What am i releasing you may ask? well the models of Terry Taiyaki, Aurum-san and of course the flygon model i cobbled together. I kinda don't wanna sit on my own work alone, but the models are in quite a finished state as i have used them in a handful of animations by now so...

Should i make the call and get them out for public use?

Lately i've been getting pretty good response and feedback regarding my 3D work, and leaving less attention to my 2D art. Given i kinda wanna get in a good place to draw stuff without the usage of 3D references, but theres still that itch to do something about it. Does it seem i do my 3D work better than my 2D work? It's making me think 3D stuff is better in my skillset than drawing regular 2D art stuff.

It gets me a little odd-feeling when i notice my gmod animatics are doing better than other content. But if you like it im willing to always make more.

Ack, what an major inconvenience, but technical problems are a factor in life and we have dedicated people to iron out the issues and work on it. BUT thats not stopping me from teasing something i worked on for the past few days or so. so here's a teaser image of said thing i was working on. A good break away from vore animations to get good at something in a similar realm just being typical lewds.

I'll eventually post the finished part of the work later on once things here get sent back to normal. Now if i can only STICK to keeping up this animation and making it a little more complete, cuz past projects i had got scrapped due to me being too ADHD to keep up with them. Plus i still gotta work up on my 2D animations as well and keep work on them too.

Ah 2025, things might get off to a rocky start, but hey the year's just been turned so let's make sure not to be too judgemental about the year so far alright?

Hopefully this 2025, i may tackle my hard-hitting procrastination issues and maybe burnout on making content. I want to be more productive, i want my skill to increase, i wanna try some new things i havent tried before.

Theres alot to cover, but my main goal is to hopefully get out of a usage of 3D models for direct model-tracing/rotoscoping. (might still do rotoscope animation tho since that shit's cool). My primary goal is to stop using the models directly contour to countour, and just use them as pose and perspective references, i mean it's a small crutch, still, but how else am i gonna make cool dynamic poses and shots easier?

I'd have to draw the body shape myself, which i'll try my best to keep practice on. I mean, given how much i've used models in the past, im sure the body shapes, as long as i remember them, can be easily pulled from memory and past art so... it couldn't be that bad, right...? I just... gotta get a good hand of consistency cuz i hate how inconsistent things get drawn by my own hand.

But like they say, practice makes perfect. Imma gonna have to change up my lifestyle a bit so i can actually TRAIN and PRACTICE to get gud.

I still have some works on the docket and in progress, imma try my best to get those done by god help me. Just hope i can get that inertia going as i saw in this one youtube video.

Sorry if this was posted on the 16th and not the 14th cuz my sleep schedule is all fucked and i've become mostly nocturnal. So thus i kinda blanked out announcing it here.

But hey im 23 now and i better go find some education or a job, cuz good lord i should get it sooner rather than later.

Happi hatchday to the Troodon himself~!

I mean, i dunno what im gonna do with this but i might as well post some things here and there.

Linky loo right here: https://bsky.app/profile/thefirstde.....fd.bsky.social

So uh, i dunno where to start uh... let's get THIS over with tho; my Grandma has now passed away at the age of 80, September 18, 2024. She's been through so much hell given her conditions, and it took a couple of infections and COVID to finally take her down. My mom did all she could to help keep her alive with whatever nursing skill she had.

But it wasn't enough to really save her life anyway so... now her ashes reside in my home on the kitchen table for all to see. And honestly, i should've spent more time with her in her twilight years... her suffering from dementia too must've been painful for her as well, slowly losing track of whatever she remembers of us, not to mention how much more agressive and argumentative she gotten with my mother over this past year when she left in January to become her primary caregiver. At least im happy my mother is back with the rest of the family.

The funeral was very small since we're a poor family, only close freinds and mostly family came. at least we managed to get her cremated, but at almost bankrupting us. Makes me wish funeral services didn't cost so damn much but you know cost has been these past few years due to COVID!

Now my middle brother whom he's back from Colorado, is now occupying her home she left behind and i hope he can take good care of it, least he's living in a nicer neighborhood afterall, but it's a shaky start right now. mom's still scrambling to get things and ownership and shit out of the way for him.

