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Posted 7 years agoI have made a new account that will be art oriented under Markbovine
As for the state of this account, I have not sorted it out besides browsing other artwork and faving usually. July update semi-summary-ish
Posted 7 years agoHello! I've been mostly busy for the past few months hence the very low activity on FA.
aside from working at my job, there was a car accident when I was off on Friday last week and because of that, I've likely been laid off. I most likely will find a different job sometime soon after I finish my drivers ed course.
I've been taking drivers ed for a week and a half and it finally feels good to be the driver despite it being a class, not applying the gas pedal and following the rules of driving.
Have been reading this book called rich dad poor dad which is one of the few books I actually love to death so much that I'd rather have it buried with me when I die. Just kidding.
Aside from deciding what I want to do on the long run, I don't know what and still figuring out what I want. I do have some dream goals I want to reach. Because of that, I've been assessing myself and will meditate when I have time.
Also I make make a new FA account sometime and archive this current one. I have some things in mind but that'll be another journal.
aside from working at my job, there was a car accident when I was off on Friday last week and because of that, I've likely been laid off. I most likely will find a different job sometime soon after I finish my drivers ed course.
I've been taking drivers ed for a week and a half and it finally feels good to be the driver despite it being a class, not applying the gas pedal and following the rules of driving.
Have been reading this book called rich dad poor dad which is one of the few books I actually love to death so much that I'd rather have it buried with me when I die. Just kidding.
Aside from deciding what I want to do on the long run, I don't know what and still figuring out what I want. I do have some dream goals I want to reach. Because of that, I've been assessing myself and will meditate when I have time.
Also I make make a new FA account sometime and archive this current one. I have some things in mind but that'll be another journal.
I have never felt this angry in my life..![VENT/RANT]
Posted 7 years agoJust a quick heads up, I've started writing this journal and barely started it until now. This is likely trivial
So I just got off from vacation from D.C. and while I was relaxing my dad called "Just to check up"
My mother was on the phone and I guess dad called first. When I came out of the room from my nap I found her on the phone and she told me that he'll leave a call over the weekend. I was pissed because I didn't want to have anything to do with him after what he's done to me. I told her why where we had an argument about him as a father. And when she addressed it to him he "Doesn't remember it" or "has forgotten it" I was even more pissed because I was there when he set me up on a guilt trip. I refused to talk to my dad when she tried to get me to and for that I don't like saying this but I want to lose respect for her because she's basically owning up to someone who can't even own up to himself. That kind of person I believe is not or no longer worth my time.
What he did wrong was that he made me feel real bad over something trivial. I was there and experienced each and every painful and insufferable second of it. It was over a doughnut and when he asked if I could buy us a doughnut I looked uncomfortable because of past experiences that I had to put up with him.
Whenever I try to express how I feel, communicate, or address how I feel I don't like, he would either:
Say that I'm calling him out for being way older than me
Or calling him stupid
Or refer to something that I did that's largely irrelevant or something trivial which would lead into a bit of an argument
Either of which is pretty irrelevant and disrespectful.
It's been a long time last he did those and don't remember what I was addressing specifically. I just know I had to deal with his petty Bullshit from when I was younger and it sucked more or less. I didn't know how to deal with it in addition. So the memories' kind of rusty.
By the time we went to the doughnut shop, he was already making me feel bad for it. My face was already facing away during the session. Strangely he didn't take it out on the cashier when he was upset about it but when we got to his car, I'll never forget what he did and made me feel because he took a doughnut right in front of me and but it to get a rise out of me before he drove me back to the airport to drop me off since it was the end of vacation(I was in Los Angeles for my sister and family for almost a week) and he still went on. At one point we were at the intersection in the traffic and when he sneezed I check to see if he was okay(We were going to do Christmas shopping after he finished his shift and instead I had to help look out for him because he got sick and didn't zip up his jacket. We could have done the Xmas shopping at the time if he had zip up his jacket) What I got in return was that he told me that I was just faking. I was already called cheap and that I wouldn't help him if he was drowning. When we finally got to the airport I just wanted to leave and when I tried he barked my name where he wanted a hug. At that point I felt really hurt but I didn't resist as my will was weak s I gave it to him. When I got back to Florida, he called to check if I made it back as if the fall out didn't happen.
I'm just frustrated. Frustrated that he couldn't own up to what he did to me as well as himself. It was fucked up. He never apologized or made up for what he has done to me. He's the reason why I invest my time with other things as well as work on pursuing good things. If I was in his shoes I would have taken better responsibility and make a wholehearted apology. He didn't do that and just goes about his own way and by how he sees things having looked back.
