I'm in the process of leaving this FurAffinity account and my TrueFurry account on YouTube.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r42ixLv0yq0


For those who want to know my new account, send a message of any kind. I'll send a PM w/ my new FA and YT info.

How far will some go to see their enemies on the web go down???


Over the years I have acquired a countless number of friends and allies. I have an EXTREMELY high tolerance, and don't care what ones sexual preference is. If you do, big whoop, I don't care. That's not really what this discussion is about, so keep your comments to yourself about it. Ones interests doesn't concern me. Period.

That said, I do have a few friends who's interests involve kids. As said before, I don't care. Moving on...

A few of you remember a while ago my MSN had been STOLEN. Now, my MSN is in the hands of a furry on YT (not saying who) and last week asked for my new MSN. Upon reading IN HIS COMMENTS that he had my stolen MSN and mocked me for it, I quickly blocked him and left it at that.

A few days later, I went back to check if he'd made any more comments on his page about me, and he did, stating he only wanted to give my MSN back to me. As said before, I don't want it back. Don't care for that anymore, so I kept the block on and continued on w/ my life.

This is where it gets a bit fucked up...

My friend who's into kids (not saying who, since he's paid his dues to society) PM'd me on Youtube to tell me my stolen account had been asking him for child porn. Not sure if he sent it, again, I no longer have that account and didn't ask.

Is this some sort of ploy to place child pornography on my stolen MSN account, return it to me, and alert the authorities that the account given back to me has child porn on it, to get me in some kind of trouble?

I'm sorry, but anyone who would go as deep as that to get to someone is worse than ANYONE who looks at CP. To me, they're the scum of the Earth. If anyone's presence pisses them off so bad they have to set up something that low, they just need to give up on life and an hero, because life's a LOT tougher then they think, and there's a LOT more ppl that's going to piss you off then me.

I'm not sure why, but this is something I've been wanting to get off my chest for a long time, and haven't had the time to say it. It reflects on the previous 2+ years on YouTube, and my thoughts on the so called 'YT Furry War' I was part of. If I offend anyone, I really don't care at this point. If this seems tl;dr, then I suggest you hit the back button, or do whatever. Some things need to be said, regardless if I hurt some feelings. No one has ever put mine into account anyways. On a side note, I'm not looking for pity, just an ear. Perhaps I can save some poor soul from making the same mistakes I did.

Looking back to the beginning, I only entered the whole YouTube war fling because I'd seen someone was being attacked for speaking his mind. It angered me that no one at all would help this person, even in his darkest hour. Of course, he represented a lot of things one wouldn't call 'normal'. Immoral, even. Being the person I WAS, I rushed in to his aid. He stood for a lot of things I did, and I usually always rooted for the underdog anyways. Little did I know, in that moment, it would start a rough and rocky trail that would lead to the person I am today. A coward.

As time grew, so did my fanbase. For every person who hated me, 2 ppl liked me. I was in the middle of something, at that time, was pretty big to me. I trusted too many, but was still cautious. There are ppl I made friends w/ then that I regret. Ppl who, not too long ago, drop kicked our friendship w/out so much as a reason. I suppose it was alright, since I didn't want one if they were going to be that way. I even recall one of my other closest friends pushing a troll to make a vid about something I represented (not aimed at me, though) in order to not be trolled by this person. After close examination, I'd read through comments that I was the center of the conversation that lead to this vid. The troll didn't care about their opinions, never did. As far as I'm concerned, they knew I'd be the one attacked after he made the vid, but as long as they weren't being trolled, it was alright. There IS a block button, you know.

But it doesn't surprise me. Furries are quick to judge and throw someone under a bus if it'll save their own ass. Even their closest friends. Being a furry, and seeing this, I held on to some dignity and decided I'd never make that decision. I'd look away if my friends were in trouble, whereas before I wouldn't, but I'd NEVER sacrifice one of my friends to save my own ass. NEVER. Though I've never discussed this problem later w/ my 'friend', it has been boiling inside me a bit, even though this was a while back. We rarely talk anymore. If by any chance you're reading this, and know it's you, though, thanx. Thanx for being there for me. MUCH appreciated.

And before some rambling idiot bitches about 'OMG! It'S OKAy to hVaE an opinion!!1!!' I'm not complaining about that, nor did I say that. Shove that accusation up your ass.

After the whole 'Furry Ops' fiasco, I settled down, and left my friends to defend themselves. I'd turned into a coward, something I couldn't stand. I was on the verge of having my dox released, before I struck a deal w/ the devil to save my own ass. I didn't put anyone under the chopping block but me. To this day, I'm not sorry for what happened in FO. I suppose I was just taking the internet too seriously, like a lot of newfag trolls do these days.

