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Posted 11 years agoBEWARE once i return home there will be porn ahead O3O
Opening myself and my mate
Posted 11 years agoOkay so. *sharp inhale* my boyfriend 
and I are opening for a third person in a polyamorous relationship. it has to just be one person though because 4 people would be a tad overwhelming and this is a thing we'd have to try.
Mind you this would be an Online Only thing Unless it worked out very well.
here are the guidelines.
-distance doesn't matter
-you have to be attracted to/willing to love both of us
-female is preferred but FTM is also accepted, we don't do too well with most biological complete men because of bad past experiences
-a man may be accepted as well but nothing physical, purely romantic
-you must be sweet and willing to adapt to our crazy asses
-must be flexible enough to be in contact with us often
-Under 20 years of age please!!!!!! (16-19 preferred)
-must be willing to dork out with us
-must be willing to send us cute selfies
- We have to talk and get to know each other before jumpin into this.
-you may leave us your skype or phone number
-introduce yoself, tell us your interests! you can do this via Note
and I are opening for a third person in a polyamorous relationship. it has to just be one person though because 4 people would be a tad overwhelming and this is a thing we'd have to try.Mind you this would be an Online Only thing Unless it worked out very well.
here are the guidelines.
-distance doesn't matter
-you have to be attracted to/willing to love both of us
-female is preferred but FTM is also accepted, we don't do too well with most biological complete men because of bad past experiences
-a man may be accepted as well but nothing physical, purely romantic
-you must be sweet and willing to adapt to our crazy asses
-must be flexible enough to be in contact with us often
-Under 20 years of age please!!!!!! (16-19 preferred)
-must be willing to dork out with us
-must be willing to send us cute selfies
- We have to talk and get to know each other before jumpin into this.
-you may leave us your skype or phone number
-introduce yoself, tell us your interests! you can do this via Note
I'm afraid of 23 out of 72 fears
Posted 11 years agoAre you afraid of:
[x] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[X] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[x] spiders
[] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 6
[/] being touched
[x] fire
[] deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[X] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[X] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] girlfriends/boyfriend's dad
[] girlfriends/boyfriend's mom
[] rats
[/] jumping from high places
[] snow
Total so far: 11
[] rain
[] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[] falling
[] clowns
[X] dolls to be fair, only some kinds of dolls
[X] large crowds of people
[x] men
[] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
Total so far: 18
[] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[x] becoming blind
[] becoming deaf
[] growing up
Total so far: 20
[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] blood
[] dinosaurs
[] the welcome mat
[] high speed
[] throwing up
[x] falling in love
[] super secrets
Total: 23
If you wish to post this journal, it's been requested that you title it, "I'm afraid of __ out of 72 fears"
if you get more than 30, I highly suggest counseling
if you get more than 20, you're paranoid
if you get 10-20, you're normal.
if you get under 10, you're fearless.
[x] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[X] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[x] spiders
[] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 6
[/] being touched
[x] fire
[] deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[X] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[X] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] girlfriends/boyfriend's dad
[] girlfriends/boyfriend's mom
[] rats
[/] jumping from high places
[] snow
Total so far: 11
[] rain
[] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[] falling
[] clowns
[X] dolls to be fair, only some kinds of dolls
[X] large crowds of people
[x] men
[] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
Total so far: 18
[] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[x] becoming blind
[] becoming deaf
[] growing up
Total so far: 20
[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] blood
[] dinosaurs
[] the welcome mat
[] high speed
[] throwing up
[x] falling in love
[] super secrets
Total: 23
If you wish to post this journal, it's been requested that you title it, "I'm afraid of __ out of 72 fears"
if you get more than 30, I highly suggest counseling
if you get more than 20, you're paranoid
if you get 10-20, you're normal.
if you get under 10, you're fearless.
i've noticed
Posted 11 years agoI'm usually a 'nice' person who likes to help people. Well, if I help people too much then they start to expect my help, which I don't really like...
distraction journal
Posted 11 years agooh look im surrounded by faygo bottles yay haha its a bright and sunny day (fuck my life)
I hate it
Posted 11 years agotrying to make like EVERYTHING okay and just fucking myself over in the end
haha yeahhh i'm either too much or not enough and I hate it.
