Today I woke up to the news of Russia shelling another massive attack on my home. On top of destroying an entire apartment building and power stations, they decided it's time to threw a missile at a children hospital as well. I feel paralyzed the entire day due to this devastating news.

Okhmatdyt Children's Hospital is the largest children's hospital in Ukraine, with most modern equipment used to threat kids of all ages. The shockwave from the explosion shattered all the windows and partially damaged the hospital itself. Both children and doctors were injured, and there are casualties. Currently a lot of people volunteered to clear the rubble and save those who is still stuck underneath. Mostly children.

‼️Please, consider directly supporting the hospital via donation!‼️

BANKING DETAILS FOR TRANSFERS FROM ABROAD:

Beneficiary: OHMATDYT IS HEALTHY CHILDHOOD
Account#: UA073005280000026003000025114
Beneficiary's bank: OTP BANK JSC
SWIFT code: OTPVUAUK
Purpose of payment: Charitable donation

Already donated my part and will be glad if you will join me.
That's the best kind of support you can offer me or any Ukrainian right now.

Hello!

At the start of this month I have quit my job at the Amazon warehouse. To keep it short, it became too physically and mentally impossible to keep it on - in the last month it has been nothing but constant 10-15 kg heavy packages and more than 32k steps almost daily for 4, or 5 days (if they needed us for an extra shift.). I was my first ever official job (apart from freelance) and while generally it was a decent experience, I threw me quite far in terms of my main passion, which is art.

Currently I'm dealing with my physical health and trying my best to return to art as fast as I can. Hopefully more updates soon!

Have a wonderful day.

Hello again. I've been quite a ghost recently, for that I am sorry.

Today, 24th of February, is a day when mine and all ukrainians dreams, hopes and lives went crashing down. A day that supposed to be a joy for me, for I was traveling to Czech Republic to visit my beloved partner once again, only to quit Polish borders after 8 tiring hours of waiting. Only to enter the nightmare, with phones now awake and the others keep repeating - "the war started."

My life since then was never the same.

I woke up daily to news of another city, another house being bombed by russian agressors. Another life taking. I live with never-going fear that one day, that house, that family, will be mine.
I was crying a lot. I went throught extremely dangerous depressive episode and almost lost everything i've loved - my passion, my loved one, a place to live. In a way finding work in the Amazon warehouse saved my soul for it helped me gain my focus back. But even then, I really hate writing online these days. After start of russian invasion, after Bucha, Mariupol, Kherson, Kachovka and many, many more horrible events, I just can't bring myself to talk to people online even. I'm sorry if you feel ignored - it's a mental block I'm struggling still to break.

I've lost a bunch of people dear to me, in horrible, painful deaths. Like family friend, who inspired me to draw and who was a very talented, incredibly gifted artist. Just recently became a dad. Blown to pieces on a minefield during mission. Only his hand remained.

It's more scars after what I've went throught with my granny and grandpa passing from terrible cancer pain.

I can't stand hearing Russian language. Used to write in it, speak IRL,enjoy some media. All gone now, feels alien and brings me pain. I'm glad that in a place I live I barely hear it around myself anymore. Just reading it online makes me physically sick.

The war is still going.

But you can make a difference and even with tinniest bits of donations or spreading the word out.
Please, consider spreading a word or donating to help ukrainians here: https://u24.gov.ua
You can choose yourself which funding to support.

Thank you for reading this journal. It was hard to write.
Stay safe.

Hello!

This one will be brief. For the last couple of weeks I've been working in Amazon warehouse on a night shift work for 10 hours from Wednesday till Saturday. This means that at these days I'll be physically unavailable to answer private messages or work on commissions. However I am always available from Sunday till Tuesday and will use this time to work on my current orders. The uploading will also starts to slowly stabilize again.

Thank you all for your support and patience. It's means world to me.
Stay tuned and happy Spooky Season!

Hello all!
First of all, I am currently applying for work in Amazon and work on my orders on my freetime, which is sadly not too much. But I am hopeful to slowly restore my previous activity. I did not managed to find a therapists, but visited language courses for two weeks, and it helped to boost my morale a little. I'll try my absolute best to contact you about the progress of owned work as well!

Second of all, I wanted to shout out a wonderful project of  uart - a group of talented, dedicated ukrainian artists, you can find a big variety of wonderful YCH and adopts over there! They currently host a charity adoptable charity adoptable Marik, 100% of profit will be transferred to support a Ukrainian pup Marik who is living in a small (relocated due war) shelter in Novopokrovka settlement (near Kharkiv). Now since the cold season is approaching, these artists would be grateful for any support - even just spreading word around!

I would love to see this group thrive, I can't describe how important any help is right now.

• If somehow you wish to support me - you can buy me a ko-fi. I'll do my best to thank you later when my situation will improve for just a little. •



Thank you for reading it, whoever you are, you rock and you are wonderful.
Please be safe.

