Everyone who is either (male) gay or bi at my school tries to stay away from me and block me out, straight guys make funny jokes about my sexuality (The friendly kind), but are generally okay with me (generally) and bi/lesbian girls wanna be best of friends.. I came out to get notice from gay guys so that maybe I'd have a friend irl who wasn't straight (i.e we could cuddle, chat properly, hug, hang out) and who I could relate to.. -Sigh-
I have a lover (Very far away from me =( ).. What I don't have is supporting male friends irl.

Not emo stuff, just I don't feel wanted by a certain someone and I don't want him feeling uncomfortable about me being here, so I'm off for maybe a month?

So much for being stealth on FA anymore >__>

1. When did you realize you liked boys?
When I was born? I liked girls back then too and still do. But in a naughty way, I realized when I watched Pokemon and funny cartoons when I was 9 x3

2. When did you first kiss another boy?
Never in my life.

3. When was your first time?
First time? You mean like when I first made an aircraft carrier out of toilet rolls? x3 First time in naughty way, never =3

4. top/bottom/switch?
Switch? I love being sub and dom ^^

5. Is your fursona gay?
Well nah!!! He gets hard with male furries because he's straight >__>

6. Do you have a preferred body type?
I don't usually care about what my lover's body looks like, but athletic... <w<

7. Have you ever had a crush on a straight guy?
Hah.. Boy have I..

8. Celebrity crushes?
Erm.. Does Zen count? >/////>

9. Furry crushes?
So many..

10. Dick, butt, balls or other?
All three and more..

11. Shaved or not?
I love fur.. I hate hair... >___>

12. Any particular kinks?
Just regular sex will work.. But I do love a man shirtless and in tight jeans ;)

13. Favorite Porn Comics?
Anything furry that is either cute, funny or romantic.

14. Would you consider doing it with a girl?
Hmmm... Do what? Play Modern Warfare 2? God damn.. There's this girl at our LAN party who kicks everyone's butts.. Ironic that her profile is called "Manly Man" haha

15. Have you done it with a girl?
Never done it at all, let alone with a girl x3

16. Do you ever do anything stereotypically flaming?
I hate stereotyping, but everyone does it V_V

17. Do you try to act 'straight' around non-gays?
I don't try.. Unfortunately, it has been programmed into me after spending so much time with them.. I'd have to try to act "Gay" Q___Q

18. Are you 'out' to your family/close friends?
Sort of.. I don't care.. But I'd never tell my grandparents, they don't even understand the concept of being gay and they're so nice.. =\

19. Who was the first gay fur artist you encountered?
Ohhh!! ZEN!!

20. What is a 'must have' in your porn?
Hmm.. Males and no female anatomy?

21. Do you ever daydream/have personal fantasies?
Of my one true love.. Every second <3

22. Do you have a fur species besides your own character that really gets you hot under the collar?
Dragons..

23. Do you know any gay manga/anime you could recommend to folks?
If someone gave me one, it'd be my first hee ^^

24. How many gay friends do you have?
IRL: None
Online: So many..
My wish: That it was the other way around..

25. Do you own any sex toys?
Nope.. Though I have had experience >////////////////////>

26. Are you circumcised? Do you prefer cut or uncut cocks?
I'm not Jewish x3
Uncut ftw <3

27. Rough or Romantic?
<3 <3 <3 Romantic <3 <3 <3

I thought I had it.. I still feel it, but am I realizing my stupidity in believing it's existance?

Looks I'm over 4000 pageviews now.. Cool, heh..

[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post
Ask me the questions bridgekeeper, I'm not afraid.

[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized?
If Meth were legalized, I'd grab my shotgun, barricade the garage and shoot any of the zombies that tried to get in!

[03] Abortion: for or against it?
For.. I believe it is the choice of the parent/s whether or not to bring another life into this world.. I am against the idea of continued reproduction at it's current rate of a future doomed to overpopulation, but I also do not like the idea of just throwing out an unborn child like it's garbage. But I'm not religious so.. Meh.

