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Posted 8 years agoI just want to say that I really love the attention I've gotten for my two recent submissions and it had made me feel good
Thank you for the faves and the comments on either of them and have a wonderful day~
I look forward into making more furry pixel art.What have I been up to?(Update)
Posted 8 years ago>Have been working part time at a car wash for a few weeks and still am. Contemplate in working at a deli part time. If it goes well then I would work in working full time as well as accumulate from their.
>More active on telegram and I'm working on being active on Skype along with discord
>I plan in saving enough money to buy a new laptop with the most current OS as well as a new hat. Really want to open and take pixel commissions if the usb ports were working.
So yeah that's pretty much for that really.
>I want to go to a fur con in Florida and take cheap commission requests from there
>Not really sure what I wanted to do in life on the long run. Want to become some artist but not sure. Thinking about it can feel kind of overwhelming on certain occasions.
And that's that for this part
I go back to work on Tuesday and Wednesday
Have a nice and awesome day.
>More active on telegram and I'm working on being active on Skype along with discord
>I plan in saving enough money to buy a new laptop with the most current OS as well as a new hat. Really want to open and take pixel commissions if the usb ports were working.
So yeah that's pretty much for that really.
Some thoughts>I want to go to a fur con in Florida and take cheap commission requests from there
>Not really sure what I wanted to do in life on the long run. Want to become some artist but not sure. Thinking about it can feel kind of overwhelming on certain occasions.
And that's that for this part
I go back to work on Tuesday and Wednesday
Have a nice and awesome day.
I had some weirdest dreams (Little NSFW in the end)
Posted 8 years ago
I took forever to finish this journal and got preoccupied along the way so I'll assume it was first written on a wednesday or Tuesday
Bare in mind all these are in a dream and I don't remember everything that had happened or been witnessed
The first one was a mystery
I was in a dream where there would be a wolf who lives in the high mountains in some cave and there was this Asian festival that had Medieval Japanese houses surrounded by american citizens exploring the place and going about their own business.
I would check up this wolf because he had claimed to be misunderstood and that's all I remember
the second one was violent. I was on edge and burned the city I lived in and anything where ever I went...
The third one was where there were these two bad guys were up to no good. One was what I could describe an anthropomorphic rottweiler and the other I think was a human? I'm not sure.
I don't remember how but the got my attention and they chased me across this huge bridge. Then somehow we ended up in this house and I was hiding from them. When they were caught they were knocked out by some guy. Then later there were these super obese family members it seemed and they weren't human (It was weird) then I was licking one of the bad guy's moobs before he woke up in the awkward situation.
so yeah that was it. I'd rather visit the mysterious dream I had honestlyThank you for being there
Posted 8 years agoI was feeling down a couple of days ago and I want to thank those that were there when I was down
But other than that I've been busy and have been doing some spring cleaning and stuff
And I hope you guys have a nice day ^^
But other than that I've been busy and have been doing some spring cleaning and stuff
And I hope you guys have a nice day ^^
Not really the best day...
Posted 8 years agoI feel hurt and sad today.. Don't really want to get into detail... hugs and snuggles are appreciated I guess...Just a heads up
Posted 9 years agoI might be gone for three months more or less because the anti virus has expired and my ma is going to have back surgery. So for those on Skype, you're going to have to wait for a while possibly. I might make a short stop more or less otherwise I'm gone. You guys have a nice day and I'll be alright.
Other than that, I've been working on my own RPG game as of recent and determined in working on it whenever I have time.
And I learned a hard lesson that when you make an error in coding, it can be very punishing and you have to go back and fix it.
Other than that, I've been working on my own RPG game as of recent and determined in working on it whenever I have time.
And I learned a hard lesson that when you make an error in coding, it can be very punishing and you have to go back and fix it.
I'm too much of a fan of this particular retro game console
Posted 9 years agoI honestly like the Turbografx-16 way too much
I love it mainly for it's soundchip and the graphics.
For those who don't know what it is here's the link: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/TurboGrafx-16
Good thing there's a music track that supports the sound chip for itHow to deal with manipulative people
Posted 9 years agoJust walk away...
No seriously. Just walk away.
