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Posted 8 years agoI have resigned myself to never actually being active on this site, partly because I never have time to boot up my laptop.
I swear I still exist.
Probably no submissions though. Drawing hasn't been happening. At all.
I swear I still exist.
Probably no submissions though. Drawing hasn't been happening. At all.
No Subject
Posted 9 years agoWhoo boy, life gets in the way.
I still have those two characters I've hinted at on the back burner, but I also screwed up my thumb on my drawing hand, so drawing... isn't happening :( also, being tested for narcolepsy in five weeks, which should tell you what I've been doing when I'm not fighting retail hell: sleeping.
Sorry, guys, this space... may continue to be boring for a while. Hoping I can at least manage some sketches, but I can't make any promises.
I still have those two characters I've hinted at on the back burner, but I also screwed up my thumb on my drawing hand, so drawing... isn't happening :( also, being tested for narcolepsy in five weeks, which should tell you what I've been doing when I'm not fighting retail hell: sleeping.
Sorry, guys, this space... may continue to be boring for a while. Hoping I can at least manage some sketches, but I can't make any promises.
I swear I didn't forget.
Posted 9 years agoI apparently gained a watcher? *waves*
So uh. LARPing happened. It was 100% excellent but is very time-consuming when one is making things to survive outside in the cold and potential wet. And also sleeping. A lot. Due to an as-yet undiagnosed thing. So no, I will probably not be online in any kind of regular manner. Art dump was probably a one-time thing; those were all the pics I drew in like the last two years. Seriously.
Still working on my new characters... or, well, one of them. I don't think I ever figured out where the other was going, and then I had to make one for LARP (he is a satyr-kin and he will not be on here, sorry guys). THE OTHER ONE IS A SURPRIIISE. So uh. Watch this space, I guess, but don't hold your breath (unless you're undead or something and don't actually need to breathe).
So uh. LARPing happened. It was 100% excellent but is very time-consuming when one is making things to survive outside in the cold and potential wet. And also sleeping. A lot. Due to an as-yet undiagnosed thing. So no, I will probably not be online in any kind of regular manner. Art dump was probably a one-time thing; those were all the pics I drew in like the last two years. Seriously.
Still working on my new characters... or, well, one of them. I don't think I ever figured out where the other was going, and then I had to make one for LARP (he is a satyr-kin and he will not be on here, sorry guys). THE OTHER ONE IS A SURPRIIISE. So uh. Watch this space, I guess, but don't hold your breath (unless you're undead or something and don't actually need to breathe).
WHEW
Posted 9 years agoEleven crappy photos of old drawings. And now it is almost 10:30 at night and those two new characters are not being drawn tonight. Sorry dudes. (Not that I think I have any watchers left, really, it's been two years. Longer since I posted art here.)
incoming art dump
Posted 9 years agoI haven't actually drawn any furry or animal art in a few years >.>;; Difference is, while my scanner is still uncooperative, I now have a smartphone and a new laptop and I'm betting I can make either the phone camera or the scanner work. (And then I have two new characters to try to draw... and name.)
my 'sona
Posted 9 years agoYeah, Oisín is taking a back seat again. I think he's technically my main 'sona due to the fact that I'm never NOT going to have him... in second. So he's my secondary 'sona, but time-wise he could be considered my main.
I'm in the middle of making another, who doesn't have a name yet. Stay tuned!
I'm in the middle of making another, who doesn't have a name yet. Stay tuned!
end of hiatus?
Posted 9 years agoSo after over a year not having a reliable device that could handle this website, I have a new laptop. Doesn't necessarily mean I'll be on here again (I also haven't drawn anything in quite some time, my hands hate me), but that's the plan.
Oisín is still probably my #1 fursona, even though I tried to switch so many times. I think his colours might need an update. BUT MAYBE NOT IDK I HAVE A WEAKNESS FOR BASIC FLOOFS. I love plain old tan and white Pembrokes.
Also it never occurred to me to put this on here anywhere, because he's the one character I have never anthropomorphised, but Oisín is what a doctor would have designated as "female" as a puppy, given he has a vagina, but he never developed most of the other female characteristics, and does not identify as female. (Nor male, really, but it's closer.) So if ever I comission anyone for Oisín, he does not have a dick, don't give him one.
I've had a lot of thinky thoughts in the last year or so, and they won't all fit here, but I miss this place, so you might see more of them. *shrug*
Oisín is still probably my #1 fursona, even though I tried to switch so many times. I think his colours might need an update. BUT MAYBE NOT IDK I HAVE A WEAKNESS FOR BASIC FLOOFS. I love plain old tan and white Pembrokes.
Also it never occurred to me to put this on here anywhere, because he's the one character I have never anthropomorphised, but Oisín is what a doctor would have designated as "female" as a puppy, given he has a vagina, but he never developed most of the other female characteristics, and does not identify as female. (Nor male, really, but it's closer.) So if ever I comission anyone for Oisín, he does not have a dick, don't give him one.
I've had a lot of thinky thoughts in the last year or so, and they won't all fit here, but I miss this place, so you might see more of them. *shrug*
wHY ARE WASPS SO DAMN HARD TO KILL
Posted 11 years agoI just spent five minutes trying to kill a wasp on a window with a rubber flip-flop. Not until I crunched its thorax with the edge of the sandal did it cease its wiggling.
I then spent a few minutes interrogating my cat on why, when he was staring at the window earlier, he did not tell me that what he was staring at was a gIANT FUCKING KILLER WASP.
My cat stared at me for a minute and then went back to sleep.
In other news, New England Weather! We went from ever-so-slightly-cloudy to BOOM DROWNPOUR to sunny again-- and then to sunshowers-- in the space of ten minutes. brb, waiting for fox sightings forever.
I then spent a few minutes interrogating my cat on why, when he was staring at the window earlier, he did not tell me that what he was staring at was a gIANT FUCKING KILLER WASP.
My cat stared at me for a minute and then went back to sleep.
