Use Me!!...Be gentle cuz I'm open/ Deck for sale.
Posted 15 years agoHey all,
LOL I know why your looking at my journal and now there no sex in here....
....Wait!!....
I really need money for my sistar b-day gift I want to give her.
Sadly with no job and not getting effot trash I need to use the only skill I kinda have..... Art.....
I am now taking commission and doations but there are rules I will follow.
1. When I all most done with your work thats when you can send the money
2. If you want to send it sooner so I have the money or just donate, you must wait till the next day to do it or wait till I give the ok to send the money.. I am using a friend paypal account till I can work something up and I have to enform him frist.
3. Please don't send me more then the price....I feel bad as it is.
4. I don't post till you paid. I been trick before.
5. Please tell your friends about me. you don't need to but it will make me feel a little better.
6. You can if you like when I post the picture i did for you on your page to show it off..I did it for you so there nothing wrong about it.
I got one more week to get my sis gift please help me.
~List of price~
((61 cents for paypal))
Single
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4306817
Sceach
$1.61
with background
$2.61
Ink(w/w.o. background)
$3.61
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Two people
((Ink or not))
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4024609/
$5.61
Background
$7.61
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Three or more
((Ink or not))
((Background or not))
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4339514
$10.61
((All dirty pic's will be a dollar more and will be work on slowly...I'm in a kind of lock down a bit))
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Ok I have a yugioh deuling deck for sale make an offer for it.
My Forbidden Eyes Deck.
It's a speed Exodia deck. An ftk/otk deck
more info note me
Thank you.Take care all of you
~ Faro out.
Good day today read it if you like...also card trades offers
Posted 15 years agoHey all just got home to day from the sneek peek for yugioh.
((Thanks to my mom and dad...they save my ass big time for once))
Anyhow though I didn't pull the cards I wanted I got them by tradeding some good cards...we all must make sacrfices..
any how that you all for cheering my up a bit..mean a lot.
anyone who got the MFC packs with amazoness who don't need thoses cards let me know Ill give you a list of all of my trades and lets make an deal. or any other trades.
aslong as you know you send it to me frist then I meil it to you i have a trust thing..
I will have new picks up soon when I can get paper.
please check out my work and leave comments it tells me that people give a dam for my art.
your friend faro.
((Thanks to my mom and dad...they save my ass big time for once))
Anyhow though I didn't pull the cards I wanted I got them by tradeding some good cards...we all must make sacrfices..
any how that you all for cheering my up a bit..mean a lot.
anyone who got the MFC packs with amazoness who don't need thoses cards let me know Ill give you a list of all of my trades and lets make an deal. or any other trades.
aslong as you know you send it to me frist then I meil it to you i have a trust thing..
I will have new picks up soon when I can get paper.
please check out my work and leave comments it tells me that people give a dam for my art.
your friend faro.
Someone stole from me today(read if you like)
Posted 15 years ago~Warning~
(If you don't want to hear me wine and rant then go check out my art work and leave comments)
~You have been warn..~
There alot of things I get..Like why I will always besingle. I'm not good looking and I talk funny and I'm very dum.
I get pick on all the time and im use to that...I get that I will never get hire to do a job I want to do. I understand why no one really likes my art work.((I'm not going to stop drawing))
I get it why people don't like to keep there word or betray my trust. I understand whyno one wants to hire me to to work in a store not even to mop floors...I understand why people like to try to scare me by yell out honking there car horn when they drive by or even when they throw cans and bottles at me...
I understand why I get yell out at home, or force to do as told...I understand why someone would still a bag of trash from me that had atlease 2 to 3 dollars in it...
I understand that life hates me..
Everytime im happy it must be wrong for it turn to bad...
And you think i would be mad or want to scearm...but im not im acculy sad..sad that now I work hard for that small amount just to have to work double tommarow, just to atleast have five dollars then sell some games to get the reist of the money so i can get into the sneek peek...I work my heart to try to be in this terament, I want those amazoness cards...thats all I want...and I don't even get to go...I don't ask for money any more for my mom always tell me no thats why I work hard. I don't have friends I barrow money from...And the guy I house sit for if he come home tommarrow I hope he is willing to paid me.((It's ok if he don't, im not helping him for money.))
I am not love...even my body hates me...every time i get upset or very blue I outbreak I can't even cry for it double outberak all over my body....Funny my body make fun of me when i cry..funny no?
any way thanks for your time...I will have new work up soon. I'm looking for my d-pad to draw on the computer..
but bye for now.
faro~
Trap in the Warehouse a review from Dee ((read if you like))
Posted 15 years agoHey all Dee here to tell you all soon Faro will have new doodles so you all will know.
But for now on to my review.
Warehouse 13 - My frist thought of this show...Oh an other sci-if channel((syfy now)) floop. As I keep watching it became, Holy crap this show rocks. Good plot and good set of charters that can even out everything. Somewhat good homor at times, Has a bit of a steampunk type of love to it. All and all a really good show in a list of shitty programs syfy has now.
Its a bout a group of goverment agents capturing artifacts and storing them in the warehouse, not a bad idea...how ever this Idea is not new at all...and im going to tell you why.
