Have you ever done something that you thought, "Hey, i'll feell better, get some good out of this and life will get slightly better", only for it to chain reaction into something worse, though its not because something actually happened, but rather your learn a little more about yourself and it just makes you feel like shit?

If you guess that this happened to be, you'd be right. Seems the more i really learn about myself, the worse that i seem to myself. A Loner, a pervent, a unsocial, a quiet, a submissive, a low level goal setter, a morbid thinker.

Really, i'm just using this to let my thoughts out into word and not stuck in my head to generate enough dark power to cause a nuke to crash in a depression.

Though, I'll ask this for anyone who reads this and is willing to answer, what do you do when you have a online friend that you really don't have any common ground to keep you in a conversation that lasts more then "Hi, how are you doing, what have you been up to."

Well Nov 5 has come again and as such, its my birthday. THough this one is sorta special, as now I am 21 years old, allowed to do a few more things and considered a full on adult now. Nothing special planned though, just dinner with family and friends at a habachi place.

I"m currently in Atlanta at my flatmate's parents house, enjoying the con. Commissioned some art, got some posters and some tasty drinks, can't wait to see what I see Saturday/Sunday. Probably won't be IM till I return home.

Those folks using google+ and want to add someone new, I just made an account by the name of Tensu naimax, or vyipiel[at]gmail.com

I know I'm way late, but i'm trying something new, so cheers