come chill and hang out =3

http://original.livestream.com/inkramew

if you want to continue seeing streams from me in the future go to my new account  inkra

if you wish to continue its:  inkra

i've noticed some of my watchers haven't seen my new account? but yeah, i'm there now, i'll keep popping on this account to keep an eye out on other arts, but all arts i do are on my new account, so go there if you want to continue looking at new art i do

go go go go go go! GO!!!!

or do you guys want naako to be sketches and etc art work? [pokes] well? ehehehe

!!!!!!!!!!!!!

back from the job-center, thank god! and showed my brother what I'm drawing and he said, what is it with you and takao! call yourself: Naako, or something! it sounds more like you!

and now I'm tempted to make a new account, since, I'm not a wolf, but an alien fennec fox O_o

who's up for me making a new account with the name of Naako? if its not already been used that is, I'll still keep takao of course, but I'll be on the Naako account most of the time

but meh....feel icky and sleepy T_T

that i draw anything in front of my parent and siblings? even when their friends are over? i draw 18+ in front of them and they don't even care, though, i tend to ask if the people who haven't seen me draw my 18+ stuff to see if they'll be okay with me drawing it in front of them, which is a go ahead and draw it every single time, (giggles)

but....i do get very iffy, my heart speeds up and my breathing gets harsh, even though they said yes, i still get nervous....and paranoid...

but meh

apart from that, i've been sketching my two, very old, characters, Natasha and luxsor, the two half animal characters i had first before the others and takao came long.

i'm also bored...if you can't tell....

anyone wonna chat on msn?

i dunno what to do apart from draw and listen to music T_T

my brain that is, not you guys XD.

I've been trying to get some requests done (sorry for those who are waiting still =() i hate keeping people waiting, i feel very guilty and sad that i can't get them done in time.

but my brain just wants to do porn or loving stuff, why porn i don't know, i think its due to my dreams lately, but back to the point of this journal.

i am doing them...slowly....but surely....when i get into one picture my brain suddenly decides it wants to work on a different picture, it annoys me to no ends, because if i keep on with one picture for to long, it starts looking odd in my mind, but i am doing your requests!! i promise!!

i think when these requests are done, I'm gonna close the requests down and trades, because i feel easy doing pictures for people as gifts or surprised gifts.

but yeah, I'm doing them!! slow but surely!

on the side note.

how are you guys?

this rant is about a boy my brother knows and i know.

so, life's hard huh? want your mother to die or kill yourself if she's still alive? huh? well...how sad, ever thought why she shouts at you? why she gets angry suddenly? well, flash note! she fed you, carried you, cleaned you, showed you right from wrong, helped you look after yourself? and showed you how hard life can get? oh, I'm sorry, you don't remember the baby hood do you? she had to handle your cries at night, get less sleep because of your crying, and what does she get in return? you wanting her dead!

I'm sorry, but thats no son, yes i know she shouts at you for nothing, but she's only letting off steam! wanting her dead is something he'll regret, but calling me stupid is the wrong thing to do, I've handled fighting with parents and a parent shouting at you for no reason, even got to the point of being strangled by said parent...........

but, he's making it feel as if he's the only one in the world that's having this issues, well, he isn't the only kid in the world that has a mum that shouts at them for no reason what so ever.

like my mother to say, she shouts at me for no reason, but i know why she does it, i can tell in her features she's letting off steam, but wanting a mum dead, being an only parent is hard for her, she's had 5 kids, and god! kids these days >_<

i may be 20, but i have a brain of a 15 year old, and damn well know how the parent feels, i remember my baby hood, i never forgot the birth and the pain she and i went through to get me out of her womb.

but...Kriste...wanting a mother or father dead...just saddens me....there are children out there without parents...and wish to have one of their own and have a loving family (sighs and rubs her temples) you still love your parents....no matter what they do or say, families have issues, its never a really good family in the world, there's still issues that come across and make you think different, but god, he's going to regret this....

