I'm opening up 5$ sketch commissions because i am in an extreme bind. please consider purchasing, helping, or letting anyone you know!

please bear in mind these sketches must be bare body and single character. it's the best way for me to get them done! but i promise to put all i can into them

if anyone can find it in their hearts to pre-pay and help me out of my bind (it's bills, rent, and car repairs mostly) i would be eternally grateful and get your sketch done as fast as possible!

my paypal is commissionteeks[at]gmail.com

thank you for your consideration!

oh my god my rent check is going to bounce i’m going to get evicted the landlord is already on my case because she found out about the cats and she’s going to raise my rent, i can’t afford the late payment that starts after the 15th and she was already pissed bc the rent wasn’t given to her on the 1st she told me so herself now she is literally going to demolish me if this check bounces

i thought i was going to have the money but my paycheck was docked a hundred bc of my car insurance which they were supposed to defer till next Wednesday (which i was going to try and sell some things to make the money now i LITERALLY have no time bc i gave her the check two days ago) and also there’s some iTunes charge for 31 that i didn’t make

just

oh my god

i have no food for my cats

i owe people money

can anyone please help me out i am literally at the end of my rope i need help

gofundme.com/vhv4mjg

I know I've asked for financial help before, but this is strictly for him.

I'm trying my damnedest to work as hard as I can to make money to pay bills and rent and food, as well as try and keep some on the side for the things I love doing like cosplaying and going to conventions. None of that matters at this point, just that I get help for my cat.

Please take the time to look at it, and please share it with anyone you might know! Thank you so much for all your time.

I might be able to draw again soon :O

I am running into a huge amount of trouble right now and I could really use a loan! I'm a very trustworthy person, if you'd talk to me you'd know it! My full-time job is just not paying me enough right now.

I have rent due ($1000) electric bill soon due ($200+ maybe?) energy bill ($100) cable/internet ($300+ need to pay at least 190 to keep from getting disconnected) cell phone bill ($50) car insurance ($110 this month) my anti-depressants ($60) and I still owe my roommate's mother $300 for paying our energy bill last month.

Almost all of this is due by the middle of the month. Now, I've got a GOOD second job lined up but I haven't been able to start it yet. When I do, it will only take a couple months to pay you back! I can pay back in installments if need be!!!

If ANYONE can loan me about $1000 dollars you will save my ass and then some!!! I am willing to do literally anything to earn your trust. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE help me out!!! I am at my end's rope and I have no idea what else to do but to turn to the public and beg on my hands and knees....

Yeah so okay I know I owe people art and I haven't forgotten about them, but currently I'm in a huge art block due to all of this financial stress. Once I'm stress-free, I can do images!!!!

Thanks for reading/listening!

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Okay, this is such a desperate cry for help, but I'd really appreciate anything anyone can do. Signal boost, donate, commission, anything.

I am severely behind on my bills, and my cats just had a 200 dollar vet bill!

Mostly I just need this 200 dollars to pay them. My two babies were getting sick because of fleas and really needed the visit. I have been open for commissions for a while, but now I'm really desperate for them! Also I really REALLY need the money soon, prepayment is the thing I need here, and then I can start working on all of the artwork one by one, but right now I really need this money!

If you can't buy or donate anything, I'll understand. Spreading the word will help too!

Also, if you don't know what you would like right now, but you are willing to help out with a sum of your hard-earned money, that's ok! I'll add you to the list and we can figure it out later! c:

Basically I will create a list anyway to keep track of you guys!

I am very honest and I will definitely make sure each one of you will get your money's worth if you can help me out ;3; Here are some commish prices (and keep in mind that the simpler/cheaper ones you buy will be done quicker after the fact!)

Sketches - $5 for single, + $2 per extra body

Pencil lineart - $10 for single, + $3 per extra body

CG flat color - $15 for single, + $5 per extra body

CG full color/ink - $20 for single + $5 per extra body

Okay I think that's all, I'm really sorry for asking for help like this but I am really desperate, I don't have anything to sell immediately and my family is kind of poor themselves, so they can't help out. Not to mention the few friends I have are low on money too! Life is hard.

