So I realize the last time I posted a journal was two year ago.... Ehehehehe....Sorry about that...I just want you all to know that I'm alive and well and I'm trying out being an adult! Got my own apartment and got my life almost in order. So....Art should be coming...I hope. As for the Fetish Challenge, I think I'm going to scrap that, only because I don't have enough (not any actually) people trying to help with ideas. So in the meantime I'm gonna try some other things, and try to get better with my writing.

Also on a side note I'm thinking of making a new fursona. A wolf by the name of Shaadhie Skyewolfe. Originally he doesn't have a last name but with him being a sky-pirate, I gave him the last name he has now.

I am really getting sick and tired of seeing ponies on the main page of both FurAffinity and deviantArt....sorry I know it's just me but god damn....I'm not here to see a little kids cartoon worshiped on a site where there is 18+ art. Now I understand not everyone is an adult on either site, but if you want to worship Ponies go ahead but not a place where there's porn. Please. And yes I'm bitching because I also see MLP porn and it makes me sick to my stomach...My opinion, don't care if you don't like it.

Project status: Stalled lol, need some good inspiration so if anyone wants to help, check out my list and help give me ideas, I'll give credit where credit is due.

Love to my fans,
Ceren R. Albright.

Hey everyone, just a heads up, my project The Fetish Challenge is going well. The first actual part is going very well, soon to updated. Soon being unknown but within this week, if you haven't already seen here is the intro:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11550468/

Don't forget to ask your questions here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5035990/
for a chance to be in my story~!


With love,
Ceren

P.S. Please spread this around. I know it may not be that good, but I'm trying!

I'm going to be typing up a bunch of fetish stories,
an A-Z list where one of the stories will be up to the readers.

Here is the list
Age Regression/Progression
Breast expansion
Cock Growth
Dicknipples
Extreme Pregnancy
Feet
Giantess
Hyper Partner
Inflation
Jelly Filled
Knotting
Lactation
Micro/Macro
Nipple Penetration
Oviposition
Pred/Prey
Quickie
Restraints
Slime Girl/Guy
Tail Sex
Unbirth
Vore
Weight Gain
Xeno
You Get To Choose - It has been chosen already. Stay tuned for more details
Zoophilia


I'm going to get on typing story number one so look for it!

free art raffle!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5028520/ here for the rules

I HIT 1,000 PAGEVIEWS!!!!!!!!
I'M ECSTATIC!!!!!

I don't know about you but July 4th was freaking amazing. It all started on the third when my mate came over. She helped me and my family set up for a party. After the set up The family including my mate went to go see the fireworks where I met up with my two older brothers. So my mate got to meet her oldest brother-in-law, her sister-in-law and my niece.
The fourth we had a party and had a lot of people, and food. It was the best Fourth of July party I've ever been to. There was a water balloon fight that I didn't take part in but I did supply the balloons for. And a really nice self done fireworks display in the backyard. The night ended with root beer floats and cuddle time with me and my mate.
The fifth was rather uneventful full of nothing but several episodes of Digimon and a depressing good-bye to my mate who went back home.

To sum it all up I had a great July fourth and I hope everyone else did too!

WARNING
Adult content, ideas, or opinions. Read at own risk.

So the other day I got on the topic of crossdressing with one of my good friends and it turns out he hates people who do it because he doesn't like gays. I turned to him and asked, "What about wearing girl's clothing because they are comfy makes a person gay?" he didn't respond so I continued, "A girl wears guy clothes because they are comfy, does that make them lesbians? Does a gay guy wearing guy clothes make him straight just because he looks it? Since when the hell did clothes define somebody's sexual preference?!"

This is most of my rant. I get sick of this shit man...I can't stand people who judge people for wearing the clothes they do. Is a person who has holey and greasy jeans a bum or hobo? No. My father has holey and greasy jeans because he works on cars all the time and cars like to bite and scratch and bleed on people. Is a woman who is walking down the street wearing high heals and a short skirt a whore or hooker? No. Well maybe....but even still not always is this the case....