sorry about this...i had to get it off my chest =(

just watched splice, and the way it ends makes me and mum think theres a 2 coming out, it better have a 2, coz i'm loving it!

so this means, you might see some fan-art of dren, i just love how she looks when she first appears, so yeah XD

anyway, got a new tattoo on my back, and....all i did to pass the pain was shout la la la la....i did....poor had to put up with me shouting la la la in different pitches, ended up doing la la la, to harry potter's theme tune....

she's never heard anyone shout la la la, and laugh at the same time while she tattooed someone, but she was surprise that i did very well, seeing that i have a big phobia of needles, and didn't run away from her, though, being i couldn't see it and just feel it...i didn't run...just felt faint and dizzy from the pain, ehehe, but she did the outline first, which was the worst! had a break so i could recover, and then moved to colors, the blue and reds wasn't so bad, but when the white came into play, oh my god!! i had screamed lalalala, all the way through it, was watching all the way through on cam, i think the audio had died halfway through, so i dunno is she heard me shouting la la la all the time when it started to hurt.

but yeah, i have a little blue bunny holding a heart on my left shoulder blade, and my god is it sore this morning, i slept on my right, and ended up on my left just near the rabbit

i'm going through a panic attack, not a full blown one, but a, oh shit where is it!! type of one....

i went to sign on yesterday (Friday) and did anything, put my signing on book in my bag, met up with a friend, whom i was spending the night with, and took the book out of my bag, to clean it out, and put everything back in neatly, i saw it in my bag before we went back to mine in the morning, and when i got home, and starting putting things back, and saw that my sign on book isn't in my bag..........i had turned to my friend an said, i think i left my signing on book at yours, and she said she'll have a look when she gets home, and i had a message saying, i can't find it anywhere!!! i checked everywhere for it and had no luck in finding it.

and theres me panicking and whining fearing myself because i have never lost my signing on book before.

i asked mum if they will let me have a new signing on book, because i had lost it, but the only prob is, it had my national insurance number on it and i don't know mine off by heart O_O

i feel like a idiot losing it T_T

i may draw ponies okay in my point of view, but when it comes to horses the actual ones and not the pony looking ones, i tend to suck at it, i was looking through my old paper drawings i use to draw when i didn't know how to draw on computers, i must admit, they looked pretty okay-ish, i use to draw with on our lunch breaks when we went to school together, i found one of my old horses that i drew alot around sazzie, and i must admit, i do miss drawing horses, just like the good old days when sazzie first met me, which was about 7 or 8 years old.

so if i started drawing horses alot more...and not my little anthro's...would people mind? if i do?

I've had a big urge to draw them more...but don't get enough courage to do so

also....

i just thought of something while watching horseland....when Sarah's cousin comes in and he can't read, and the two girls who are bitches in my view, laugh at him for it....do you think thats why i got picked on and bullied? because i can't read as well as others?

i dunno...i just get....well...confused....

this is something i tend to only let close friends use.

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Breed


unknown.


Life span


90 years. (varies on their diet)



Personality’s


most are kind and gentle and hate to fight, some can be trouble makers doing things with out realizing the danger they are in, they love to learn new things and visit places they haven't seen before, but if they are threatened enough they change into their huge dangerous form.



History


they vary between different animals or creatures they come across, but when in their huge form, they keep the look of a raptor/kangaroo, they tend to keep clean so their mate can smell them from afar so they don't lose each other when hunting.



They ran from another breed that tried taking over their patch and moved and separated from packs to hide away from other's of the kind that believe they were to blame for the attack of their first home and birth place.



Religion


they have a mix, some believe in staying wild and free, where some believe in going away from the packs and starting a calm life in a city.



Food


they eat anything that gets in their path of hunting or shopping, basically they eat anything that they like the look of, even if that said something would be plastic.


