& i got lost biking home,
in completely the wrong direction.

there's only one solution...


get high.

got my scanner back! woo.
traditional works on the way
(providing i find the cord)

life is kicking my ass, raaararar.

*Are you a furry?
what's a furry?

*If you have a Spouse/SO - Is he/she a furry too?
probably not.

*How long have you been in the community?
uhhhh six or seven years probably! wow.

*How did you find furry?
flouncing the world of internet and artists i wanted to look up to.

*What's your reason for furry (what interested you to get into the community)?
i love animals and the human body so it's all real fun to draw.

*What's Furry to you?
fun & wacky stuff.

*If someone found out you're a furry and asked you about it how would you respond?
"strictly financial, i assure you."
OR "i just like drawing animal people whatever.

*What are your favorite aspects of our community?
artists supporting each other and bouncing off of each others' creativity and appreciation of animals!

*Do you use any furry terms? (i.e. yiff, paws, murr?)
pawsitively knot.

*What do you wish furry was NOT associated with?
dogfucking & a distinct lack of social skills. not like, socially strange or awkward-wise but, aggressive and self-absorbed. i guess what i mean is drama.

*How strongly do you feel about someone bashing the community as a whole?
if i'm in the right mood i'll join right in! it's all in fun.

*How strongly do you feel about anyone bashing you yourself for your interest based on the media's aspect of what furry is?
i usually roll with it and jokingly make over-the-top suggestive comments about their beloved family pet.

*We all know furries have alot of sexual aspects in this fandom, What's your opinion on it?
i think there are a lot worse things one can do in this world than masturbate to sonic fanart & don a fox suit in the event of getting jiggy with it. as long as people accept that their tastes are (face it) not quite the standard & don't go rubbing it in peoples' faces and waiting to wage an all-out counterattack, we should all be fine!

Personal

*What is/are your fursona(s)?
a toy poodle and (partially kinda) a pomeranian-mandrill.

*Do you have any fetishes that pertain to the fandom?
no KINKS, certainly no fetishes. vore is fascinating for what it is and i do love creepy fucked up monster sex but not to get my rocks off. it's just cool.

*If you could magically morph into your fursona would you?
no, that'd be right fucked.

*Do you believe you have a spirit animal?
i don't think about this much, i have certain animals i feel closer to from my own preferences but whatever.

*What other fanbases/groups are you a part of?
uhh. i write spoken word poetry?

*Anthro/Feral, Therian or Kemonomimi (Not a furry, just a human with animal ears and a tail)?
LOL
what the fuck ever, i don't care.

*Are you a fursuiter? If yes, how many do you own? If No, do you ever plan on being a suiter?
not really. i dressed up in a reindeer fursuit once, kind of.
for a christmas party.

*How many of your friends are furry?
i don't know, maybe a few?

*How many pets do you own, if any?
none in my home. i do live amidst many cats.

*Aside from furry what other interests do you have?
MURR & YIFFF

*Are you confident enough in yourself to say that you're a fur, no matter what the media says?
i wouldn't say i'm a fur,
but it's got nothing to do with confidence in MYSELF. it's just not relevant to me.

Meetups

*Do you attend any cons? If no, would you attend any cons? If yes, which cons have you been to?
no,
i've been trying to go to rainfurrest but it keeps not-happening.
maybe next year.

*Do you go to local meetups(bowling, public outings...etc)?
no, but i might.

*Have you ever attended a furry party? If no, would you attend one?
good god n o.
at least, probably not a furry-centric party.

Online

*Have you ever met up with a fur you talked to online?
actually yeah, haha.

*What furry websites do you attend?
mostly just FA, and maybe a couple snarky livejournal groups.

*What non furry websites do you frequent?
facebook!!

*Has the fandom done anything for you that you're thankful for? Has it taught you anything or brought you anything you treasure greatly?
i've learned a lot of cool stuff and seen some cool shit and yeah