I cant be that perfect balance or anything. I just want everyone to be happy and I sometimes sacrifice myself that's just how I am. Everyone just do what you want okay i'm through. like seriously.
People are so deceiving how do I even deal with them. -facefirsts into the mud-
haha yeahhh i'm either too much or not enough and I hate it.
I cant be that perfect balance or anything. I just want everyone to be happy and I sometimes sacrifice myself that's just how I am. Everyone just do what you want okay i'm through. like seriously.
People are so deceiving how do I even deal with them. -facefirsts into the mud-
feels
Posted 11 years agowhat are they
how do they work
how do you use them
how do they work
how do you use them
gOD
Posted 11 years agoWHEN U RLLY WANNA COMMISSION SOMEONE BUT DEY AINT DERE.
paws
Posted 11 years agopaws tho. glow paws tho. ;u;
Epiphony
Posted 11 years agoHave you ever been like completely interested in someone? To the point where everything you hear them say sticks in your mind like "wow rlly thats gr8 you're gr8 everything about/around/with you is gr8"
Yeah I have a photographic memory. All of that sticks in my head anyway.
So I came upon a realization. Every great thought/aspiration/image/admiration I have for a person can be completely turned around by what they say.
Like if someone says something big and then says something else that is not to be taken lightly, every great thing they've ever said to me can see like a falsity. A lie. Or i'd even force myself to forget the great things and replace them all with every bad thing. Then whenever that person is happy all I can think about is how corrupted they really are. And I can't be happy even though I fake it. I guess that's odd. Everything just kind of sticks to me and I can immediately remember every random bad thing at random and it's weird. Very weird. Though it doesn't make me feel sad just kind of blank.
Then I train myself to treat that person different. To avoid the 'real' way that I see them. Is that bad? Does it make me weird?
Yeah I have a photographic memory. All of that sticks in my head anyway.
So I came upon a realization. Every great thought/aspiration/image/admiration I have for a person can be completely turned around by what they say.
Like if someone says something big and then says something else that is not to be taken lightly, every great thing they've ever said to me can see like a falsity. A lie. Or i'd even force myself to forget the great things and replace them all with every bad thing. Then whenever that person is happy all I can think about is how corrupted they really are. And I can't be happy even though I fake it. I guess that's odd. Everything just kind of sticks to me and I can immediately remember every random bad thing at random and it's weird. Very weird. Though it doesn't make me feel sad just kind of blank.
Then I train myself to treat that person different. To avoid the 'real' way that I see them. Is that bad? Does it make me weird?
What is Said
Posted 11 years agoI think i've got to start listening more to the things that people tell me. Because if the smallest thing slips me I will later find out "wowee. they weren't kidding" haha, i've had several instances where this has came up
maybe my ears are just going x3
maybe my ears are just going x3
Times of Change
Posted 11 years agoHey to everyone who actually reads these things.
I'm going to be doing a lot of discovering on who I actually am or who I might be, so if you notice some changes in me please don't flip out. I merely am becoming accustomed to the new way of life that I have decided to live. Don't think I'm a freak or anything because i'm not. Things just need to be different. these are times of change is all. So yeah. Note me if you have questions.
I'm going to be doing a lot of discovering on who I actually am or who I might be, so if you notice some changes in me please don't flip out. I merely am becoming accustomed to the new way of life that I have decided to live. Don't think I'm a freak or anything because i'm not. Things just need to be different. these are times of change is all. So yeah. Note me if you have questions.
SASASASIGNAL BOOST PLEASE!!