Drinks


they drink about anything, apart from acid and anything that can be poisonous to humans.


Where they are found living


it Varies on the type of their births, some can handle very cold temperatures, and grow long fur to keep them warm, some can live in very hot areas and not have any fur at all, but have to stay in the shade from not over heating.


Appearance


varies on their creature they have copied from birth, the first animal they see when born they mimic in appearance for their humanish form, but when in their original form they look more like a kangaroo and raptor mixed together, there tails vary in size and shape, but all of them have a split near the tip where it parts when angered to show a needle like thing that stabs to kill or stun the offender off (like a scorpion)

To tell the male and female apart, due to the female being flat chested and not having breasts to indicate their female, is to look at the chest, the males are more muscular and hard, while, the females are more soft in the features, and by the hight, females reach no more taller then 5'7, while the males 6'3.

when mixed gender, the features are mixed between female in some areas and males in other places.

The eyes have long eye lashes for the females, and less for the male, if mixed they can either have long eye lashes like the female, or short.

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here is a picture of amy, my own character: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6799008/

reff sheet: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6799017/

thank you for reading/looking

if i draw Pikachu, a female and a male one, would you rather see me make a video of the drawing...or just a plain picture?

i'm bored and want to draw something lovingly XD, I'm in a lovable mood O_O

going to sign on soon, at the job-center near me so train ride here i come.

something I'm not use to even though its been a year since i started searching for a job and no luck yet,

though the lady i had seen about my disabilities, through out my whole life someone actually sees my ADHD.

here's a list, though i find it easier meeting new people online than i do in person.

1. i stutter and stammer when talking.

2. i get nervous and jumpy around new people.

3. i can't keep eye contact with new people i tend to look away.

4. i lower myself in the chair I've been placed in and fiddle with either my fingers or t-shirt.

5. i go quiet and stay hidden.

6. i freak out when going to a new place or being put with a new person.

7. i can't keep track of time very well and find it hard to keep with a time limit.

8. i look to my mum to say some things for me because i can't open myself up easily and let my mother do the talking.

9. i can't keep myself clean...no...not in that sense, i can and i can't, i have to be told that i smell to realize i stink, O-o.

10. i don't like going out on my own, some may say its lazy of me, but i hate going out on my own, i get terrified easily on the thought of going on my own, i go really funny, i can be in a happy mood but once i've been told i've got to go on my own i freak and whine until someone comes along with me.

11. i find it hard making friends, online i can easily do it, i can be myself and sometimes not get judged, but when its in person, i get scared and just want to squeal and run off, though i did have 3 friends that were with me all the way until i was pulled out of school.


i guess you guys can tell what i'm like >_>

well i better be off, littlehampton here i come T_T

thank you for looking/reading

who would like to see what i dremt? its 18+ and will be going to my scraps, because its rather odd and sexual at the same time, its been bugging me ever since i dremt it

i will be replacing me in it as alue, instead of takao and Natasha x3

i lost my voice again T_T

it keeps coming back, and disappearing on me over and over T_T

Three hurt in East Preston funfair accident


Published on Thursday 25 June 2009 12:24

A FAMILY trip to the funfair ended with two girls and their brother being injured when part of the ride they were on broke off.

Natasha, Peter and Jasmine Russell were on the Hearts and Diamonds ride, also known as The Meteorite, at the William Cole fairground in Lashmar Road, at about 8pm on Thursday, when they were hit by a section of light fittings.

Jasmine, 14, said: "I thought I was going to die. It was the ride where you are all strapped around the inside of the bowl, and it spins you.

"In the middle there was a big diamond that lit up, and a massive bit of plastic came off it. It was attached to a cable, but the ride was still going round, so it was spinning, and hitting everybody." It hit Natasha, 17, on the head.

Concussion

"I closed my eyes, and when I opened them again, it was coming towards me. I pushed it away and this boy next to me held it so that it would not go round any more," said Jasmine.

