my health has been improving and im gonna try and do some art this month

I want to let everyone know that lately i been having either chest or heart problem since Friday. On Friday afternoon i thought it was nothing until saturday afternoon when i was walking around town and i wasnt able to walk as fast and panic when i was in the car and had to get out for a minute to walk around to reduce my heart racing then had to get in the back of the car laying down which did help until i got home and spent most of the day laying down or sleeping while taking pills for the pain.
Sunday i had to change what i been drinking and eating so until im better (and lose weight) im no longer gonna be drinking energy drinks and soda and focus on orange juice and milk.

So while im recovering i will no longer be taking commissions...if i had any to begin with. Just dont bug me for art while im recovering or end up being a thoughtless asshole and get block for good.

Still feeling like crap and been in a foul mood for a while. Most likely im wasting my time with this journal.

Link to my price sheets
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42334655/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42334595/

Ask for a free art piece and i will block you without warning.

I'm tired.
I'm tired of making 10 pictures that total to £210/$260 and i only get under 10 for the lot. It's not worth it anymore. I removed all links to that account cause by next month it's gone.
For years i've been trying to make a decent amount on it but i never came close.

I havent decided what i wanna do next.

I'm tired, im stress and i nothing i do ever goes right.
This is all the things i've bottled up over lockdown and this year and i cant keep it to myself any longer.

My 3D printer is being a massive bitch and wont print anything for some fucking reason and i have to find the time of day (very rare for me now) to rebuild the piece of crap to get it to work. If it doesnt work then fucking kill me

Patreon is a fucking joke cause i can never EVER get enough to reach a decent income. It's always stuck between 2-3.

Youtube fucking sucks cause no matter how many vids I upload or how i keep improving the views are shit. Hours and hours i spent trying to get everything right means shit compared to the crap projects that gets tones of views. Those dub videos aint easy to make but do people care? No they dont cause all they care about is leaving stupid comments. I cant even monetize my channel cause i keep losing views. Coppa is the reason why i stop practicing animation.

i gave up my dream to someday see my ocs in comics and on the big screen. Seeing how things are going it's not worth seeing them get wreck by them

Commissions barely give me hope cause i only get under 3 or less. Commission sheets, leaving comments on people pages linking them to it. Fucking pointless. It means jack shit in the end.

I wanted to do video dub commissions and t-shirt designs stuff but knowing my shitty ass luck those will end up a waste of time. No matter how much time i spent on each design.

I got stuff i'm stuck working on that im not even getting paid for (try asking for a request and it's instant ban and good luck getting off that list) so who knows how long it will take me before i'm free from that.

I barely have a reason to get out of bed nowadays or look forward too. Everyday is the same old shit. Life not getting better no matter how hard i try or put on a fake smile to trick the world im not one step close from having a break down.

Thought i should let everyone knows that im only gonna be making 4 images for my patreon instead of 10. I'm sick and tired of working on so many only to find out that most of them aint paid for.

Plus this will give me more time for focus on something i been wanting to do for a while.

Didnt get the job so im opening this back up with 5 slots open.

Here is my price sheet
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41478847/

Please keep in mind that given my current mood i'm only gonna be doing single image commissions.
examples-
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41633856/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39680493/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28509081/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33422367/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35870687/

so no comic commissions this time. Im not in the right mind set to accept those yet.

Hey everyone. Sorry i havent been active on here lately.

I been getting ready for my new job tomorrow and dealing with my 3D printer (it been acting up since i got new filament for it and been looking up why i keep encountering problems) so i may be inactive through out the week cause of work Type a message

im stress and nervous about this

After i upload the last 2 commissions on here im gonna be taking a break from commissions so i can focus on a video i been planning on making for a while but havent found the time to make it.

Hopefully June i can open them back up

These videos wouldnt be possible without the talented  ValiantlyNeptuneFan33
check out her gallery and her other hot thicc girls

The original version she made
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41572496/

Special one for  ValiantlyNeptuneFan33
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uloiCAHttuM

AMV version
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzV4GqII9iw

Finally i no longer have to do anymore more house cleaning. Need a day or two to relax then it's back to draw art and commissions.

so tired right now -_-

March 11th was my birthday and i didnt get 1 happy birthday wish on here.

