Well, finally got a job after what feels like 3 years! Sadly, it isn't doing anything impressive, but because I got an income again, I can finally start relaxing. Hopefully I can use the position as a foot stool to work my way up! Get that A+ certification that I've been eyeing!

As for the other things, my token folder has hit right around 100 characters! I don't upload them here because I'm afraid of the spam... also stitching them together would be BUTTS for a single image. Maybe people wouldn't mind? It would CERTAINLY increase my upload frequency, I basically make a new character or an edit of one per week. Uploading them to twitter didn't seem to catch many eyes... nor does it feel fun to upload there in the first place.

Also, got a boyfriend, that's super lovely!~ Their interests are a bit different from what I'm used to but I find them adorable! Could make a folder specifically for that new kind of content if I ever get around to drawing that kind of stuff. If you're seeing this dear, hello sweetie!~♥

Yup! Despite the 2 year absence in uploads I'm still around! I'm starting to think maybe I should just go ahead and upload my pixel characters, just to get some activity going here again. Just how many I have? The folder itself says around 220!

As for life itself, those 2 years ago was the last time I had a job. Still jobless, still trying to find a job. At this point I'm getting desperate for anything. I'm still trying to find a position in any place that can give me free time but if it has to come to it, I might need to look for the 12 hour, 5 day jobs... blugh... I dread that thought.

Also hey I'm not dead from the virus! But I did enter a slump... very heavy slump and while I do have some odd bits n' ends of art most of it went to Second Life. If you guys don't mind I can post avatars I make here on my page for everyone to view! I'll put it in my scraps cause I'm... honestly a bit embarrassed to post SL pics here but if y'all are interested I can do that!

In order to try to encourage myself to upload more content here I think I might load up some stories? Maybe not... I dunno every post here makes me a little jittery! It's also a rush! But I'm jittery.

As for my life I've lost a job, got a job, then lost the job due to the virus, both of them! It's taken a bit of a toll on my hope but soon enough I'll be searching and looking for a job! Wish me luck there! I did do another commission which is neat! Once I finish up the alt I'll post both versions on here to let everyone enjoy it! Or... I guess when I get the nerves to, but dang it I'll try!

Dinn Dinn ooout!

PS, if you're reading this then good on you! I'm surprised if anyone reads these, kinda just do this to pep myself up and look at my enthusiasm and my mental state over the years, gives a nice self reflection.
Man, remember how I tell myself I can make a lil videa game with all the little sprite doodles I did? That'd be a blast, maybe I should try and do that, make a cute n' cuddly n' lewd adventure game. Hoping you think about it or at least do an attempt at it future me! I don't blame if you don't though, future is crazy and no one can predict it perfectly.

Wowie... 1000 views. Over the span of a few years it doesn't seem like much but that would average maybe around 2-3 views a day since I started actually posting art here 2 years ago. It also means I've averaged around 21 submissions a year which is a bit above 1 a month but I wanna do better than that! I think I get more views in bursts than anything but still this feels like I'm about to hit an achievement! I regret to say though I could be uploading more but it's more because I've neglected to post pixel commissions and requests I've done (lazy on my part) as well as private requests (which I may never post here for being... well... private) and traces (which is stealing credit if I did it but is good art practice!). Still! I'm happy and thank you for taking a quick gander at my stuff~ I hope to improve the speed and frequency of my art in order to please myself as well as people who favorite some of my art whether it be for the aesthetics or.... personal reasons, either reason is great in my book~

In other news I've dabbled into 3-D art with an interest to do cute low-poly stuff but as far as I've gotten the only thing I did was draw two circles in blender. It might be a year or two before I get actual experience in it when the feeling arises to take it seriously.

Gosh I wanna upload the date I make a piece of art, rather than when I feel like mustering up the effort of trying to do so.

Also it's been a year since I've done a journal so I should provide some updates on my life, so here it goes!
- Done my first commission. Not a Xarkk one but actually a character in the style I use for my character icons in games. I charged $5 and did a clothed, doll, and nude version. The Xarkk commission I did for I believe $10 or $15. Feels nice to get paid for doing something I love~
- Still doing the same job. Again I'm lazy and don't like to force myself to do things but gosh darn it I need to put the effort to change or it'll be this same job forever! My past new years resolutions was to find a new job and so is this one!
- 3 years away from being 30... sometimes I forget I'm an adult.
- I dream to become an artist... or at least play video games for a living and give people a chuckle but I'm nervous when it comes to showing my art to a crowd, probably why I also neglect to update this page much either. Don't think I have the charisma to be a Lets Player... nor the ability to draw frequently and good enough for art to be a reliable income. So the realistic thing I need to do is try to become IT Technician. I'm pretty good with computers! Fudge back in college I manually deleted a trojan virus! I don't think that's hard to do but it felt like an accomplishment, as did helping someone get back into their computer after they got locked out.

I've thought about starting my own Discord server, would let peeps who are actually interested see my arts and I get to talk to people who enjoy my arts, get feedback and also play with them, that'd be awesome! But I'm a shy bunsnek >//~//>

Man... sometimes I notice I overuse the 3 for a mouth. I wonder sometimes if I should stop that, but then again, I don't quite like them if they DON'T have the 3-like mouth. Kinda weird.

Also, I ponder about posting more than regular lewds and vore, I do have other kinks, but I feel embarrassed about posting them. I wonder if there are some people here that have that problem too? I mentioned on one of my pics I have fetish layers on my drawings, but I'm reluctant on posting them due to an image spam of roughly the same drawing with just a few additions; that's true, but my embarrassment is also a factor in there.

I also feel a bit ashamed I didn't post last month, but I think I made it up by posting moths and deer this month, but I think I should be trying to double up until I'm posting weekly, but if I force myself, will I really do it? I really want to draw more, its fun, but the hardest part is starting the drawing. Once I get into it, it becomes easy, but the first step is the hardest.

Finally, I wonder if past me is better than present me. I look at some of my older drawings and I'm impressed not by the skill so much as I am the effort. On the other hand this is what I want to do, if I draw faster, more content, faster first step, etc.

OH! Another final final, I really need to get a more stable job, and by that I mean a stable schedule, sheesh!

Well, I actually did it, I posted my first few drawings on FA. It feels pretty nice, especially since I've been telling myself I should be trying to do so for what feels like a year now instead of using this account to view naughty things.

I hope that perhaps this will give me the push to make me draw more consistently, perhaps one drawing a week seems reasonable and for the love of flarble that I won't just post the few pictures I have and nothing else ever again.

Later on, I got a DnD campaign to finish up and my very first commission, I never saw that coming! That one commission is the reason I actually started my small art dump here. If the good happy responses come to cheer me on, perhaps that can fuel me to keep on trucking too. Heck, I could even post some of the tokens I've drawn up for my players here if people really wanted to see in their little pixel glories.