ok so i didn't realize how long it had actually been since I put anything on here.. kinda had a phase where i figured what i had shouldnt go up here cause it wasnt fur related or something but thats kind of a moot point isnt it? so anyway ive been playing around with digital art since my last upload here, probably gonna put a few here just to catch up a little.

ok when i read i can put myself into the story pretty easily. some times with real intense scenes i start to get restless and have to put down the book and pace to calm down enough to continue. last night it skiped restlessnes and whent straight to an anxiety attack, never happened to me before. on top of that ive never had an anxiety attack so bad that i felt like couldnt get enough air. i was having a hard time catching my breath even after my inhailer, so mom made me use her cpap (kinda a powered air mask thing)and that helped stop it. but i still feel like my left lung isnt taking in as much as it should plan on going to the doctor though

downloaded the 3ds version and created an acount/gallery on the site (silverheartlugia2000) working on first piece, not sure if or how i can add stuff to here though

done editing posted chapters, now i can focus on new ones. didnt rewrite nearly as much as i thought i would

im rewriting my story somewhat, i dont know if the updates will apear in your inbox so i thought id write a jounal, so far ive finished with the prolouge and ch 1

i was thinking today, maybe ill give my story another shot. ive been coming up with ideas for other people to use in their storys, found good ones that have been abandoned, and feel bad about dropping my own. but i might rewrite a few bits of it to make it less corny(especialy the prolouge) and ive decided to use tigerhawk as a last name again but ill fuse aslinn (meaning dream) and makani (meaning wind) into makaslinn for a middle name

ok ive realised having my species as a surname is kinda lame, so kattsy's new full name is kattsy aislinn makani (aislinn means dream/vision and makani means wind) i might also get writen into a fanfic but it might not be for a while im not sure, its on fanfic.net and its a loz four swords fic called anthro high

found a freeware art program but its akward using the mouse with my left hand so im probably not gona use it yet

updated some of my better older stuff with scans

after a weekend at gramas i got a lot of sketches done

ive already established i cant write to save my life. but ive tried and tried to get past the 3rd paragraph of ch13 but i feel like ive writen myself into a corner also im considering rewriting the chs i already have up cause there are some parts that just seem lame to me(such as changing CANT tell anyone to not wanting people to know cause theyd think of me diffrent) i kinda know how i want the end to be but i am out of ideas on what to do in between. i could realy use some ideas as well as advise andor suppourt(as my self esteem is dryingup as well)

ive been a little too obsesed with kh fanfiction lately (specificly that of VanshiraKasores even though ive started reading it for the third time) even to the point of not playing video games. (but im still disapointed in the pridelands selection) even when i started drawing what i thought i might look like in the pridelands i sit here tonight with the outline finished but no will to color it.

and my bad spelling frustrates me even more!!!

i figured out how to use the scanner to make jpegs insted of pdfs now i can scan instead of taking pics!

ive completed ch5 and know what i want ch6 to be about but im gona take some time to work on designing a villian i think i know who it is i just need to draw it and come up with a bio.

ive had a basic idea for a story for along time now but never really had an idea of where to go with it. but since yesterday ive writen a prolouge and 3 chapters, the thing is eventually i know ill get stuck and on top of that i really suck at writing so i dont know wether to post it or not on account of in may take forever to finish if at all. if i could get some feed back on this id really appreciate it

ive had a basic idea for a story for along time now but never really had an idea of where to go with it. but since yesterday ive writen a prolouge and 3 chapters, the thing is eventually i know ill get stuck and on top of that i really suck at writing so i dont know wether to post it or not on account of in may take forever to finish if at all. if i could get some feed back on this id really appreciate it

ive created a guide line to the powers me and my friends have but it wont let me post the word document here so if your interested please check my da account

it's official, I hereby decree that kattsy tigerhawk is now resistant to and no longer suffers to: arthritus, insomnia, anxiety, and ahsma, no longer needs glasses, and has never had perferated ear drums

now if only icould apply it to my human form

ive thought about starting to put my stuff on da just be cause i can organize stuff into folders i hate that i cant organize them here but i still love this site so if you need to find something fast check my da acount ill put a link in contacts later

the mitsurugi as mitsurugi (to tired to spell right) was rilly fuzzy so i took a better pic

so i google tigerhawk and all i get is ether the sports team or the autobot

i google winged tiger and BOOM tigerhawks everywere i found some realy good pics i could use for an avatar n wallpaper

ive started a pokemon red play through also soon gona start pokemon white and maybe phantom hourglass youtubename: silverheartlugia2000

ive been thinking about becoming a lets player but for one im not consistent, i dont have a quality way to record but i guess i can give it a shot

youtubename: silverheartlugia2000

got okamiden yesterday so far its just as cool as the first one except that you cant run, dig, bark or bite people that arnt you partners plus issun dosnt stay with you long

also i managed to purchace okami wii thursday, i first played-then-finished it like 2 or 3 month ago but it was from blockbuster

i just caught the ice dragon in pkmn black his name is now cyril cause spyro is my 3 fave game i guess i could have named zekrom n resarim after volter and ignitus, but yin and yang fits sooo much better especialy after i herd their back story