So firstly no I am not dead, secondly life has gotten twilight zone weird the past couple of years, Been all over the country, lost weight, gained weight then RANDOMLY dropped 40 pounds doing nothing, went to college again, dropped out again because I was in the wrong fucking career line, just fucking CRAZY shit. To say the last few years has been an adventure is an understatement. Its a viking epic saga, trials and tribulations galore. If I seem distant or lost to you, its because I really detached myself from things that weren't DIRECTLY benefiting my state of being. But finally shit has calmed down and the storm of bullshit and fuckery is over. So if people wanna get back in touch, or hang out or w/e I am down, I may be a bit busy but I will find time for everyone! XD.

Yeah 22 years ago on this day, I was born XP just like then there's snow on the ground and I'm hungry as fuck. XD

1. What do you think my character would have a job/career in?
2. What is unique about my character that you enjoy?
3. What are his flaws?
4. What are some changes you would like to see?
5. What would you like to see my character doing in future pictures?
6. How old does my character look?
7. On a scale of 1-10, how attractive is my character?
8. On a scale to 1-10, how sexually attractive is my character?
9. On a scale to 1-10, how well does my character fit me?
10. If you could, how would you personally change him to fit me better?

I went up against a best buy corp lawyer and won, by myself no council, nothing, I the little man, went up against a giant corporation and WON by myself. HOLY CHRIST WRAPPER CLOWN CRACKERS BATMAN!

I Am victorious god bless the United States of AMERICA and its amazing legal system!!!!

I AM MOVING AND IF YOU ARE A DECENT PERSON YOU'LL WATCH ME HERE

 sunder

Dude, I'm at the point in my life I've made so many mistakes I just want to like, change my face and name and start over.

So lets see if this little nobody can take on huge company like best buy in court today and win, wish me luck!

I guess when things seem their darkest you find peoples true nature. Valued people in your life you see as totally different people. its like you close your eyes for a second and then open them to find twisted mockeries of the people that stood before you.

This year started alright, for the most part but I saw the darker underbelly of a lot of people that I thought weren't capable of the intelligence let alone the evils and atrocities they committed.

I saw things that disgusted me this year. things that made me grow up, and grow up fast. I even turned my gaze upon myself and saw what I'd become, a mockery just like them.

I felt myself slipping this year, becoming someone I did not want to be, and it took my best friend to pull me out of the muck and start to clean me off. even after I betrayed her and treated her like garbage she was there for me. even against the world she still stands beside me as a true and valued friend.

2009 made me confront a lot of my inner demons, but also brought a lot of joy toward the end of the year.

An entire new group of people adopted me into their group as one of their own, I've drank with them, sang with them, and hung out with them, and these people are truer and nicer than any group I've ever had the pleasure of being with. there's no drama no weirdness.

So I hereby dedicate 2010 the betterment of myself and betterment of my friends.

Today is it, I am 21, I had a shot last night at midnight, it was a chocolate cake shot it was amazing, I am now sitting down to a traditional German meal of Wienerschnitzel (breaded fried Veal) and Pomme Frites (french fries) having cake then I have a present, cant wait to see what it is!

Also for anyone who wants to call and say happy birthday note me for my cell!

when someone posts a comment on a picture where a naked furry is on something and people are all "OH I WISH I COULD BE THAT SOMETHING" or if someone is fucking someones character and there's a comment that's all "OH MAN I WISH THAT WAS ME"

just creeps me out sometimes, anyone else?

I can only have one drink due to my ulcer, but ALL OF YOU GIVE ME SUGGESTIONS and vote for your fav and I will drink it on webcam for all too see, or maybe with  lithium since shes going to be here.

This year Santa I don't want a whole lot.

I want to stop coughing up blood and to not have an ulcer anymore.
I want to be able to take Advil again or use pain-killers
I want my friends to be happy specifically one who is high right now
I want all my medical issues to just fade into nothing and be completely normal
I want a certain someone to give me a very big hug and kiss
I want a good birthday in 4 days
I want my new years to be magical

SO I may be having one in January, if I did who would be able to/want to come?