Lets start if with the one everyone know more about...the ending of Indiana Jone and the Raiders of the Ark, What you don't remaber let me show you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q6-r.....eature=related ya when I talk to other who seen th show Indiana is the frist thing that they said that remind them of this show...but I think of a few others like the Sci-if channel The lost Room a mini series that doesn't suck ass, how ever...in my oppenen the ending suck ass.. but there the trailer to check out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhAGrJW2Tos . now the last one that this show reminds me about..and I sware they stole the idea from this one..and is the one I thought about when warehose frist come on was Friday The 13 The Series..((Not f-ing you)) This show is about two young people team up with an old guy trying to get old iteams that has powers. They capture them and store them away in an antic store.....hmmmm sound a whole lot like the other show for there two young couple team up with an old guy taking Iteams with powers and store them away...even the title share 13 in it's name...big f-ing clue for me..to make it funny they have a maraton of the show on sci-fi channel all the time..hmmm...wonder why...any way here the load down on this show. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q9trU9y96m0 ((btw I like this show even thought it was hocky a bit))
I'm sure I can go deeperer into this show and dig more shows or movies, but thats not why im talking about it...I want to say I love this show had to give it a shot to enjoy this trip they gave us. Also this week there going to be a cross over of Eureka and warehouse ya...I can chat alot about this mostly cuses...cuz it open a big fat ugly window for me and I don't like it...but any way please leave a comment down below and pease check out Faro work and leave comments on the ones you like or think need to improve at.
If you want to talk about the show and share some thought let me know...I love discousing some of my fav things with others.
Well take care you all, Dee
Steampunk can't dace and sexy musle ladys are coming(scream)
Posted 15 years agoHey agin all.
I been looking up my fav steampunk band..and every time i see them they show the crouwed...oh dear god non of them can dance...
People thought this over the items, outfits, music but not the dancing...wow
Anyone out there that want to help me get dancing back to these people let me know...cuz i have some ideas.
There big stong and there anazons...Amazoness to beprocise..the new set is coming out this next sat and me want them all....help me...
Don't know how yet but ill work that out yetter.
Well bye for now.
Faro
I been looking up my fav steampunk band..and every time i see them they show the crouwed...oh dear god non of them can dance...
People thought this over the items, outfits, music but not the dancing...wow
Anyone out there that want to help me get dancing back to these people let me know...cuz i have some ideas.
There big stong and there anazons...Amazoness to beprocise..the new set is coming out this next sat and me want them all....help me...
Don't know how yet but ill work that out yetter.
Well bye for now.
Faro
Dancing heros:Dee review
Posted 15 years agoFor those that wondering...Faro is out of his shit hole and will draw agin soon.
I been following an online show call LXD and there short eposid about heros that are dancers..Thats there powers are dance moves..."Not fucking with you" But to hear me out...it's not a bad idea, I mean it.. Think about it..there body are train to do unbliveable stuff that many people would think they have some odd power. Theres a group call runners where they train them self to run and jump in till they reach there target..there are also who call themself the real spiderman...and climb stuff with out help.
There are 5 ep eps so far and I am bord to tears...yes the dacing parts are neat but that it so far...dancing.
In the 4 ep we finaly get to see a Hero vs. viallian battle something I wanted to see...boy I tell you it was a waist of my time to give it hope...all they where doing is running around and dancing that was it...they evenchly went back and the villian slip on paper and broke his skull and die....wtf...Zoolander drackdance fighting secen was atlease entertaining.
Good god man I was giving thi hope...I just like the idea that normal people using there mad skill of dance stepe in battle agenst the evil forces.
If you want to check them out there on hulu...i do recoment those who want to see a new idea take place. but don't be surprize if you are bored.
Now I will leave you with real breakdance fighting...take care, dee out.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XftKN12y99c
I been following an online show call LXD and there short eposid about heros that are dancers..Thats there powers are dance moves..."Not fucking with you" But to hear me out...it's not a bad idea, I mean it.. Think about it..there body are train to do unbliveable stuff that many people would think they have some odd power. Theres a group call runners where they train them self to run and jump in till they reach there target..there are also who call themself the real spiderman...and climb stuff with out help.
There are 5 ep eps so far and I am bord to tears...yes the dacing parts are neat but that it so far...dancing.
In the 4 ep we finaly get to see a Hero vs. viallian battle something I wanted to see...boy I tell you it was a waist of my time to give it hope...all they where doing is running around and dancing that was it...they evenchly went back and the villian slip on paper and broke his skull and die....wtf...Zoolander drackdance fighting secen was atlease entertaining.
Good god man I was giving thi hope...I just like the idea that normal people using there mad skill of dance stepe in battle agenst the evil forces.
If you want to check them out there on hulu...i do recoment those who want to see a new idea take place. but don't be surprize if you are bored.
Now I will leave you with real breakdance fighting...take care, dee out.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XftKN12y99c
Shot down and feeling low about it.
Posted 15 years agoI need to get this down and out of my head before I forget it.
I understand that I will never have any real friends and never will. I accep this now.
I accept I more then likely will die alone and un care for...and only people online for a time will wounder what happen to me then forget me like many otheres here. I am no one but ones and zeros on the computer for all of you to see. and many of you will diss agree with this but it's the truth.