In other news, New England Weather! We went from ever-so-slightly-cloudy to BOOM DROWNPOUR to sunny again-- and then to sunshowers-- in the space of ten minutes. brb, waiting for fox sightings forever.
I'm never on here anymore and I dunno why.
Posted 11 years agoIt is something I must fix.
I must also fix that my characters aren't on here; I have many, many more than two.
List update:
1) I have been officially diagnosed with tendonitis, not carpal tunnel, and it's got me out of work currently. (I tried to train to groom dogs-- as in cut their hair-- but the tendonitis prevented me from doing that, so I'm $600 out on supplies.) My hands and bank account have yet to recover, so I'm doing occupational therapy.
2) I've been really depressed lately; my psychiatrist put me on and took me off a myriad of medications, and none worked, so I'm off all antidepressants right now and on Ativan (for anxiety) as-needed. Problem is, nothing helps.
/whine
3) Have a 7" tablet. Problem is, it doesn't play nice with FA, which is why I haven't been on.
There's probably more, but that's all that's really relevant.
I must also fix that my characters aren't on here; I have many, many more than two.
List update:
1) I have been officially diagnosed with tendonitis, not carpal tunnel, and it's got me out of work currently. (I tried to train to groom dogs-- as in cut their hair-- but the tendonitis prevented me from doing that, so I'm $600 out on supplies.) My hands and bank account have yet to recover, so I'm doing occupational therapy.
2) I've been really depressed lately; my psychiatrist put me on and took me off a myriad of medications, and none worked, so I'm off all antidepressants right now and on Ativan (for anxiety) as-needed. Problem is, nothing helps.
/whine
3) Have a 7" tablet. Problem is, it doesn't play nice with FA, which is why I haven't been on.
There's probably more, but that's all that's really relevant.
New "tablet"...
Posted 12 years agoWell, I wanted a tablet. A 7" one, to be precise. My sister's husband, meaning well, bought me a Surface. My observations thus far:
1) I really, really hate Windows 8.
2) This thing is obnoxious without a keyboard to go with it.
3) It's too heavy for my stupid wrists, so I can't hold it up.
4) It's not a replacement for my nook, which is what I wanted; it's a replacement for my notebook, which I do not need.
I don't want to be ungrateful and say I don't like it, but it's not what I wanted, and it's got maybe half the functionality I wanted. I wanted a tablet, with apps. I already have a notebook and don't like Windows 8, so this is definitely not fitting the bill at the moment. And considering it's all I got for X-Mas outside of a Barnes & Noble gift card (which is wonderful), I can't say I'm not disappointed.
In other news, this new year has, thus far, sucked out loud:
1) My IBS has returned with a vengeance, making it all but impossible for me to do my job (which I no longer enjoy at all);
2) My depression has also returned with a vengeance, meaning I can't do much of anything without fucking up;
3) I managed to get my aunt to completely hate me because of one emotional facebook post in which I lamented her unwillingness to tell her daughter not to use my legal name (and was called selfish and entitled... because I'm pissed that she can't tell a six-year-old to use a name I don't hate with a passion?)
I'm gonna go play video games or something. Not that I can enjoy those either. It's just a way to pass the time at this point.
1) I really, really hate Windows 8.
2) This thing is obnoxious without a keyboard to go with it.
3) It's too heavy for my stupid wrists, so I can't hold it up.
4) It's not a replacement for my nook, which is what I wanted; it's a replacement for my notebook, which I do not need.
I don't want to be ungrateful and say I don't like it, but it's not what I wanted, and it's got maybe half the functionality I wanted. I wanted a tablet, with apps. I already have a notebook and don't like Windows 8, so this is definitely not fitting the bill at the moment. And considering it's all I got for X-Mas outside of a Barnes & Noble gift card (which is wonderful), I can't say I'm not disappointed.
In other news, this new year has, thus far, sucked out loud:
1) My IBS has returned with a vengeance, making it all but impossible for me to do my job (which I no longer enjoy at all);
2) My depression has also returned with a vengeance, meaning I can't do much of anything without fucking up;
3) I managed to get my aunt to completely hate me because of one emotional facebook post in which I lamented her unwillingness to tell her daughter not to use my legal name (and was called selfish and entitled... because I'm pissed that she can't tell a six-year-old to use a name I don't hate with a passion?)
I'm gonna go play video games or something. Not that I can enjoy those either. It's just a way to pass the time at this point.
update? Kind of?
Posted 12 years agoHOLY GODS IT HAS BEEN AGES SINCE I HAVE BEEN ONLINE
Okay. List-type updates because that's how I roll:
1) My sister's getting married on Halloween, so I've been trying to help her get ready for that.
2) I got an extra day at work, two weeks in a row, so I was busier than I expected to be.
3) I'm taking French right now, and it's new and really strange because I'm used to Spanish.
4) I've been playing video games instead of going online.
5) Not in a terribly creative place :c
6) But also... um, this is awkward for me, so forgive me when I don't go into detail: I've been battling depression and anxiety, and lately, I'm losing. Pretty badly.
So I may not be coming back for a little while, but I'll try and get on more often. Even if it's just on my phone. (Because I have an iPhone now. iPhones are cool.)
Okay. List-type updates because that's how I roll:
1) My sister's getting married on Halloween, so I've been trying to help her get ready for that.
2) I got an extra day at work, two weeks in a row, so I was busier than I expected to be.
3) I'm taking French right now, and it's new and really strange because I'm used to Spanish.
4) I've been playing video games instead of going online.
5) Not in a terribly creative place :c
6) But also... um, this is awkward for me, so forgive me when I don't go into detail: I've been battling depression and anxiety, and lately, I'm losing. Pretty badly.
So I may not be coming back for a little while, but I'll try and get on more often. Even if it's just on my phone. (Because I have an iPhone now. iPhones are cool.)
sketchpage raffle by ShyShy
Posted 12 years agoI was kind of wondering where the second 'Shy' had come from, but then I saw the name MadshyIsSoShy. (Username Madshy.)