You want to know the funny thing? He claims to be a Christian and an optimist and at one point, and that every day is Christmas day because he's thankful and I his mom has passed away from Diabetes(Which sucks).
I've made mistakes. Mistakes I didn't even want to look back. But given that I've came a long way, I have learned to have some humility and apologize especially when the opportunity is there.
Also I like to point out that there;s bettering yourself as a human being and then just putting over a white coat over what's not really that much of a pretty sight.
I try telling my mom that he's not worth my time for what he's done and what he has not done but she still insist that I should because he's the only father that I have and he's related. To me there's nothing and I don't know if him being dead to me is the best way to describe.
I also learned one of the harshest lessons of my life. Some related family members aren't always any better even as they seem.
A bit of a rant;
Posted 7 years agoI woke up feeling good but I feel like that there's this one thing that really grinds my gears.
So I was on Grommr and this dude that I've known and had bad experience with tried to converse with me which I explicitly told him no. But what really made me pissed off was that he said he explained why he was a jackass. and his reason..
"It's because I don't know what got over my head, That's why."
Alright..
First off of all, this dude is twenty seven years old and he is also a furry who I've known since 2015 who has also done some shit. Mostly cause drama and fuck people over. And when he had tried to converse with me, he admitted that he stressed out his internet fur father who should've give him some space otherwise dump him. And I'm here like "Why do you accept him!?"
but anyways, I said that this is sad and petty and don't you think that you've been doing that one too many times? He said that's it's shameful and he knows.
Yeah it's shameful but you chose to still be that way. And that's really not a good position.
Call me bias, but being 27, on the internet(Especially in the furry fandom), throwing a shit show on people, is not a good concept or image. At least to me.
Plus he didn't sound like goes out that much to me.
Again, this isn't a really good image like I said and to the person that tried to converse with me.
You really need to have respect for yourself (as well as for others)and have better way to invest your time as far as having better things to do.
I can tell that you were trying to look for either pity or sympathy which did not and will never work because you do nothing but at the same time you run over people and when you get called out you would play the victim and learn nothing from your mistakes. YOU'VE BEEN DOING THIS FOR QUITE SOMETIME NOW MUST I EMPHASIZE. That's just not how life is and you could be doing better things in your life right now then just going outside. But investing your time disrespecting other people and practicing other kinds of irresponsibility is just not the way to go.
So after I said that the next step is being blocked, he blocked me anyways which was fine. Probably took it to heart.
As much as I ask for, I bet he won't see something's in a different or good light.
I don't want anyone to be like that as well as stop being like that. You're also disrespecting yourself and possibly making your own problems bigger. You don't need that on yourself for whatever reason.
So I was on Grommr and this dude that I've known and had bad experience with tried to converse with me which I explicitly told him no. But what really made me pissed off was that he said he explained why he was a jackass. and his reason..
"It's because I don't know what got over my head, That's why."
Alright..
First off of all, this dude is twenty seven years old and he is also a furry who I've known since 2015 who has also done some shit. Mostly cause drama and fuck people over. And when he had tried to converse with me, he admitted that he stressed out his internet fur father who should've give him some space otherwise dump him. And I'm here like "Why do you accept him!?"
but anyways, I said that this is sad and petty and don't you think that you've been doing that one too many times? He said that's it's shameful and he knows.
Yeah it's shameful but you chose to still be that way. And that's really not a good position.
Call me bias, but being 27, on the internet(Especially in the furry fandom), throwing a shit show on people, is not a good concept or image. At least to me.
Plus he didn't sound like goes out that much to me.
Again, this isn't a really good image like I said and to the person that tried to converse with me.
You really need to have respect for yourself (as well as for others)and have better way to invest your time as far as having better things to do.
I can tell that you were trying to look for either pity or sympathy which did not and will never work because you do nothing but at the same time you run over people and when you get called out you would play the victim and learn nothing from your mistakes. YOU'VE BEEN DOING THIS FOR QUITE SOMETIME NOW MUST I EMPHASIZE. That's just not how life is and you could be doing better things in your life right now then just going outside. But investing your time disrespecting other people and practicing other kinds of irresponsibility is just not the way to go.
So after I said that the next step is being blocked, he blocked me anyways which was fine. Probably took it to heart.
As much as I ask for, I bet he won't see something's in a different or good light.
I don't want anyone to be like that as well as stop being like that. You're also disrespecting yourself and possibly making your own problems bigger. You don't need that on yourself for whatever reason.