It's that person's loss even if that person tries to go after you after being so toxic to you. That person has burned the bridge with you and trying to own up to it or even telling that person won't make much of a difference.
Don't let that person define you who you are. You have better things to do. No matter how flawed you are.I have an important task to ask of you.
Posted 9 years agoCan you prease pet me?
Gives you puppy eyesThis just in
Posted 9 years agoI got hired as a bagger at a super market and I'm going to start working on Monday. I passed the interview and I was initially nervous at first but I made it through with the help of my job coach with little assistance and was able to do most of it on my own.
I was excited and it made me feel good after I had finished and I just can't wait.To all my FA friends and furs from other furry websites
Posted 9 years agoEach and everyone of you that has stayed with me for a while will always have a special place in my heart.Birthday Moo here
Posted 9 years agoJust turned 20.
I'm such an old geeze to this day
Anyways thank you for those on Skype for my B-day wishes. You are blessed. Have a wonderful day and be cool.Some updates + B-day is coming up!
Posted 9 years agoMy Birthday is coming up and I'm gonna be 20! I want a wacom bamboo tablet or any kind of tablet as well as a new Bristol Pad but I know I'm not going to get any sort of tablet
I'm going to update my commission guidleines.
And I'm scavenging for a part time job. Have been eager to get one for a long time tho it's both exciting and kind of scary tho heheh.
Hope you guys are doing alrightFeels like forever last I did a journal even though it's only been a week or two.... >w<I wish you a happy new year
Posted 9 years agoI wish you all a happy new year and for those that had a bad year I hope and wish you a better year. May you have strength, peace, happiness and wisdom.When you send a friend request on Skype
Posted 9 years agoPlease let me know where you came from and I cannot stress this enough. Even if you're someone cute or shy, let me know where you came from. I would really appreciate it if you do so. I don't bash people for this, but again it's appreciated. Pixel art/ pixel icon commissions open
Posted 9 years agoYou read it right. Commissions are open. Only it's pixel art or icon
Flat color: $6.00
Shaded color: $9.00
Background: $12.00
Size
100x100 : $0.00
150x150 : $3.75
200x200 : $7.60
SLOTS~
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(Complete!)
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(Complete!)
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Note me if you are interested.
Also bare in mind that my pacing isn't always going to be consistent. In other words I will sometimes be slow because I have stuff going on in life. Thank you for understanding.
Contemplating on taking pixel/ icon commissions
Posted 9 years agoI'm thinking of taking pixel art or pixel icon commissions soon. But before I do that, I'm going to make a paypal account to take them. so here's how it would work. Bear in mind, this is tangible so it might be changed and finalized
Flat color: $6.00
Shaded color: $9.00
Background: $12.00
Size
100x100 : $0.00
150x150 : $4.00
200x200 : $8.00
I appreciate constructive criticism as well as some assistance on this. Thank you for taking the time to read this and have a wonderful day.
[November 20, 2016] edittedMeanwhile at my technical college
Posted 9 years agoTeacher: Alright it's time to have thanksgiving lunch
Me: Aww yeah!
Teacher: Ladies first
Me: *smiles but screams internally in agony*
Seriously that did happen before thanksgiving dinner started. Eitherway it was soo good. We had mashed potatoes, stufings, sweet potatoe pie, some soda and lemonade, and better yet, chocolate brownies as well as vanilla brownies. I was almost stuffed to the brim I tell you.If there's anything I want to do
Posted 9 years agoI want to take out my furry friend's out for a party or take them to a party at my house. Both furries and the ones from the weight gain community. I would have food, video games, manga books, movies, and some music for them. I'll be able to do this when I have a job and gained some more experience. I'd love to do stuff for my furry friends and those I've gotten to know online. Requests/trades
Posted 9 years agoThere are the people that want to receive requests or do a trade with me
Trades
Request
If you are not the following people, please do not ask for any art. Your comment will likely be ignored if you make a request for either of them. Please do not take that personal. Thank you for your cooperation and have a nice day :3
Just a side note, I'm going to be slow since I have stuff going on in my life at the moment
Halloween is coming
Posted 9 years agoI wish I did something special on Halloween. I guess I can draw something Halloween themed. But other than that, I really like fall because that's when things get cool and it's one of my favorite seasons along with winter and spring. Speaking of fall, I wish I could see and experience snow. I've seen it in pictures, TV, etc, but not actually experience any. May be some day.
