Poser 2014 just flat out refused to work for me, and I get several model glitches with Poser 2012, so I'm forced to use Daz3D for my non-SFM 3D rendering work. Which sucks, because I much prefer the interface for Poser than for Daz3D. On the plus side, I can likely do more Ninja Turtles porn, now, once I figure out how to get Daz3D to work, this time with Splinter and the Turtles than just Bebop and Rocksteady. If anyone on here who has familiarity with Daz3D over Poser would like to help me out, I'd appreciate it.

So, I was eager to make more toy designs to get  Average to make for me, and hopefully sell to others... but he just posted a journal saying he's quitting making toys. I understand his decision, but it's disappointing to me, since he was the only one who was even remotely interested in making the toys I designed. So, now what am I going to do?

Even worse, while one of my designs he never got to sell due to complications, the other never sold after he made it for me, which makes me even more frustrated. It's like... is anyone even interested in this shit from me, or no?

Went to see my psychiatrist for a refill, talked to him about the issues I was having with SSI, and not only did he just blow me off on that, but when he brought up that he'd "fill out the paperwork he was given", and I reminded him that he refused to the last time I had paperwork he needed to fill out then, he not only called me a liar, but refused to admit he called me a liar right afterward, then said that him "filling out" the paperwork was deferring it to my THERAPIST, and signing off on it if he likes what was written. Then, after a few minutes of arguing this point, he ragequit and told me he "didn't feel comfortable" working with me and flat out said he was going to hand me off to another doctor.

Bull. SHIT!

This is the third asshat doctor I've had in the last couple of years, two of which had thick foreign accents and foreign names, and all three didn't give a damn about what I had to say, let alone treating me like a human being. I was just a guinea pig for them, to pump drugs into and spout pointless shit to. No fucking wonder I keep on getting denied SSI if these are the assholes they're asking for advice from. And speaking of that, he said he "never got anything" from SSI about my conditions, even though I specifically told them to talk with him about it, so either he's lying, or SSI is lazy; either one wouldn't surprise me, honestly.

Seems like Bowen Center (the place I go to for psychological help) is full of quacks and cranks, and I'm getting sick of it. I keep on having to go to places OUTSIDE THE CITY to get proper evaluations, what does that tell you? Fuck this shit, honestly, I'm getting damn sick and tired of it all...

I thought I had Ghosts of Macbeth's War Orc Freak4 set for Poser, but turns out I don't, and I need it for some projects of mine. Can anyone help me get a hold of a copy? I'm willing to trade whatever you want for it.

The other day, my boyfriend and I did some card trading, and he got enough store credit from his cards to get Lords of Waterdeep. It's a fun game, we just played it, and while I managed to squeak by a win at the last instant, he managed to get and complete the "Domesticate Owlbears" quest, which is awesome.

Who here would be interested in an Ouroboros-like double-headed snake dildo based on this pic: http://www.furnation.com/borni/gall...../MadDogPet.jpg

I'm going to be asking Borni for permission to use the pic as a reference, so it will be perfectly legal and not ripping off or anything, but I figured this should be my next toy design I work on. If and when I get the money for it, after I design it, I'll likely give it to  Average to make. So, any takers?

EDIT: Got permission from Borni, so now it's a matter of making the design and getting the money to commission Average for the mold.

So, I’ve recently developed a fetish for wearing lingerie when I feel in a slutty mood, and seeing male furs in lingerie. Does this make me trans?

Got denied SSI again, for the same goddamn reason, even though it looked like I was finally getting somewhere, this time. No one's interested in supporting me on Patreon, or of even looking at any streams I plan, so I can't get money that way, and I've pretty much sold off everything I can, so I'm destitute. Only way to get out of this rut is either get a job - unlikely, given that I AM disabled - or move to another state and apply for SSI there - which is unlikely and nigh-impossible, at this point. Worse yet, because I was denied SSI, and due to how things work in this ass-stain of a state, I'm in big danger of losing my medicaid.

Fuck my life. Fuck it to hell...

Dunno if anyone's interested, but I want to start streaming for my patreon, and since I'm a big dildo fanatic, I'm thinking of trying my hand at making another dildo design. However, instead of something obscure like a walrus or the like, I'm going to try and design a feline toy, since those seem to be in high demand, lately. Would anyone want to see me try to carve this toy design out in Sculptris? Or should I not even bother?

In a traditional "mirror universe", depicted in fiction, good and evil are swapped, blah blah blah. But has anyone ever noticed that not everything is reversed? What is considered good and evil is just the same as the normal universe, just the people who act on it are considered the opposite of what they usually are; for instance, the Pope, who is considered good, in a mirror universe would considered evil and strive to do the evil thing, but in a traditional "mirror universe", an act like murder - which is considered evil in our universe - is still considered evil, so the now evil Pope would expound the glory of killing.