I see my online friends...some I fall for get there own mates and leave alone like an old bone...and Im use to that...i been toss aside more then once. don't get me wrong i am happy they found love...but i feel like i turn into a shadow to them and they stop talking to me.
One thing I do and I do it to everyone is I tell them never say you can't do something...to try new things and see how far you can take your self.
Many of you know I have a lot of ideas and I share some with you. Today I share an idea I wanted to do for a bit now...make my frist steampunk outfit. (( http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3814532/ ))
I don't know how to sew, but I want to learn so I make more outfits down the road with out help. I share this idea and was shot down by my stepe mom...the fabric cost alot...and "you don't know how to sew....it's cheeper to buy use clouthes." thats some of the things she said to me...
Belive it or not every time I have ideas she is the one to shoot me down like ducks in hunting season.
And you know what...I give up...I am too tier of feeling like i have glue on my feet when everyone I see can fly.
If you are thinking i am going to take alot of pills or cut myself...don't worry I am not going to end myself...I just ending my ideas and dream...lets face it...no one really care for my work..im just a joke on this site. don't say im not...cuz I know I am not really good and no one really want my work, unless they feel sorry for me...and that happen before...i got jobs cuz people feel sorry for me..and the funny part is the only ones that paid me...was in yugioh cards the one that was going to paid me in money has yet to do so....
I will be here but only as a ghost showing my love for my fav artist...but I will not draw...I will not post any more work...im tire of alot of things...
sorry to west your time....
Faro.
Odd thing happen to me today...maybe not...
Posted 15 years agoToday I was in my fav place in the world hanging out and I ment up with one of the gaurds of the stores and chat with him...turn out a girl was looking for me...from what I understand she was blond fine body and a good looking face...Right off the bat i thought he was lying to me...i get bad joke on me before so i don't belive people when they say stuff like that...but he keep saying it ture and the store owner would know which i ask and he didn't rebaer this...so I think he was joking with me...for who would want to find me that look like that?
any way last call for open book day...don'e know what it is...read my other journals...post it about three time... gtg for now...please check out my work and tell me what you think of it...i like commits it make me feel a bit better to know people took the time to see my art.
anyway have a good day/night mew mew
BOOBIES!!!....trap contest?
Posted 15 years agoHey all
I'm still looking for more people for my open book day all you have to do is ask me three question about myself and thats it...
Im also looking fr people in sacramento to help me in getting alot of amazoness cards in augs.
Now for the contest..
I want to build a new deck cuz my otheres are killers and I need to find a new way to play with my foes. I want to make a deck that would make my oppent question him/herself with each move....online all I found on how other made theres are lame..
This is an yugioh contest and the winner get a drawing done by me.
The rules
1.must be a 40 card deck no more or less
2. must be cards that would effet how my oppent plays.((hint the booby trap part))
3. have fun I mean it is only a contest after all.
4. only yugioh cards.((I will have other card game contest an other time.
5. post the deck list here.
When I get three people enter this contest I will put up a due date and depaning on how may enter there might be a 2nd or 3th prize as well
Need something...and remaber openbook day
Posted 15 years agoHey all....
I am just feel the need to update
Like only two people ask questions for my open book day.
(That is whenI would replied to what ever you want to know about me.))
abd U need to feel like people like me in the real world...so is there any rent a frien out there that would make me feel like I am worth being a friend...
well anyway I also want to know anyone one that in sacromento CA hat want to help me get those new cards in the new sneekpeek in augest for yugioh..I want those amazoness
I am just feel the need to update
Like only two people ask questions for my open book day.
(That is whenI would replied to what ever you want to know about me.))
abd U need to feel like people like me in the real world...so is there any rent a frien out there that would make me feel like I am worth being a friend...
well anyway I also want to know anyone one that in sacromento CA hat want to help me get those new cards in the new sneekpeek in augest for yugioh..I want those amazoness
Opwn bookday/Why can't I be happy?
Posted 15 years agoHello my friends
before I go in to my lame life with you here is good news for those of you out there.
Once agin im having an open book day agin. to appiled for it you must.
1 leave it in the commit section down below.
2 ask only three quistion
3 please pass the word around so people can start to get to know me.
please don't ask me about how big my :friend: is....I find it kinda rude so if you ask it I will not appide to it.
AndI am a vuirgian so no need to ask it...and yes im 25 soon to be 26 so...no need to ask that.
I will post my replides when five people have enter with stuff they want to know about me...
Now that's out of the way...
This is just sad mombo jumbo you don't need to read it...
Every day I fight the earges to hurt my self. Fight the feeling of jumping out and getting hit by a car...hitting myself. smaging things cuz it was just in my hands...I see myself doing it thought i never do it...and yet....I ...
today I get home it's around 6 or 7 and I have to fix myself dinner and my mom.(stepe mom) tell me that I waist all the food in the house that Im mucher....I don't eat breicfest or luch im too bessy for that... and I eat very little...
my reward for anything is being yell out...I can do everything in my power to do as told for them and get no thank you...but found onething wrong and that the thing that is mention....dam life....