Then, she said, the cable broke, and the fitting, studded with plastic lightbulb covers, smashed on the side on the ride.

The three walked home to Roundstone Drive, but when mum Maureen saw them, she called an ambulance.

She said: "The paramedic said she might have concussion, but she is doing OK."

Jasmine suffered bruising to her legs, and Peter,16, sustained a cut finger. All three spent Friday recovering at home.

Maureen said: "They were all quite frightened and in shock, and I just thought 'Why did I let them go?' But you do not expect something like this to happen.

HSE investigation

"I would not be happy about them going again."

Sgt Peter Allan, of Littlehampton police, said that full details of the incident had been passed to the Health and Safety Executive (HSE), which had authorised the ride to reopen on Friday.

Bill Cole, of William Cole Fairgrounds, which was running the fair, said that the ride was not owned or operated by his company.

Sgt Allan added that the incident was in no way a reflection on the fair itself, as the piece that broke was "aesthetic rather than functional".

"We are liaising with the HSE, who anyone with information should call, on 01342 334203."

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oh my, O_O, they still have this on littlehampton gazette O_O

yes this is why i do not go to funfairs any more XD, and it was my first time on that ride T_T now i must ride one again, but not at funfiars T_T

i still have the sticking scare above my left eyebrow T_T, feels like somethings inside it though O-o, because i feel something hard under my skin where i got hit T_T

meh got bored, also, go visit my good friend she needs some loving XD

she's new here and only just started using this site, =3, she's still learning so give her some time =3

my computer keeps turning itself off, and doesn't turn back on unless i've unplugged the power lead and plugged it back in >_<

though, the odd thing is, my USB things don't even flicker when it does it, so theres still power going through it when it happens, it done it twice now, first when someone who knows about computers was here and felt it to see if it had over heated, and found out it wasn't even hot to cause it to do it, and then looked at the back to see if the power lead was faulty, and it wasn't, and then turned off the power completely, and turned it back on and it started up again.

and now it did it again >_<, i didn't even have loads of things running T_T, say opera and open-office, and thats it, and now its just pissing me off!

thanks dad, to a faulty computer to another faulty computer, just what i need (growls) and he says this is new...well its not, the drives maybe, but it's self isn't, just stinking great, note to self, don't let dad fix me up a computer! T_T

i don't know if it'll shut down soon or later again, if it does, I'm jumping mums computer, while i let it sleep to see if it does it again after having a few hours of rest, but this has really annoyed and pissed me right off, it was working fine a few hours ago, and now its started doing this to me, what did i do?! (growls and hisses angrily)

Eleven Things meme

Da Rules
1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You have to tag 11 people.

i got tagged by: XD

1. How many tabs do you have open right now?

not alot really XD, i have 2 open right now >_>

2. What are you REALLY supposed to be doing instead of this?

Inking toothless the night fury from how to train your dragon....but this gives me time to have a break from it >_>.

3. What's your favorite dinosaur/prehistoric beast?

raptor!!! O_O.


4. For Bronies: Who is your favorite pony and why? For non-bronies: Futurama or Simpsons?

i like ponies...but i don't often watch it...i'd go for Futurama....

5. What was the scariest movie/show/scene you saw as a child?

never really had one....watched horrors ever since i was able to get my tiny little fingers on the Video tapes.

6. What was your favorite thing to dress up as for halloween?

myself O_O i tend to lead kids to houses so they can get candy, or lead them to someone who loves scaring kids...i'm evil...i know, but i'm not really bothered ^.^;

7. Quick! Name three video games that aren't FPS('First-Person Shooter': Half-Life, Halo, CoD, etc.) in ten seconds!


Spyro......dang it to fast for me T_T.

8. What is the worst candy you could get in your candy bag on Halloween?

things that act like they are candy but have a awful taste to them, T_T.