Posted 11 years agohttps://www.change.org/en-GB/petiti.....t-a-young-age#
Boosting
's gender identity petition because it's a very important thing in my eyes. Petition to allow education for the younger generations on gender identity. please sign this.
Boosting
's gender identity petition because it's a very important thing in my eyes. Petition to allow education for the younger generations on gender identity. please sign this. OLLIES OUTIE
Posted 11 years agoI WANNA FUKIN EAT DSFNJREWNFGIT
read...
Posted 11 years agoI guess you guys can just ignore this. I'm just not feeling the best currently so I might take a small hiatus. I can't really explain what's wrong, I just might be gone for a bit. I love you guys though. <3 And you can note me if you absolutely need me.
So I got a snake
Posted 11 years agoOkay so I got this little terd today. He's a ball python. Still fairly small. and He has albino genes in him so if I ever decide to mAKE HIM HAVE HTE SECKS then he's very likely to produce albino offspring.
I'm having trouble naming him, I'm thinking something like Strike, Spoopy, Lava or Shifter Just by his behavior/markings. But lemme tell you, he just sits on his little stump and flicks his tongue at me like the biggest derp ever.
And you would think that snakes slither but he just slides like a sock on a hardwood floor. And he'll run into the tank and then just stare like he's just seen the second coming of christ.
Pretty sure I'll just call him HissHiss. =n=.
I'm having trouble naming him, I'm thinking something like Strike, Spoopy, Lava or Shifter Just by his behavior/markings. But lemme tell you, he just sits on his little stump and flicks his tongue at me like the biggest derp ever.
And you would think that snakes slither but he just slides like a sock on a hardwood floor. And he'll run into the tank and then just stare like he's just seen the second coming of christ.
Pretty sure I'll just call him HissHiss. =n=.
glitchy glitchy laggity lag
Posted 11 years agomy thumbnails aren't showing and I am sad b/c I finally wanna post shit and my computer is just like "naw motherfucker I don't think so."
The fuck do I fix this
Technology hates me
The fuck do I fix this
Technology hates me
i cost __________ a night meme
Posted 11 years agoNatural Hair Color:
[x] Brown - $10.00
[x] Blonde - $7.50
[] Black - $1.50
[] Bald - $0.50
[] Other - $5.00
Eye Color:
[x] Brown - $5.00
[] Green - $10.00
[] Blue - $15.00
[] Hazel - $7.50
[] Other - $1.50
Height:
[] Over 7′ - $20.00
[] 6′8″ to 7′ - $17.50
[] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $15.00
[] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $7.50
[x] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $8.50
[] Under 5′4 - $9.50
Age:
[] 50 to 56 - $17.50
[] 46 to 50 - $15.00
[] 41 to 45 - $12.50
[] 31 to 40 - $10.00
[] 26 to 30 - $7.50
[] 21 to 25 - $5.00
[] 19 to 20 - $2.50
[x] 0 to 18 - $10.00
Birth Order:
[] Twins or more than twins - $75.00
[x] First Born - $32.00
[] Only Child - $25.00
[] Second born - $15.00
[] Middle child - $10.00
[] Last Born - $10.00
[] third born - $55.00
[] fourth born - $30.00
[] fifth born - $40.00
[] sixth born -$21.50
Drink?
[] I did like once - $40.00
[] Only Holidays or Occasions - $25.00
[] Sometimes - $21.50
[x] YES - $20.00
[] only weekends - $30.00
[] Every other day - $5.00
[] Once a day - $1.50
[] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]
[] No - $60.00
Vision?