Thanks for hearing me out and like I said anything you can do to help will definitely help! <3

paypal - commissionteeks[at]gmail.com

(you can also email me at greenteeks[at]gmail.com to discuss details!)

Just trying to sell some buttons, because I'm constantly broke. Need a place to advertise~

http://www.etsy.com/shop/poisonpumpkin

There's mostly Ragnarok buttons in there, but also a set of zodiac ones. Hit me up if anyone wants one! Also, suggestions on what we could design that would be good sellers would be nice!

(P.S. Yes I'm still working on finishing that fairy tale commish, I was away for a week visiting my family, but now I'm back. These button designs have no reflection on the work I am doing for the fairy tale thing just so we're clear.)

I'm almost done guys.

...post this as a journal I mean. But like... it needs to come out somewhere, and I'd prefer it somewhere where I'm not uhhh well-known or something? Or less chance of my friends finding it? Idk.

All I know is dear god I just want to blow my brains out so fucking bad.

Like really fucking bad.

I'm tired of living and fuck getting "help" it's not going to do anything, it's never going to do anything, it won't fix shit for me, it won't suddenly make me successful or more talented or more likeable.

Jesus fucking christ I just want nothing more than to somehow fucking end my life painlessly, quickly, cleanly, simply.

Auuuugh god I hate it so much, there's so many things I wish didn't contribute to the factor of me being dead, like leaving a whole fucking mess for people to clean up, to take care of for me. Arrgh. Even after death I'd be a burden.

Why can't I just go, I fucking despise living, I really REALLY want to just blow my brains out jesus christ. I don't even have the courage to do it. Fuck all this.

I hope none of you actually sat through and read this lol if you did, I'm just... well, I'm sorry :c

Don't mind my emo-ramble, for serrealz.

I have Homestuck on the brainnnnnnn ;v;

It makes me so happy. Because my life totally sucks right now and it's an AMAZING ESCAPE WOOOOOOO.

I'm lolling here, seriously. It's the best I can do to prevent raging bullets, (Saying fuck a lot helps too) but well :|

So I wish I could say personally to these gossiping old biddies having a fucking ball laughing their asses off at me "throwing a hissy fit" and "freaking out" about something utterly STUPID and asinine as a free laptop without a webcam (that also happened MONTHS AGO man, it's totally fucking in the past), but I'm not going to because a. I don't talk to them, b. I think they hate me (which is cool), and c. it's a complete and utter waste of my time and I'm not going to worry about it post-rant/rave/lulz journal.

It's just hilarious to me when these people don't really know me personally, or know anything about me, or even KNOW the FUCKING SITUATION that happened with that and they're jovially entertaining themselves at my cruel humor-inspiring expense. I'm just such a little spoiled drama brat, ahaha yup, that's me all right. It doesn't matter, believe whatever you want. I just hate pointless gossip circling around the human shit-stemmed grape vine SO FUCKING MUCH IT'S UNBELIEVABLE HRRRRGHHH.

But it's cool. You know what? I've had people making fun of me behind my back for fuck knows how long (ALL MY LIFE?) and getting inaccurate/incomplete information so I'm used to it by now. It's still just hilarious and yet adds another sad drop into the fish bowl about how you really can't fucking trust people as far as you can throw them.

Words of advice - Don't talk to anyone. Ever. About anything.

It helps me escape my stupid life. I'm gonna go do that so I don't fucking sob my eyes out.

I am cooking two lemony garlicky lobster tails c: Also a whole roaster chicken, rubbed down with lots of rich seasonings, and when that's done I guess I can garlic-steam some buttery greens, and make that box of instant couscous. Toasted Pine Nut variety.

NO PARTICULAR REASON or anything ahaha, it's not like I especially celebrate Valentine's, being single and all :p But I guess I use it as an excuse to extend love to my friends, like I always have. VALENTINE'S DAY ISN'T JUST FOR LOVERS, GODDAMMIT.

Also I love to cook. And since my ultra-successful turkey soup I made from scratch WAS FUCKING DELICIOUS AND AMAZING I've been wanting to try my hand with homemade chicken stock, so that I can make a yummy chicken soup from scratch <3

Dammit. Why can't it be the middle of winter all over again ahaha. Soup weather :c Cold and blustery. Love it <3

Have a good one all you lovey-dovies.