A friend of mine crossdress and loves it because girl's clothes are softer and more comfortable for his slightly sensitive skin. He isn't gay. He's bi and married and has a kid on the way. His wife, who is the contributor of most of the clothes he wears, loves him just the same, dressed as a guy or a girl. Hell they even switch in the bedroom. I asked if I could post this info here he told me "Hell yea because I get sick of being called a queer because I wear panties or even a skirt."

So screw everyone who has ever judged based on the clothes someone wears. Or what they decide to do if it means they're comfy. I'm sick of the bullshit in our society and something needs to change...

That's it for my rant...I even had to break out my separate keyboard to type this because my netbook keyboard is so tiny...If any of my views offend you or my language offends you I am sorry...But I needed to speak my mind about this.

I hate going into the main page here and seeing people trying to make money for their art. I'm sorry, maybe it's just me but I hate it. If you don't have money, get a job, don't sell your personal work and make less than the time you put into it. Just my opinion I don't want negative comments. Just needed to vent.

I'm gonna be twenty in less than 72 hours...FML Good-bye teen years I will miss you!

I had my mate over for the last few days, and we had a blast. I can now finally say I've seen all three LotR movies. Saw Rise of the Guardians, and got some new MtG cards as well. I had a crap load of fun and I know she did too. I have some art I'm going to upload eventually so yay!

Thanks for reading
~C. R. Albright

Anime Milwaukee is Friday. I'm twitching already with excitement. Finally have a legit cosplay and not just dressing up as an OC. Gonna be Hibari Kyoya from Katekyo Hitman Reborn. Looking forward to being part of the group. I get to spend time with my mate and her friends and see some people who I haven't seen in a while.

The New Years update is minor but eh, I got another weekend with my mate, and watched two out of the three LotR movies. Still need to see The Return of the King.

Peace out,
Ceren R. Albright

My mate finally got to spend the weekend over! YOSH!!!!! It was amazing! So much fun and my family loved having her over! so yea, working on more drawings and scanning them so yea! Happy late Thanksgiving!!!

Hi! It's me Ceren! Yay! I'm not writing about my depression this time! I'm asking for help in my art. I've spent a lot of time trying on my own. Copying other ideas and trying to make some of them mine, and I mean that pose wise not art wise i would never do that. I'm looking for someone who will help me with my art in progression. I really want to up my skill a bit. And really all I need help with is drawing digigrade(sp?) legs, and drawing anatomy.
So please if you could I'd like to start learning from someone who is watching me...as for money, my paypal account got canceled and I cannot currently get another one due to lack of funds and lack of a bank account. So payment may be difficult as of right now....if you ask for payment. This fox is broke so I'm asking some one really to teach me for free....I know it's a lot to ask for but I really get sick of trying to draw something and then the anatomy comes out wrong and I have to erase it even though I know I shouldn't...

Here I am, on my own. I live with my friends, but I'm alone. I have my mate but I'm alone. My family kicked me out and doesn't want me back, and thus I stay alone. Maybe I won't be alone when I'm...

I'm writing this journal after having completed five days away from home with my mate Asami. This has been the best five days I have experienced in a long time. I'm grateful for these last few days, because I have been away from the stress of my normal life. And the sad part is I didn't get to scan my pics like I watned to. Oh well, there's always next time! Til then my faithful watchers, KEEP BEING FURRY!

Hmmmmm so it seems that it's that time of year again. Anime Milwaukee is upon my hometown. I am going this year and am going as two cosplays I've done previously and one that I haven't. This year I am going as Train Heartnet from Black Cat, my KH OC Everette, and my newest idea, Ceren, but in a mostly human form. So if you are going look for me on one of those three days.
Have fun my friends!
Ceren Albright

For the past few months, when I had an idea I wanted to draw I picked up my sketchbook, but as soon as I did the idea was gone...I looked on DA and FA and everywhere I could imagine to find art to inspire me, yet I found nothing. It seems my creative drive is gone, and to me that makes me sad. I haven't written, drawn, or even managed a doodle in months. It hurts me to say this but I might just quit trying to draw...