On the homefront side of things, im dealing with a problem with my bedroom where, after a couple years of use, my newer AC unit is causing more harm than good. It almost completely destroyed a section of floorboard it was directly underneath due to it consistently leaking from the condensation it does.

Discovered this when we decided after my cats have pissed on the carpeting enough time, enough was enough and we decided to just rip up (MOST) of the carpeting, least my room smells slightly better. Still have this latter half of it where my Bed, Closet/Dresser and Computer Setup, plus this old large heavy wood desk. Dunno when we're gonna get around to doing that and finishing the damn job... let alone if the landlord in all his gracious greed will send anyone to repair it, and well, i gotta deal with stopping my cats from escaping through the now-hole in my room.

Also, i should be honest about myself; if i have so much trouble with my focusing, is doing art and animation a really good outlet for me to take a career path down...? given how stagnant i am and how little i pay attention to them... it's slowly becoming obvious i can't keep up what i used to... but should i try to work out these issues and just keep going forward with what i do?

Hey five years on Furaffinity! Thats something neat here! Half a Decade of posting art and animation here as well! Plan on trying to improve upon my art-style, wanna be tackling a different way to draw in a way.

I still have alot of leftover art to lineout and color in, so eventually those will make the light of day eventually. Need to work on more animations as well and maybe try our 3D Lewds or something.

Im still making stuff don't worry, i just need to REALLY wrangle up my procrastination and fix it.

Still very funny i made an account on FA on Star-wars Day and it took me a while until i recaptured my love for Sci-Fantasy series and actually dicked around making some OC's from it.

I just had the realization this year's February is a leap year, which means there is a 29th day on this month. Sooo what does that mean to me? Well, it was the fated date that the MiG 1.44 had it's first ever maiden flight, after YEARS of development hell!

You all probably know of my cutie lil' Miggy boi, Migaru Mikoyanovich. So i feel like i should make a comic detailing his origin, and the events leading up to the day he met Gavril Goorboonov, and had his first maiden flight. Question is, will i make it robust enough and in on time for the climax of the comic to be in time with Feb 29th? I hope to god so, i need to kick my ass into gear and stuff. I already have typed down a list of plot points and important characters to go over in the comic, so i need to put those plans into action as soon as possible.

Let's just hope procrastination doesn't fuck me over... i wanna make it special and something meaningful to me and my UNIPAK Living Machine universe! I wish to have your blessings, i may not get the pages colored in in a timely manner, but i'll try my best. Making comics is kinda a time-consuming task to do, but i'll try my damnedest to make it. I made a handful of lore detailing Gavril's childhood with Migaru, so i think i need to make the comic to really solidify the plot catalyst that kicked the UNIPAK Universe to life. Would also give a small excuse to really visualize the LiFANT concept i built in text but had never gotten to draw out, so i can prolly kill two birds with one stone.

So whaddya think, should i go through with this task and project? Or should i save it later on?

Yet another orbit round the sun for me, im 22 now! Yet i still don't wanna get a job yet, nor get to any college or anything yet too. Im sure alot of you viewers may still feel like children at hear too. I still have a buncha toys laying around my room collecting dust, nerf guns, hotwheels sets, legos, etc. It feels odd, but i guess adults can be into the same things as children do, just they have a wider understanding of the material and content and often research further into them. Plus the collecting aspect too, some of this stuff in maybe decades times can be worth a small fortune.

But honestly, i have ALOT of technology to keep me occupied, and i'd honestly prefer that unless i can't use it for some reason. Plus it's responsible for like, 99% of the output of content creation i do. Speaking of, need to get back on the saddle and get to work on more of my stuff. I've been neglecting it and procrastination and my inaction has been killing me. I HAVE been working on coloring in some old art i have and working on some linearts i need to color in in my spare time i have during school. Plus, need to get some animation ideas in my head, and i AM working on one right now as a matter of fact to test-animate my troodon model i've kitbashed together: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1dG.....usp=drive_link

I need to get back into the animating spirit, cuz i got alot of animation ideas to go through plus development of my little "Source Engine Multiverse" i'd make in Gmod. Plus show off some characters as well (including one Miraesa Hexascale some more, cuz sexy witch snek need to be used more~) and make "Meet the Team"-styled videos to showcase them. I dunno how SFM works, so im sticking to what i know best animating in Gmod.