[] perfect vision $40.00
[] need/have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $20.00
[] No correction $10.00
[x] Glasses $5.00
[] contacts $2.50
[] Surgical correction -$10.00
Shoe Size:
[] 13+ - $30.00
[] 12 and a half to 13 - $25.00
[] 11 to 12 - $40.00
[x] 7 to 10 - $50.00
[] Under 7- $45.00
Favorite Colors (two):
[] Green-$75.00
[X] Red - $60.00
[x] Black - $10.00
[] Yellow -$47.50
[] Brown - $30.00
[x] Purple - $22.50
[] White - $40.00
[] Aqua - $35.00
[] Orange - $30.00
[] Blue - $30.00
[] Pink - $10.00
[] Other - $50.00
Letter your middle name(s) start with:
[x] a-f - $5.00
[] g-k - $17.50
[] l-p - $30.00
[] q-u - $35.00
[] v-z -$25.0
Bedroom walls- select all that apply!
[x] white - $11.00
[] green - $33.00
[] black - $11.00
[] purple - $22.00
[] orange/red/yellow - $33.00
[] blue - $22.00
[xx] other - $35.00
First letter of the person you last talked to
[x] a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i - $10.00
[] j,k,l,m,n,o,p,q,r - $5.00
[] s,t,u,v,w,x,y, - $20.00
[] z - $25.00
Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] Yes $0
[x]Nope- $100.00 [im too lazy to even]
[] some- $75.00
Total: $ 293
Re-Post as "I Cost $_________ a Night"
[x] Brown - $10.00
[x] Blonde - $7.50
[] Black - $1.50
[] Bald - $0.50
[] Other - $5.00
Eye Color:
[x] Brown - $5.00
[] Green - $10.00
[] Blue - $15.00
[] Hazel - $7.50
[] Other - $1.50
Height:
[] Over 7′ - $20.00
[] 6′8″ to 7′ - $17.50
[] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $15.00
[] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $7.50
[x] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $8.50
[] Under 5′4 - $9.50
Age:
[] 50 to 56 - $17.50
[] 46 to 50 - $15.00
[] 41 to 45 - $12.50
[] 31 to 40 - $10.00
[] 26 to 30 - $7.50
[] 21 to 25 - $5.00
[] 19 to 20 - $2.50
[x] 0 to 18 - $10.00
Birth Order:
[] Twins or more than twins - $75.00
[x] First Born - $32.00
[] Only Child - $25.00
[] Second born - $15.00
[] Middle child - $10.00
[] Last Born - $10.00
[] third born - $55.00
[] fourth born - $30.00
[] fifth born - $40.00
[] sixth born -$21.50
Drink?
[] I did like once - $40.00
[] Only Holidays or Occasions - $25.00
[] Sometimes - $21.50
[x] YES - $20.00
[] only weekends - $30.00
[] Every other day - $5.00
[] Once a day - $1.50
[] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]
[] No - $60.00
Vision?
[] perfect vision $40.00
[] need/have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $20.00
[] No correction $10.00
[x] Glasses $5.00
[] contacts $2.50
[] Surgical correction -$10.00
Shoe Size:
[] 13+ - $30.00
[] 12 and a half to 13 - $25.00
[] 11 to 12 - $40.00
[x] 7 to 10 - $50.00
[] Under 7- $45.00
Favorite Colors (two):
[] Green-$75.00
[X] Red - $60.00
[x] Black - $10.00
[] Yellow -$47.50
[] Brown - $30.00
[x] Purple - $22.50
[] White - $40.00
[] Aqua - $35.00
[] Orange - $30.00
[] Blue - $30.00
[] Pink - $10.00
[] Other - $50.00
Letter your middle name(s) start with:
[x] a-f - $5.00
[] g-k - $17.50
[] l-p - $30.00
[] q-u - $35.00
[] v-z -$25.0
Bedroom walls- select all that apply!
[x] white - $11.00
[] green - $33.00
[] black - $11.00
[] purple - $22.00
[] orange/red/yellow - $33.00
[] blue - $22.00
[xx] other - $35.00
First letter of the person you last talked to
[x] a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i - $10.00
[] j,k,l,m,n,o,p,q,r - $5.00
[] s,t,u,v,w,x,y, - $20.00
[] z - $25.00
Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] Yes $0
[x]Nope- $100.00 [im too lazy to even]
[] some- $75.00
Total: $ 293
Re-Post as "I Cost $_________ a Night"
Your fursona meme
Posted 11 years agoWhat made you choose the species of your main fursona?
