Been a while my fuzzy friends, I hope all of your dreams have come true over the years. As my muscles ache from putting away 200 boxes at work last night, I question my horrible decisions. I'm better than this horrible gig. But am I really? That is what I'm trying to find out this year.

Been a while since I've posted anything on here. Hi!

I haven't posted on here in a very long time so I just wanted to mention that I am still around, sometimes. Life has just gotten in the way, I'm studying hard for my future job in healthcare and I am nearing graduation which should happen around the 3rd quarter of this year. As far as Bab things go, I find time to cub out here and there but really that has all been put on the back burner lately. Unfortunately in the real world, adulting comes first and once life settles down more and I get comfortable in my career, I will certainly find more time to bring the cubby side out.

Until then, I'm going to work hard so I can make something of my life and pay the bills while doing it. Because in the end, life isn't about happiness. You work, you make money, you pay your fking bills, right? Anyways, My end goal is to buy my first house one day, fix it up, and either keep living in it or sell it and get a better house. The possibilities are endless at this point and that's what makes life so scary right now. I am at a crossroads, so to speak. The decisions I make soon enough could make or break me. I'm just going to keep putting my best foot forward and hope for the best, because that's all I really can do at this point.

I hope everyone has had a good 2019 so far, All the best to my followers and whoever comes across this journal post.

like really, really weird. I went to one of these bounce house places (I think? my memory is fuzzy. it was an indoor playground type place) after hours because supposedly they catered to child-like adults after they close. Well anyways I was playing with various things like swings, slides, and bouncing around in their big bouncy house. Then an employee approaches me and says "I got a setup for the very little, little ones. Would that interest you" I said under my breath "sure" and she took my hand and let me to a whole other room that was out of the way. inside was what you'd expect: Playpen, changing table, crib, etc. and she said I was the only very little one in a long time to come across these parts and she really wanted to baby someone. I said "Well, you are in luck because I happen to be AB/DL"

She looked so happy after I said that and she took me by the hand saying nothing more and helped me on to the changing table, took my clothes off and diapered me then got me into a cuter outfit (it was Pokemon because that was her favorite) then she got into the playpen with me, brought the toys over to one area, then she sat me on her lap and kissed me on the top of my head. she said "It's been a long time since I had a little one so if you don't mind I'd like you to keep your cushy bottom on my lap" I said "I won't complain" then she said "shhhh you are a baby now, you don't need to say another word" unfortunately I didn't get to see much after that because I picked up a bear plush to put onto my lap then I woke up. that made me very sad because I wanted to know what would happen next!

This dream was quite interesting because I often fantasize about having a daddy caregiver, but in the dream, I had a mommy caring for me...

I just want to say that I have kinda lost interest in the fandom. This is not a goodbye post, more like a public service announcement that I am rarely going to be around anymore. Once a fur, always a fur, you know? Anyway, I wish you all the best in life and I hope all your dreams come true! Doooon't stop belieeeeevin'! Unless of course it's BS haha take care everyone

I've got a new avie up. Press F5 if you wanna see it. It's just a crop of my most recent art. Thanks again btw Edaj!

And it sucks! I keep walking up to a leaky diaper because my Tena Slip Maxis cannot hold enough of my wettings. This is so annoying. Any tips on what I can do? Any new diaper recommendations for bedwetters?

*If you know me on facebook, you probably already read this. But I think my watchers deserve to know too.*

So I got some more bad news. Unfortunately the stroke my dad has was genetic and it can happen at any time. What this means is that my dad could have another stroke at anytime. This some bad news because it means I gotta spend as much time as I can with my dad, as he could go at anytime.

And to add to the shitpile, since it's GENETIC, my brothers and me could have this condition too. I'm going in as soon as possible to figure out if I have this genetic condition. I really hope I don't, it's a very SCARY thought that I could have a stroke (and possibility die) at any time. And I am not joking with you guys, this is real and I am so fucking scared. I wouldn't worry you guys for no reason, but I thought I should share cause I'm scared and need support *hugs all my watchers tightly*

Hey guys! Just wanted to let my friends know that Chimera Coon is now known as Rancor Coon. The reason for this name change being that my fursona has absolutely nothing to do with the mythology. I plan to make a new FA when I get the chance so stay tuned for that. Have a good day friends ^^

Well I recently moved homes recently (for personal reasons I won't go into here) and I've been spending a lot of time either looking for a job, hanging out with family or friends, or something similar to that. I'm not on the computer or gaming as much as I used to, but when I am I'm usually too tired to do anything involved.