All in all, im not dead, i still am making stuff! I just need to be on top of it more and get it done, plus getting new works out as well! I need to show off my Troodon Self-sona some more too, and i got done awhile ago coloring in alot of images made for his refsheet im working on. So stay tuned for seeing that, and, hope to god i don't slack off! Happy birthday to me, and i hope for a good long life to live!

...I'll smile because she was with me for so long. Rest in Peace Arthurra, i'll love you and remember you so fondly. And im glad you've joined back up with your mother, Belle. And your father, Jasper. Thats all i will say. Feeling grief and sadness is difficult because i must and have to press on.

Don't worry people, there's more content on the way, and im working on something fairly special for me cuz i have no money to give to someone to do it for me, and i guess i'll do it myself and learn something in the process, as long as it works out and it doesn't fuck up or i don't fuck it up as well.

Yeah stupid ol me managed to get scammed and my dumb autistic mind told me to go along, and ignore alot of people telling me it was a scam and well im here, compalining about it here on FA... well hopefully i can get this resolved. I've sent the recovery thingy out and hopefully they'll get back to me when they can... im hoping my account's totally not compromised forever... alot of my art-making is due to that steam and Gmod itself, and i cannot afford to lose it!

EDIT: Well it's back now! took a few good hours, holy fuck i was scared shitless man! Gonna take a while until i get my stuff back but hey im back from the dead!

Merry Christmas, or if it's late, merry late Christmas to you all. Hope you had a great day and night opening presents, visiting family, friends, etc. I managed to get alot of my Christmas gifts early for my birthday and the rest came to me on this day. Got new speakers (albeit cheap ones) for my PC (still gonna use my TV as the main speakers, the ones i got have cool rgb light fx to them), got some sort of lava lamp, candy, two t-shirts and a lego set along with the two others i have yet to sit down and build. Im glad i have a second monitor again (the old one died a while ago somewhere in November or something), got some new games on steam sales. Life is all good m8's.

BUUUUT, It's all fine and dandy until something comes along to ruin it. As one bad present i got this Christmas, was a positive covid test, yup im sick with it again and i thought it was only just a cold at first. I strangely have no fever (maybe my thermometer is lying to me and may come in later), and my head feels all fucked up thanks to sinus pressure. I have covid vaxxes but those were a while ago and im hoping they'll still have staying power to fight this off. I was supposed to get new ones later in the week but im sick so... also, lost my senses of taste and smell so yay, glad i had that pizza before it really hit.

Im guessing that mall trip with my school last Wednesday prolly gotten it to me since my school didn't wear masks. Go figure, this damn pandemic has no signs of ending and it's just gonna keep on going.

Oh and whats worse, waterpipes froze here at home (not in the garage, fortunately), and i think they might burst soon, so yeah my home is w/o water and im here sick with COVID, whoop-dee-freaking-doo. And our landlord's notorious for not fixing things ASAP and we gotta wait until it thaws out. So thats just swell!

Here's hoping to a quick and easy recovery, and hoping my grandma doesn't get infected from it since i was there to celebrate Christmas at her house. Least i had masks on at her place.

Today's my birthday, happily pushing now 21 years of age. Sadly i haven't fixed up my time management skills and priority issues, but hey, we all have trouble fixing these sort of things.

As of my whereabouts, i'm still trying to figure things out and work on more stuff to get out to this place. Im lazy i know, but given the recent huge success on a MUGEN Vore video, i may be making those a main staple of my work, cuz who wants to see five minutes of fighting and like two mins of people getting eaten, right? I give what the people want and it seems that Eelektross, my favorite mugen vore fighter (based on a youtube poll) is gonna be the next to get his (or her) video someday in the future. Don't plan on making that now anytime soon, prolly somewhere in late December if i feel like it.