I have always compared myself to a leezard.
Is your fursona just like you, or how you want to be?
More like how I want to be..
Does your fursona have the same personality you have?
yeah.. On the inside.
Does your fursona have the same dislikes and likes as you do?
mmhm
Does your fursona look like you at all?
Yes hi I am a 7 foot tall lizard greaser.
Is your fursona the same gender as you, if not why?
Sex yes Gender kind of.
Do you have more then one main fursona?
Yes I do my other is Tragedy, a red panda oriented sona that is everything inside of me that I can never express.
Do you have a back story for your fursona, if so does it have anything to do with your own history?
Yes. Though one event might be altered.
Is your fursona mated, if so is it to your real life significant other?
Yes, to my fiance's Sona a little Munchkin Cat~
If not are they looking for a mate, or are they a swinger so to speak?
N o
Is there something special about your fursona that you think sets them apart from others?
mm well.. I doubt there will be many greaser lizard lesbians out there so
Do you have much art of your main fursona/s?
No I don't got shit
Would you ever consider parting with your main fursona, if so why?
No.
If you suit, do you have a suit of your main fursona? tho I would love to have a Fursuit its not likely to be of Kitten more likely either Tragedy or his darker side, Comedy.
Have you ever roleplayed with your main fursona, or do you prefer not to?
Yeah I do but am pretty sure I'd only let those I know pretty well rp with her.
Do you consider your main fursona to be a part of you in any way?
Yes. Honestly.. Each of my sona's are going to be a part of me.
I have always compared myself to a leezard.
Is your fursona just like you, or how you want to be?
More like how I want to be..
Does your fursona have the same personality you have?
yeah.. On the inside.
Does your fursona have the same dislikes and likes as you do?
mmhm
Does your fursona look like you at all?
Yes hi I am a 7 foot tall lizard greaser.
Is your fursona the same gender as you, if not why?
Sex yes Gender kind of.
Do you have more then one main fursona?
Yes I do my other is Tragedy, a red panda oriented sona that is everything inside of me that I can never express.
Do you have a back story for your fursona, if so does it have anything to do with your own history?
Yes. Though one event might be altered.
Is your fursona mated, if so is it to your real life significant other?
Yes, to my fiance's Sona a little Munchkin Cat~
If not are they looking for a mate, or are they a swinger so to speak?
N o
Is there something special about your fursona that you think sets them apart from others?
mm well.. I doubt there will be many greaser lizard lesbians out there so
Do you have much art of your main fursona/s?
No I don't got shit
Would you ever consider parting with your main fursona, if so why?
No.
If you suit, do you have a suit of your main fursona? tho I would love to have a Fursuit its not likely to be of Kitten more likely either Tragedy or his darker side, Comedy.
Have you ever roleplayed with your main fursona, or do you prefer not to?
Yeah I do but am pretty sure I'd only let those I know pretty well rp with her.
Do you consider your main fursona to be a part of you in any way?
Yes. Honestly.. Each of my sona's are going to be a part of me.
SO U WANNA DATE DIS MEME
Posted 11 years ago1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. What's your sign?
5. Skype Name?:
6. Location:
7. Height:
8.Hair (color and style):
9.Piercings/tattoos:
HERE COMES THE FUN ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talked about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would u take a nap with me?
16. Do you think I'm cute?
17. If you could change anything about me -would you?
18. Would you dance with me?
19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
What Do You Think Of My...?
1.Personality:
2.Eyes:
3.Face:
4.Hair:
5.Style:
W0ULD Y0U...
Give me your skype?
Marry me?
Let me booty call you?