Why is no one trustworthy anymore? Seriously I think I know about 3 people who would not talk shit on people they consider their friends. Why are people so backstab-a-licious? No, this has been a horrible, rage-inducing pet peeve of mine since the wondrous, magical, mystical days of high school. Fuck, junior high, even. Maybe middle school, if I had a fully functional, rendering brain at that point. Which I'm pretty sure I did, and still thought it fucked up when in 5th grade 'Jennifer' was telling everyone I was gay behind my back.

Just... seriously, fuck everyone. Everyone should grow the fuck up. Stop thinking it makes you cool to be mean-spirited dicks that don't give two fucking shits about anybody but themselves.

I'm not trying to say I've never made fun of anyone behind their backs, but I honestly don't think any of those people have been FRIENDS of mine, nor someone who would EVER FIND OUT about it, nor say it to hoards of people who were THEIR friends where they would chronically have to unknowingly face that ridicule every time they were around said friends. Anything I've said negative about someone, friend or not, has been legitimately for good (maybe halfway vindictive) reason and/or light, benign humor.

How does one judge what is a good reason and what isn't? Use your fucking brain. You'll know the difference. Yes, people talk. But SOME people have good reason, and say it to one person only, and have to unload some anxiety and frustration. That's both necessary and understandable, perhaps unavoidable.

But being a vicious ass just to be a cruel, rotting core of a human being, go fucking die in a car-fire. Seriously.

So this is what happened. I have this tiny cut on the inside of my lip. When things like this happen, I am unable to LEAVE IT THE FUCK ALONE and just chew and chew and chew and bite and gnaw and gnash with my teeth on it. Until it bleeds. Then I drink the blood.

Right now I'm having chamomile tea (yum) and whenever I take a sip I taste blood (also yum). Although I'm not sure of how I feel about blood in my chamomile.

I do have sunflower seeds. Roasted and salted to perfection ;9 Later on, I'll take a shell and press it right against my wound. It will burn and taste magnificent. I predict a fat lip in the morning.

That is all.

It's totally fucking happening dude.









btw my birthday again soon OvO Feb. 7th.... LET'S DO THIS.

Okay, so here's the thing.

I know I don't have a lot of commissioners or clientele (yet, working on it haha) not to mention I JUST pretty much lost my only means of cg work, but I thought I'd try and put this proposal out there... since I can still at least paper/pencil sketch (yay scanners!).

Let's see. To start, I have a personal problem (it's about my rent and bills), I sort of need 300 dollars like yesterday. (Yes, what a time for my art-laptop to bust, hm?) Anyway! I'd like to offer someone, or somethree, an art arrangement.

Pay me $100 right now (paypal), and I'll sketch something for you once a week, for a full year. Anything to your specifications!

I'll open up to 4 slots (4 just in case, but I at least need 3 in order to help ;3; )

1.
2.
3.
4.

Uh.... well, here's hoping! Thank you for everyone who will consider <3

Unfortunately, I am no longer able to do any kind of art at all. My only means of doing it has been busted almost 95%, and I have no upgraded ways of doing art. I am very sorry to the very few who actually do commission me.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:16154291

here.

Just wanted to update and LET EVERYONE KNOW I'M HERE. So... what's going on with everyone?

kfjddf honestly though. I don't mean this as an attention journal but jesus h christ i am so depressed. ffffffff.

i dont even care enough to -

bah. why am i even writing this? enough. ENOUGH. CAPS TIME. I HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN PUNCTUATING OR CAPITALIZING CORRECTLY AHAHAHA.

Fun shit.

So this is where I am at, in case anyone's wondering :| That's more what this journal is for.

Thanks.

I hate my life.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF I don't really have anything else to say ahahaha.

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People should buy her shirts! They're seriously amazing <3 I own the Heremi Mortis one, it's a coyote skull *w*

She's also a member here~  feedthereavers

http://www.formspring.me/greenteeks

Ask me stuff ;D

(And sorry I haven't been around, I've been busy working on commishes and stuff! :< )