https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2100344/
Free art, basic rules.

I have bronchitis, no big deal, right?
WRONG...

I feel sicky :( I wish I could be better...

the meds my doctor put me on... have made me feel ill. Nausea is my most hated feeling along with stuffy nose.

*EDIT* if you want free art, theres a recent submission leave a comment there :) with refs and whatnot, im laying here being worthless so i might as well do something

So today, I didn't realize just how sick I really was, Im still sick but I realize now that I was talking to Serp, when he wasn't there. I wasn't asleep, I was fully awake but my fever was so high that I was hallucinating or something. Serp got home from work and called me on skype and I realized he was in england still. I actually thought he was here next to me. O.o He told me I fell asleep about two hours after he got home and I was talking in my sleep, telling him not to go and i was moving around alot shouting things and stuff like that.

I don't know what I have but I sure as hell hope no one else has to get it, it was awful, screaming migraine, stomach ache. whole body was throbbing with pain. I tried to get out of my bed to pee and i fell down knocking over my lamp and a few other things, had to crawl to the toilet :(

I was pathetic. I became coherent after my dad brought me some meds and some water just enough to type a journal then i went back into my state of lifelike dreams and pain. Woke up and took some other meds and typed another journal stating my pain was worse. but my sense of humor was back and i was watching youtube vids for about 20 minutes then back to sleep by that time I think serp was home talking to me.

basically im feeling a hell of a lot better but still ill and achy all over

but i still know whats funny

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rL6s_-Z_uR8

i feel awful, ugh typing hurts my head

I'm not saying i have a problem with people who have characters or sonas dramatically different from themselves. i have a problem with liars. those who say they are something they are not.

and if you have a pokemon or digimon character that is perfectly fine, but you cannot claim the design is your own or that you created it, because you did not, they are owned by the true creators [forgot who they are]

i have pictures of myself in my gallery, my character has my body type, my weight fluctuates every now and then and sometimes i don't keep my character up to date. when i get a commission, people dont always draw my character's body type exactly correct [not complaining, just saying, its expected that not everyone will get it spot on]

my real problem is just those of you who lie, or steal, or attempt to trace something and say you didnt.

I swear if you are an ignorant fuck with a pokemon or digimon as a sona and you claim it as your own original design i will personally punch you in thee face if i get the chance >:( im in ultra bitch mode right now so if ive pissed off a friend i do apologize

It's all bullshit you know?

Sooo let's say you are an 'artist' you draw a red fox with one marking.
you write just below the fucking picture "original character, do not steal"

HOW THE FUCK IS THAT ORIGINAL YOU TWAT?!

ok anyone who has a character [or 'sona'] and you haven't created the species yourself, or its an animal that already exists, you are not being original, sorry to burst your little fantasy bubble.

Another heads up, I'm getting proper pissed with furries now. You are all full of shit 99% of the time.

Half of you trace
most of you claim original characters that are FAR from original
and almost all of you have a character that in NO WAY resembles yourself.
if you weigh like 200lb and your character is some tiny 100lb creature, you are not portraying yourself, you are pretending to be thin, and you are creating a false image.

I'm so sick of furries, I am sad to classify myself with all of you furries that aren't at least attempting to be honest.

My sona is a female white tiger with my body type, my hair colour, and my style, and a name that I think is neat.
My character is not original. Use as you please.

and to all you twats who are pretending you are something you are not. PISS OFF!

umm so this is very sudden, it might not happen. but I think I'm moving to england in like two months. Serp and i were getting into a heated argument and started telling eachother why we are so frustrated and irritable and its the distance driving us mad. So he says "ok ill send you money for your passport next week and then i'll buy your one way plane ticket, then we'll fill out the fiancee visas for you to stay.

this was all in a matter of 15 minutes.

i think im going to die of a heart attack

My stepdad has some sort of a viral infection in his blood stream [according to my mom] and he's allergic to the medicine that's going to cure it.

Life is just full of little surprises...

Cannot handle this...
[the infection technically could spread to my mom... or my baby sis, she is my entire world along with serp]


this is entirely too much stress right now.

No money
Bad job
and a whole world full of cheap, heartless bastards

Ugh... so I need a thousand dollars... this sucks. What I REALLY need is a better paying job... you know the kinda job that you actually don't do much of anything basically sit on your ass and rake in the big bucks. Oooooh or I should win the lottery. That would be great... Heh. well I guess I am your typical adult now.

"I wish my job was better,
I wish I could win the lottery,
I hate my boss,
I have too many bills to pay"

If anyone wants to help me out, I would greatly appreciate it if you'd buy a commission.

Current Commissions:

 sabby Sketched, inking/testing colour styles

I draw better now and colour better now than I ever have and I have less faves and I don't get many new watchers. I don't understand how that works out.

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I'm having major art block...

I've been dwelling on whether or not to draw a pregnant woman.

I'm leaving to take  serpantine back to the airport... I'm very sad. I've had the happiest time of my life with him <3

-cries

I obviously said "yes" ahh I'm just so happy <3

I want some biscuits and gravy with sausage links and hash browns.

My dad makes the best breakfast.

He's been here since the 9th it's snowing heavily, I can't get my car out. I was scheduled to go to work today but I doubt I'll be going, I'm not about to drive in this. Serp stayed here last night because I couldn't get my car out last night :) but he had to stay on the couch >:(

6 days!!

oh and only 4 till Serp is here.

I just started a new WoW account on the EU servers, anyone play?? I was hoping to level up with someone since the whole fuckin world went all flip flop on me.

and I'm back to being a noob, I've completely forgotten everything about WoW pretty much... everything is different now. Hunters START with a pet, no more questing to level 10 to get your pet, WoW's gone into Handing you your level-ups on a platinum platter with diamond sprinkles....

super easy.

boring to do noob quests alone.

uhh anyway..


SERVER: PVP Vashj
HORDE tigrara

PANSEXUAL VS. BISEXUAL:


"The difference is that bisexuals are attracted to a man and a woman. Bi is two. The two main genders.

Pansexual does not see gender. They may be attracted to a weird combination of male and female, or maybe they're just attracted to who they love.

Let's say Dave is a bisexual and he dates Cathy. Cathy is actually a pre-op male to female transsexual. She has breasts through hormone therapy and dresses as a female, but hasn't "gone all the way", so between the legs, she's still a man. Dave is only attracted to males and females. Therefore, when he finds out, he's most likely going to reject Cathy. She doesn't fit into the male nor female gender role at the moment because she's at an inbetween stage.

A pansexual would meet Cathy, date her, then find out who she really is. They would either accept, or even be attracted to Cathy just the way she is.

The difference being that bisexuals don't like there to be muddy water with their genders. They like boys, they like girls, but only boys and girls.


This was copied from  ajna's journal