9. What/Who inspired you to become a writer/artist/crafter/etc. in the first place?

my mom, she was the one who showed me how to draw.


10. Do you know any furries irl? What's your relationship with them?

i know 1 or 2, mostly friend or known from a friend.


11. Who would win in a fight, Batman or Superman?

ooo, picky....hmmm....superman i guess XD.



My Questions:

1. which animal would you most likely want to have as a pet?
2. if you had a child, what gender would he/her be and what name would you give him/her?
3. which is best, cartoon (anime-ish) movies or realistic ones?
4. which animal do you like most cats or dogs? if none of those two, which animal and why?
5. which year is best, Halloween or Xmas?
6. what film did you ever watch that got you inspired to draw their characters?
7. quick! think of a word that sounds funny to you and for what reason?
8. cheetah or lion?
9. what horrors do you own and which one do you watch the most?
10. what is the cutest thing you've ever seen?
11. if you saw an alien peeking through your window what would you're reaction be?

never doing that again >_>, had a hard enough time thinking of Questions for that Y_Y

i tag:

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i can't think of anyone else O_O, who ever wants to do it >_<

why.......am i having these really odd dreams? O_O

the first one was odd, but yet made me wake up gasping, because i was fighting it off of me, and the others that were there was telling me that nothing was there, and to stop messing around before we're caught by what ever we were running away from, well...i woke up gasping, and just stayed still because being i had fallen asleep during the day time, i now had woken up in the dark and wasn't sure what i was staring at, either my wall, or window, or which way i was facing. being there's a gap where i climb in and out of my bed.

well, i was able to wake myself fully and find out where i was facing and crawled out to move downstairs...that happened 4 days ago, and now i had it again....this time i was at my nans, but i was upstairs, and i was telling my cousin something, before i moved to his bedroom door, which, didn't want to open, as if something was pushing it so i couldn't open it, so i had turned to my cousin to ask if he could open it, and he had it open for him, and i was staring at a small girl, who was crying, but something about her made the hairs on the back of my neck stand up and my blood run cold, in fear....

well, i had ran down the stairs, my male cousin behind me as i made it to a sofa and had jumped onto it, my nan was sitting on hers which she's always sitting on, and i had panicked, and told her, that the girl up stairs is evil, but she just shook her head and smiled, when she pointed to the door, all i saw was pitch black and a small figure looking in, as if it wasn't there but was at the same time, so i tried throwing something, but i couldn't, i saw my cousin throw something and before i could figure out what it was, the figure had moved and screamed.

my blood ran cold again as it moved and dropped something that it was holding and before i knew it, i had a face staring back at me, anger in its red eyes, and i screamed, i felt tiny hands wrap around my throat, stopping me from breathing.....and woke up gasping, holding back a yell.

when i sat up, and felt my throat, i felt pain and i flinched and moved quickly moved to a mirror to see tiny red marks of tiny hand prints.

and now...there gone, but i'm still confused on what my dreams are trying to tell me, i know my cousin has a small ghost and one adult ghost in their home, but i don't know where that little girl comes in or why she tried to kill me O_O

but meh, i wanted to get it off my chest >_>

why is it, people think people with out teeth can't bite as hard as people with teeth? well...i can prove them wrong on their thoughts, because i have no teeth and I am not afraid to say it, i can bite as hard as people with teeth and eat what they can.

i can bite and leave marks on the flesh just like teeth can when they sink into flesh.

sorry...it just gets on my nerves....

i had my teeth removed just before X-mas and well...we can eat things....but there are things we can't actually eat, unless they have dentchers to eat peanuts, so we can eat the things people with teeth can eat...why think we can't because of not having teeth? just because we have no teeth doesn't mean we can't eat hard foods

i feel like I'm lacking things, and really want some critiques like body, hands, etc, though i have alot of trouble with normal human hands, but can do irken hands a little well, but need critiques right now O_O

look at the recent pictures I've done and say what i need to work on o.O