i need sleep
:I

• × • ALL | ABOUT | ME • × •
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- Name: MADS LOL
- Single or taken: unexpectedly taken, by someone normally totally not my type! fun.
- Sex: classy lady.
- Birthday: AUGUST!!
- Sign: leo. i don't believe in astrology, but my personality suits it quite well.
- Hair color: blonde!!
- Eye color: bright green.
- Height: 5'4, if i'm not mistaken.
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: i wouldn't want to assign myself a sexuality. i yam what i yam.
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• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
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- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: thrift shops!
- Favorite designer?: pff, i don't know.
- What is your sexiest outfit?: i have a short white dress with lace leggings, or a dark grey strapless that looks nice with my flats. i don't really like to dress "sexy"
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: my birthday suit.
- What do you usually wear?: random thrift store finderies, but i also enjoy being nekid frequently.
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• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: whatever's available! when you're poor you just want clean hair.
- What are you listening to right now?: the roomie's music!
- Who is the last person that called you?: buhhh i don't know, we don't really.. have a phone.
- How many buddies are online right now?: like 17 maybe?
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• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
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- Food: poached eggs & mushrooms.
- Girls' names: elliot, barclay, jane
- Boys' names: elliot, byron, thomas
- Subjects in school: uhh, i like art & humanities? high-school biology was good, but i dropped it once i hit university.
- Animals: dogs, deer, horses, rats, bears
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• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Given anyone a bath?: countless. i love helping wash people. the back's a hard-to-reach place, and some spots are just more fun when someone helps.
- Smoked?: goodness yes. i could never say no to a nice cigar. i'm trying to cut back on cigarettes, and i do love to smoke the mary jane.
- Bungee jumped?: nope, but apparently in some places it's free if you go naked!
- Made yourself throw up?: oh my yes, for a spectrum of reasons. usually it's just the best option for me at the moment.
- Skinny dipped?: i love skinny dipping.
- Ever been in love?: oh my yes, it's quite nice.
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: by accident. the tears just.. happen!
- Pictured your crush naked?: where's the fun in that? i'd rather just be shown. i'm definitely not that way. i like sex to be real, not imaginary.
- Actually seen your crush naked?: i've seen my boy naked, i guess that's what this means. i see a lot of people naked. i like to frequent nude beaches.
- Cried when someone died?: oh my yes!!
- Lied: oh, i have no problem telling a lie or three, but i generally try to keep it truthful, or at least avoid the question.
- Fallen for your best friend?: i'm currently dating my best friend, so yes.
- Used someone?: no, i try to keep intentions clear. i would never manipulate somebody.
- Done something you regret?: nope, i live free of those nasty things.

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• × • C U R R E N T • × •
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- Clothes: tiger shirt, light grey skinny jeans. i look like a heepster.
- Desktop picture: a very fascinating & artful photograph of two horses.
- CD in player: i don't have any of those things!
- DVD in player: metalocalypse is definitely inside my laptop right now.

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• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
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- You touched: one of my roomies i'm sure.
- Hugged: definitely... a roomie, again.
- You kissed: the boy!
- You IMed: definitely also the boy.
- Talk to online: isn't that the same thing?
- You sexed it up with: definitely also also the boy.

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• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
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- Understanding?: yes, quite i would say.
- Open-minded?: i like to say yes, but i have my far-off limits.
- Arrogant?: er, sometimes.
- Insecure?: i try not to be.
- Random?: it's not on purpose, my mind wanders and i'm prone to changing subjects.
- Hungry?: i'll say peckish.
- Smart?: when i'm not smoking pot every day.
- Moody?: i really try not to be! but yes, i can be quite moody.
- Organized?: i lose at least two things at least twice every day.
- Shy?: a little, but not hopelessly so.
- Difficult?: no, i'm very easygoing.
- Bored easily?: i try to keep busy!
- Obsessed?: no.
- Angry?: it's sometimes inevitable.
- Happy?: yes! i think i'm pretty happy.
- Hyper?: rarely, but i won't say it doesn't happen.
- Trusting?: uhh, only to the right people. i pick vibes up very easily
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• × • R A N D O M • × •
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- In the morning I: bum around until i absolutely have to get going or i'll be late.
- Love is: like a rich dessert, it's really nice but it can also make you sick very easily.
- I dream about: random shit.
- Sexual preference: UP THE BUTT
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: vibe, aura?
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• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×
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- Coke or Pepsi: NEITHER NOR
- Flowers or candy: CANDYYY
- Tall or short: I LIKE BOTH LOL

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• × • W H O • × •
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- Makes you laugh the most: silly people!
- Makes you smile: THE BOYYYY.
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: iono. annoying & persistent old men that don't have a non-creepy bone in (or on) their body?

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• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: no, that's too boring.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: no, i like having a vajay.
- Wish you were younger?: never!
- Cry because someone said something to you?: no, not ever.

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• × • N U M B E R • × •
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: pff, i don't know. every time it's some epic heartbreak, but once it's over i wonder if it was ever really broken to begin with
- Of guys I've kissed: uhh i don't know.
- Of girls I've kissed: many?
- Of Cd's I own: i have never counted. probably not more than twenty.
- Of scars on my body: never counted this either. i'm a battlescar riviera.

WOW THAT WAS A DUMB WASTE OF TIME

>:c so frustrating. i have finally started drawing again,
and.
my scanner is fucked up.

the bright side is, i have found a job and thus, by some weird phenomenon, i will start drawing & painting much much more. life is looking up! i have a lot of submissions to absorb, but you guys are cool; i enjoy it :>

got a little distracted by life there. it's summer.
a lady's gotta live it up while she can (;

gosh i've dropped the ball on the whole art gig lately,
life's been complicated.

i hope you're all doing well,
if i owe you art, it'll be done soon, promise.
(:

first off, i'd like to thank everyone who's watched me thus far for doing so. i don't want to muck up your pages with a bunch of ctrl-v'd "thanks for the watch" or "thanks for the fave"s, but i really appreciate every one and i hope that i can keep your interest. (:


i've been offered a tattoo apprenticeship! i am very excited about this. i want to learn and expand my style and broaden my scope of art & keep on learning.
but, the place is a bit far from home, it starts relatively soon & i need to pick up a bit of money however i can.

i'm thinking of offering commissions,
but i don't quite know how to go about it. i don't know how much i should charge, or if anyone would even be interested. i know i'm not one o' them fancy big name artists.

if anyone can help me out & maybe suggest an appropriate price range (i really don't want to rip people off, but i also don't want to undercharge too much.) i would be very, very grateful. i really want to make this tattoo deal work!


more art is a comin',
& trades are on their way too.
:>

i'm off to drink that shit.