Anyway Madshy is having a raffle! And I want the sketchpage because it's freaking sweet. So um. Raffle be here.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4970223/
Anyway Madshy is having a raffle! And I want the sketchpage because it's freaking sweet. So um. Raffle be here.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4970223/
I stole a fursona meme!
Posted 12 years ago{Got this meme from SilverArcan and Kerolusion; I'm gonna do kind of what Kerolusion did and have my two main fursonas do the meme, mwaha. Anything in brackets is me, otherwise they're talking.
Oisín is flopped over the arm of a huge overstuffed armchair, in which Shelby sits cross-legged.}
1.) What's your name?
I'm Oisín!
And I'm Shelby.
2.) Do you know why you were named that?
Comes from Irish mythology. It's the name of a little boy whose mother was turned into a deer, funny enough.
...not really. But I kept it because it's fairly unisex.
3. What is your status?
*cocks head*
Are we talking relationship status? Because we're both single.
Lazy, if not.
Uh, yeah you are. I'm okay, I guess.
4.) Have any abilities or powers?
Nope. I'm just cute.
*snorts* Yeah. No powers here either.
5.) Stop being a hornswoggle!
A what?
I am no such thing.
6.) Uh... if you were to get in a fight with a strong wrestler, do you think you'd win?
Only if I ran really fast. Any fight you walk away from is a good one.
Probably. I am a martial artist. And I'm a decent wrestler.
7.) Riiiight... Have any family members?
*blinks* You know, I don't know.
None I'll admit to.
8.) Oh? How about pets?
Nope. I'm kind of little myself.
No. I only like companions that I can talk to, that listen and talk back.
Well, Shel, some Pets--
Don't go there, Oisín.
9.) Cool, I guess. Tell me something that you don't like?
Ummm... being treated as inferior?
Or clothes, for you. Me, I hate being called a girl. Or a jill, or a flyer, or whatever. There's nothing I hate more.
10.) Something that you do like?
Being pampered. And vegetarian food.
*sighs* Meat, actually... but it makes me sick. So, on the side of things I like that I can actually have, my friends are awesome.
Oh! Friends! Yes, those too. I was thinking of things.
11.) Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
My martial arts are really it.
I have so many... I like walking, and the internet, and making things...
12.) Have you ever gone through pain yourself?
Haven't we all?
I lost a friend, once. He was... well. It was hard to watch him change before we finally lost him.
13.) Ever had a strange dream before?
*snorts* I don't usually remember my dreams, but the ones I do remember are usually pretty weird, yeah.
I'd say about half of mine are strange in some way. Some play out like stories, and some are really mundane, and some are really odd.
You don't find a dream playing out like a story to be strange?
Not really. If we're counting those, I suppose the overwhelming majority of mine are pretty strange, then.
14.) What kind of animal are you?
Corgi! A Pembroke, if you're curious.
*mumbles* Kangaroo-dingo cross.
15.) Your worst habits?
Umm, doing things that could get me in trouble, without bringing backup?
Oh, you mean like your stupid monster hunts?
Oh, hush! That was one time! And it wasn't actually dangerous, I just thought it was.
Yeah, and then Charles showed up to save your stubby tail.
Watch that stubby tail stuff, fluffy. I like my stubby tail.
16.) Do you have a favorite artist you look up to anyone at all?
Well, abstractly, some of my friends are some pretty talented artists, in their own way...
I think they mean visual art. Like photography or painting or drawing.
Oh. Um. Several, online, and a few in person, yes. *pauses* Wait, do the models count? Because Zuri and Angeliq--
I don't know, Oisín. *shakes head* Mine are all online.
17.) Gay, straight, or bi?
Pan, actually.
Er, undecided? I dunno, I don't really... I mean, I think people of all genders can be attractive, but...
I'm pretty sure you can safely say asexual, Oisín.
*ponders* Then that would go together as pan-romantic asexual. I don't know. Still undecided.
*snickers* Sure, if you ever get over your embarrassment about anything and everything sexual. You seem to be terrified of romance.
18.) Do you currently attend college?
Yeah, just finishing out my last semestre.
No. I took some general classes at one point, though.
19.) Ever wanna get married one day?
Tch, hell no.
I don't know. Maybe? I have a hard time picturing myself in a relationship, but if I find the right partner, maybe I'll change my mind.
You're a hopeless romantic, Oisín.
Make up your mind.
20.) Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?
Nah, just really great friends.
Fans? No. I mean, there are fans of my breed, sure, but no fans of me, to my knowledge. And I don't have any Twitter followers yet, either.
You just made that thing. Give it time.
I said 'yet'!
{Incidentally, the aforementioned Twitter account is @OisintheCorgi.}
21.) What are you most afraid of?
Rejection.
Being alone.
22.)What colour is your hair?
You mean this puff? *runs forepaw through head fluff* I don't call this hair. Reddish brown, anyway. Auburn? I dunno.
Yeah, I don't really have hair either, in that way, but my 'fur' isn't really fur... I do have dog hair, and it's white, and sort of light brown, and brown.
23.) Eyes?
Green. Dark green, actually.
Mine are brown.
24.) What do you usually wear?
Jeans and sweatshirts. And a shirt underneath. And a binding vest under that.
My collar. I don't really like clothes.
25.)What's your religion?
I don't have one.
I'm not religious, so much as spiritual. I believe in the gods, so I suppose that would make me pagan. But again, I'm not really religious. I'm not a ritual dog.
26.)Do you wish this quiz is over?
Eh.
I don't mind interviews. I'm sort of an extrovert, in case you hadn't noticed.
And that makes one of us.
27.) Well, it's still not over.
I noticed.
28.) Anyways, where do you live?
Uh, not here?
Yes, you've probably never heard of where we live... as it's not in this world. Or something. I dunno, I'm not really sure how we got here.
29.) What class are you? (Low class, middle class, high class)?
*opens mouth to speak, pauses, then closes it, thinking*
Definitely middle. I think that goes for you, too, Shelby.