[04] Do you think a country would fail with a female president?
We've had a female Prime minister (Technically president) for years and she did better than our current prime minister.. One who announced his own vasectomy publicly.. On national television.. >___>

[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?
I condone the penalty of death to the innocents and I hate to judge people's unfortunate conducts and conclude a harsh sentence.. But in a world of mistrust and uncertainty.. It is very difficult to tell innocent form guilty..

[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
For those who wish to indulge themselves, let them bare the consequences of their actions.. But personally, I'd say hell no to anything as harmful as that, with perhaps the exception of medical treatment.

[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?
Sex and Masturbation is a natural tension relief that we must all partake in once in a while.. The art of lovemaking / child conception / recreational release should never be condoned.

[08] Do you believe in God?
On the fence about it. Agnostic Atheism is fun.

[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?
Marriage is pointless.. True love needs no signed papers or "blessing from High Above".

[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
I hate the fact that they are exploited by people for labour and looked down upon just because they want to move to a better place for themselves and their families.

[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
No. The fact that this was allowed to happen in a "civilized" world would startle me .

[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
In this country, the age is at 18 haha.. But to be honest, Alcohol is an abomination. I mean.. It's okay for means of celebration.. But never for the purpose of "healing wounds and depression".

[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?
The war in Iraq should never have happened.

[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
What's the matter? Can't do it yourself? - Kidding.. I think suicide should only exist in stories and fiction, not the other way around.

[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?
Once again, this has been banned in this country.. Wow, New Zealand is starting to make the United States look like Ethiopia.. Which is saying a lot, lol

[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
Sure! A million bucks just for a piece of coloured cloth!?

[17] Who do you think would have made a better president? McCain or Obama?
Obama for sure.. Just wish he was more like what I was expecting -Sigh-

[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
Let them come! There's one folf in this Meme that still draws breath!


Sorry about the pop culture references.. I'm a freak for famous quotes =D

Please read this journal right now! My friend here is on the street and he needs a place to stay! Please help him out right now!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:12973939

For long as I've lived.. I have had hatred against the stereotyping and prejudice. Who is with me? Why do Gay people have to always either be comical, cowardice or anti-heroes.. Why can't they be the main characters? Why do gay actors have to stay in the closet just because their agents think coming out is suicide career-wise.. Isn't pride what we stand for!? Is staying closeted showing the world that it's okay to be queer!? Why stay closeted? Because the mainstream audience is homophobic and keep running to their religions and governments for all the "Righteous" reasons that's why.. If I'm going into the Film Industry, I'm doing it with open arms.. And I will do it, first step of my career, by outing myself! It's time to stop this ignorance and suffering.. Just as Gandhi said.. We are strong.. "First they ignore you, then they ridicule you, then they fight you.. Then you win!!!" Noone gets left out of this anymore... NOONE! >:(

<3 That's my rank!! <3

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gay_an.....al_Sea_Islands

Would that be epic if we had a similar type of place for furries <3

There be plenty arising right now =(

Oh really brings back the good ol days before my realization of the world became horrible and complicated which was realistic. But yeah.. I just remember those days when I went to see the first Lord of the Rings film at the cinemas in London.. I laughed at all Pippin's comical moments, I cried when Gandalf fell into the shadow in Moria, I was silent in all the most intense and dramatic moments and I cheered when Aragorn cut Lurtz's head off near the end. I just watched it again.. I did all those same things I did back then, cos it was just that powerful, memorable epicness everyone should respect <3

I say it's just scream really loud, crack out loads of fireworks and impersonate George Washington day, but that's just me x3 Happy American Independence day from Britain, officially 234 years belated..

Opinions from experienced people?

There is much of it in the newest FA banner, cos it's winter all the way down here in South Furryland x3

And admit that the waters
Around you have grown
And accept it that soon
You’ll be drenched to the bone
If your time to you is worth savin’
Then you better start swimmin’ or you’ll sink like a stone
For the times they are a-changin’

Open night just finished. Look forward to doing the next 4 days hard out acting... Not easy being the second lead =3

MUST SEE!!!! It got a 9.4/10 on IMDB (No shit! Meaning it would be the highest rated movie on there) and apparently everyone is saying it's such a brilliant movie.. Jeez, maybe animation is the way to go, not film x3

I've been pretty down lately. Done lots of work doing drama rehearsal, have LOADS of school work to finish in 2 weeks and most of it requires other people (Group projects) who are recently becoming more and more harder to control. I'll probably be spending the majority of the winter holidays cooked up on my computer, getting unfinished assignments done and editing my film trailer (The film itself was too long and would require too much time and effort to make it, so I've toned it down to a mere epic trailer). I wonder if I'll actually get the chance to go to University or College or even Film School... But hell, I'll do my best.