I feel kinda bad, honestly. Im all into vore, made even a small gmod vore animation to back up that love. Yet i just can't get myself to draw it! I have a good couple of characters that are PERFECT for vore. You would think me liking all sorts of vore art would get me to make it look good studying the masters at work and seeing what i can come up with. (My vore rp's have this special thing where tentacles are involved in the innards of one person, made of the substance the prey is melting into.) So i gotta crack out of that shell of intimidation and just go full-send into it.

Also i should prolly update the main page text cuz that's collected dust and has prolly some inaccuracies at this point. Maybe i'll fix it up this weekend, i got next week off from school.

But really, i SERIOUSLY can't thank all of you enough for what you've liked of my work so far! It REALLY validates my work and give me purpose and a goal in life to satisfy the audience's needs. Im really liking being a content creator, and making things is my passion in life!

TL:DR: Thank you so much for the support of my work so far, im glad to make things for you all. I gotta start broadening my horizons and draw new kinks. Gotta update the front page. Gotta get to work and sort our my priorities and time management.

Man, i can't believe im now 20 years old, i dunno how Time has passed so fast, but im glad to say im going to living in the years of the prime of my life. Im making a good following here, i just need to keep that hold and strengthen it when possible. Primary goal in life is trying to get stuff done and out of the way. I just gotta be more proactive and not sleeping around all day dreaming of the cool stuff i wanna make and share with you guys. I feel happy making stuff that people love and gotta keep at it at least.

Wow first journal after a long while huh? Well anyway, the pageantry or whatever is of it at this point, is a humble announcement of over 300 favorites and 1.5k views on my FA profile, a small milestone but a good sign that i actually have a foothold with the content i have out. I have over 30 followers, which is not much but still, a good foothold. Sure it's design has stagnated a bit over past year, but after having a bombshell dropped on my animation skills, i seriously need to get my head out of my ass and start improving more. I have great ideas, but i need to find better execution with more effort put into it. I like a consistent artstyle, but, i could change up some things here and there. I ought to take more cues from other artists and try to apply my own spin on it in terms of improvement, especially shading.

But knowing the meta around here i gotta start making alot more lewds and better art. I mean i have the basic-looking skills, just need to gain more courage to make more complex lewds. Oh and i would LOVE a drawing tablet buuut fam's poor, can't get one, but i've been pretty good with a mouse so far so i'll keep relying on that.

But yeah, i've garnered a good foothold here, good followers, people whom understand me well (maybe i should make my profile's disclaimer a bit less obvious, more in line with other's) and enjoy my art some. Need to branch out a bit more to some other themes, especially get more of my aforementioned "Pokemon Content" out, i.e. drawing some my oldest OC's (which were Pokemon) into life because i SERIOUSLY need to DO THAT. Maybe i should really need to work out on priorities on what i draw. What do y'all think then if im trying to actively improve then?

So, we made it, the godforsaken year of 2020 is over. And the light at the end of the tunnel is beginning to dimly shine.

A New year to start fresh, where alot of people need to do something after getting shut indoors for all of 2020, and such. And as such, i had all that time to make content, and i spent most of that being a lazy fuck. Well, i need to start this year off with a bang and keep going and driving forward. New Content is the name of the game here, and i need to experiment with some more stuff too! Like drawing more furry species, more of my Pokemon anthro characters, differing body types, and continuing on making what i have in progress, like my Goldie Gulped comic, and more stuff on my UNIPAK IP and maybe some eventual comics on that in the long run. I've had plenty of lucid dreams that are great idea material to draw up.

And since Flash is now officially dead, i wonder if FA will NOW cave into the long-standing demands of WEBM support so i can also host my gmod animations here on this site, as well as maybe make some lewd animations if possible. YT is not gonna be a very friendly platform to get content on though i do have a handful of videos on there, just need to get a good channel link going, and Bitchute is just... out there, but more free (i literally have a link to that channel on my homepage here). I also hope to get more further into is making more anthro machines, and the one i just recently posted, the first work of 2021, is hopefully something that'll be a sign of things to come. A Nostalgia kick, i want to give my childhood the adult aura now, it sounds very strange and somewhat horrible, but hey, i have plenty of ideas in my head and im not afraid to use them.