...I guess it does, huh? I was gonna say 'lower', but that doesn't apply anymore.
30.) How many friends do you have?
More than I ever expected.
A whole bunch! Charles, his whole airship crew, Zuri, Renée, Angeliq, Elsabeth, Cailan--
I think they get the point, man.
--fine. And obviously Shelby.
31.) If you could change anything about you, what would you change?
My physical sex.
Umm... I dunno, maybe to be a little more independent? I hate being alone, it feels like I'm always depending on someone else. *pauses* This is making me uncomfortable.
Next question, then.
32.) What are your thoughts on pie?
Pie is delicious.
Yes! Charles makes the best apple pie.
33.) Alright. What's your favourite food?
Best tasting? Prime rib. But that makes me sick, so it's not really my favourite. Real fave is probably... I dunno, ice cream.
Ice cream is wonderful! I like pizza, and ice cream, and mashed potatoes, and zucchini... now I'm hungry. I'm going to go get dinner.
Time for an intermission!
{Please stand by.}
{Oisín returns after a few minutes, finishing an egg salad sandwich. Shelby has already eaten dinner and returns with an ice cream cone.}
34.) Favorite drink?
Tea! And coffee if it's before ten in the morning.
Uhh, maybe root beer? Cream soda? I dunno, I really like soda.
35.) What is your favorite place?
The dojo, or wherever my friends are.
Charles' airship or Elsabeth's shop. *pauses* Which is usually where our friends are.
36.) Least favorite?
Anywhere dark or involving labs or scientists. So no labs or hospitals. Some small doctor's offices are okay though.
Family reunions.
37.) Are you still wanting the quiz to end?
Sure, I guess.
I don't mind.
38.) Well, it's over you bonkerballs!
You what?
Well that was unnecessary.
Oisín is flopped over the arm of a huge overstuffed armchair, in which Shelby sits cross-legged.}
1.) What's your name?
I'm Oisín!
And I'm Shelby.
2.) Do you know why you were named that?
Comes from Irish mythology. It's the name of a little boy whose mother was turned into a deer, funny enough.
...not really. But I kept it because it's fairly unisex.
3. What is your status?
*cocks head*
Are we talking relationship status? Because we're both single.
Lazy, if not.
Uh, yeah you are. I'm okay, I guess.
4.) Have any abilities or powers?
Nope. I'm just cute.
*snorts* Yeah. No powers here either.
5.) Stop being a hornswoggle!
A what?
I am no such thing.
6.) Uh... if you were to get in a fight with a strong wrestler, do you think you'd win?
Only if I ran really fast. Any fight you walk away from is a good one.
Probably. I am a martial artist. And I'm a decent wrestler.
7.) Riiiight... Have any family members?
*blinks* You know, I don't know.
None I'll admit to.
8.) Oh? How about pets?
Nope. I'm kind of little myself.
No. I only like companions that I can talk to, that listen and talk back.
Well, Shel, some Pets--
Don't go there, Oisín.
9.) Cool, I guess. Tell me something that you don't like?
Ummm... being treated as inferior?
Or clothes, for you. Me, I hate being called a girl. Or a jill, or a flyer, or whatever. There's nothing I hate more.
10.) Something that you do like?
Being pampered. And vegetarian food.
*sighs* Meat, actually... but it makes me sick. So, on the side of things I like that I can actually have, my friends are awesome.
Oh! Friends! Yes, those too. I was thinking of things.
11.) Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
My martial arts are really it.
I have so many... I like walking, and the internet, and making things...
12.) Have you ever gone through pain yourself?
Haven't we all?
I lost a friend, once. He was... well. It was hard to watch him change before we finally lost him.
13.) Ever had a strange dream before?
*snorts* I don't usually remember my dreams, but the ones I do remember are usually pretty weird, yeah.
I'd say about half of mine are strange in some way. Some play out like stories, and some are really mundane, and some are really odd.
You don't find a dream playing out like a story to be strange?
Not really. If we're counting those, I suppose the overwhelming majority of mine are pretty strange, then.
14.) What kind of animal are you?
Corgi! A Pembroke, if you're curious.
*mumbles* Kangaroo-dingo cross.
15.) Your worst habits?
Umm, doing things that could get me in trouble, without bringing backup?
Oh, you mean like your stupid monster hunts?
Oh, hush! That was one time! And it wasn't actually dangerous, I just thought it was.
Yeah, and then Charles showed up to save your stubby tail.
Watch that stubby tail stuff, fluffy. I like my stubby tail.
16.) Do you have a favorite artist you look up to anyone at all?
Well, abstractly, some of my friends are some pretty talented artists, in their own way...
I think they mean visual art. Like photography or painting or drawing.
Oh. Um. Several, online, and a few in person, yes. *pauses* Wait, do the models count? Because Zuri and Angeliq--
I don't know, Oisín. *shakes head* Mine are all online.
17.) Gay, straight, or bi?
Pan, actually.
Er, undecided? I dunno, I don't really... I mean, I think people of all genders can be attractive, but...
I'm pretty sure you can safely say asexual, Oisín.
*ponders* Then that would go together as pan-romantic asexual. I don't know. Still undecided.
*snickers* Sure, if you ever get over your embarrassment about anything and everything sexual. You seem to be terrified of romance.
18.) Do you currently attend college?
Yeah, just finishing out my last semestre.
No. I took some general classes at one point, though.
19.) Ever wanna get married one day?
Tch, hell no.
I don't know. Maybe? I have a hard time picturing myself in a relationship, but if I find the right partner, maybe I'll change my mind.
You're a hopeless romantic, Oisín.
Make up your mind.
20.) Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?
Nah, just really great friends.
Fans? No. I mean, there are fans of my breed, sure, but no fans of me, to my knowledge. And I don't have any Twitter followers yet, either.
You just made that thing. Give it time.
I said 'yet'!
{Incidentally, the aforementioned Twitter account is @OisintheCorgi.}
21.) What are you most afraid of?
Rejection.
Being alone.
22.)What colour is your hair?