I can't even tell them im bi but more towars girls...cuz there up tight on the whole gay thing...I feel so alone I have no firends on the outside world....no one really talks to me any more and I just fucking hurt in the inside and out of my body...
I don't know what to do anymore...maybe I am not ment to be happy....maybe...i'm not worth anything....
well I waist more of your time so I hope you have a good dat/night and hope to get those Q's soon
dee out.
before I go in to my lame life with you here is good news for those of you out there.
Once agin im having an open book day agin. to appiled for it you must.
1 leave it in the commit section down below.
2 ask only three quistion
3 please pass the word around so people can start to get to know me.
please don't ask me about how big my :friend: is....I find it kinda rude so if you ask it I will not appide to it.
AndI am a vuirgian so no need to ask it...and yes im 25 soon to be 26 so...no need to ask that.
I will post my replides when five people have enter with stuff they want to know about me...
Now that's out of the way...
This is just sad mombo jumbo you don't need to read it...
Every day I fight the earges to hurt my self. Fight the feeling of jumping out and getting hit by a car...hitting myself. smaging things cuz it was just in my hands...I see myself doing it thought i never do it...and yet....I ...
today I get home it's around 6 or 7 and I have to fix myself dinner and my mom.(stepe mom) tell me that I waist all the food in the house that Im mucher....I don't eat breicfest or luch im too bessy for that... and I eat very little...
my reward for anything is being yell out...I can do everything in my power to do as told for them and get no thank you...but found onething wrong and that the thing that is mention....dam life....
I can't even tell them im bi but more towars girls...cuz there up tight on the whole gay thing...I feel so alone I have no firends on the outside world....no one really talks to me any more and I just fucking hurt in the inside and out of my body...
I don't know what to do anymore...maybe I am not ment to be happy....maybe...i'm not worth anything....
well I waist more of your time so I hope you have a good dat/night and hope to get those Q's soon
dee out.
Help me and a friend
Posted 15 years agoHey all
A friend need commision to help her mother get there cooker fix or get a new one.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1456418/
Now then I need help but it's not as bad as her is.....
I'm looking for cards and money...
I'm willing to trade or sell and even draw for them...there a lot of stuff I need to do and I need to see the dentist very soon befor i go insain with pan.
if you want to know what cards I needed here there are.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3966601
thank you and god bless
((if you belive in him))
Good day/night
A friend need commision to help her mother get there cooker fix or get a new one.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1456418/
Now then I need help but it's not as bad as her is.....
I'm looking for cards and money...
I'm willing to trade or sell and even draw for them...there a lot of stuff I need to do and I need to see the dentist very soon befor i go insain with pan.
if you want to know what cards I needed here there are.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3966601
thank you and god bless
((if you belive in him))
Good day/night
in a new contest
Posted 15 years agoHey all.
Im in a new contest showing off my mad skill...though I don't like edit photos...anyway here my entry.
http://tinypic.com/r/214e0jd/6
here is the infor for more about the contest if you want to entry or not.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3962231
bye for now
Im in a new contest showing off my mad skill...though I don't like edit photos...anyway here my entry.
http://tinypic.com/r/214e0jd/6
here is the infor for more about the contest if you want to entry or not.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3962231
bye for now
My dad got good news and I need your help(read if you like))
Posted 15 years agoHey all,
I'm really happy last night my dad just got a job...that means money in the house agin...and i couldn't be more prouper for him...
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I'm looking for commissions. I need the money to do projects that I want to do.
all work is Five dollars and it has to be throught the mail, also has to be bye money order as well.
Please check out my work and tell me what you think and even on how to improve.
I want to learn and grow but I get no where without help or me trying...
I'm still running my contest if you want to join up better hurry up you got to july.
Well thats it hope you have a good day now If you don't mind...I think im getting sick. =YwY=
I'm really happy last night my dad just got a job...that means money in the house agin...and i couldn't be more prouper for him...
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I'm looking for commissions. I need the money to do projects that I want to do.
all work is Five dollars and it has to be throught the mail, also has to be bye money order as well.
Please check out my work and tell me what you think and even on how to improve.
I want to learn and grow but I get no where without help or me trying...
I'm still running my contest if you want to join up better hurry up you got to july.
Well thats it hope you have a good day now If you don't mind...I think im getting sick. =YwY=
I am freking piss off
Posted 15 years agoHello my friends and those that are new to me.
Just want to say this is an other rant and if you don't want to read this you can go to the bottom and read on if you want if not. I hope you have a good day and please check out my art work and tell me what you think... It means the world to me....
Thank you and god bless.
I don't eat alot...that is cuz there not much to eat in my little home. I was plaing to enter the terament to day and told my parents that I will call them if I was staying for it so They know where I will be. I also found out there plains and ask them whats for dinner.
To let you know they went to frys to get a cheep dvddr today.
My mom ask me what would I like for dinner. I said if you want to get bread I would make a sandwhich or if they want to a pizza. which I was turn down right off the bat cuz we don't have the money for it......
so I went off to turn in my cans and battles and then I ate the only food I can eat till dinner(which was a box of 99 cents donuts) I decided to go home instead of entery the battle today. I came home and they where still gone but I found out they came back and left agin. I notice they didn't just bought a dvddr but bought alot of shit....
first off the dvddr wasn't cheep it was $40. they bought a topiey turby plant thing...that was $10 and a pet park thing...that was $30
but what took the cake was they bought togo's it's still in the frigh right now and i'm not sure of the price but im sure the two of them it about 10 bucks.