YCH commissions[CLOSED]
Posted 8 years agoAs the title says, I'm open for YCH commisions
Here is the reference!
Note me if interested!
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What I will draw
Fat/Chub
Femboy
Let me know what you want and we can talk about it
Has to be Safe For Work. Nothing adult and nothing extreme.
If there isn't going to be two figures between the main character, then the figure and the main character will be centered.
I cannot shade or cell shade because I am not very good at that area.
Payment is through Paypal.
yourfatdracow[at]gmail.com
Here is the reference!
Note me if interested!
SLOT!1.)
2.)
3.)
4.)
5.)
6.)
7.)
What I will draw
Fat/Chub
Femboy
Let me know what you want and we can talk about it
Has to be Safe For Work. Nothing adult and nothing extreme.
If there isn't going to be two figures between the main character, then the figure and the main character will be centered.
I cannot shade or cell shade because I am not very good at that area.
Payment is through Paypal.
yourfatdracow[at]gmail.com
I want to cry
Posted 8 years agoI've not felt this conflicted in such a while. I've been invited to a wedding in Pennsylvania by a friend and it was one of the warmest thing he has ever done.
I just want to cry and I feel like yelling. I'm in a rocky relationship with my mother, I'm being hated for expressing my feelings for it as well as being honest and looking for unconditional love, and I'm going to be forced in paying her bills in the house after my birthday.
I just want to cry and I feel like yelling. I'm in a rocky relationship with my mother, I'm being hated for expressing my feelings for it as well as being honest and looking for unconditional love, and I'm going to be forced in paying her bills in the house after my birthday.
Merry Xmas
Posted 8 years agoJust wishing everyone a merry Xmas
There isn't much for me and the closest in celebrating is just ordering pizza given that I'm experiencing some
sort of depression
There isn't much for me and the closest in celebrating is just ordering pizza given that I'm experiencing some
sort of depression
Feeling vulnerable...
Posted 8 years agoI'm feeling really bad and wish someone could just hug me. I don't care what gender. I don't really know right now other than say that I've been trying to get back up on my feet of things.
I'm going to go lay down and relax.
I'm going to go lay down and relax.
I have failed
Posted 8 years agoI'm sorryJust want to take a moment to appreciate
Posted 8 years agoIt really makes me feel really good using tablet for drawing artwork and I really love the attention that I get for my artwork despite doing pixel art recently. Thank you all for the favs and watching of my account. I just cannot express how much it brings joy in my heart for the attention I get.
Hope everyone's having a good day so far ^^"I'm not cute"
Posted 8 years agoI'm usually okay with this but it gets really annoying. I mean it's a compliment ad it's understandable if you struggle with self esteem or self confidence. It's something positive not negative, am I right?
Either way this is just how I feel and I'm not really going to do anything about it besides move away from you but I don't know when that might come along.
Some people do it for attention I guess or like what I've described.
Either way this is just how I feel and I'm not really going to do anything about it besides move away from you but I don't know when that might come along.
Some people do it for attention I guess or like what I've described.
Telegram channel/groupchat idea or plan
Posted 8 years agoI've been thinking of making channel or a group chat where furries can make and share video game music. And on either the pinned messages or the bio that explains the guidelines as well as links to music trackers (Ex. Deflemask and famitracker)
I might leave in some tips on making vgms along the way.
Feel free to put in your thoughts and criticism about it so long as it isn't negative.
I might leave in some tips on making vgms along the way.
Feel free to put in your thoughts and criticism about it so long as it isn't negative.
You know what really grinds my gears so much!?[VENT]
Posted 8 years agoWhen your older brother annoys you by poking you and does other things to annoy you and thinks he's being loving.
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This has gone on since we were kids and this kind of stuff should've been left behind. Him and his wife are here for two weeks and this is what I get in return...!
It annoys me very much to where I get angry and want to do bad stuff that I don't want to describe which I don't want. I tend to get a bad attitude to where I nearly behave like an asshole almost and even then I still dislike the concept of it.
Also I find it selfish in addition for someone to tell me to just ignore it or in this case love my brother. Yeah. pick after someone who should pick up after himself and have respect.
Whether I had a younger or older brother, I would still show respect and such!
I'm really am not the best person to have this way with and I'll most likely want to move away from that particular person.
Respect is earned. never entitled.
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This has gone on since we were kids and this kind of stuff should've been left behind. Him and his wife are here for two weeks and this is what I get in return...!