But wait! If everything is opposite in a mirror universe, then the sense of morality for what is good and evil - the very concept of it - would be reversed, as well, so what we would consider evil in our universe would logically be considered good in theirs: murder would be considered good in a mirror universe, instead of being evil, like it is in our universe. So, logically, taking our "evil Pope" example, he wouldn't be expounding the virtues of murder, he'd be arguing against it, because to him, murder is good instead of evil, and he doesn't want to be associated with anything he considers good. So, if that's the case, then functionally, a mirror universe would act no different from the normal universe.

And if that blows your mind, consider this: this concept of opposites extends to the NAME, as well; a mirror universe would name something the opposite of what they consider it to be, so they wouldn't call something that they consider evil evil, they'd call it good. So, logically, what is considered good here would be considered evil there, but would be called good there, per the law of opposites.

So, taking that all into account... if we ever do come across a "mirror universe", how would we tell the difference?

Got a birthday tomorrow. Going to be 33. Nothing going to happen then; no events to go to, nothing special happening, just another day. If anyone wants to do something with/for me then, go right ahead.

So, I'm in need of a ton of money, and my only option, right now, until interest in my patreon grows, is to sell off my silicone toys on toy forums. Thing is, thanks to an issue I had with them, I'm banned from the Bad Dragon forums, and Exotic Erotics' forums are down due to needing to transfer to a new server, so all I'm left with is Zetapaws, and while I've gotten one sale there, no one's interested with the others. Anyone know of other forums or sites I can go to sell this kind of merchandise? Thanks.

https://www.patreon.com/SynjoDeonecros

Got a patreon, now! Going to look into streaming options, and going to be looking into what I can do on there. Hope things'll go well for me...

I've got a Wacom tablet, so I can do artwork. I've got OpenOffice, so I can do writings, and I've got Sculptris, Zbrush, SFM, and Daz Studio/Poser, so I can work on 3D renderings. But I don't really have the drive to do any of those, let alone stream them for people online for getting money on Patreon.

However, I still want to try, though, so I have to ask: should I even try to get a Patreon account? And, if so, what would you guys want to see from me in streams and why? Gimme a reason why I should pursue this, to force my spark of madness to reignite again.

http://rule34-data-006.paheal.net/_.....filmmaker.jpeg

I know I didn't make this, but the site I found it on doesn't have where it came from. Anyone know who did this?

So, my computer will be back in a few days, which is good, but now I have another issue; my Rotor and Cobar SFM models? They're not well made; the rigging is crap, and that causes major pokethrough with the bodygroups when posed. Also, I have some extra stuff - including a suit for Rotor I need bodygrouped on her - that I need done. IF anyone following me knows of anyone into SFM modeling that could help me with these fixes, I'd appreciate it. Thanks.

Computer needs to be taken in to the manufacturer to be fixed up, so I'll be offline for a number of weeks. Hopefully, it won't be very long, and by the time I get back online, I'll have things ready to go for some new drawn art.

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Not posting this up anywhere else online, but as such, I want people's opinions on this. It's me wearing some of the lingerie I got. I've been told by my close friends and boyfriend that I look decent in it, but I'd like to get some more opinions on it. Let me know what you think. Thanks.

So, after two flopped attempts to play the game,  JaguarMaster and I managed to play a relatively glitch-free game of Betrayal at House on the Hill, with amiibos for proxy players. I proved to be the traitor, and I turned into... a hyperphallic double-headed dildo snake wanting to become Gideon-sized. I came very, VERY close to losing; all Jag needed to do was to inflict one more hit to my monster(s) and I would've been done (there were two heads he could attack; he destroyed one, and wounded the other), but in order to preserve his life after some crappy rolls, he panicked and ran away, allowing me to grow that few number of spaces needed to reach full erection and penetrate the house in all of my girthy, pulsing, throbbing glory. All Hail the Phallic Snake! http://www.furnation.com/borni/gall...../MadDogPet.jpg

Recently got a letter from the SSA with a definitive date for my SSI appeal hearing. It's in less than two weeks, so I'm extremely stressed out and nervous about that. I've gotta convince them to get me on the program, now, else I'm pretty much fucked.

It's worse now, since I heard that Indiana's passed what's basically a discrimination pass law for people; with the law in place, any workplace can drop or refuse employment to anyone they want based solely on discriminatory reasons (like age, race, sexual preference, etc.). People are already outraged over this, and being a gay man who apparently can't seem to hide that fact very well, it's unlikely that I'll be able to get a job with this law in place, with or without my mental issues. So that's driving me up the wall, as well.

Computer's crapping out on me at random and doing weird things, so I'll need help to get the money to get it serviced. Dunno what's wrong with it, or how much it'll cost to get it serviced, but blegh... I really didn't need this, right now.

All this has caused me to be extremely stressed. I tried playing some games with my boyfriend  JaguarMaster tonight, but I wasn't enjoying myself. I haven't played many games, if any, for years, nor have I made any significant actual art or stories in that time, either. It's like the spark of inspiration and drive to do things that I used to have is pretty much dead inside me, and nothing I do can reignite it. It's really frustrating, because I want to get back into these things, but it feels like such a chore to do so. I don't seem to enjoy any of the things I used to enjoy, nowadays, and that's sad.

