know almost as well as ourselfs.

But I'd never go back to my ex no matter how much he says he's changed cuz I've heard that everytime we seperated and its never been true, plus even if he did I wouldn't because his family is horrible and I would NEVER want to be a part of something like that, PLUS I have a great boyfriend now that (I hope still) loves me and treats me with so much respect and spoils me so much and the thought of my ex coming between us just hurts. IDK I know pretty much all the guys will side with my BF in saying that its confusing and uncool and that he has all the right to not trust me. I just don't know what to do and if this even explains everything correctly and coherently.

SORRY bout the length I haven't been able to talk to anyone about this (not even my BF) and its eating away at me and I had to try to get my thoughts out coherently someway cuz usually I just ramble.

~<3Sizer

PS I'll start working on Request again soon I just know my life is hectic and busy now (as you can see/read)

Well YAY! I'm having fun with my Requests everyone is asking they are taking me longer because I draw something for myself between and just so some people don't get too worried:
IF YOUR NAME HAS DISAPPEARED FROM THE REQUEST LIST THAT MEANS YOUR REQUEST IS DONE I DON'T HAVE A WORKING SCANNER AT THE MOMENT SO I HAVE TO MAKE OCCASIONAL TRIPS TO THE BF'S PLACE TO SCAN STUFF IN!
So yea your work is done I'm just waiting to scan it in which I should be able to do tonight/tomarrow morning (fri/sat). I'm also so happy to see I have over 100! @_@OMG ppl watching me I've never had that many ppl interested in my work that I can ever remember! So THANK YOU to everyone who enjoys my work and to the ppl spreading the word about my work around <3's for you ^_^

~<3 Sizer

Ha haha I sorta sneaked the requests in my last journal so if you weren't sneaky as well you'll have to wait like a day or two. I was getting bored and extremely upset cuz I couldn't think of anything to draw and when I did it wouldn't turn out, so on and so forth. So I decided to open up requests since I like to draw other ppls characters anyways. But while I was puttering around online on Blueblur8lover's page (No I'm not looking at the porn (have nothing against it just don't see why all furry has to be porn)she is quiet and inspiration for me I just love the muzzles she can draw I can't draw 'em for the life of me) got some Ideas for some new characters, I've already drawen 1:

hes a young/teen Otter prince that is pretty much an outcast (and hates dressing "royaly") cuz he's albino, but he loves to fish and likes to try to spend time out in the river with the other otter boys his age.

He needs a name IDK I'm sure I'll look something up though usually my names are drow names (hopeless sucker for anything drow). Yes ppl have suckered me into drawing femboys prolly cuz I find them easy enough and you just wanna huggle the stuffing outta them too, but I think i'll draw a sheep/ram character too along with any of the requests.

Hmmm it may just be me but I miss saying uber all the time. I remember ...geez for me like 7yrs ago it was used frequently and then something happened and it seemed to faze out, where did it go? I was watching south park (make love not warcraft episode (and no I've actually NEVER played the game)) and they said uber a few times in it and I was like ***DAMN THATS SO AWESOME WHY DOESN'T ANYONE SAY THAT ANYMORE? so I just figured I'd ramble on about that today in a journal since I need more to my journal then boring life updates. but for now I have promised myself to say Uber more often until I get tired of the retarded looks ppl will start to give me. that word was just so uber cool >.<

Ok for the next order of business I haven't been drawing too much not sure if its cuz I'm insanely tired all of a sudden all of the time (yes I have been getting a good amount of sleep) so I just haven't been able to be too creative in my own right so I GUESS I'll have a couple of request spots open (while I'm waiting for my slow A$$ bro to give me his tower) and now for the part everyone hates dun dun DUN!

DA RULEZ:
1. only 1 character per request
2. you may only request once per every 5 ppl (IDK how long it will run so yea)
3. NO PORN! (sorry I will do slight nudity but I prefer not to draw genitalia)
4. The request is for a sketch and NOT a colored piece mostly likely no BG
5. Post ref pic in comment or something

Openings:
1. [X] Ramulator
2. [ ]

Secret gifts:
1.[X] Like I'm gonna tell you who its secret


<3~Sizer