If you missed my submission, i am combining my accounts in to one. follow me here if you still wanna see my art:

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Just a quick update of things. My plan to do weekly requests has failed because of lack of motivation. I might do one this weekend, but I have been wanting to get photoshop and learn how to do some basic animations because those sound like they would be fine to do.

Well, I'm trying to get in to the mode of drawing again, so I think I'm gonna try to do 1 complete drawing every week, starting it on saturday and completing it (hopefully) by sunday. I'll probably be posting a journal here either on tuesdays or wednesday, just leave a comment here (I will not include requests via PM) and I will choose friday. If there isn't a journal posted, I will not be doing a request that week

Anybody wanna talk? I always like meeting new peoples. Send me a note or add me on skype at nexblackheart. I won't bite hard ;3

Yeah, I'm still alive. My art is slow though so sorry for lack of it. And for those who mjght want to talk, i am on regularly to check notes and am always on skype ^^

I has one. I needs people to talk to and play with though. ADD ME :D

Name is NexusBlackheart :3

Doing some free arts on my other account here

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5704760/

Just read my latest journal

I feel like I've lost a lot of people i talk to on here. I rarely get on now because of that. Anybody wanna talk?

Anybody? :3

School has been keeping me busy and i don't really have much free time right now. It sucks. I will try to do what i can when i can but i've been so busy lately

The raffle is now over and the winner is....

*drum roll*

 TsukiRiyu2

Congrats ^^ i may do some more later, but you have to claim it yourself

Well since i didn't know about the journal spam thing. Need to change it to say that instead of a journal post, if you can get proof that you spread the word (like a friend saying so-and-so lead me here) you will get another number PER person

I need to get back in to drawing but lack of ideas is driving me nuts. Soooo I'm doing another free art raffle

The rules are the same as usual:
1 comment and i will give you a number
2 follow this link for extra numbers > http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5455628/
3 you must be watching to enter

So yeah, help me get back in to the art mood. I don't know how many if these i will do and i will do them as fast as i can

I should be able to hopefully post some art. I guess I just sorta haven't been in the mood to do any art stuff though.

i feel like shit, i feel like i'm a failure in my classes, i feel like a shitty artist, i's lonely and depressed and i feel like everything i do i just am never good enough... i try so hard but it is NEVER good enough... i am never good enough...

okay. so recently my phone has stopped working like all together which is what i have been using to post pictures while at college (the few pictures i have posted but still) i no longer have a way to poat pictures while at college unless my phone gets fixed

i have been so busy and just kind of don't have much motivation to draw, along with the fact i don't really think i am a great artist... so sorry for kinda just being gone

I know I don't really talk or post much on here and i am so sorry for that. I am just so busy, and honestly pretty lonely all around. Mostly from very few friends and nobody who lives even somewhat close. Anyway, i am still here from time to time, but i mostly use my skype to talk. I would love you so much if you came by and gave me company. I will try to get more art done but i am super busy till the semester ends

I need somebody to talk to... preferably somebody who i know.... note me....

I don't know... I've been at college now for 2 monthes or so and I still just feel alone. I still really have no friends here. Aside from that I've been feeling pretty depressed. I just need to try to pull through. *sigh* I just need a break from everything, but hey, school is great for not allowing that.

On a side note, i'm a day behind on my holloween contest drawing, i promise it will be done by tomorrow though, along with a couple other posts.

Anyway, i guess that's it for now. Please somebody note me, i really could use somebody to talk to...

So the winner of my holloween contest is for *drum roll*

Lucky number 13:

 enkasilverrain

Congrats. I'll note you tomorrow. Is late here hehe

So i am doing a free art raffle for a holloween picture from me. I enjoy doing these yearly so best luck.

Rules:
- no requirement to enter just post a comment here
- you have to be watching me
EXTRA TICKETS
- if you pimp out this in a journal
- if you post a holloween-related drawing by yourself (not judging arts)
- possibility of 3 tickets per person

So that's it, come join in guys

The winner will get a holloween picture of anything they wish as long as it is within my doability (new word)

I'm so in. Check it out here

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11818365/

So i've been in college for like five weeks now, and I already feel like it was a mistake to go in to the field i did...But I have nowhere else I am good at. The one thing I thought I was good at was in math and science, but now that I am in college, those are the two classes I am doing terrible in. I have a D or C in math and a D or C (maybe even an F) in chemestry. I feel like I'm just wasting my time and I'm just an idiot like just about everybody has told me my entire life.

On top of all this, I still have no friends, am very lonely here, and have been very down recently. I just wish one thing, anything could change. I wish I wasn't such a damn failure at everything.... Sigh....

I'm sorry for the rant....

I'm bored..... And lonely. Nobody talks to me anymore :(