Also, remember this journal? Yeah, that aged FUCKILY TERRIBLE. Yes i made up a word to describe how wrong i was. 2020 is a year of many MANY downs, and seemingly apocalyptic circumstances. But we survived it, Vax is out for COVID and is making its rounds, a New strain of COVID thats much more infectious has been discovered and made landfall in the U.S., Fuck. And alot of celebs died during that year, R.I.P. Rick May and Kirby Morrow especially. But after all the hell the world's been through, we made headway and kept on living, now we gotta wait out the virus and kill it off quickly.

Anyway, i also thank everyone whose followed me so far, and has been liking my content i have created, i know it's all over the place and i was very sporadic in when i posted, but now this year is hopefully where i get more into it and start churning out work left and right, all whilst i keep up quality and make sure i don't dip in quality. Also 1k Page views, woo! :D I'm making plenty of headway and i hope to capture more minds and such. I'm also beginning to start up a Patreon if you guys may wanna support my content creation, all i need is a bank account to finalize it so i can put support money where it needs to be and maybe help contribute to my family's financial needs. I need a job and money anyway to buy me my happiness. :P

But if School won't be too big of an interruption (i have like, four more years of "post Highschool Life Skills" School left, and i don't have a HS Diploma until 2024 i think, and im heading back to a building, no more Home Zooming, if possible!), i'll hope to get some content out in the works so you'll all be satisfied. Plus i may finally get to experiment with the kink i love so much, vore! I need to really get on top of that too if possible!

Anyway, i wish you guys a fantastic new year and a future that'll be bright and back to normal humanity.

As much as it breaks my heart to say this, i am going to have to do the animation, from the beginning again, from Scratch. But i have a good reason to do this, it lacked some consistent quality and kept raising steadily in quality as i went in making it. Plus the Bandicam watermarks were annoying and certain things i didn't take care of were present, plus my newly-found-use for the Stop Motion helper! I'm going to rework the narrative of the story, maybe write up a similar one to the scrapped version, and when im editing, i should try some more voice-line splicing for Franesco and others too.

All in all, im gonna have to redo it from the beginning due to quality issues and some minor continuity stuff going on. Also maybe give it a better promo art to show too. I don't dislike the work i've made, it's a solid basis, and it was good so far. It's a process indeed. Well, sure i may have a cold or flu or whatever the hell im sick with as of posting this, but I am going to make things a bit better. Sure im still amateur, but i at least can make something great that people can enjoy. I needed to rethink this animation, felt like it was going nowhere.

Here's the previous version of the machinima i've created so far: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1LJ.....ew?usp=sharing

Here's to hope i make it look better in many ways. It's taken around a couple months to make the previous version so far, just because i kept procrastinating, but this time i'll get busy this weekend to remake the machinima. Wish me luck, it's gonna be worth the wait when it's all said and done.

In the meantime, have my other Gmod work as for the featured for now, being my Goldie Gulped Comic.

I should make some more journals just for the helluvit, but i also need feedback on what i am doing meets quality standards, sure everyone has their own standard of quality but i for one think i must keep improving or else i won't be successful. It may just be a pessimistic outlook on what i create, but god dammit, i gotta keep this up.

But if anything, all the support and favoring of my works, really does give me that lovely confidence boost i want, it's a approval of all i need is recognition of my work that it looks good and looks nice. It really means the world to me that im making content that people like. Especially if it is of quality, sure my first full-bred stop-motion in Garry's Mod is a bit stuttery at times, but i was on a musical timelimit to fit everything within the titular vicious cycle music.

(link of the video and it's advert here): https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37177322/
https://www.bitchute.com/video/mv0J72L43xim/

But i think my video editing skills are pretty good for a beginner for a serious editing i tried out. If anything, i hope to make more Gmod Animations as i am heavily inspired by the big names of Gmod animating, even including the low teir of gmod gamers.