I've been working on losing weight. I've been in pain a lot but I'm sure it will be worth all the pain in the end. My dad had a stroke back in January and for me, that was a wake up call for me to start taking better care of myself, because I don't want that to happen to me, it looked horrible :( I'm very fortunate that my dad didn't suffer permanent side effects from the stroke.

I've also found an awesome daddyfur, we've been talking and plan on meeting soon. I've never really been babied before irl (except when I really was little), but I guess I'll get to see what that's like in good time! It's kinda funny, cause I knew him for a while, but I never really talked to him because I never want to feel like I'm bothering anyone, but it turned out he is just shy. That's one problem I always have, but alas, the fandom is full of shy people, so shouldn't I expect it?

Anyways, that will be it for now, everyone have a great day...or I'll find you

cya guys. I think I've had my fun in the fandom, but I've decided to move on. All this does is waste my time and I need to put my time toward the greater things in life, like money and hot chicks and fried chicken. Everyone have a great life and I will miss you all

















this is most certainly not not a joke.

*insert sob story here*

Idea taken from Marcofox

Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done.

100%

(x) Smoked. (I'm gonna assume weed counts; I've never smoked tobacco)
(x) Drank alcohol. (I love beer, one of my favorite beverages ever. My favorite being Samuel Adams lager plus the many local Michigan breweries)
(x) Cried when someone died.
( ) Been drunk.
( ) Had sex.
(x) Been to a concert.
(x) given a handjob.
(x) gotten a handjob.
( ) given a blowjob.
(x) gotten a blowjob.
( ) Been verbally/sexually harassed.
( ) Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 93%

( ) Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
( ) Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
( ) Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
(x) Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
( ) Been to prom.
( ) Cried at school.
( ) Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
( ) Went streaking.
( ) Given or received a lap dance.
(x) Had someone of the opposite/same sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 91%

( ) Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
(x) Slept over at someone of the same sex's house.
( ) Kissed a stranger.
( ) Hugged a stranger.
( ) Went scuba diving.
(x) Driven a car.
(x) Gotten an x-ray.
( ) Hit by a car.
( ) Had a party
( ) Done serious drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 88%

( ) Played strip poker/darts.
( ) Got paid to strip for someone.
( ) Run away from home.
( ) Broken a bone.
( ) Eaten sushi.
( ) Bought porn.
(x) Watched porn.
( ) Made porn.
(x) Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
(x) Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 85%

( ) Made out.
( ) Laughed so hard you cried.
(x) Cried yourself to sleep.
( ) Laughed yourself to sleep.
( ) Stabbed yourself.
(x) Shot a gun
( ) Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
( ) Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
( ) Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
( ) Watched an animal die. (Not that I remember anyways)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 83%

( ) Watched a person die.
(x) Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person.
(x) Pranked somebody. (My brother lol! I was an asshole to him when we were younger, not gonna lie)
( ) Put somebody in the hospital.
( ) Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
( ) Kissed somebody of the same sex.
(x) Dressed punk.
( ) Dressed goth.
( ) Dressed preppy.
(x) Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 79%

(x) Avoided somebody.
( ) Been stalked.
( ) Stalked someone.
(x) Met a celebrity.
( ) Ridden a horse.
( ) Cut yourself.
( ) Bungee jumped.
( ) Ding dong ditched somebody.
( ) Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 77%

( ) Got caught stealing something.
(x) Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
( ) Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
( ) Gone out with your friend's crush.
( ) Got arrested.
( ) Been pregnant.
( ) Made a girl pregnant.
(x) Babysat.
( ) Been to another country.
( ) Started your house on fire.
( ) Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 75%

( ) Donated your hair to cancer patients.
( ) Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
(x) Cried over a member of the opposite/same sex.
(x) Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
(x) Sat on your butt all day.
( ) Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
(x) Had a job.
( ) Gotten cut from a sports team.
( ) Been called a whore.
( ) Danced like a whore

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 71%

(x) Been mistaken as older than your own age.
(x) Been in a car accident. (nothing too serious)
(x) Been told you have beautiful eyes.
(x) Been told you have beautiful hair.
( ) Raped somebody.
( ) Danced in the rain.
( ) Been rejected.
( ) Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
(x) Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
( ) Been raped.

FINAL PERCENTAGE: 66% - Grade D in Innocence....lol whoopie!