And on top of that, my insecurity and self-consciousness still plagues me; I've been looking into getting some lingerie for me to wear, and I got a few pieces (though they're really cheap and fray too easily), and both Jag, my friend  Brauner and Jag and my friend Chamelion like what they see with it, but that makes me sensitive, because... I dunno, I guess it goes back to that aura I seem to exude that makes people IRL tag me as gay with a boyfriend (with Jag) way too easily; it's like, is there something that I'm doing or something that makes me more girly than I should look, in public? I mean, thongs I can get away with, but when they say that I look good in thigh-high stockings, pantyhose, garter belts, and even flat-chest BRAS... what does that say about me?

I just... I want to hide, right now, to just curl up and make it all just go away and leave me alone...

And besides the gloves, I like how they feel, and my boyfriend  JaguarMaster and my friend  Brauner both agree it looks good on me. So, I guess I'm going to be cool with this...

Saw Betrayal at House on the Hill played a few times on YouTube (mainly through Table Flip and TableTop), and after studying the game, it looks rather interesting. So, I'm wondering: what kind of crazy, yiffy, or outlandish furry scenarios can be twisted into a "haunt" scenario for this game?

For those not in the know, Betrayal at House on the Hill is a pseudo-RPG like tabletop horror game where people explore a house with randomly-drawn rooms, triggering events, and acquiring items and omens. Each time an omen is found, that player has to roll dice to see if the result is higher, equal to, or lower than the number of active omens; if the number is lower, a "haunt" scenario is triggered, where one of the other players (determined by the most recently-found omen and the room it was found in) almost always becomes a traitor hoping to kill the others or do something else unspeakable, and the other players are now trying to stop the traitor's plans. The "haunts" can be as mundane as zombies, werewolves, or vampires, to stuff like opening portals to hell, aliens, the house itself trying to kill you, experiments gone wrong, ghosts, etc.

Some furry-related "haunts" I came up with include:

1. Werewolf orgy
2. Traitor shrinks the others/enlarges himself for a macro/micro fetish.
3. Yiffmaster tries to trap victims and heroes alike into his/her unending harem
4. Hyper freak looking to get bigger off of the fluids/flesh of others.
5. Deadly Predator/Prey games.
6. Nanny Fur Seeks Babyfurs for Nursery

Stuff like that. Suggestions would be much appreciated.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLw_WI3XhSA

Don't forget to floss, kiddies!

Anyone know of where I can find Sonic-based maps that aren't Green Hill Zone-based? I've got the ones on the workshop, Final Rush, and the Echidna Shrine, but that's it.

Here's what I'm able to discern, from months of looking into the legalities of it:

1. Sega has an agreement with Archie that says they can make the Sonic comics, so long as it's understood EVERYTHING in it - from the art to the stories to the characters - belongs to Sega.
2. Archie makes every employee they bring on into the comic sign a waiver agreeing to the above.
3. Somehow, they either didn't force Ken Penders to sign such a waiver, or they did but lost it in corporate shuffling.
4. Sega has Bioware make Sonic Chronicles, admitting to giving them copies of Penders' Knuckles the Echidna miniseries as reference material for the story and characters.
5. Fans realize the similarities and inform Penders, who looks into the issue and - likely knowing about point 3 - files suit against Sega for copyright infringement.
6. To strengthen his claim, Penders files copyright for all of his characters and stories.
7. Archie sees this, and - unaware of point 3 at that moment and still bound to point 1 - files suit against Penders.
8. Lots of legal mumbo jumble that goes nowhere.
9 Archie cannot prove point 3 didn't happen, therefore ensuring Penders can successfully argue his copyright case.
10. A settlement is held, which results in a "pound of flesh" paradox: Penders keeps his copyright claims, but cannot use them without severing all ties they had to the Archie comics, while Archie cannot use Penders' characters - which include the stipulations of paying him royalties for them and being consulted with the future use of a few of his other characters (all perfectly understandable) - without violating point 1.
11. Penders' "Lara-Su Chronicles" is stuck in development hell, while Archie opts to reboot the series without Penders' characters or stories to avoid other legal issues.
12. (Speculation) All this can be reinforced or negated depending on the result of the lawsuit in point 5; if Penders wins his suit, point 1 will likely be void and will likely force a shutdown of the comics, in a preemptive strike against other Sonic writers/artists demanding compensation for their work; if Penders loses his suit, point 10 becomes null, all of his copyrights return to Archie/Sega, he's shit out of luck, and executive meddling in the comics will be enforced more stringently than ever to avoid similar lawsuits.

Hope that clears everything up for you guys.

PS: No, Ted Turner was NOT responsible for Swat Kats being canceled; it was canceled because the lower executives tried to force it to become more kid-friendly and withheld vital merchandising opportunities for it until the kidification happened, which didn't happen until it was too late to save it. His infamous statement about not having "cartoons that taught kids to shoot at people" was aimed at Beavis and Butthead, not Swat Kats.