...
in other news, i have a job interview(finally) and also am makin' some moolah posing for a photographer.

school = expensive
STUDENT LOAN DEBT = IMMENSE.
money = necessurry.

i'm on the case! i'm tired of unemployment anyways.
oh hey a journal

i stole it from  buick

1 – Do you and your "fursona" look alike?
i'm small & curly, too. i wish i had a cool crescent on the ole chesteroo, but i don't. i've met apricot poodles with EXACTLY the same hair colour as me IRL and it's a little bizarre because i'm not a dog.

2 – Do you and your "fursona" share attires?
sometimes. i like to draw her in clothes that i have, but sometimes i'll just draw her in something that i would wear.

3 – Do you share the same sexuality as your fursona?
yes, whatever that is!

4 – If you hadn’t already made your fursona look like you, if you would to change how he/she looked like to make him/her look more like you, how would you think he/she would look like?
well, first off she'd be human.

5 – Did you work hard to develop your fursona? What is the (brief) history of your fursona?
my mom bought me a pair of pyjamas with poodles all over them and i fell in love with poodles for the second time. it was like being six again. her name is bear cause it rhymes with my name (kinda). :V

6 – Do you and your fursona share relationship status?
we're both single, & total harlots. let's be honest with ourselves.

7 – Do you find yourself jealous or upset if you get paired with someone you don’t like or your partner does?
can't say i've ever really been paired. that seems like a silly thing to get upset or jealous about. i mean, really?

8 – How would you like your character not to be used?
well if she started advertising fast food i probably wouldn't approve. sexual situations, whatever. i don't care too much how you draw her, but i wouldn't want someone drawing REALLY weird stuff unless they asked.

9 – What’s your fursona’s specialty?
she's really good at getting herself in trouble, but she's even better at getting out. bear is somehow charming as hell. it confuses her and everyone around her.
also, she drinks coffee & wine like a champion .

10 – At a score of 1-10 how much are you and your fursona alike?
TEN TEN TEN TEN TEN TEN

the neighbor's dog really needs to just be quiet.

i been drawin' sum, but i've moved back in with my parents for a couple of months to save money for university

and so my scanner and computer are currently lost among all the stuff i lugged over. i'm writing to you from their desktop computer beast. i'm so used to my laptop!

i found myself eying fur material today at the fabric store. mind you, i've never been to a convention or built a fursuit, but i somehow feel like it would be a fun project. i like to sew and sometimes i'll make clothing, and i used to make a lot of stuffies.

well,
i'll cut off the rambling here and mix myself a drank.
how is your weekend?? (:

hey. nudgenudge. let's talk. how's life?
faaahbolus. folks should add me, maybe.

screen name's skullpoodle.
i'm entertaining. really!

(:

hangover days are good for greasy breakfasts and furry art.
in other news,
i haven't done an art trade since i was a little teeny teenager on deviantart a long, long time ago. maybe i should start again?

oh well.
happy easter!
smokin' a bowl for jesus today.
though i normally don't associate with such crude shock-humor. it's actually a quasi-serious tribute, so i don't mind too much.

don't lose any eggs under the couch!

& DEFINITELY HAVEN'T STARTED
WHAT AM I DOING ON FA

SCHOOLWORK
SCHOOLWORK.

i'm going camping this weekend!
so, i'll be back sunday, providing i don't die in a horrible... campfire accident.
..?

yes well, i'll see you all soon.
also, thanks to everyone watching. i don't want to spam all you guys with thanks, but i really do 'purciate it.
<3

at last i am recovered,
in celebration of st patty's day, i got remarkably drunk and just haven't slept yet. (hangover evasion!)
and this morning, i'm furiously craving spinach dip.

mostly though it's time for me to sleep.
tra-lala.
<3

today has been tremendously boring thus far, and so i am going to take the initiative to blaze up and crank out ideas for a comic.
that or, get distracted and draw silly things. either way it'll be A+.
well, mostly this was a very pointless journal entry.
but that old one just had to go >:I

hello world, hope it's hanging nicely.

didn't mean to ditch out just as i was getting to know the place (:
more art is on the way, as soon as i recover from a nasty lung infection.
cough hack.
this happens entirely too often.

keep up the lovely work everyone :I