As time went on, I understood that many of the trolls I'd battled w/ were seriously only doing it for laughs. Hell, I've even become friends w/ most of them. NotAHappyDragon was one I hated the most, yet I look at him as a good friend now. (BTW, thanx Cid)

But something else reared it's ugly head. Furries who deemed themselves 'logical' because they thought the fandom wasn't perfect because it wasn't in their image. Yeah, after the 'war' thing, I ran into a lot of these idiots. God forbid someone likes yiff to these ppl. In my opinion, (which I, unlike 90% of the furry populace, understand that opinions don't amount to shit) they're worse then trolls. There's nothing I can't stand more then over-opinionated ppl. But over-opinionated ppl who BELIEVE that their opinions are 'better' or 'right', yet continue to deem themselves 'logical'? Get a fucking grip. It's a fucking fandom, morons. One that I'm no longer proud of because of ppl like you, but yet continue to be a part of because I do enjoy it.

Last, but not least, I think the thing that has scarred me more then anything is my fursona, Jaymz Mutz. Looking back on everything I've said, (and haven't said) Jaymz Mutz looks like nothing more then a large, grotesque battle scar now. I hate saying that, I do. But it's the truth. He was created in the middle of that shitstorm on YT, and through all of it he's remained. Trolltards, false friendships, doxxing, all of it. He's taken an ass whoopin'. It pains me to say this. Perhaps, it's probably the reason I haven't done anything else w/ him as of late. I do plan on a FINAL story involving him, though. Closure. He's still my fursona, but I'm not sure if I'll ever do another 'My Fursona'.

I'm not directing this at any of my actual friends, though. You've been good to me, and I will continue to honor our friendship. Thank you.

Took me a lot of courage to say this, and honestly, I think I'm more proud of this then anything I've ever done in the last 2 years online.

Yeah... Working from 12pm to 6 am. (Yep, almost 20 hours) Anyone have any plans? >.<

So this is the first night I've spent in my house by myself since Sean (TheSilentAlly) moved out into his own house w/ his pregnant girlfriend last week. I've had to do some serious cleaning, and it was about 2 or 3 in the morning. I started w/ the kitchen. Still suffering from the effects of 'Paranormal Activity 2' (which I went to see last week) I began to hear noises I'd never heard in my home, getting a bit spooked. I decided to put on some music. As I was washing the dishes, I heard some noises upstairs, as if someone was walking around. Finishing the dishes, I had a tire iron I'd found cleaning and decided to walk upstairs w/ it. (In case there really WAS someone up there) Finding nothing, and figuring it was my imagination, I went back downstairs to see my husky staring at the radio. I called for her, and she continued to stare. I couldn't do anything to get her away from it for a few moments, so I turned it off. Then, she came to, as though nothing was there.

I dunno, I'm just ranting here I guess. You see things in a different perspective when you're all alone I guess.

Hello all. It seems as I've gotten 'wind' of something that I'd like to share w/ the rest of you.

It appears to me that those devious bastards known as 'trolls' (lol) seem to believe that they have MADE me 'quit' the internet due to my inactivity on my YouTube page, my DeviantArt page, and here. I'd like to clear a few things up to those trolls who are listening: No, you didn't. My inactivity is due to working 70+ hours a week now. None of you are responsible for my inactivity. I've done this on my own account. As a matter of fact, the funniest thing in this ordeal is that I had actually planned to DELETE my YT and FA accounts some time BEFORE my FA was hacked. Yes, that's right, DELETE TRUEFURRY from YT. (Again, due to my work schedule) When I got my FA back the next day, I reversed my decision so you couldn't claim anything over me, and instead, used ED to re-post all of my pics on FA. So, in hacking my FA, you pretty much ensured that I won't be going anywhere.

W/ that being said, if anyone is STILL talking to my MSN, FENRIRFURRYPRINCE@HOTMAIL.COM, STOP, it's no longer my MSN. The password I used for my FA was the same for my MSN, and when my FA was hacked, they used that password for my MSN. Again, STOP talking to my MSN. (Which anyone who talked to me on MSN knew I rarely got on anyways, perhaps once every 6-8 months)

Also, on a final note, I plan put up a video on YouTube on August 31st. It's nothing more then a PMV, and not a lot of ppl will like it, (meh) but I feel it's something I have to do because, well.... you'll know then. I will draw a pic for the final picture for the video that will combine 2 of my favorite cartoons.

Also, I found out that YT will be doing away w/ 'groups' soon, so anyone trying to get into 'Red Rocket Inc.' is SOL.

Anywho, that's all. Take care. <:3

My yiffy pics are back! Ironic a bit, eh?

Hacked? How about now?

My submissions will be up soon, no need to worry.

Taking the first 5 requests for me you draw some yiffy of their fursonas! ^^ (I say 5 because if I didn't, I'd be flooded) o.o