Hello. It's been quite a while.

The last half of the year were quite challenging and a lot of negative events happened that took a massive toll on my mental health, to the point where I am currently looking for the therapy. On top of constant stress due to loved ones being in Ukraine (I've emigrated last year just on the day when the war broke), I've been dealing with massive mental problems, that's been boiling in me for years since my grandma's diagnose with cancer and her horrible passing. The chain of tragedies since then mentally broke me apart and I am no longer a person I've used to be 5 years ago. Since Russia invaded Ukraine, I've been separated from my family and haven't seen neither my mom, my other grandma and brother with niece in 1.5 years. If not the kindness and patience of my boyfriend and his wonderful family, it could been a complete ruin.

Then the summer hit, and do it got so much worse. Kachovka's dam cynical explosion absolutely broke my heart apart, and things were not easy since. My brother's apartment suffered via the shockwave, so he had to replace the windows and the doors. Thankfully, his family was away by that time. But this event made my fears feel even so real. And then.. My friend's boyfriend drowned, in a horrible tragic accident, my friend's life completely turned upside down with no bright future whatsoever, and I lost someone i personally knew, met and interacted with. And I was too far to be with my friend in this horrible moment.

Since then, I've had a dark period that I am not proud of and the way I've acted towards the people I love so deeply. I couldn't talk to my closest ones, I've closed up and been simply crying for days. So I had to took myself together. Currently, I'm looking for a manual work to get my head in order and integrate into the absolutely new society for me. It's not smooth and I've been rejected already on my recent interview, and while I wait with anxiety I do my commissions. I'm really sorry they are going so slow - the creativity part of mine got affected the most by all the stress endured during this few months.

• If somehow you wish to support me - you can buy me a ko-fi. I'll do my best to thank you later when my situation will improve for just a little. •

Will I start posting again? I'm not sure if I still feel comfortable with it enough to be frank, but we will see.
Thank you for your attention and forgive me for my silence. Hope you are all safe.
And hope to see you all soon.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10630059

 tailel 's mother was killed during the Chernihiv's missile attack and is now collecting money for survival and funeral. She has no parents anymore nor money for survival. Please consider helping as much as you can.

Today, the Russians blew up the dam at the Kakhovka hydroelectric station in the Kherson region. The consequences are catastrophic!
 B.Koal collected facts, photos and videos, and also attached links for donations to help people and animals.

Please follow the link and read! This is VERY important!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10571952/

This month has been insanely rough on my health.

On top of a hormonal craze that my body went thought, on a Valentine's Day me and my boyfriend managed to catch a strong food poisoning. I still do not feel fully recovered from it, but I finally slowly getting back to work.

While I do so, I have to put a small ych to generate some revenue to sustain myself while I do my main work. Please, check it out.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51123679/


Thank you all for your patience and support you showed me. I've read every message, just had no energy to respond.
Please stay safe and healthy.

Since the beginning of the year, I'm experiencing some unexpected heavy changes in my hormonal and physical health, which led to issues that prevents me to keep a steady workflow. Commissions are currently closed to allow me to focus on my current orders. I don't even have energy to answer to most people who write to me, so I am sorry if I do not respond in time.

To my clients - I'll update you the moment I feel a bit better.

Please, stay safe and healthy ♥

I got scammed by dumplingxiin

Twitter: dumplingxiin
Discord: funkytown#1215
Paypal: bombammbii@gmail.com
Associated characters: Rika, lemur-wolf hybrid and Fei, cow-bunny hybrid.

https://sta.sh/2bdmdro5iax
Link to the screenshots of the conversation.

Be careful accepting commissions from that person. Or at least do not be as naïve as me and request payment upfront.

On April 15, 2022, I was contacted by DumplingXiin via Twitter and Discord for a chibi couple commission slot. I was send references. My biggest mistake can be spotted already, I am used to trust in my commissioners so I decided that they can pay me after. Everything seems to be going smooth, communication was fast, we worked out the commission until the DumplingXiin was satisfied. I was happy to provide a good service. I made a second mistake. I handled a finished work before i got paid. Because I was too excited that I finished.

And once I handled it, communication nearly ceased to exist. Responses was once in a few days, and I started to get nervous. I felt a bit better once I got to invoice the person, but since then it was never really paid, and communication was poor. I was understanding and sympathetic towards their issues, but it got to a point where it started to feel very iffy and suspicious. In response to my now less positive post, I got a passive-agressive respond from DumplingXiin and another "payment will be soon" kind of excuse. I've arranged a deadline because I genially hoped things still can turn to the better. I've waited 2 weeks, only to find out I am no longer in a friend list and unable to write to them. I warned them via invoice that I'll have to take it to the public if they won't pay.

