my new icon is by  driftingdragon :3
ain't she grand?

pick a record, any record.

and i will try to buy it and add it to my collection :3

(please don't pick impossible ones to find.)

you need a hug :(

anyone wanna?

I'm so drained, and my day has only just begun...

So, tonight at work.

The full-time, night shift supervisor.
The one who I am pretty sure is trying to kill me.
Told me, that he is quitting his job.

I pretended to be sad.
But deep down, I was happy.
Very, Very , VEEEERY happy.

So, anyways.

My break came around,
I called a friend, and spoke to them about money issues.

I became extremly upset.

Anyways.
The funny part.

I was so happy and sad, at the same time.
That I vomitted.

Then I decided, I'm going to apply for his job.
Yup.

I recently got an email from a girl who I used to speak to in IRC.
It was titled "I'm sorry".
I open it.
It was like 6 paragraphs of her apologizing for my death.

And her expressing all of her feelings.
Very odd email.

I sent her an email back saying
"LOL. I'm not dead!"

So, now I'm writing this journal to let all y'all know I'm not dead.
just very busy and whatnot.

I should be back to my full return after xmas.

November and December suck balls.
Worse than I do.

What was I going to say?
Um.
Not sure if all y'all know I lost my paypal due to unforeseen circumstances.

and that puts a hold on my new website...

Uh.

I had a nervous breakdown.
woot.

and I do mean woot.

that was like wednesday.
nothing big.
blacked out, told some folks off.

anyways, a guy on eBay threatened to sue me for $6CDN
after I retracted my $0.99 bid. lol.
so now I am giving him $10CDN for the sealed record.
oh well.

also, I've got a shit ton of vinyls coming in.

that's it.
enjoy.

I come back.
Shit hits the fan.
Yipee.

Ughhhhh.

I'm sort of back.

I have so much going on in my life at the moment.

Lotsa money woes.

Yaaay.

My puppy chewed my moms expensive table :|

But, so, uh. I'll post the link to my blog so you can keep tabs on me.

I'm still very much alive y'all!

I've had a rough couple of days, but was blessed with one of the greatest gifts on Thursday.

I bought a puppy.
His name is Benji.
He is a Damatian/Basenji mix.

Cutest little guy ever.

I'll post pics upon my return.

I am getting better.
My health is no longer declining.

I also sleep alot more and work too.
I no longer have a paypal account...

(I was forced to close it to stop my shopping addiction)

It was for the best. I must thank my mother for helping me with that.
Anyways, I miss you all and love you lots.
Especially a certain big bear ;)

Anyways, going to bed. Have to work in the morning.
I'll return to FA and FM on Wednesday morning.
Around 9 AM.

Well, things aren't going as I had planned.
I didn't win the LP.
The guy who was selling the dog said he sold it.
I'm keep getting sicker.
I'm going to be gone for a week or so. Lots of sleep.

Goodbye for now.
Love you all.

I offer someone on eBay $100 for a record that they only want $9 for, and they turn down my offer?
So, now I am left barely able to sleep because I want to buy this record so badly.
I am currently praying and hoping no one bids on it. If I am outbid on my $9 bid, I'll increase to $20 and so on until I reach $100.
I do however plan to snipe the bid.
I just can't sleep because of it.

Tatum has an addiction to records ;___;

Also.
I hate being sick.
I have no idea what it is.
I keep running a fever and getting rashes, coughing, sneezing, aching.
The doctors say there is nothing wrong.
WHAT IS THIS? D:

Anyways, I have to work at 8 am and can't sleep. :|

I'm tired.
I'm stressed.
I'm pissed.

Going to listen to records.

I feel as though I've lost interest in many things I used to enjoy.

Drawing.
Furries.
Downloading Music.

Now I ride my bike, go for jogs, listen to records and read books.

I barely ever make it online anymore.

I feel as though I am drifting, am I?

I also apparently like women now?
So confused.

I need help with website design or something along those lines.

I want to make a website.
A very simple one.

You go to it.
There is a list of options.
You click an option.
It takes you to a new page.

What should I use to do that?

Help?

Funny stuff.

When I was 8 I was really into Pamela Anderson.
No joke, I had all her movies. Posters. News Articles. I even watched dreaded re-runs of "Home Improvement". Ick.

But last night, I had a dream.
I dreamed I was at a flea market buying records, and I didn't have enough money.
So I tried to steal them (HEH. Me, stealing? Give me a break. I'm a good Xian boy.)

Now I tried stealing them by sticking them into my butt pocket... wtf.

anyways, the old lady running the flea market catches me.
starts calling for the police.

SUDDENLY.

Pamela Anderson comes out of nowhere and tells me to follow her if I "want to live" (Terminator ref?)
Anyways.

So, I take off (vinyls in tow) cops chasing us.

We hide in a treefort (lolwut?) for god knows how long...

We eventually were bored, and needed body heat?
So. She came up with ideas.

Anyways. One thing lead to another. We sexed.

(This was a dream.)

Anyways. I was my fursona too to top it all off.

So, I dreamt I was my 'sona, stealing records and fucking Pamela Anderson...?

Now, all of this (dreams and feelings towards women) started when my boyfriend dumped me.
Now he is asking me back out (NOOOOO!!!)

Also. GOT MY MEDICATIONZ!

I wish I was a Raccoon.
They're so badass.
Just going around fuckin' shit.
Eating everything.
Spreading rabies.

HOW FUCKIN' BADASS IS THAT?

Lucky lil' guys.


On another note.

TATUM HAS NO MEDICATIONZ.

I'm working on a self portrait.
of myself. in human form.

WUT UP?

3rd night in a row with absolutely 0 sleep.
I work very soon.
6 hour shift, no sleep.
I dread today.

Originally I had posted a big journal about it.
But FurAffinity fucked up.

So, yea.
I'm single.
I got dumped.
Through text messaging.

PLAY PLAY PLAY!
anyone
*puppy eyes*

So, most of you know of Tatum as the 5 foot 6 inch, 90 pound Huskard from Crysania. With the long blonde warlock hair, and heterochromia in both eyes. Usually wearing ripped jeans and a flannel...

Weeeeeeeell, not any more.

He is now 6 foot 5 inch, 190 pound Huskard from Crysania. He still has the hair, he still has the eyes. But now he has a muscular chest, muscular legs and arms, and a chubby soft belly :3 and he wears his ol' loin cloth. Which is starting to get small on him. Oooooh weeeeeell.

(Of course for some people I'll still be tiny Tatum, but for others they'll get big sexy Tatum!!! :D)

and of course Tatum still loves vinyls, and food. :)
See where all that eating got him? :3


I also may give him a normal tail or an otter tail or something like that.
Give me your thoughts. :)

This week there will be a whole lot less of me.
As my work schedule picked up. (Finally)
So, here is my schedule starting with tomorrow.

Sunday: 10AM - 4PM
Monday: 10AM - 4PM
Tuesday: 3PM - 11PM
Thursday: 3PM - 11PM
Saturday: 10AM - 4PM
Sunday: 10AM - 4PM

With that, I'll still be around, still check messages and everything, just I'll be going to bed earlier and waking up earlier.

and in the immortal words of Darby Crash "I need a beer."

*Browsing the internet* Oooh, that's cool!! I think I'll buy it.
*flashback to mom telling me not to buy anything online with my credit card* D'awrrrr.
*bright idea!* I get paid, so therefore, I can buy it when I get my pay and then put money on my card so no one knows! Brilliant!
*Tatum has no idea how much he is going to be paid.*

Yup, thassa how Taterz work.