You mean this puff? *runs forepaw through head fluff* I don't call this hair. Reddish brown, anyway. Auburn? I dunno.
Yeah, I don't really have hair either, in that way, but my 'fur' isn't really fur... I do have dog hair, and it's white, and sort of light brown, and brown.
23.) Eyes?
Green. Dark green, actually.
Mine are brown.
24.) What do you usually wear?
Jeans and sweatshirts. And a shirt underneath. And a binding vest under that.
My collar. I don't really like clothes.
25.)What's your religion?
I don't have one.
I'm not religious, so much as spiritual. I believe in the gods, so I suppose that would make me pagan. But again, I'm not really religious. I'm not a ritual dog.
26.)Do you wish this quiz is over?
Eh.
I don't mind interviews. I'm sort of an extrovert, in case you hadn't noticed.
And that makes one of us.
27.) Well, it's still not over.
I noticed.
28.) Anyways, where do you live?
Uh, not here?
Yes, you've probably never heard of where we live... as it's not in this world. Or something. I dunno, I'm not really sure how we got here.
29.) What class are you? (Low class, middle class, high class)?
*opens mouth to speak, pauses, then closes it, thinking*
Definitely middle. I think that goes for you, too, Shelby.
...I guess it does, huh? I was gonna say 'lower', but that doesn't apply anymore.
30.) How many friends do you have?
More than I ever expected.
A whole bunch! Charles, his whole airship crew, Zuri, Renée, Angeliq, Elsabeth, Cailan--
I think they get the point, man.
--fine. And obviously Shelby.
31.) If you could change anything about you, what would you change?
My physical sex.
Umm... I dunno, maybe to be a little more independent? I hate being alone, it feels like I'm always depending on someone else. *pauses* This is making me uncomfortable.
Next question, then.
32.) What are your thoughts on pie?
Pie is delicious.
Yes! Charles makes the best apple pie.
33.) Alright. What's your favourite food?
Best tasting? Prime rib. But that makes me sick, so it's not really my favourite. Real fave is probably... I dunno, ice cream.
Ice cream is wonderful! I like pizza, and ice cream, and mashed potatoes, and zucchini... now I'm hungry. I'm going to go get dinner.
Time for an intermission!
{Please stand by.}
{Oisín returns after a few minutes, finishing an egg salad sandwich. Shelby has already eaten dinner and returns with an ice cream cone.}
34.) Favorite drink?
Tea! And coffee if it's before ten in the morning.
Uhh, maybe root beer? Cream soda? I dunno, I really like soda.
35.) What is your favorite place?
The dojo, or wherever my friends are.
Charles' airship or Elsabeth's shop. *pauses* Which is usually where our friends are.
36.) Least favorite?
Anywhere dark or involving labs or scientists. So no labs or hospitals. Some small doctor's offices are okay though.
Family reunions.
37.) Are you still wanting the quiz to end?
Sure, I guess.
I don't mind.
38.) Well, it's over you bonkerballs!
You what?
Well that was unnecessary.
Plushies? PLUSHIES.
Posted 12 years agoRaffles aaah~
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4925623/
And it ends on my 21st birthday. Go figure.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4925623/
And it ends on my 21st birthday. Go figure.
Another small update.
Posted 12 years agoOfficially working at PetCo, and relatively independently by now. Most of my training is done.
I fucking LOVE my job. I get to bathe puppies all day~
The only things I dislike?
1) The computer system is wonky (minor) and
2) I occasionally quick the puppies when I trim nails :c
Aside from that, my job is pretty much perfect. ♥
My co-workers are also awesome, PS-- all my co-workers in the grooming salon know I'm trans* and there was almost no reaction. Seriously, they reacted more strongly to my vegetarianism than my transliness. I'm going by a nickname that my uncle gave me (because he can't wrap his head around "James"), CJ. First initial of my legal name, first initial of MY name. It works.
Made some business cards in MS Word. They didn't line up right, though, so I'm kind of pissed at Word right now. But whatever, I have business cards that I can hand out until I can order from VistaPrint.
Oh yeah, and our location has temporarily stopped grooming cats (because they'd get stressed when they heard all the dogs barking). But we're also starting that up again, potentially sometime soon. The groomer that's gonna be doing it came up with the perfect solution: Cat's Night Out. It's gonna be a few hours, most likely the second Wednesday of each month, just for kitties. (I also volunteered to help, because I'm not nervous or whatever around cats like some of my co-workers).
I find that kinda funny. Some of my co-workers have no problems working with dogs that could outweigh them, but they can't handle cats because they're squirmy and have claws, not nails. *shrug*
I fucking LOVE my job. I get to bathe puppies all day~
The only things I dislike?
1) The computer system is wonky (minor) and
2) I occasionally quick the puppies when I trim nails :c
Aside from that, my job is pretty much perfect. ♥
My co-workers are also awesome, PS-- all my co-workers in the grooming salon know I'm trans* and there was almost no reaction. Seriously, they reacted more strongly to my vegetarianism than my transliness. I'm going by a nickname that my uncle gave me (because he can't wrap his head around "James"), CJ. First initial of my legal name, first initial of MY name. It works.
Made some business cards in MS Word. They didn't line up right, though, so I'm kind of pissed at Word right now. But whatever, I have business cards that I can hand out until I can order from VistaPrint.
Oh yeah, and our location has temporarily stopped grooming cats (because they'd get stressed when they heard all the dogs barking). But we're also starting that up again, potentially sometime soon. The groomer that's gonna be doing it came up with the perfect solution: Cat's Night Out. It's gonna be a few hours, most likely the second Wednesday of each month, just for kitties. (I also volunteered to help, because I'm not nervous or whatever around cats like some of my co-workers).
I find that kinda funny. Some of my co-workers have no problems working with dogs that could outweigh them, but they can't handle cats because they're squirmy and have claws, not nails. *shrug*
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Posted 12 years agoStolen from and addressed to AwesomeAvrin.