Other than that, I hope you guys are having an awesome day and that you'll have a good and safe halloweenThere's going to be a hurricane
Posted 9 years agoI had to help my mom with putting her car in the garage after getting food supplies. I have to keep an out for her as she has back problems
I wish both my Florida and Furry Florida friends for there safety.Why I self labeled "Utter trash"(Last vent journal/ I wish)
Posted 9 years agoFirst and foremost
Don't judge if you haven't been in my shoes. If it isn't obvious, I have a hate boner for that and you'll know why
And looking back at how I acted, it wasn't who I was and I apologize to anyone that I was sarcastic or a smart ass too.
And I really don't like to put this out or explain my problem and it was really hard.
So it all started on Thursday and I went out with my mom so we could get me a bank account which was the best thing that had ever happened and I knew it should be handled with responsibility. So the next morning, as I prepare to leave early for school(As required) I forgot to ask for lunch money and I wasn't sure how I would do. I had forgotten that I was told not to use it and I do not remember why. So Friday was Center for Independence day and while I was waiting for the bus I was bored and I was drawing. While doing so, I had an iphone I remember leaving The Youtube app on which requires wifi to go on
So I went on and surprisingly, not only did I find out that I could go on Youtube, but I could also use wifi to go on the Internet. I didn't know how and I knew it wasn't the school's wifi(They don't let you go on Youtube or on some restricted sites) So while we were on the bus, they had loud music on(which I find kind of obnoxious but I know they're just having a good time) and I'm on the iphone watching a walkthrough of Quake 4 after listening to some music until I got a message that said that 75% of the data was going to the bill. The moment I saw I was like" Wait what?... Oh....sshhiitt-" Bare in mind I don't fully know how this AT&T service worked and I just roll with things(which is not always the best thing to do). So the moment the message came, I realized that I was using cellphone data from my mom's phone and I quickly took it down and got off my phone throughout the school day until I got home. I wanted to explain to her that it was a mistake and I didn't realize I was using her data, but part of me didn't want to because I was afraid of how she would react as she doesn't like and hates bad news which makes her react very negative and on some occasions kind of make her savage if you know what I mean. So I'm at home and the first thing I notice is that the wifi's off( I usually go to bed to take a nap which I do most of the time or go on the comp) So later in the evening, my mom came home and later on she addressed to me in such a way that was so nasty.
Now I have had a history of being chewed out for messing up, but this one in particular was so bad that I felt like I couldn't do anything anymore as well as pursue the career I wanted. I felt colorless and I felt like utter trash that I didn't eat dinner for two days and a bad attitude. In short I was a different person with different yet bad attitude and looking back, I've regretted it.
Between me and her, I keep I try to keep 80 to 90% of things to myself and ten percent or less of things about things she wanted to hear like how was school or just fabricate it. Why do I do this? I feel less understood and less accepted! And along with that she's hard to talk to! I'm not very social with her and part of it is that I'm a quiet person.
And then she wonders why I don't talk to her. And I get this once in a while when I'm in places such as school. One of my teachers from the open house told me that my mom said that I don't talk that often to her...
HHMMM I WONDER WHY IS THAT TOO!
I told this to a few friends of mine and they say things like "You should see your mom for how hard you try" and "She loves you no matter how mean" I'm not saying that any of that isn't true. I've stopped looking at that kind of light and honestly I feel like telling them off because I feel hurt and I'll never forget what hit me.
I don't want anyone preaching about my mom because like I said I feel hurt.
To those that I was sarcastic and a smart ass to, I'm really am sorry and that wasn't who I really am. I had taken out my problems on you in such a way that was unkind impolite and rude. I ask for forgiveness and I really do, but I understand if I'm not forgiven
I'm working on putting myself on a better track and put myself together as far as feeling better goes.
Don't judge if you haven't been in my shoes. If it isn't obvious, I have a hate boner for that and you'll know why
And looking back at how I acted, it wasn't who I was and I apologize to anyone that I was sarcastic or a smart ass too.