Fa you suck at letting people know it was my birthday.

Lately i been feeling depress lately for a while and i think it comes down to it being close to my birthday. I'm gonna be turning 30 this year and i honestly feel like i havent done much with my life.
No goals met, No dreams from childhood came true, no stupid job, health gotten worse since lockdown, dealing with art blocks, no reason to get up early anymore and lots more.

Even if i do try and follow my dreams it not worth pursing anymore because of how crap company's are now.

hardly any commissions and even if i try and declare it, cant take any until April

stick and tired of trades, sick of people asking stuff for me and i dont get a fucking thing in return. im struggling to keep up and i want to do my own stuff but cant and i want to break down and cry.

im stress, sick and tired and just want it all to go away but like my dreams, it will never happen.

im gonna hate my birthday

Who here wants to see more of Crash4 TawnaXcrosserdog pics that focus on her butt?

examples
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39874505/ (sequels can have him in them)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39877784/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39888337/

Single image commissions are-
$21

Single comic pages are-
$26

I even do private commissions by email. Send me a note if you want your pics to be private.

Single image commissions are-
$21

Single comic pages are-
$26

I even do private commissions by email. Send me a note if you want your pics to be private.

Single image commissions are-
$21

Single comic pages are-
$26

I even do private commissions by email. Send me a note if you want your pics to be private.

Any other commissions i havent dont yet will be done this week

Good news is that im finally free to catch up on commissions (only got 2 left)

Bad news is that last night i got a nasty cut on my right palm and its difficult to grasp my drawing tablet without feeling so much pain.

-_- i cant continue drawing or announce opening commissions again until my palm is healed. Im hoping it wont take long to heal.

sorry for being inactive lately. things just been very busy for me lately until after the 12th then hopefully i can get back to art stuff.

I am so sorry I haven't completed the last few commissions, the heat is really effecting my progress.
I keep getting sweat in my eyes, got a little sunburn on my shoulder on my neck and shoulders.

I will complete the remaining commissions in the future when the heat decides to go away.

Please be patient with me.

This month is gonna be a rough one for me since I don't have a job (because of the lockdown) so I'm hoping this will help.

Single image commissions are-
$21

Single comic pages are-
$26

I'm sorry that all of the future images will be pen sketches but you ask someone to colour it in for you with my permission.

I even do private commissions by email. Send me a note if you want your pics to be private.

I'd talk to someone about this and they said that it's a good so i went and made a wish list.
It's for those who want to commission me but dont have paypal and i thought this option would be easier.

Here's the link to my wish list
https://www.amazon.co.uk/hz/wishlis.....;type=wishlist

I'm open for commissions again. If you want to talk to me about yours in private please note me.

please make sure you have paypal account


Price's
for a single images (same for the tracing)- $12

when using paypal to send money-
'send money to friends and family' section is for those who live outside of the united kingdom (GBP)
'send money to friends and family' is for those who live in the United states' (USD
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8596452/

I'm open for commissions again. If you want to talk to me about yours in private please note me.

please make sure you have paypal account

My paypal address is william_md1991[at]yahoo.com

Price's
for a single images (same for the tracing)- $10

people can commission me to colour in their work or another artist work (get permission)
example
black and white version (artist) fav.me/dau5nzd
colour version (by me) fav.me/db52fsd

when using paypal to send money-
'send money to friends and family' section is for those who live outside of the united kingdom (GBP)
'send money to friends and family' is for those who live in the United states' (USD
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8596452/

Last month i lost 300 because someone used their parents card behind their back without telling them. The parents notice the money went missing, got paypal to give them a refund.

They got free art and i'm broke.
I cant get a job because no one is hiring me and i cant open commissions because i'm far too behind on the current ones.

if you have any money to spare please consider donating it to me 0m0
https://www.gofundme.com/got-scamme.....-and-need-help