Met some great new furriends (Online again Sadly) who have helped tackle my strain and stress, taking out my depression one friendly comment or advise at a time, for which my thanks could never extend to be enough for them -Cuddles all of em real tight- <3

Lastly.. I suppose I'll just start playing strategy games online again, or even the odd first person shooter once in a while to ease some of my work tension and some of that painful jealousy and horrible loneliness.

What's on everyone's agenda this week?

Life is Constant and Death is Infinite.. Just like Time and Space.

Life is infinite and death is constant just like space and time.

Who wants a piece of the folfy? Get me while I'm fresh =P

Stolen from  calvin-hobbes

Do you:
[ ] Spend more time at the mall than you do at homework
[x] Have had a hair color that is not natural
[ ] Have "blonde moments" at least once a day
[ ] Buy stuff because it's awesome and then never wear/use it
[ ] Constantly keep your phone at your side
[x] Dance around in your room when nobody else is home
[ ] Have a name for your car
[ ] Know what celebrity is dating who and who broke up this week
[ ] Refuse to go out in public without makeup
[ ] Prefer to be called "princess"
Total So Far: 2

Do you love:
[ ] Makeup
[ ] Glitter
[x] The color Pink
[x] Jewelry (Cool dragon rings, bracelets, necklaces etc.)
[x] Mirrors
[ ] Chick flicks
[ ] Shoes
[x] Rainbows
[] Unicorns
[x] Disney Movies
[ ] Flowers
[x] Stuffed Animals
[ ] Purses
Total So Far: 8

Do you shop at:
[ ] Coach
[ ] Forever 21
[ ] Victoria's Secret
[ ] Guess
[ ] Claire's
[ ] Express
[ ] Delia's
[ ] Hollister
[ ] American Eagle
[ ] Abercrombie Fitch
[ ] Aeropostale
Total So Far: 8 (None of these stores in New Zealand XD)

Do you say:
[x] Whatever
[x] Oh my god
[x] Hun
[ ] Fugly
[ ] That's hot
[ ] Dunzo
[ ] Darling
[ ] Bff
[x] Cutie
[ ] Hottie
[ ] Skank
[x] Totally
[x] For Sure
[x] Fabulous
Total So Far: 15

Do you read:
[ ] Cosmopolitan
[ ] Glamour
[ ] Marie Claire
[ ] Elle Girl
[ ] Teen Vogue
[ ] People
[ ] Us Weekly
[ ] Star
[ ] Self
[ ] PerezHilton.com
[ ] Dlisted.com
[ ] Seventeen
[ ] people.com
[ ] usmagazine.com
[ ] popsugar.com
[ ] Pink Is The New Blog.com
Total So Far: 15 (Only read National Geographics, Time and Console/PC magazines)

Do you love these:
[ ] Legally Blonde
[ ] Elizabethtown
[ ] Mean Girls
[ ] Now & Then
[ ] The Notebook
[ ] A Walk to Remember
[ ] Sweet Home Alabama
[ ] Where the Heart is
[ ] Just My luck
[ ] John Tucker Must Die
[ ] Center stage
[ ] Bring it On
[ ] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[ ] Mona Lisa Smile
[ ] My Girl
[ ] The Wedding Date
[ ] 10 Things I Hate About You
Total So Far: 15 (Haven't really read any of these movies.. Not into romantic "comedies")

Do you really enjoy:
[ ] America's Next Top Model
[ ] Project Runway
[ ] Desperate Housewives
[ ] The Simple Life
[ ] 8th & Ocean
[ ] Sex & the City
[ ] Grey's Anatomy
[ ] The O.C.
[ ] The City
[ ] Nip/Tuck
[ ] Gilmore Girls
[ ] Degrassi
Total: 15