So...if my math is right they spin 90 dollars with money they said we don't have and yet....and yet...Me and my sis can't get a Pizza for tonight....
Times like this makes me so made at them......I eat little and I don't ask for much from them....when I want to eat big I have to paid for it....
I fucking hate this place...but theres nothing I can do and I feel so useless for not able to soport myself with no money no job and no hope in sight....it show me why I am a total loser....
((Sorry for the typos disablty you know))
Rant over..
It started to rain agin and sound pretty cool...might watch a movie tonight but I don't know which one..you guys and gals know any good ones?
Thanks for getting this far in my journal and sorry for you know...
I am still doing commissions if any of you want to hire me that is....
It's on'y like 5 bucks...not asking for much anymore and I need the money to found some stuff I would like to do and also to buy more paper and pencil and pens to keep drawing you know.
Well I wasted effot of your time I'll leave you be. You have a good day now and please leave comments and messages I like imput and talking people..Kitty hate feeling unlove. =YwY=
Mew mew
~Faro
Epic Fail (read if you like yugioh)
Posted 15 years agoWell got to try my new deck for the frist time in the turament to day..it was made for FTK and OTK (frist turn kill and one turn kill)
Sadly that was not the cast in this match there where five rounds to see who get to be in the top 8 and i lost 2 times...I got into 13 place...Not bad, not bad at all and I learn what might and might not work in my deck...next time it might be me who wins...but now I ruturn home from my defeat.
The funny part was right as I was walking home it start to rain....and no rain gear.
lol
I want to give a big thanks to my friend
GlitchSamo21
with your deck know how you help me make this deck stronger then before...so thank you very much.
Look at it's eyes...it's evil..
Posted 15 years agoHello....
if you don't want to read my rant please just go check out my artwork and leave comments...you might like one...=^w^=
you be warn this is a rant and issues i have thank you
First off....FFFUUUCCKK!!! Dam those no good son of bitches!!!
sorry...Today was a normal day for me...head out picking can and bottles so I have money and stuff..I head down to the dollar tree store so I can grab a snack for my walk and stuff. I pick up my snake and was waiting in line. there was person ahead of me and they place there shit onto the thing and I thought the person place down what I thought was cherry sause((sorry for grammer)) for ice cream. I pick it up and found out it was strawberry jam.(my bad) I place it down cuz it wasn't mine and I just wanted to know what it was...thats it....no stealing no harm in any way. I was sent into an other line cuz it got open...the next thing I heard was the groub of wemon that was in that area where that lady was and they where talking about me...as if what I did was a crime... i turn my head and i was given looks...and these looks where what I been seen alot of...they where looks I got in school growing up...they where look of disgut and hate of me...as if I stole from them....
This look was one of the top ten when I wanted to kill myself cuz I couldn't take it anymore.....god dam people....I don't desure looks like I am dirt nor look at like what I did was wrong...I look at it for like a few secs then place it back....and I'm not going to bring race into this matter cuz thats not right...I fight to not put race into a issue anywhere....bugs the crap out of me....
and you knwo what maybe one or two of you are reading this...and I don't care....I just need to get this off my chest cuz I hate it when shit like this goes on to me...and it makes me feel like I have to watch me back and don't do anything that would offend people...agin...fuck this....
Im done talking....
if you got this far thanks for reading...
im done...later.
if you don't want to read my rant please just go check out my artwork and leave comments...you might like one...=^w^=
you be warn this is a rant and issues i have thank you
First off....FFFUUUCCKK!!! Dam those no good son of bitches!!!
sorry...Today was a normal day for me...head out picking can and bottles so I have money and stuff..I head down to the dollar tree store so I can grab a snack for my walk and stuff. I pick up my snake and was waiting in line. there was person ahead of me and they place there shit onto the thing and I thought the person place down what I thought was cherry sause((sorry for grammer)) for ice cream. I pick it up and found out it was strawberry jam.(my bad) I place it down cuz it wasn't mine and I just wanted to know what it was...thats it....no stealing no harm in any way. I was sent into an other line cuz it got open...the next thing I heard was the groub of wemon that was in that area where that lady was and they where talking about me...as if what I did was a crime... i turn my head and i was given looks...and these looks where what I been seen alot of...they where looks I got in school growing up...they where look of disgut and hate of me...as if I stole from them....
This look was one of the top ten when I wanted to kill myself cuz I couldn't take it anymore.....god dam people....I don't desure looks like I am dirt nor look at like what I did was wrong...I look at it for like a few secs then place it back....and I'm not going to bring race into this matter cuz thats not right...I fight to not put race into a issue anywhere....bugs the crap out of me....
and you knwo what maybe one or two of you are reading this...and I don't care....I just need to get this off my chest cuz I hate it when shit like this goes on to me...and it makes me feel like I have to watch me back and don't do anything that would offend people...agin...fuck this....
Im done talking....
if you got this far thanks for reading...
im done...later.
Wedding crasher...you know what im talking about...