And I really don't like to put this out or explain my problem and it was really hard.
So it all started on Thursday and I went out with my mom so we could get me a bank account which was the best thing that had ever happened and I knew it should be handled with responsibility. So the next morning, as I prepare to leave early for school(As required) I forgot to ask for lunch money and I wasn't sure how I would do. I had forgotten that I was told not to use it and I do not remember why. So Friday was Center for Independence day and while I was waiting for the bus I was bored and I was drawing. While doing so, I had an iphone I remember leaving The Youtube app on which requires wifi to go on
So I went on and surprisingly, not only did I find out that I could go on Youtube, but I could also use wifi to go on the Internet. I didn't know how and I knew it wasn't the school's wifi(They don't let you go on Youtube or on some restricted sites) So while we were on the bus, they had loud music on(which I find kind of obnoxious but I know they're just having a good time) and I'm on the iphone watching a walkthrough of Quake 4 after listening to some music until I got a message that said that 75% of the data was going to the bill. The moment I saw I was like" Wait what?... Oh....sshhiitt-" Bare in mind I don't fully know how this AT&T service worked and I just roll with things(which is not always the best thing to do). So the moment the message came, I realized that I was using cellphone data from my mom's phone and I quickly took it down and got off my phone throughout the school day until I got home. I wanted to explain to her that it was a mistake and I didn't realize I was using her data, but part of me didn't want to because I was afraid of how she would react as she doesn't like and hates bad news which makes her react very negative and on some occasions kind of make her savage if you know what I mean. So I'm at home and the first thing I notice is that the wifi's off( I usually go to bed to take a nap which I do most of the time or go on the comp) So later in the evening, my mom came home and later on she addressed to me in such a way that was so nasty.
Now I have had a history of being chewed out for messing up, but this one in particular was so bad that I felt like I couldn't do anything anymore as well as pursue the career I wanted. I felt colorless and I felt like utter trash that I didn't eat dinner for two days and a bad attitude. In short I was a different person with different yet bad attitude and looking back, I've regretted it.
Between me and her, I keep I try to keep 80 to 90% of things to myself and ten percent or less of things about things she wanted to hear like how was school or just fabricate it. Why do I do this? I feel less understood and less accepted! And along with that she's hard to talk to! I'm not very social with her and part of it is that I'm a quiet person.
And then she wonders why I don't talk to her. And I get this once in a while when I'm in places such as school. One of my teachers from the open house told me that my mom said that I don't talk that often to her...
HHMMM I WONDER WHY IS THAT TOO!
I told this to a few friends of mine and they say things like "You should see your mom for how hard you try" and "She loves you no matter how mean" I'm not saying that any of that isn't true. I've stopped looking at that kind of light and honestly I feel like telling them off because I feel hurt and I'll never forget what hit me.
I don't want anyone preaching about my mom because like I said I feel hurt.
To those that I was sarcastic and a smart ass to, I'm really am sorry and that wasn't who I really am. I had taken out my problems on you in such a way that was unkind impolite and rude. I ask for forgiveness and I really do, but I understand if I'm not forgiven
I'm working on putting myself on a better track and put myself together as far as feeling better goes.
Well. I'm fucked. Possibly for life
Posted 9 years agoI've been through some shit, but I feel like this one in particular got me good to where it felt like as if I've been hit by an atomic bomb. Since then I felt like I can't do anything anymore. I used to dream about chasing my career but forget about it. I'm utter trash ans there's nothing that could be done to help.
I don't really care if you judge me, although I wish I didn't.
Good bye happy me and hello unhappy self.
I don't really care if you judge me, although I wish I didn't.
Good bye happy me and hello unhappy self.
This one problem
Posted 9 years agoI really hate feeling irritated in the morning. I don't think it's something that I usually have had in the past. I try going to bed early at 8PM, but I end up falling asleep past 9 or 10 PM. Later in the day I would feel better or sometime after school. I wish my school didn't have me get up so early in the morning. I would have to wait until Saturday or Sunday just so I could get more sleep. Another thing is that it ruins my mood. I like to feel happy in the morning.
But other than that, the school I go to is good. I don't really have much to say about how it is or how good it is, but I'm going to get some more sleep anyways.