My name is Adonis Zander DaMontrey, I am 15 years old 16 by April im 6'1 and 192 pounds. By Birth I'm Charles Alexzander and as a furry I'm Tenshi Shinzou. My Name is meaningless at this point though. I'm not famous i didn't do anything important and, i never will. I will be a random soul walking a random street living in a random house. All i ever want in life is to be happy. I want to find a job i love and a guy i admire. I always wanted a love story falling in love with my best friend or meeting a guy by fate. Sharing romantic moments fun Moment good times and Bad. Were i live though it makes that imposable though. Its not that there aren't any Gay or Bi guys around here but its who i am. Guys don't look at me and see a nice guy who just wants to treat them right they see an odd child who they wont share anything in common. I find it understandable through. Why should they see anything important about me? i am odd and i probably wont be compatible with them. There up beat in style your normal day to day person. From that i am forced to date online to hopefully find the one but it doesn't have a romantic feel to it i cant tell if we are connecting or not. Then i come into the problem of finding a guy my age. Guys older then me have a lot in common with me along the lines of interest and values but they cant overlook my age. Guys my age don't share the values and interest i have and we just end up butting heads and i end up single again. I'm not your normal 15 year old. My mind is set on going to college getting a good job buying my first home with the man i love and starting a family. I don't care about sex i don't care about losing my virginity, what i want in a relationship is understanding a connection between me and him. I cant stop watching Romantic movies and thinking that finding the one will happen to me like that but then i realize it wont. if i do find the one it will be online through a screen reading emotionless words in a box. You know i wouldn't mind the online dating if how we met how we came to be was more i don't know the word to use i been saying "romantic" a lot but thats not it. Like if we just talked found more and more in common he says something then i say something we get closer and closer and slowly edge into maybe holding hands or cuddling (yea i RP) and we just let it bloom over time before one of us ask the other out. I guess I'm being picky or something because i still cant seem to get that to happen. i highly doubt anyone read this far so I'm just going to stop. like i said i just need to vent. if you did read this far , Thank you.

~A.Z.D
Tenshi Shinzou

i finally found a great guy but he told me that if i dont want to be hurt we cant ever talk and that was it. why cant i find a guy whos dark but has my intrest of old video games and anime one who can be a guy when he needs to be. all i want is a partner i dont care how old he is (well i kinda do as long as hes under 30) but i dont care if hes skinny or fat ugly or hot tall or short i just want a guy who will make me happy and that ill be happy with him. is that really to much to ask for. x.x

ALL | ABOUT | ME
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- Name: Adonis
- Single or taken: Taken
- Sex: male
- Birthday: april 9th
- Sign: Aries
- Hair color: dark brown/black with a red tent (natural)
- Eye color: Brown
- Height: 6'1-6'2
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: gay.
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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: any?
- What are you listening to right now?: Marylin Manson~coma white
- How many buddies are online right now?: -to lazy to look-
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F A V O R I T E S
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- Animal: wolvs, foxes, deer, anything cute i could cuddle <3
- Color: tourquist teal aqua red
- Drink: earl grey
- Element: birth- fire preference- wind
- Food: sweets
- Game: kingdom hearts 2, left 4 dead 2
- Movie: interview with a vampire
- Song: none really.
- Subjects in school: choir would be cooking if they had it here.
- T.V.: none really.
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: no
- Smoked?: Yes
- Bungee jumped?: No
- Made yourself throw up?: no
- Skinny dipped?: no
- Ever been in love?: Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no
- Pictured your crush naked?: Yes
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Yes
- Cried when someone died?: Yes
- Lied: Yes
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yes
- Used someone?: no
- Done something you regret?: Yes
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: tripp pants black tank
- Desktop picture: fursona~
- CD in player: None
- DVD in player: None

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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: myself?
- Hugged: big sister
- You kissed: .-. ......
- You IMed: bacon
- Talk to online: jake
- You sexed it up with: jake >////>
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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: si
- Open-minded?: si
- Arrogant?: o-o not sure
- Insecure?: alittle ^^"
- Random?: totally
- Hungry?: all fucking day
- Smart?: si
- Moody?: when i feel like it =3
- Organized?: not really o-o
- Shy?: nope! unless my bf gets into a playfull mood <3
- Difficult?: yea sometimes
- Bored easily?: if u stop talking yes
- Entertained easily?: yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees
- Obsessed?: im OCD so yea
- Lazy?: mmmmhhhhmmmm
- Angry?: not really
- Happy?: Yes
- Hyper?: yea
- Trusting?: I try to be trusting.
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning I: want to fap but not enough time =w=
- Love is: perfect
- I dream about: my bakery having a husband and my own family
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: eyes and height
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: myself ahahaha no this comedian my mate showed me
- Makes you smile: my mate
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: my mate (btw mate = jake)
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: yes =3
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: not really....boobs are scary o-o
- Wish you were younger?: no .-.
- Cry because someone said something to you?: no o-o
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: uhhhh i dont count o-o
- Of Cd's I own: 0 =D
- Of scars on my body: lost track after 137
- Of bones I've broken: 000000000000000000000.00000000000

Name: Zander Angel Shinzou (Tenshi)
Age: 15
Height: 6'1
Species: liger
Hair: long red usually in a ponytail
Eyes: ice blue
Hobbies: cooking, singing, martial arts
S.O: Gay
Details: he has re markings under his eyes and a black dash over his muzzle, the stripes cross and make an X over his chest, he tends to wear cloths he can fight in if not hes dressed semi formal, he has 5 piercings 2 on left ear 3 on right simple silver loops, he has grey claws but his thumb is has a black claw same apply to feet (thumb = big toe), he is trained in Kendo, Taekwondo, Koboudo, Judo, Karate, Wrestling, Boxing, Kick Boxing



Give me a Reveiw of what you think i decide to change my fursona cus i wanted something that looked more natural and that i could use for formal events and for my passion of martial arts.

im having trouble keeping my fursona the same and coming up with one i needz help badly x.x

if anyone cares my computer crashed. if u still are reading heres what happend
-became one of top students in both of my schools with a 119 IQ
- was stood up twice
-got into a fight with a homophob (won)
-worked on art
-and got naged at by parents cus theres alot i want to do with my life and wanting to go to an advanced school like i was recamended for by the school board and for wanting to get a job:
fail?

pyramid head is a sexy beast. that is all o-o

aaaarg failing badly at drawing a mohawk can anyone tell me how to or atleast give me tips i can do it in pencil but when i try to gimp the photo it fails.