How to do this meme:
***Dear (person of your choice,)
I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it when you (2)(3) and I saw you(4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning your (8) but keeping (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11).
(12)
~(your name)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear AwesomeArvin,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm in love with your cat. I think I realized it when you smacked my ass at the mental hospital and I saw you sit on the elephant in the corner. I'm sure you're shamed enough to understand that we're related. I'm returning your nose hair clippers but keeping your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I never will forget that night and you should stop picking your nose.
Please, don't lick my inner thighs anymore
~thenoblescientist
************************************************
1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - The rainbow hedgehogs want to destroy you
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - I'm joining the Convent
Other -I dislike your eyelashes
2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
October - Last year when you peed your pants
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear
3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Seafood - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper
4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over
5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey - The Catholic Priest
Brown - The Montreal Canadiens' goalie
Purple - my corned beef hash
Red - My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink - Your "My Little Pony" collection
Other --The elephant in the corner
6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Annat - shamed
House- Sterile
7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we're related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks
8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your balls
9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your virginity
C/D - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards
10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Get sick when I think of your feet
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorities that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Love your sweet, sweet ass
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven't showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you
11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I love Oprah
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war.
Snapple/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked out
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I'm off to lead a new life as a lemon
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose
12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don't hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Best of luck on the sex change
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - I love Oprah
Italy - Please, don't lick my inner thighs anymore
Russia - you're new world emperor,
How to do this meme:
***Dear (person of your choice,)
I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it when you (2)(3) and I saw you(4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning your (8) but keeping (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11).
(12)
~(your name)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear AwesomeArvin,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm in love with your cat. I think I realized it when you smacked my ass at the mental hospital and I saw you sit on the elephant in the corner. I'm sure you're shamed enough to understand that we're related. I'm returning your nose hair clippers but keeping your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I never will forget that night and you should stop picking your nose.
Please, don't lick my inner thighs anymore
~thenoblescientist
************************************************
1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - The rainbow hedgehogs want to destroy you
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - I'm joining the Convent
Other -I dislike your eyelashes
2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
October - Last year when you peed your pants
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear
3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Seafood - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper
4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over
5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey - The Catholic Priest
Brown - The Montreal Canadiens' goalie
Purple - my corned beef hash
Red - My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink - Your "My Little Pony" collection
Other --The elephant in the corner
6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Annat - shamed
House- Sterile
7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we're related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks
8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your balls
9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your virginity
C/D - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards
10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Get sick when I think of your feet
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorities that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Love your sweet, sweet ass
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven't showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you
11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I love Oprah
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war.
Snapple/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked out
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I'm off to lead a new life as a lemon
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose
12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don't hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Best of luck on the sex change
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - I love Oprah
Italy - Please, don't lick my inner thighs anymore
Russia - you're new world emperor,
Bit of an update, after over a week.
Posted 12 years agoSorry I've been absent. I finally started at PetCo, so that's been taking up a lot of my time. I haven't started up my computers in over a week. Sorry!
The other thing occupying my time is my cat, Jelly Bean. We were told last year that she wasn't almost seven, like we thought, but around ten. (I assume the shelter just thought she was less than a year old when we got her because she was so tiny.)
She's been pretty sick all year. She had vestibular disease-- which is basically constant vertigo-- as well as very little sense of smell, sight, or hearing left. The last two months have been really hard for her. She had two ear infections, which were really, really bad by the time I got my mother to take her to the vet, and we also found out that she had another polyp in her right ear which was constantly bothering her. And I finally got my mother to switch her to wet food, which she loved, but then she stopped eating enough. We had gotten her back up to almost five pounds, but then she lost six-tenths of a pound in two weeks. She never stopped scratching at that ear with the polyp, either, so infection or no, it was still bothering her. She was also obsessively grooming, to the point that nearly the entire right side of her face was bald. A few days ago, she scratched something so hard, she managed to spatter the entire back of our kitchen with blood, not to mention the glob on the carpet.
Then today, she vomited three times in one hour before my mother called the vet. She then threw up six more times before we managed to get her in. We found out today that she also had a tumor behind that ear. We put her down around four this afternoon, and buried her shortly after.
(Of course, my mother insisted that she "couldn't watch her suffer anymore". That kind of pissed me off, because if it was my decision, I'd've been more candid with the vet and thought about it sooner.)
The other thing occupying my time is my cat, Jelly Bean. We were told last year that she wasn't almost seven, like we thought, but around ten. (I assume the shelter just thought she was less than a year old when we got her because she was so tiny.)
She's been pretty sick all year. She had vestibular disease-- which is basically constant vertigo-- as well as very little sense of smell, sight, or hearing left. The last two months have been really hard for her. She had two ear infections, which were really, really bad by the time I got my mother to take her to the vet, and we also found out that she had another polyp in her right ear which was constantly bothering her. And I finally got my mother to switch her to wet food, which she loved, but then she stopped eating enough. We had gotten her back up to almost five pounds, but then she lost six-tenths of a pound in two weeks. She never stopped scratching at that ear with the polyp, either, so infection or no, it was still bothering her. She was also obsessively grooming, to the point that nearly the entire right side of her face was bald. A few days ago, she scratched something so hard, she managed to spatter the entire back of our kitchen with blood, not to mention the glob on the carpet.
Then today, she vomited three times in one hour before my mother called the vet. She then threw up six more times before we managed to get her in. We found out today that she also had a tumor behind that ear. We put her down around four this afternoon, and buried her shortly after.
(Of course, my mother insisted that she "couldn't watch her suffer anymore". That kind of pissed me off, because if it was my decision, I'd've been more candid with the vet and thought about it sooner.)
Dude...
Posted 12 years ago...I need to figure out how to make legit references >.>
There are some characters I will NOT make refs for (like the ones based on my friends, because if you don't know them, no, you can't draw them and make them react to situations when you don't know how they would react). But I haven't made a ref for Shelby, or really for Oisín, whose markings I need to figure out.
Sigh. Wish my muses would cooperate. They do, most of the time, but then references.
