Life update/sad/depressed?
Posted a year ago
honestly idk how to feel. my father passed away. i feel sad and i feel depressed, but i haven't really had time to grieve i guess?
my grandma lost her only son before her. i guess i been trying to stay strong for her?
idk it just seems like so much. its been well over a week his funeral is tomorrow. funeral home fucked that one up.
being my fathers oldest kid i guess i just had it in my head i don't have room to cry and i needed to step up and get stuff done,
while my sisters take the back seat and get there chance to grieve? and i know so many people say I'm sorry for your lost but like
when you hear it so much it kinda feels like it has this backwards affect at least it feels that way to me. like im so tired of hearing it or getting messages saying it.
people i never knew popping out the wood work. theres no money involved with my father other then whats coming outta my pockets and my grandmas for everything.
my father always made people laugh and was a good guy. he didnt have lot but he was always there for his kids when he could be.
maybe im feeling guilt? maybe im just in my head idk but there are something im holding on too and i have been for years and before he passed alot of things came flooding back to me.
things that happened years ago. things i wanted to apologize for things i wanted to tell him, things i wanted to thank him for.
i loved my dad and over the years he did do alot for me. and honestly i never thought about how much he actually did. and i didnt see how good he was to me.
for years my mom painted him as this bad guy and idk maybe i let her get into my head. cuz i did say some shit i wish i could take back.
i just wish i could have just gone with my instinct when it told me too. i wish i could have cleared the air. i know i will have to live with what im feeling i just feel like he doesn't know,
he doesn't know how much i truly did love him. i wasn't always the best at showing it. but god i wish i could just have 5 minutes to tell him.
its really crazy i feel so heart broken and yet still not crying? i think im defective...
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ugh...
Posted 2 years ago






i wanna draw and color and do so many cute adopts but i feel so tired,
and not sleepy tired just like i have no energy,
like i don't wanna do nothing but sit around. i wanna play video games
and watch movies but i don't even have energy for THAT!
i just wanted to complain a little and explain why not much art and stuff is coming from me.






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Posted 3 years agoSo I was working on an OC of mine and I was sending the WIPs to a friend. And I noticed the difference on my phone from the picture I sent from my computer and what I seen. How the colors were actually way darker then what I was seeing while working. I'll link what what I'm talking about.
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Halloween Costumes - 18$ - you get all 10 Costumes - 💙 (1 sona per 10 costumes OR for 23$ 2 sonas for 5 Costumes each)
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Sorry For The Spam!
Posted 5 years ago
sorry for all the spam of Ally. i still have some stuff to upload of her. but i think thats enough for tonight lol
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Ugh...
Posted 5 years ago
So i cant sleep again, that last few days have been really hard for me and my family. My dad had to go in for surgery he had a hernia that went from right to left across his stomach. Well he went in and got it done, come to find out he stopped breathing on the table. No one told my mom at the time, she was the only one there with him. But he made it threw that. Hes doing better now. And hes even home now, but every time i close my eyes to sleep my mind starts going at what could have happened. It scares the shit out of me and i burst into tears, i hate this, i know hes ok, i know hes home and safe, but i cant sleep, then i have a long day with a 2 year old. Ugh . Im just really tired now. Adopt Flippers?
Posted 5 years ago
I'm just wondering how people feel about adopt flippers? what are adopt flippers? people who buy adopts for super cheap or maybe even get them for free, then turn around maybe a day, a week, maybe even a month or 2 later and resell that adopt for 2x's maybe even 3x's or 4x's the price. so tell me how do you feel about these type of people?
P.S. Just to be VERY Clear I am NOT doing this, I will NOT be doing this, this is only asking a question about how you guys feel about it. i am not talking about anyone or something specific.
Pokemon Kick
Posted 5 years ago
idk what it is but the last few days i been really wanting to draw pokemon. i haven't drawn any yet, but if or when i do who would like to see them?
or maybe even buy them? and if so who would you like to see first? if i start making them? and if i do, do them i will be making male and female versions :3 just so u can pick what u like better.
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Cant get a break!
Posted 6 years agoSo i went to get out our Christmas stuff. And come to find out it was all thrown away!! My tree, my lights! Everyrthing my sons first ornament from last year! All gone! I have no job to replace anything! Its killing me so bad. This fucking hurts man...