Posted 15 years agoHey all I just got home from my bro wedding and I have to say I had alot of fun...I also am very proud of my brother...He did alot of things in the past I did not approve of but i see him changing and seeing him getting merry brin joy in my heart for him...
I am also kinda sad for I will never get what he have...someone to share your life forever...but thats life.
At the dinner party after the wedding I sat in the far corner just watching the others chat and kid around...I might never see these people agin so I wanted to gother all this into my worthless mind as I can before I forget it...
Please check out my artwork and leave comments in my journals and in my artwork...I like your thoughts in things.. thank you and god bless.
I am also kinda sad for I will never get what he have...someone to share your life forever...but thats life.
At the dinner party after the wedding I sat in the far corner just watching the others chat and kid around...I might never see these people agin so I wanted to gother all this into my worthless mind as I can before I forget it...
Please check out my artwork and leave comments in my journals and in my artwork...I like your thoughts in things.. thank you and god bless.
Contest...try your luck and win big
Posted 15 years agoMew mew hi all
this is the frist time Im going to run an art contest so im notsure how this is going to turn out...
This is how it going to work out.
I am working on a yugioh / steampunk cosplay look and I need help on a few things since I have no idea on how I want it.
The top three people in each contest will get a drawing from me...I don't know if that is good effot for a prize or not but I hope so.
you can enter more then one contest but you will not get to be in all the top three. unless there not alot of entress.
No porn...come on people give me class and not perv when I walk around in the look.
any questions or want to show that you are down send me a note that saids "Contes entree"or"Q's" on it. I will respond as soon as I can.
#1 Hair - Im going to be waring a wig but I don't know how it should look. it's been bugging me and so im pasting it to you all to see want you can desing for me. I do know I want as lease a few vains coming over the goggles and down my face that much i due know.
#2 Goggles - Man I want to make cool goggles for this but can't think of how to do it....maybe you can...*wink wink* http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3852674/
#3 duel disk card zone art - if you look at my duel disk and see thoughts big t spotes thats what im talking about. I want to put a cool in graving on there but dont know what...
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3852710/
#5 Bag - ya i need a cool back look to go with it just art on the bag or a whole new look of the bag up to you.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3852674/
Tank you all it will end on July 13 and I will tell you who won then...thank you.
Open book day
Posted 15 years agoWell here it is and not so many want to know more about me...oh well.
#1 (TheSeeker) how big are you? Hummm not to big..Im a bit chubby but I gess around 120 or more ppounds sorry not good with sceling my waight.
#2(doom_lycan)What made you pick a cat tiger as your fursona? Well i like tigers...I love white ones the best. So thats why.
#3(doom_lycan)What is the best rp you have ever had?That is hard to say and also unfair...I rp alot and enjoy all the people I rp with.(well not all. fucking noobs) I guess my fav kind of ro is when I frist get a slave and we spin alot of time with the training and feel like it can go on and on for hours before they get tire of you...like most people do....
#4(doom_lycan)Why did you pick the name Faro? Good one...I got it due to my sis made up langlish she did in school...my charter has a twin spirt name fazi so there faro fazi which I like.....it mean in real life Kami Kaze...
#5(doom_lycan)How if you had to pick a boob size that you like the most what would it be?Thats hard to say...cuz i love breast like the next stright guy dose but im not very picky...if there not like monster truck breast then I like them.
#6(doom_lycan)If you could get another slave right now what would you want them to be( like a bunny or a dog)? A slave is a slave to me I don't care for there kind there ment to be my toy to break any way I like so...bunny or dog makes no diff.
Well thats it..I'll do an other one don't know when...well bye for now..
#1 (TheSeeker) how big are you? Hummm not to big..Im a bit chubby but I gess around 120 or more ppounds sorry not good with sceling my waight.
#2(doom_lycan)What made you pick a cat tiger as your fursona? Well i like tigers...I love white ones the best. So thats why.
#3(doom_lycan)What is the best rp you have ever had?That is hard to say and also unfair...I rp alot and enjoy all the people I rp with.(well not all. fucking noobs) I guess my fav kind of ro is when I frist get a slave and we spin alot of time with the training and feel like it can go on and on for hours before they get tire of you...like most people do....
#4(doom_lycan)Why did you pick the name Faro? Good one...I got it due to my sis made up langlish she did in school...my charter has a twin spirt name fazi so there faro fazi which I like.....it mean in real life Kami Kaze...
#5(doom_lycan)How if you had to pick a boob size that you like the most what would it be?Thats hard to say...cuz i love breast like the next stright guy dose but im not very picky...if there not like monster truck breast then I like them.
#6(doom_lycan)If you could get another slave right now what would you want them to be( like a bunny or a dog)? A slave is a slave to me I don't care for there kind there ment to be my toy to break any way I like so...bunny or dog makes no diff.
Well thats it..I'll do an other one don't know when...well bye for now..
Open book day coming soon and Contest coming soon
Posted 15 years agoHey to you all.
Monday Is going to be open book day for me.
what this mean is I am going to replide to anything you want to know about me in my journal. How would you get to ask me a Q's you may ask... it easy start sending me Q's in my comment section below or send me a note with "Want to know: as the title.
