Wow.
Posted 4 years agoWoah. I'm old.
Also a lurker.
Damn.
I really should post at least rudimentary updates here from time to time.
I'm the worst. XD
Also a lurker.
Damn.
I really should post at least rudimentary updates here from time to time.
I'm the worst. XD
Stupid FA
Posted 11 years agoDon't you just hate it when someone you've never met/seen/known existed gets added to your watchlist for no apparent reason? Or some submission you never fav'd gets in your favs list? Especially when it's something all fetishy, & it's all of the wrong fetishes. Blech. *goes to check his watch & favs lists*
To those who I used to talk to...
Posted 12 years agoYou know who you are. D:
I'm so, so very sorry. I've kinda sorta ditched a lot of ... being social. I just haven't had the patience or the presence of mind to be social for... quite a while.
There are a few (not many) people who still watch this account, silent as I've been, & I just want to say I'm sorry. I don't even know if your accounts are still active; some look like they're not. Some of you I've been too awkward or anxious to talk to again, some... I've been too ashamed with how I handled certain situations to feel like I can (figuratively) show my face again... & others I at one point considered as sisters or brothers, but I haven't spoken to in years now, just because... I don't know.
I'm not much of a furry these days... socially anyway. I'm still an anthro-loving, fagtastic fox at heart- Just not... online anymore. :\
So yea... To the sister whom I stopped talking to (Occo), to the guys I used to care for (you know I'm talking to you), to the amazing woman who helped me out of the closet years ago (hyenapaws), & to the brothers I've lost (I haven't forgotten you two), & to the amazing story-writer who gave Szorn a form (Phoenix)... I'm so sorry. I am ashamed of how poorly I've managed my life, & it's left me feeling alone & lost...
So yeah... That's all I have to say...
I'm so, so very sorry. I've kinda sorta ditched a lot of ... being social. I just haven't had the patience or the presence of mind to be social for... quite a while.
There are a few (not many) people who still watch this account, silent as I've been, & I just want to say I'm sorry. I don't even know if your accounts are still active; some look like they're not. Some of you I've been too awkward or anxious to talk to again, some... I've been too ashamed with how I handled certain situations to feel like I can (figuratively) show my face again... & others I at one point considered as sisters or brothers, but I haven't spoken to in years now, just because... I don't know.
I'm not much of a furry these days... socially anyway. I'm still an anthro-loving, fagtastic fox at heart- Just not... online anymore. :\
So yea... To the sister whom I stopped talking to (Occo), to the guys I used to care for (you know I'm talking to you), to the amazing woman who helped me out of the closet years ago (hyenapaws), & to the brothers I've lost (I haven't forgotten you two), & to the amazing story-writer who gave Szorn a form (Phoenix)... I'm so sorry. I am ashamed of how poorly I've managed my life, & it's left me feeling alone & lost...
So yeah... That's all I have to say...
I'm not dead yet!
Posted 13 years ago,,, That is all. D:
There was a zombie invasion today...
Posted 15 years agoSo me and my mate were forced to take refuge in the living room under a fort of pillows and blankets and boffer stuffs.
er... I mean...
We were forced into hiding in our indestructible anti-zombie bunker made from the strongest alloys, thickest walls, and my new anti-zombie force fields! With sniper windows set in even intervals around the perimeter, and lookout sentries (we had agents Kiru, Aimé, and Totoro) to keep watch. We dug in our defenses deep underground, through miles of underground labyrinths, impenetrable lockdowns, and automated laser defenses! We lost all communication with the outside world as the zombies destroyed everything and started nomming on people's faces! Fortunately we had months of rations stored for such an event and we weren't forced to leave our hidden fortress once the construction was complete!
Unfortunately, early on we lost our dear friend Totoro to the zombies. They found a weakness in our defenses and exploited it as much as they could. Fortunately they were unable to entirely breach our walls, so we survived the encounter... After a long battle for our lives, we managed to beat back the zombie invasion away from our perimeter.
We are now venturing out of safety to see if we can find any survivors. We haven't found any yet, but my mate is scouting ahead to the local grocery store to see if there is anyone there and to search for food...
We think that the worse of the invasion is over, and that the zombies (out of desperation) have turned on themselves, thus reducing their numbers greatly. If there are any stragglers, we have adequate armaments to deal with them should we need to. I'm hoping that it won't come to that...
...
Yeah... So we huddled in there for about two hours. Watched Hitchhiker's Guide to The Galaxy. It was fitting. =D
I really don't know what compelled me to do all that- I haven't done so in at least eight years. But it was fun. I'm thinking that it was because of my fondness of Bridge to Terabithia, and reading maybe a little too much Calvin and Hobbes as a kid. ^__^
Always getting older, but never growing old! =3
er... I mean...
We were forced into hiding in our indestructible anti-zombie bunker made from the strongest alloys, thickest walls, and my new anti-zombie force fields! With sniper windows set in even intervals around the perimeter, and lookout sentries (we had agents Kiru, Aimé, and Totoro) to keep watch. We dug in our defenses deep underground, through miles of underground labyrinths, impenetrable lockdowns, and automated laser defenses! We lost all communication with the outside world as the zombies destroyed everything and started nomming on people's faces! Fortunately we had months of rations stored for such an event and we weren't forced to leave our hidden fortress once the construction was complete!
Unfortunately, early on we lost our dear friend Totoro to the zombies. They found a weakness in our defenses and exploited it as much as they could. Fortunately they were unable to entirely breach our walls, so we survived the encounter... After a long battle for our lives, we managed to beat back the zombie invasion away from our perimeter.
We are now venturing out of safety to see if we can find any survivors. We haven't found any yet, but my mate is scouting ahead to the local grocery store to see if there is anyone there and to search for food...
We think that the worse of the invasion is over, and that the zombies (out of desperation) have turned on themselves, thus reducing their numbers greatly. If there are any stragglers, we have adequate armaments to deal with them should we need to. I'm hoping that it won't come to that...
...
Yeah... So we huddled in there for about two hours. Watched Hitchhiker's Guide to The Galaxy. It was fitting. =D
I really don't know what compelled me to do all that- I haven't done so in at least eight years. But it was fun. I'm thinking that it was because of my fondness of Bridge to Terabithia, and reading maybe a little too much Calvin and Hobbes as a kid. ^__^
Always getting older, but never growing old! =3
Digitigrade Stilt update. Sorta...
Posted 17 years agoYay! So I finally got around to making a prototype of my digitigrade stilt design!
It is one of the sloppiest things that I've ever made, but that's okay, it's a prototype. :P
So yeah, the link is here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sCe2EUjgppI
1) Hear my mumbling Oregonian accent! BWAH-HAH-HA-HAa... *yip*
2) Gimme a break, limited resources.
3) Yeah, I'm a geek. ^_^
4) I HATE my voice when I'm giving demonstrations! BLECH!
5) I likely will be able to go no further as my parents are weirded out enough by the thing itself, nevermind spending more time and effort on it.
Okay, that should be all.
Any questions?
It is one of the sloppiest things that I've ever made, but that's okay, it's a prototype. :P
So yeah, the link is here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sCe2EUjgppI
1) Hear my mumbling Oregonian accent! BWAH-HAH-HA-HAa... *yip*
2) Gimme a break, limited resources.
3) Yeah, I'm a geek. ^_^
4) I HATE my voice when I'm giving demonstrations! BLECH!
5) I likely will be able to go no further as my parents are weirded out enough by the thing itself, nevermind spending more time and effort on it.
Okay, that should be all.
Any questions?
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