In other news, I think this job at PetCo might finally be on track. Stay tuned, I might even start this week.
There are some characters I will NOT make refs for (like the ones based on my friends, because if you don't know them, no, you can't draw them and make them react to situations when you don't know how they would react). But I haven't made a ref for Shelby, or really for Oisín, whose markings I need to figure out.
Sigh. Wish my muses would cooperate. They do, most of the time, but then references.
In other news, I think this job at PetCo might finally be on track. Stay tuned, I might even start this week.
paw prints
Posted 12 years agoOkay. My mother has been using a hot pink paw print as her symbol for a long time. And she seems to think now that I shouldn't be able to use them, even though she's awful with animals, and even though I'm a furry and I'm going to be working with animals if I ever get through this fucking paperwork with PetCo.
She took one look at my paw print hat and said "who should be wearing THAT?" Like she owns the paw print symbol.
Excuse me, if anyone owns this symbol, it is the wolf (because they're canine prints).
She really pisses me off sometimes.
She took one look at my paw print hat and said "who should be wearing THAT?" Like she owns the paw print symbol.
Excuse me, if anyone owns this symbol, it is the wolf (because they're canine prints).
She really pisses me off sometimes.
DRAG SHOW
Posted 12 years agoI AM GOING TO MY FIRST DRAG SHOW WITH A FRIEND TOMORROW NIGHT
BUT NOT JUST ANY DRAG SHOW
SHARON NEEDLES HAS COME TO THE CAPITAL CITY OF MY TINY LITTLE STATE
THAT'S RIGHT
THE WINNER OF LAST YEAR'S RUPAUL'S DRAG RACE
AND WE GOT VIP TICKETS SO WE CAN MEET HER
THE ONLY WAY THIS COULD BE BETTER WOULD BE IF RAVEN WERE THERE TOO
I FUCKING LOVE THEM
CAPSLOCK CANNOT FULLY EXPRESS MY FANBOYISH JOY
BUT NOT JUST ANY DRAG SHOW
SHARON NEEDLES HAS COME TO THE CAPITAL CITY OF MY TINY LITTLE STATE
THAT'S RIGHT
THE WINNER OF LAST YEAR'S RUPAUL'S DRAG RACE
AND WE GOT VIP TICKETS SO WE CAN MEET HER
THE ONLY WAY THIS COULD BE BETTER WOULD BE IF RAVEN WERE THERE TOO
I FUCKING LOVE THEM
CAPSLOCK CANNOT FULLY EXPRESS MY FANBOYISH JOY
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Posted 12 years agoI just did some guided meditation to find my power animal. It was pretty intense. I found out that I already had one guiding me without my knowledge, and made a mutual connection with her. It also explains my constant thought of this animal when I try to make fursonas, though I'm sure it doesn't quite fit.
Also came out of it with a need to watch Rikki-Tikki-Tavi, The Great Mouse Detective, The Rescuers Down Under, and Disney's Robin Hood. So I'm gonna go do that. Marathon them, if I can (but I doubt it. My parents always want the tube and those are all videos).
Also came out of it with a need to watch Rikki-Tikki-Tavi, The Great Mouse Detective, The Rescuers Down Under, and Disney's Robin Hood. So I'm gonna go do that. Marathon them, if I can (but I doubt it. My parents always want the tube and those are all videos).
OKAY
Posted 12 years agoProblem #1: PetCo's application process.
Possible solution #1: re-submitted another PetCo application to, hopefully, speed up the "FIX IT" process. Results to be seen.
Problem #2: Emyr, my lion 'sona, got away from me and is really kind of messed up at this point, and no longer a suitable fursona for me.
Possible solution #2: In the process of writing him an exit (which I've had planned for some time now) and also in the process of finishing up a kangaroo//dingo cross. YEAH MULTITASKING.
I think part of the problem with all these 'sonas was that I didn't wanna make them trans*, but also didn't want them to be my "end result", if you will. So, still with some of my problems, but not trans*. It wasn't working. With Shelby (the roo//dingo cross) I can vent for the other shit that's been causing me problems. I think that's also why Emyr got away from me; instead of giving him my problems and making him trans*, I gave him worse forms of my problems, and then they just kept growing and he got real fucked up. So, that ending I planned a while back has been moved up, and will be written pronto.
Possible solution #1: re-submitted another PetCo application to, hopefully, speed up the "FIX IT" process. Results to be seen.
Problem #2: Emyr, my lion 'sona, got away from me and is really kind of messed up at this point, and no longer a suitable fursona for me.
Possible solution #2: In the process of writing him an exit (which I've had planned for some time now) and also in the process of finishing up a kangaroo//dingo cross. YEAH MULTITASKING.
I think part of the problem with all these 'sonas was that I didn't wanna make them trans*, but also didn't want them to be my "end result", if you will. So, still with some of my problems, but not trans*. It wasn't working. With Shelby (the roo//dingo cross) I can vent for the other shit that's been causing me problems. I think that's also why Emyr got away from me; instead of giving him my problems and making him trans*, I gave him worse forms of my problems, and then they just kept growing and he got real fucked up. So, that ending I planned a while back has been moved up, and will be written pronto.
uuuuuuuuuuuuuugh
Posted 12 years agoYou guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuys
Problems keep happening with my application to PetCooooooooo D:
First, it was a problem with the age of my first application. Re-submitted, problem solved.
Then it was an e-mail that I didn't get. It was re-sent, problem solved.
Then the e-mail I sent back didn't get to the right place. Gave the store a physical copy. Problem solved (I think).
Now, I was just asked to edit some stuff on the application, and when I logged on to do so, it told me I withdrew it (which I didn't) and it's no longer under consideration (which it should be) and I can't edit it D:
This is really bumming me out, guys. I was supposed to start working a week ago. And I'm getting really depressed. (I'm on a new anti-depressant, this is not helping. I can't tell if it's not working or if this is just fucking me up.)