I hope everyone has a decent day =) I don't have a valentine, but I have never had one before, so it's just another day for me. I'm just gonna chill out and take it easy like I usually do

Stolen from Damion wolfcub too lazy to look up his exact account name X3
Wear a diaper – Yes, whenever i feel like wearing and have diapers, I will put on a diaper!

Wear a diaper to work – I currently don't work. If I did, I probably wouldn't do it. It's not worth it. Unless there is a very slim chance of getting caught, I might do it once

Wear just a diaper outside – No

Wear just a diaper in front of someone – I've worn just a diaper in front of before :3.

Wear a diaper in front of a family member – Yes I have, luckily they haven't ever noticed yet X3

Told a family member you wear diapers – My mom knows and she's ok with it as long as I keep it discreet

Told your spouse or S/O that you wear diapers – I don't really have a real spouse yet. But the people who I'm dating at the moment are completely fine with it

Told a close friend ¬you wear/like diapers - No

Have your diaper changed by someone of opposite sex – No

Have your diaper changed by someone of the same sex – MercyBolf has changed me before

Shaved your pubic area – No

Shaved someone else’s pubic area – No

Have infant print diapers/plastic pants – I've had bambinos in the past, but haven't worn them in a while. I don't have any plastic pants at the moment

Gone to a party wearing diapers – No

Gone to a party wearing just a diaper or baby clothes – No

Wear disposables – Yes

Wear a cloth diaper – No

Own a pair or pairs of plastic pants – No

Own and wear infant/toddler clothes (ie. onesies, rompers, shortalls) - I've got 2 pairs of footie pjs if that counts

Own a pacifier – I have 1 I got as a gift from Rlew for christmas

Own a baby bottle – No. I'd really like one though

Met with other diaper lovers for an afternoon/evening – I've only ever met with Mercybolf, no one else yet

Spent a weekend/overnight with other diaper lovers – not a whole weekend, I have stayed overnight at mercybolf's place though

Had a diaper leak in a public setting, that was noticeable – No

Messed in your diapers – I have done it in the past, but I'm not a big fan of the cleanup or the smell, so I very rarely mess

Messed your diapers in public – No way

Had a picture taken taken of you in just diapers – *blushes* yes

Had a picture taken outside in just your diapers – No

Desire to stay in diapers forever – I'd love to :) it's just money that's holding that back right now

Last question! What is your mental age while wearing diapers? between 2 and 3 years old

Stolen from  maxthewicked100

1) What was your FIRST video game console?
Ummm...I think it was a Playstation. But I was more into the N64 when I was a cub

2) Name a few games you played on said console.
It's been a long time... I know on Playstation I loved Jumping Flash. On N64, I was into The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time, 007: Goldeneye, and wow a bunch more I can't recall at the moment

3) Excluding handhelds, how many VG consoles do you own presently?
Nintendo 64, Playstation 3 /w full backwards compatibility, and Gaming PC. I also have an old Sega Genesis and NES packed away somewhere. I also have an original xbox but the disc drive is broken =/

4) Were you a Street Fighter nut? Any character in particular?
Not really, I kind of played it casually on the arcade version as my dad owned a few of them in the past

5) Do you think Capcom is a FUCKING awesome company?
Their games are alright, nothing spectacular. In my opinion, their games are highly overrated

6) Q: Here's the scenario.. You had some friends over and you all ate FRIED CHICKEN! After the meal you all decide to play some video games. As your friend reaches for a controller you notice his/her hands are very "greasy." Are you the type that would insist they wash their hands before pawing the controller, or is it no big deal?
I'd ask them to clean their hands if it really was that bad. Usually I wouldn't care though, especially if it's an old worn out controller

7) What's your favorite RPG/Action RPG? I will allow a second and third fave if you insist.
I'm not big on RPG games, but I do love the popular Bethesda games such as Fallout 3/NV and the Elder Scrolls games

8) Do you prefer 2D games or 3D games?
3D. But I'll play a 2D game here and there

9) Are you an SNK fan?
Never played it

10) Are you good at DDR?
Used to be good at it, but I haven't played DDR in about 10 years

11) Who wants to kick that dog's ass from Duck Hunt?
Nah, he's just doing his thing! I couldn't hurt such a good dog! Maybe he'll get a hug though ^^

12) Have you skipped out on important events in life because of video games?
Not that I recall.