Turning over to my 2D art, i need to make more of my UNIPAK Aeromorph Universe (especially it's lore writings and more general Anthro machinery, i also have a WIP of a Terramorph, a unit being from one of my favorite RTS's, C&C Generals and it's Zero Hour Expansion, a GLA Rocket Buggy. Im working out on how to form his body around the vehicle as i try to give SOME level of accuracy.
(Link to the WIP image): https://i.postimg.cc/FHRgN8bG/Screenshot-4.png

But then again with anthro machines, it's a tug-o-war between sexiness and accuracy of the vehicle your anthropomorphizing. And it tends to get grueling at times when you have unconventional shapes of vehicles (take a old WWI A7V or Mark IV) and try to give them bodies or even heads to make them look more human than machine, but then you're forgetting how it's supposed to look like that machine in the first place and, well, ya have a hard time trying to redraw him/her/it.

But if anything, i want to improve upon these issues and press on to making more of these anthro machine images.

But i really don't want to forget the other things i have made that don't belong in either gmod or Aeromorph categories, being my pokemon and other things (like the serpentine from Lego Ninjago, as well as more Lego Chima-related art, be it related to canon or in the large roleplay that started in 2017 and kept on going, that im still a part of.) I have alot of content back then of an earlier era that related to that and i would willingly improve upon it.

But now that i ranted on enough, a TL:DR.

What do you think on my work so far? Is it going somewhere, is it stagnating? Is it the best of the best? Do i need to draw more lewd images?

Ignore how badly my last journal aged and such, but hey, we’re all living through the apocalypse right now. We are keeping ourselves socially distanced but close online thankfully, but im still gonna be on task and posting more work i have made. I need to stop being lazy and get more of what i have out.

I need to do something else other than working on school work, gaming and other things, i need to draw more as well. I mean, i have ALL THIS TIME to be cranking out art like crazy but, nay, my mind is just all over the place. My father surprisingly caught a mild case of COVID-19, thankfully, he’s athletic and sporty, so im sure he’s over it by now.

But, i need to get on my case of drawing stuff and maybe start drawing more lewd stuff as well. I've watched lewd images for a long time ever since stumbling upon the thing as i was wandering 4chan of all places for my internet entertainment aside from flash games and the like.

Wish me luck i can do some more stuff, also check out my 3D work i’ve been making in Garry’s Mod as well, a wonderful springboard into my 3D design and art as well. https://steamcommunity.com/id/TeeEf.....es/?appid=4000

A New Years resolute of such would require a promise that would be inevitably be broken as time goes on. But nay, i’ll try my HARDEST to get more work off on this new decade of what will await us! It’s the 2020’s and the future looks wobbly, who knows what may will happen, another economic crash after so much prosperity? Another culture boom? A world war? Who knows, and frankly, it scares me of what may come to the future.

But look here, i’ll be posting more i ages i have a backlog of, some from my early years of artisanship (back in like, 2013-2015?) to my more recent works i’ll be drawing, i have alot of people interact with and it with my followers and keepers of my talents. I can always know you were here to help me all. But since i have met so many people on discord whom are alike me in aspects, im kinda happy to be here interacting with a base of people whom look up to me and support me with whatever i can get, it’s a humble start.

Coming back on the topic of looking forward to the future, I’ll get to heights to where i belong in this place from a humble start of creating a universes of both my Aeromorphs and Pokemon Characters. I’ll keep uploading more and more content as the days go on. And once I probably get my backlog of images updated, i’ll prob Start taking commissions as such, no need to pay out of pocket, i draw the image you requested to the best of my ability.

Anyway, have a great 2020, we here at The First Artz Ltd. are gonna be working hard!

It’a modnight here so imma keep it short. I have already started my foothold here on this site. I posted some lore about my Aero Universe, some characters related to that Universe, and some other aeromorph characters as well. It’s only a few images, but i have plenty more backed behind me, so stay tuned for more of my work in the near future!

Now i gotta sleep. -w-