*headdesk*

HEY MY COMPUTER IS FINE BUT I'M NOT!

I got attacked by someone's "little babies" on my walk home the other night.
Here's an unpopular opinion for everyone. Pitbulls are awful and let me explain WHY.

I'm a dog lover and have grown up around big dogs my entire life so I understand that a dog's behavior is based on how it's raised but fucking pitbulls are almost exclusivly owned by american white trash.
People who are already xenophobic enough now they have this dog to imprint their behavior onto and that's why the breed is awful.
Not by nature.
Not by history.
By fucking rednecks. I'm not lying when I said I had to put up with people defending those goddamn dogs while I was in the hospital and of course the woman was wearing a camo top.

Rednecks need to be killed off this fucking planet so those dogs can resume a normal relationship with the human race.
As for me?
I'm kind of a scrawny guy and as much as I tried to ignore the conflict behind me on that walk. As much as I prepared by putting my hands in my pockets those things go after limbs so I'm too sore to draw right now.

Fucking unbelievable redneck cock suckers.

*sigh*

That is all.
Glade to be alive.

I really lost a lot when they wiped/repaired my computer so I've been trying to get that all set back up again, look for a job, work on my english and recover from that nasty flare up of bpd.

My todo list includes basically a redo of the commission I did >>;' making what I did basically a freebie...boo!
From what I see no one is interested in adopts so I'll take note to that.

Uh what else hmm
Arctic Skeathen forms are gonna be made
I have another race I wanna show you all aannndddd the last thing I can really think to mention is the fact I'm still iconless -.- I don't know how to add one but if you'd like to gift I'd be more then happy to accept! : )

Slut gum- Give this item to your lover or *cough* victim and they will instantly be submissive to your will as well as horny. Just be careful not to swallow it or you'll have a little whore (or be a little whore) forever ; )

I got my computer back...
it's wiped clean....
I lost everything..
thankfully I have a flashdrive to reinstall Photoshop but in the past month or so I've become more then depressed.
I just want to lay my head down already.
I just want to be outside where the fresh air is.

I hate being this way.
I do.

I've had some personality issues flare up really bad in my absence here.
It's one that contrasts me in every way but the one thing I know is that it's strong and I'm weak...
I don't know what else to say...but I feel like I have to let it out...
it hurts to be me...

:'(

I just got on to say my computer is fried and I'm really sorry that it has stopped my work for now. I snuck on my father's computer to write this so I have to go quick.

Love you guys.

I am feeling really depressed right now...

Back for now.
Father nearly found my artwork and though he does not know I am gay I'm not sure what he would say about bug porn.
: ) I'm back and ready to get back to work.

I live in very abusive house : (
I have not told anyone yet that I am gay man so I have come here to offer art for USD.
Tips are welcome just note me.
I am picky about rp.

Thank you.