It annoys me very much to where I get angry and want to do bad stuff that I don't want to describe which I don't want. I tend to get a bad attitude to where I nearly behave like an asshole almost and even then I still dislike the concept of it.
Also I find it selfish in addition for someone to tell me to just ignore it or in this case love my brother. Yeah. pick after someone who should pick up after himself and have respect.
Whether I had a younger or older brother, I would still show respect and such!
I'm really am not the best person to have this way with and I'll most likely want to move away from that particular person.
Respect is earned. never entitled.
Some updates+ drawing tablet
Posted 8 years agoNot much other than I got a drawing tablet(More specifically the wacom bamboo tablet)
Aside from that, I've been busy at my job and have been thinking of moving to a different one. I feel that there are many opportunities and many doors.
I'm also going to save some money for a laptop, switch, and a bicycle and if possible have the tires and seat changed for my comfort.
Been slowly trying to lose weight and have been taking the apple cider vinegar.
I've also been working on being positive and setting my foot on things so that I may do better along the way. There's a telegram channel about being positive that I've found. I know that there will be challenges in life and that they may come in ways we might not be prepared for but I will not hold back.
Also I want to thank my friends and other nice people for their assistance as well as their hospitality. Both furry and none furry.
Furry/social-wise, I've been yearning to meet new furs and have met some new ones recently
I feel like eating ramen now -w-;
Aside from that, I've been busy at my job and have been thinking of moving to a different one. I feel that there are many opportunities and many doors.
I'm also going to save some money for a laptop, switch, and a bicycle and if possible have the tires and seat changed for my comfort.
Been slowly trying to lose weight and have been taking the apple cider vinegar.
I've also been working on being positive and setting my foot on things so that I may do better along the way. There's a telegram channel about being positive that I've found. I know that there will be challenges in life and that they may come in ways we might not be prepared for but I will not hold back.
Also I want to thank my friends and other nice people for their assistance as well as their hospitality. Both furry and none furry.
Furry/social-wise, I've been yearning to meet new furs and have met some new ones recently
I feel like eating ramen now -w-;
So where I'm at?(update)
Posted 8 years agoI've been working part time at a car wash since April or March and just recently I'm back at my technical school. This is my second week.
There are two maybe three sides of me. Part of me yearns to find a full time job and move out with my life with an apartment and the other wants me to stay at school while working part time so I could learn new important stuff about living independently. I'll admit I do not want to have a job that I do not enjoy on the long run but I don't want to take a class that has a particular career that I've been pursuing that have students that hinder the traffic of whatever curriculum the class has. I've seen and have had experienced stuff like this and quite frankly it's bull shit and I could tell you many reasons why it is. I just don't have time to endure stuff like that when we have stuff like assignments to complete.
I've recently been blocked by someone who i thought was my friend which made me feel heartbroken when I went to check up on him since it was a few months last we had spoken. I find it profoundly rude and quite dishonest to have that way with someone you've gotten to know and grow fond with. Why would people do this? I've always thought one would have to be insecure to just suddenly block their friend and cut off contact with little to know explanation. Even to this day I really do not know how to react to this kind of treatment and it's kind of unfair. I really want to forgive him regardless. To the person that has blocked me, I don't understand what I've done to deserve that but where ever you are I hope you are doing fine.
Other than that I plan to get a drawing tablet and maybe a game pad on some occasion(s) so I could play some games better on steam.
If there's anything good, I've been drinking water more often which is good for the body. I look forward in taking commission requests at some point in the future after having a drawing tablet. That is if I have time.
So yeah that's pretty much it.
There are two maybe three sides of me. Part of me yearns to find a full time job and move out with my life with an apartment and the other wants me to stay at school while working part time so I could learn new important stuff about living independently. I'll admit I do not want to have a job that I do not enjoy on the long run but I don't want to take a class that has a particular career that I've been pursuing that have students that hinder the traffic of whatever curriculum the class has. I've seen and have had experienced stuff like this and quite frankly it's bull shit and I could tell you many reasons why it is. I just don't have time to endure stuff like that when we have stuff like assignments to complete.
I've recently been blocked by someone who i thought was my friend which made me feel heartbroken when I went to check up on him since it was a few months last we had spoken. I find it profoundly rude and quite dishonest to have that way with someone you've gotten to know and grow fond with. Why would people do this? I've always thought one would have to be insecure to just suddenly block their friend and cut off contact with little to know explanation. Even to this day I really do not know how to react to this kind of treatment and it's kind of unfair. I really want to forgive him regardless. To the person that has blocked me, I don't understand what I've done to deserve that but where ever you are I hope you are doing fine.