13) Do you listen to video game music?
If it's good, yes

14) Have you ever cosplayed a VG character?
I've never cosplayed before

15) Have you ever been in an arcade playing a fighting game, KICKING ASS, and then some 6 year old asian kid comes in and OWNS YOU??
Can't say I have, usually I always kicked ass because I played arcade so much

16) Name three games you would love to see remakes of if it was done properly.
Perfect Dark, 007: Goldeneye, and Zelda: Ocarina of Time

17) Mario or Sonic?
I haven't played very many Sonic games to really consider myself a fan of Sonic, so Mario will do. I played Super Mario 64 ALOT when I first got a Nintendo 64

18) When a movie shows up in the theaters, let's use Spider-man as an example, are you likely to buy the GAME version?
Possibly, if the game itself looks decent

19) What is your LEAST favorite genre of video games? (ex. fighting, sports, shooters, etc.)
Umm...hard to say. I'd say a majority of RPGs and shallow sports games like Madden

20) Is there a game out there that you feel was unique and didn't get enough love?
Not that I recall. A majority of the games I loved got the love it deserved =)

21) Have you ever verbally abused a game because you couldn't beat one of the levels and/or bosses?
Many times! I mean, who hasn't lol.

22) Do you own any VG apparel?
I don't unfortunately

23) What are your thoughts on the live-action Super Mario Bros movie?
I didn't even know of it's existance. Sounds kind of dumb lol. Game-to-Movie adaptions rarely work out. A few out there are fairly decent though, such as Resident Evil and Max Payne

24) On that note, what did you think about the live-action Street Fighter movie?
Didn't know that existed either

25) Who's hottest out of the KOF chicks?
Never played KOF

26) Do you say "old-school" a lot when you're having a VG conversation with other people?
No

27) Have you ever lent someone a game and they returned it to you damaged?
No, my friends always respected my games thankfully =)

28) Do you own any imported games?
Not that I'm aware of

29) Are you ready for this meme to be over, or could you keep going?
Don't care lol, a majority of people who do these are bored already, including me

30) In this scenario, let's pretend you're going to get a video game tattoo! What would you get and where?
A GTA: Vice City tattoo would be cool =3

31) Have you ever cried after you beat a game? If so why?
I've felt like crying after a good game a few times, but I never did. hehe

Stolen from my cousin Ron :3

What's your real name?
Not saying

How tall are you?
exactly 6 feet tall

What's your natural hair color?
Brown

What's your eye color?
Brown

What's your orientation?
bisexual, prefer woman

Are you single, taken or undecided?
Undecided. I'm open about relationships until I find the right person to live with

What do you do in your spare time?
Gaming, sailing, snowboarding, making food, watching Netflix, smoking pot, talking to people....anything to pass the time in an enjoyable way

What's your job or occupation?
Computer Information Technology

What do you like about yourself?
That I try to be as honest as possible with people around me and strive to make people happier if I can.

What do you dislike about yourself?
That I'm not perfect and that I can be mean to others sometimes

What did your friends notice about you when they first met you?
Ask them, not me

What is your belief/religion if you believe in anything at all?
Secular Humanism

Do you drink?
I do

Do you smoke?
I smoke weed. But I've never tried tobacco cigarettes and don't plan on it.

What are your major fears?
Heights, needles, and not being in control of my life just to name a few

Do you have any dreams or goals?
I wanna sail around the world and visit the many different islands out there

Have you ever had a crush or an ex?
Yeah

Who's your best buddy?
Ronald DOS Coon

What's your favorite dish?
Anything I make. I hate to brag but I'm a pretty good cook :3

What's your favorite drink?
Tough one... As far as soda goes (and I rarely drink it) my favorite would be Jone's orange & cream soda. And for beer, my favorite is Dos Equis lager. On a regular day, I just drink water

What's your favorite color?
Dark blue

If you had a super power, what would it be?
Telekinesis or flying would be cool

What's your favorite movie?
A couple of my favorites include The Man From Earth, Sunset Limited, Casino, Goodfellas, and Pulp Fiction

What's your least favorite food?
Hard to say, there are many foods on this earth I wouldn't even touch

What do you drive and what would you really like to drive?
I don't drive anything at the moment. My dream car would be a Dodge Charger SRT 2012 and newer

What is your most disliked bug?
Mosquitoes

What pet peeves do you dislike the most?
People who question what I do in my life. It's really hard to piss me off, but one easy way to set me off is to question what I do with my own life. It's my life, not yours. Kindly fuck off

What do you dislike in life?
society in general. Everything seems to keep improving except for society. Just think, we were landing on the moon when blacks were fighting for their civil rights. And it's 2014 and gays are still fighting for their right to marry. It's bullshit, people have a right to do WHATEVER THEY WANT with their lives as long as it doesn't harm others. What? What they do with their life goes against your religion? Fuck you, get over it!