I wanna start grooming puppies T_T
In other, less important news, I've got stuff to post on Emyr and I've gotta get rid of him. I still can't be me, but he's too depressed and awful. He kind of got away from me >.>
EDIT: Well, I've just found out that I'm not gonna get any answers for six fucking days. I was supposed to start a week ago, and I was really excited for this, but now I can't start for at least another week? This fucking sucks. So much for a great opportunity dropping itself into my lap. I'm starting to wonder if I'm ever going to get a job.
Problems keep happening with my application to PetCooooooooo D:
First, it was a problem with the age of my first application. Re-submitted, problem solved.
Then it was an e-mail that I didn't get. It was re-sent, problem solved.
Then the e-mail I sent back didn't get to the right place. Gave the store a physical copy. Problem solved (I think).
Now, I was just asked to edit some stuff on the application, and when I logged on to do so, it told me I withdrew it (which I didn't) and it's no longer under consideration (which it should be) and I can't edit it D:
This is really bumming me out, guys. I was supposed to start working a week ago. And I'm getting really depressed. (I'm on a new anti-depressant, this is not helping. I can't tell if it's not working or if this is just fucking me up.)
I wanna start grooming puppies T_T
In other, less important news, I've got stuff to post on Emyr and I've gotta get rid of him. I still can't be me, but he's too depressed and awful. He kind of got away from me >.>
EDIT: Well, I've just found out that I'm not gonna get any answers for six fucking days. I was supposed to start a week ago, and I was really excited for this, but now I can't start for at least another week? This fucking sucks. So much for a great opportunity dropping itself into my lap. I'm starting to wonder if I'm ever going to get a job.
I have a job now~
Posted 12 years agoGUYS GUYS GUYS. I just got hired as a groomer at PetCo! I'm so excited. This is what I wanna do with my life, so this is the best opportunity I've ever had! I'm starting out as a bather, doing brushing, claws, and prepping, then bathing the dogs. It's only the first step, but it's a big one, and I get to be bathing and massaging the doggies and getting PAID for it.
Single best thing to ever happen to me <3
Single best thing to ever happen to me <3
more memes from tumblr...
Posted 12 years ago✞ Your religious Views?
...miscellaneous? I mostly believe in the Wiccan belief system, and celebrate their holidays, but I'm not much of a ritual guy. At all.
✂ Have you ever self-harmed? Why?
Yes; depression. Not really any other reason.
✿ Relationship with your father?
Non-existent.
❀ Relationship with your mother?
Pretty good. We get along most days.
✩ Who is your most loved person?
Depends on how you mean that. Because I'm not in love with or crushing on anybody, but I love my sister to bits.
♛ Have you ever been bullied?
Um, yeah. My father, and all through school.
☂ What is your sexuality?
Demiromantic, asexual.
☼ Who makes you the happiest?
Kelsey and our RP group. (Hers, really. I'm just in it.)
♞ What is the most heroic thing you've ever done?
Uh, I cheered someone up who was crying at my high school?
❄ What calms you down when you're upset?
Depends on why I'm upset. Sometimes, petting my cat. Sometimes, baking or cooking. Sometimes, looking at I Has a Hotdog. Other times, nothing can.
♥ Have you ever fallen in love?
I think I did.
✖ Had your heart broken?
Oh yes.
☛ Have you been betrayed in the past? How?
Oh yes. My "best friend" recently told me that, in contrast to what she said when I came out as trans*, "now that you're Jim, I'm not comfortable with the idea of sharing an apartment with you anymore." She was the one that suggested we get an apartment together in the first place, and we've known each other for 13 years. She had told me-- eleven months ago, ten at the time-- "I know you're still you and I still love you." And she's living with her boyfriend now, who she's known for less than half the time she's known me. But she's not comfortable living with me, oh no.
I then found out that when she "confided" in me, she only gave me a third of the story. So she never really trusted me in the first place. And when we went out, she complained about me to her ex, while she never said a word to me.
☁ Who do you miss the most?
I don't have anybody to miss.
☠ Have you ever attempted suicide?
Maybe.
✌ Share a secret?
I don't have any secrets on this site.
...miscellaneous? I mostly believe in the Wiccan belief system, and celebrate their holidays, but I'm not much of a ritual guy. At all.
✂ Have you ever self-harmed? Why?
Yes; depression. Not really any other reason.
✿ Relationship with your father?
Non-existent.
❀ Relationship with your mother?
Pretty good. We get along most days.
✩ Who is your most loved person?
Depends on how you mean that. Because I'm not in love with or crushing on anybody, but I love my sister to bits.
♛ Have you ever been bullied?
Um, yeah. My father, and all through school.
☂ What is your sexuality?
Demiromantic, asexual.
☼ Who makes you the happiest?
Kelsey and our RP group. (Hers, really. I'm just in it.)
♞ What is the most heroic thing you've ever done?
Uh, I cheered someone up who was crying at my high school?
❄ What calms you down when you're upset?
Depends on why I'm upset. Sometimes, petting my cat. Sometimes, baking or cooking. Sometimes, looking at I Has a Hotdog. Other times, nothing can.
♥ Have you ever fallen in love?
I think I did.
✖ Had your heart broken?
Oh yes.
☛ Have you been betrayed in the past? How?
Oh yes. My "best friend" recently told me that, in contrast to what she said when I came out as trans*, "now that you're Jim, I'm not comfortable with the idea of sharing an apartment with you anymore." She was the one that suggested we get an apartment together in the first place, and we've known each other for 13 years. She had told me-- eleven months ago, ten at the time-- "I know you're still you and I still love you." And she's living with her boyfriend now, who she's known for less than half the time she's known me. But she's not comfortable living with me, oh no.
I then found out that when she "confided" in me, she only gave me a third of the story. So she never really trusted me in the first place. And when we went out, she complained about me to her ex, while she never said a word to me.
☁ Who do you miss the most?
I don't have anybody to miss.
☠ Have you ever attempted suicide?
Maybe.
✌ Share a secret?
I don't have any secrets on this site.