Other than that I plan to get a drawing tablet and maybe a game pad on some occasion(s) so I could play some games better on steam.
If there's anything good, I've been drinking water more often which is good for the body. I look forward in taking commission requests at some point in the future after having a drawing tablet. That is if I have time.
So yeah that's pretty much it.
Some shit manipulative and or troubled people do/confess
Posted 8 years agoAnd do not get me wrong. This happened to me at least twice.
They either confess that they are manipulative or throw a pity pool. Either in PM or in a public chat and talk about how they have had a fucked up past and still do things to step on the toes of other people.
My response which to be blunt, if you have actual problems, go see a therapist or some mental doctor before you go out and burn bridges with other people. Not to sound hateful but if there's anything for sure you won't be appreciated for your passive aggressiveness, and bad attitude.
They either confess that they are manipulative or throw a pity pool. Either in PM or in a public chat and talk about how they have had a fucked up past and still do things to step on the toes of other people.
My response which to be blunt, if you have actual problems, go see a therapist or some mental doctor before you go out and burn bridges with other people. Not to sound hateful but if there's anything for sure you won't be appreciated for your passive aggressiveness, and bad attitude.
I need some help or advice
Posted 8 years agoI've recently been feeling cranky more than usual and I've been sleeping it off or napping more often than usual, drink some water, and have recently have gone out for some strolls.
I didn't know that the irritations were crankiness itself and would thought I was just irritated until I look back and examined it. I do not like being cranky nor stopping to a certain low where I develop a bad attitude to the point where I'm distasteful to my friends and close ones even. I love and value my friends
I was wondering if and ask if any of you have any suggestions or tips. Thank you for reading and understanding
I didn't know that the irritations were crankiness itself and would thought I was just irritated until I look back and examined it. I do not like being cranky nor stopping to a certain low where I develop a bad attitude to the point where I'm distasteful to my friends and close ones even. I love and value my friends
I was wondering if and ask if any of you have any suggestions or tips. Thank you for reading and understanding
Just some stuff and things in mind. Not much *shrugs*
Posted 8 years agoAs usual, been working part time and busy
Still looking into PMD mml
And I seem to be at that point where sexual rps, yiff images and gifs don't really appeal to me as much as it used to. Not that I quit it just doesn't have the salt that it used to have
Been reading this manga called Maximum ride one of my fave mangas of all time. Rad it since I was a young teen until I gave it away over some verse from the bible which I now regret.
Got a new sketch book two days ago
Wish I had some hugs or cuddles
Thinking of telling my 6th or 9th grade story. Probably 9th because it wasn't as bad as 6th
Also I love orange juice
Still looking into PMD mml
And I seem to be at that point where sexual rps, yiff images and gifs don't really appeal to me as much as it used to. Not that I quit it just doesn't have the salt that it used to have
Been reading this manga called Maximum ride one of my fave mangas of all time. Rad it since I was a young teen until I gave it away over some verse from the bible which I now regret.
Got a new sketch book two days ago
Wish I had some hugs or cuddles
Thinking of telling my 6th or 9th grade story. Probably 9th because it wasn't as bad as 6th
Also I love orange juice
Older brother and things
Posted 8 years agoI was bored and I've been thinking about this
As much as there are older siblings and bros that get along there are those that don't on the long run.
I dislike most older brothers because they pretty much treat their young ones as if they are their foot stools or use them to stroke their own ego and have little to no regard to their sensitivity.
I dislike my older brother because he used to be sarcastic towards especially when I needed help with Math in high school which was the reason why I depended on online tutor and tutoring after school on particular days and was one of the reasons why I have had less confidence with myself which he contributed to more or less. I remember when I was much younger that if I didn't get a math question right he would whisper "too bad sucker" and when I addressed he would play coy about it and I would have to deal with this kind of stuff whenever I needed help. Not letting him assist me was no option from my mother.
Fast forward to 2013 and it was his birthday and we were on top of the queen Mary ship( I used to think it was the titanic when I was a kid until I got older). You want to know what he has done with me on his B-day? Deliberately bump me inf front of me. And you want to know what his reasoning was? It was his B-day, I'm his bro and that he loves me. My feelings were hurt and I had felt like a door mat more than I was respected and loved.
Those are some of the things that he has done to me in the past. And as a sensitive person who has struggled with self confidence, I find this hard to bond over. Neither do I appreciate those kind of things. Addressing is futile and even if it was heard he would only feel sorry on rare occasions and that's it. No difference.