I will replide to so many and might turn down some if I don't like it due to instal to me in anyway.
Thank you.
Now then I am going to have a desing contest where you artist out there that like to see your work become alive...this is how.
I am going to set up a few contest very soon for my yugioh steampunk cosplay look. for steampunk con or anime cons, I just want you guys and gals to get some ideas for what I im breaking it into few contest.
I'm still working out the idea for the prizes and what the contest to be.
I will post it next week sometime...
well thats it love you all...bye for now.
oh wacht me check out my work and leave comments and I will see you all later.
Monday Is going to be open book day for me.
what this mean is I am going to replide to anything you want to know about me in my journal. How would you get to ask me a Q's you may ask... it easy start sending me Q's in my comment section below or send me a note with "Want to know: as the title.
I will replide to so many and might turn down some if I don't like it due to instal to me in anyway.
Thank you.
Now then I am going to have a desing contest where you artist out there that like to see your work become alive...this is how.
I am going to set up a few contest very soon for my yugioh steampunk cosplay look. for steampunk con or anime cons, I just want you guys and gals to get some ideas for what I im breaking it into few contest.
I'm still working out the idea for the prizes and what the contest to be.
I will post it next week sometime...
well thats it love you all...bye for now.
oh wacht me check out my work and leave comments and I will see you all later.
Updates and offers please read if you like
Posted 15 years agoHey all.
Before I start talking about trades and money deals. I just want to put up some stuff so you know whats going on in my life. So you all that don't want to read all those cards and stuff don't have to.
I still have project I want to do but due to the lack of tools and the stuff to make them. well I can't do that..so I need your donations and commisionto make my dream come alive. I want to do some real fun stuff so anything would be love.
I had a dream last night that was kinda cool...maybe is should read more gory manga more oftan. I mean it...everything was done in an anime way and everyone was not anyone I seen before. I been writing it down so I can make it reall I will tell you all more about it later.
I am now taking Q's about me. Send me your Q's throught notes and I will replide to all the ones i can in my journals So ask away, I'm an open book.
Today was the sneek peek on Yugioh Shining Darkness I got my ass handed to me but I won the frist raffle and got a mat. II look it up and I can get 45 to 50 dollars for it....but I don't know if I want to sell it...I never won anything this cool before...what you guy and gals think I should do.
please everyone check out my artwork and give me imput I need to learn and grow if I want to get better at it. Also please tell me of what kind of stuff I should try in making I like to try new things and see what I can do. Thank you.
Anyone in the sacramento area that want to get a meal out of me in july. I am looking for two people to inter in my behaft the sneek peek in july. You won't spin a dine in the contest I am..the reason...I want the cards and I need you for the body count. I will treat the two of you to a free meal after words. Now if you win or get a prize in a raffle you can keep that I just want the cards when it is all over with. Please send me a note saying "july sneek peek" on it. thank you.
I feel like I lose some of my friends and some friends(not saying who they are..but you know who you are)) betreay my feeling a bit....one of them made me cry a bit...I am not going to share how but I don't like to try to get close to people here...my reason I get burn everytime and I just want to hate living even more then I all ready have. I feel like the person didn't try or know but....it hurt non the same. =YwY=
A few more thank to give out.
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superbabsy123 ~ oh boy...thank you for being my friend and being so dam sexy. I enjoy all the hard work you put in your pics. Keep the good work up sweet heart.
GreenLegend ~ Oh green thank you for being my friend and I would love to go one on one in the bed room with you if it wasn't the fact you already have two mates. X3 But I know for a fact i won't mind getting a knock out by you someday.
doom_lycan ~ Doom thank you for being there for me twice you stop me from hurting myself and many times make me laught a bit. you are a ture good friend. <3
Well thats it nice talking to all and please leave comments I love in put. now if your waiting for trades and sale here you go and thank you for reading it all the way to this point.
in the new boosters I did not get anything really good so most of these cards are just trade unless you want to make an offer. ((I need money badly.))
Now then frist the ones for sell.
Bird of roses - wind - plant/effect - atk/1800 def/1500 - When this face-up attack position card is destroyed by battle with an oppent's attacking monster and sent to the graveyard, you can special summon 2 plant-type tuner monster from your deck in face-up defense position.
The price is 14.99 but I am willing to lower the price. and an add + you get 2 traps call Blossom Bombardment.
the combo
Delta Tri - monster
Trigon - union monster
dragon laser - quickplay spell
there all go togeather the price im willing to go for 1 dollar but if you want to trade let me know.
the rist is not worth the money so here's the list make me an offer.
1 Forbidden graveyard - Quickplay spell
1 Crevice into the different dimension - Trap
1 Genex undine - Monster
2 Black-winged strafe - Spell
1 Infernity Break - Trap
1 Koa'ki meiru initialize! quickplay spell
1 Magic triangle of the ice barrier - spell
2 synchro magnet - tuner monster
2 Genex controller - tuner monster
3 morphtronic vacuuman - monster
1 Infernity refector - trap
1 power break - trap ((good for power tool dragon))
2 Biofalcon - monster
Send your offers to my notes please and thank you.
Updates and events I like you all to know.
Posted 15 years agoHey all, just want you all to know some of my panes for this week and the next.