Watch a movie with me?
take me out to dinner?
Drive me somewhere?
hug me?
Buy me cute or pretty gifts?
Take me to your secret place?
Would you let me sleep in your bed?
Sing karaoke w/ me?
Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
Re-post or ask me to answer these about you?
Give me a piggyback ride?
Call me your Prince?
Do You...
Think I'm cute?
Want to be naughty with me?
Want to cuddle with me?
Am I...
Odd but fun?
Cute?
Funny?
Cool?
Sexy?
Smart?
Your Type?
HAVE YOU EVER...
Thought about me naked?
Wanted there to be an "US"?
Wanted to actually meet me?
Found yourself wanting to kill dragons and complete dungeons for me?
Wanted me to realize your feelings?
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. What's your sign?
5. Skype Name?:
6. Location:
7. Height:
8.Hair (color and style):
9.Piercings/tattoos:
HERE COMES THE FUN ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talked about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would u take a nap with me?
16. Do you think I'm cute?
17. If you could change anything about me -would you?
18. Would you dance with me?
19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
What Do You Think Of My...?
1.Personality:
2.Eyes:
3.Face:
4.Hair:
5.Style:
W0ULD Y0U...
Give me your skype?
Marry me?
Let me booty call you?
Watch a movie with me?
take me out to dinner?
Drive me somewhere?
hug me?
Buy me cute or pretty gifts?
Take me to your secret place?
Would you let me sleep in your bed?
Sing karaoke w/ me?
Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
Re-post or ask me to answer these about you?
Give me a piggyback ride?
Call me your Prince?
Do You...
Think I'm cute?
Want to be naughty with me?
Want to cuddle with me?
Am I...
Odd but fun?
Cute?
Funny?
Cool?
Sexy?
Smart?
Your Type?
HAVE YOU EVER...
Thought about me naked?
Wanted there to be an "US"?
Wanted to actually meet me?
Found yourself wanting to kill dragons and complete dungeons for me?
Wanted me to realize your feelings?
oh god its happening
Posted 11 years agoThe bae is posting my cosplay selfies for me and ph no what am I to think this is either going to be lovely or terrifying *divehides*
also thank you to all my new watchers! I'm glad you like my face!
also thank you to all my new watchers! I'm glad you like my face!
oh god its happening
Posted 11 years agoThe bae is posting my cosplay selfies for me and ph no what am I to think this is either going to be lovely or terrifying *divehides*
also thank you to all my new watchers! I'm glad you like my face!
also thank you to all my new watchers! I'm glad you like my face!
f5
Posted 11 years ago
[Kind of vent? plz ignore]
Posted 11 years agoJust posting this before I go to lay down with my lovely..
I want him, okay.
He's just so damned beautiful. Perfect, gentle and fragile. I dont give a hoot about what other people say about him, and honestly I'm tired of people telling me to leave him or 'warning me about him'. There's nothing wrong with him and honestly I hope to never part with him. Though I might just just be some douchebag who tries too hard and clings just a bit too much when I know that he doesn't like being touched. I'm so affraid I'll break him sometimes. I just can't stop loving on him like I do..
My heart aches when I have to be away from him. So much that I work my fingers to the bone while praying to deaf ears that I can maintain my sanity while missing him SO FUCKING MUCH. So much that I physically start to doubt my existence when I'm away from him. So much that I float away into some plain of ignorance when other people are around and he's the only one that I ever want to talk to. He makes me want to stop being a low life. To get a job, get good grades, to do whats 'right' by the normal opinion. just gfdi I don't want to ever make a single mistake again. I want to be as perfect as he is for him. I want to get out of here and live with him. I just.. Hope that he doesn't think that I'm too clingy or too weird. That he'll never avoid me.. And return all the affections I have to offer him for as long as I'm able/he lets me. Forever even, if I don't fuck up immensely before then. I want to help him out of his 'tardis', help him to not be afraid to talk to me or express who he truly is to me. I love him for his heart, his soul, his mind, and everything else, after all. Not just the beauty is projected into my visual reception devices.