And they did not.
I won't lie, I feel absolutely terrible and crushed due to it. My goal was always to provide a positive service and I always try hard on my work. My clients means a lot to me. So being betrayed like that is a hard pill to swallow. Unfortunately I will have to change my ToS to protect myself from situations like this for now on. The timing just make this situation all even worse. I had to do extra work to cover the loss.

So once again, be very careful. Better safe than sorry.

To dumplingxiin: my DMs are free. You can contact me at any moment. This still can be resolved if you contact me.

Hi, it's Margo.

Over this month my physical health had been worsened. Together with back pain I also now experience a nasty infection and bleedings. My first surgeon doctor has given me treatment that made me feel much worse - I have to take antibiotics now to fight infection. I cannot sleep normally due to pain and overally feeling very weak. I will try my best to work, but I still felt a need to keep my watcher\commissioners updated.

It doesn't help that things around my country does not feel safe. I hope it will stabilize.

Stay safe, everyone.

Catched a cold on my back muscles at the start of the week. Its quite painful to sit, walk and sleep, so my work process speed severely decreased.

January started pretty rough.

Hello, dear watchers and commissioners!

In these harsh times, your support is more important to me than ever before. Thus, I have decided to reward those that are repeatedly coming back to commission me. I am pleased to announce my new commissioner loyalty program!

From now on (including all the commissions that have already been ordered and not paid yet), the following discounts will apply based on the amount of previously purchased commissions.

3 to 6 purchased commissions => 10% discount on all commissions
6 or more purchased commissions => 15% discount on all commissions

Your feedback is absolutely essential to me, and as such, from now on, I will reward everyone who writes a review of the commissioning process in the comments, shares my art around, or recommends my services to their friends.

A shoutout, a review, or a recommendation => 5% discount on the current or following commission

Thank you for allowing me to make a living through art, it is truly a dream come true for me. You're all wonderful.
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

https://ko-fi.com/wanderertamplior

Cute rewards awaiting those who's kind and brave enough! ♥

I’ve been wanting to write this journal since many-many months ago.

You may have all noticed that I was sometimes silent for a very long period of time. It’s been like that for 2 years. Before I felt wrong to talk about it, but now, after it’s over, I feel I should give you some explanation. I started taking PayPal commissions when I learned that my grandfather, by the name of Vladimir, was diagnosed with terminal cancer. I worked hard during the night and was with him in the daytime. For those 2 years, my entire family has been fighting for his life. Even if we all knew that we wouldn't win this one. It was a very morbid time. I saw many things I wish nobody to witness in their life. It’s extremely painful to see life fading away from your loved ones, especially when the process of it follows by deep pain and suffering.

On April 1st, my grandfather passed away. I wish I could say peacefully, but I can’t. The last months have been very rough. Even a few days after the funeral, I still cannot believe it, and I feel a piece of me is gone with him.

So… Why am I writing all of this?

I want to thank my commissioners and the people who have been supportive of me throughout this sad journey. Seriously, guys, I am not religious, but you were blessed angels for my family. You kept me working and helped me to push through the final hour for so long. Doctors gave my grandpa only a few months in 2018. He lived for more than 2 years. All thanks to you. I can’t express how eternally grateful I am for this - me and my entire family. Only thanks to you, he lived enough to see his grand-grand-daughter, my niece. Only thanks to you, he lived enough till my graduation. Only thanks to you, he lived and fought the disease like a beast. Only thanks to you I’ve managed not to give up completely.

It felt wrong to me to reveal this info openly for many months, I did not want to be seen as an attention seeker or mooching for money by using my grandpa’s diagnosis. Only very few people knew what’s really going on. But now, since he’s at peace, I can finally speak up.

Thank you. Thank you all so much for commissioning me during that time.

You all are true heroes.

If once you will feel down, please, remember this journal. You all are awesome and very cool people.


Thank you:


Mirra Mortas, Adam Hanzlik, RusCSI, Xannador2, Rafenfal, Igniis, Fepa, SaziArtStudios, Thal-Verscholen, Oki, Stein Tempus, Tomek1000, Dreadlight, Desrosaur, Lewattoo, GoldenGriffiness, Grean, Ryhaal, LanceDragonKnight, TheDragonJames, 123spyro, Cynderlord, Rusoderusia, SketchySilva, legeek22, Kalres, funk482, Nianque, Victoria-The-Wingless-Dragon, Czero, Ipad, Bobinfinity, Haavex, CougaR, LevyDerg, Keglen, Fork Tongue, Csox, Edraux, PaddleBallPaul, LegendaryGriffin, Shiro, Prisinence, Flapjaw, Atlas, JumboGaugeDA, Anon1718, Captain Sparkles (Xero), SephyTCD, Sardrel, Kydo, Zikimo, Aylaryn, Videri, Aether Wake, Kibermozgai, Herr, Teyano, Double, Matt V Crusader (Archon), Zundirth, Jura, DragonBlade789, Cuck Buck.

(if I did not mention you in this list, I am deeply sorry! please know, I'm still very honored that we worked together.)