Start off thank you for those who helping me get more cards it means alot and hope I can do something nice for you soon.
I am still looking for a ton of cards of yugioh for trade collection or what ever aslong as it out of your house ^w~
This saterday ((If i can get the money)) I will be intering the sneek peek of yugioh. it's 20 dollars and I'm hoping to get some rares and alot of stuff people want to sell so I have money to buy my tools and stuff so I can start making stuff.
I'll be posting afterwords a list of cards I got and how much there worth and I will be willing to take for some any offer. Also I will have a trade list for others so if you want to trade I might be willing.
Specking of which I am open for commision. Take the time to look at my work and tell me what you think.
I need the money and I got two people that seem to like theres so I hope you hire me today.
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A few more things before I leave you all along.
Since you know I am a yugioh fan and player. You also know my love for steampunk.
Well Im combianing the togeather. What I mean is I am making a costom made duel disk to have the steampunk theme. A whole outfit with a wig to go with it to boot.An other thing a deck to go with it..I all ready started to build it and figer how to play it. It's going to be a huge project to make. I want to go into an anime con and a steampunk con show it off and get people drooling over me.
I want to buld two duel disk. ((three decks)) The reason why Iafter going to con's and showing off the graet look I want to sell a copey of my duel dick to fond other works and stuff. the reason for three decks. I want to use one deck the others is for the disk.
I might hire some one to make the dise shell but I will make it light up and move and stuff.
another thing I going to have stepe by stepe how too for my site on this so if you ever want to make your own here how.
Now the next thing...
I am planing to build my own web site soon I don't want to give too much info on it yet but I wanted to do it for awail now but Ineed to get help with it...
final
Im posting this up now and will be talking about this from time to time...
After this sat and sell the cards if I can... The trash money I get from recyling im going to take haft of it and save it...why? In july there going to be a sneek peek of a booster with one of my fav monsters...Amazoness. dear god I love how they look and how fun they are to play. I been having my eyes on the queen which you can see right now I have it in my arts work. I am plaining to form a team to help me in this sneek peek in july soo I can get more cards I need and want and also alot of stuff to sell and trade. I need two people that live in the sac area. You will not paid for your entery I will be doing that.Why you may ask... Cuz I want the cards. your reward for doing this for me? well I will treat you two out for panda express or any food please near by.
These card in july mean a whole lot to me and I need two of you that out there to help me..
Well I waist your time with all this so I'm just going to end it now. Thank you all so much for your help for the past couple of weeks I been blue and I flet like dying a couple of times but im pulling it there. I am looking for rp slave/pet To have fun with that or blow off steam by giving you pain.((rp only never irl)) send me a not if your intrested.
Some speale thanks to
HeartsTreasure - thank you for giving me some steampunk ideas. also for being a good friend. I love your work((wish I was a girl so i can buy some)) I hope to see more of new and cool new ideas that come out of that cute noggen of yours. =^w^=
ShadowScar - for being kind and a good friend. also thank for the work you gave me...=YwY= for the past few years I been on here I felt like my work was shit cus no one would hire me. But from day one since I meet you you where there for me.
TheSeeker - Thank you for being a friend. I hope To hear from you soon.
metalzaki - Since I frist came on here we where good friends so thank you for that.
FoxBolt - Thank you for the box of cards I didn't get them yet but I am greatful for them non then less
:Akira666 _Icon: Akira666 - Thank you for interduting me to FA. We don't talk so much these days but I want to talk you for being my friend and you are and allways will be my frist crust.
Dear god I hope I didn't forget anyone...
Well later
p.s. pleace leave a comment down below I'm loney and need things to read and talk about. Also if you want to know more about me send me a note with your questions I will be happy to tell you, if I can.
Thank you.
Time to be happy i geuss
Posted 15 years agoI a few of my journals I been postsing a lot downer crap and I want to say im sorry. I will be posting some fun stuff soon.
I just want to say sorry and soonwe can have fun soon i hope.
I just want to say sorry and soonwe can have fun soon i hope.
Wrost crime of all...my trust read if you like.
Posted 15 years agoA few months ago I got my tax return. It was a lot of money, but due to the fact I had trouble in the past when it came to money my mom and dad hold on to it. over due time we use it here and there but never a whole lot.
Today as I was scanding my two new pics.((Please check them out)) I figger That i might need to buy something to dring when I go walking to pick up trash.
((I pick up can and bottles to make a few dollars for stuff I need for the week.))
To my surprize my money envelope was empty
They are gone right now but Im going to find out where my money go.. it was for my dentail and schooling and now I am back broke....I don't know what to do about this and I am piss to high heven about it.
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well they just got back and I ask them....they said that redid it and are hiding it somewhere else.
Today as I was scanding my two new pics.((Please check them out)) I figger That i might need to buy something to dring when I go walking to pick up trash.
((I pick up can and bottles to make a few dollars for stuff I need for the week.))
To my surprize my money envelope was empty
They are gone right now but Im going to find out where my money go.. it was for my dentail and schooling and now I am back broke....I don't know what to do about this and I am piss to high heven about it.
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well they just got back and I ask them....they said that redid it and are hiding it somewhere else.