What do you love in life?
Being me, my dogs, the world, the water, and of course cub stuff!

Stolen from my cousin Ronald.

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
 Ronald_Mc_Coon and maybe a few others, I'm too lazy to look through my friend's list. But those who I would consider having sex with, know who they are :P

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Whenever we are both up to it ^w^

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Does it matter? I guess the left side :P

4. Do you masturbate?
I try to sometimes but I can't finish off (cum) usually

5. How often? Lately?
Yes, lately

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Never

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Showers are nice. I love feeling water pour all over my head and face. It feels good

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
No

9. Do you watch/read pornography? With other people?
I like watching people pee their diapers on dprtube if that counts. I mean, that kinda turns me on lol

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Passive. I'm a very calm individual, so I want a calm partner too :3

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
I might. *blushes*

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Some of them I'm just watching and haven't really talked to. I keep a small circle of friends, and those friends know who they are

13. Would you choose love or money?
Love

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Infantilism, Intelligence, and Diapers/watersports

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
I don't really understand the question, but I will say no one has ever crossed the line with me (if that's what I think it's asking)

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
I'm a virgin

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Still a virgin

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
No, never done it

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Not yet

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
No. I go to a bar to drink, not have sex

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
No

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
No

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
No

24. What's your sexual preference?
I'm bisexual and love both males and females equally

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
I'm a virgin still

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Virgin!!!

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Viiiirrrrgin

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Can't say I've have :l I don't think we have any

29. Bought something from an adult store?
Well...if AB paraphernalia from online stores count, then yes. If you are talking brick and mortar, no.

30. Do you own any sex toys?
No unless diapers count

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
Diapers....lol

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
My ex does

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Can't do that without having sex first

34. Have you ever had phone sex?
No

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
A few times on skype *blushes*

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
No

37. What's your favorite sexual position?
I dunno

38. What's your favorite sex act?
Don't know x3

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
viiirrrrrrgin

40. Who do you think has the guts to re-post this?
No one. So come on someone, prove me wrong >:3

He's been out of the hospital for a few days now. Other then needing to rest up, he will be fine :) thank you everyone who showed their support!

He had a seizure, possibly a stroke too. Not a good situation. And to top it off he has no insurance and is struggling to get by as it is. I feel very bad for him and I wish there was something I could do. Money shit aside, I really hope he makes it through, I don't want to lose any of my parents yet...especially my dad :(
*hugs all*

Man, 2013 was a great, but very weird year. 2013 has gone flown by, and we are now in 2014? My fuck, where'd the time go? Not much has changed relating to me since 2012 so 2013 was mostly an uneventful year. I wasn't able to get a job, I did meet one babyfur though, which is who lives in the same city as me. That's the only great thing about 2013. So you know what they say, doing the same thing over and over expecting shit to change, is insanity. It will never happen.

So that leads to me looking at 2014..

-I'd like to get a job this year
-Buy a car
-Go back to College to finish up my associates of applied science degree

and of course, just survive until 2015...wow I can't believe how time flies

Xmas Meme

STEP ONE
# Make a post to your journal. The post should contain your list of ten holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Christmas icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV"). The important thing is to make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
# If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) can get in touch with you. Your home address is not required!
# Make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your journal, or link to this post (it'll be public) so that the holiday joy will spread.

STEP TWO
# Surf around your friends list (or friends friends lists, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now, here's the important part...
# If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes one person's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use - or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free - do it.
# You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf - to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not - it's your call. There are no guarantees with this project, and no strings attached. Just... wish, and it might come true. Give and you might receive. You'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

1.To cub out with one of my closest brothers, sisters, or cousins

2.Diapers are always great, am I right :3

3.A baba :3

4. Network cabling tool kit

5.Baby outfits (onesies,overalls/shortalls,sleepers,plastic pants)

6.money for Steam christmas sales :3

7. A 3tb 3.5" Hard Drive 7200rpm

8.A power supply with Modular cables 700 watts or better

9.can't think

10. of anything else

If the power goes out, what will you do? Will you be prepared? FEMA recommends everyone to stock up on at least 2 weeks worth of supplies in case there is any sort of emergency. This video was on National Geographic, and it depicts what would happen if the power went out for nearly 2 weeks. It certainly was a wake up call for me, and made me realize how ill prepared I am if this were to happen. Instead of throwing away milk jugs after you used them up, you could start out with filling milk jugs with water and stashing them.. The littlest preparation you make for any emergency could save your life.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PreJvrljihI