For a year and a half or so, he lives in California with his girl friend which I'm kinda glad because of what I've had to put up with. and honestly, telling me to accept him for the way he is kind of offensive. I have more to give to those that have been really good to me most of which are my friends and some selected family members who I really cherish. Heck I'd rather throw a party for them at my house even. It would be one of the best things that has ever happened
As much as there are older siblings and bros that get along there are those that don't on the long run.
I dislike most older brothers because they pretty much treat their young ones as if they are their foot stools or use them to stroke their own ego and have little to no regard to their sensitivity.
You don't really have to respond if you don't want. That's okay :3Personal experience/wiseI dislike my older brother because he used to be sarcastic towards especially when I needed help with Math in high school which was the reason why I depended on online tutor and tutoring after school on particular days and was one of the reasons why I have had less confidence with myself which he contributed to more or less. I remember when I was much younger that if I didn't get a math question right he would whisper "too bad sucker" and when I addressed he would play coy about it and I would have to deal with this kind of stuff whenever I needed help. Not letting him assist me was no option from my mother.
Fast forward to 2013 and it was his birthday and we were on top of the queen Mary ship( I used to think it was the titanic when I was a kid until I got older). You want to know what he has done with me on his B-day? Deliberately bump me inf front of me. And you want to know what his reasoning was? It was his B-day, I'm his bro and that he loves me. My feelings were hurt and I had felt like a door mat more than I was respected and loved.
Those are some of the things that he has done to me in the past. And as a sensitive person who has struggled with self confidence, I find this hard to bond over. Neither do I appreciate those kind of things. Addressing is futile and even if it was heard he would only feel sorry on rare occasions and that's it. No difference.
For a year and a half or so, he lives in California with his girl friend which I'm kinda glad because of what I've had to put up with. and honestly, telling me to accept him for the way he is kind of offensive. I have more to give to those that have been really good to me most of which are my friends and some selected family members who I really cherish. Heck I'd rather throw a party for them at my house even. It would be one of the best things that has ever happened
New Pixel commissions establishment
Posted 8 years agoBefore I officially open pixel commissions, this is what I have made up let me know what you think of
100x100: $4.75
130x130: $5.25
Flat colored: $6.00
Cell-shaded: $7.00
Outline:$5.00
No outlines $9.50
And that's pretty much it. I appreciate constructive criticism and I'll open sometime soon.
100x100: $4.75
130x130: $5.25
Flat colored: $6.00
Cell-shaded: $7.00
Outline:$5.00
No outlines $9.50
And that's pretty much it. I appreciate constructive criticism and I'll open sometime soon.
Just some thoughts and some things
Posted 8 years agoAt this point in my life I'm unsure of what I want as a career on the long run. I dropped game design and chose to have some sort of art career since I have artistic talent and still warming up and developing but at the same time I'm not sure how things will go on the long run.
One of my biggest fear in life is struggling more or less and not having time to myself( doesn't mean I don't enjoy having friends around or making new friends every now and then or how often)
I don't know how to describe but I don't want to be in a case where I do get through but things are or look kind of indecent whether I struggle more or less or not.
I guess you can say that I'm nervous? I'm just unsure of some things and a bit fearful of the future
With that aside...!
I'm thinking of opening pixel commissions over the summer. I remember doing it a little more than half a year ago from this moment since I'll slightly have more time more or less since I won't have school.
Plus I found this really cool intuos tablet at my art shop in my areaList of things I want to get into;interests
Posted 8 years agoPMD mml (Professional Music Driver Music macro language) used to make music for the PC-88/98. Apparently there's no music tracker for it but just mml which I'm new to (looks kind of intimidating but I look forward into.
Pixel and traditional animation
Use adobe PhotoshopAnd that's pretty much it for now *shrugs*
Still have the desire to open pixel commission but can't. Due to lack of time with a busy schedule, and my laptop is partially uncooperative. ;n;
Work Schedule
Posted 8 years agoSince I now work part time and still have school, this is what it's going to be like
This week of from May 14 to May 20
Mon~Fri School
Tueday 1pm-7pm
Wednesday 7:45am-1pm
Thursday-off day
This might update later because I have to attend to some stuffWill be away from IM and notes; Under mental hiatus
Posted 8 years agoDue to recent events, I'm going to be away from IM and notes as the title says it because I've had a rough couple of days and I've been trying to pull myself together. As always love you guys and stay cool and have a good day or night where ever you are.
When I get back this journal will be taken down.