I can't wait to see him this weekend.. To prove to him again that I have the best guy in the world.
That I wouldn't ask for anyone else.
And that I love him. Truly. Madly. Deeply.. And that I'll long to see him again. Evermore. Evermore.
*sighs, curls into his blanket and pulls his stuffed animal to the closest estimated place where my heart is*
Love me forever?
I.. Hope you will..
Though I may just be your insane prince.. ~
I want him, okay.
He's just so damned beautiful. Perfect, gentle and fragile. I dont give a hoot about what other people say about him, and honestly I'm tired of people telling me to leave him or 'warning me about him'. There's nothing wrong with him and honestly I hope to never part with him. Though I might just just be some douchebag who tries too hard and clings just a bit too much when I know that he doesn't like being touched. I'm so affraid I'll break him sometimes. I just can't stop loving on him like I do..
My heart aches when I have to be away from him. So much that I work my fingers to the bone while praying to deaf ears that I can maintain my sanity while missing him SO FUCKING MUCH. So much that I physically start to doubt my existence when I'm away from him. So much that I float away into some plain of ignorance when other people are around and he's the only one that I ever want to talk to. He makes me want to stop being a low life. To get a job, get good grades, to do whats 'right' by the normal opinion. just gfdi I don't want to ever make a single mistake again. I want to be as perfect as he is for him. I want to get out of here and live with him. I just.. Hope that he doesn't think that I'm too clingy or too weird. That he'll never avoid me.. And return all the affections I have to offer him for as long as I'm able/he lets me. Forever even, if I don't fuck up immensely before then. I want to help him out of his 'tardis', help him to not be afraid to talk to me or express who he truly is to me. I love him for his heart, his soul, his mind, and everything else, after all. Not just the beauty is projected into my visual reception devices.
I can't wait to see him this weekend.. To prove to him again that I have the best guy in the world.
That I wouldn't ask for anyone else.
And that I love him. Truly. Madly. Deeply.. And that I'll long to see him again. Evermore. Evermore.
*sighs, curls into his blanket and pulls his stuffed animal to the closest estimated place where my heart is*
Love me forever?
I.. Hope you will..
Though I may just be your insane prince.. ~
Age you meme
Posted 11 years agoLost your virginity?
10
Lost someone close to you?
3
Consumed alcohol?
13
Received a kiss?
10
Went to the hospital?
since birth.
Had a broken heart?
13
Lost a pet?
7.
Went to a concert?
14
Met someone famous?
Clay Achen [or however you spell it], I talked to the singer for 626, Chris Motionless, and thats like. it.
Got in a car wreck?
14
Dyed your hair?
13
Flew on an airplane?
5
Went to another state?
idk
Got a tattoo?
N/A
Had a piercing?
when i was a baby i got my ears pierced
Smoked pot?
15
Smoked a cigarette?
no
Went to Disney Land or World?
n/a
Broke a bone?
n/a
Had A Long term relationship?
currently
Passed out from drinking?
once
Were dumped?
13
10
Lost someone close to you?
3
Consumed alcohol?
13
Received a kiss?
10
Went to the hospital?
since birth.
Had a broken heart?
13
Lost a pet?
7.
Went to a concert?
14
Met someone famous?
Clay Achen [or however you spell it], I talked to the singer for 626, Chris Motionless, and thats like. it.
Got in a car wreck?
14
Dyed your hair?
13
Flew on an airplane?
5
Went to another state?
idk
Got a tattoo?
N/A
Had a piercing?
when i was a baby i got my ears pierced
Smoked pot?
15
Smoked a cigarette?
no
Went to Disney Land or World?
n/a
Broke a bone?
n/a
Had A Long term relationship?
currently
Passed out from drinking?
once
Were dumped?
13
