SO SO SO SO.

I'm almost at the half way point to put a down payment for my fursuit...

'Cause you know, making my own proved to be a ridiculous task.

then here I am spinning a record (Bay City Rollers - "It's A Game" - incase you're curious)

and I say to myself, I says "Av, what would make this so much better?" and I realized... RECORDS... FURSUIT... OH MY GOD. I'm gonna model records in my suit!

And yea, that's my brilliant idea.

Mind you, I'm getting a suit of my character  tiren

Not of Avalanche... or Doukas... or Abraxes... or Tatum...

Yea, I have 5 characters. I'm sure down the line, I'll get each made.

Turns out this little white wolf is pretty good at dodging giants!

Looking for someone who is open for comissions that would be willing to draw me? :D

I gots the moneys :3

Brighter Days are ahead of me.

With my move coming up in about a week or so,

and my ever growing record collection.

Yes, there are some negatives to everything that is happening.

But, things can only get better. So, heres to hoping and thanking all those who give me constant support.

Sometimes I kind of wish had a retry button or something.

Or that I could simply turn back time to make things right.

I feel somewhere a long the lines I kind of just fucked so much shit up.

My grandmother died the other day, I hadn't seen or spoke to her in over 2 years. I tried to make contact, but I barely ever got a reply.

I feel I've made myself an undatable person.

Ugh... so many feelings.

anyone wanna be my new record buddy? :D

I think I'm back!

So, my birthday is fast approaching and yea...

Anyways, my bedroom flooded, alot of my vinyls are soaked.
That really pisses me off, since they're the only thing that took any sort of damage in the flood.

Other than that, been doing alot of thinking and stuff, really not impressed with alot of stuff.

And yea.

Just droppin' in.

So.
As promised, I'll be here periodically throughout the day.

As much as it probably will piss off alot of my friends.
I need to go on hiatus for awhile. I will appear periodically every second Friday starting on the 24th.

The reason behind this, is that my dog, Benji, has become very ill and has required well over $3,000 in vet bills, and by me being here it prevents me from being able to work on paying off that money.

Benji is still very ill, as he was diagnosed with parvo and very deadly disease that kills puppies, and is being treated for it. There is still a chance he may not make it, and I ask for your prayers (and thoughts, or kind words for my non-religious friends) and hope that Benji will make a full recovery and return home.

How do you tell someone you just had a conversation with a ventriloquist dummy... who insists he's not a dummy?

oh yea...

I just had a conversation with a ventriloquist dummy, he insisted he wasn't a dummy.

I'm not even kidding.

WHO LIVES IN NORTH CAROLINA?

Okay, okay...
So I know what I want for my birthday...

For my birthday...
I want a...

CHIANINA BULL!

Why you may ask?

Well, they're big...
they're cute...
they weigh around 3,700 lbs...

and they look cuddly :D

So, I want one...
preferably black or brown.

Pweaaaase?

...is in 68 days.

So, like.
Yea.

Birthday Wishlist:
Records?
Arts?
Birthday Hugs?

(It's March 30th)

You know what? Forget it.
Just NEVERMIND.

Not like anybody cares.

Well, they brought my Blackjack's ashes today.
Along with 2 envelopes with clippings of his fur.
His death certificate.
My bill for his cremation.
and a cookie in a plastic bag inside a card that says "Half was placed with your beloved pet on his journey over the rainbow bridge. The other half is for you to keep until your hearts meet."

THEN I CRIED.

Not only was I reminded my dog is dead, but I was reminded that I'm gonna die, he needs the other half of the cookie.

ANGRRRRRY!!


srsly. I'm fuckin' pissed off.
and quite hurt.

bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored.

I'm bored.

Slowly getting better.
alot less of an emotional tampon.

and, uh... a lot less barfing.

Also. I accidentally bought a 45 pic sleeve with no LP.
So, I bought the LP on eBay for $0.99.

Just thought I'd share that...

Uh...


http://tatumrawr.webs.com/ website was updated.

and, um... it's still a work in progress.

any and all feedback is welcome :)

also, I do realize there is blank pages.

So, my best friend, Blackjack had passed away the morning of December 31st, 2011.
I haven't been taking it well.

Anyways, I thank those who have given support to me.

I should be back to my full return by next week (or year) January 1st, 2012 will be my return to MUCK, IRC and wherever else I lurk.

Also, $900 later and my dog will probably pass away... It's sad, turns out he is diabetic and his body isn't agreeing with the insulin, and he is very weak. I am hoping and praying that he will live to see the new year.

Anyways, hope all y'all had an excellent Christmas.

so haiii.

tatum 'ere.

happy christmas and what not...
or whatever other holiday festivities you may be doing.
blessings.

uh.
yea!

happy christmas.
mhmm.
yup.

(p.s. my eyes are like o_O)

I'm not back yet.
I still have a lot of thinking to do.

This is merely to let those who are my close friends know that I'm still here (on Earth) and not dead. (Since, during my last leave of abscence, I was wrongfully declared dead).

I just have a thought.
If something that makes you happy is wrong. But it's not a bad thing, what makes it so wrong?

Anyways, Tatum will be around.

Sadhusky is sad.

On a happier note, I found a record I've been searching for.
Just, I need to wait until the 22nd for it :(

I'm gonna disappear for a bit.
I have too much going on.

Sorry.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o22eIJDtKho