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)"

• Pick your Artist:
VNV Nation

• Are you a male or female?
Electronaut

• Describe yourself:
Forsaken

• How do you feel:
Solitude

• Describe where you currently live:
Endless Skies

• If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Farthest Star

• Your favorite form of transportation:
Carry You

• What did you get on your last Birthday?
Aftershock

• Your best friend is:
Savior

• You and your best friends are:
Holding On

• What's the weather like:
Cold

• Favorite moment:
Fearless

• If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
Fragments

• What is life to you:
Further

• Your last relationship:
Tempest

• Your fear:
Suffer

• What is the best advice you have to give:
Tomorrow Never Comes

• Thought for the Day:
Where is the Light

• How I would like to die:
The Art of Conflict

• My soul's condition:
As it Fades

• Most Faithful Companion:
Ghost

• My motto:
Pro Victoria

Okay so colour me sheltered, but I dont know what I should do for my 21st any ideas? you have one month and 8 days before I am 21

IDEAS ARE GO!

Everyone has times that they get down. Everyone has times where their self esteem gets emo and cuts itself down. I'm doing this meme to help cheer myself and others up. And yes, I'm gonna tag people too... I hope they do this meme and get a good ego stroking as well.

So, tell me what you like about me. What you like about what I do. Why you're my friend. Why we hang out.

Stroke my ego, cheer me up, boost my self esteem.

:WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF... (STOLEN FROM  kitara)


I died:

I kissed you:

I fell:

I lived next door to you:

I showed up at your house unexpectedly:

I stole something:

I was murdered:

I cried:

I asked you to marry me:

I was hospitalized:

::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Family:

Smile:

::WOULD YOU::

Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?

Keep a secret if i told you one?

Hold my hand?

Study with me?

Cook for me?

Love me?

Date me?

Have sex with me?

::HAVE YOU EVER::

Lied to make me feel better?

Wanted to kiss me?

Wanted to kill me?

Broke my heart?

Thought I was unbearably annoying?

Hated me?

Wanted to tell me something but didn't?

Wondered about my sanity?

Wanted to do something to me?


::More::

When and how did we meet?

Describe me in three words.

What was your first impression of me?

What do you think of me now?

What reminds you of me?

Could you see us together forever?

When's the last time you saw me?

Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

Do you care?

 heresy-darling is holding a lingerie contest

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2989915

Note her and vote for number 8!

that's lithiums

its on a personal matter, if you have my AIM hit me up....

So Im going back to school, moving out to be with  lithium and continue my future.

I'm rather excited about this seeing as shes gonna be spending a lot of time with me and I can finally go from a long distance relationship to a normal one!

life is lookin up finally.

-LP&CG
Sunder

millions of peaches
peaches for me

Concetta... 72 Miligram... They make me.... PERFECT

I haven't slept in 24 hours and Don't need to sleep, I've eaten a south beach diet bar and a little snack mix yesterday nothing else, and Im running all over like an idiot, Im not tired, or stressed, Im happy and feel good.

Oh btw, these pills increase your metabolism dull out your hunger reflex, and help you focus like CRAZY

Its 7 am, and i didn't sleep but I feel more awake and alive then ever!

If a truck were to hit me know I would simply toss the truck aside like a play thing, I have super powers, I'm amazing.

All hail ADHD, All hail the new flesh

I´VE TASTED THE DEVIL´S GREEN BLOOD IT RUNS IN MY VEINS. I´VE SEEN BEYOND THE WORLD OF SKIN, THE ARCHITECTURE OF BLOOD AND BONE MARROW… DEATH IS COMING…SHE IS COMING AND HELL FOLLOWS WITH HER!

Yes, I got in a major accident today, I walked away, I went to the hospital, Bruised ribs, sprained ankle and some knee injury I cant remember right now.

This guy dead halted on a one lane highway, my airbags didn't deploy, I'm in a lot of pain, my leg really hurts.

I'll upload more sutff later...

Thanks for those of you who texted me while I was in the hospital you guys rock. Don't feel left out if I didn't text you though..

-Sunder out

So, I've give it some thought and a lot of people are right... Maybe I am a German Sheppard..


your thoughts?

Dude yesterday, no lie, I said I wish Billy Mayes was dead, jokingly.... well sorta joking sorta not... Hes loud and annoying, and his products are clearly bullshit... but I didn't want him ACTUALLY dead I just wanted the t.v. persona dead... WHAT HAVE I DONE?!

I am returning to my former stick figure shape, slowly but surely through diet and exercise. today I weighed myself and 210 came up, being from my fatass 230 two months ago, roughly losing 10 pounds a month, better than nothing right? well 15 pounds before I hit the BMI's liar of an index for overweight.

Anyway, I hope this journal gives a little support to anyone else out there that's trying to lose weight, it can be done, its not impossible.

also,  lithium is coming here today, HURRAY (gay voice)