Fill in the blank. What do you like/dislike about me :3

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yes, I've never smoked a cigarette in my life and don't plan on starting

2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
Taken

3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
I would stare at you, dumbfounded. because that's out of the ordinary for me x3 no one ever calls me pretty

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
Not that I recall

5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
relationship wise? yes, look at question 2 lol

6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
staying alive, working, gaming, drinking alcohol, 'cause that's what I do

7: Do you want to be single?
Relationships are a double edged sword, Sometimes it seems to be the ideal choice [staying single], but at the same time I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life. I have lots of love to give and I don't want that going to waste =3

8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
Stayed in and got drunk with captain morgan

9: How late did you stay up last night?
8pm...not even kidding. I was very tired for some reason last night

10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
Now

11: Last three things you had to drink?
Rum, Water, and a blue Hawaiian punch

12: Have you ever pretended to like someone?
Sure have, glad that's over with

13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
kinda =/

14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Nope

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Sometimes

16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Yes I was

17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
It's not afternoon yet, it's 8:17am. But I suppose I'll be in town by then

18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
No

19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Sure I could, but I don't want to

20: What would you name your future daughter?
Cross that bridge when I come to it. At the present moment I have no plans to have any kids

21: Do you miss anyone?
Of course I do

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
Not even one lol

23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
Nope

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I'm a pro at it

25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
No but I laughed which is really weird lol

26: Who did you last see in person?
My mom

27: Are you listening to music right now?
Nope

28: What is something you currently want right now?
Money. Lots of it

29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
I don't recall xD

30: How is your heart lately?
It seems to be beating fine and I still have a pulse. Don't worry, I don't think I'm gonna have a heart attack anytime soon

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Yes I usually do when I'm wearing one

32: Are you wearing socks?
barefoot...wearing socks gives me cold sweats sometimes and I hate it. So I only wear socks when I'm wearing my shoes. Right when I get home the socks come off

33: What do people call you?
Chimera, Chimera Rootkit, The Rootkit, Rootboy, soggy kit, and cute kit. Some people also call me by my real name which I won't disclose publicly

34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
If he's on, yes

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
the real question should be, who doesn't have stressful situations in their lives? Life is hard, get used to it

36: Who did you last share a bed with?
No one other than my pit bull who sleeps with me sometimes =)

37: Did you do something bad today?
No, not yet >:3

38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
I don't recall a certain date, so it must have been a while ago :l

39: Do you get stressed out easily?
Depends on my mood. But yes, sometimes I get overly stressed way too easily

40: Will you sing today?
Maybe tonight while listening to my iPod :PP

41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
I think we've all been there at some point

42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
My furfamily or my mate

43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
No, I was always driven there when I had kidney stones. waiting for an ambulance would just make me have to wait longer to get to the hospital. and when you are in that much pain, you want it to end asap

44: What are you listening to right now?
Nothing

45: What is wrong with you right now?
Nothing I hope x3

46: What is on your wrists right now?
just skin and veins and whatnot

47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
My shirt says Italian Stallion and I've had it for years. Forgot where I got it but I know it's from my high school days

48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Hard decision, I guess hot chocolate? I never tried hot apple cider but that sounds Delicious

49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
Nope.

50: Are you a good artist?
Nope.

51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
In it's pure form, it's very beautiful

52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
Blah. not really. Though kinda, because it would be nice to live Summer again, I don't want it to end!

53: Ever been on a golf cart?
Yes, but it's been a long time

54: Do you have trust issues?
I try to be trusting with everyone unless they give me a reason to see them as untrustworthy

55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
Yes, back when I was with Rlew. we would be on Skype until very late at night

56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Not that I'm aware of

57: Do you use chap stick?
Nope

58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
Playfully, never seriously done it

59: Do you have a little sister?
Yeah, half-sister

60: Have you ever been to New York?
No

61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Yes, I trust them =)

62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Just my dogs x3

63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping in a diapee hehe

64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
Not really since I never really kissed anyone.

65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Yep

66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
N/A

67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
No

68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Sleep with someone else

69: Will next Friday be a good one?
We'll have to wait and see