What happened to it? We live in a 2 family flat we share a basement. In our side of the basement is where our stuff was. The mother fucker down stairs threw it out saying "oh i thought it was my old stuff, i got new stuff this year so i didnt need the old stuff." MOTHER FUCKER! IT WAS WITH OUR STUFF IN OUR SIDE OF THE BASEMENT BEHIND A HOOKED DOOR!! so he new what he was doing. Fucking prick. And he refuses to pay for anything! And the landlord wont do nothing cuz he said theres no proof what he threw out wasnt his! Like are u kidding me?! So yea. No tree, no lights, no nothing. I was waiting so long to see my sons eyes light up this year when he seen the tree. Cuz last year he really didnt understand it. I..i feel so damn broken. I know some people are like. Its just a tree. That maybe so. But the joy behind the pretty lights and everything Christmas is gone. Why does this have to happen now? I loose my job. All of my Christmas stuff was thrown out. We have no money to replace anything. I just wanna give up so bad. I fucking hate hate hate this every last fucking bit! Every time i start doing good i get kicked in the face and pushed down in to sinking mud. Im just so tired. Also sorry for yhe rant. I just have no one to talk to and i needed to get my feelings out.
What happened to it? We live in a 2 family flat we share a basement. In our side of the basement is where our stuff was. The mother fucker down stairs threw it out saying "oh i thought it was my old stuff, i got new stuff this year so i didnt need the old stuff." MOTHER FUCKER! IT WAS WITH OUR STUFF IN OUR SIDE OF THE BASEMENT BEHIND A HOOKED DOOR!! so he new what he was doing. Fucking prick. And he refuses to pay for anything! And the landlord wont do nothing cuz he said theres no proof what he threw out wasnt his! Like are u kidding me?! So yea. No tree, no lights, no nothing. I was waiting so long to see my sons eyes light up this year when he seen the tree. Cuz last year he really didnt understand it. I..i feel so damn broken. I know some people are like. Its just a tree. That maybe so. But the joy behind the pretty lights and everything Christmas is gone. Why does this have to happen now? I loose my job. All of my Christmas stuff was thrown out. We have no money to replace anything. I just wanna give up so bad. I fucking hate hate hate this every last fucking bit! Every time i start doing good i get kicked in the face and pushed down in to sinking mud. Im just so tired. Also sorry for yhe rant. I just have no one to talk to and i needed to get my feelings out.
since i lost my job.
Posted 6 years agoUpdate - Life.
Posted 6 years ago
for a while now i been busting my hump at my job. going in when they needed me staying over when they need me. working days i told them i couldn't work. getting into fights with my family about working days i couldn't work. and for what? to have every check i got was shorted, i ended up getting an infection in my foot and leg, having sharp pains all around my body, working when i had a doctors note not too. working with no sleep. cuz some times they would have me work 1pm to 10 pm then be back at 4am to bake in the morning. not to say i also lived a half hour away from this job.
i put my all into every job i have and for what? nothing. mini wage where i live is 9.45$ i got my pay up to 9.75$ they were offering me 10$ in a few days...but yesterday. i told them i had no way to work and no one to watch my son. i couldn't work Friday. i talked to my manager the day before and she said she was gonna find someone else to come in. the next morning at 7:30am she messaged me and said "oh your just not gonna come in for your shift? ok sweet." i went back over what she had said the day before. she told me no. she told me i had to work. which she did not. later that day when i was able to make it up there for my check at almost around 2pm. she tells me the checks aren't there. ok but they will be there at 3pm. ok so i leave for an hour and come back she then tells me they wont be there til 5 fucking pm! so i leave again around 8pm i was able to get another ride for my check. when i went in there they got me my check and handed me a termination paper.
they fired me...for what?? i have no idea since i was pretty much there slave. they put my pay back at 9.45$ lied to me about paying me in cash for the last 2 days i worked. now i have nothing again. for what? i just wanna know for what did i get fired? on my paper it said i did 2 no calls no shows which was never the case. the only day i really ever missed was that day but even so she knew i wasn't coming the day before. she said i never had doctors notes for when i went to the doctor which i did i even sent her a picture of it.
i have a 1 and a half year old i busted my ass for him, bent backwards for him. just to be thrown away like trash over 1 day. oh she also said i wasn't hire-able for any other locations like there's either which they can not say. i wasted about 4 months of my life for these people just to fuck me and throw me under a bus.
they stole my money and wronged me and now im back to nothing. no job and serving off the little check they did give me.
well. fuck. life.
so tired of this - some people
Posted 6 years ago
some people think there so damn important. well here's some truth there not and there just a pain in the ass.
no one gives a fuck like big woohoo to you. im just so tired of this bullshit.
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